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Does anyone else feel like their life should be different or is that just me
#trying not to be a sad POS#but i am#i just feel like my life should be different#that i should be different#i want to be happier#a little sad#bored#with my life#meh#ignore me
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the community is no longer the only place where this is seen
he needs to be comforted/hugged like reaaally bad. you get it right
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#ava tco#ava tsc#ava red#ava yellow#ava green#ava blue#HA feel sad loser#even alan is joining in how nice#or well at least hes trying to#im ill over them /pos#lilacsart
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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)
#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in#your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my#sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for#eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to#amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love#aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of#course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact#that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t#have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i#awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK#ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE#LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO#ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i#will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A#oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a#cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me#to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl#explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front#of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh#the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are#there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE#tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!
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FINISHED LAST 2 EPS OF YURI ON ICE,
ON THE FLOOR
ON MY KNEES
VICTOR KISSING YURI’S HAND WITH THE RING, THE CROWD GOES WILD
THEN YURI ON THE ICE KISSING HIS RING BEFORE HE STARTS PERFORMING HHHH
DIVORCE ARC AR THE END OF THE SECOND TO LAST EP??? VICTOR CRYING BC OF YURI???? NOOOOOOOOO
“I’ll be sure to skate my and Victor’s love, laid bare to the world!” That’s more like it <3
UPDATE NVM IM SO STRESSED AHHHHHH
“I really want to kiss the gold medal” *pans to yuri and victor almost kissing* 🤔 damn straight gay
Not victor refusing to kiss yuri’s silver medal and then leaning super close and asking if he has suggestions…damn king
Did they just make vows again <3 good for them <3
THEYRE SKATING TOGETHER AT THE END AHHHHH
SO THEY'RE MARRIED NOW RIGHT
im so unwell about their tenderness its unparalleled
I NEED MORE CRIES WDYM ITS OVER HHH WHERES THE NEXT SEASON SOB BANGING MY FIST
#blu liveblogs#yuri on ice#yoi ep 11-12#i LOVE how they show their rings like all the time like yes#yes show teh sparkle#show their commitment to each other !!!!#and omg their pre/post performance rituals are so#either heart wrenching /neg or heart wrenching /pos#im so normal abt victor kissing yuri's ring hand like hfjkawnlfkjwf#ALSO. WHEN YURI WAS LIKE VICTOR LETS END THIS I WAS LIKE NOOOO STOP. STOPPPPPPP YOU IDIOT (AFFECTIONATE) STOP !!!!!#THEN VICTOR CRIES SO BAD AND IM LIKE DUDEEEEEEEE#THEN THEY BOTH LOOK SAD HRAWEHLRWJKENFJSKDF#BUT THEN. YURI NAILS HIS FREE SKATE PERFORMANCE HRAJKWENLFWEJKF YES MY KING#also called it i was like hm i really want yuri to win gold but yurio is prob gonna get it at this rate... and yeap#then i was like this is gonna lead to yuri and victor havin some form of gay vows to each other or smth to stay on the ice or smth#AND YES I WAS RIGHT LETS GOOOOO HRJAKWENLFWEF#ALSO THEIR HUGS ARE EVERYTHING THEY GIVE ME LIFE#THE WAY THEY CLUTCH AT EACH OTHER SO TIGHTLY#KISS KISS FALL IN LOVE#already in love but thats besides the point yes FALL DEEPER IN LOVE#also i liked the jj comeback yes u go king#also i loved yuri's character development#look at yuri slaying on the ice now with confidence !!!#so proud of you dude <3#also yurio is such a tsundere lmao damn in the begining i remeber thinkign who is this asshole goddamn#gud character development all around#im going to try and convince one of my friends to watch this cause they always get me to watch stuff#i watched all of rwby this is the least they could do for me <3#its my turn now hehehehe
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so the viend account said artiviend is canon now and
well first off hell yeah
second off I wanna ask why specifically viend? why does artificer like viend if you're willing to share.
(oo good question
(first of all- before i even got into the game abt 6 months ago my synapses connected and were like "yea these two would be cute" for some reason and found 0 content wheeze bit of a crackship but i found it sweet
(lore-wise, i like to think cynthia has a deeply scientific way of thinking; seeing that viend had been inside the void for so long and managed to survive piqued her interest, she related in a way and found him interesting :]
(flawed muses go crazy due to already feeling disconnected from the present due to past experiences alongside habitual difficulties separating work from emotion alongside her autism (i have asd dw :3), it took a bit before she was like "hey, this is like. a human person." and eased up on the scientific jargon and thinking and subsequently grew closer to viend as an individual! :3
(their relationship is mostly fueled from similar experiences and feeling different to others, as well as being sources of comfort for eachother :3 chronic pain gang. also she's not scared of him hehe
(also viend being the one to find her in the bazaar is. a very cute idea
#ooc#asks#i listened to sad machine by porter robinson while writing this.. does it show#anyway i like exploring muses who aren't cut-and-dry perfect#because as much as artificer is put together on the outside she's kinda sorta really not on the inside#shes flawed in her ways of thinking and thats okay shes trying to be better#and she really does care for viend#soft nights of laying together in her quarters because the commando quarters are too small and everything's dark and he's feeling#the familiar pains coming back and he's trembling and shaking and needing comfort of some kind#thia always has some fuckass screen on in her room and it helps viend relax knowing that he's not back in the simulacrum again..#n she has heated blankets for her own chronic pain from being frozen and viend loves em.. i hc he's always cold to some degree#i know i wrote those tags and my own heart hurts regardless /pos#✧ depictions of the self : artificer ✧#✧ it stares back : void fiend ✧#♡ artiviend ♡
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The Williams Brothers
#EDIT TO SAY I FORGOT PAUL'S RED WHISTLE I'M SO SAD#i simply love paul and guy so much#also .. this was gonna be fanart of the whole s1 cast but then i found out leigh is a transphobic pos so i'm skipping him lmao#but i'll try to draw the other 3 soon!#ana draws#taskmaster#paul williams#guy williams#taskmaster nz#ana talks britcom
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the way that I've sat through like one session of gaiden so far and I have like 50 screenshots almost entirely of just Joryu's face bro why is he so beautiful I'm sorry anyways look at him look at him right now
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#i'm sorry he's so beautiful i can't#i need to be like detained and euthanized actually like it ain't even funny bro#also GIVING CHARACTERS OUTFITS !! AND THEY SHOW UP IN NORMAL GAMEPLAY AND EVEN RENDERED CUTSCENES!! JOY !!#YIPPEE !!!1 YAY !! you do not want to know how far i physically recoiled (/pos) when i realized you could make him wear earrings uh anyway#my insanity aside i am enjoying gaiden very much :))#i will say that it's a bit painfully obvious when theyre trying to pad for time between story objectives#but honestly this game is so fun that i dont mind too much like this game is so funny 😭😭#the fucking coliseum featuring “watase-ish man” “kiryu-esque man“ and ”ryuji goda?“ ???? Peak comedy#ALSO NISHITANI HOMARE III?? THERE'S A THIRD ONE? this game is so goofy i love it. also akame i love you so much please just one chance girl#all of this is also a wonderful contrast from all the kiryu i mean joryu typical sadness and lack of will to live#guys. Imma be real. I don't think him “already being dead for 3 years” isn't helping his mental state orz#no matter how this game ends i think i will get very emotional no matter what i am very excited :))
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Sending you warm thoughts!
*gasp!!!* Brea!!!!
I quite literally just had you on my mind! Ty for the warm thoughts!! I’m definitely stealing them to help me deal with this cold weather😭
Have you taken care of yourself today/tonight?? Have you eaten? Drank some water?? Had a lil snack?
#you’re the one that took the braincells when I was trying to do an assignment!!!#that makes sense#/pos#fr tho… whatever weird mind reading you got is impeccable#I hope you’ve been able to take care of yourself!!#imma be very sad if not#sup brea!#peep talks#peep asks
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when i back in uni
me think
i do uni updates again
#i used to do them#and was basically like day 1 i made friend she uggo and she basically torture her dog#(it was a tiny dog and she would send it to a trainer and not see it for weeks and she also missgender me a LOT)#day 2 everyone was uggo and big meanies and missgender me#day 5 sm gurl call me Konstantina (not my deadname ir clos to it and a girls name)#day 6 that same girl called me amy and a girl name (not close ti Damien and a girls name)#day 6 again i correct that girl and said is Damien and am a boy in front of ppl#day 10 that girl from b4 called me 'that uhh little boy over there ' we were the same age maybe i was a yr older than her#day 15 i wore 2 binders qnd went to the bathroom coz i couldn't breath#day idk anymore sm teacher called me girl thrn apologized and called me a young man (only positive)#day 24 that girl w the dog spoke abt canibalism w me (also pos but i regret it coz normies shouldn't know abt it)#day 56 the girl w the dog said she had a girl in her school w similar vibe as me (i was still a he) she kept missgender me#day 32 sm other girl v cool asked for my pronouns (she probably the only out if them i could have been friends)#day idk i quit uni to sad i go to therapy depressed want kill self (then i started t and changed legally my name etc#also my mom when i 1st go to uni didn't take all gender stuff seriously#like i was w my mom at the secretary and i told the secretary if could write my name Damien and my pronouns next to my name#at the papers the teachers see#and my mom and secretary was laughing and say 'hohoho but u wint be speak to me all the time'#im not ask to speaking to u am ask to write at the teachers paper#so I don't try to kill my self in the unis bathroom#and so i don't have to start every sentence with ' am actually a boy and my name is Damien '#I FKN HATE EVERYONE THERE AND I HOPE TJEY DIE#the main teacher of graphic design change so they maybe better now i hope#the reason i choce tjat uni was coz when i go there#was btwn 2#the other didn't even show me around and thought i would enrol#the one i went i hadn't said anything abt my gender yet#but the teacher was 'misgender me ' he was say he and then correct it and say she#i didn't correct him at the time coz wasn't sure i would go there but v cool#that's allmost a full vent in the tags
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I haven’t been paying too much attention to everything and all but hopefully after a good nights rest you’ll feel better
Just remember it’s a silly little poll, and it’s all fun no matter who wins :)
If that’s worded properly
Basically, what I’m trying to say is, release the fic, post what you want, do what you want! Your actions shouldn’t be defined to the results of a poll, nothing should. + polls are stressful and scary and that messes things up
Please get some rest <3
Also everyone on here needs to STOP BEING SO HARSH it’s a poll not the end of the world
No one’s going to explode if things go “wrong”
Thank you for the kind words ^-^
Mod is feeling better, they'll try to do better and reign themself in a little more :3 /gen
There's still a little less than 20 minutes left before mod checks the 'release the fic' poll, so they'll wait on that :3 /gen
Mod would've answered this earlier, but they had to go to school >.< /gen
If anyone wants mod to delete some of the posts/reblogs from yesterday, please let them know! /gen /nm /lh
#tw vent in tags#<kinda?#mod doesn't like leaving things on a sad note for long periods of time >.< /gen /lh#so they're trying to ignore the leftover anxiety from yesterday >.< /gen /lh#polls ARE a little scary- making the tournament was actually quite stressful tbh >.< /gen /lh#mod didn't think this tournament would get popular- so seeing lots of people vote was surprising ^-^ /gen /pos#not a poll#kirby questions!
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seeing how deeply racism affects gay men of color’s whole fucking psyche sometimes is genuinely frustrating like damn people just do NOT see it for them
#I have had more nonwhite gay men say something along the lines of:#you’re not like most other white gays#and it’s just depressing bc I know what they’re saying#leaving that in the tags bc I’m not trying to brag abt that but I wanted to add context#I guess I should feel happy that I’m not a POS to gays of color but really I just get sad bc of how the world can be to them#specifically the gay world
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Some of these genuinely shocked me as an american.
You don't say 101? Is your university class system different?
Do you guys not have bell peppers? Do you call them something else?
Bandaid isn't a thing?
No critters?
Docents?
Jaywalking isn't illegal (is it a term for that matter)?
List of British words not widely used in the United States. Lists of words having different meanings in American and British English. List of American words not widely used in the United Kingdom.
#and i kind of expected the UK not to have grits since that is a southern USA dish but its still very sad#grits are very yummy#so is biscuits and gravy#if you are a foreigner visiting from out of country i highly reccomend you try it while here especially if youre in the south#southern USA has some damn good food#I don't get to have the real authenitic stuff often since i live in the southwest.#most of the places around me that offer true southern cuisine are chain restraunts which are never as good as a hole in the wall/mom and po
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Uuuuuuuugh I’m unwell about Gunpowder Tim. He’s so gender
#/pos#gunpowder Tim my beloved#I’m so normal about him#actually legit tho- I’m trying not to be too weird about him#cause Tim Ledsam is a real person#and like- there’s ofc a difference between Gunpowder Tim and Tim Ledsam#but ya know#real guy- with real access to real social medias and could really see the things I post about him and/or the character he plays#speaking of- I don’t think he’s on Twitter anymore#which is sad cause i was totally planning to follow him on any social medias I can#but I can’t find him anywhere#okay weirdness aside#long hair + long jacket + goggles = nonbinary DREAM#my gender is whatever the fuck Gunpowder Tim and Nashua Rasputina have going on#off topic but I find it unreasonably hilarious how Gunpowder Tim is shortened to gpt#like fuck the ai bros- that Our acronym!#okay I’m gonna stop being weird in the tags
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starting the new year off like THIS is so unfortunately USA. it canceled football today, maybe people will care some
#fkn sad ah to just try to be happy and celebrate a new year only for some pos to take it all away#my condolences#NOLA
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im not gonna say you cant use the n word w a hard r on a almost fully anonymous tumblr account where you claim to be black-
I will say that it makes you 100% more suspicious and worth keeping an eye out on you bc usually its neo nazis pretending to be black that spam saying the n word w an r and use tumblrs weird trust for almost fully anonymous accounts to their advantage to get away w it
you can say it, but, if you Are a neo nazi pretending to be black, I will say, you're not doing a good job of convincing me rn that you actually are.
#got too excited you could get away w saying it ey?#inb4 'PeOpLe aLwAyS DeMaNd yOu GiVe YoUr LiFe sToRy-' bs- babe--- i wouldn't have cared or even noticed or even remarked on it#if you said it w an a. its more believable at least. lmao.#and I say bs bc ik its likely a neo nazi and ik they know that we say that a lot on tumblr- that ppl dont owe u every detail of their life#- and ik a neo nazis one of the least trustworthy people in the world so ofc they would abuse that line to get away w saying the n word#w a hard r around a bunch of progressives who have so little info about you that they dont know if they get the right to feel uncomfortable#when you say it- but personally im not built like that and i will tell you rn im uncomfortable w you saying it and idc what excuse you give#doesnt mean you hafta do whatever i say. just means I actually take a stance on shit unlike a lot of easily manipulated tumblr users.#i mean come on. its a neo nazis wet dream to run around a progressive (well. given recent events- supposedly progressive) space#and say slurs unchecked by said progressives. its one of their favorite ways of having you shut up. even if it is all done in secrecy#like the cowardly bitch made bitch built bitches they are. theyd never do it off anon or with their face exposed.#they simply cant take the heat. so the only way this type of person can feel like they've won is when they do manipulative shit like this i#secret. which is just so so sad. this is how ik the nazis are gonna lose. you're too much of a cowardly bitch to say it in front of#progressives with your whole chest.#why're you so scared? afraid you might be outnumbered? afraid you might not win as many ppl over as you think you will?#i mean cmon nows the perfect time to take the mask off right? perfect time to radicalize leftists? surely there shouldnt be#an issue waving your red flag huh? come on now. dont be shy. why are you scared? afraid you might reveal to the leftists you're#trying to indoctrinate that you're actually a hateful pos? and that you've been manipulating them to hate jewish ppl?#nah you're right joshua tyler stevenson it's probably a better idea to hide in the shadows like a bitch.#you're black on the notoriously white website? yeah. ok#i mean im sure theres just so many black ppl just dying to be here. thats why most black ppl ik hate this site 😒 for sure dawg i believe u#i mean ig if there were ever a place for a black nationalist to roam unchecked it'd be here though... generally they stick to twitter ime#its just hard to believe when I seldom see black ppl on here to begin w and most of the ones I do see are just like. normal people#w/o weird fucked beliefs. and if you are black- i think its really interesting that the black ppl with black nationalist beliefs almost#never show their faces in any capacity ever while other normal black ppl do. what are you scared of? afraid ppl irl will recognize u#and laugh?? or is it that... you're not actually a black person......... so far professor flowers is the only internet black nationalist#who's dared to show their face that ik of.
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in the same boat as you Phil with sourcecalls but oh my god if Newsies was more active...
While I doubt I'd find anybody from my timeline I might find somebody.
Until then I sit and listen to music and think about Racer longingly - Voidling Anon
yeah that’s how it is :/
#phil posts#sbi asks#voidling anon#on one hand sourcemates /pos on the other trying to find them /neg#anyway now its time for me to turn on the sad boy playlists /hj
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