#took these pics on the same day as melodys n i was gonna wait to see if a prompt matched this but i haven’t been paying attention djdbdjd

[addywalkers]

soojeong and marisol walking to dance class! they’re very excited abt the upcoming winter recital 🥰

[writing-in-the-impala]

Hey Darling: Part 5

Pairing: Rob Benedict x Reader Misha Collins x reader

Series Summary: You’re new to conventions but it’s okay because you meet some pretty amazing people, including Rob Benedict.

Warnings: Swearing, angst, suggested smut

Word Count: 2894

A/N: I’m posting this from my phone because I don’t have access to a computer right now so yeah I'm using the Tumblr app which isn't too great. Also there’s massive paragraphs because on moblile Tumblr there’s a stupid 100 text blocks per post limit.

Part 4 | HEY DARLING MASTERLIST (if a part is missing or the link doesn't work just search #hey darling on my blog)

The flight was long but you spent most of it asleep when you landed it was late in Friday night because you couldn't fly in on Thursday due to filming and you didn't want to take the early flight, when you arrived at the hotel you and Misha said bye and went straight to your own rooms. You decided to open up the "g-spot" group chat and see what the girls have been talking about.

-- 20:03--

Bri: Has everyone got their stuff for Karaoke on?

Kim: Ruth and I are already downstairs we're waiting for you Bri

Bri: I'll be there in 3

Kim:

Look how hot Rob looks in this pumpkin Suit just for you Y/N

Bri: Wait is it official yet?

Kim: Y/N ?

Kim: Y/N is probably still on the plane

Bri: Damn missing her hot Robbie

Bri:Happy early birthday y/n have this sexy beast and I’m not just talking about Ruth ;)

-- 22:43--

Ruth: Where's the after party?

Kim: Brian's room, room 127

Bri: Yeah my room bring drinks!

Kim: I'll be there in a min babe

Bri: Okay, Rich, the band and Matt are here Rob is coming after he checks if Y/N has landed ( Y/N have you landed?) and Adam + David went to the shop to buy drinks

Ruth: I have some drinks in my room I'm coming to your room

You decided to text Misha and ask him if he's going to Brian's room for drinks.

You: Mish you going for the after karaoke drinks with the group?

Daddy Misha: Sure when?

You: Well 20 minutes ago everyone was on their way, I was thinking I'll go to buy some drinks and then go

Daddy Misha: I'll do the same wanna go together?

You: Sure, I'm ready when you are

Misha and you quickly went to but a six pack of beer each before going to surprise everyone in Briana's room. You knocked on the door, you and Misha with great big smiles as Kim opened the door and then squealed in joy. "Fuck guys I didn't expect this, this is so fucking awesome." She exclaimed hugging the two of you. "Hello to you too." Misha said and at that moment you realised his hand was on your back so you shifted your weight uncomfortably and he moved his hand. You walked in and greeted everyone and then you noticed Rob on the bed laying down balancing a beer on his forehead as Rich took a photo. You picked up the beer from his forehead surprising both of them. "Thanks for holding my beer." You said with a smug smile as you watched Rob's expression change from surprised to happy, he quickly stood up from the bed and embraced you in a long hug. "Hi." Hi breathed out. "Robbie are you going to let her go so I can say hi?" Rich asked and Rob let you go rolling his eyes. "Hi." You and Rich said in unison sharing a short hug.

"You said you'd ring when you arrive at the hotel." Rob said quietly. "I know but the girls and I have a group chat and they said that everyone is coming here so I thought I'd surprise you."

"Well it's definitely a great surprise." Rob said. You stayed for another hour, most of the time you spent lying on Briana's bed next to Rob and Rich, drinking beer. Around one am you decided to go to your room and Rob said he'll walk you there, you walked down the hall way holding hands until you for to your room. "It's here." You said stopping at the door. "Okay, well then I'll see you tomorrow morning, have a amazing night."

"See you in the morning Robbie." You said before the two of you kissed and Rob left to go to his room. The next day was busy yet again you were running around from place to place, luckily you did have some time to sit in the greenroom and relax. You were sitting at a table on your phone, Rob was sitting next to you on his phone and Rich was opposite you on his phone too, all of you on your phone in silence.

"Hey Bobbo." Rich said breaking the silence but Rob didn't look up. "I see you." Rich continued and Rob looked up to see Rich filming.

"Oh Jesus." Rob said putting his phone down on his lap and resting his head on his hand. "You know who else sees you?" Rich asked calmly. "DICKCHAT!" Rich shouted making Rob laugh and shake his head. "Should I ask or?" You asked confused. "It's a thing he does, Snapchats but he calls it dickchat." Rob explained to you. "Right?" You said giving Rich a puzzled look. "Just because my name's Richard, it's not dirty." Rich explained. "Alright ." You said shrugging and looking back at your phone. Not too long after it was time for your panel that surprisingly didn't include any questions about Rob, after you were done with everything you went back to the greenroom tired after everything, you lay down on the couch and drifted off to sleep. You were woken up with Rich shouting "Dick chat." And the first thing you said was "fuck you Rich!" When you woke up. “Sorry Y/N I was recording Bobbo.” Rich said woth an apologetic look. "What you doing Robbie?" You asked sitting up to look at him and he was sitting with his guitar in a chair. "Thinking of a new song." He replied casually. "Oh I want to hear." You said and he laughed at your enthusiasm. "I haven't thought of anything yet." He said picking the strings in a slow melody. "But I could play something for you if you want." He suggested with a small smirk. "I'd love that." You said and Rich stood up. "Ew couples." He said making you and Rob laugh as he left. "Okay." Rob said adjusting himself and beginning to strum and find the tune before looking at you and starting to sing.

Hey darlin', what you doing here tonight?

Your eyes are shining bright as the sun.

Hey baby, won't you look at me tonight?

Wont you make me feel like

I'm the one,

He had a shy smile as he looked down at the guitar before looking at you again.

There's one life I've ever known

Much I've changed but not outgrown

And I'm trying to make a go

Alone

But I can't see without your stare

When your voice is never there

There's a void hang in the air

At home

Hey darlin' can you dance with me tonight

Let me hold you tight

In my arms

You nodded a yes making him chuckle slightly before the pase of song got faster.

When I wake up

And I'm kicking myself

For not holding the door

When- "SNS is starting in five minutes!" One of the handler's shouted interrupting Rob and he sighed softly. "Sorry I have to get ready." He said putting his guitar down. "Damn, but that was just wow, better than you on stage of that's possible." You said and Rob grinned widley. "Well there's plenty more where that came from, I can serenade you all you want."

"You're great." You said with a smile standing up. "You're greater, anyway I'm gonna go backstage to join the guys." He said giving you a small peck on the cheek."Break a leg." You said and he just stood there not moving away. "Rob? Hello earth to Rob you need to go." You said making him laugh. "I'm sorry you're just so beautiful I got lost." He said leaning in to kiss you, it was a passionate kiss however he pulled away quickly because he actually had to leave. You decided to sit at the greenroom table with everyone as they all sat on their phones or talking to each other, Misha came over and sat next to you. "Hey." He said. "Hey I feel like I haven't seen you all day." You said."Same although I did see you kissing Rob." Misha whispered with a sad look. "What are you jealous?" You teased him. "Slightly." He whispered and you didn't know what to respond. "Sorry but you know he's my boyfriend." You said at lack of a better thing to say. "I know but I was thinking we have over a hour of SNS where Rob is busy but we have nothing to do, want to let off some steam in my room?" Misha suggested. "Misha that's-" you began. "I know it's risky, I just, please." He pleaded and you nodded. You were starting to confuse yourself, you liked Rob a lot but then there was Misha it was a safe when it was exclusive to Vancouver where Rob wouldn't find out but here when Rob is there it was too risky. You got to the hotel you guys were staying at in ten minutes and into Misha's room. "Want anything to drink?" Misha asked. "Misha I can't do this." You said sitting down in his bed. "You can't drink?" Misha asked and you sighed. "No I can't do this." You said gesturing between the two of you.

"I understand." Misha said with a sad expression sitting next to you. "I- I, you know I like you and I like well our arrangement? If we can call it that but I can't do it when my boyfriend, who I think I'm in love with although it's too early to tell is playing on stage in a hotel ten minutes away." You said tearing up feeling guilty for cheating on Rob. "Hey, hey Y/N it's okay." Misha said hugging you. "We won't say a word about this, Rob will never find out that something nearly happened okay and if you want we can stop this all together even in Vancouver because I get it you feel like you're cheating, just remember to delete the pic of us kissing in bed that I took." Misha said winking and  letting you cry into his shoulder. "Just please stop crying it's okay, think of the plus you've finally said you love Rob."

"I guess I have." You said sitting up and checking your phone. "If we go back now we can make it so it seems like we never left." You said putting the phone down on Misha's bed. "Let's go then." Misha said grabbing his jacket putting it on. When you guys got back you went backstage and from there to the table everyone was sat at. "Where have you been?" Kim asked you. "I left my wallet back in my room and since we're going out for drinks I thought it would be a good idea to go and get it."

"Oh okay you know that Rob will be buying you drinks and you won't have to spend a cent." Kim said making you laugh. The rest of SNS was great as usual the band played a great show and after  you all went to a bar, you were quite tired so you and Rob left early of course loads of comments were made. "Y/N can I ask you a question?" Rob asked once you two were outside. "You just did, but yeah sure what's up?" You said but he only gently smiled, something was bugging him.

"Well where were you and Misha when the show started?"

"We went back to the hotel I left my wallet in my room and Misha offered to go with me and pay for the taxi on the way there." You lied noticing Rob smile. "Okay, I'm sorry I know you wouldn't cheat on me I was just paranoid." He said quietly. "Robbie don't be scared." You said entangling your fingers with his.  You two walked for a few minutes before you heard a voice behind you shout "I ship it!" You turned around to see the gang walking behind you. "You two are slow walkers, and not very subtle about your relationship." Rich said. "Shit I didn't even think there's fans everywhere." You said to Rob and he smiled. "I mean it's been two months, and we're fine, I guess we don't have to hide it."

"Rob, are you suggesting we tell everyone?" You asked slightly frightened.

"I don't see why not, we're both happy, we're bad at hiding it we might as well."

"We can't- I'd have to tell my parents first or they'd murder me if they'd find out online and not from me."

"Yeah I'd have to tell my mom and sister or they'd kill me." Rob said. "Let's wait and the we'll announce it soon."

"Soon." You echoed. When you got to the hotel you went to Rob's room to watch a movie in bed with him and some wine, however you started to panic when you noticed you were missing something. "Fuck, shit." You said checking all your pockets.

"What's wrong?" Rob asked watching you search yourself."I- I lost my phone."

"Oh jesus, okay don't panic we can find it." Rob said pulling out his phone. "I, I I'm sure it's around here somewhere." He stuttered while starting to call your phone. "Okay I'm calling you, maybe go to your room see of you can hear it and I'll listen out in here." Rob suggested and you agreed, you ran to your room which was just a few doors down to look for your phone. Rob was still calling you when all of a sudden someone answered the phone. "Hello?" The voice said. "Hi who is this?" Rob asked. "Misha, Rob I thought you'd recognise my voice ." Misha said laughing."Why do you have Y/N phone?" Rob asked suspiciously. "I don't know, I guess she left it in my room." Misha said genuinely. "When was she in your room?" Rob questioned. "Um..." Misha didn't know what to say. "When was she in your room Misha?" Rob repeated more sternly. "During SNS I offered her a drink in my room but actually she wanted to get back a soon as possible so she came in sat down and we left." Misha tried to explain. "Okay thanks Misha I'll come fetch it." Rob said through his teeth hanging up and going to pick up thevohone, no too long after you walked in.

"Not in my room." You said sitting down next to Rob. "Maybe it's in Misha's room." Rob said through his teeth. "Why would it be-" you questioned as Rob interjected. "I don't know why would it be in Misha's room?" Rob said standing up and walking away. "I can't believe you Y/N." He said stomping around.

"Hold on I'm missing something why are you all in a mood." You said your own anger starting to build over his accusations, of course he wasn't wrong but he couldn't possibly know.

"You know, I, I don't understand, I've been nothing but kind and caring and- and you do this?" Rob looked both disappointed and angry at you.

"This? What's this Robbie?"

"I found your fucking phone." He spat.

"Thanks but I'm still missing why you're fucking upset."

"You're phone was in Misha's room."

"Oh." You said realisation hitting you.

"Oh? That's all you're gonna say? You won't even apologies? I thought we were happy, I wanted to tell the world but you kept hesitating at least I know why." Rob said his voice breaking in parts he was obviously hurt.

"Rob it's not like that. Nothing happened!" You felt the tears build up. Rob took a deep breath before he started to pase in the room.

"And I'm supposed to believe that? You mysteriously leave the con with Misha and go to his room, Misha the guy who you are really friendly with for some reason."

"Rob! Please stop, nothing happened I promise!" You cried guilt pouring over you.

"Oh jesus, oh fuck this wasn't the first time was it? You guys fucking live together this is normal for the two of you isn't it?" He spat.

"Rob,  please-"

"Please? Don't speak to me anymore."

"Rob I told Misha in his room that I'm in love with you, you, Rob Benedict."

"Was that before or after you two fucked?" Rob's words were like venom.

"Fuck off! That's just cruel you won't even listen to me! Honestly you don't trust me enough to go to a guys room? Do you trust me at all ?"

"No because it's Misha."

"Misha Collins, one of the nicest guys on Supernatural who fucking has a charity? Oh yes he's the anti Christ!" You said sarcasm flowing. "You know what I mean, there's no question that Misha is a great person but I knew that there's something going on I'm so dumb I should've never started going out with you."

"Fine if you never wanted to go out with me then okay, I'm leaving." You said tears flowing down your cheeks. "I'm not stopping you, please go. And here's your fucking phone, great picture by the way. "  He said handing you the phone with the picture of you and Misha kissing in bed, the picture that proved it, now he just told you to leave, fuck, he was going to tell you he loved you but instead the whole phone fiasco ruined it. He watched you walk out the door slamming it behind you.

Part 6

People who’s hearts I just tore out because I ruined their relationship with Rob...Aka Rob tags: @waywardswain @supernatural-everyday @winchestergirl-13 @perksofbeingafangirl26 @natasha-cole @girl-next-door-writes

[ham-lin-ton]

Post hamilton feelings

okay so i just got back from NY today and hamilton was AMAZING! ngl i was a little afraid it wouldn’t live up to the hype, but the hype is Real y’all!! my full hamilton #Review is below and feel free to shoot an ask or a msg if you have questions or just wanna Yell with me about it, i still have a lot of feelings and Opinions. and besides for hamilton, NY in general was ofc amazing! it’s so big and loud and bright and beautiful!! the buildings were so cool looking i felt like such a tourist taking pics of all the buildings and shit but i couldn’t help it, i loved the #Aesthetic so much. i had so much good food and cocktails! we toured the morgan museum and library and it was so cool to see all these old documents and abstract art. the strand was so cool, i bought a second hand vintage aesop's fables book and a cool hamilton themed canvas bag, i honestly could have spent all my money there. we p much walked from midtown (our hotel was in hells kitchen) to lower manhattan (west village) all day on the 31st and the rooftop party on new years eve was so cool! the empire state building was all lit up and was right there. if you got my snapchat you probs saw the pics and the following drunk snaps... there was an open bar, so i had a good time lmaoo

okay first of the theatre is beautiful, and i had front mezzanine seats so i was on the 2nd level. my view was great, i could see everyone clearly and i only had to lean forward a little bit because of the dude in front of me and his fat head.

okay im gonna get my criticisms out of the way first so i can get back to gushing. now some parts i wasn’t quite sold on was thayne jasperson as laurens/philip and seth stewart as lafayette/jefferson.

now i’ll be honest i love jordan fisher okay so im maybe a bit biased here lmao. he’s a babe and i love his voice so much (if you haven’t heard lin and jordan fisher doing your welcome, 10/10 would recommend), so when i saw that jordan wasn’t playing my boi john laurens that night i was disappointed, ngl. i really wanted to like thayne, i really did. but. he just.... did Not do it for me. his voice is very...young and boyish sounding. higher pitched and almost squeaky in parts. it suited him well as philip when he’s playing a child but as john laurens?.....ehhhhh. he just could not sing out those smooth crooner melodies like anthony ramos and i kinda felt like he trying too hard to sound like anthony. also thayne is....very white. and tbh the line “but we’ll never be truly free until those in bondage have the same rights as you and me... wait till I sally in on a stallion with the first black battalion” just did not have the same bite coming from a little white boy.

as for seth stewart.... his lafayette was a bit forced. the accent was kinda jarring and distracting. during my shot he was really rushing it. i felt like he was trying to take it too fast and bust out those guns n ships level raps right away. when the whole point is that lafayette is unsure with english at first so he’s a bit slower and more hesitant but then by guns and ships he busts out with that IMTAKINGTHISHORSEBYTHEREINSMAKINGREDCOATSREDDERWITHBLOODSTAINS! and you’re like whooooooa! character development!!! and that did not quite happen. i was impressed that seth actually managed to pull of those guns n ships raps really well tho. so his lafayette didn’t quite do it for me, but his jefferson was amazing! jefferson has moves and swagger lol! you like him but you kinda hate that you sort of like the guy cause he’s an asshole, but he’s also charmed you a bit as well. you’re kinda sitting there like WAIT i don’t wanna like this guy but i sort of do!!

keep in mind that i have no other comparison other than the soundtrack and watching the bootleg a couple times. i was overall impressed at how true to the soundtrack it sounded!! the voices that really stood out to me were javier munoz (hamilton), brandon victor dixon (burr), nicholas christopher (washington), andrew chappelle (he’s a switch for p much all the parts but that night he played herc/madison), and mandy gonzalez (angelica). everyone was amazing but these people just really jumped out at me

javi is really enjoyable as hamilton, like i do enjoy lmm’s voice but let’s face it y’all he’s a rapper and a writer at heart, he doesn’t have those traditional broadway pipes. he still moves you and hits you right in the gut with his voice, but it is unique and distinctive, especially on broadway. so hearing javi, a objectively better singer, do hamilton was very refreshing and enjoyable. he also brings so much passion and intensity to the role and almost like a mischievous? quality as well.

dixon as burr was also very good... the burr songs (wait for it and room where it happens) were def like the highlights of the show. dixon kind of has more of a rapper quality to his voice than leslie odom jrs’ burr, who has that velvet and smoke jazz singer kind of voice. wait for it utterly took my breath away. he starts off so calm and controlled and by the crescendo he is passionate and intense, enraged even. it’s the most worked up you see burr and it’s amazing to see him go from 100 to 0 and bring it all back down to the burr like calm and control that we see all the time with him.... dixons voice was so strong and intense and when it ends and he’s standing there in darkness with just the lone light shining on him and quietly whispers “....wait for it”... ahhhh! one of my fave burr moments was how during aaron burr, sir at the line “you wanna get ahead?” burr grabs hams plain brown jacket he’s wearing at the time and like gestures and looks at it like really? you expect to get ahead looking like THIS

nicholas christopher had such a stage presence! and it’s amusing to notice that he is literally the only person in the show who can seem to say no to Ham outright. i also loved his Look, hes bald and has a big beard and when he comes out in right hand man banishing the sword it looked so badass. one last time was so intense and i was impressed that nicholas christopher managed to pull of those chris jackson runs, he sounded almost exactly like chris jackson on the soundtrack

andrew chappelle is also one of my faves, his hercules was amazing and he pulled of the swagger and presence really well but he really shone as madison. he adds so much sass and exasperation to madison, especially when it comes to jefferson. you really get the sense of him just humoring jefferson

now someone who REALLY blew the roof of the place with their voice alone was mandy gonzalez. she also played Nina in In the heights, and now she plays angelica. satisfied was one of the best parts and her voice just filled the whole theatre til it was bursting!! and the choreography and use of the turntables during satisfied was impressive, they literally rewind everything to how the scene is set during helpless when angelica, eliza, and ham meet.

speaking of hamilton and eliza omg, they were so cute??? like they’re so sweet with each other and are almost always constantly touching hands or touching in some way when near each other, which makes it that much more sad later when during non stop he tears his hands away from eliza (and angelica too) and during quiet uptown when hamilton tries to hold elizas hand and she jerks her hand away from his. another thing about quiet uptown was that when eliza decides to forgive him, hamilton is pretty much breaking down. like his shoulders are shaking and he’s openly crying and eliza is standing there impassively coldly ignoring him until she holds his hand and they turn to each other.

rory o’malley is delightful as king george, he is so petulant and ridiculous that you can’t help but laugh he had the whole theatre cracking up.

alysha deslorieux and peggy/maria was amazing! she has the same smooth low quality to it that jasmine has and say no to this was actually quite sexy. the soundtrack does not do it justice. hamilton and maria kiss pretty deeply with a lot of heat for like 10 seconds and during that part where hamilton is practically moaning “yes! yes! yes!” yea maria is essentially giving him a lapdance at that part, it was a very sensual scene.

parts i cried/teared up during (yes i am weak and emo okay)

-helpless

-satisfied

-wait for it

-that would be enough

-dear theodosia

-the laurens interlude

-one last time

-hurricane

-burn

-it’s quiet uptown

-best of wives and best of women

-who lives who dies who tells your story

[yumenosakiacademy]

Me.trocon 2017 Saturday

diary for future me, read if you want but it’s rly only 4 myself tbh. Cosplayed: mik.an Tsumiki

OKAY so the morning was rly bad and hectic and i dont like remembering it but i woke up and got ready bc the lol.ita fashion show was at 10 am and dad n i left and dad stopped by burger king to get himself some food but my cramps flared up BADLY and i had a midol in my bag so i took it out but im afraid of pills and cant swallow them so i was shaking and then i started crying and the drive-thru girl was like “oh gosh are you okay?” and i explained what was going on but rushed and sloppily and she was like “oh this happens to my lil sis too.. it’s okay sweetie just relax” or soething and i had dad park the car in the parking lot of burger king and for me to put my midol in a BK crospy crown and take a huge bite and swallow but that backfred and i chewed some of the pill and it was Blegh but the midol didnt kick in right away and the cramps were still v bad so i had dad rive me home so i could lie down for a while and i asked mom to use the heater bc she accidentally woke up so i asked her while she was awake and she kept saying no bc she liked it but when i begged she let me use her bed and used mine and it barely helped but overtime i gradually geew okay and hadd to calm myself so the stress wouldnt make my cramps return and i left at like 11 am and i missed the BB panel too but it’s Okay and i walked in and met up w haji near the ticket place and thankfully her mom let us wander around the con

so we went to the GF panel but i was mainly distracted by a small octopus plushie on some guy’s head and haji n i kept joking abt us knocking it off his head and abt the guy playing space jam and bassboosted music outside the panel room and it being audible whenever someone opened the door to leave or come in pff... but the dipper did the lamby dance and it was cute aa and the dipper offered ppl in the audience scooby snacks to any of the audience so haji n i had one n it was rly good aa i hadnt had one of those in years theyre Yummy...

Anyway, after that, i tried to go to the DR meetup, but it was rly rly tiny?? like we held it inside w like 2 handfuls of ppl and we tried to get the junkos to step on the tsumikis (there were 3 of us, including me) w 2 junkos bc i requested it but the junkos didnt wanna accidentally pantyshot the camera so we got up from our kneeling positions haha and haji went to the dealers room for a while while this was going on and i tried to help the mikan when she said she got a cut on her face but she said it was alright and eventualy haji came back and i left w her and we decided not to go to the m.lp panel that i kind of wanted to go to and instead went to the dealers room and looked around and i showed her the idol merch table and haji said she’d buy me anything bc she didnt get to give me a birthday present earlier on in the year so i looked around for a Big hamster plushie or something but those seemed expensive so we came back to the idol table and got me the tori keychain i’d been wanting since yesterday or thirsday and haji got a tsukasa and then we ran into the ppl running the fine panel and we all joked abt “ALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS, EICHI!!” 

and we walked around for a bit more before going to the rw.by panel but we could barely hear and we had to sit at the back of the room due to lack of seats so haji and i just whispered to eachother the whole time and i had haji read part of an en.stars smut fic w impregnation kink (just kink not actual mpreg) and a lil stupid thing i wrote abt rei and koga and then we watched the service dog near us near the other corner and watched it lick the carpet and Rest and enjoyed watchin it then we tried to walk around and someone asked for a pic of me but i was like “UHH WHERES MY SYRINGE PROP” so haji thought i elft it on the floor of the other panel and she left to go find it while i waited near these ppl bc they were just hanging out anyway and i kept worrying like “shes been gone for a while.. is she okay this shouldve been quick oh god” and my cramps started returning a lil but i tried to keep myself calm and the uraraka was like “are you okay i can go try n retkrkieve her if she got lost” and i was like “it’s okay” and eventually i checked deep in my bag and found it and i tried to call haji but she arrived just as i called her and i was like “i found it im sorry aa” and then we Ran to the en.stars panel

AND THE EN.STARS PANEL WAS SO SO MUCH FUN!! I have the first half recorded on video and since it’s rly late rn, i wont type too much abt that, but i asked eichi if he was anyone’s sugar daddy and, if not, would he be mine and he said he was kind of one to hajime and bought him lots of things and haji asked who was the most into minions and it was apparently Tori and i showed them the scooby doo au i made w some of haji’s assistance and showed wtaru (and the others) the Scoobkai Doonata that i drew and they all were laughing and i wa glad aa and the topic of vore came up again and i showed them shino’s ku.rochia vore post and the kiryu was like “OH MY GOD CAN I GIV U MY TWITTER SO I CAN BE SENT THAT” and the panelists were laughing and tori read the tweet aloud while laughing and i told them the ensemble vore account and eichi was like “well, theyve prob gained more followers today” and i asked if anyone in the audience wanted to see it and omeone rasied their hand so i showed them and they were laughing too and it was Wild.wataru apparently named his doves after fine members and tomoya, and i asked kiryu if he could lift rabits + fine and they nodded and i later asked if he knew that he’s a thicc bara and the fandom thirsts for him and he laughed and nodded. Haji asked them if they’d heard rainbow circus nightcore bassboosted and the eichi said they played it at practice ssometimes (i thick this was ooc not in-character answer) and someone in the audience actually KNEW the person who made that and messaged them and they messaged them that tori said they liked them and the rainbow cisurcus stuff and the person replied w “ Why” and honestly this whole panel was FUN but so someone told us where the en.stars buttons were so the fine group, their friend the kiryu, haji, and i all went to the booth and got buttons and i said goodbye to eeryone and walked around for a minute then haji n i went into the vol.tron talk panel and haji had to leave aww and after that the vol.tron panel was mostly shitty fanfic reading, swearing, and roasts and i wanted to go to vol.tronival but for reason i thought thatd be rude bc the panelists were like “we have to compete w... THAT” and so i stayed and went on my ipad most of the time.

I went to the per.sona 5 q and a and it was so full that i had to stand in the back but they sometimes kept bringing up per.sona 4 and perso.na 3 so i was confused and they said they were abt to start trivia and it might have spoilers so i took that opportunity to leave bc i dont want spoilers and it was kind of boring so i walked around the dealers room and i found a Rock and Uno and i talked to them and turns out the Rock was actually the mondo from the day before bc they said “hey, sweetie!” in a nice tone and i was confused and they were like “ah im the mondo btw!” so we talked and i talked abt how i watched both seasons of nan.baka in like.. 2 days and i was like “uno’s best boy-” and rock (as a joke) went deadpan and walked away and i was like “ROCK IS ALSO A GOOD BOY JUST.. UNO...” and rock came back and i said that uno and nico stole my heart and uno fistbumped me and rock was like “you should cosplay w us sometime~!” and i said i was considering doing uno but couldnt and i cant do most of the characters bc long sleeves and rock said i’d be cute as the chinese qi kid and i was like “i cant paint myself either but thank you!” and they had to leave but i got rock’s tumblr and they called me cute or sweet and i looked around the dealers room for a second more before scurrying to the LL panel and apparently the thing was 2 hours??

but anyway it was p funny and we all just messed around and did q and a and games like handshake  killer and karaoke! i sang half of Sentimental Liars but my voice wasnt as loud as i wouldve liked it and kind of shaky bc i was cold and Nervous and the nico from the panel and another random guy clapped for me and the 2 en.stars fans in front of me said my voice sounded nice and at some point i overheard those 2 talking abt making a screamo cover of melody in the dark and i was like “omfg are yall gonna actually make a cover. go fully hardcore” and Dead girl walking and candy store got sung and it was a Fun panel. the kiryu from earlierwalked in too so when everyone was talkign to eachother near the end of the panel, i asked shino if they wanted to say anything to the kuro and shino asked them how ranking went and the kiryu said they couldnt rank and shino was just so happy and keysmashing and asked f i could say “pls lift me mr.bara” and the kiryu chuckled and the kiryu was like “do they want me to like.. do anyfin?” so i asked shino and all he said was “DAB” so i took a pic of the kiryu dabbing and shino said they hadnt been feeling well so it cheered them up so i told the kiryu that and they said to tell shino that that made them happy and when the kiryu and i swapped tumblr apparently they already follow me and im like “FGNEGN DUDE.. I KNO U IVE SEEN U IN MY FOLLOWERS LIST IM YUMENOSAKIACADEMY ROX...” n they were like “oH” and they showed me a funny post abt shu and i proposed a tri.ch shu hc and then they ahd to leave but i stayed for the vol.tron panel but i was messaging shino thru most of it but i saw lynds (as lance) get hugged by the panel’s lance and i read some en.stars doujins and messaged another friend too so i wasnt paying much attention, then istill stayed in the room for the rw.by panel, but same i was just on my ipad but i saw some of the dares and the jaune sang and stuff and evemtually it was over and i walked around taking pics before going outside to wait for dad to pick me up 

and i took a pic of a pidge, lance, and keith and gav em lollipops and the pidge was like “omg ur nails.. wait, did u go to a hai.kyuu panel last year?” and i was like “ah, no i was casu.al d v a” and they were like “yea, but u went TO  a hai.kyuu panel, yea?” and i said yea and they were like “aa i was the hinata u talked to. i recognized u bc the nails” and i laughed bc thats my only noticable feature, huh. pff