#tsersha

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big butch bears in love

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did you guys know if you practice drawing hands you will eventually get better. anyway this giant tseren drawing and this giant misha drawing are over a year apart so its fun to compare them (although i will be fair to myself and say that the tseren drawing is rougher cause i didnt initially intended to post it for anyone outside of my friends)

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og file got corrupted so i remastered that doodle of tseren giving his tiny girlfriend a kissie

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its very important to me to portray fatness as something neutral and normal in my work so tseren puts on like a fair bit of happy weight after being in a healthy romantic relationship with misha for a while. gaining weight is just kinda a common part of getting older and it also serves as a sign that hes not in permanent high stress mode at all times and has a more normal relationship to food. to be loved is to be changed etc etc. he do still got some capital S Self Image Issues so hes initially kinda neurotic about this but he eventually learns to relax a bit and just exist in neutrally in his body. misha already tailors all his own clothes since they do not sell things for freakishly tall people at the general store so he alters tserens clothes as a gift when he starts getting a little noticeably distressed over his favorite clothes not fitting anymore

[cassandragemini]

i love this oc au so much cause its based entirely around the fairy tale logic concept of “what if that type of warm fuzzy feeling where your emotions feel too big for your body was Extremely Extremely Literal” and its the most romantic thing ive ever written. hes very big cause hes full of love

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i have a au where tseren has size changing powers for flimsy plot reasons cause Its My Giant Special Interest And I Get To Make All the Self Indulgent Bullshit i want and i havent drawn misha over this sketch yet cause 1. posing csp models is a bitch and i havent quite wrangled this into the right shape 2. drawing something sweet like this will make me explode

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tseren having size changing powers in a au is meant to be a extremely unsubtle metaphor for how they tend to get really intense emotions that feel too big for their body so after they connect the dots between their emotional state + and bizarre physical state misha thinks its weird but almost kinda sweet. what if your partner cared about you so much that something very weird and actually deeply terrifying happened to them

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giant bear misha doodle based off me watching a ton of kaiju movies a couple months back + a suggestion from cab. shes a giant teddy bear

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compilation of misc recent oc doodles

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due to the time period + differing cultural standards misha and tseren dont really kiss on the lips romantically very often around others so they mostly tend to hold each other closely as a sign of affection. sometimes they do nose rubs and other similar gestures

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anyway posting about my favorite bear dyke and his butch boyfriend every day makes me happy. i wanna start sharing oc stuff more often on here

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tsersha my lesbian warriors. despite all the conflict theyve had over the years theres nowhere that they feel safer than the others arms

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save me huge butch yuri

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i think about the au where tseren has size changing powers so much that ive debated making it explicitly canon for months and the only reason i havent done that yet is that tseren being human and still wholeheartedly loving misha in all her strangeness is a important theme in their story. but size as the most unsubtle metaphor for big overwhelming feelings is also very sweet and fun in its own way

save me weird but sweet butch yuri

[cassandragemini]

hey guys. If i explicitly say a post is about butches in both the caption and the tags Do Not leave a tag calling them “femmes” as a replacement for “women” cause that shit piss me the fuck off 👍🏾

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cant quiet make tsersha comparisons wrt love lies bleeding because misha would absolutely think bodybuilding is kind of stupid. shes built like she could stop a moving car with her bare hands why would she make herself skinny and dehydrated just for the appearance of strength