#tonix.dreamer

[yn-dreamlife]

Hey darling, I still can't thank you enough for being willing to write this. You are amazing. 💛

So hi ! You know me as Tonix already. But my most preferred name is Nix . My pronouns are they them , Am mostly insecure about how I look....how much I weight...my chest , hips...face .. sometimes even my hair , even tho I love it so much .

So um..am stressed with revisions , my mom keep saying am not doing good enough. I put on 1 kg and people around me started to say I look fat I should go on a diet until I just can't eat without shitty thoughts about my self image , I keep skipping meals and having the argue to sob when I have to eat . I rarely have any time for myself because there is lessons and homework all the fucking time . And my only way of self comfort is out of the way now that I don't even have someone to rp with . It's pretty fucked around here . AND, it's really hot too lol .

If you gonna ask , my Top comfort character is bakugou katsuki. The relationship statue is my lover .

If you generally wanna know more about Me , it's in my pinned post . I even have a reference cartoon photo of how I generally look like ! . Again, thank you so much for doing this...you don't know just how much this means to me .

Hey friend promise I didn’t forget about you! Graduation stuff is hectic.

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To my love, Nix

Look, I know you’ve been stressed. And I know I’m not the best at talking about my emotions… but I care about you and need you to take care of yourself. I noticed you haven’t been sleeping as well because of the stress. And I know you haven’t been eating as much too. I’m not sure if the latter is stress or if it’s insecurity but let me tell you this…

If you’re stressed, I’m here for you. Just like I will always be here for you. Look if I can help that idiot shitty hair study I can help you!! You’re looking at the future number one hero for a reason! And… I know you can’t rp anymore and I’m sorry but I’m always here to listen or for you to talk to. I know it t the same and it won’t replicate that escape but I’m always here. You have a lot of tests and assignments but I’m here to help you tackle every. Single. One.

But if your struggle to eat is insecurity let me tell you, you are perfect! My favorite thing to do is to hold you, to pull you in by your waist gently which fits so well in my hands. Or to cuddle with you and rest my head on your chest and listen to your heart beat.

And when you’re not in the mood to be touched, I’m happy to admire you. Your smile, your face, your body; whatever I can admire I will. Because I always admire what’s mine.

With all my love and all my support,

Forever yours,

Katsuki Bakugo