#transgenderfamilyplanning

[dudejaxon]

I have only wished that people weren't obsessed with my genitals. My whole family has not spoken a word to me since I started testosterone in 2004, now being 2023. They say ,"You choose to change into a freak. It is selfishness, and because you want to be selfish, you will lose everyone and die lonely with nobody," my mothers mother. Due to this, no one will ever give you the respect of a man because you will never acquire a dick, so you are not real to us.

They kept their word. I've managed to focus on the navigation of this world without one support, attempting my best to survive.

At 17, they sent me to a place called job Corp, where essentially you don't ever go back home. That I never did. I did get my high-school diploma with the pain I held and turned to the charter highschool they had offered, and because neither of my parents had the ability to complete high-school I was really driven to complete it. I did complete and walked despite not having anyone there. I can't say I became successful, but I survived up until now. I didn't plan to live this long, honestly. I wanted to attend college and I did but not knowing it was a scam and not accredit so when they randomly went out of business and you show up for class and the whole building is locked and there's no answers. My parents wouldn't give me the information I needed for funding, and by the time I didn't need that information 26 years old I was still attempting to survive.

Now I want marriage and my fiancée family dislikes me due to I imagine a list of reasons one being my genitals, another not having similar opportunities as her, in the fact she's completed college with support from both parents, she is incredibly intelligent and talented woman. We are in love, have been dating for 3 years this year. We would appreciate their blessing of our marriage. If they would support us rather than make her feel like trash about her love for me, her and I could take over the world.

If they just focused on us and not my genitals we would be capable of taking over the world with love and support. It hurts to see her be affected by this. It really makes her sad, which then kills me inside because I feel like I'm never going to be enough.