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jukeboxjackal · 2 years
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how about toxic! natasha and breadwinner reader😫
You think you’re so tough?
Toxic!Natasha Romanoff x fem!Reader
A/n: I love this! I’m assuming you wanted a fic so… Thanks for the request and I hope you enjoy it, you cool, cool anon
Warnings: Cursing, toxic behavior, domestic violence, alcohol use
Description: ^Request
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You let out a heavy sigh as your trembling hand went towards the door. You quickly braced yourself as you turned the knob as you walked into your and your wife’s home. It’s been a long day, and it was about to get longer.
“Honey, I’m home!”
You swear Natasha was expecting you as she quickly came out of the kitchen and greeted you with a kiss and a “Hey baby, how was work?” you winced when she grasped your hand with a firm grip. It was already hurting with the bruise on it from last night when she slammed it onto the table in a fit of anger.
——— *Yesterday*
“Who the fuck is Erica?” Natasha yelled, clutching your phone in her left hand, while her right hand grabbed yours and shoved it onto the table next to your bed, keeping you there. It was her daily phone check, and before she had the chance to look, your new co-worker’s name popped up as she called you.
Erica, the woman in question, had just started at your job and you were assigned with helping her and showing her the ropes. It was a big law firm after all.
Natasha was fuming, and you knew if you didn’t explain to her fast, you’d be dead. “Ow, fuck… Erica’s the new paralegal. I’ve been assigned with helping her on her first day, so I gave her my number so she could ask any questions.” You winced, staring at the new bruise that was bound to form as Natasha let go of your hand.
“Then why is she calling you at what, 11:53 at night?” she stopped yelling, but her tone was still dripping with poison. She was in your face now, and you could smell the beers that she had been drinking prior to your arrival, mixed in with toothpaste. “Relax baby, she probably had a question she just thought about before she went to bed.” You wrapped your arms around her hips in an attempt to ease her.
She shoved you away, and threw your phone onto your stomach. She scoffed as she went to her side of the bed. As she turned the lamp off, she said “Block her, and ask that asshole of a boss to assign someone else to that bitch.” her voice still had that edge to it, as you shuddered and muttered “Okay.”
——— *Present*
“Work was fine, thanks.”
“Why was it just fine? Was that Erica girl bothering you again?” Natasha scowled mentioning her name. “She’s never bothered me, the only person who’s had a problem with her was you.” You muttered, but your face paled as you knew your mistake.
*Slap!*
“Excuse me?! So what, do you like her now?” All Natasha could see was red, and you knew that. You barely got to speak the first letter of your apology before she continued on with her rant. “You think you can do whatever you want just because you ‘wear the pants’. Well guess what? I could be making twice as much as you right now, but I don’t go to work as much as I used to, because I know you’d be nothing without me!” Natasha was yelling now.
Today was long enough as is, and you felt strong enough to stand up to her. “I can’t deal with this today.” You tried to walk away, but Natasha grabbed you and pushed you into the wall. “(Y/N), did you just talk back?” Natasha growled with gritted teeth. She towered over you, and now you felt way smaller than you did about a minute ago. Your back now ached, and before you knew it, you were crying. You muttered a “No, Nat.”
You saw her eyes soften before she pulled you into a hug. “Oh no baby don’t cry, I’m sorry. It’s not your fault, it’s not your fault. I love you and appreciate everything you do for me. I’m so thankful you provide for me.” You were now sobbing as she consoled you. “Come now, I’ve made dinner detka.”
———
You both now were laying down in bed. Natasha was fast asleep as she held you close to her. Nights were usually the quietest with you two, provided that you pass the phone check. Right now you were thinking. Thinking about how easy it could be if you just divorced her. After all, it was your place so you’d have somewhere to go. But you knew she’d beg you to stay and she’d apologize over and over till you felt bad. The only reason she doesn’t get as violent as she used to is because you provide for her. ‘That’s what good wives do’.
Before you knew it, you were crying silent tears. She always apologizes after your fights so isn’t it fine? She loves you right? This is right?
Thanks again for the request! There might be slight changes if I revise it later. Have a good day!
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imaginedanvrs · 9 months
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can't quit you
dom!power bottom!natasha x sub!service top!reader
warnings: toxic dynamic, degrading, oral (r giving and receiving), fingering (r giving and receiving), mommy kink, strap on (r giving), bondage, wax play, temperature play, praise
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“Do you want to stay for a while? I'm making pasta tonight,” you told the redhead as you watched her slip her bra back on.
“I've got plans,” Natasha replied without sparing you a glance. You bit your lip and nodded even though she couldn't see you, feeling the familiar disappointment bring about a pang in your chest. You were used to the spy coming over to hook up and leaving immediately after, but everytime you fooled yourself into believing that maybe she would enjoy your company beyond sex for once. You never said anything to Natasha, knowing that your absence of any persistence was what kept her coming back. She didn't have time for relationships and she certainly didn't have time for anyone needy. But you couldn't say the same for yourself and you couldn't continue to endure the ache that Natasha brought to your life.
“I don't think we should do this anymore,” you declared. Natasha looked at you with a raised brow as she pulled her jeans up, seeming sceptical of your announcement.
“Why?” She asked plainly, certainly not appearing bothered. You wished she was.
“You know why,” you countered. She didn't respond as she stared at you. “I want a relationship. I know I won't get one with you so I want to focus on other people who do,” you told her.
“Like who?” She pushed.
“I don't know yet,” you admitted. Natasha hummed with a small smile, as though she wasn't buying a word of what you said. “I'm serious, Nat” you insisted but it was clear that wasn't going through when the redhead grabbed her phone and keys.
“I'll see you around, detka,” she called over her shoulder as she sauntered across your studio apartment like it was her own home.
“No you won't!” You tried to call back but the heavy slam of the door cut you off. You huffed and lay back in the messy bed, glancing at the space next to you where Natasha had been laying just ten minutes prior.
*
You had blocked and deleted Natasha’s number so that you wouldn't be tempted to contact her again. You meant every word of what you said to her the last time you met but that didn't ensure you had the willpower to follow through. You hadn't met many people in the cold winter months that followed, unable to stop comparing them to a certain redhead. None of their eyes held the same overwhelming intensity as hers. None of their lips promised sinful highs from just one brief touch. None of their hips held that same hypnotising sway when they knew you were watching. It was unfair to place those kinds of comparisons on them,especially as they were all far more genuine and interested as Natasha had ever been. Perhaps that was the problem.
It was late on a Saturday evening when you heard a knock on your door. You had decided to have a night to yourself to finally assemble a lego kit you had bought the week before, but it seemed it would have to wait a little longer.
When you opened your door, you froze at the sight of Natasha in your hallway. She was dressed up in what you could only assume was the attire for Stark’s latest party she must have ditched. It wouldn't be the first time she had done it to come and see you.
“Miss me?” Natasha asked with a knowing smirk when your eyes took in how short the crimson red dress fell. You wanted to deny it, but lying to a spy was futile.
“I missed you,” she told you, voice low in a way you had heard countless times and had never been able to walk away from. She took a step forward and your eyes snapped to hers. You could never fight the spell they cast over you either, not that you wanted to.
“You shouldn't be here,” you reminded yourself more than her. She tilted her head slightly, her smirk unwavering as your resolve crumbled in front of her.
“But we're both glad I am,” she pointed out as you suddenly felt her hand grip your own with an assertive gentleness. Natasha guided it towards her and you let her, enchanted as you watched your own hand disappear under the fabric. The pads of your fingers skimmed across her soft thighs as she led you higher until you were met with damp lace. You exhaled shakily, finally moving your digits by your own will to stroke her covered cunt that clenched at your barricaded touch.
One soft moan from Natasha was all it took for you to pull her in by the waist and slam the door behind her as you pressed the redhead up against the wall and let your lips re-familiarise themselves. She grinned in triumph against you and you happily surrendered the price for a taste of Natasha that you could've sworn was intoxicating.
You pushed your thigh between hers and felt her buck down on it instantly. You grabbed her thighs to encourage her to grind, hoping to see a wet patch on your sweatpants when you were done. Natasha moaned again and you took the opportunity to let your tongue swipe across hers.
To your surprise, she pulled away and forced you straight to your knees. You opened your mouth to object but Natasha grabbed a handful of your hair and pulled your head back to look up at her. “You're not in charge here,” she reminded you. You struggled to nod in her grip.
“I'm sorry,” You whispered, tears brimming from the sting.
“Show me,” she ordered, guiding your head to where she needed you most whilst she pulled down her ruined underwear. You breathed in the redhead’s scent as she did so, squirming where you knelt in desperation to have her in your mouth. You barely had to wait, Natasha’s just rivalling your own.
You moaned in synchronised relief when your tongue was finally flat against Natasha's cunt. Faintly registering the dull thud of the Russian’s head dropping against the wall, you gripped her thighs as a means to anchor yourself to Natasha and ate her out like you starved. Of her, you had.
“Fuck, this is what you're made for, detka, and it's all for me,” she reminded you with a particularly harsh pull on your hair. You mumbled an agreement as you sunk your tongue into her, eager to savour as much of the dangerous woman as you could.
“You can fuck those other sluts all you want, malysh, I know you'll never be this drunk in their pussies.” You groaned, your stomach flipping at Natasha’s well placed arrogance when she told you what you already knew. “Give me your fingers,” she ordered and you complied.
To Natasha’s displeasure, you pulled away as you brought your fingers up to spread her folds, though the redhead held off protesting when she realised you just wanted to watch your fingers sink into her. She watched on with flushed features as you bit your lip and pushed two fingers in with a soft groan. Her warmth wrapped around you in a welcoming embrace, throbbing and twitching as you pushed your digits knuckle deep.
“Good fucking girl,” Natasha sighed. You snapped your gaze to the steady rise and fall of Natasha's chest where one of her hands had slipped under her dress to play with her breasts. You felt yourself ache as your eyes met and Natasha used her free hand to return your mouth to her.
You allowed her to manoeuvre your body as she pleased, finding it all too easy to follow her authority and let her use you for her own pleasure, a dynamic that seemed to serve you both well. You pumped your fingers steadily inside of Natasha as your lips wrapped around her hardened clit that pulsed in your mouth as though it had a heartbeat of its own. The spy bucked her hips into your fave at the action as she swore in Russian You smiled and curled your fingers towards yourself, caressing that sweet spot that made Natasha’s thighs tightened around your head.
“Such an obedient fucktoy,” Natasha seemed to mumble to herself more than you as she watched you fuck her with purpose, as though it was your sole mission. To be fair, that was about right. Natasha had continued to plague your thoughts in her absence. Images of her naked body beneath yours and the heavenly sound of her cumming played constantly through your days as you ached to have another fix of the redhead. And now you were getting it, you weren't about to make it quick. Though you were desperate to feel her cum, you took your time with the spy, wanting to make her orgasm all the better until she finally snapped and demanded it. You would never deny her.
You curled and pumped your fingers at a steady pace, slowing down everytime the redhead’s breathing became too erratic. You'd sooth her frustrations by flattening your tongue on her clit or sucking the throbbing bud gently. But Natasha wouldn't let you withhold from her for much longer.
“Come on, detka, show me how much you've missed me and make me cum. Mommy wants to soak your pretty face,” she told you with a short breath.
You took her in your mouth and pushed a third finger in with little resistance. The spy was wet enough to allow you to surpass her tightness and stretch her soft walls that clung to you. You thrust them fast, deep and with a perfect rhythm that had Natasha’s head spinning wildly.
“That's it…yes! Fuck,” Natasha moaned came, your name spilling over her lips as she gripped the back of your head and grinded herself on your mouth and fingers to ease herself down from her blinding high. Her grip remained tight when she steadied herself against the wall and gazed down at you with such a blissed expression that you couldn't help but flex your fingers inside her once more.
“Greedy thing,” Natasha tutted as she pushed you away. A whine escaped your lips before you could stop it and the redhead gave you a fake pout. She swiped at the wetness on your chin with her thumb and pushed it past your lips, watching with bemusement as you hummed.
“Go put on the harness and lay on the bed,” She told you as she took her thumb away. You scrambled to your feet at the idea and made a b-line for your chest of drawers. “And strip,” she added. You did as she said as quickly as you could, only turning around when you heard Natasha searching through your bedside drawer.
You lay down just as the spy retrieved her favourite dildo you owned, the maroon one that was on the larger size. You throbbed at the thought of getting to see her take it again and attached it swiftly as Natasha let her dress pool on the floor and climbed on top of you, a small smirk playing on her lip as she took in your form.
Her soft hands wandered down your exposed stomach several times, enjoying you shuddering under her touch. In moments like that, when everything she did felt so precise and controlled, you were reminded that you were in bed with a former assassin. She was ruthless and unimaginably deadly, and yet you wanted nothing more than to see her take your strap.
Natasha spat in her hand as she sat on your knee, letting you feel how wet she still was, and brought it down to the dildo to slowly spread it. Your breathing became shaky as you wanted on, feeling the base of the toy rub painfully against your clit.
“Fuck, mommy, let me fuck you. Please,” you begged as the friction built, though not being able to fuck the woman above you was what caused you the most distress.
“Soon, dove,” Natasha chuckled, getting onto her knees to hover over the toy. Your hands immediately fell to her hips but the redhead smacked them away. “Look, don't touch,” she chided.
“But-”
“Be good,” she warned and you fell silent, bunching up the duvet next to you instead.
You were caught in a trance the moment your cock grazed Natasha’s cunt, spreading her lips apart as she gripped the base and eventually sunk down on the head. You so badly wanted to help her take you, but you couldn't risk loosing what was to come.
“Making mommy feel so good,” Natasha mumbled as she lowered herself further on the toy, enthralled by the stretch to her soft walls that gripped you with might.
The redhead placed her hands behind her on your knees and in doing so greatly improved your view of her cunt swallowing your cock. You groaned at the mesmerising sight and could've sworn you could feel how she clenched around you with every inch she took until Natasha was fully seated on the toy you refused to use with anyone else.
The spy lifted herself halfway off of the toy before she was slamming herself down on it again. The motion shook you both and in an attempt to aid her pleasure, you brought your hands up to Natasha's chest and cupped her tits. The redhead managed to chuckles admist her breathy moans. “You just can't keep your hands to yourself,” she mused but made no effort to stop you, too engrossed in the feeling of the dildo working inside you.
“No, mommy,” you agreed blindly as you felt her nipples harden under your touch. Your thumbs drifted over them while Natasha steadily bounced herself above you, the occasional curse and gasped “yes” being uttered. She was a vision like that, using you for her own pleasure all while you laid back and watched her angelic features communicate the parade of sensations ablaze in her.
Once she was accustomed to the size and stretch had subsided, your cock reached Natasha’s depths with ease, seemingly stroking every minute nerve as it did and threatened to make the redhead buck under the pleasure. “Fuck me,” she hissed when her legs started to become numb.
You didn't need telling twice. You gripped Natasha’s hips with bruising relief and began thrusting your hips up to meet the pace the spy needed. “Oh god, that's it,” she confirmed, slouching forwards to rest her hands on your stomach to better support the sudden shift.
“Don't stop,” Natasha ordered with underlying desperation.
“Never,” you whined when her nails dug into your skin, imprinting half moons that would linger for several days. It only spurred you on as you guided Natasha’s frame into your own in a heated collision, one that you could never be allowed to control.
In a blur, Natasha’s trained hand wrapped itself around your throat and squeezed at the sides. You immediately felt the blood rush but it didn't defer your movements. Natasha beamed down at you as she watched your fight off your internal conflict ignited by your light-headedness.
“Don't stop,” she said, this time with a challenging tint. You accepted with a rushed nod and continued to pound the toy into the redhead. The moan it brought from her was nothing short of profane and made your entire body buss as though in a state of call and response.
“You're gonna make me cum like this,” she told you. “Gonna make mommy cum on your cock,” she said as she toppled forwards almost entirely flat against your front and moved her hips in a frantic grind.
“Please,” you begged as one hand grabbed her ass to push her deeper in.
“Fuck, y/n,” she groaned with a sharp cry, her grip around your throat tightening momentarily as she came. You saw white just as Natasha did and bathed in the euphoria that crashed over the older woman as she panted and moaned in your ear. Her muscles twitched as she came down from her orgasm and slowly rode your cock through it to sooth her pulsing cunt until she finally collapsed on top of you.
Barely a moment passed before Natasha peered over at you with dark eyes and a promising smirk. “You're gonna be the death of me,” you told her as you flipped your bodies over and grabbed your still attached hips together.
“I'm worth dying for,” she replied with a pleased smile.
*
Nat: I'll be over in 10. You glanced at the message on your phone and huffed to yourself. Natasha had added her number back to your phone when you had gone to get some water the last time she was over and you hadn't bothered to delete it again. You still had every intention of moving on from the spy, you just needed to figure out how.
Me: maybe I'm out rn. You replied.
Nat: funny. You huffed again and tossed your phone to the side, knowing your ittitance with the redhead wouldn't last once she had her hands on you.
You were right. The moment you were pushed back on the bed with the torturous spy following after you, being mad at her was the last thing on your mind. In fact, you were so enthralled by the feeling of her lips on yours that you didn't notice what her wandering hands held until the S.H.I.E.L.D issued handcuffs were secured around your wrists above your head. That was new.
Natasha looked down at you with a devilish grin and you knew that wasn't all she had planned. “You trust me, don't you?” She asked in a sickly sweet voice as she produced a blindfold. You stared at the black material as you nodded your head but Natasha tutted.
“Use your words, malysh,” she chided.
“Yes,” you breathed out. Natasha gave a low hum of approval and placed the soft fabric over your eyes and tied it at the back of your head. With your senses heightened, you almost jumped at the light kiss pressed to your cheek.
“I'll be right back,” she whispered against your ear. You shuddered and the bed creaked quietly as she got off but you didn't hear her leave and for a moment you wondered if she was still there, admiring your bare form as you listened out for her. There wasn't much point, of course. If the black widow didn't want to be heard, she wouldn't be.
It felt as though aeons passed before you felt the bed dip again. You turned your head in that direction on instinct, waiting for any indicator as to what the other woman was doing. She didn't say a word, giving you no warning when a sudden bitterly cold object was placed on your torso. You inhaled sharply and heard Natasha chuckled as she slid the object across you and left a wet trail. An ice cube. You would have laughed if you weren't so shocked, not taking her seriously when Natasha had mentioned it months ago.
“You're cute when you squirm,” Natasha commented. “Is it too cold for you, detka? You need something to warm you up?” She asked. You searched your brain for what she could possibly mean, clocking it just as you heard a lighter being flicked on for several seconds.
“I didn't think you were serious,” you admitted with an anxious laugh as you rightfully pictured the candle Natasha held above your naked body.
“Are you changing your mind?” She asked as she removed the ice cube and replaced it with her warm mouth. You gasped at the pleasantly wet feeling of Natasha’s tongue picking the water off of your torso. Fuck, you whised you could see her.
“No,” you managed to say.
“That's my good girl,” She smiled against your skin as she allowed the candle to burn and brought another ice cube to your stomach - lower this time. You jumped at the expected cold but didn't get a chance to shiver because Natasha was quick to leave open mouthed kisses across the chilled area.
Natasha revelled in your conflicted responses to her touches, admiring the way your body was entirely at her mercy to torment as she saw fit. After such a shit mission, she relished in that control.
Pulling the ice cube away from your sensitive skin, Natasha watched how your muscles tensed in expectation, but Natasha was anything but predictable and instead allowed a small bead of hot wax to dribble over you. You hissed once more though this time you pulled on the restraints around your wrists, only relaxing when the redhead locked a long strip of the wax off of your body.
“Mommy,” you whined, unable to tell if the heat from her mouth made it better or worse, all you knew was that it was exquisitely intense and unlike anything you had ever felt.
“You're taking it so well,” Natasha cooed as she kissed the valley between your breasts. At her words, you felt your already wet cunt clench. You tried to steady your breathing and focus on the striking heats but it was impossible to ignore the pulsing.
You had never let Natasha touch you before, the one trait she shared with everyone else you had been with. It wasn't like they never offered, you had just never been comfortable enough to let them. Natasha herself had asked countless times but you always shrugged her off. It didn't matter, you were a giver anyway. But with every round of alternating temperature patterns, it became harder to disregard your need.
“You're so wet,” Natasha noted as she pushed your thighs apart and kept you open, intending to focus on your thighs before she took in the sight of your soaked pussy. Her mouth watered as she watched you clench around nothing and she couldn't help but wonder how tight you were.
Just to add to your aching frustrations, Natasha spilled more wax across you, this time dripping down the inside of your thighs. Your moans were needier than Natasha had ever heard and it only spurred her on as she licked the wax off your skin and hummed at the scents of vanilla.
“Such a messy thing,” she chuckled. “Oh, detka, that looks painful,” she pouted as she saw your arousal had smeared to your thighs. “You need mommy to take care of that?” She asked, not expecting your response to be any different than usual.
“Yeah,” you whined. Natasha’s eyes widened.
“Yeah? Want me to take care of this pretty pussy?” She continued as her excitement grew.
“Please,” you whispered, your walls finally crumbling.
Natasha didn't waste another second, her mouth was on your cunt in an instant and you both gave a gluttonous moan at the contact. “Fuck,” you cried out as the redhead flattened her tongue and explored your cunt with a newfound vigour. Your thighs clasped around Natasha’s head and your hips seemed to develop their own free will as you desperately tried to grind against the source of your disorientating pleasure.
“God, you taste so good,” she mumbled against you before sinking her tongue inside. Her moans resonated through your entire body, vibrations brushing every nerve ending as she gripped your hips and forced you to stay still as she fucked you.
“Please,” you whined though you had no idea what you were pleading for. It was all so much. Natasha seemed to know what you needed and swiftly switched to sucking your clit in her mouth. You tugged on your restraints and arched your back sharply, core ablaze.
The spy examined you closely for everything that made your body shudder and cunt clench. It wasn't hard to figure out how highly responsive and sensitive you were. Poor thing, Natasha had thought as she sucked on your puffy lips as a momentary relief.
It didn't take long to work you up to your orgasm and Natasha was more than ready to give it to you. “It's alright, detka, cum for me,” she coaxed before sinking her tongue into your cunt and setting on the pace you needed from her.
“Gonne,” you whined as the pressure built and built until it was too much and you went spiralling over the edge, floating mid air until you tumbled back down. Natasha pulled the blindfold down just as you came and your eyes locked in that moment, watching each other become entirely enthralled by the other’s acts.
“Give me another,” she instructed clearly, something dark lurking behind her eyes.
You weren't sure you could until Natasha pushed two fingers into your tight cunt. You cried out as your already overworked nerves were pushed once more. But it ached so good, hurting in just the right way that you didn't want it to stop.
Natasha’s fingers thrust and curled inside you as you became a mess beneath her. She cooed sweet whispers of praise as she coaxed you through another orgasm, touching you in the ways she had always envisaged to see you come undone.
You came again with a silent gasp, your body too wrecked to have the strength for anything else. Natasha pumped her fingers steadily as she watched you and left kisses across your inner thigh to bring you back to her.
“Beautiful,” she commented as she withdrew her fingers and brought them up to her lips, staring at you with a satisfied smirk as she sucked on her digits. You watched her through hooded eyes, your frazzled brain trying to figure out how you were ever going to be able to part from the assassin.
“Mine,” she whispered as she kissed back up your chest, as though she knew what you were pondering. “Always mine.”
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batunatu · 4 months
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fcking weirdo x "i can fix him" mf
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ok, jeffery is everything i hate in a man so SELFSHIP ART RAUGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AKMANJBFVHJDNZ,LCMKJFCMCNVNVFNJFVKJFNJFNFNFJJFFFNKFJ STOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP THE VOICESSSSSS
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star-xxx1 · 1 year
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The Game for your life- Русская рулетка. 18+
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Warnings: Very dark content.
A/n: I don't want to say much. I want it to be a surprise. Might make this a series?
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The sun was starting to set as you ran through the darkening forest, the sound of crispy leaves crunching as your feet squashed them every panicky step, your breath coming in ragged gasps as you struggled to keep going. Your body is worn and torn from the relentless abuse. Pain shoots up every nerve, exploding like fireworks in your bruised and beaten vessel. You could hear the pursuer behind you. The rhythm of her hard black boots hitting the woodland floor got louder and louder as the sickly sweet tune she hummed rang throughout your tired mind. Your heart was pounding in your chest as you stumbled over a tree root, sending you sprawling to the ground. You knew you couldn't stop, but you couldn't slow down, not even for a second.
You knew you had to get up quickly, or else she would catch you. It was like you could feel her devilish aroma getting closing and closing to you like a tiger stalking its prey. With all the strength you had left, you pushed yourself up from the damp froset floor and started running again.
BANG a gunshot cracked through the forset.
Ravens' deathly caws fell death upon your ear as they scattered away. The terrifying, high-pitched sound echoing. It hovered through the air, drifting into the far abyss of the never-ending maze. Before you could even gather your bearings, you felt a strong burning sensation in your leg. You collapsed to the ground with a loud thud, the air knocked out of you. The pain was excruciating as you sucked in breaths, the sensation of the bullet tearing through your muscles and hitting your bone. It was only then that you realized that you had been shot, and the realization sent a shiver down your spine, you started sobbing at the sensation. The forest around you seemed to close in, the trees looming over you like giant monsters, ready to swallow you whole.
The tune got closer and closer along with the rhythm of the psychopath boots. It was the only thing you could hear. You curled yourself up into a ball. Until everything fell dead silent. A rough hand came and turned you over. You let out a pained groan as she sadistically chuckled.
"Doll, where are ya going?" She kneeled down to meet your weak body, her voice laced with a condescending tone
You tried to disconnect from the world and block everything out around you. You wanted to scream and cry. Run and never come back.
"Natasha." Your voice is rough and breathless. She slapped you hard, the force of the impact sending shockwaves throughout your body, only adding to the pain. Your cheek burning from the blow. The slap had been a cruel reminder of how vulnerable you were and the little control you had over your own life. Natasha had all the power, and you felt small and insignificant in her presence. You could see her smirking at you, proud of her power and ability to cause you pain. The tears streamed down your face like a waterfall.
You were done for.
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A/n: Should I make this a series? please let me know, i hoped you enjoyed <3.
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dmysterioblog · 2 years
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Masterlist II
WARNING! Most of the following contain SMUT and/or have a DARK theme!
Disclaimer! These Fanfics aren't mine! They're just some of my favorites. This masterlist will keep being updated. Check at the bottom to see when it was last updated.
Masterlist I
Dark-♤ Angst-♧ Fluff-♡ Smut-♢
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I think you promised me a date
Paring; Agatha x F!Reader
Summary: a guy is following you and you find Agatha (a stranger) and asked her to pretend to be your partner.
Rated-♡
Pacify Her
Paring: Agnes x reader
Summary: Agnes reminds you who you belong to after watching you flirt with Wanda all night.
Rated-♢♡
Next Door Neighbor
Paring; Alice Chambers x Reader
Summary: the Victory project might be messing with Alice’s head but at least one person believes her.
Rated- ♧♡
Princess
Paring; Claire debella x f!intern!assistant!reader
Summary: you’re an intern for the debella campaign on her road to her becoming a senator, and one of the hardest working on the team. no one notices how hard you work... or so you thought.
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Offer Me That Deathless Death
Paring; Hela x valkyrie!reader
Summary: odin sending the valkyries to prevent hela from escaping was a present in disguise.
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Feeling Neglected
Paring; Larissa Weems x fem!reader
Summary: You are laying down playing video games, not paying attention to her. To get her attention back, she fucks you while you play.
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Dumb
Paring; Larissa Weems x f!reader
Summary: Larissa fucks you dumb
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My Little Helper
Paring; Larissa Weems x f!reader
Summary: Reader is visiting home from college for summer break and can't help but notice the new neighbor and your mom has already offered you up to help her with anything she needs.
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Ms.Romanoff's sweet girl
Paring; Teacher!Nat x innocent!reader
Summary: you grew up in a conservative household and you know nothing about sex, but you have a crush on your teacher who leaves you with weird feelings downstairs, what happens when she finds out?
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Attitude
Paring; toxic!shuriri x blackfemreader
Summary: you’re fed up with how shuri and riri have been in the lab, and giving less and less attention everyday…but it gets resolved.
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Don't Play With Me Princess
Pairing: Shuri x Reader
Summary: You get too close with Riri and Shuri doesn't like that.
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When I Had The Chance
Pairing: Dark!Shuri x Reader
Summary: Namor hurts you and Shuri makes sure that doesn't happen again.
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Touch Me
Pairing; dom!Shuri x brat!Fem reader
Summary: Reader is feeling neglected as Shuri takes on responsibilities as both the Black Panther and the leader of the Design Group. Instead of talking it out, she tries to get Shuri’s attention in other ways.
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Sweet Girl
Pairing; Dom!Shuri x fem!Black Reader
Summary: smut with no plot…
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The Panther's Muse
Paring; shuri x fem!reader
Summary: Shuri pays a visit to Riri’s new apartment but is surprised that she no longer lives alone.
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Take it off before, I tear it
Paring; Shuri x reader
Summary: You've been feeling neglected and decide to send nude pictures to Shuri while she is in the lab. When she got back, she put you in your place.
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Watching a “Movie”
Pairing; Shuri x Fem!Reader
Summary: Shuri and the reader have a fun sleepover. 
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The Gardener
Paring; Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Summary: Y/n was the gardener's daughter, she used to help her father to yard work for Wanda. Now she does some of the work on her own. Wanda has a thing for the college aged girl and finds a way to get what she wants.
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Sleepy
Pairing: g!p Wanda x g!p Natasha x little!fem!reader
Summary: y/n doesn’t want to go to bed, so Wanda and Natasha find another way to make her sleepy…
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My Best Girl
Paring; stepmom!wanda x reader
Summary: Wanda spoils her best Girl for getting good grades in school.
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Stress Relief
Pairing; Stepmom!Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Summary: Whenever you're overwhelmed, your loving stepmom is there to make it better.
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wntrsnat · 1 year
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Regarding my last post… I do love 616 Clinatasha but lets not forget this:
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AND KINDA THIS????
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I’d add some parts of BW2020 by Kelly Thompson but I consider it horrendously ooc and the worst solo depiction of Natasha, so it doesn’t count 🥱
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burninblood · 1 year
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SHOULD I BE WORRIED??? SHOULD I BE HAPPY??
JACKSON I DON'T TRUST YOU MY FRIEND, BUT THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE SO, BEHAVE.
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wandaspetal · 2 years
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Breaking Point
𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: Breaking Point
𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦: Marvel/MCU
𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫(𝐬)/𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩(𝐬): Wanda Maximoff x Reader
𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞: N/A
𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 850
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Yelling, arguing, break up, toxic Wanda, toxic-ish Reader, Angst
𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: You are done ripping yourself apart to keep you and Wanda together.
𝐀𝐍: Random angst while I finish editing all these multi-chapter fics I wanna post. I am an unfortunate perfectionist. I may continue this in the future or I may never touch it again. Let me know what y’all think <3
“I have no reason to sit here and believe that you want nothing to do with me!” Wanda exclaimed, her hands and arms extended at her sides. “You expect me to think you don’t care for me? That you-” She scoffs. “What? That you don’t love me?!”
You gave no response and simply gripped the strap of your duffle bag so tight that your knuckles lightened. She chuckled but it was void of humor. You shifted your weight from one leg to the other and spoke after her outburst.
The living room of your once organized and aesthetically pleasing home was a mess. Couch cushions thrown around, the coffee table knocked over, a broken vase and the wilting flowers that once sat in them laid; abandoned on the ground to die. Just like your relationship.
“I don’t want to leave you—Then don’t— but I don’t want to burn myself to the ground to keep you warm.” You scowled. “It took me packing my shit for you to partially own up to the way you’ve been neglecting me these last few months.”
Screaming and throwing things didn’t work and clearly weren’t the solution; bargaining is all she has left. “Okay, but baby don’t go…I love you; you know that.” She took small steps towards you as if she were approaching a wounded animal on the side of the road. “We can work things out and come back stronger than before.”
Your eyes didn’t bother to push any tears to the surface the same way Wanda’s did. That’s when you knew it was time for you to leave, when you became numb to it all. Numb towards her jokes. Numb towards you being dragged around like a prize rather than a person. Numb to her canceling dates last minute only to see her posting her outings with her friends on social media the same day. Numb to her flirting with people when you were a few feet away. Numb to her love. All of it. You stopped caring and knew that would inevitably lead to you hurting each other. And that was the only thing you were certain you wanted to avoid. Dragging things along, longer than they needed to be.
You sighed then shook your head. “I don’t want to work on it anymore. I don’t want to work on anything, I’m tired of being everything to you when it’s convenient and me seeing you as everything and treating you as everything no matter how many times you’ve hurt me. And regardless of the number of times you’ve let me down—it’s like you’re going down a list and saying hmm ‘what else can I do that will cause them trust issues but ultimately won’t make me single again.’ Like you purposefully have been going out of your way to test my boundaries and push me to the point of complacency and you expect me to sit here and take it and believe you’ll change again? If I was enough for you, I wouldn’t need to be so docile for you to be with me and if you are enough for me, I wouldn’t be reaching my breaking point in such an exhausting manner. You’re not just disrespecting me but the love I have for you is making me disrespect myself. I love you Wanda Maximoff…but you don’t love me and I’m not waiting around for you to start when I love me more than I’ll ever love you.”
Wanda opened her mouth to speak but no words came out. She sobbed and covered her face with her hands as she finally accepted that she lost you. She ruined the one consistent person relationship she had in her life.
Your shoulders sagged as you turned away and walked out the door. Your mind and your heart battling as you begged yourself not to run and comfort her. It would be so easy to turn around and apologize and say that the two of you could work it out. The easy way is not always the right way. Natasha stood outside; leaning on the moving truck with a lit cigarette in her hand. She brought it up to her mouth a final time, inhaled then threw it on the ground and pressed her boot on it. She knows you don’t like cigarettes and didn’t want to make your mood worse from the smell.
“Sorry, I’ll leave the windows down for a bit.” She opened the passenger door then ran around to the drivers side and hopped in.
The truck roared to life, the two of you sat in silence as Natasha pulled out of the complex you and Wanda’s condo was in. Natasha spoke once she was a few miles away.
Without looking at you she asked, “Wanna talk about it?”
Your tears came rushing to the surface all at once. You released a shaky sigh, intertwined your arms and leaned your head on her shoulder. “Nope.” Your giggle was watery and filled with pain.
Natasha leaned down and kissed the top of your head then leaned her head on your own. “Okay.”
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cowpokezuko · 5 months
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Obsessed with the way that my local theater's run of The Great Comet made the fucking Anatole/Dolokhov/Helene threeway canon. A win for the toxic polycule lovers.
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jukeboxjackal · 4 months
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toxic nat and reader break up and have so much tension until they hu at a dinner party
hey guys hey guys!! sorry haven’t been here for a while but like i think i decided i’m gonna answer all of my asks (2) and maybe prob start writing again! wooo!!!
okay so first things first
1. i will NOT be doing like a full hu, there will be themes yes but as aforementioned i don’t write smut
2. this is actually a great idea so i’m gonna give y’all a preview bc it’s really late and then i’ll edit and finish later
3. sorry for taking forever twin!!
I know you miss me.
toxic! nat x fem! reader
warnings: toxic behavior, more mentioned in the future. also the usual like cursing yap yap yap
“hey”
you whipped your head around, you recognized that voice. God awful but 𝗵𝗲𝗿 voice will always plague your mind. the woman who you’ve been avoiding all night.
she looked restless, almost like she actually 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 you. ‘ha, fat fucking chance’ you thought. you debated if you actually wanted to talk to her, but she moved closer, so you knew you had to. and with a loud sigh you said:
“hi”
you mentally cursed yourself. ‘that was actually so lame, stand your ground (y/n), damn’. so you spoke again,
“what do you want natasha?” you sighed it out, you don’t even know why you’re talking to her again.
‘she’s not worth it’ ‘she never loved you’ ‘stop trying to convince yourself that she’ll ever change.’
but you know she will, she always does. ‘fuck it not today.’
you tried to turn back around, but she put a hand on your shoulder. you flinched.
“(y/n), i’m serious. don’t fucking walk away from me.” she just whispered out.
you looked back at her, and she looked a cross between pissed and so, so fucking sad.
“hey, this is clint’s party, just let me enjoy myself. i already told you i never wanted to see you again.” and you saw a flash of hurt and anger in her eyes. ‘why the fuck is she the mad one here?’
you both were at clint’s little get together, and you went outside for fresh air, but you guess she followed you out. you were happy, you hadn’t seen the team in a while, natasha always kept you away. and when they asked, you were always “sick” or “on a trip”. but now she was gone, and you finally got back in touch with them, but God, you could never muster up the strength and courage to tell them what had all happened.
natasha scoffed,
“enjoy yourself? or enjoy these other bitches? i’ve been looking at you all night, just to see you with carol, or my friends. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘦.” she spat that last part out.
you let out a dry laugh. “oh wow natasha, glad to see you haven’t changed. i have though, and now you can’t control me anymore.” you stared directly at her.
“oh please, you know damn well i didn’t do shit wrong. and you also know that you miss me, huh?” she moved closer to you.
“natasha, what the hell?” you looked around. she put her hand on your face though, softly.
“oh baby, i’m the only one for you.” “what happened was a mistake, but i promise you i have changed.” she whispered to you.
“oh bullshit, nat!” you had tears forming. “you just acted the same literally two seconds ago, stop trying to play me for a fool!” you were very much emotional now.
“and that’s why you still call me nat. you already know how much i appreciate you, and that you just can’t seem to get over me, huh?”
that was true, you hadn’t dated or talked to anyone in 4 months. but maybe that was just how impactful she was on you, that you’d been afraid to love again.
“shut up.”
“so it is true, (y/n) you haven’t changed a bit sweet girl.” natasha caressed your face.
you tried to pull away, but she had you against the wall. you could smell her sweet scent, which did NOT reflect her personality.
“just this once,” she whispered “be mine again?”
you felt too much, you just wanted it to be over.
you closed the distance between you both with a kiss.
———
you woke up in her bed again, but you swear next time will be different.
you know it will be.
when you she was dead asleep, you packed up and left.
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aleksanderscult · 4 months
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What do you think of a Zoya/Alina ship?
Another toxic relationship? Don't you think we have enough of those with Alina? 😭
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camusscigarette · 11 months
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Violets for Roses:
Chapter I: Bleed yourself out for your sins to leak through
(There's a Prologue before the chapter!!!)
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TW: Mentions of Child death, mentions of past Torture, mentions of Cannibalism, mentions of religious guilt and trauma, mentions of blood.
As the sunlight streamed through the navy blue curtains, he awoke with a groan. His hand coming to rub the back of his neck, as if a knot was tied in his muscles. He couldn't recall the events of yesterday. He couldn't recall how he ended up in Bedelia's bed. In his boxers to say the least but he knew that the two of them hadn't shared the bed in a way he'd much more prefer to have done so.
Dragging himself out of bed, he only now noticed how cold his side was. Bedelia wasn't here. Normally she wasn't a morning person, that he knew because she never took any early morning sessions with anyone. Everything must be past 11 or 12 PM. It was to be exact 8:02. Where could she be?
He picked up his neatly folded suit and went to Bedelia's bathroom, where he stripped himself of his boxers and stepped into the shower. Letting the cold water hit his body like little needles, pricking his skin ever so gently. His thoughts went back to the letter and the picture he stumbled upon yesterday..maybe if he shuffled through more books he'd be lucky enough to find something.
His thoughts wandered back to the picture. The woman who resembled Bedelia with the child in hand. ‘1928’. It didn't make sense. But then again.. nothing did. The mere thought of Bedelia being alive at that time, pregnant as well..was something out of a world of delusions.
But he couldn't help but think about it. Bedelia. Pregnant? Odd yet.. beautiful. Her belly rounded with the purpose of creating a life. Her already ample breasts fuller with milk to feed the child that she grows inside of her womb, her sacred temple. Her hair healthier. A pregnancy glow that she would bathe in for the next 9 months. She'd be soft to the touch. Sensitive and moody. And her taste, oh her divine taste would change as well. A taste he sought to taste again. The thought of her falling pregnant with his child, his seed that fertilized her ova. It excited him more than he'd like to admit, that even his body reacted to his thoughts.
Switching the water back onto the hot setting he lets those thoughts go with a heavy groan as he leaned his forehead against the marble emerald green walls of the shower. Reaching a pinnacle of ecstacy, a release but no answers and no dreams fulfilled...
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Holy Trinity Church was a Russian Orthodox church in Baltimore.
A church Bedelia preferred to attend when it is mainly empty, and the only sounds were the sound of her heels. Click clacking against the marble floor as she walked towards the altar and kneeled on the steps that lead to it.
Her knees pressing against the hard edge of the little steps, her pants making it easier to kneel on the ground though her heals were a different story. But then again, bit of discomfort was nothing to her. She was used to the long and exhausting hours of ballet, where her point shoes would leak red from the overtime spent on her tippy toes while the classical music plays in the background and Madame Boleslava told them to repeat the number over and over again till she felt. satisfied enough with it.
She found herself staring at the golden crucifix, taking in the details of the Orthodox design. A sense of familiarity filling her aching soul as she took in everything. It's been eight years since she last payed the church a visit. Yet her eyes never left the crucifix, a look of anger and betrayal always evident in her eyes as she came to the church and knelt at the altar, preparing herself for confession. Exactly eight years ago she came to confess. Drunk and heartbroken when she found out that one of her daughters killed her other daughter. Her poor Antonia..her poor Natalya..But she was the one to blame. She abandoned Antonia. Just like she Abandoned Yelena. Only Natalya escaped..but a Widow can only be pushed to a certain limit. Can't she? She has lived for far too long to fight off the cruelty she faced. Dreykov was getting bored of her and he was no longer interested in a body to use. He needed weapons and far to many weapons he had..Far too many weapons he had on hand that it became easier to slip out .And she did. But at what cost?
She remembers crying out her prayer, her confession to that very same golden crucifix like it was yesterday..
“My Dearest Father in Heaven,” She began her prayer, her tone wobbly and unsure.
“In this world, a tapestry of shadows, I stand before you, my heart heavy with the lament of my existence. I, Bedelia Du Maurier, confess my sins to you, the keeper of all our souls. I have served a wicked purpose, to seduce and to kill, to feast upon the very essence of those I ensnare. In this tragedy of life, I beg for your mercy, a baptism to cleanse my ledger, to wash away the crimson stain from my hands.” She could feel her joined hands trembled as well as her lowerlip, the familiar burning sensation in her eyes.
“Oh, Lord, grant salvation to sinners like me, who have walked the path of darkness. I yearn for a reprieve from the temptations that whisper in my ear, urging me to end it all. But now, Father, my soul is adrift, and I can no longer muster the strength to care. Your abandonment weighs upon me like a leaden shroud, your punishment, the life you've chosen for me, has been cruel and relentless.” She hated begging, yet here she was. She hated confessing to such weak emotions for she has let herself fall for the only thing she was taught to avoid. Love.
“I weep for my lost daughter, taken from me by the hand of death, and for the two others, not by the Reaper's scythe but by the cruel, twisted existence I lead. The anger and rage inside me now overpower any semblance of repentance, and my confession turns to accusation. You, God, have forsaken me, and my soul screams in torment.” It came out more like a sob, in her drunken state, mind in a haze of despair and desolation, she could no longer keep any of her growing rage in. She has kept it in for far too long.
“In this hour of darkness, Father, I beseech you, show me a glimmer of your grace. Spare me from the abyss that threatens to consume me, and grant me the strength to endure the relentless storm that rages within and around me. May your mercy shine upon me once more, and may I find solace in your divine embrace.”
The memory itself sent a chill down her spine as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Her index, middle and thumb fingers joined, she drew the cross. Forehead, chest, right , left, right and joined her hands once again where a small rosary made out of crimson red beads was held in and she began..
"Notre père qui est aux cieux.."
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sergeantflick · 1 year
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Thaniel Steepleton against toxic masculinity™
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daniel-r · 8 months
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I'd love a hug and to be whispered sweet nothings to by
Natasha Romanoff
Rhaenyra Targaryen
Alicent Hightower
Sally Jackson
My rugby coach (she's also my ex nail tech)
Basically any woman who presents to be at all motherly. Any woman who wouldn't say "you're fine" to a 12yo every day for 2 weeks while said 12yo is slowly getting sicker each day until they can't eat or move they're in so much pain. Any woman who give you or try to give you help when you ask for it. Any woman who wouldn't make an 8yo's birthday about her younger 6yo daughter. Just Any mother. Almost any mother.
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negative-speedforce · 3 months
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Spin the whump wheel for Laila and Athena please?
Obviously, since the wheel landed on "Possessed", you're getting another Nyx attack ficlet.
CW: Injury, Panic Attack, Possession/Mind Control, Themes of Child Abuse
"Hey, Athena?" Laila walked into her and Athena's shared bedroom on their ship. Athena had borrowed her cloak a few days when the ship's life-support functions went offline for a few hours, plunging the temperature, and Laila needed it back.
Athena didn't respond, but only stared in the mirror in front of her. Laila approached her hesitantly. Sometimes, Athena could get violent if she was in the middle of one of her dysmorphia episodes, and Laila didn't exactly feel like getting a mirror shard to the carotid.
"Athena?"
Athena turned around in the chair of her vanity. For a brief moment, Laila was distracted by the way the white beaded satin of her dress elegantly framed her cleavage, but her attention was quickly drawn to Athena's face. She'd seen that cold, sadistic grin on Athena's face a thousand times before, but never detected towards her.
But something else seemed off about Athena. Her lover's eyes were all wrong. Those eyes were a vivid, inhuman blue, not Athena's soft golden brown.
They were not her lover's eyes.
"...you're not Athena."
"Really, Laila." Athena stood up, cupping Laila's face in her hands. Laila flinched away, but Athena held firm. "I thought I raised you to be more observant."
"Nyx." Laila pulled away, reaching through the Force for her lightsaber, which was tucked away in a drawer. It quickly snapped to her hand, the cold metal a comfort in this uncertain moment.
Nyx turned back towards the mirror, running her hands along Athena's curves. "How your pet scientist handles this exaggerated body is beyond me."
"She seems to like it." Laila didn't dare look away from Nyx, even though her former Master had turned away from her. "And so do I."
"Ah, I see. You love her, don't you?"
Laila did care for Athena, as much as someone like her was capable of, but 'love' was a very loaded word, not to mention what Nyx would do if she knew. So, naturally, Laila just chose to ignore Nyx's comment. "Get out of her head."
"No, I think I like it here." Nyx gave herself one last look in the mirror. "Though white really isn't my color. Though, I do wonder how you would react if I were to drive a knife through her heart. The red would look striking against this dress, wouldn't it?"
"If you fucking touch her, I swear-"
"Though, you won't be around long enough to find out." Nyx grabbed the lightsaber that Laila had given Athena all those months ago off the vanity table. "I don't tolerate betrayal well, Laila, you petulant child. I would have thought what I did to you would finish the job. But apparently, I was mistaken."
"No matter how many times you seem to think you'll finish the job-" Laila blocked Nyx's lightsaber, pushing her back against the vanity. "-you never seem to be able to, do you?"
"Stupid girl. You were always too arrogant for your own good." Nyx commented, making another swing at Laila, who ducked under Nyx's blade. She took that opportunity to snag a bottle of perfume from Athena's vanity, smashing it into the back of Nyx's head with the Force. In Nyx's brief moment of disorientation, Laila bolted.
She made it to the engine room, shutting the blast doors behind her. She could feel the panic rising in her chest, flashbacks to twenty-plus years of torment, of her autonomy being denied, of her life being threatened on the daily, threatening to surface.
Laila's breath hitched in her throat as the blast door started glowing red. Nyx was trying to cut her way through. She couldn't do this. She couldn't kill Athena, but she'd be damned before she let herself be killed. She'd only just recently started finding things that she enjoyed, for Force's sake.
The room seemed to contract around her, and every little sound seemed like the roar of a TIE taking off. But Laila couldn't allow herself to panic now. A panic attack meant death. So she forced it down, taking deep breaths.
Force, I feel like a fucking Jedi with this "focus on the here and now" crap. Laila scoffed internally, to no one in particular.
Finally, with a burst of molten metal, Nyx cut her way through. Immediately, she began wildly slashing at Laila, a well-aimed kick knocking Laila's lightsaber from her hands.
"You won't hurt me. I'm the closest thing you'll ever have to a mother." Nyx taunted, driving Laila backwards until she was pinned against the hyperdrive.
"Well, you did a pretty shitty job at it, you lying snake." Laila reached out for her lightsaber, which snapped into her hand.
Nyx raised her lightsaber above Laila's head, ready to strike the killing blow. Laila took a deep breath.
"If you can hear me, Athena, I am so sorry for this." Laila jammed her lightsaber into Athena's thigh. The stench of burning flesh filled the air as pure shock crossed Nyx's face, before her eyes faded from blue to that pure ochre color that Laila was more familiar with.
Athena looked down at the blade in her leg. "What the fuck, Laila?"
"I'm sorry." Laila turned off her lightsaber, and Athena collapsed to her knees.
"Well. That's gonna scar. Bye-bye, bikinis."
Laila wrapped her arms around her lover. "Your priorities are so fucked."
"I know. I'm so vain, aren't I?"
"But I love you for it." Laila pressed her forehead to Athena's, feeling through the Force for any sign of Nyx. As far as she could tell, that moment of shock had given Athena the strength to fight her off.
"She's gone?"
"For now, at least."
"She'd better be, because that hurt like a bitch." Athena rubbed the back of her head, her hand coming back bloody and sweet-smelling. "Did you smash my custom perfume?"
"Would you rather be possessed by a psychopath?"
"Sweetheart, I am a psychopath." Athena tossed her hair over one shoulder. "But no, I'd rather not be possessed. So thank you."
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pandagirl45 · 11 months
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Clint: *chugs five red bulls* *flips a table* *power screams* I am awesome!!! I am beautiful!!! I am the best archer ever!!!!!!!
Natasha: three positive affirmations *nods*
Clint: *high fives himself* let's go! *walks out with confidence*
Natasha: nothing will ruin-
Kraven: ello pretty bird
Clint: I'm out *goes to his room*
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