#tonight was ogod

[starsonmarsy]

tthe nut will be gloriosu tonight

[lindleland]

got to touch titteds tonight. this was ogod ngibt

[likeagain]

(to ej) normally, while ricky is drunk he isn’t feeling angry, normally he’s drowning his sorrows and trying to chase away the pain, the self blame, the insecurities. but tonight, tonight, the hurt is there but he feels bitter, angry, broken. before he can really think about, before anyone is around to stop from doing so, he’s pulling out his phone and sending a text.

[ text: DO NOT CALL, DO NOT ANSWER ] you knw what? yoj know what? fuck yuo, fuck you fuck you. i tried i tired so hard to be ogod enough for you. and you ddint even fucking CARE. i loved you, i loved you, i loved you so much. and you just decided to brkeak my herat. fuck you. you’re such an asshole. evyone was right abt you. you’r just mean and selfish and dont care about anyone but yourself. and yoyoure bad youre bad youre bad. you jus break peoples hearts and dnt care. dnt care. dnt csre. letting myslef fall in love with yuo, dating yuo, it was all a mistake, all a mistake. a big huge mitsake. i wanna say i hte you but i cant, cant even do that. fuck yoi. fuck yuo for that. fuck yuo for all of it. all of it. not fair. why ddi yuo do this to me? fck yuo.

shatter my muse || status || no longer accepting.

ej hated himself for breaking up with ricky, he wishes he didn’t everyday. he didn’t want to let his dad get to him, but there he was and he didn’t know how to fix it. he didn’t know how to make it better. he was failing most of his classes at this point and didn’t even try out for the play for the school year. but he was trying to manage.  he was actually slightly smiling, a bit forced but ash always seemed to help him feel better.

his eyes scanned over the text, focusing in on, everyone was right about you. you’re just mean and selfish and don’t care about anyone but yourself and that dating him was all a mistake. he felt the tears falling out of his eyes before his cousin could notice.’’uh- i-i gotta go but i’ll see you later, love you.’’ he spoke and didn’t give her a chance to reply. he ran out of the room. it wasn’t like ricky was wrong, he was a selfish horrible person and he deserved better, he deserved someone who didn’t fuck up everything because of a really bad day. he just hoped ricky could find it somewhere.

[bup-iv-icaine]

Have you ever started typing it something you would and think ogod what the hell is this shite? Because that's my exact sentiment tonight.

[fortunesque]

Ogod the painsomnia on my leg tonight

My only option is to hope that the benadryl makes my drowsiness outweigh the pain. I do not have a real med for this.

[erikaisnotapoet]

As mothers, there are a lot of things that come out of our mouths that make just enough exhausted sense. Like tonight, when I told you if you pulled out that dangly in-the-way baby tooth you could sleep in my room but ogod you reappeared so eager and bloody holding that tiny stone. Your desperate biting need. Baby, you only have so many teeth. I’m here.

[finch-in-flames]

tonight was so ogod I don't need this. I don't want this but nothing is working!! bc ofc I had to get into an argument abt The Thing when I'm this close. hh h h

[theechola]

FINAL NIGHT of the FREE MIND MELD residency in The Echo tonight with none other than Death Valley Girls, Prettiest Eyes and OGOD (Over-Gain Optimal Death)! http://ift.tt/2lNYJ1n