#trans joel x reader

[crowandmousewritingco]

Quiet Mornings

Pairing: trans!Joel Miller x male reader

Word Count: 1.3k

Rating: R (there is no plot. Just porn)

Author: Mod Crow

Author's Note: This is the first time I've ever written a male reader so it may sound a bit awkward. Hope you enjoy sinners!

Masterlist

Warnings: Language, use of the word daddy, and LOOOOOOTS of sex

The house was quiet in the early hours of the day, or at least for the most part. There were no gentle hums of the coffee machine the two of you love to use. There weren’t any murmurs from a TV being on. There wasn't even the normal morning laughing that was shared amongst the three of the house’s occupants, Joel, his daughter Sarah, and you. 

There was one faint sound however, cutting through the silence that hung in the house. Or at least you could hear one of the sounds that were echoing through the house. The sound of skin slapping skin, and the sounds that were hidden by the sound of your skin slapping against Joel’s, the pretty little whimpers and moans that you kept fucking out of Joel’s covered mouth. 

“Fuck baby boy, I can feel you squeezing me. You want me to breed you? Is that why you keep clenching around my cock?” You gave Joel a second to try to gather words, when the only words that came out of his mouth was your name and a string of curses you chuckled darkly. Harshly grabbing onto Joel’s hips, you slammed all the way in, bending so that your bare chest was pressed to his bare back. Continuing to grind your hips against his, you grabbed a handful of hair. With hair in hand, you stood up right again, pulling up Joel in the process. The sound you pulled from Joel was one you had only heard a handful of times. Times like these, times when you were fucking him stupid and cock drunk. Reach your free hand around Joel, you plant it on his neck, and apply just enough pressure to make his head start to swim. 

Letting go of his hair, you dropped that hand to his chest where you ran your fingers along his chest scar, before allowing your hand to float up just a bit so that your fingers were ghosting over his nipples. The act caused him to whimper in need. Normally he was the one in charge, but with it being a lazy Saturday, Sarah at a friends for the weekend, you decided to let Joel rest. At least rest in the sense where you’re doing all the work, which you’d never complain about. Letting go of his neck slightly, you pulled him closer so that your lips just barely grazed his ear.

“I think you should beg. Tell daddy where you need to be touched.” You nipped his ear lobe softly, before planting a trail of sloppy kisses down his neck, starting just behind his ear all the way down his neck till you got to that lovely slope of where his neck stops and his shoulder begins. You started with soft kisses, but those kisses soon became heavier and sloppier, that was until you nipped at the flesh. The small action hearing you a whiney moan, the ones he knew you loved so much. Then, that’s when the begging started.

“Fuck, please. Please touch me, I need you to touch my,” His words being cut off by a low groan that escaped from your own lips. The sound only added fuel to the fire that was already lit and roaring in the pout of his stomach. “Fuck daddy please, please touch my dick. Fuck, I’m so hard for you. I-I just wanna feel your fingers on m-” Without letting him finish his sentence, you did what he asked. Wrapping your fingers around his dick, you stroked him slowly, but you were quick to match your stroking with your almost relentless pace. The action causing Joel to clench around you, tight, your hips stuttering slightly. Pulling your hand away from Joel’s dick, you heard him whimper at the loss of stimulation. Gripping Joel’s hips, you pull out of him before flipping him over on your shared bed. The confused look on Joel’s face quickly changed after grabbing him by both ankles and pulled him closer to the edge. 

“I wanna try something new tonight baby boy, I think you’ll love it.” Bringing his ankles up to rest on your shoulders, you stepped closer. With your knees on the edge of the bed, you smirked up at him. Climbing onto the bed, you planted your hands on the tops of his thighs. Keeping his legs on your shoulders, you climbed on top of him. Taking a moment for him to adjust to the new position, you get in a more comfortable position yourself. With some kind of awkward adjusting, your feet were planted on either side of his hips, your hands now planted on either side of his head. While you couldn’t fuck into his as fast in this position, it did allow for you to fuck him deeper and harder, and that exactly what you did. 

The sounds now coming from Joel were more of those whiny moans, and that’s what fueled you to go harder. You could tell Joel was close based on he kept clenching, and you wouldn���t be too far behind him. 

“Cum cum cum cum, fuuuuuck daddy I want to cum in me. Breed me like the good boy I am. Fuck I wanna cum with you, please daddy. I’ve been a good boy. Please please please…” His begging grew more and more incoherent as he continued talking. Nodding, your pace slows, but the same harshness was still there.

“Cum on daddy’s cock like a good boy and daddy will breed you like the good boy you are.” The words pushing him over the edge, his hole clamping around your cock, the spasms washing over him in waves, and the way he screamed your name over and over and over again. You continued fucking him, working him through his high, and not too long after you toppled over the edge after him. Slamming into him one final time you could feel pulse after pulse of cum fill him and the occasional twitch which only caused his walls to flutter around you. 

You stayed on top for a moment, panting and heart pounding, before slipping out of him and slowly lowering his legs to the bed. Climbing off the bed, you quickly made your way to the bathroom that was luckily attached to your bedroom. Grabbing a washcloth, you quickly  turned on the sink, waiting a moment for the water to warm. Wetting the washcloth with the hot water, you turn the sink off and squeeze out some of the excess water. 

Uncrumpling the washcloth, you gently grabbed your cock and cleaned it. Once done you return to your room, where you find Joel, who has climbed further up the bed and curled on to his side. Walking over, you gently roll him onto his back. Spreading his legs, you carefully clean him up. Tossing the washcloth towards the bathroom door, you climbed into bed beside him. Wrapping your arm around his waist you pulled his back into your chest.

“I wasn’t too rough with you was I? I didn’t want to hurt you, but I kind of lost myself for a second.” You hear him chuckle and you can’t help but do the same. As the chuckles grew quiet you planted your lips to the back of Joel’s head. You could feel him shake his head before he spoke.

“A bit, but I’m tougher than I look handsome. That being said, my back may be messed up tomorrow, but that’s for me to worry about tomorrow. All I need now is my morning coffee that I didn’t get a chance to have this morning.” You felt him try to nudge you, which only earned him a chuckle of his own. 

“Maybe we should let Sarah stay over at friends’ houses more often.” You joked, kissing his shoulder. “I agree though, that morning coffee does sound pretty good right about now.”

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[slamminslamminmcgill]

begging him not to cum yet because you don’t want him to stop fucking you 🥺 it feels too good daddy please don’t stop daddy please

then when he inevitably can’t hold it any longer, he warns you he’s gonna cum. then you beg for him to do it 🥺🥺 please daddy do it do it cum inside me i want it i want it so bad please fucking cum inside me daddy fill me up

and then after all that, begging him not to pull out because you’re so warm and full 🥺🥺🥺 nooo don’t pull out please daddy keep it in pleeeease you’re so warm and cozy inside me

(this post was written by a trans man. do NOT refer to the reader as female.)

[sp00kymulderr]

I just want to…

Joel Miller x transmasc!reader

A lover boy drabble

Warnings/Tags/Notes: 18+. No outbreak au, Trans male reader, note that their breasts are mentioned. Mention of binding. Mention of dysphoria. feelings. LOVE. omg the love. kissing, touching, grinding, making out. Joel can't keep his hands off you. There is no universal trans experience, and therefore this is very personal to me. But if you love it, let me know so I can keep this series going. Unedited and unbeta'd. I love them so much it hurts.

Words: 1.2k

Ever since you started seeing each other, you and Joel can hardly be apart.

Half the time, you spend making out on his couch or in his truck like horny teens. Like despite his age, and your self-consciousness, you can't ever seem to keep your hands off of him.

He makes you feel like the person you always wanted to be, always craved to be. The kind of guy that men go weak for, men like Joel, all gruff and stoic and yet with you he turns into a puddle. He whimpers your name between kisses, and you can barely stop yourself from taking things further - but one thing is stopping you.

You've noticed how Joel's hands stay put, usually on your waist or hips, rarely straying further unless to squeeze your ass while you straddle him on the couch. He's being respectful, but you've felt the way his fingers grip and twitch, like he's stopping himself from moving them further.

You'd spoken about this before, how sometimes you can't be touched, sometimes it's difficult for you to feel reminders of your feminine features, and when the dysphoria is bad you can barely bring yourself to even look in a mirror, let alone let this handsome man grab handfuls of you and make you feel less of a man under his touch.

Joel understands it. He's more respectful then you anticipated, somehow. He kisses you slowly, softly, lets you set a pace, make the rules. He lets you take the lead, as you grind against each other in the drivers seat, parked outside his house because you know what will happen if you go inside, and maybe you aren't ready yet. And baby, that's okay, he whispers against your lips.

Tonight. Well, tonight you couldn't stop yourself. It was less a walk and more that you floated from his car to his porch to his living room to his sofa. Onto his lap, into his large hands, caressing carefully down your sides as you kiss him desperately and moan into his mouth.

And tonight, unable to stop himself, his hands move just an inch higher than usual, just beneath your chest. And his hips grind up into yours, something large and hard and needing under his jeans that makes you practically quiver with your own dreamt upon desires.

And he asks. Tonight, he asks.

“Can I touch you, baby?” Joel asks, the deep timbre of his voice vibrating through your ribcage. It’s the hottest fucking thing a man has ever said to you, and he says it like that?

“Yeah, god, yes… just- Not…not there…” You say, wash of shame through you because what if he wants to touch you there most, what if that’s what he’s been dreaming about, waiting for.

“Hey…” He takes your chin between finger and thumb, soft as he makes you look at him “Show me where”

At once you heart stops and starts, your body shivers with the lust in his voice, the desire to know you however you most want to be know. Everything on your terms. He wants what you want, and this is the first time with anyone that you've really felt that.

And maybe this is the moment you know he's the one.

He gives you a gentle, easy smile. Encouraging. You let out a shaky breath and run your hands through his salt and pepper curls before you nod, and return a shy smile of your own.

"You're really something, Joel Miller"

"I just want to make you feel good" Joel chuckles softly, shakes his head. Your stomach flips, falling fast and hard and it would be fucking terrifying if you weren't with him, in his arms.

"You gonna let me make you feel good, baby?"

You can't help the warm feeling that dances through you at his words, the raw honesty in them. He doesn't just want you, he wants your pleasure, and he's not shy about the fact. If he wasn't still holding you tight on his lap, you might've just melted into nothing right now, or maybe floated away.

Your eyes meet his again, no more trepidition or shyness to you, not now you know. Not now he's got you, never letting go of you as far as you can tell. It would be something else, to have someone like this fall in love with someone like you. To need you.

Is this what it feels like? To be someone's person? To be his man.

Wordlessly, you take his hands which are still perched carefully on your hips. One, you guide up but careful to stop it before it hits a place you can't be touched today.

"Right now it feels nice here, just beneath…or just above. Sometimes I bind, and i'll be okay with you touching all over. Sometimes I'll just want you to touch everywhere, with no rules" You explain softly, watching his eyes follow where you lead his hand.

You let out a shaky breath, and move his other hand down to the meat of your ass, let him paw at you there.

"That's…that's good. Yeah. Always good when you do that"

Joel mumbles something before he's capturing your lips in another searing, passionate kiss. This one doesn't end, doesn't want to. Neither of you can pull away, and paws at you, gropes, squeezes, worships as he whimpers against your lips. His hips are bucking up harder, grinding into you and it's overwhelming in the best sense as he shows you just how much he wants you to feel comfortable and good and perfect with him.

"Fuckin' love touching you, wherever you want to be touched, baby. You just tell me what you need, I'll always give it to you. Yeah?" The words are more a growl of desire rising up from deep within him, some primal thing awoken with the desperate grind of his hips, whilst his lips kiss down from yours until they're pressed against your pulse point and nipping greedily.

"You're the most handsome guy I've ever met. Most perfect. I just want to…"

And he doesn't even need to say what he wants, not this time.

"I want you to. I- I want…here, like this"

And it's the boldest you've been with the man since you started dating, but never once does he make you feel like any of this is a rush. You pull his hand down, let him cup you through your jeans while he bites at your flesh like you're the most delicious thing he's ever been allowed to taste.

You grind down on his hand, the heel of his palm and the friction of your clothes making a sensation that makes glimmering bright stars shoot behind your lids.

"Like that. Like that"

"Just want you to feel as good as you make me feel"

"I do, Joel"

And then there are no more words. Nothing else to say. The gasps and the whines and the moans are all that there needs to be. While he follows your guidance, and keeps you comfortable, whilst also make you fall apart - all for him to put together again, and again, and again.

"Hey" he murmurs into your hair after, "You good, baby?" And you can barely reply with anything but a giddy muffled giggle into his chest. Good might be the understatement of the year.

And then he says.

"How'd I get so lucky, to get a guy like you?"

And yeah, you can tell by the uncontrollable flutter of your heart.

It's him.

And now it's him and you.

[romanarose]

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Oscar Issac/Pedro Pascal Fan Art and Fiction Pride Event 2024

Hello friends!

Let's try this again and I'll try to be more clear to not invoke discourse. That being said, it is *my* event and if you'd like to run one a certain way, go nuts. However, this is how I'm doing it.

I had a lot of fun doing Dead Dove December and the Triple Frontier Anniversary Event so I decided I wanted to do an event for pride this year! I know it seems far away right now, especially given how many of us in north America are still cold af, but I wanna give everyone time!

Each week of pride will have a theme to write or draw for (you don't have to do all of them! Think of it like kinktober.) at the end, I will put out a masterlist (or multiple depending how many)so we can all share each other's work.

Why?

Oscar Isaac and Pedro Pascal are both allies to LGBT people, Pedro having played multiple queer rolls and having likened his sexuality to that of Prince Oberyn. Despite none of the characters being canon queer, Triple Frontier specifically lends itself to queer stories. Recently, theres been a rise in stories of Oscar characters in relationships or Pedro characters in relationships which I love.

What I'd really like to do is encourage people to think past x fem!reader or canon presentation of characters. I want to encourage gay, lesbian, bisexual relationships, trans readers, trans interpretations of characters etc. More content guidelines will be in the what section.

Where?

Primarily tumblr.com, our very own shithole hellsight. However, especially given tumblr's censorship vs. twitter, I am encouraging posting on twitter or wherever you'd like. If you post something elsewhere, send me a link or send me a post you made about it on tumblr and I'll promote the link.

Additionally if you only write on ao3, I'd love for you to participate too! Once again, just send the link!

When?

in order to do the week by week themes and hold all of June, there will be 6 weeks from May 26th-July 6th

Each week will have themes. I won't be policing the weeks and these so if you do the 1st week on july 3rd, that's fine. The themes are keeping in mind both artists and writers. I only got one artist for DDD, a great piece and I've love to see more! Ideas are just for spit balling, do your own take!

May 26th-June 1st: Coming out. Ideas: Coming out to family, lover, friend. Finding gender affirming clothes/hair, first pride

June 2nd-8th: Transitioning Ideas: Surgary, surgery scars, starting T or E, binding (safely!!!)

June 9th-15th: Sex/kissing First time together, first time with certain biology or the same sex, sweet kisses, smut showing scars,

June 16th-22nd: Food, fashion, fun

All things queer culture and culture of different religions, racial or country backgrounds, queer fashion, gender affirming clothes, Keshet (קשת), listening to Lady Gaga or Bruce Springsteen, watching a queer movie

June 23rd-29th: Struggles Rejection, reconciling faith and identity, missing family that rejected one, comfort, candlelight vigil, day of remembrance.

June 30th- July 6th:Strength Asserting ones or a partner/friend/family's pronouns, standing up against hate, being loudly and proudly yourself, pride events

Who?

Writers and artists in any form are welcome. I also want to encourage working with each other, writers and artists together!

For characters: Any Oscar Isaac or Pedro Pascal character has to at least be in the relationship. Other characters in universes can be done, such as FishBen.

Reader can be anyone, just properly tag! If you want to come out to Marc Spector as bisexual, do it!!! If you want Joel to take care of you after top surgery, do it!

YOU DO NOT NEED TO BE QUEER TO PARTICIPATE!

However! Please do your research if writing or drawing an identity not yours. There are trans, nonbinary, gay, lebian etc bloggers all over tumblr who write about their experience, please divert to first person testimonies rather than assumptions.

What?

A few rules

MUST contain more than male character x fem!reader. Male character x fem!reader x male character does not count unless the two male characters are romantically or sexually involved or one or the reader is trans. Any Q's, dm me!

This is not a dark event. I'm not going to be policing the content matter but I really want to primarily focus on the pride. However, as a bisexual, gender non-conforming person I know a lot of pain can still be involved. What we are not doing is suicide, death, self-harm, or non consensual activity. If you have questions or would like to make a case for something, just dm me!

This is not inherently NSFW, but there is absolutely NSFW allowed. Always tag everything properly.

The usual no's like bestiality, incest, underage nsfw etc

As far as minor characters, SFW MINOR CHARACTERS IS ALLOWED. You can write or draw lgbt themes because being LGBT is not inherently sexual. For example, teenage Santi coming out as trans to Frankie or your own version of Ellie and Joel's talk about Ellie and Dina kiss. That being said, I'd prefer to reserve this to teens. Again, any questions or ideas that don' quite fit into parameters, just ask!

As always, I am allowed to use my discretion. If I do not want to include something, I won't. However, I know that there are rifts in the fandom. I won't be excluding you out of personal bias. As long as I don't have you blocked and you haven't plagerized or done something really bad to people, you'll be included. I'm not letting petty beefs get in the way. Harmful actions will, however. I need to protect my peace and keep

NO REAL PERSON FANFICTION. Do not write about Oscar Isaac or Pedro pascal being gay or trans and do not make any assumptions about their sexuality or gender identity. Oscar is happily married to a woman and Pedro has expressed his sexuality is like that of Oberyn Martell but has not elaborated much further, nor should he have to. Just leave ‘em be. You can speculate elsewhere but that’s not what this event is for.

How?

Simply tag me, @romanarose and use the #OscarPedroPrideEvent2024 please please please use BOTH so it's easier for me to find!!!

When the event is over, much like DDD I will compiled them into a masterlist and posted. This is a chance for every blog, big and small, to get a moment in the sun and to share each others works! Remember, reblogging, comments, and interacting is what makes this a community! I want to create an environment that is welcoming and we all help each other.

Please feel free to reach out to me for any questions or clarification!

However, if you go issues with me writing men kissing, chracters being trans, queer readers etc, I'm not really open to debate.

~A nonbinary bisexual <3

[rabid-artist-18]

Pairing: Joel Miller X FTM trans reader (pre T)

!Warning!: !MINIORS DO NOT INTERACT!breeding, pet names (pup and baby), dirty talking, body worship, spit, praise, unprotected sex, age gap (Joel’s 50’s readers late 20’s) riding, vocal Joel, binder wearing reader, mating press, cunt eating, just filth.

Note: as a trans man I don’t see enough smut for us so I’m finna make it my duty to feed us some good smut 😈

“Shiit-” Joel hissed out, pulling away from your poor swollen lips. Joel was unbelievably hard, he could feel his leaky tip staining his boxers. You two were supposed to be on guard until the morning crew came to relieve you so yall could go back to Jackson for rest. But Joel and you got a little occupied.

Joel pushed his knee in between yours getting his knee right up on your clothed clit. As his hands roam your body, reaching behind you grabbing your ass pulling you closer if possible. Causing you to grind on his knee, you let out a gasp. “Joel.. hurry I need you” you coax him with your sweet voice. It barely above a whisper the only thing you could muster out. Your body was shaking with anticipation “you need me baby? What do you want from me? My fingers to play with that pussy? My cock stuffed full to the brim in that cunt? Tell me baby tell me what you need from me and I’ll provide” he leans down kissing and nipping at your neck.

“Please.. fuck..give your cock Joel” the guttural groan leaving Joel sent shivers down your spine. “Okay baby I can give you that” Joel take one hand unbuckling his belt, didn’t take long for him to free his cock. It hitting his lower abdomen as it sprang free. With his free hand he grabs his cock at the base giving it a few strokes. Joel tugs down your pants and boxers to your ankles.

Flipping you so you were facing outward, your ass facing him. “But first I need to taste this cunt of yours before I pound into it” Joel leans in licking a strip from your clit to your asshole. Joel letting out this deep sigh as he couldn’t get enough of this taste. He goes in sucking and licking up any liquid gushing out of you, your soft moans escaping. “Baby you taste so sweet on my tongue” your hips grinding back onto Joel’s tongue. His tongue begins to tongue fuck you trying to get as deep as it can. His thumb comes up to your clit rubbing its pad on it. Causing your legs to shake as you cry out “Joel I need it..! Please give it to me..!” Joel pulls away pulling you closer to him.

“Come on baby help me feed you this dick, you are so needy for” his tip aligned with your puckering hole temping his cock in. Joel’s hands on your hips now helping you ease down on his cock. Slowly feeding the inches of his cock in your cunt, your jaw gawking at just the girth of Joel’s cock. Let alone the length of the thing.

Joel’s cock is fully in, your puffy clit throbbing against his balls. Joel moans loudly feeling your walls clinch around his cock. “Hooouuhoo fuck Joel… fuck I’m so full..!” mewling out as you slowly grind your hips down getting friction. You grab the bottom of your shirt peeling it off of you, tossing it to the side as it was getting very hot. You kept your binder on though. Joel groans out as he is trying to meet your slight rhythm of grinding. He leans forward kissing your lower back as your upper back was covered by your binder.

“Baby let me move.. ooh god… Christ baby” with his grip on your hips he draws you almost off his cock before slamming you down back on his cock. Your eyes roll back from the shocking amount of pleasure you got from that slam. Joel continues to slam in your cunt, feeling every spasm and twitch around his cock. “Joel..! I’m so fuckin- Ahhh ughnnn “ you could hardly speak a sentence without loud broken moans. “Oh pup I know it’s okay let me take care of you” groans escape Joel’s mouth as he slams you down on his cock once more but makes you grind down on his dick. You could feel Joel’s tip brushing your cervix cause you to cry out.

He then lets go of your hips entirely “Ride me baby show me how much you wanna cum on this dick” you reached forward placing your hands on his knees helping you keep balance. As you fuck yourself in his dick trying to reach your climax. Your back arching to try to get a good angle to hit inside you. Joel’s hand winds back then smacks you on the ass making you yelp out. He kneaded your cheek to smooth out the pain away. “You’re so hot riding my cock baby boy” Joel groans out looking down at your pulsating hole making his cock disappear inside. Joel couldn’t take it anymore of this slow pace. He needed to feel you cum on his cock.

Joel starts fucking up into your cunt again, your sloppy cunt letting out such wet erotic sounds. Your face was flushed as the sounds of wet skin slapping against one another filled the room. You felt your orgasm start to built up, Joel felt it too as your cunt started to spasm around his cock tightening up. He groans loudly “be a good pup and cum… on my cock good so fucking good..!” Joel’s thrust doesn’t falter as you moan out feeling your release hit you hard. Your back arching out as your cunt clinched down on Joel’s cock. He leans down kissing up leading to your neck giving it bites and licks sucking marking on your skin.

“FuckkkkK yesh yesh please fuck Joel!” You slurred out still coming down from your high. But Joel still abusing your twitching cunt with deep hard thrusts. “Baby you did so good for me let’s give me another one yeah?” All you could do was nod out as you mewl loudly. Your sensitive hole non stop clinching and twitching down in Joel’s cock. Joel pulls out of you throws you down on the couch yall been fucking on. He raises your hips up putting your legs over his shoulders, as he squats down sliding his wet cock in your slicked hole. He begins to fuck you in a mate press slamming in your cunt with no mercy. Your broken cries and loud moans echo in the room. Joel turns and kisses your leg and his thrusts continue. He licks your legs while he fucks into you wanting to worship every inch of you.

“Doing so good f’me so good.. yess baby yess” one of his hands go down towards were you two were connected and let his fingers play with your clit. Joel leans slightly looking down at your pussy opening his mouth letting spit drip down on his cock as he fuck into you. Your puffy clit twitches under his touch as your release rapidly approached. “Joel..! Fuck fuck I..I’m cumming Joel..!” Your release was messy your pussy gushes wetting both of Joel’s and yours stomachs.

Joel moans out as his thrusts falter a bit “baby you feel so damn.. good where do you want it..? Tell me where you want my cum baby” he mutters out as you could feel his dick start twitching inside. “I need it in me please..! Joel fuckkk..!” He let out a dragged out moan as he steady himself. A few more thrusts he dumps his load deep inside, slowly still thrusting in you. He let your cunt milk his cock as he fucks his load deeper inside you. You whine out feeling the warmth inside as you purposefully clutching your hole around him. Making him let out a quiet whine as his cock was quite sensitive.

“One more yeah baby..? You can do one more f’me” he mutterers out his cock could be feel getting harder inside your cunt. You nod tiredly still wanting to be filled more. Before Joel could move into a different position the door to the room slammed open. Revealing Jesse with a shocked face- we both gasp out loud Joel trying to cover you in anyway he can.

“SHIt man!” He covered his eyes turned around real quite as Joel and you separate trying to put on your clothes again. “Shit sorry so sorry there were some infected on the trail and thought you two weren’t okay” Jesse talking out of nervousness scared from what he saw.

“Don’t ever speak of this Jesse” you beg as you hid behind Joel embarrassed to even look at Jessie. “I would never.. god I’m trying to forget about this just leave” Jesse said going in the room to fill out the log not looking at the two of you. Joel and you left after you gathered your stuff not before you said a sheepishly soft sorry.

Once you got on your horses you rode there, you two started heading back. “We def aren’t done yet baby boy once we get back to Jackson we’re going straight to my house so we can continue what was interrupted” Joel smirks at you as he rode up ahead of you. You could feel yourself clutch on nothing exciting for what’s to come.

[1nc0gnit0-g1golo]

Joel/Reader: "meet-cutes" (part 1)

How i imagined the reader meeting Joel for the first time.

(This takes place in an universe where there was no outbreak. Joel is in his 30s something and Sarah is still alive.)

( Warnings !! internalized bi,homo and transphobia.)

"Is Joel gay? No, it can't be. But god, did he want you. It wasn't in his plans to crush this hard on you, after so many years of celibacy. You just happened. "

You just...happened.

Working at a bar Tommy likes, often chatting on the establishment's game nights. Even after your shifts, you stay and play with the patrons; it turns out you had a good poker face because he ended up in your debt. He didn't dare to come back to the bar for a week until he did, with his older brother Joel, as backup.

"Hi Tommy!" You nudge him with a playful smirk. "Thought I'd never see you again after poker night." he clapped back but Joel didn't listen. He had more trouble figuring you out- what you were. (excuse him, he isn't tranny trained :( )

Your voice sounded like a teenager's, but your face made you look older, around his age. You had facial hair growing but it wasn't as thick as Tommy's or his; your chest was flat but your posture gave out something feminine. You weren't straight, that's for sure.

"C'mon Joel don't keep the man waitin'. " He jumped out of his own train of thoughts before looking back at Tommy. "What?" He said, trying to look cool, as if he didn't stare you down a minute ago. You laughed. "Ah- I'm uh-... Joel." He stretched his hand out for you to shake and you did so. Your hand was smaller and softer to the touch. "You're Tommy's bodyguard, that's what you are." You smirked, then said your name. It was pretty. He liked the way it rolled off your tongue, like you were proud of it. The chitchat wasn't long however, and you had to go back to your tables like the good waiter you are. The brothers stayed by the bar side where you came back regularly, yelling out orders to the bartender and trough the crowded conversations around you. Joel fumbled with the beer he was given as he tried to figure out who and where he was.

"I like 'him." Tommy says, taking a sip of his own drink. "He's a feisty little queer, dontcha think ?" Joel lifts his head up, curious. "He's a gay?" "Yeah. Why do you think he works in a bar like this?" His brother chuckles, a little surprised by his question.

Oh my god. He's in a gay bar.

"You didn't tell me we where going to a GAY BAR !" He sat up, in utter shock of being in a place like this. He spoke loud too, loud enough to turn heads. Yours too. "What's wrong with that? They're fun." Tommy takes a sip of his beer. Joel thought he was going to melt out of embarrassment after realizing the scene he caused himself. He paused. "You could've told me." Then slumps back into his old position, his fingers finding back his beer and playing with the lid. " 's that mean you're gay?" "No. I told you, I like it here."

For a gay bar, it didn't look as he imagined. It was cozy, the lights were warm and the furniture made out of wood and velvet. On the walls were picture frames, movie posters that he never heard about, and paintings. "Pretty right?" You came back, leaving your drink platter on the bar. "It isn't as flashy as in the movies." He chuckles nervously. Taking into consideration he might have offended you too. "You seen many movies written by gay men?" You both laughed. "So..." You fish out of your pocket your notebook and place it along the tray. Where you not working anymore? "I take it you're not into that kind of 'lifestyle'." "-I dunno." He answers almost immediately. He didn't want to bore you out of this conversation. "I've been alone for quite some time now, you know?" You nod. "Fair enough." You pat both his and Tommy's shoulder. "I'm going home. Don't come back 'till you repay me Tom." You wink and leave, already unwrapping your apron and going to a "STAFF ONLY" door in a corner of the bar.

The two didn't stay as long as they intended to. They do have work together tomorrow and Sarah is all on her own at home, at the age of 13. Joel was worried and didn’t want to leave her on her own for too long, but it seemed like it was too late; it was already dark outside, and Tommy was too buzzed to drive home on his own. In the car, Joel couldn't stop thinking about you. You were an enigma, and he was mesmerized by being mesmerized by you. Why you? He thought he was normal- that he was straight. But you're not a girl. And maybe he kind of likes that. Does that make him gay? He loved Sarah's mother though, so much so that it left him heartbroken when she left. But you're fun, and you look nice. Like she did when he met her. Can you even go both ways? It kinda looks like not knowing what you want.

As the men got inside, Joel went around the kitchen and Tommy made a beeline towards the couch. He looked around the cupboards, looking for something to eat. Everything was in place, but he kind of wished to have dinner magically prepared in front of him tonight. Sarah already ate the last leftovers of some lasagna this evening, he saw the plate lying in the sink.

"Can I borrow you 20?" Tommy asked bashfully whilst flipping the channels. "Are you fucking kidding me." Joel closed the cupboard door,frustrated, but careful not to wake Sarah. "You made me come to a gay bar, make a fool of myself for twenty fucking dollars? " He came the living room, as if he was going to slap him, but he just looked Tommy dead in the eyes like the good disappointed older brother he was. "You forgot the waiter part too." Tommy smirked. "’s it my turn to ask if you’re gay?" He snorts going back to surfing the channels. Joel grunts and sits next to him. "He was cute." "He is." "He has a nice ass too." "He does. You like him?" "I dunno. Did i became so lonely i want men now?" Tommy laughs and throws the remote at Joel. "You know, he made me learn things. Like how tranny's a bad word." "It is?" "Yeah. And you that can go both ways too." "Like ass and pussy?" Tommy snickers again. "Talk quieter. Your daughter is sleeping." "Right. There's nothing on tonight?" "Didn't see anything interesting." So, going both ways is a thing. And if even you think it's true, maybe it's not as bad as he thought. "I want to go back." He says barely above a whisper. Oh yes, he wants to go back and see you. Your pretty eyes and hair ruffled from running all around the bar. Your smile, maybe your facial hair will grow more. You'd look hot with a beard. Does the rest of your body have hair too? What would your body look like without your uniform. But then again he's with his brother, he can't think of things like that with an audience right next to him....

"You heard me?" Joel hums in response. He didn't, for the second time tonight. "His next shift’s on Tuesday, so you give me the 20 bucks and we go back." "Sure."

[michealdontleavemeher3]

Omg yes a platonic writer i love platonic fics there so rare 😭

Frr😭 the true struggle of being aroace😔💯

[l1tw1ck]

Good Boy

Being a Good Boy for Joel Means...

Top Joel x Bottom FtM Reader

I have a thing for older men, this is very self indulgent.

not enough joel x m reader (send joel reqs PLEASE i'll open them specifically for him)

no afab language used

CW: Oral, Praise, Degradation, Spitting

Being a good boy means taking Joel's cock down your throat until it's sore

Joel bucks his hips up into your mouth, groaning and murmuring praises. "That's a good boy." He leans back with a smirk. You bob your head up and down, taking his thick length the best you can.

Joel takes over, forcing you to take his cock all the way to the hilt, enjoying the way you struggle to take it before shooting his load down your throat. "Swallow it like the whore you are."

Being a good boy means sitting on Joel's lap and letting him have his fun with you

Joel stimulates your t-dick with his strong and callused hands, his lips brushing against your ear as he whispers dirty things to you. "You're already this wet and I've barely touched you, my pants are drenched cause of you, doll." He chuckles, three fingers moving down to push inside your entrance one by one. The stretch almost as good as the stretch of his cock.

You hold onto his shoulders as he finger fucks you, moaning shamelessly. Joel grins at the amazing sounds you make while dragging his tongue along your nipples.

Being a good boy means letting Joel ruin you

Joel grins above you, hand holding your leg up as he fucks you. He pries your mouth open with his thumb, drool spilling all over it, and spits in your mouth. "You like that you slut?" He grabs hold of your face with his free hand. You nod, sobbing while you vocalize your agreement. Joel laughs and lets go of your face, turning you onto your stomach.

He hammers into you more aggressively, spanking your ass and basking in the sounds you make in response. He litters bites along your neck and back, bites that'll have you twisting your head around in the mirror just to see them. You notice Joel's breathing becoming shallow, an indication that he's about to come. He pulls out and turns you onto your back again, jerking himself off and spurting his cum onto your body.

[aliorsboxostuff]

When I tell you that the Joel miller x trans!reader fic was the best thing I’ve read in a while I mean that. The way you just integrated the character into the already existing storyline without really changing it was absolutely everything. If your up for it I was wondering if you could write a fic about Joel and trans!reader knowing each other in the QZ and what it would look like to have a relationship with him there or before the relationship. Maybe some Tess too? I completely understand if you’re not up for this request but if you are thank you so much. 😊

AGHH this turned out so short but I didn't know what else to put im so sorry anon!! I really love the idea but I think building the whole backstory before Joel and Tess got out of the QZ is a bit hard. As usual, please excuse my writing if there were any mistakes, I do hope you enjoyed it anon! 

Hounds

Tags: Joel Miller x ftm!Reader, Tess, Before leaving QZ, Tess being the badass she is, Tender Joel, bind safely everyone!, Tender Lovin’, Mostly Fluff, a bit of smut, just dirty thoughts tho, Established Relationship, Bisexual Joel, Bisexual Tess

Tess and her hounds. They follow as her shadow. Pick a fight with her, you pick a fight with all three of them. Tess has always been seen with those two, even walking into the same apartment where they all live. But behind closed doors, no one knows that Tess lives alone while Joel stays with his boyfriend. 

3rd POV

Tess was popular amongst the Boston QZ. Not popular, per se, but known for her strengths and determination. For her headstrong and immovable demeanor. Another thing that boosts her status are her hounds. 

Joel Miller was one thing. Stone cold, dead eyes. Picking a fight with him is the same as picking a casket, according to those who have seen his combat with their own eye. His threats are not to be taken lightly, because when that man says he’ll break your jaw, he’d do just that in the next second. People have seen a fair share of his skills with a gun, and it's not to be messed with. Rumour has it that he’s the one burning infected kids, not a shadow of a doubt in throwing a human into the fire pit. 

The other guy, he's another thing. Don't underestimate him as Joel's shadow, because he might as well be standing at the same podium Joel does with his strengths. He smiles and waves, acting as the good guy for the two of them, but behind those sweet eyes are thoughts malicious enough to be kicked out of the QZ, plans that would impress even Tess. He might not be a stud but he’s the one doing the slippery parts. Countless times, Joel always ends up with the upper hand in a situation with his help. Body as agile as a deer, he’s the hands of the operation. If anyone dares to mess with him, you can bet Joel is right behind them with a gun cocked.

Tess and her hounds. Her boys, the ones that help her operation. Not that she’d need it, but it makes clean-up easier. No one dares to keep Tess away from them, unless she says so herself. Only the most ballsy illegal sellers are brave enough to negotiate with her, because most of the time they'll give her the thing she wants just like that, out of fear and respect.

—

How you first met Joel was through Tess herself.

You were notorious for stealing small but valuable things from FEDRA agents. A stash of guns and bullets, cards and drugs inside your home. Most of the things you don't even use, but due to your ability to pickpocket most if not all of the gullible FEDRA agents, you’ve gained an abundance of them. Your most prized possessions were the firearms you managed to steal or negotiate off of agents. Those are located under your bed, in an inconspicuous box, loaded with extra bullets on the side.

Tess had apparently caught a whiff of your gossip around the QZ, of the ‘Invisible Pick-pocketer’ the agents are having a hard time looking for. As much as she hates to admit it, her strong suit is negotiation, and Joel wasn't exactly the sleekest person for a job like stealing small shit. 

So, one Wednesday morning, in one of the food stalls in the QZ, Tess approached you. 

“Sorry I don't work with anyone,” You were focused on the bowl of food in front of you, scarfing it down because you missed your dinner.

“You might wanna look up first,” A voice of a woman you didn't recognize. So you placed the bowl down, putting on your stone-cold mask before looking at the source of the voice and you almost shit yourself. The most feared woman is standing in front of you, arms crossed with a brow arched. You gulp, trying to salvage what that hardened demeanor you could. 

“I’m- Tess, right?” The edge of her lips raises.

“So you’ve heard,” She leans into the small table, her hair covering one side of her face. Your eyes widen, fear shoots up your spine. “And I’ve heard about you too,” 

“Oh- uh- really?” You cough into your hand, avoiding her eyes.

“You’re the pickpocket, right? The ones FEDRA can't seem to find?” Her grin becomes dangerous. “I have a proposition,” 

She crosses her hands on top of the table, entwining her fingers. “You know me, I know you, we both know what we can do,” 

“Yeah,” You arch a brow, curious. 

“How about you join me? We could use a hand like you, literally,” Her eyes fall to where your hands are, old scars from the fire incident still evident on the back of your hands. It took a second for you to consider before you realize—

“Wait, we? You and… Miller?” 

“Yeah, who else?” Tess leans back into their chair, her arms crossed again. 

“You won't mind? I thought you two worked together, ‘cuz y’know…” You tilted your head, hoping she would take the hint, which she does and immediately cackles, covering her mouth to the side. 

“Me and Joel? Fuck no! I don't swing that way,” Then she seems to retract herself. “Well, I do, but he’s not my type,” 

“Oh, okay, cool, I'm cool with that…” Tess rolls her eyes at your answer before she stands, mumbling something about ‘youths’ and saying ‘cool’ under her breath. She turns towards you, inclining her head towards the street. 

“C’mon, you have to meet Joel.”

—

“Maybe should've taken that break earlier,” You groan, lifting up your shirt as you rubbed at your sides.

“Told you should've taken it but ya’ didn't, now-”

“Look what happens, yeah yeah I know,” You huff, Joel's disappointed stare burning at your back. Feeling the relief of finally taking off your sticky shirt, you stood by the bed as you began to peel off the body tape, taking lungfuls after the busy day. The tape at this point has soaked up most of your sweat, disgusting as it is. When it's at its last loops, calloused hands find its place on your waist, then Joel's comforting weight as he settles behind you.

You feel his coarse beard against your nape as he places a kiss there, his warm breath makes you sigh. Careful, shaking hands replace yours and continues unwrapping the body tape until it falls in a heap next to your leg. Joel places one hand on your stomach, the other rubbing circles on your waist.

“Thank you,” You smile, leaning into his touch as Joel murmurs his answer. He runs a calloused hand up to your shoulder, then between them, pushing slightly until you arch under his touch. He presses another kiss just above where his hand is pushing, before he relents and both of his hands fall to your waist.

“Tess is coming for dinner,” He says, voice ghosting at the shell of your ear. You suppress a shiver, gulping instead.

“Then let me get ready,” You smirk, feeling Joel's hand releasing you as you slip away from his grasp. You turn, placing a short kiss on his cheek before patting it twice. He raises his brow, which makes you grin. “Go wash up,”

Dinner went on as usual. For the past months, Tess, Joel, and you have been planning on escaping the QZ in search of Tommy. He hasn't been replying back Joel’s messages and knowing you and Tess won't be leaving Joel to go out by himself, Tess has been going around looking for information and parts.

“I got a trail. Some guy got the battery we need for the truck. I can track him down this week but I need you to cover my shifts in the afternoon,” Tess points her fork at you, which you instantly nod at. “Joel, keep gathering cards. I have a bad feeling we might need to bribe our way out,” 

Joel hums his answer and that's the end of the dinner. While it worked more as a meetup hour for the three of you, the little bits of food are enough to simulate what it would be like if the world wasn't like this.

As you begin to wash the dishes, your mind wanders to a simple, easier life. Tess would come over, maybe bring her partner, to have dinner together. You’d cook something for the group, something you and Joel enjoy. Wine would be involved, sweetening the night, and there wouldn't be talks about truck engines and unresponsive brother. Maybe Tommy would come over too, have dinner with Joel and he can meet his boyfriend. Then once dinner is over, you and Joel can take the leftover wine and bring it to the porch, settling side by side as the night sky flies by. A simpler world, a better world-

“Hey, you okay?” Joel's hand stops you from jolting, a grounding weight on your arm.

“Y-yeah, sorry,” You dry your hands on the dish towel, noticing the slight quiver it holds. You could practically feel Tess’ eyes on your back. You inhale, straightening yourself before you turn. “I got your shifts covered Tess, don't worry,”

“Make sure that trail isn't some bullshit, yeah?”

“Always do,” She nods, gulping down the last of her drink before she stands. 

“I’ll take my leave, good night boys,” She smiles, before you walk her to the door and shut it behind her with a last wave. You place the lock in its place, standing there just for a minute. Joel makes his way behind you, a reassuring hand on the small of your back.

“Let's go to bed,” You find yourself nodding. 

After washing up and clearing the table, you change into a simple shirt and briefs while Joel changes into his sleep clothes. He usually falls into bed with his day clothes on if he’s too tired and cares far less, but by your request, he changes to a shirt and pants when he can. 

As you pull back the thick excuse of a blanket, the bed creaks when Joel lays down and you follow suit, leaving the blanket at your feet knowing how hot the night could get. Joel turns and you instinctively wrap your arms around his middle, the man buries himself deeper into the pillows. 

“What were you thinking about?” Knowing your boyfriend, it’ll take a while for him to fall into slumber. He slowly laces his fingers with yours and you feel the brush of his lips against your knuckles. You tighten your arms.

“You ever wanna…” You blink at the small stars above. “You ever thought of living a different life?”

“Have a ranch somewhere, and we can… We have a normal dinner, and we’ll invite Tess and shit…” You feel your lips quirk before a beat of silence, then another kiss pressed on your knuckles. 

“Yeah, I do,” Joel turns slightly, looking out the same window into the same night sky. “We can raise sheep,”

You let out a chuckle, nuzzling into Joel's short curls when he only huffs, quietly rolling his eyes. The idea of farmer Joel, tending to his little sheep as they run around him. An image of him wearing nothing but a stetson suddenly flashes across your eyes, quickly killing your laugh, making you hide your red cheeks into Joel's nape.

“What?” He gruffly asks, unable to turn because of your arms.

“Nothin’,” You mumble, still hiding behind your boyfriend at which Joel only huffs before settling back to bed. The blush finally ebbs away and is replaced with a smile instead as you take lungfuls of Joel's scent, lulling you to sleep.

“Good night, Joel,” Joel tightens his hold on your hand.

“Good night, darlin’,” 

Requests are opened! Reblogs appreciated <3!

[softe-blush]

Joel x Tess x Reader Drabble - Just a Happy Crush

You and a friend sat down outside on a nice day in Jackson, peeling some veggies for the communal dinner later. You were both chatting happily as you did your chore, and soon enough, Joel and Tess Miller became the topic of discussion.

"What do you think of the Millers?" Your friend asked.

"Oh, they've always been super nice to me!"

As luck would have it, Joel and Tess were walking up behind you right as you spoke.

"Everybody thinks they're pretty mean and ruthless, which I don't disagree with... but we also have to admit— they’re both hot as fuck."

As you rambled on about your little crush on the Millers, Tess and Joel smirked behind you as they eavesdropped on the whole conversation.

"I can definitely take them, but not in a fight, if you know what I mean~" you giggled, but your friend was dead silent, as the currently-smirking Millers in question were standing right behind you, as you kept peeling your veggies.

“Ah, imagine how embarrassing it’d be if they were with me right now. The first time I ever admit to having crushes, and the crushes in question heard all about it! A cruel twist of fate. I would personally never emotionally recover from that.” You giggled.

"Well that's one way to find out that someone has a lil’ crush on us. Seems we’ve still got it, huh Joel?” Tess chuckles. Joel is trying to not crack up.

Your heart was caught in your throat. "Was that an auditory hallucination… or are they right behind me?" You looked to your friend, who was silent... And tilted their head in the Millers' direction. A bright blush was creeping up on your cheeks.

Joel chuckles. "That's right, just keep doing what you're doing. No need to worry about the old couple right behind you here, huh?" He can't help himself and breaks out laughing.

You turn around slowly as if you were in a horror movie, and the killers were right behind you. "H.... Heeyyyy guyyysss...

Your friend just high-tailed it out of there as you turned your attention to the Millers, without a second thought.

“Hey, where the hell are you going?! You’re gonna owe me for skipping out on your chores, ya bastard!” You scolded, as they almost tripped when they ran away. You sat back down, and you felt a finger trace the nape of your neck, sending a shiver up your spine. You turned back around, and found the couple mischievously smirking down at you.

They thought the way the tips of your ears turned red was real cute… Tess and Joel began to wonder... How much more can they tease you if your reactions are this interesting, from just the slightest contact from either of them? They silently agreed… they were gonna have some fun with you today.

[crowandmousewritingco]

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again.

Joel would have absolutely no real idea what being trans means. It’d be the “Jesse what the fuck are you talking about” meme

But I think he’s the live and let live type, pre and post outbreak. Not my business type guy. We see it in bill and Frank in the show and with the game reaction to Ellie. He just cares that Dina treats her good.

So I think after he learns reader is trans he may find it a bit odd if he’s honest. He doesn’t get it. But he likes reader so he’s gonna be open and not immidietly run

He’s gonna learn that making the changes reader chooses to make, makes them happy. He’ll learn that this matters, it’s not something silly thing Fox News makes fun of it’s real life. And he’ll love and accept reader and fight to the death for them 🙏🏻

Sorry in my feels thought you may understand lol

i agree! Considering he's from Texas, he has no idea what pronouns are Pre-Outbreak. And maybe that's why the reader is a little apprehensive about how Joel react knowing what they know about him. But when he sees Joel reading what he can on the subject it makes him feel a lot better. Joel would have a lot of unlearning to do, especially if he was surrounded by more right leaning people which a majority of Texas' population is.

Once Joel has learned what he can with the limited resources in Jackson, I can definitely see him becoming a little bit of an advocate for the reader's pronouns. Like if people in Jackson start shit with you, Joel will be there in an instant to help them.

Not gonna lie this did inspire us to right a fic with this theme!

[slamminslamminmcgill]

HI HI HI HI UM I'VE NEVER SEEN NARCOS BUT I JUST SAW THIS CLIP AND IM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND BC "HABLA MARICÓN" MEANS "SPEAK, FAGGOT" I-

FELLOW FAGGOTS HOW WE FEELING TN 😮‍💨🥵😵‍💫🫶💖🥹🥺🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ need him to say that knuckle deep in my tranny boypussy and ass i’d lose my mind

[sp00kymulderr]

This will be our year

Joel Miller x transmasc!reader

A lover boy drabble

Warnings/Tags/Notes: no outbreak au, mentions of anxiety (over being in a non-queer space), mention of reader not always passing, love at first sight because they’re both absolute loverboys. A kiss. Unedited, unbeta'd.

Words: 916

Summary: You meet Joel in a bar on New Year’s Eve

Joel doesn’t know why he agreed to this.

The bar is absolutely packed, happy partygoers ready to ring in a new year, a whole world of hope and happiness at their fingertips, bolstered by of alcohol and misguided optimism

It was Sarah's idea. She’d wanted to ring in the new year with friends, and despite the little bit of heartbreak he felt at spending New Years Eve without her knowing she’d be back at college soon, Joel had of course said it was fine. She was young, she didn't want to hang around with her old dad when her friends were going to all be together doing...whatever nineteen year olds do these days. He tries not to think about that too much.

Tommy was going out, of course, heading downtown to some bar with some army friends. Sarah had told Tommy to take Joel with him, and Joel hadn't had much choice in the matter at all.

"C'mon old man, you can't sit on your ass alone all night. That's no way to bring in the new year!" Tommy had slapped him on the back, “You're coming with me”

"Who knows, might meet someone if you put yourself out there" Sarah had teased, kissing him on the cheek as she packed an overnight bag.

Joel had scoffed at that. Meet someone? He wasn't going to meet someone he liked in some downtown dive bar where everyone was off their face drunk and desperate to find someone to kiss. That had never worked for him before.

***

You don’t know what the hell you’re doing here.

Your usual haunts were a little less divey and a lot more queer. You hadn’t been in a bar that felt so straight in a long time, and your nerves were all over the place because of it.

Jas had dragged you along, refusing to let you spend the night alone when all of your friend group was going out. “You're too young and hot to be spending your New Years Eve all by yourself” They’d insisted, and you’d reluctantly agreed.

If you had been in any of your usual bars, you would be dancing and laughing and making the most of the night, but here with the thumping bass of an unfamiliar song thrumming through your body your anxiety was at an all time high.

***

Joel sees you from across the bar and he could swear his heart had just skipped a fucking beat. You’re the most handsome man he's ever seen.

A little uncomfortable as you sit at the other end of the bar, the friend you'd been talking to was now chatting someone elses ear off and you swirl the straw in your drink, fingers moving nervously.

Joels mouth feels dry. He can’t remember the last time he felt such immediate, electrifying attraction to anyone.

Fuck, he’s staring. You’re looking up and he’s staring like some creep. Fuck fuck fuck. Your eyes meet his and there’s a nervous flicker in them like you think he’s going to cause you trouble, so he smiles and you soften slightly, return it with your own shy one. You’re the first to look away.

He considers getting up. Wading through the sea of people between the two of you and introducing himself, shouting his name over the loud music only because he needs you to know it, even if it leads to nothing.

He thinks about it, but he can’t seem to make himself move. Surely you don’t want it; you’re younger, here for a good time, you don’t want to be chatted up by some miserable looking old man who hasn’t moved from nursing his beer all night.

When he turns to take another look, trying to convince himself to just move, you’re gone. Joel’s heart sinks, but he supposes it’s what he gets for being so indecisive.

***

You’re pushing through a crowd of people. Why are you doing this? It’s like your body separated from your brain as if drawn to something magnetic. Someone.

You don’t even know who he is. If he was just being kind, if he felt sorry for you, if he was mocking you. It wouldn’t be the first time, it’s why you don’t go to places like this. You don’t necessarily pass all the time and people can be cruel. People can be so very cruel. But he seems kind. Something in his eyes, he seems gentle in a way. Something soft in him that shines out around him.

“Hi” You say, standing by his shoulder - big and impossibly broad now you stand so close to him. He doesn’t hear. The music gets louder and you jump a little nervously at the sound of an announcement, one minute to midnight.

“Hey” You shout a little louder, tap his shoulder, try to remember to smile. He turns with a look of annoyance that turns to surprise that turns to beautiful, bright smile and your heart melts a little. He’s so handsome you feel a little woozy.

“Hi” He says, his voice sounds nervous. Gentle, leaning in close to you but respectful too.

You tell him your name. A countdown starts. You laugh nervously.

“I’m Joel” He tells you, “I’m sorry for staring before I just…”

His blush is so gorgeous and there’s ten seconds to midnight and a new year and suddenly you feel this little spark of hope.

“Well, fuck. You’re the most handsome man I ever met”

Three…two…one

You kiss him.

Happy new year

[romanarose]

Joel Takes a Strap

Written for Married Joel sits on you 2024 by the amazing @beefrobeefcal !!!

Joel Miller x trans!reader

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Summary: Joel takes a strap.... send tweet.

Warnings: sex toys, praise, body worship

Immersivity: Reader is trans and able bodied. Reader has had top surgury.

A/N: promt via Beef, must include this line "Marriage had been good to Joel. His mental health and financial stability had improved, and he seemed over all a happier person. The only drawback seemed to be the effect it had on his waistline."

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It was a life few people really understood. Jackson was pretty open minded, considering there were bigger things to worry about than gay shit. Still, in 2003 someone being trans was pretty much the punchline to a joke if you knew what it was at all. So, when a transman came to Jackson, it wasn't exactly the warmest welcome.

Joel would like to think he'd have always been kind and welcoming. Maybe not the friendliest guy, but still. Joel didn't care what anyone chose to do to themselves, but he thought of Ellie. He thought of how she'd been treated at the tipsy bison that night, and Dina, Joels now-daughter in-law-... he wasn't able to be a safe person for her to come out to during that time but he wanted to be safety for someone else.

He had no idea you'd become his safe place as well.

Joel wished he could have been there for Ellie to come out the way she was ready to, but then things turned around. He'd repaired their relationship in a lot of ways, and now... now she was the one he came out to when he started seeing you. The ceremony had been small, little JJ as the ringbarrer.

Marriage had been good to Joel. His mental health and relation ship with Ellie improved and he seemed over all a happier person. The only drawback seemed to be the effect it had on his waistline.

This, however was not a drawback to you. When the world fell apart, if someone had an ounce of fat on their body, they were called obese, torn apart on the covers of grocery store magazines... but you saw Joel's weight gain as something beautiful. It meant he was safe. He was relaxed. He wasn't on the run. He was yours.

And you got a surprise for him.

You had made sue to clean it, and clean it good... but you had found a strap on while out, and were ready to use it on Joel. Joel was more inclined to top, but that didn't mean you didn't take control sometimes. He regularly takes several fingers up that cute-but-flat ass of his, and today you'd prepped him well, making sure to add lots of vasiline to the strap to ease him.

Now, Joel Miller had his legs spread across your lap as you sat on the edge of the couch, covering above your strap.

"You don't gotta do nothing you don't wanna." You reassure him.

Joel shakes his head, murmuring as he looks down. "It ain't that... I just don't wanna crush yuh, s'all."

You can't help smile at that. "You won't Joel. I love feeling you on me, l love the weight. You're fuck'n perfect."

And he smiles at that. Soft, but he smiles.

So you tease him. "Better take it now, I know Maria wants a turn for Tommy."

Joel visibly cringed at that, but laughed and the tension was gone from the room. Joel was happy, you were happy, and he had the support of his family. What everyone else thought didn't matter.

When Joel sinks down on you, feeling the weight of him push you into the couch cushions, you can't help but smile and feel his hands grip your shoulders.

"Good boy..." You praise the old man whose boyhood was far behind him. "Take my cock... just like that" If Joel was a boy, the strap is your cock. Who cares. In moments like these you can forget all the horrors of the outside world, forget reality.

"So fucking hot..." Breathy, Joel praises you back as he takes the whole strap up inside him. His hand goes to your chest, palm paying no mind to the surgery scares. "My handsome husband."

"Mmmmm... My handsome husband..."

Joel begins to move up and down, bouncing on you, his thick thighs working hard as he fucks himself. His cock slaps against your stomach. "Wanna make you cum too... how does... does that w-work?" You can see him bit his lip, pleasure filling his body.

You take his hard, leaking member in your hand, stroking him after you spit.

"Don't worry about that. We'll figure things out as he go, right now i just want you to focus on feeling good, Joel. Can you do that for me? Be my good boy and cum?"

Joel nods, a little curl falling on his forehead that is begining to sweat.

"yeah, I can do that... I can feel good... your cock feels good... I can feel good."

You love when he gets like this, lets go and lets his subby inner nature come out.

"I bet you can, Joel. I know it."

Thank you all so so much for reading!!!!

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🍓🌸🍓꒰ Saccha┆he/him/hole┆artist n writer!!! ꒱🍓🌸🍓

HIIIHIHIHI my name is Saccha!!! as in Saccha(rine) HEHEHEHEH

IM JUS A LIL OVEREXCITED TRANS PUPPY BOY RUNNIN A LUV HOTEL ,, there r a lot of aesthetics i wanna b associated w/, this intro post will prolly change over time lol

i wanted tew stretch out ma writing skillz n i have a lot of ideas i jus wanna throw out in2 da world,, scenarios i hope ppl would also enjoy n such!! ♡♡♡ just wanted to pump out x readers for the gayz tbh,,

as much as i love reading fempovs, i want 2 make food for other transmasc ppl like me ^w^ and also interact w/ other blogz!!! also sorry not sorry of my excessive use of colors and kaomojis lol!!

dis blog is where i will dump all my horny ramblings about

★⋆ Degrees of Lewdity (mentioning this game alone should indicate i dont mind dead dove stuff hfbhg)

★⋆ Call Of Duty MW2 (im only a very casual fan tho lol look man im a porn blog my content isnt gonna be that deep!!)

★⋆ The Last Of Us (specifically joel content bc im feral 4 him but im also feral 4 ellie,, WRITING ABOUT THEM SEPARATELY THO OFC LMAO)

taking requests for each >w<)b !!!

♡ ┆ stuff i will write ┆ ♡

★⋆ DRUMROLL PLEASE... THE MAIN REASON I WANTED TO MAKE THIS BLOOOG... transmasc reader content!!! 🎉🎊🥳 with warnings on what terms to be used on the naughty bits, ofc!!

with that being said....

★⋆ DDLB :3 tee hee!

★⋆ mayhaps some gender neutral reader stuff!! no pronouns other than 'you',

★⋆ if i write nsfw with GN reader, i'll have separate sections for when u have afab/amab anatomy and how characters i write with would interact with em !!

so the format would go like

˗ˏˋ ꒰ König with a chubby S/O ♥ nsfw!! ꒱ ˎˊ˗

♡ ┆ headcanon

if you have AFAB anatomy…

♡ ┆ headcanon for how he'd treat u with ur coochie, gender non-specific

if you have AMAB anatomy…

♡ ┆ headcanon for how he'd treat u with ur pp, gender non-specific

most of my fics/drabbles would be gender neutral unless stated otherwise !!

plz note!!! in cases like Ellie who is explicitly and canonically a lesbian i will also only write in fempov, everyone else i write about automatically becomes readersexual meaning theyre attracted to the reader regardless of gender, appearance, etc etc so for example if ur super mad i made your big strong masculine military man a cocksucker das on u, go cry ab it somewhere else thanks (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

★⋆ BIG GIRTHY AGE GAPS… but readers in my stories should always b regarded as 20+!!

★⋆ and ofc hand in hand with that comes a corruption kink BAHAHAHA and as a heads up i place a heavy emphasis on virginity !!!

★⋆ yandere/obsessive content bc im a sucker for it :((

★⋆ pet play/hybrid stuff… sometimes human but most of the time it comes w the reader having animal characteristics!! (ex. bunny reader, cow reader, puppy reader etc) ONLY LIMITED TO STUFF LIKE EARS/TAIL/WINGS THO and maybe heat cycle stuff bc im a sucker for that too

★⋆ A/B/O content and dynamics

★⋆ incest/stepcest probably???

STUFF I WONT WRITE ABOUT... no cute format for these ones LMAO 'm just gonna lump all of them together

zoophilia content (YES I KNOW DOL IS RIFE W/ THAT BUT I ALWAYS TURN OFF BEAST TOGGLES SJHDS) | scat/piss/basically any bodily fluid aside from CUM LMAO (i'd probably make an exception 4 squirt tho,,,, 👀) | gore

das about all i can think of for neow heheh!! btw i may like and interact w blogs that have dark content or even the content i said i wont write, please be aware of that in case the posts i've liked show up :<<

i'll eventually come up w/ a list of characters im comfy with writing for, as well as a general idea of how i would write them for requests n such!! if the character u like isnt there, im still looking into how i would write content for them :>

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Get ready my dudes because me and a upstarting writer have combined our artistic strengths to create a Joel x male reader fanfic!

The first chapter is now officially out and already packing about 4000 words!

Get ready for it my guys and fave fun reading.