#tortureporn

[piratebay]

grimmjow was one of the only reasons i kept watching bleach ngl

[chujius]

Need to read the most degenerate sick weird romantic perverted shit ever so i can be distracted

[stabknives]

It's totally ok to like slop content but also don't be surprised when artists find you disdainful like a little bug if you randomly start yapping about, like, m.cu c.aptain a.merica under their poem about grief.

[littleeyesofpallas]

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comic RiSky(リスキー)

INFLU-en-SA.[インフル怨サー。]: "INFLUENZA"(grudge)

Shintaikaizou RECIPE[身体改造レシピ]: Body Modification RECIPE

DEATH CAPE[デスケイプ！]

Dokuoya-Kaigo[毒親介護] ToxicParent ElderlyCare

Fukushuu CHANNEL URAMIN[復讐チャンネル ウラミン]: Revenge CHANNEL

Kedamono-tachi no Shikan[けだものたちの時間]: The Hour of Beasts

Musume, haishinshimasu[娘、配信します。]: Daughter, (internet)Streaming

Yuuhei Shojo[幽閉少女] Confinement Girl

Aoi Zameta Senritsu[蒼ざめた旋律]: Pale Blue Melody

Kongai SEX [婚外セックス] Extramarital SEX

Dokohe…[何処へ…]: Where (are you going)…

Modoi no Mori[惑いの森]: Forest of Delusion

Koseki no Nai-ko[戸籍のない子] Family Register's Nonexistant-Child

INFLU-en-SA.[インフル怨サー。]: "INFLUENZA"(grudge)

Midare Karakuri[乱れからくり]: Disorder Mechanism

Shura no Sumika[修羅の棲家]: Asura's House

Shirahana no Mai[白花の舞] Dance of the White Flower

POWA-HARA de "Utsu" ni Narimoshita[パワハラで“うつ”になりました]: Power-Harassment made me "Depressed"

Korosu Shoujo no Riyuu[殺す少女の理由] The Motive(s) of Murder Girl

YAMI Kawasaki[ヤミ川崎]: Dark Kawasaki

Tokutei Han[特定犯]: A Specific Criminal

Kusuburu Shitto[くすぶる嫉妬]: Smouldering Envy

MORA-HARA Otto wa SNS Chuudoku[モラハラ夫は sns 中毒]: Moral-Harassment Husband has a SocialNetworkService Addiction

Furueru Me[震える眼]: Trembling Eyes

UraAKA ni Korochireru[裏アカに殺される]: Killed from an Anonymous Account

Kawaii ATASHI no Kasegikata[かわいいアタシの稼ぎ方]: Cute Me(fem)'s way of Earning

PERSIA Neko o Kau Onna[ペルシャ猫を飼う女]: Persian Cat keeping Woman

PART Murahachibu[パート村八分]: Part Ostracism

NON DRAMA[ノン・���ラマ]

Minato-ku Kounan TOWER-MAN(SION) 35kai[港区港南タワマン35階]: Minato-Ward HighRise Condo 35F

[takanuru]

"Unmasking the Slasher: Exploring 5 Terrifying Subgenres of Horror Films"

[kiaxet]

Anyone who tries this with my fics gets put into an Amanda-designed Saw trap.

Hi,

It’s you friendly neighbor fanfic author here. In the light of this apparent new trend of people feeding unfinished fics to AI to get an “ending,” and some people even talking about “blanket permissions,” let me just say this:

I EXPLICITLY FORBID ANYONE TO FEED MY FICS TO AI. DUDE, THAT IS ABOUT THE LEAST RESPECTFUL THING YOU CAN DO. IF YOU DO IT, SHALL YOU BE EXCOMMUNICATED FROM YOUR FANDOM AND WALK ON LEGOS BAREFOOT TILL THE END OF DAYS.

That is my anti-permission.

Thank you for your attention.

[eileennatural]

i watched hazbin hotel on my parents amazon prime account and was initially horrifyingly embarrassed to do so before I remembered 1. they're not online they don't know embarassing it is. 2. they dont care for animation so they won't watch it 3. i watched all three hostel movies on their account

[keikikait]

PART FOUR WHEN

it might happen, it might not 🫶🏻

[guroperv]

hi there! :] i'm lilith, but most just call me lil or lily.

i'm 25, nonbinary and use any pronouns. i'm autistic, aspd, and the head of a system. only 2 or 3 alters use this blog to post (please feel free to ask questions about them if you are curious). 1 of them has his own blog

i am probably on your dni. i empathise with various serial killers and shooters. i post a lot of gore (including animal death) and nsfw, and am into some very fucked up shit (necrophilia, hybristophilia, mechanophilia, noncon, tortureporn, highly detailed guro, kidnapping to name a few). if that isn't what you like, then just block and move on. or feel free to leave a pathetic hate anon for me to laugh at. <3

i do have homicidal thoughts, and i will vent about them on here. this does not mean i will act on them, im simply just an unstable girl thing unable to seek the treatment i need so i cope by spilling my thoughts to random strangers on the web.

i do have a serial killer/cannibalistic alter. no i do not let him front frequently (but if he does he is one of those whom posts on the blog), esp if i am dealing with said homicidal ideation.

my alters are mostly "their own people" so to speak, some are fictive, others simply identify with fictional characters. @reapershi for example, is his own person, but heavily identifies with death the kid from soul eater so often uses his depiction to represent himself. i do have a stein alter, yes he's a fucking lunatic, yes he sometimes posts on the blog as well if i myself am not doing well. he is not harmful, however. lastly, i have a wolf boy alter, who heavily identifies with razor from genshin. he is the last alter who i allow to sometimes post on my blog. he's also his own person, but has the mentality of a feral child. he will usually only reblog photos of wolves when he is active. again, it is not common for these alters to be fronting, it does not happen all the time, only if im severely struggling with something. i have various other alters who have no interest in using tumblr too, but usually it's me at the front. just putting this here as clarification that i am not constantly switching like most did fakers tend to do. these alters are very real, i struggle very much with past trauma and my sense of identity, and i also wish the quirky "trend" of did would stop.

i do not tolerate racism, homophobia, nazism or bigotry. i do not condone these actions from any killers i may reblog or post about.

i do, however, condone the idea of natural selection. :]

likes (things i may reblog/post about frequently);; soul eater (stein my beloved), tcc (mainly serial killers (esp jeff <3), though sometimes i may reblog things about shooters), surrealism, psychology, cats, bunnies, nature, gothic style, halloween, music, gore, guro, nsfw topics, computers & older electronics

please feel free to send me dms or asks. i'm not great at talking, but i'll try to reciprocate regardless. :]

[deathbywhump]

I love whump as a deconstruction of any genre. Like, sure, it's tortureporn on the surface. But any writer who loves a character that much is doing it as a way to express it. As for someone like me, who is aromantic, I really feel seen when other whump writers say this is how they express affection for their whumpees in a non-romantic environment.

I've also been thinking about it a lot since I started reading a bunch of queer texts. The original text that coins the term "compulsory heterosexuality", for example, is a really difficult but interesting read (the text itself is called "Compulsory Heterosexuality and Lesbian Existence" by Adrienne Rich, if anyone is interested). In the recent decades, it's really nice to see all sorts of media that aren't starkly comphet, and redefine what love and romance are, especially in a safe fictional environment. In fanfiction particularly, it feels almost like revolutionary praxis against comphet, which makes me so glad like nothing ever has.

As a lesbian myself, I often think about why I wasn't able to fit in, or why I couldn't understand the "standard" idea for love. The society around me enforced a typical "ideal", especially since I was raised in a religious environment (I am an ex-catholic, lol). As a result, it felt like everything about me was wrong, especially since I never saw anything that was near my experiences in fiction—until I grew older and found queer media/fanfic. Out of everything that stuck out to me, it's definitely got to be whump. Seeing my favourite characters getting hurt and never recovering, or being held by a different character. Seeing these non-traditional forms of love be it through the whumper, the caretaker, or the carewhumper. Seeing all sorts of unprocessed emotions being worked through in whump. It's amazing. I love it so much.

And sure. I have definitely gotten hate comments saying that "this is messed up" or "it seems like you hate this character" after I write a particularly brutal whump fic. At the same time though, I don't particularly care that much if opinions differ, since I write what I like, and it's up to a reader to read it or not.

Anyway. My brain is a whump machine and I probably will never stop writing for it lmao.

[queensparklekitten]

rolling up to the magical girl fandom function in a t-shirt reading "THE RIGID BINARY CREATED BY MAGICAL GIRL FANS OF FUN HAPPY LOW-STAKES PURE ESCAPISM VERSUS GRIMDARK TORTUREPORN SLAP IN THE FACE TO THE OG GENRE WITH NO MIDDLE GROUND IS A FALSE DICHOTOMY"

[legrandepapillon]

wyllstarion | bloodpact nation, listen up! 📣

hello all, salut à tous!

it’s been awhile since i’ve been active on this blog, but i have a fun announcement for everyone. if you’re coming from twitter, this might be especially interesting to you! 🫶🏾

as you guys know, one of my new favorite ships is bloodblade/wyllstarion (Wyll Ravengard x Astarion Ancunín) from Baldur’s Gate III. i’ve been hyperfixating on them for awhile now, and i’m really letdown by how little slice of life fic we have for them. 

i would also really love to expand my writing skills perfect my craft as writer. i’ve neglected my writing muscles in recent years and i’m disappointed in a lot of the works i write now. 

because of this, i’ll be doing something that i haven’t done in literal years! i am opening my inbox for you to submit prompts for me to write. i will post the longer ones first on AO3, then here on tumblr, and finally link them on Twitter for all of my mutuals to find. 

the shorter drabbles i’ll post here on tumblr straight from the ask & link to them on twitter. if you’re reading this, my inbox is open & i’m currently taking requests. 

for the purposes of organization, i’ll only be accepting drabble prompts & requests here on tumblr though my inbox. my tumblr is linked on both my AO3 & Twitter accounts though, so it won’t be hard to find me. 

if you have a scenario that you you’ve been dying to put our boys in, you’ve come to the write place ( 😉 ). a few rules before popping over to the inbox, though!

as of right now, i’ll only be taking requests for the Baldur’s Gate fandom specifically for wyllstarion. however, if you like my writing style & want to see me try something for your ship, send the prompt over!! you might get a welcome surprised: i’m willing to try my hand at writing anything once. my one caveat is that i won’t be attempting to write anyone’s Tav/Durge outside of the canonical durge.

this is practice for me mainly!! prompts likely won’t be perfect or very long but they’ll give me something to do to hone my craft. don’t expect a soliloquy, and if you’re dissatisfied with the outcome of a prompt you’ve submitted, you can change it up a little & submit it again—i’ll be more than happy to try it again for you.

angst & nsfw request are accepted but i don’t write tortureporn figurative or literal. i will not write anything involving any character with their canonical abuser, and i will make judgement calls about certain kinks or mature themes on a case by case basis. some stuff is just not my cup of tea, hopefully you’ll find someone else who will write that!

keep it cute! literally! fluff/romance/domestic/slice of life prompts have a higher chance of getting written because that’s where i feel i excel at.

i’m not doing this on commission! this is 100% free thing that i’m doing mainly out of boredom and hyper fixation with this game/ship. please don’t be overly demanding or don’t expect the speediest response in filling your prompt. i work full time, look after my grandmother who is going blind, and i also just sometimes don’t feel like writing! i promise to do my best to fill every prompt as quickly & concisely as i can.

other than that, inbox is open & google docs is up and running. feel free to send me a prompt at any time; i look forward to making wyllstarion nations headcanons a reality! 🖤

[markantonys]

With caging and shielding the Dragon now being Tower law how is that gonna change Elaida and her Box plans? Is her ultimate plan still gonna be caging and shielding him though now it'll be a need for following Tower law? Or will there be more to it. I also feel like they'll make Rand's Box torture like 10000x worse in the show based off of how things went down this episode

yeah that's all very interesting to ponder!! i think it could lend elaida an element of legitimacy/competence, if her plan for rand is actually following official tower law rather than her just, like, going wild. maybe her influence won't slip quite as drastically after dumai's wells if it's "elaida caused a disaster, but she was trying to follow tower law" rather than "elaida caused a disaster while enacting some crazy-ass unsanctioned kidnapping plan"?

and oooh, i wonder if it could be a sign that elaida will end up standing on her own two feet as a villain rather than being a patsy for alviarin & the shadow AND being under the influence of mashadar? because if her box plans stem from official tower law, then that's good enough motive for her to come up with them and she doesn't really need outside dark influences whispering in her ear. in the books i was always annoyed by overuse of "this antagonist is acting out of plain ol regular human evil...........haha sike, they're actually under magical dark influences!" and especially with elaida, who would've been a prime candidate for "not influenced by the shadow in any way, but still an antagonist" treatment, so i've really been hoping the show might remove one or, ideally, both Magical Dark Influences from her character (and doubly so when shohreh's casting leaked, since she just oozes stone-cold competence and it's hard to picture her elaida being the kind of pathetic downtrodden crazy patsy she becomes in the books).

another interesting note is that in rafe's q&a the other day, he said "liandrin stands alone" in response to a question about whether liandrin had been merged with any other characters. now, as always, the truth rafe says may not always be the truth we think we hear, but it does seem to debunk the theories that liandrin will take over galina and/or alviarin's roles, which in turn COULD make it less likely that one or both of them will appear in the show (since galina especially would be a prime candidate for a merger, as she basically only appears in LOC (i'm sure the show would not bother with her whole tortureporn plotline after that)). and that could mean that the whole kidnapping thing is less due to Darkfriend Influence and more due to elaida just being herself and trying to adhere to draconian tower policy? ooh i even wonder if elaida might actively participate as the leader of the kidnapping instead of galina! it would definitely give her a meatier role during that portion of the story.

i forget the exact wording, but during that q&a rafe also said that he anticipates 2x07 will be divisive but that the changes were made for long-term story reasons, basically, so i definitely wouldn't be surprised if elaida and the kidnapping was part of their thought process in addition to the immediately obvious reason of them making plans for siuan's and siuraine's long-term arcs.

oh and FINALLY, it will have exciting implications for egwene's arc too! because over and over again, the books emphasize how she's a radical amyrlin who frequently breaks with tradition and tries to reform the tower. her refusing to try and cage rand and working with him as an equal instead will be another great example of that, since she's now defying tower law and defying the examples of both elaida AND siuan. in the later books, it's told to us that siuan's arc is "being a not-so-great amyrlin -> massive fall from grace -> learning lessons -> becoming wiser and using her own mistakes to teach egwene, and to grow as a person herself." in the later books she constantly tells us and egwene that she doesn't think she was a good amyrlin, but in the early books when she actually WAS amyrlin, we aren't given much evidence of this. what the show's done, i think, is to give more weight to the idea of siuan being a flawed amyrlin in order to make her long-term growth arc hit harder* AND to make the coup a bit more nebulous (vs. TSR where it feels very clearly like Rebels=Good, Tower Contingent=Bad, and only in the later books does RJ try to walk it back and say that actually both sides are equally wrong and equally right).

*normally i'm annoyed by "women losing power" arcs, but the 2x07 cold open shows that siuan didn't WANT to be amyrlin. she just wanted to retire with her fishwife! so rather than her arc feeling like she's being punished for having been a woman in a position of power, it could instead be a really touching and satisfying ending to see her and moiraine ride off into the sunset together after the last battle for some well-earned rest, letting the kids take up the mantle of power for the next age.

[300iqprower]

thanks for the tl;dr. While I don't agree with all your opinions, I get where you're coming from. Highkey, if you don't mind, what do think of Urobuchi as a writer? I frankly can't stand the man's writings, not only in regards to his "DeCoNsTrUcTiOn" of the magical girl genre with Madoka, but also Fate/Zero and his work on Kamen Rider Gaim.

It's......really hard for me to not blame Urobutcher himself for how Madoka basically killed the entire magical girl genre by causing it to be flooded with edgy tryhard tortureporn.

Like from an objective and analytical standpoint, Madoka is an incredible and meticulously crafted story. ...but subjectively, i fucking hate it, and then on top of that also hate it for what it (again, indirectly) did the genre and really just mainstreem anime in general to a certain, albeit obviously much lesser, degree. I feel like that's an entirely different discussion though, and really it just boils down to a case of "it's good" and "I don't like it" are not mutually exclusive. That's my read anyways.

Fate/Zero i love when watched bit by bit but dont like as a coherent story for much the same subjective reasons I'm personally not a fan of Madoka. For all my negativity I don't actually like nihilistic or cruel stories. Fate/Zero is actually what made me realize that, being the first time I had to as aforementioned go "it's good....but I don't like it." I love pretty much everything that doesn't involve Kerry, which is an issue when the whole story revolves around Kerry.

It's by no means without some serious issues though. Urobutcher wrote Artoria as a completely different character and it causes some serious inconsistencies that had harmful long-term repercussions, the banquet scene is a great setup that as I've discussed before falls completely flat in retrospect because nothing talked about was delivered on, and characters like Abs Hassan and Kariya got beyond wasted, just to name some of my issues with Zero.

But unlike with a LOT of Nasu's writing, actually just FGO writing in general frankly, those flaws don't contradict the ethos of the story. They come across less as contradictions that the writer couldnt be asked to rectify, as much as they do human error and an inability to make everything perfectly coherent and loop back around to the an overarching point. None of the things i've mentioned really detract from the message Fate Zero wants to give. They detract from the quality and consistency of the storytelling, absolutely, but not from the intended purpose of that storytelling. That sort of thing is HUGELY different than something like FGO just making up alternate history to suit it's narrative despite said narrative supposedly being about unity through our shared real world history.

I suppose what it really comes down to is that I don't feel malice or narrow mindedness from Urobutcher's works the way I do from Nasu. Kirei is the best example of this - i'd go so far as to argue Kirei's character didn't have ANY of the depth people now attribute to it before Urobutcher got involved. That's not even a dig at Nasu, that's just how much Urobutcher clearly GETS the kind of character Kirei is [now] meant to be. Same goes for Gilles and Kerry, those are characters that were perfect for someone like Urobutcher to execute (in multiple senses).

Again, Urobutcher is not a flawless writer by any stretch, no one is, and his style is by no means for everyone, because no style SHOULD be universally appealing...but I feel like he very much gives a shit. I feel like whether its all the way back with Fate Zero or his relatively more recent return for Lostbelt 3, Urobutcher gave a shit and did everything with as much purpose as he could. On that ground alone, I'm willing to be a lot more sympathetic to the parts of his writing i don't like, since I can at least convince myself those things (be it intentional choices or simple mistakes) were done in good faith.

[johannestevans]

BristolCon Looms!

Good evening!

BristolCon is coming up on the 21st of October, and I've ordered all the books I'll be selling there, plus have a bunch of badges ready to sell. I won't be on any panels this year, but I will be doing a reading in the evening, and I'll of course be available to chat, answer questions, or sign books.

If you're in or around Bristol, make sure to book your ticket and come along - if not, I'll be filming answers to questions on my TikTok, which I'll also repost on Twitter, Tumblr, Instagram, etc. You can send questions here on this Google Form.

As far go media recs, I have a few - obviously I've been enjoying the newest season of Our Flag Means Death, and I've started a rewatch of Boston Legal, which is a classic show that I love absolutely to death.

I also have some movies to rec!

Talk To Me (2022, dir. Michael & Danny Philippou) - This movie has everything. Utterly fucked up miserable possession horror, scary jumps and slowly building dread, great character writing, incredible editing, TikTok trends, a pair of side characters made up of an extremely hot Samoan guy built like a rugby player and an extremely hot transmasc person who absolutely fucks shit up, good jokes, good banter, utterly fucked up gore and violence! It's so well-written, it's so well-paced, it fucking rocks!

Swallowed (2022, dir. Carter Smith) - Is this movie good? No. But must a movie be good? Can't a movie effectively be a bugfuck tortureporn flick where a straight guy with a huge dick secretly in love with his gay best friend who's about to leave for Los Angeles to be a pornstar is erect for most of the movie because he ate a magical bug that has an aphrodisiac effect on him whilst trying to traffic those bugs for money, and the gay best friend has to fist him to pull some of the bugs out of his guts? And also Mark Patton is in it and dressed gorgeously and fruiting it up the entire time?

Layer Cake (2004, dir. Matthew Vaughn) - This wasn't a groundbreaking flick or anything, but it was fun and it was pretty gay and sexy. It's got a great cast, really good pacing and choreography - as you'd expect from Mr Vaughn - and a really fun, tightly-written script. Lots of room for male objectification in this one, and that's honestly why I'm reccing it.

We also watched No One Will Save You (2023, dir. Brian Duffield) - I recommend this with a caveat, in that like... So Swallowed is obviously a bit of a shit flick, but has a lot of great stuff going on despite that - No One Will Save You is incredible... for the first two acts. The aliens are haunting in their movements and design, the world feels so real and rich, we get a deep insight into someone utterly consumed with agony and regret at the worst thing they'd done in their childhood. The third act is a complete fumble, and the last ten minutes particularly had me fucking raging. I still think that the rest of the film is so good the movie is worth watching - Kaitlyn Dever really carries it beautifully whilst having no dialogue at all - but just. Be prepared for a shit ending, that's all.

New Works Published

Our Flag Means Death Fanfiction Update: Repentance & Forgiveness

Rated E. Izzy/Frenchie. 49k+, WIP. On the Queen Anne, Frenchie can't sleep.

Desperate to just get whatever he can away from Blackbeard's crew, he knocks on Izzy's door and invites himself in.

Chapter 13 on Ao3 / Chapter 14 on Ao3

Romance Short: Workplace Connections

A junior secretary makes a friend at work, and some more besides. 

10k, rated M, F/F. A young woman makes friends with one of the only male secretaries in her workplace. 1960s Manhattan, featuring lavender marriages, period queerness, misogyny, etc. Light-hearted age gap cheeriness. Adapted from a TweetFic.

Read on Patreon / / Read on Medium

Erotic Short: Yes, Sir

A criminal accountant’s goon obeys his orders, then takes them a bit further.

3.6k, cis M/trans M, rated E. A criminal accountant has his big bear muscle guy fuck him, and the bear does so until the accountant is a whimpering mess. Vaginal sex, size difference, rough sex, objectification, implied overstim, power dynamics and role reversal, age difference.

Read on Patreon / / Read on Medium

Erotic Short: A Gift for the Wolfmen

A young man in a brothel is invited to join a quartet of hulking wolf-like warriors.

6.4k, rated E. Two trans men, both being gangbanged by four cis wolfmen with huge cocks.

Fantasy universe with adventurers and so forth. Featuring stuck-through-wall and grope boxes, body writing, vaginal, oral, and anal play, huge come inflation, size difference, knotting, power dynamics, virginity kink, objectification and dehumanisation, degradation, humiliation, breeding kink, body modification, mentions of lactation and pregnancy, and enthusiastic consent throughout.

Read on Patreon / / Read on Medium