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notyetjaded1 · 8 years ago

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1-117 :) please answer all of them

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don’t mind me as i just use this as an excuse not to stare at my own face until i go to sleep

previously asked questions here & here!

1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

Oooooh. The state of the world and politics and equality issues, figuring out my life purpose and real abilities, why I always have the inspiration to film at the most inopportune moments, and fucking taxes, man.

2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Actually…yes! Sometimes! People are super cute.

4: Do you find it easy to trust others?

Fuck no. Not in the slightest. And yet here I am, sharing my life on social media and video. Constantly. Weird.

5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?

Sleeping. Because I’m secretly 80 years old. Don’t judge me.

6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

No one. Because I don’t get drunk outside of definitely safe spaces. Because I’m paranoid af and, as we just discerned, do not trust people. 8: Are you close with your dad?Relatively, yeah! :D9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?Lol, nope, sadly not. Been a little while now, actually? When did I film that Q&A…? 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?Water. Because I’d like to survive as a semi-healthy human being. And water is fucking good. 12: Do you like hickeys?Giving or receiving? Giving, fuck yes. Again, I’m a literal vampire who likes biting people far more than I should. Receiving. Ehhhhh. It’s a weird mix of, hey, I like the aesthetic of bruises and all that other pseudo-grunge bullshit and, hey, I don’t like the idea of other people having their physical mark on me. So. Yay. 13: What time do you go to bed?Fuck me, too late. I say as I try to get in bed between 9 pm and 11 pm because I have to be awake at 4:45 am to get ready for work and I know that I am constantly tired. It used to be closer to bewteen like 11 pm and 1 am in my college days and I fucking miss it because I used to be so much more productive, fuck. 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Kind of? Yeah, I feel like there are people that I have high hopes and expectations for and yet…they never seem to be able to live up to them. Because there’s a horrid mismatch between their goals and the steps they think they need to take to achieve them. Vague. I know. And yet. But at the same time, when there’s evidence to suggest I shouldn’t trust someone with certain things, I do tend to lower my expectations so they can’t let me down, so there’s that. 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?Nope, not at all! I am very right handed. 16: Do you always answer your texts?hahaha, no, I’m the worst. I try to get to them within a certain amount of time. But like. I really am the worst with social interactions. I apologize in advance for being a shit human being. 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?Nope. Because I have no idea who that would be. 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?How many times have I now seen/watched Jack play Undertale and how the fuck does his screaming help me fall asleep?? 21: Is anyone else in the room with you?Not at the moment! 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?Not in the karma kind of way; at least not really. Like, self-fulfilling prophecies, sure. You create your own expectations and then either that makes them happen or it makes you on the look out for it. But I do think if you behave a certain way, it’s bound to bite you in the ass. 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?Not in the slightest. Four months ago fucking sucked, man. All of the family stuff going on + existential crises (literally, could not function, was so anxious) about school + do I/don’t I continue youtube, and all the world bullshit? Yeah, no. 2016? Was not a good time in my life. 25: In the past week, have you cried?I’m not even kidding, I was about a breath away from crying when I saw snow in Denmark. I’m emotional, okay. 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?Currently? Surprisingly enough, navy blue. 27: Do people ever call you by your last name?Nope! Thankfully not! 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?LMFAO probably. 29: Do you have a best friend?One best friend? Nah. Really close friends who I adore and appreciate. Absolutely. 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?…yes because I’m secretly a very jealous and insecure person. 31: Who was your last call/text message from?@dreams–die��today!33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?Yup. 3 of the…4?? people. 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?Um. Hm. twenty…six…? seven…..? we talked about it and I literally have the worst memory. Sorry. 35: How many more days until your birthday?191. Apparently. 36: Do you have any summer plans yet?Hopefully start a new job!! But we shall see!

37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?Very much so. :) 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?Not necessarily keeping things? Like. Not secrets really. They just never really came up? 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?Anyone? Not that I can really think of? 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?Nope, can’t say I have. 41: Do you think age matters in relationships?I mean, yes, to the extent of legality, consent, maturity, and power hierarchies. 42: Are you available?In…what…way? Emotionally? No? Schedule wise? There is nothing on my calendar for 10pm on a Tuesday night? 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?Real, strong feelings in what way??? 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?I spent my entire middle and high school life wanting lip piercings. Hardcore wannabe emo kid right here. 45: Do you believe exes can be friends?Absolutely. I think if things ended well and consensually and whatnot, you do you. :) 46: Do you regret anything?LMFAO YES. 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?Literally too much. Should I be on YouTube, video ideas (anxiety v depression, inspiration v self-criticism, etc.), school, suicide prevention job opportunities, research, clinical work, social mishaps, etc. etc. etc. my mind is a joyous place to live. that’s a lie. 48: Did you ever lose a best friend?Not like…passing away kind of lose, but I have had best friends that I am no longer friends with. 49: Was your last kiss a mistake?Nah, I enjoyed myself. 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?Because…I don’t actually want a relationship? Plus define like? Plus again, that social anxiety thing. 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?I…don’t…think so?52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?Literally messaging them right now. 53: What was the last thing you ate?I had some green juice thing? Hello, yes I am from LA, how could you tell? 54: Did you get any compliments today?YES BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE ON TUMBLR MAKE MY HEART SING. 55: Where are you going on your next vacation?Las Vegas, I think? For Backstreet Boys! 56: Do you own anything from other countries?My brother just brought home wine from Israel, does that count? 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?I think I have a pretty good/even mix of both! 58: Where have you lived most of your life?Los Angeles. Or the surrounding cities. For all my life. 59: When was the last time you took a long drive?Vegas, a few months ago. :) 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?Once. I was in elementary school. Nothing happened. And then never again after that. 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?Nope! That would be quite rude! 62: Who do you text the most?Lately?? I actually don’t know?? 63: What was the last movie you saw?Moonlight! 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?The fact that they don’t exist?? 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?….one? I think one? Was that 2011……? Fuck, I should ask. I literally don’t recall. 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?Nope, they’re not! 67: Do you curse around your parents?Yes, because I literally cannot help it. Don’t let me around small children. 68: Are you happy with where you live?Sure, relatively. Especially lately since there’s been actual rain! 69: Picture of yourself?http://shaynainshambles.tumblr.com/tagged/my-face70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?I think both. Which is weird. I like the intimacy of monogamous relationships and I’m a very jealous person? But also like…I like open-ended relationships because intimacy with many people, please yes. 71: Have you ever been dumped?I actually have not. 73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?Um. Yes? Again, that 2/4 people being fwb thing. 74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?the other because I’m a socially awkward fucking mess. 75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?I like hair. Also collar bones. Also arms. Also smile and eyes. And everything. People are just very pretty. 76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?@dreams–die–today, I think?? 77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?Nope! 78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?Nope!! 79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?Jack-motherfucking-septiceye. You all. Literally, you all. getting asks and comments and building a community of human beings. helping people. psychology/inspiring mental health awareness and advocacy and integration. etc. etc. etc. 81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?I feel like that has happened more recently than ever before or ever imagined…82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?About never, actually? 83: Do you miss your last sweetie?Um….what? 84: Last time you slow danced with someone?lmfao 85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?I…think…so…? technically…? briefly??? Idk. I literally don’t know. 86: How can I win your heart?Oh, let me count the ways…figure it out ;p 87: What is your astrological sign?Leo! 88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?Sleeping…89: Do you cook?I mean, if I had to, I could learn, but nope. I can steam vegetables, I am set! 90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?Technically? I often do not talk to my “old flame” for months at a time, but that’s pretty much the usual for us. 92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?I really prefer the multiple close relationship thing. Idk, about dating. Dating is weird. But. Yeah, I think time and making sure you enjoy each other’s company is good before just like…committing.93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?I don’t really. I really am finding myself far more interested in people after I start getting to know them as human beings. Like, physical attraction is great and yes, absolutely a thing. but if I’m interested in them any more than something pretty, I get invested based who they are, etc.? The more you know. 94: Name four things that you wish you had!Money, self-confidence, a supportive and engaged community, the ability to be successfully mindful and productive when I want to be. 95: Are you a player?In what way……? 96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?I….don’t think I have? 97: Are you a tease?Tad bit. Maybe. yes. sorry not sorry. I kind of love it. It’s fun to be flirty and tease and shit, man. 98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?Not yet! 99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?Not like…happily ever after kind of idea of love. But I do deeply care about people. 100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?Absolutely. Ya’ll are fucking lovely. 101: Hugs or Kisses?Mmmmm. Do kisses with hugging involved count? 102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?Very much so. Hello. 103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?Hair. 104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?Can be? I think it’s just a term of endearment. Which I’ve started doing, so who am I to comment. 105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?No??? That’s not okay?? Unless there was consent from all parties involved being like…yes, I am aware and in full, enthusiastic support of this. 106: Do you flirt a lot?Hello, as I’ve said, flirting is my horrible way of connecting with people and stress relief. I’m sorry. If it does bother anyone at all or make them uncomfortable at any point, please do tell me and I will not do it. 107: Your last kiss?happened?? at some point?? 108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?Nope, have not. 109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?Yes? I think it was less than a month ago? 110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?@51centurywoman and/or @thelootqueen because ya’ll are fucking incredible ;p 111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?Uh. I have an assumption but who knows? 112: Does someone like you currently?Apparently?????????????????113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?I have many feelings for people constantly. 114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?Serious flings. 115: Ever made out with just a friend?Glowing endorsement for fwb currently, yes. 116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?I’m honestly not that reliant on relationship status? I really like having people i can have fun with and be intimate with and just like..enjoy and have them enjoy. that makes me beyond happy. 117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.Opening the floor to you folks: any other questions? also, what kind of content do you like to see/hear? Also, tell me something positive that happened to you today! Let’s take a moment to focus on the good. :)

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washiboy · 8 years ago

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1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?Yes, a lot lmao… zoinks scoob. 2.When did your last hug take place?Uh… I actually dont remember lmao… Maybe my mom when she came home or something i am hug starved tbh yikes 3.Are you a jealous person?Yeah… But i’m capable of keeping my mouth shut most of the time and just wanting people to be happy over my jealousy 4.Are you tired right now?Yeah, a little!!! But i’m all good tbh. 5.Do you chew on your straws?Uhhhhhh i try not to if they’re the ones u keep but if they’re like fastfood ones that u throw away probably tbh lmao 6.Have you ever been called a tease?Hm. i dunno… 7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?Nah, i dont think so.8.Do you cry easily?It depends… what it is i guess? I think i need an emotional attachment to be able to cry at something or it has to be something i relate to. I can recognize something in a super realistic movie is bad/sad but it doesnt really effect me emotionally… but i cry a lot over cartoons and characters i relate to because ive seen them over so much time? is that bad? uh…9.What should you be doing right now?something with you10.Are you a heavy sleeper?Yeah, i’d say so. But if someone comes into my room i wake up straight away,11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?Yeah. I’ve only had 2 big ones and both were a lot over that so… 12.Are you mad at someone right now?Myself?13.Do you believe in love?Yeah. I love love. lmao14.What makes you laugh no matter what?You, and dank memes 15.Who was the last person you talked to?You! 16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?Yeah, but i also feel really calm and comfortable at the same time.17.Will you get married?I think that it’s a nice thing but its not something that i necessarily strive for in life? Like u can have a partner for life and you dont have to get married if u dont want to. You can do what you want, if what society wants doesnt suit you. 18.When was the last time you smiled?UM abt 10 mins ago (at 22:00)19.Does anyone like you?Yeah, i’m mostly sure at least LMFAO a lot of the time i have no idea why tho like…20.Do you secretly like someone?Secretly? no.21.Who was the first person you talked to today?My little brother, i have to get him ready for school in the morning lmao.22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?You, Bil, or jo.23.What are you NOT looking forward to?Uh… anything academic in the future… I know its stuff i enjoy but its terrifying… 24.What ARE you looking forward to?Death stranding, sherlock season 5, Doctor who in april, YOI this year, going to an aquarium, my academic career to be finished, seeing you on tuesday25.Has someone of the opposite gender ever told you they loved you, and meant it?Probably. Not sure how to answer this bc of being trans kinda lmfao. Whatever26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?I’m happy for her now.27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?No.28.Are you a forgiving person?Depends on the person. If i genuinely care about you, yeah. If you do something ungodly, then no.29.How many TRUE friends do you have?3.30.Do you fall for people easily?Kinda… I get crushes on a lot of people but i think i only fall for someone when i connect w them… and i tend to fall hard…. yikes 31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?Uh, no? lmao32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?LMAO hot chocolate 33.Who was the last person you drove with?You probably lmao!!!34.How late did you stay up last night and why?UM about 10.30 maybe because i’m ill and tired but i was watching brooklyn and wanted to finish the episode lmao.35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?Not right now… but eventually yes. Absolutely 36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?UM… OH bil today ahahaha on sc i deleted it tho pfff37.Can you live a day without TV?Yeah lmfao…38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?Ugh when the sherlock times changed and i realized i wouldnt be able to go see it.39.Three names you go by…Sam/Samuel/Sammy lmfao40.Are you currently in a relationship?No!!! I wish wtf 41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?TREASURE PLANET 42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?Yeah!! But i dont think you have one necessarily… some people do, some people have multiple throughout their lives or at the same time. 43.What’s your current problem?being sick and not with u 44.Have you ever had your heart broken?Yeah, but not in the traditional ways probably 45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?They dont work unless the end goal is to move in together, and soon… They require a huge amount of trust and work and are stressful probably.46.How many kids do you want to have?Like 7 dogs, a few cats. Birds, snakes, ferrets…47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?Ugh…it depends? Im not that great at initiating things but i can tell someone if i think i have a chance… depends how im feeling generally too.

THANKS FOR ASKING ME SO MANY LMAO WTF UR THE BOMB.COM !!!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖

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ramle17-18 · 7 years ago

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9/16/17

i’ve been slacking so much on writing these whoops! so, this past week:

monday - first day of pedagogical training. wanted to die because the adviser is the most disorganized person ive ever met and seemed to have no clue what she was talking about. it made me so nervous and anxious for the program lmfao. sultana was also nervous and i feel bad for her bc she’s gonna be at a school by herself, and i know that’s making her really anxious too

tuesday - we had our first visit to ben gurion, which is the school marleigh and i will be at. the kids were WONDERFUL. so adorable and they seemed to like us a lot! i was surprised to find out that the english teachers really did not speak english well, though. i guess it makes sense, since ramle is a poorer city, but it was strange to sit in on an english class and see that.

it was also sultana’s birthday, and we all had plans to go to tel aviv. but i was super anxious for the north trip so i said i had a migraine and stayed home, because i was nauseous and had a headache and knew i wouldn’t sleep well that night...i was correct lol

wednesday - north trip! i was nauseous all fucking day. we were supposed to go on a 2 hour(ish) bike ride when we got there, but they decided to take us rafting in the jordan river instead because it was so goddamn hot out. it was fun, although i got a glimpse of how seriously immature some of the bat yam folk are lol. then later we went on a hike which was way shortened and saw a waterfall, and it was absolutely stunning.

we stopped at a lookout point where we could see the syrian border, and they talked a little bit about the civil war there. some people had been to that spot on birthright before and said that the last time they were there, they’d heard gunshots and things. it made me so uncomfortable that we were sitting there as happy tourists while people were probably getting killed within our line of vision, just on the other side of an imaginary line.

we stayed at a kibbutz that night and i roomed with marleigh and sultana, and we had a quiet night in of heart to hearts and tarot readings, it was nice!

thursday - still nauseous lmfao (although i realized i accidentally took two birth control pills by mistake somehow? so that might’ve been part of the reason why, plus anxiety, plus altitude sickness)

we went apple-picking in the morning and got more apples than we know what to do with, and then we went to tzfat, which was cool. we saw a glass-blowing demo which i loved, and also we heard from an artist who gets his inspiration from kabbalah, which was also really cool. i was so happy to get home though.

friday - didn’t do much, enjoyed a great sleep, went to the shuk and the grocery store and got some food staples so i can feel comfortable eating over the next few days. nurit kept offering to get me a host family, but i truthfully told her i can’t handle an israeli shabbat dinner every week, it’s just too many people trying to pressure me to eat too much food

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