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[iminaworldofpureimagination]

my sibling had me watch this depressing movie about siblings... i think there's some irony in that.. i dont even know if i recommend it cause it will really bum you out but its a good movie 10/10

[justana0kguy]

2023 MAY 29 Mama Mary Memorial Monday

GAMON 1'23 #1 ~ A3kii Life Stream Reboot!

Trying to get out of this tough trough and improving my circumstances by reviving a previously tried (and failed) Life Management mod inspired by the aesthetic of online creators and live streamers minus the fan interactions (or just minus the fans).

This time around, the emphasis is not on social attention but for personal accountability through declaration of stuff (e.g. targets, goals, commitments, etc.) and documentation via online (tumblr) and offline (se7en) for current guidance and future evaluation.

Also, to get back into the flow and keeping the momentum in creating things, but now with the mindset of being free from worrying about the reception and interpretation of other people, as this is primarily for my own development (and entertainment).

May 29 to 31 is designated as the "Server Wipe and Reboot" phase (phrasing inspired from Project Zomboid and other online multiplayer games) and serve as a foundation for a(nother) new attempt at starting over and trying to be better as a person and as a creator.

The challenge for today (and this week)'s Game On Monday is to review, improve, and reimplement regular Life Stream Blog Posts similar to prior posts (inspired by the its/Daily/Grace/Helbig weekday formats) and use that as a general guideline for regular posts.

In terms of Life Management System specifics, this Life Goal will be a Life Cycle officially named "On Life Accountability Program" (on life, as in online in life, ifyouknowwhatimeanhehe) and excerpted with the theme/slogan "A3kii Life Stream"

And here's the updated framework so far:

GAMON ~ Game On Mondays

Life Projects, Challenges, Goals that may be just for a specific amount of time or it could also be indefinitely starting that day

TUE DO ~ (How/What/Not) To Do Tuesdays

Personal Standards (Action S.O.P.s, Life Laws), External Instruction, Life Hacks, Dos and Don'ts etc. useful to know and keep a reference on; or it could just be something really cool

REVIEWED ~ Review Wednesdays

Just reviewing anything and everything that goes, preferably books, films, games (in that general ranking)

ARTHUR ~ Anything Random Thursdays

Just leaving a little room for a little chaos

FRIEDAY ~ Friends Friday

Day dedicated to catching up with close relatives and friends that are not always around or in touch with unlike direct family

S.A.T.s ~ Something About Time Saturdays

Cue "About Time" film feels as this day is dedicated for something related to time, whether for the instant or the infinite

Ideal would be a post on every day of the week covered by these themes as a daily creative output/exercise for the body, mind, and heart, and as a dose of uplifting or guiding motivation; whereas Sundays are reserved for rest, as you know.

This time around, I'm also giving my self the freedom not to be discouraged too much or for too long if I can't or don't want to post at a given time. In the past, forgetting or not being able to post almost always means the end of that series or season of posts. In the future, I will post whenever as long as I'm gonna keep at it forever. (Char)

So here's to another (rebooted) attempt at beginning again, again. Game On!

~ A0K

[kerasiphobia]

i’m not saying kindergarten failed me but who was gonna tell me saturday comes after friday

[avaleiin]

○ weekly summary 2 ○

Monday: 613 cal

Tuesday: 550 cal

Wednesday: 593 cal

Thursday: 353 cal

Frieday: 645 cal

Saturday: 453 cal

Sunday: 1257 cal (kill me)

This week was a bit rough. I had more cravings then last week but I didnt give into them. Partly reason why I eat still so much is so I can make sure that I dont binge. It's hard enough for my body to lose weight so I have to be stronger.

Depending on how much weight I lost the past week (I will see tomorrow morning) I will cut dont my cal intake a little more tho.

I hope I can do it with my boyfriend here. He already commented that only vegetables tlfot dinner where a little bit to little of a meal. I hope he wont interfere. I know he cares about me and he loves me. It's just that I need to lose this weight!

I am fucking mad at me. I'm so ... uh. I ate cake. I was visiting my mother for mothers day... jsjnshagajndndk

Update with hopefully weight loss tomorrow

[avaleiin]

○ weekly summary 5 ○

Monday: 864 cal

Tuesday: 842 cal

Wednesday: 766 cal

Thursday: 959 cal

Frieday: 830 cal

Saturday: 867 cal

Sunday: 223 cal + binge

Okay. Protein is the way to go for me. Since I put my protein income up and my carbs way down it's better. I also eat very low sugar.

But uh this week. I have CRAVINGS! I crave all kinds of fatty and sugary foods. But till (saturday) I stayed strong.

My boyfriend will stay longer since I'm in the daycare therapy centre. Btw I'm there for my bpd/depression/insomnia/anxiety problems. Not my ed. They know but ... like I ordered salat for all week and throw away half of it all the time. Guess I'm so fucking fat that none belives/cares anyway. I mean good for me no disruptions. But with my bf here and till I figured out how to lower the calories in my protein intake I'm having a pretty high intake. I dont like it but as long as I lose weight it's okay.

Tbh I'm pretty happy my bf stays longer :3 hes atm my only source of happiness... still gonna fast when he wants home again.

Edit: sunday was shit. Dont even wanna talk about it. Fuck.

Lost 1.1 lbs weighted this morning after yesterday's rating to fucking much.