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Reblog if it’s ok for people to give you $599.99

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It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 👁️👄👁️

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reblog the money pigeon for a financially stable future

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Finally made something based on Lizzie’s final death- I love her character and how tragic everything and I needed to get some ideas out lmao

(inspired by this post)

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The Forgotten Sacrifice

I died as I lived

embarassingly

GOING ABSOLUTELY INSANE RN

like and reblog if u think Lizzie deserved better

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:)

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“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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Holy Ghost in art.

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The funny thing is, I don’t even want to die. I just simply don’t want to exist in a corporeal form. It requires too much maintenance and responsibility. I’m just excepted to become an adult and just figure everything out for myself. The thoughts of the future scare me. Having dyscalculia, I’m not sure I can handle most jobs that involve math. How can I survive in a world which thrives on numbers when I can’t understand them? I don’t want to be homeless or struggling just to make ends meet. However, if it does come to that point I’ll find some way to painlessly kill myself and earnestly pray to Yama for a better reincarnation when I meet him. 🤷🏽

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I’m so fucking miserable that its crazy. I virtually have no friends at all and I’m just sick of having to face everything alone. I’m terribly jealous of people who are actually important in other people’s lives. I want to be sought after, I want to be cared for, I wanted to be cherished and looked at as if I was the brightest thing in the world. Why can’t I have these things? Am I not enough? Am I’m not trying enough? If so then please whatever gods are listening, please tell me what the hell I need to do. My life is so fucking boring and monotonous. I do the same thing everyday, rinse and repeat. What the hell can I do to break this cycle?

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finding a fic that I really like but then seeing ‘top male reader’ tag really crushes my soul

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i love you guys so much

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A small little thing that I created.

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I just had to reblog this, like cmon

picking the "yeah i wanna marry him" option when your moms ask what you think of cove

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lit meme ✨ eight protagonists 1/8

↪ Julia Wicker, ‘The Magicians’ trilogy by Lev Grossman

“Julia knew things Quentin and the others didn’t. She hadn’t had the Brakebills faculty standing over her for four years making sure she colored inside the lines. She’d talked to people Quentin never would have talked to, picked up things his professors would never let him touch. Her magic had sharp, jagged edges on it that had never been filed down.

It was a different kind of education, and it made her different. She talked differently. Brakebills had taught them to be arch and ironic about magic, but Julia took it seriously. She played it fully goth, in a black wedding dress and black eyeliner. Janet and Eliot thought it was funny, but Quentin liked it. He felt drawn to er. She was weird and dark, and Fillory had made the rest of them so damn light. Quentin included. He liked it that she wasn’t quite all right and she didn’t care who knew it.

The Fillorians liked it too. Julia had a special rapport with them, especially with the more exotic ones, the spirits and elementals and jinnis and even more strange and extreme beings–the fringe element, in the hazy zone between the biological and the entirely magical. She was their witch-queen, and they adored her.”   for @salty-winter-adult <3

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so how can i hate her?

…. am I the monster?