#try to shape the development of their bodies a la [only ever think abt crybaby] you yu being taller than chi nan bc they ate different

[joelletwo]

[thinking abt the logistics of trans shouyou] [necessarily thinking about the logistics of trans yjh to compare as a reference point] like are they all trans? do they contemplate doing medical transition over an entire life and then having to start over from scratch in the next one/having it cut short again and again before it can ever stick and thats why the only one who would actually transition is the one who hopes and believes theyre the final them? an aspiration too painful to imagine so it never comes up? or [throwing a bone to the trans masc hcs crowd i dont understand] are they metal enough to do it every single time without fail first thing upon awakening