#trying 2 get me canceled for my hater ways huh....

[rollercoasterwords]

☕️ rosekiller

choosing violence today i see. lulling me into a false sense of security w drarry and then activating my secret hater killswitch huh. well alright boys lets get into it lets all come down to the swamp and play in the mud i guess.

disclaimer that everything i'm about 2 say is just me being a hater. i am not going to crawl onto any moral high ground and act as though people should or shouldn't like this ship, bc personally i think everyone should just do whatever they want. but what i want to do right now is be a hater <3 please do not enter my swamp if u are unwilling to see me bark and bite

fuck OFFFFFFF with rosekiller goddammit i hate this ship SO much. the way i feel about rosekiller is the same way i feel about people who say that new york style is better than chicago style pizza (blinding and irrational rage over something that, objectively, does not matter one bit)

i just think this ship is so STUPID. who caresssss about evan rosier and barty crouch junior??? evan rosier is a paper doll background death eater in canon and everything that makes barty an interesting villain is shit that all these rosekiller lovers ignore!!! like WHAT is there to care about here. what am i supposed to be enjoying. rosekiller just seems like a bunch of people plucking two characters out of canon, scrubbing away everything except their names, and then turning them into two more flushed-away rat men to salivate over. BORING. also i feel like rosekiller marks this shift into everyone suddenly deciding that every ship needs a ~pretty~ name which i am also a hater about!!! just smush the names together!!! if it's ugly live in ur shame with it barty crouch junior/evan rosier is an ugly ship so it makes sense for it to have an ugly name!!!

phew. ok. now that i have gotten all that off my chest i will admit that i HAVE seen iterations of rosekiller that i enjoy. however that has only ever been the case when i read stories that include them by writers i like where the writers are essentially turning them into ocs and just doing a very good job with it (and thus forcing me to curse their names for a thousand years for making me like rosekiller in any universe). for example i do enjoy what soph's got going on with rosekiller in kyd and of course everything happening in bury a friend by my dearest liv was just delectable <3 HOWEVER. i would never seek out and read a rosekiller fic and in general i will hiss and spit it anyone brings that ship anywhere within five feet of me.

[holylulusworld]

Married per accident – Part 9

Summary: After her fiancée cheated on her the reader meets a hot stranger in a bar and get married. She’s got not clue that he is Jensen Ackles.

Pairing: Jensen x Reader, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Padalecki

Warnings: drunken marriage, pregnant reader, angst, tension, blood, fingering (barely), miscarriage, sad reader, sad Jensen, fluff (comforting)

Married per accident Masterlist

  2 months later

 "Jensen, did you really announce that I'm pregnant on your goddamn Instagram account? Didn’t you learn from the past?” You scold.

"Sorry, but I needed to share my luck with the whole world."

“Jay, you know most of the fans hate me. They will go rampant again.” You sigh.

“No, they won’t. Look at all the nice comments.” He insists.

“Wait a bit longer. The haters going to hate, you know it and me too.”

“Don’t care. I need the world to know that my wife is going to have my baby.”

“Fine. Do you want to describe how we made our baby too?” You ask.

Giggling you look at his darkened face. Licking his plump lower lip he stalks toward you.

“Not a chance, Ackles. I’m still mad at you.” You scold shaking your head.

"We could show them," Jensen says chuckling.

“No way! No sex video you pervert!” You scold.

“Then let’s just do it…you look so hot today. Two months Baby. I miss my wife.” Stripping your clothes off with his eyes he smirks at you.

“No.”

“I know you miss me too.”

“Maybe, but I’m still mad at you.”

“I could make you forget you’re mad.” Giving you a Dean like smirk he stares down at you.

“I really hate you sometimes! So now let’s talk about the cake.”

“Cake?”

“You’re sister wants to know which cake we prefer for our wedding. A wedding I didn’t agree to so far.” You state.

“She called you…sorry. I know you wanted time to think it over.” Jensen sighs.

“I wanted time to be sure you want me. You were the one with doubts, not me!”

“So you want to marry me?” Kissing down your neck he makes you whine for more. Moving his hands under your shirt he slowly strokes your barely not there baby bump.

"Don't seduce me, Ackles! I need to …"

“You need to what?” Chucking he moves one hand into your panties.

“I…forgot…”

Humming he rubs your clit gently while you try to resist him. Smiling at you he admires your wrecked state.

“I really need to…god…I forgot what I wanted to do.” You whine when he removes his hand from your panties.

“Please let me make you feel good.”

“No, I need to do something.” You try to resist his smile, those tiny wrinkles at his eyes. Now he’s licking his plump lower lip, staring down at you with his goddamn emerald eyes.

“God I really hate you! Fine, you’ve got two hours then I need to see my doctor.”

“Hmmm…two hours with my beautiful wife.” Smirking he carefully picks you up, almost running toward the master bedroom. Moving your legs around his waist you start giggling.

“Slow down. I’m pregnant remember? Don’t let me fall down Jensen.” You scold.

“Never.” Carefully placing you on the bed he looks down at you with an odd expression on his face.

“I’m sorry, I just…I should’ve slapped her face for saying those things to you.”

"Jensen, a man should never hit a woman. I would never ask you to do such a thing. By the way, Jared sent me a video. Gen slapped your exes face. I just wasn’t sure you would be okay with this so I didn’t show you the video.”

“Wait Jared filmed it? Little pervert…maybe we should make a video too,” Jensen tries to joke.

“Huh? No, Jared wanted to tape Misha and Richard singing but then he heard yelling and turned around and taped Gen slapping that bitch.”

“You know you’re cute when you use swear words. So sexy.”

“I’m not cute, Ackles!”

“You’re so cute, sexy and in two minutes naked…”

“So full of yourself, Jay?”

"Oh, you're head over heels for me since I sat down next to you in the hotel bar."

“No.”

"Yes, you are."

“No, I’m head over heels for you since you kissed me after we left the bar and you offered me to bring me to my room.”

“See, you are hopeless in love with me.”

Tickling your sides Jensen chuckles at your reaction. Giggling you slap his chest.

“No…maybe I have a little fangirl crush…”

“Baby, you refused to go to your room.”

“As you pushed your tongue almost down my throat.” You scold.

“God, you tasted so good.”

“And then you wanted more…”

“You said no and then we got married.”

“Yeah, as you wanted to pop my cherry, pervert!”

“Come on you liked it…me worshipping you.”

“Hmm…I must admit you weren’t that bad.”

“Not that bad?”

"Well, you're great in cuddling."

Smirking at him you stick your tongue out.

“Cuddling?”

“Maybe some of your moves aren’t that bad either.”

“Let me show you my moves Baby.” Biting your ear shell he groans.

“Show me what you can do, Ackles.”

“Let’s see what we can do for my pretty wife.”

"Well stripping your clothes off would be the first step." You giggle. Before you can say anything else you feel pain shooting through your body.

Whimpering you hold your stomach while Jensen rushes to your side.

Stroking your back he calls an ambulance when he sees the bloody bed sheets…

Panicked you look around the hospital room. Jensen is holding your hand looking sad down at you.

"What happened?" You ask worriedly.

“You were bleeding. I called an ambulance. Maybe we should wait for the doctor,” Jensen whispers. Hearing the sadness in his voice you know something’s off.

“Just tell me what happened Jay, please.”

“The doctor said you lost the baby.”

Starting to cry you can't bear the pain of losing your baby. Shaking you can't stop the tears from falling.

“Shhh…everything is going to be okay.” Jensen tries to sooth you.

“No, I lost our baby.” You sob.

“That’s not your fault. The doctor said it was a miscarriage due to a corpus luteum deficiency.”

“I lost our baby.” You repeat bursting into tears.

Taking place next to you in the hospital bed Jensen holds you tight. Kissing your forehead he whispers loving words into your ear to soothe you.

"I love you, baby. We can try again. We will try again."

“What if I lose our next baby too?” You sob.

“The doctor said they can give you medicaments. She will explain everything to you later. Rest now, Y/N. I know you’re sad, I’m sad too, but we will get over it – together.”

“Can you stay here over night? I don’t want to be alone tonight.”

“Sure, I’ll stay. I won’t leave your side. I had to call Jared to cancel tomorrows filming. He’s outside with Gen. Do you want them to come in?”

“Is it impolite if I say no?” You whisper.

“No, Baby. They will understand. I tell them to drive home and they can come back tomorrow.”

"Tell them thanks for come around."

Kissing your cheek Jensen hugs you tight before leaving the room for a moment. Waiting outside Jared looks at his best friend’s sad face and his stomach drops.

“She’s … she wants me to tell you two thanks for coming. She needs time, you can visit her tomorrow.” Jensen stammers.

“No problem man. I know this is hard for you two. Go back to your wife and we call you tomorrow if we can come around. Tell her we're sorry. We really are," Jared says squeezing his friend's shoulder.

"She can always talk to me, Jensen. Tell her I'll be there for her," Gen adds.

"Thanks, guys. I better go back."

Re-entering your room he finds you sobbing in your bed. Lying down next to you he let you rest your head on his chest. Holding you tight he tries to find the right words to soothe you.

“I’m here Baby. I love you. We will get through this.”

“I love you too, Jay.” You whisper.

“Rest a bit Baby. Tomorrow we talk to the doctor and I promise we will find a way to move on. I know you’re beyond sad, me too but we love each other and that’s all that matters.”

“Oh, no! You told everyone on Instagram I’m pregnant,” you whisper.

“Shhh…that’s nothing to worry about.”

“I’m sorry I lost our baby.”

“That wasn’t your fault. We will try again. I swear we will have the whole house full of children one day.”

Nodding you stroke his chest gently while Jensen strokes your back.

Sobbing you try to find a way to survive the loss of your baby. What if Jensen only stayed with you as you were pregnant? What if he did want his ex back?

"I love you, baby. I didn't stay married to you as you were pregnant," Jensen whispers.

Did he read your mind?

“I love you too, Jensen. I just…if you want an annulment now…I would understand…”

“Don’t you dare saying that again! I only want you, Y/N. Now rest a bit baby and tomorrow we’ll find a way to have another baby.”

“What if I never…?”

“Then we adopt a child or ten. Or we adopt twenty dogs,” Jensen chuckles.

“You know you’re awesome right?” You whisper.

“You’re not so bad yourself, baby. Now sleep. We find a way, promised.”

Humming you drift into sleep while Jensen holds you even tighter.

Losing his unborn child hit him hard, but he will survive it. But losing you – he doesn't want to imagine losing you…

Married per accident Tags

@bitchwhytho, @gh0stgurl

Forever Tags

@donnaintx, @screechingartisancashbailiff, @fallen-wolf22 , @curly-haired-disaster, @sister-winchesters99, @mogaruke, @the-is13, @helloitsmeamie203, @strayrosesbloom , @thewinchesterco , @hobby27, @kittycatlover18,   @gh0stgurl , @marvelfansworld , @sandlee44, @hawaiianohana15, @unlikelysamwinchesteronahunt, @katpatrova17, @notyourtypicalrose , @heyitscam99, @onethingthatkeepsmealive, @natura1phenomenon, @flamencodiva

Dean/Jensen Forever Tags

@spnfamily-thewinchesters, @love-my-not-natural-babies, @supernatural-bellawinchester, @butifulsoul125, @lyinginthegingerlocks, @mirandaaustin93, @hawaiianohana15, @spn-dean-and-sam-winchester, @20gayneen

[blapisblogs]

Oh god... Yeah, right after the in-video ad break, we’re hit with this: Doug Walker dressed like a Nazi with a smudged dotted line around his face and the words “person you hate” written on his forehead in sharpie. Dude, if this moment didn’t make you stop and wonder what the fuck happened with your life to bring you to this moment, then it damn well should’ve been.

Before you ask if this was based on something from the film or album, yes, but as usual there’s context for it. It’s difficult for me to explain, but in short the idea is that Pink’s attempt to build a metaphorical wall between himself and everyone else is making him more and more mentally unsound, right up to the point where after he’s forced to be drugged up for one of his shows he hallucinates himself as a fascist (the very thing his father died fighting against), the fans his zealous followers, and his concerts rallies where he encourages violence against marginalized groups. This goes on for a few songs with the violence and threats escalating in each one, and by the end of the last one he’s ranting and raving incoherently on a megaphone until the hallucination ends as he shouts for it all to stop, finally realizing how dangerous the things he’s been doing to himself are. It’s disturbing, and intentionally so. That’s what I got out of both the album and the film anyway. I have no clue what Doug Walker got out of this part of the film, though, because these next two parody songs have almost nothing to do with it. The first one mentions it so people will know that it’s a parody of something from the film, but that’s about it, and the second one doesn’t mention anything about the film or album at all.

The next two parodies are of “In the Flesh” (the reprise), and “Waiting for the Worms”, neither of which I will post links to based on what I explained earlier, but if you want to look them up yourself I will warn you that there are things said there that are identical to things the Nazis have said and done, and use words like “queers” and others that I dare not say nor want to. (Also, yeah, they didn’t include “Run Like Hell”, presumably because Doug couldn’t think of another full parody’s worth of “fuck you, haters” for it.) In the parody of the former, Doug addresses his crowd of followers, which are the same five people copy-pasted onto the screens of multiple devices (I can’t tell if that’s supposed to be intentional commentary or Doug didn’t have enough people willing to work with him to pull off what he wanted for this), in a place called the “Echo Chamber”.

Yes, really.

It’s supposed to be commentary on how bad callout/outrage/cancel/purity/whatever-we’re-calling-it-this-month culture can be, but considering who this is coming from, what his own fans are like, and the rest of the presentation in this “review” it comes off more like “technology bad” and “social media bad”. Worse than that, the latter parody song is still about callout/outrage/cancel/etc. culture, only now it’s even more apparent that this is his way of commenting on the Change the Channel movement. This isn’t just me saying this either, other people have taken note on it as well, including people who didn’t even completely hate Doug Walker after the Change the Channel thing happened. I’ve seen one person try to (rather weakly) argue that it wasn’t trying to mock the Change the Channel movement, but even if one were to give them the benefit of the doubt and they weren’t making fun of that, then 1: they still should’ve known that doing something like this was going to get people to draw comparisons to said movement whether it was intended or not, and 2: it’s still absurdly over-the-top and out of touch with why “outrage/cancel/callout/whatever culture” has become a thing. It’s about as subtle as, well, a hammer to the face. (Speaking of which, the hammers for this parody are used to make hashtags instead of an ‘x’ and instead of chanting “Pink Floyd” or “Hammers” the fans chant “hashtag”. I’ve been sitting here for five minutes trying to think of how to comment on this, but all I can do is put a hand up to my face like Captain Picard in those memes, I think that says it all.)

This message of “technology and social media bad” is so ridiculously passé at this point that it’s laughable, and yet it seems like Doug Walker is under the impression that he’s saying something new and brilliant. This is also a truly bizarre message to be hearing from a guy who had so much success with his internet career that he quit his previous job to pursue it full-time. You know, that career that’s dependent on technology. (Also, Doug, social media itself didn’t cause those problems with said internet career: that was all you.)

The sad part is that for this sequence we get some brief scenes with actually good CGI of things like marching smartphones (identical to the original’s marching hammers) and a decently-animated 2-D(-ish?) sequence of a six-fingered hand coming up from the ground and forming into a hammer much like something that happened during part of the film (not this part specifically, but a part). It’s weird in context, but these animated parts look far better than any of the other effects that were used earlier. I’m guessing the guest person who made the effects I’ll talk about later also animated this (at least the CGI bits; as I said earlier, the 2-D-ish parts look so suspiciously close to the original that I have to wonder if they were traced over for this). While it is good, that just makes me wonder that if they were hired to make the animation in this part then why didn’t Doug let them animate the black eagle scene for the “Goodbye Blue Sky” parody section too? He clearly had the time and budget to get a talented animator to do this stuff for him, so why not fully use them?

Also, I swear one of the visuals looks more like a mashup between something from the opening of Phantom of the Paradise and The Wall than anything actually from The Wall alone. Maybe Doug and/or the person animating this got their rock operas momentarily mixed. Maybe they did this on purpose to mess with people. Maybe my brain’s making up this shit because a Phantom of the Paradise/The Wall double feature sounds infinitely better than this “review”. Maybe the headache I’ve gotten while watching this dumpster fire is fucking with me. I don’t know.

[Lyrics (and snark) below the cut]

Oh yeah, I’m the P-Person you all think you know That sucks up all your angst and confusion I’m that nameless foe, huh!

[Oh, so you are trying to do an impression of Bob Geldof. ...It shouldn’t take me over half-way into the “review” to figure out for sure that’s what you’re doing. Or did you choose to only actually do an impression of him for just this one part? I can’t even fathom almost any of Doug’s thought process for this “review” anymore.]

I’ve got some weird news for ya, sunshine, This was dissin’ Thatcher’s administration

[So I have seen Wikipedia mention that at least some people have either interpreted or used this part as commentary on Margaret Thatcher, and I don’t know enough about UK politics to dispute whether it was intentional or not. What bothers me is that if this was intentional, then how did Doug pick up on this? That would mean that he either caught this but somehow didn’t pick up on any of the other, more obvious things in this film that doesn’t have “the slightest bit of subtlety”, or he researched this and only this. Or it was a random guess he made that happens to coincide with what some others have interpreted from this part. Who knows.]

But it’s vague enough to put anyone you fear - Politician, showman - just put their face here!

[Uh... Are you talking about how someone edited this part of The Wall so that it was Drumpf in there because of how much he talks about his stupid wall? ...You are aware that the entire point of the film and album is that those kind of walls aren’t good and should be broken down, right? You know that Roger Waters himself openly despises Drumpf, right? ...Right?]

Are there any authority figures in the crowd tonight? Well put them in The Wall! (Get. Them. All.) That one’s looking stressed, he wants to feel oppressed Put him in The Wall! (Post. His. Balls!)

[Oh yes, The Wall - a film about the cycle of abuse and the effects it has on people and how taking self-isolation to its most extreme is unhealthy for the health of one’s self as well as those around them, among many other things - is something that adults don’t take seriously, not like this web video that has lines talking about people posting some dude’s balls on social media for shits and giggles. (In case you couldn’t tell that was sarcasm.)]

And that one looks sheltered, like she never leaves her room I’ll be that friend that you can blame for all your gloom That one looks like he really wants to be outraged! Now with social media, you have the stage!

[...You know, as awful as the previous songs in this “review” were, at least they were about the film and album. This, however... What even is this?]

(This is the part where the five-person audience starts chanting “hashtag” which goes on until Doug and his two goons run outside, run back inside due to it being too bright out, and then start the next parody. There’s not much to comment on for that, it’s just stupid.)

[End “In the Flesh” parody, begin “Waiting for the Worms” parody]

(One, two, three, post it!) Ooh, you can’t convince me now Ooh, I’m too far on my side Goodbye, nuance I never will abide

[You are not one to talk about nuance, not regarding this film or album, and certainly not about the Change the Channel movement, which this parody is pretty transparently about as we’ll see soon enough.]

It’s us vs. them, I don’t even know who us or them are

[“Us and them, and after all we're only ordinary men.” Come on, man, I know it’s not from The Wall, but the opportunity was right there. Actually, since Rob Walker is there as the Charts Guy (a recurring character in Doug’s reviews), you could’ve even thrown in a “Have a Cigar” reference if you wanted (also not from The Wall, but still). I know at this point I’m nitpicking, but I’m forcing myself to watch a “review” where a guy dressed himself like a Nazi to make a blatant “take that” statement against his “haters” without understanding and/or caring why the Nazi comparisons were there in the original; if Doug Walker doesn’t give a shit about those kind of details, then why should I.]

I just wanna be angry so I can be (Tweeting) About those who hate me (Tweeting) I need their attention (Tweeting) Love me or hate me, just look at me more

[Sadly one can’t say that this train wreck of a “review” didn’t make at least some people look at Doug Walker again even after they didn’t want to.]

(Tweeting) Whatever side you choose, just don’t ever wane (Tweeting) Waiting for the point

[I’d joke about how that’s how most people felt about the video at this point, but everyone has made that joke already. Everyone.]

Don’t fear that you’re wrong Just fight until the end, my friend

[At this point I could just say “Okay, Boomer” at every line in these two parody songs and it’d be about as meaningful as all of Doug’s comments about the actual film. Remember, the film he’s parodying here and supposed to be reviewing (allegedly)? The film he’s not mentioned once in this particular parody?]

All you need to do is fight off something Don’t worry! As long as you don’t see me as human, You can hate me all you want! Because remember, this can never happen to you! I’m bad! You’re good! The more extreme you can get the more happy you’ll become! They’ll put that person whose face you hate here, and tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet!

[...Doug, please tell me you didn’t have these parody songs in mind first as a sort of rebuttal against your detractors and then used it as an excuse to make a “review” for the actual film in this style as well as a whole parody album of it...

Also, this may be another nitpick, but towards the end the guys aren’t even “marching” in time to the music. Because of course they’re not.]

[survivoremathia]

Ep. 2 - "You May be Hot but You Can at Least Pretend to Laugh at my Jokes" - Isaac

I am now in a trio alliance with JD and Lydia. We're like Destiny's Child, but I'm Beyonce of course. The strategy (originally thought of by JD), is what I've dubbed 'Destiny's Child and Destiny's Children'. Us three are the core three, who will each link up with another one of the children, to form a majority. We'll pool all the information together and control the tribe. Can you call us a thruple?

The next immunity challenge - Afterlife Crawl - is issued.

http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157844105761/immunity-challenge-2

Swedevivor. Whoever the branding team behind Swedish Survivor was needs to GET THEIR ACT TOGETHER. Swedevivor is a genius name! Anywho, just did the Elysium part of the challenge and I think I did okay (even though I took probably too long...)... I've not too pressed about this challenge, as Aleeza is the unfortunate obvious first boot if we go to tribal anywho.

I'm feeling overwhelmed by this game, I haven't done anything for either challenge and I only know the names of three of my tribe members. It's like a ticking time bomb of when will I be voted off

I HAVE MY OWN WIKI PAGE, TAKE THAT HATERS!

http://tumblr-survivor-athena.wikia.com/wiki/Ali

My confession? I love Jay. Right now I love Jay more than I love Abbey. Mostly because Jay needs the extra support, but I do. Love u both sm have a great night babes

I just want my tribe to like me and I'm trying really hard because I feel like they don't™. Like lowkey everytime I make a joke it isn't acknowledged and I try very hard to come up with material. Also Samuel in particular I feel like doesn't like me. He kind of doesn't even acknowledge my existence? Like bye you may be hot but you can at least pretend to laugh at my jokes.

Whew i think this is my first one so We voted out Linus bc he wasnt there (and because me matt ryan and Owen alligned) and now we slayed this fucking challenge we literally did that whew. I trust my alliance for now but we'll see about that in the future ColinHEY I DID SOMETHING. I ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING TO HELP OUT :') I can't believe I did that. Im cryin. I did something productive y'all. i saved us from going to tribal council. Now we're the only tribe still completely intact. I'm also starting to talk a lot with the people on my tribe?? And I think I get along with like everyone?? To think last round I was crying about how I wouldn't fit in bc I'm new and all and now IM DOING THAT.

OH YEAH I ALSO HAVEN'T MADE A CONFESSIONAL SINCE LAST ROUND SO I'LL UPDATE YALL WITH MY NEW STRATEGY™. So I still love Logan and Trevor so much. I talk to them pretty much daily. Now I'm DETERMINED TO GET AN OFFICIAL ALLIANCE TONIGHT!!!! WISH ME LUCK YALL. Right now I still kinda wanna lay low. Like not to toot my own horn but I am a really good strategic player and manipulator, but I don't want to show that yet. I need to just play socially right now. I need to sit back, let others do stuff, and build a cute lil alliance around me. I'm stoked for this game now y'all have no idea

Boy do I have a lot to talk about. So first off YAY! First alliance! Me, Ali and Lydia are calling our selves Destiny's Children. Kinda because our plan was to baby the others in the tribe to make sure they were comfortable, then when we had to we'd start kicking them off. I don't think we're gonna do that anymore but we are three and we are with the newbies so I don't think they'll notice. Or one of us will get blind sides. But really... Why? The three of us were the strongest in the first challenge and we /almost all/ bombed the last one. Get rid of the person not playing, they are the weakest link, so good bye.

OKAY THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I'VE MADE A CONFESSIONAL IN LIKE THE PAST HOUR BUT I GOT A LOT TO SAY. Ok maybe adding Trevor and Logan into an alliance was  BAD IDEA they seem awkward and they both told me they used to not get along so this is a weird alliance dynamic. But they both still cute and sweet so I'll try to make it work. If this ends up biting me in the ass I'll cry.

So gosh, I got a little worried earlier. Thought that my alliance member was picking a fight with one of the hosts. Dear god, worried as fuck I was. But that's what you get for only seeing one side of the conversation. I'm glad she spoke up, even if she didnt win the tie breaker and we still gotta go to tribal but it's alllll good. I'm glad she did it. Gave us a fighting chance and put two of our own in the labrynth too. And one of my own :D

Once again, I have no clue what's going on this game. I'm just trying to float on by and get through to the next challenge and hopefully get to play

I'm pretty sure Ali is in control of our tribe, which I'm okay with as long as they can keep me safe

George and Aleeza are removed from the Odysseus tribe after officially quitting, which will be announced later in the episode.

George and Aleeza just got removed from the tribe at the same time and then we were told a post was coming. Hopefully that means Aleeza was voted out or something because Aleeza is barely ever active in the tribe.

http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157888463891/results-immunity-2

http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157890146531/announcement-tiebreaker

http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157890928596/results-tie-breaker

my tribe won immunity I'm very happy but rip Lydia huh

*blink*blink*.  The fuck just happened??!?!

So I’m pretty sure Trevor just went to everybody and told them about the labyrinth in the rules things because I was talking to Rob and he said that Trevor told him and Logan about the Labyrinth rule things and I was like hm that’s funny. And now I look at the wiki and our tribe is the only tribe to have pretty much everyone go to the labyrinth I think. I kinda know about the game Trevor plays because I read generations confessionals when I was really bored one day. I know something he likes to do to build trust with people is throw them information that you would think he would only tell you because he trusts you when in reality it’s something that he just using to make you believe that he trusts you with important information. For example the labyrinth being one of those things. You would think that only somebody who trusts you would tell you a way to get into the labyrinth. Well Trevor knows that, and he’s trying to use it to his advantage and he’s not being very sneak about it. I don’t blame him I do the same exact thing but I don’t go to literally everyone and tell them that. People talk and now he’s already getting caught trying to have his hand in multiple cookie cookie jars. I’m happy I decided to call with Rob because after this call I feel like I have a few plays that I can make to survive our first tribal council. Whenever that is at least. First Rob told me that Logan doesn’t trust Trevor and there’s some bad blood between them and Trevor. Now say like I said in my last confessional it does come to one of us three bangladesh peeps being targeted cause that’s really the only smart thing for these people to do. I can just pull a Cady Herron and shove Logan right in front of a bus and just tell Trevor that Logan doesn’t trust him because of Divergent which he knows will be true cause I know nothing about that game so there’s no reason for me to know that without actually being told it. If it has to be someone from bangladesh I want it to be Logan cause Rob is someone who I do really trust for now. I don’t know whether I should hold onto the information about Logan not trusting Trevor or if I should tell him whenever we end up calling like he wanted to. I do really like Trevor as a friend but I also am thinking it might be good to eventually take him out if I see that there is an opportunity to now or at a tribe swap. I’m hoping Lydia will really want to work with me because if she is willing to I’m willing to actually be loyal to her and be a close ally to her. But I know her and Trevor are like the bestest friends so there is no chance of Lydia being loyal to me over him which I don’t like. I’m such a selfish player lkvwcwkkw. I feel like I trust Trevor, and I trust Lydia. But for some reason when I think about playing with the both of them like together I don’t trust them as much as playing with just one of them at a time. Just cause I feel like if it is us three together than I will always be the musketeer that’s on the outs and they will definitely trust each other over me. I need to take Trevor out so that Lydia doesn’t have that person that she is comfortable with to run to once we swap or merge. I want to be that person that Lydia trusts the most if I do end up working with her and that will never be me as long as Trevor is in the game.

... in the words of a wise host called... Host 1... *" CATCH THESE HANDS"*

George and Aleeza officially quit the game, and a mutiny is offered in attempt to re-balance the tribes. Tribal council is cancelled.

http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157917281706/announcement

OH YIKES A MUTINY. Okay so unless Logan or Trevor both say they want to mutiny, I won't, under any circumstances. I don't see any benefit to mutiny at this point, like our tribe seems pretty solid and intact. I really hope no one from Oympus chooses to mutiny. It'd just be bad to lose someone at this point, I'd rather just wait for the tribe swap in a couple rounds. The only people on our tribe who I feel MAY leave would be Isaac and Sam. I'm not really that close with them but I still desperately want them to stay. Ugh yikes this makes things weird. There is a small sinking feeling inside of me that is saying Trevor will mutiny to be with Owen, his boyfriend. But I trust him enough that I think he'd at least tell me if he was going to, so then I can actually go with him. Then i'd at least be with Owen and Duncan, the only two people in this game I actually knew beforehand. But still, TL;DR, YIKES I HOPE NO ONE FROM OLYMPUS DECIDES TO MUTINY WE'RE DOING SO WELL. Sami guess now it's finally time to make a confession! so everything has been going relatively smoothly? i hasn't run into too much trouble because i haven't really given a reason for people to target me. however, the only person that i truly trust is trevor, but i feel like he's being highly targeted by all the others. that's frustrating. now, there's a mutiny offer, and trevor wants to go. i don't believe i have a target, but i don't want to lose him. and, i also feel that if i mutiny, i will create a target on myself. so it's very very difficult to make this choice. stay tuned, kids!

https://youtu.be/RnLuEORFH9M

Mutiny results: http://survivoremathia.tumblr.com/post/157927339256/mutiny-results