#too bad I'll never have my own kids to break this dumb tradition
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#on this random monday evening I'm feeling salty how growing up in my family any touches were strongly discouraged#and although I was and am loved by my family members#hugs were only for special occasions like bday or xmas and that's it. very short and impersonal#I grew up understanding that no one would want to touch me unless required by social norms#we would eat at the same table as a family also only twice per year for xmas and easters#even birthdays were “here's your slice of cake take it and go play”#affection was through service and food and care but hugs are so nice why would anyone hate hugs from a child ;-;#I don't think I ever heard and actual “I love you” from my parents either#and I tried to say ilys myself instead but it so visibly makes them uncomfy it's not even funny#too bad I'll never have my own kids to break this dumb tradition#but anyway guys tell your loved ones they're loved#it's better to say it more often than not at all#(also even my cat doesn't like to cuddle 🥲 what sort of military family is this eh)
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Spy x Family Episodes 13-15: The Dog Saga
So, these ones were sorta one long saga, so I'll be putting my notes in one long post. These episodes removed any doubt in my mind that this was one of my favorite shows I've ever seen.
Hey, new intro! This is so cute, I love it.
But this one shot gives me thoughts. I have so many questions about her past, and I can't stop wondering.
Yor is so bad at cooking, but at least she tries. She's not great at the traditional motherly stuff, but she's still amazing in her own way.
Those pet shop dogs have more abs than I do. I'm not afraid of getting biten by them, I'd be afraid of getting punched. Jeez.
Well, okay, maybe not. Those teeth look like buzz saws, so I'm definitely still afraid of getting biten, too.
Anya trying to help her Papa with his spy stuff without him knowing she's trying to help is always amazing.
"I'm not sure if I'm changing or if its just the times, but a kid like this being a terrorist is a hard pill to swallow"
That just says so much about how much his family has changed him. He can't see things the way he used to.
This dog looks like a cross between a fluffly dog, a polar bear and an otter, and he has the voice of an elderly human man. I love him already.
And he can see the future. Fun.
WHY DO WE HAVE MORE BACKSTORY ABOUT THE DOG THAN WE DO ABOUT ANYA?
Also, how to you get future vision from trying to science the dogs to be smarter? How does that work? I would understand if it was based on knowledge, but he's predicting Lloyd's death before he ever met him.
Those dogs ARE smart! If you aren't afraid of an angry Yor, then you're dumb. They no better than to mess with her after she turned the last fuy into a living bouncy ball. Human bodies are not supposed to move like that.
Anya just saved the world by drawing on a wall with ketchup. And nobody knows it was her.
Anya is SMART. She knows how to get her way. She knows the agency will ho along with almost anything to keep her happy and keep operation stryx on track. Because she knows about it in the first place, she knows she can make empty threats to derail the mission as a final trump card. We know she wouldn't, she wants to keep her family the way it is. But they don't know what's going on in her 4-year-old brain.
THEY'RE TOO CUTE I JUST CAN'T!
I'm not okay my heart is a puddle on the floor I love them so much-
So, I feel like there HAS to be some big reveal eventually. There's no way that doesn't end up causing problems. And I refuse to believe the whole "just leave the family behind and go to the next mission" plan was ever ACTUALLY on the table, even if he thought it was.
I think it's gonna end with either Lloyd quiting/retiring from the agency, or with the whole family becoming a part of it. Yor is already well suited for most of that stuff, and Anya has proven she can do the whole mission thing... well, as well as a kid her age can. Still, there's no way the family breaks up. No possible way.
And after getting that little bit of backstory from Handler, I think she'd actually be pretty understanding of either option. Looking forward to seeing how everything plays out.
So far, my only real complaint is how little we've seen of Yor. I mean, we see her as a mother, and she's amazing, but her whole assasin thing is just... there? Like, we know she’s doing that in the background, and she’s done a lot of impressive things, but we almost never see her as an assasin. She's the only one really out of the loop with the whole Operation Stryx thing, and with everything focusing on Lloyd and Anya, she doesn't get nearly as much time to shine. I really like her, but it feels like the show has been doing a lot of telling without much showing. It's not like we haven't seen anything, but it would be nice for her to have a little more time to shine.
#spy x family#anya forger#bond forger#lloyd forger#yor forger#you get three guesses as to who my favorite character is and the first two don't count#she's just so cute I love her so much#cryptid says stuff
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Michael's Song
HSS Michael x MC (Jordan) in Midnight Sun AU
*Disclaimer: Most of the lines I got from the actual movie the Midnight Sun and all the rights belongs to the creators and writers. This is merely a converted fan fiction*
Part Two
"Maria Flores." The principal announced.
The audience erupted into cheers and applause, the principal shaking hands with the Student Council President/Valedictorian as he presents her diploma and Maria Flores bowed proudly to the crowd.
His name is to be called next on stage. Michael stepped forward, not knowing exactly what to feel and to be honest, he just wants this whole thing to be over and get the hell out of Cedar Cove.
He looks behind him and sees a timid blonde girl whose name he barely remember from the classes they shared. Emily Hawkins? Emma? Going farther, he caught some of his teammates' eyes from the line and they raised their fist.
"Go Tigers!" Caleb cheered. Michael smirks.
"Michael Reginald Harrison." Principal Hughs called from the stage.
A ruckus of cheers and hollers came from both the Varsity team and the cheerleading squad. Even some of his 'outcast' friends-- Morgan, Koh and Wes-- joined in on the noise.
"Yeah, Michael!" They yelled.
"Congratulations, Michael." The principal told him with her usual fond smile.
Michael shakes her hand and takes the ribboned diploma from her then raised it in the air, seeing both his parents sitting on the bleachers along with the other, proud smiles on their faces for once. Not the constant disappointment he sees from them all the time.
The graduation continued, unaware of another student, a certain girl named Jordan, has been watching the whole thing live on their local city news.
Jordan smiles on the screen. There he is. He must be famous, she thought, seeing as a lot of students cheered for his name.
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Jordan wakes up around nine in the evening. Her room shrouded in darkness with only a glimpse of the light down the streets.
There is a noisy honking sound coming from the outside and she gets up quickly to check what it was. Down outside, the streets is littered with teenagers walking in groups, chatting excitedly among themselves as they passed.
"I can't believe this is happening!" The driver of an SUV yelled at the others, honking the car.
They must be the students that graduated earlier that day, just like her. Only the difference, they appear to be heading somewhere fun and exciting.
With a sigh, Jordan showered and gets dress before walking down the stairs. The house appears to be empty at first, then she goes down the hall and into a dark room where her father had been setting up a set of photographs.
"Ooh. That's a good one!" She said, watching her dad hung a grayscale stolen shot of herself to a cable.
"Something weird's going on right here." Scott pointed on a spot where her face is.
She punched his arm, pouting, then looks around the dark photography room. Since waking up, Jordan had an idea of going somewhere other than her room, but she wasn't sure her dad will be up for it considering he rarely let her go anywhere by herself.
"Hey, Dad, uh..." She bites her lip nervously. "I was wondering if I could go play with my new beautiful present at the train station tonight..." Earlier, her Dad gave her a present...the same guitar her mom used to play for her years ago.
Scott turns on the light, looking down his watch with a frown. "It's 10:00. Why can't Maria just come over? You could play here for us."
Jordan groans. "Maria's busy with her family. And, Dad, I love playing for you-- I really do, but I also need to get used to playing in front of other people. Please, please, please! Fred will be there. He'll watch out for me-- And I graduated today! Yay!" She wrings her hands in a faux festive way. "Isn't that the American tradition, to extend my curfew?"
Her father looks up the ceiling, trying hard not to grin. "Okay, I'll extend your curfew one hour--"
She squeals in delight, wrapping her father in a hug as she jumps up and down her feet.
"-- which means midnight, okay? Hey, and text me right when you get there, or I'm not just gonna call Fred, I'm gonna come down there. It will be so embarrassing it will become urban legend on why kids should stick to their curfew!"
"I love you!" Jordan shoots finger guns at her dad before disappearing out the door.
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Michael managed to get himself his own bonfire.
The rest of the party has been in full swing at the distance, their classmates dancing, playing and laughing on different bonfires surrounding the beach.
He takes a swig of his beer. Michael had been watching Caleb, Julian and Wes having fun with Payton and the other girls from cheer squad.
To be honest, being here is as much fun as waiting for the graduation ceremony to end. Michael didn't want to be there, but unfortunately, he has a group of athletic friends who practically hauled him out of his house a couple hours ago.
"Dude, is this place--"
Michael shoots the guy a serious stare, then watch with a satisfied smirk as the guy rush as far away from him as he can.
He takes another swig.
From their bonfire, Michael noticed Wes heading his way. Julian and Caleb jostling behind him.
"Hey, don't do that thing." Wes pointed out when they reached his spot.
"What thing?" He sighs.
"That." Julian shrugged.
Wes pats his back. "I mean, you look all sad and it makes me sad."
The three guys chuckle, obviously had drunk too much already.
Julian offered him another can of beer. "Please, just chug this beer and come hang out!"
"Dude, you dodged a bullet, man." Caleb grins. He was probably talking about his failed application to Berkeley, where Michael had been hoping to go after high school and escape from this town. "You were gonna be up at the ass crack of dawn every morning, taking tests, nowhere near the beach. And now, we get to do this..." The guy gestures around them. "Our whole lives!"
Oh, for the love of God, please no. Michael says inside his head. He stands to face the others with sarcastic snorts. "I forgot, doing this our whole lives, it's way better than a full ride to Berkeley."
Julian turns to whisper conspiratorially. "Giselle, on three o'clock."
As expected, the girl indeed went to join them, her gold hoop earrings swing on the side of her face. Giselle gave her a dazzling smile. "Michael..." She says his name in a sing-song way. "You're in trouble."
"What did I do this time?" He played along.
"You didn't get me a drink."
"I didn't know you were thirsty."
"Now you do!" Giselle suddenly pushed him on the left shoulder, making him wince, and her mouth dropped open in surprised at what she did. "I'm sorry!"
"It's okay." Michael grumbled.
"Is that the bad one?" The girl lifts the sleeves of his black shirt, revealing the long jagged scar on his shoulder. "Well, now that you're not playing, maybe you'll have a little extra time for me."
Ah, there it is.
Michael and Giselle grew up close in the small town of Cedar Cove, since Kindergarten actually. For a long time, they were best of friends. Going all over town, recording epic videos together. That was them.
Yeah, typical high school story... The jock and the cheerleading captain getting cozy all the time. But at some point, Michael got tired of everything. He started missing out on parties, spending lunch breks away from everyone. The injury was only the last straw.
"I also have some extra time for you." Wes quipped. "And I'm not playing ball."
Caleb nudged him on the ribs. "You were never playing ball, dude."
"Giselle! Get over here, bitch!" Her friends called out.
"Hold on!" Giselle touchs Michael's arm, her voice turns soft. "You're coming to my graduation party, right?"
Michael nods his head, reluctantly. "Yeah, I think so."
"Good."
And with that, the cheerleader walks away, her hips swinging along with the music.
The guys watch her before turning back to him, goofy smiles on their dumb faces.
He reached down on the bench, picking up his dark-green bomber jacket and puts it on quickly.
"What...what are you doing?" Caleb asked, confused.
"Dodging another bullet."
Wes stepped forward, alarmed. "Come on, Dude! It's our graduation night."
Michael backs away from them, arms up. "I'm not feeling it, boys. I'll see you later."
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The knock she did on the glass window made the man look up from his desk.
"Hey, yo, Fred." Jordan greets.
The middle-aged train station officer smiles in delight at the sight of her. "I was wondering if you were gonna show up tonight."
"What, and disappoint all my fans?" She asked, pointing on the empty lot surrounding the ticket booth.
The man let out a hearty laugh, then she waves over and walked to the small bench on the corner where she always sits to play.
Jordan pulled out the guitar from the case then sets her journal on the space beside her. She knows exactly what to play, and it had been the only song she wanted to play first on her new guitar.
She played a few warm-up notes first, then smoothly gliding her fingers through the strings as the first few notes of the songs plays out. It was a song she had been writing lately.
"While you're fast asleep, counting your sheep,
I'm breathing...
I'll be up all night, playing through this twilight dream
Cause all my life I have been patiently waiting,
For lights to dim to fulfill my destiny...
I'll keep reachin'... As far as I can till break of day
I'll keep reaching..."
Jordan didn't even noticed but the last trip for the night just stopped in front of her and passengers steps off one by one.
"The light of my life will find its way
I know if I reach too far I may not ever recover..."
People passed her by, dropping coins and bills on the open guitar case, but the smiles on their faces was enough for Jordan to keep the music on.
"But I know the stars, Ain't all I'm meant to discover,
So I'll keep reaching..."
It was a rather chilly night. Michael shoves his hands into the pocket of his jacket and strolls briskly down the streets, passing by the train station which is still open for the late night commuters. He was almost around the corner when he sees it. A girl. She was sitting in front of the ticket booth as she plays guitar, the movement of her mouth indicates singing but from the distance, he couldn't hear what she was singing.
To be continued...
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Note: the song title is Reaching by Bella Thorne.
#playchoices#choices#hss#hss book 1#hss book 2#hss book 3#maria flores#michael harrison#michael x mc#caleb mitchell#wes porter#julian castillo#giselle
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