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[palant1r]

While I overall think your proship/antiship post is a good take, I would encourage you to reconsider your framing, both because in my experience the proship community as a whole is well aware that the issue is much more serious than fandom - "proship" only really exists as a label of self-identification because of the specific battle lines people in fan communities have drawn - and because I overwhelmingly parse statements along the lines of "I'm too cool to pick a side in the proship/antiship conflict because I'm a serious adult who's above fandom" as antiship dogwhistles to advance puritanical censorship as a moderate compromise between positions of "no puritanical censorship" and "as much puritanical censorship as possible".

I can definitely see your point here, and I have a few points of my own in response to further clarify my intention:

-I'm more than aware of how proship communities regard this issue, as I have been a part of many of them in both the past and present, but mostly on discord rather than tumblr

-The post is intentionally mirroring the centrist "too cool to pick a side" posts in a tongue in cheek way

-The post isn't really geared at people who already identify as proship but have a coherent discursive framework they use to address real-world conversations — I don't need to convince yall of anything, yall know what you're doing

-I do still think that the "proship" label has its utilities, but I want people to consider how they could benefit from stepping outside of that framing. nice dichotomy what lies outside it and all that. like, my intention is not for people to throw that label and framework in the trash forever, but for people to consider playing in multiple spaces and examine how their ideas hold up and are constructed outside of labelled spaces

-If the post seems like it has weaknesses or doesn't clarify my point properly in places or can have unintentional implications in a broader context, that's probably because it was a silly little rant/vent i made on my tumblr dot com account and i did NOT think it was gonna break 100 notes, let ALONE reach 10k lmao

[nishistravelingblog]

So i finished wonder egg priority

Things I like about the show:

lovable characters

some lgbt representation

beautiful concept for a story

interesting plot points and turns

representative for people with depression and who don’t have stable homes who are fighting to stay alive and make it through

such a cool and interesting shift of the anime being about one thing and then turning into something so much bigger

character growth

important life lessons with each girl that they are saving

animation is awesome

Things that ruined the show for me and is why I cant rate it higher than a 7/10 (that’s being generous):

SO MANY PLOT POINTS AROUND YOUNG GIRLS IN LOVE WITH WAY OLDER MEN AND THEM MAKING IT SEEM LIKE ITS A CUTE LOL NORMAL THING???

THROWING STUFF IN AT LAST MINUTE AND NOT REALLY EXPLAINING EVERYTHING AND JUST BEING LIKE YEP THIS IS IT

THROWING OUT ALL THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT LAST EPISODE

RANDOMLY MAKING IT APPOINT TO FEED THE GIRLS THEIR OWN PETS IN THOSE EPISODES LIKE IM SURE YOU COULDVE MADE THEM TRAUMATIZED WITHOUT SHOWING AND DESCRIBING THAT HOLY FUCK???

MISREPRESENTING IMPORTANT ISSUES AT TIMES AND MAKING THEM VERY CUT AND DRY WHEN ITS NOT THAT SIMPLE

GOSH DID I MENTION THROWING THINGS IN LAST MINUTE, BARELY EXPLAINING THEM, AND THEN JUST MOVING ON LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED AND THEN EXPECTING PEOPLE TO GET EXCITED ABOUT THE PLOT WHEN THEY NEVER COME UP AGAIN OR THEY MAKE IT WORSE BY UNDERCUTTING EVERYTHING THAT JUST HAPPENED

IM NOT EVEN MAD THAT THE LAST EPISODE WAS ALL RECAP. IM MAD THAT THEY THREW IN LIKE 8 DIFFERENT HUGE PLOT POINT. FORGOT ABOUT THEM. NEVER EXPLAINED THEM. AND THEN JUST BRUSHED OVER THEM LIKE ITS NOTHING AND THE FACT THAT THE ACTUAL NEW STUFF WAS LIKE 16 MINUTES MADE ME BLOOD BOIL THATS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN HYING UP THIS ENTIRE TIME

Now with that being said, I heard about how terrible it was for the writers and everyone working on this show. I don't fault them, it was a bad situation but i think this doesn't mean the show cant still be criticized. I was still entertained and if there is another season and i will probably watch it, but, those were the reasons i wouldn't rate it any higher. The same goes for other shows that i absolutely love such as soul eater and 18if. The ending of the soul eater anime still angers me till this day and i watched it in middle school but i still love the show and all its characters. I do agree with everyone saying this was the best we could get with the time they had and all the productions issues. I hope that if there is a 2nd season, that there will be less problems and the crew can feel a lot better about what they are putting out. I wouldn't go as far as saying a wasted my time with this show by all means, although all the hype around this show at the beginning felt disingenuous. It felt like some people really did enjoy it and the others were just talking about it for the hype because (in my opinion) the first episodes were good but not “anime of the year worthy” “awe inspiring” “new top anime” type of good. In my opinion they were great but if they would've been able to execute the plot how they wanted, then i would probably agree.  

Overall: this anime is still pretty entertaining and i would recommend this to someone but maybe include some of my criticism when i do. I still enjoyed it and hopefully there will be more for this show coming out in the future.

[thepringlesofblood]

look, as I’m watching dimension 20′s a crown of candy on dropout

if i posted a rant every time i wanted to scream for 10 uninterrupted minutes at the fucking sheer audacity and brilliance of not only brennan lee mulligan but the entire party

i would never get anything else done in my life.

every episode im like oh haha maybe this one ill do a fun little reaction post on tumblr dot com about funny name silly food campaign and then

every episode

brennan lee mulligan personally comes to my house and slaps me in the face and throws me into a trash compactor and im like welp.....guess i’ll go to bed then, better rehydrate, this show is like a centrifuge for tears.

and it’s still so good that i keep coming back to it

and this is how i feel on episode 9.

there’s 17 episodes.

we’re barely halfway.

FUCK

[faustlyaccused]

Getting onto hell site dot com to rant again. My stolen car is trashed. They broke a lot of things. But I still don’t know if they caught the guy or if he stole any of my things. Now I don’t have a lot in the car. Mostly garbage bags of clothes I meant to take to goodwill and an emergency blanket. But in the trunk was my bow. I took a risk taking it into the city with me. It’s an expensive bow. But growing up archery was what helped me. It was a way to get outside, ground myself, and focus on what was happening here and now. It was the closest thing I had to meditation. I can always get another bow. But that one was special to me. I grew with it. I have memories with it. It’s so close and dear to me. And the one month I decide I’m going to try and be happier by doing archery again someone steals my car with it in the trunk. I’m just so sad.

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[kaiavaroe]

So, I was thinking about it earlier and decided to come out and make a long post about who I am and why I supported Onision for so long. This is a long post but I think it’s worthwhile reading.

My name is Gen, I’m 16 years old, and I used to be morbidly obese. I’m 5’3” tall and I used to be 250+ lbs. I currently hover right around 150 and will probably be about 135 once I have loose skin removed. I lost all that weight in roughly two years after pretty consistent gaining. I work hard consistently to keep it all off and it will be a struggle I have for my whole life. But how does this tie into Onision?

Well, you guys all know his schtick. He trashes on depression, fat people, meat eaters, and people with mental disorders. I struggled with my ED (binge eating disorder, food addiction, in addition to depression) from the age of about 6 to 14 due to some trauma that’s too personal for tumblr dot com. I went to doctor after doctor, specialist after specialist, and nothing helped. Medicine made me feel like a zombie and I snuck food in any way I could. It’s embarrassing but I did a lot of really shitty things to get what I wanted. It was a full blown addiction and I was a kid struggling. I found Onision’s videos one day when I was on youtube. I still remember it because I was literally eating a full bag of mini powdered donuts and I felt sooo disgusted with myself when I watched him rate girls with my dream bodies and tell them they were fat. I should mention that through all my mental issues I was never unpopular at school. I actually had a decent amount of friends and most people weren’t mean to me. Seeing Onision tear girls apart like that made me feel like trash.It really hit me then that was how people saw me. They saw me as fat, useless, gross. I can’t find the video that made me feel this way and honestly I don’t want to watch any more of his videos than I have to, so sorry.

Anyway, I ended up following Greg religiously along with a few other Youtubers. He wasn’t the only one and he was far from the ONLY reason I got in order. His “brutal honesty” struck a chord with me though. I lost a lot of weight. I was full vegan for a while, now I’m more of a flex-atarian because I’m working on gaining muscle mass and stuff. Anyway, I began to see people like Greg does. I judged people. I believed what he said about his personal life because he helped me. No one had helped me that successfully before, so I took every word he said as truth.

I found the Anti-O community by accident. I had a personal tumblr where I documented my ED and the challenges I faced (and a lot of Miraculous Ladybug stuff lol). I stumbled across the anti community when I was on the onision tag here (I’d never looked at his tag on tumblr before). I made Pronision as a side blog. On my main I had a lot of personal information. School, full name in a post or two, etc. I was stupid and reblogged some stuff to the wrong place and someone sent me a message on my main. No, I don’t know who and even if I did I wouldn’t say because it doesn’t matter. I panicked, deleted the whole tumblr, and remade my blog. I continued to be volatile while defending someone who didn’t deserve it. A lot of people said horrible things to me and I flipped the fuck out lmao. I hate when people blame mental illness for them being a shitty person but…. Idk I feel like it put me into a deep depressive slump. It was rough and stupid and I did it to myself. I haven’t deleted anything from my blog from that time, so I could go check and give a play-by-play of how I was feeling, but honestly I just don’t want to. Basically, I realized the guy who helped me out of a lifelong ED (which I had been professionally treated for 2 years for) was a piece of garbage. You guys know the rest because I’m here now, but I wanted to rant about this a little.

Onision is a shitty person who hurts a lot of people. I think he even hurt me some. I became mean and condescending when I followed his views. I see that it’s not right now and I’m working to improve myself and to think more critically moving forward. I maintain that some of you guys are assholes, but I was/am one too. Onision helped me and I defended him. I don’t regret it though because, in the long run, the experience changed me for the better. Please remember, for every “pronision,” there’s a teenage girl hiding behind the account, most likely clinging to Greg as a form of validation.

Thanks for reading if u made it this far xoxoxo

[moved-to-killadelphias]

Ok like if you get into sports you HAVE to be prepared to handle people not liking your team and trash talk and people criticizing your favorite players. The entire industry is built on critique. With common sense applied. OBVIOUSLY there's a big difference (esp thru this being an online community) between making posts about how much 'XX player sucks and I hate them and their team and here's why lmaoo GO XX RIVAL TEAM' and literally going onto someone's personal blog and sending them a message being an asshole and coming at them as a person. Don't send negative useless messages but oh my god there's nothing wrong with personally disliking a team/player and having conflicting opinions. They trash talk each other worse than any of us could rant here on Tumblr dot com. It's sports.

[dangit-lin-blog]

weeb

whatever makes you feel better pal

[lawlightfan42069]

no one would send you anons about politics if you didn't shove your trash country problems and rants down our throat all the fucking time if you don't want that then make a shinee sideblog so we don't see the other shit like yeah your president is trash well so did all the former presidents

oh man…………..really sucks how youve got to see all that other stuff on this blog……………really sucks how staff automatically forces everyone on tungler dot com to follow sluthyun……………i just wish they would create something (perhaps an unsluthyun button?) to be able to escape the posts from this blog…………. 

[nishistravelingblog]

My thoughts on High school DxD

well i just finished high school dxd and i know no one cares but im going to just discuss my thoughts and feelings in no order (this is in no way serious plz im a walnut with feelings don't attack me)

~the whole 4th season feels like a fever dream and issei is just the one guy who got his heart broken once and now doesn’t trust anyone

~gasper is a child and i would fight an enraged middle aged white lady to protect that

~season 3 (for me) made the show and it is my favorite season

~i hated season 4 at first but once i got used to the voice actor change, the art style change, and the plot change, it was great.

~almost made my top 5 favorite animes bc of the amount of times that i scream laughed during the show

~yes i did watch it for the plot and not the soft core porn in it

~honestly i think it was a little cheesy especially during the 4th season but it made me laugh so idc

~just a qualm: why does everyone NUT over the girls when the guy characters are just as pretty (even tho i get it, im a simp but i mean come on dude u mean to tell me when rias’s family and vali came on the screen you didn't feel ANYTHING)

~why does everyone hate Asia

~im convinced everyone in the comments of funamation is a middle aged pervert living with his mom while watching high school girls show their tits on an anime (all the comments were like “let me f*ck them” “why cant they all have sex” “show the tits” etc)

Overall: did i tear up? yes. Am i ashamed that i teared up to a harem? also yes like i said i have the emotional capacity of a newborn

Other than that the anime is great and i would recommend it as long as you wouldn't mind all the nudity :) rate: 8/10

[nishistravelingblog]

my full thoughts/feelings on 18if

i just finished an anime so you know what time it is:

some random thoughts and feelings on the show 18if, which (i dont think) isnt super popular. I found it randomly looking through funimation and i thought it looked interesting.

funimation summary: After going to sleep like normal, Haruto Tsukishiro wakes up to discover something unbelievable—he's stuck in dream world! Here, witches plague the dreamscape and are more than dreamy figments—they're the trapped souls of young women who've rejected reality and are afflicted by the "Sleeping Beauty Syndrome." As he searches for a way out, Haruto will face the witches and their terrifying power.

anyways heres the tweets:

- i really liked the main character which is weird bc in the things ive watched the main character usually is not my favorite but he actually was super cool and i wish we got to learn more of him through out the series but most of the things are surface level information. My favorite part was the fact that he wasn’t super morally driven if that makes sense he believed that sometimes people deserve to die and i agree idk (this is really deep for point one im sorry)

-the opening is G R E A T ive had it suck in my head for days now and its trippy idk i didnt think i would like it but i really do

-EVE IS HOT AND I TAKE NO COMMENTS

-honestly all of the characters 10/10 my bisexuality was screaming

-THEY REALLY ADDED IN THIS FINE ASS MF LIKE WE WOULD NOTICE AND HES A DOCTOR??????? NEEDED MORE SCREEN TIME AND I KNOW THERE IS PRO SOME DEEPER MEANING BUT I DONT CARE (this live tweet was  written from the first time i saw a pretty man for like 10 seconds and there he is)

-story line was pretty good but i wish they bled into each other more

-lily scared me but i liked it

-honestly the whole last episode made me scream laugh for no reason other than the fact that ive been only doing homework for a about a week and my humor has gotten worse

-the animation change in some episodes made me feel like i was tripping on acid (u know the specific one i mean) 

-THE KISS SCENE???? OUTTA POCKET??? MADE ME FEEL SOMETHING??? confusing head empty just anime characters kissing in the air

-ummmm i really wish they had some trigger warnings so be careful if u watch it (nothing huge huge but still wish they added it) but overall the anime is kinda sad soooooo

-i just wanna know. the cat man. why. i wanna know someone explain.

-i. love. women. thats it thats the tweet

-i teared up but im emotionally closed off rn so lol no pain

-lol are we gonna act like the bdsm comment in the first didnt make u laugh bc ur lying

-would fight any of the witches if it meant that they would step on me bc im trying to get into the halloween spirit

overall: i feel empty, i want to be between haruto and eve, sad but decent anime, and honestly just really weird and i liked it. Would recommended it to a gamer person who wants to fight a norse god. lol i probably want to say more but i dont remember everything. also i didnt proof read this lol have fun reading it.

Finished in: one day

rating:7.2/10

[nishistravelingblog]

Thoughts on A Silent Voice

this is just a bunch of random thoughts and feelings about a silent voice. This movie is on netflix btw if you want to watch it :) *spoilers prob*

~the animation was done so well, there are so many just breath taking shots in general

~personally i heard this was a sad movie and i didnt think that i was going to cry bc i thought it was going to be just those movies that are so cute you cry.... i was wrong

~IF SUICIDE IS TRIGGERING FOR YOU PLEASE DO NOT WATCH THIS MOVIE

~i heard the term “firework scene” and thought it was some pretty romance scene, boy was i wrong

~i hate and still hate 90% of the characters like i get it they are young and perspective is everything but im biased and i hate them

~i didnt know there was a MANGA

~honestly i sobbed like a baby to this movie for exactly 3 hours because of the movie and past the 45 minute mark (i think) i didnt stop crying. This movie just hit home for me like WAYY too hard and overall i went into it blind.

~just fyi the trauma this caused me was now every time i see a picture/ tiktok of this movie, i tear up or just cry

~the 2 main characters are absolutely adorable and i would make a long roasted rotisserie chicken for them (idk its jus the first thing that came to mind but they would prob like it SO Im leaving it in)

Overall this movie is such a beautiful and amazing, i loved the story line and fell in love with the characters as well. Im literally tearing up typing this because as ive mentioned before, i have the emotional stability of a a broken tree house in the middle of the woods on FIRE so. I love this movie so much and if i could watch it without crying again i would.

Rating:10/10