#tommyquacksons

[tommyquackson]

Drunk | t. holland |

summary: drunk tom calls you over to take care of him

warnings: asshole tom, angst, cussing

note: I read a 5sos imagine with the same premise I think so creds to that, but enjoy

Thursday night. 3:27 am. You’re awaken by your phone playing the special ringtone you’d set for him. It only ever meant trouble when it rang at this time of the night but you couldn’t find it in yourself to stop the cycle. You groan before reaching over blindly and answering the call.

“Hello?”

“y/n?” He whispered your name so quietly you almost didn’t hear his voice break.

“tom? are you okay?” You sit up in bed, fuddling with the lamp next to you.

“can you come over please? i’m-“

“drunk? yea. i’ll be over soon.” you sigh and begin standing up, already knowing the procedure.

“thanks babe, don’t know what I’d do without you” the sudden voice switch makes you roll your eyes because you know drunk Tom is a handful.

You quickly get ready and head over to Tom's apartment. You let yourself in and call for Tom, causing Tessa to bark and patter your way. You squat down to pet and kiss her.

“Y/n!” A squeal comes from the kitchen. You walk in and see Tom sitting in the counter with a few empty bottles of beer near him. Once he sees you he sloppily jumps down and stumbles towards you, pulling you in roughly for a hug.

“I missed you, princess,” Tom says kissing your forehead repeatedly, and even though he always does this it makes your stomach flutter.

“I missed you too Tommy. I think we need to get you cleaned up.” I smile while pushing off of him.

“No, please just hangout with me” He pouts at you. You look away so his brown puppy dog eyes won't get you but you know it’s too late.

“Fine, let's get cleaned up and then we can watch movies, deal?” You bargain with the swaying man in front of you. He nods excitedly. You guide him towards his room and begin picking out pajamas for him.

“Ya know, I don’t know what I’d do without baby” Tom slurs sitting in the bed and watching you.

“Tom, what did I say about calling me stuff like that.” You mumble out at him. He always called you pet names when he was drunk.

You were just friends and he never did it sober so it confused you even more. You’ve been harboring a crush on Tom for a while but you know he didn’t feel the same, unless he was blackout drunk and wouldn’t be able to remember spilling his love to you.

You can remember the very first time it happened. It was a night like tonight, all his brothers were on a trip and he was home alone drunk. You went over and took care of him. He begin telling you you’re his and he needed you to breathe. You were his baby and he loved you, it made your heart so happy because you’d been trying to find ways to tell him first. You told him you’d talk about it in the morning but when you woke up in his bed, he didn’t remember you even coming over, you asked if he remembers what you talked about and he said he had no clue, called you buddy and then basically kicked you out if his place.

You shook the memory from your thoughts and grabbed some sweatpants for Tom and turning around.

“Alright, put these on” You tossed them at him and moved towards him to help. You waited for him to lift his arms up while you lifted the shirt from the bottom.

“tryna undress me, love? I like the energy” He hiccuped out while chuckling.

“Tom please don’t make this harder than it is” You sigh, pulling the shirt off.

“just tryna make you smile babe, I love your smile.” He gives you a sloppy grin as you begin untying his shoes.

You don’t speak until you tell him to take his pants off.

“what’s wrong y/n? you look so sad.” He pouts

“I’m fine, now take your clothes off so we can get in bed.” You demand quietly.

“yes mam” you can see him trying to wink but it fails miserably. If he wasn’t playing your heart you’d think he was completely adorable. He struggles a bit to shimmy his pants down his legs so you pull from the ankle. Once they’re on you stuck his feet in the legs of the sweats for him to pull up fully.

While he does that you stand and move to his bathroom, grabbing a Tylenol and some water in a cup. You walk back to him and silently urge him to take it.

“you’re the best sexy nurse in the whole world baby. I love you y/n.” he smiles while crawling up and under the covers.

“so you’ve said”

“Do you not love me?” The look in his eyes looks so hurt and real that it pains you a bit. He looks so innocent.

“We can talk about it tomorrow Tom, it’s time for bed.” You sigh, hoping he forgot about the movies.

“Cuddle me?” He nearly begs. You sigh and slide into bed with him, holding him as sleep catches up with you.

You wake up to a groan and movement behind you. You stretch and look at the clock next to Tom’s bed, 11am. You sigh to yourself and situp, usually, you'd be either in Toms guest room or on his couch, you scold yourself for falling asleep with him.

“I’m guessing you came over and helped me while I was drunk?” Tom grunts out sitting up. You stand up and stretch. 

“Yep, just like I do every week” You speak without even looking at him

"no need to be fucking bitch” He grumbles under his breath but you still hear it and it still stings.

You move downstairs to grab your things so you can leave. 

“Jesus y/n, what's wrong with you? If you didn't want to be here you didn't have to come over last night, it’s not like I would've known the difference anyway” He says the last part to himself, as he follows you down to his kitchen. 

“You are so fucking thick, it makes my brain hurt. I come over week after week and take care of your drunk ass because I love you! It takes everything any me not to cry every time you drunkenly tell me how much you love me because I know you never mean it. You’re sitting here getting angry at me for being upset when last night you called me baby and told me you don't know what you’d do without me. YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME TOM. And the worst part is you don’t remember that it's not your first time saying it.” You snap at him, wiping the tears from your eyes as they fall. 

“I said that to you?” He asks in shock

“Every time. You call me baby more than my own name.” You let out a dry laugh as Tom just stands there.

“Y/n I'm sorry, I am. I didn’t know”

“Doesn’t matter Tom, it means nothing to you and that’s fine. I’m fine.”

“But it does, I do, love you y/n. I just- it's as a friend.” Tom's voice breaks as he reaches for your hand. 

“I don’t take care of you because your just my friend Tom, friends don't say what you say. Friends don't act like this.” You fire back. “It’s whatever, I’m done. I guess just find another babysitter that you can call a bitch in the morning, Because yea, I do hear everything you whisper under your breath about me.” You turn around and leave Tom's house, slamming his door behind you.

[hollandsrecs]

boxer!tom masterlist (1)

links last checked 31.12.20 | more masterlists

a girl worth fighting for by lokissweater

summary: tom is fighting another intense match, and you’re scared for his life.

all for you by flowr-babe

all the lights by spiderboytherescue

bad day by threewintersoldiers

bloody knuckles by honeyparker

summary: it’s hard, to be such a softie and be dating a boxer.

bruised knuckles, broken hearts by blissfulparker

summary: when you spend your whole life being hurt by your soulmate and feeling all their pain, you finally meet him and realize he’s not what you’ve been thinking he was.

caught by hollandcrush

champ by tommyquackson

summary: tom has a big fight coming up.

champion by lovelykhaleesiii

summary: falling for a prodigy in boxing was no easy match.

distractions by lousimusician

summary: your friend makes you go to a boxing match where you unintentionally distract one of the boxers.

fight for you by intheheartoftomholland

summary: tom is part of an underground boxing club and he fights your ex-boyfriend because he was talking crap about you.

frustrations by festivetom

knuckles by spider-babes

summary: tom is insecure and hurt and you fix him up.

knuckles by theclearblues

play me by mrs-hollandstan

practice makes perfect by hollandlovely

ritual by duskholland

summary: with the championship fight less than two weeks away, tom adopts a series of frustrating pre-match rituals...

soft hands by finchieswritings

spoil you rotten by greenorangevioletgrass

sucker punch by duskholland

summary: after blurring the lines between casual hookup and deep romance, your relationship with star fighter tom holland came crashing to a rocky end with you leaving for a rival gym. now, it’s three months later, and it’s fight night - and there’s more on the line than just the championship title...

teach me by angelic-holland

summary: tom teaches you how to defend yourself, you end up on top of him.

the fight of a lifetime by the-southernbelle

summary: london’s golden boy, tom holland, is boxing in the fight of his life, but it even extends outside of the ring to the love of his life. he’s got more at stake than even he realizes.

the one by spxderbarnes

summary: when tom has to give up something he loves, he finds joy and content in you.

trouble by bby-buckyfics

“what do you expect me to do? stand here and beg?” by hollandandi

summary: “forget it,” you mumbled, before glancing up to connect the hold he had on you. “just go. have a good trip.”

whiskey on the rocks by tom-holland-is-spiderman

you take care of me, i take care of you by blissfulparker

summary: tom comes home after a really bad match and falls into your care only to get a surprise out of it.

and a whole lotta blurbs: (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

[ashisbaeee]

About the angst ask, other blogs💜

oh, okay! here are some of my favorites! if you have any other fic recs, please send them my way!!☺️💜 

Angst:

“I’ll Never Let You Go” (I’m not sure if it’s updated) by @theonewiththefanfics

“Can I Be Her” by @parkeret

“Ocean Eyes” by @toms-order

“Blow A Kiss, Fire a Gun” & “Against the Agenda” (both have some angst chapters) by @hollandroos

“Untouchable” (I’m not sure how many parts to the series) @babykaykay2000

“Truth” by @tommyquackson

“Royal Pains” (has some angst chapters) by @gab-spidey

Not angst, but this was a good read!

“Companion” by @fangirllegacy

[cordie97]

I was tagged by the amazing @victoria23105 to put my song library on shuffle and write down the first 10 ten songs then tag some then tag some blogs

I used one of my YouTube playlist with a diverse selection. ❤️❤️

1) Bad Day by Daniel Powter

2) Praying by Kesha

3) Palace by Sam Smith

4) Bad At Love by Halsey

5) iSpy by KYLE ft. Lil Yachty

6) Castle On The Hill by Ed Sheeran

7) Gatekeeper by Jessie Reyez

8) Love So Soft (Idol Version) by Kelly Clarkson

9) Thunder by Imagine Dragons

10) We Don’t Have To Take Our Clothes Off by Ella Eyre

@social-holland @quacksonhq @softboyshawn @shawnm521 @starsholland @hillsnholland @goldenhemmings @tommyquackson @accuratemendes @spiderboytotherescue

[aescapisms]

I just wanna say i binge read your fic and was all in my emotions because you’re such an amazing writer, thank you for making my day :) -tommyquacksons

:((( IM SO GLAD. THANK YOU BBY

[tommyquackson]

i really wanna write again but i kinda have writers block so PLEASEEE REQUEST!!! or send in some prompts or songs so i can get back writing :))

- tristyn <3

[tommyquackson]

Late | t. holland |

Not My Gif

summary: it’s your wedding day, but where are you?

warnings: angst and fluff!!

note: i am unbelievably sorry for using this gif..... but it fits so the heartbreak will have to pass... this was requested so i hope you enjoy it :)

Powerless, you were completely and utterly powerless right now. Sitting in a fancy car on the other side of town when you had to be at your own wedding in 4 minutes. You looked through the windshield and groaned at the mass of cars you were coming up on, of course there was traffic. You open your phone to call your soon to be husband but as soon as you clicked his name your phone shut off.

“Fuck” You cursed trying to turn it back on. You should’ve never listened to your grandmother when she told you to order a car to take you. You would’ve been there by now if you’d just gotten your makeup done at the chapel. You didn’t even have your damn dress on yet.

“How much longer do we have?” You ask the driver.

“With the traffic about 25 minutes.” He replies back, you slump into your seat, trying to mentally tell Tom you were on your way.

Back at the chapel, Tom was a ball of nerves. His chest is tight and as each second passes it gets harder to breathe. You should’ve been here 20 minutes ago. You both should be down the aisle and saying your vows by now. The only explanation his frenzied brain can conjure, is that you’re gone. You hate Tom and your disgusted by the thought of marrying him. Hearing his brain say those things makes his stomach drop. He would die for you, and maybe you’d never felt the same way. It didn’t make sense, you’d been so excited planning this wedding with him, overjoyed when he’d proposed last summer. What has changed? Was he too overwhelming during planning. Did he rush you into this? Were you not ready? You’d both been together for a couple years, dreamed and planned of having kids and more dogs, wasn’t getting married apart if that. Maybe you did want those things, but with some one else. Maybe tom wasn’t enough for you anymore.

“Z, please tell me you’ve heard from her?” He begs the bridesmaid.

“Tom, i’m sorry. I haven’t heard anything. You know she’s taking that car here I’m sure she’ll be here any second.” Zendaya tried her best to comfort the boy but it hasn’t worked all day.

Tom huffs and leaves the room, slamming the door shut. Zendaya sighs and pulls out her phone to text Harrison to check on Tom.

Harrison searches everywhere before finally finding Tom in a small room sitting in a chair with his head in his hands. He’s overwhelmed by all his thoughts and feelings, his mind running a mile a minute trying to figure out where he went wrong.

“It’s okay Tom, ev-“

“DONT SAY ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT! She probably realized she doesn’t love me anymore and is running away. She hasn’t sent a single text to anyone Haz.” He cries out, tears threatening to fall.

“No she does love you tom. Don’t think like that. Weddings can’t always be perfect and on schedule. She’ll be here any minute.” Haz hates this for Tom, Harrison knew you wouldn’t do this to Tom, you wouldn’t get his hopes up just to ditch at the last second. You were hopelessly in love with Tom. Haz could count the number of times you’d drunk cried about how much you love Tom when you were just hanging out. You both were a power couple and were more than perfect for each other, he knew Tom was just nervous but his heart broke at seeing his best friend think such horrible things.

“What if she realized i’m not good enough...” Toms tears become sobs and he hugs his best friend and best man.

“The only thing she’ll realize is that she’s never gonna stop loving you. You gotta stop thinking negative, it’s just the nerves ok?”

“But she-“

“TOM! SHES HERE!”

Both boys snap their heads towards the door and see Harry looking in each room before finding them.

“Her car was stuck in traffic and her phone died while trying to call you. The girls are getting her in her dress now.” He says out of breath from sprinting.

Toms never been more relived in his life. Hope filling his chest, he feels a little guilty that he thought you would leave him cold like that, you never have and he’s certain you never will.

He straighten himself and mutters a few words of encouragement to himself while walking out to where he’s supposed to stand. Excited nerves flowing back into his body, his smile back on his face, causing his cheeks to ache. He watched and waited as his family and friends walked down the aisle before you. When he saw you, his tears cane back, but these where good tears, joy and happiness and pure love filling the church. He couldn’t help but swoon when you finally stood infront of him, bouquet of your favorite flowers in your hand.

“I love you” He whispers as you smile and hand your flowers to your best friend and maid of honor.

“I love you too. I’m so sorry for running late, don’t know why I still listen to my grandma about stuff” You roll your eyes and giggle. Tom just smiles and grips your hands as the priest begins reciting words for the ceremony. Neither of you really listen, too caught up in each other’s eyes.

[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness | t. holland | part 7

Not My Gif

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one who fell

warnings: SMUT! mentions of violence, the stark family :)))

note: this has a MINOR endgame spoiler...so be careful i guess? also we have a 2 more parts :(( enjoy tho!!!

As days turned into weeks, you became the official unofficial Queen of Hell. You helped carry out decisions when Tom was busy, you hosted small parties, you’d even been in charge of a few small meetings with Sam and Harry and the captains of the army. Your favorite part however, were the weekly village visits you made. The people loved and adored you as if you’d been there forever, bowing and curtsying as you walk past and greet the townspeople. You loved walking on the black pavement in your heels and dress, buying small trinkets at the market. You mostly helped the people prepare for the war, feeling guilty it was your fault. You built underground shelters where families would be safe, helped grow and harvest extra food to stock pile, and helped charm people’s homes for protection and health.

“Queen Y/n! I thought you weren’t coming until tomorrow?” A 12 year old girl named Morgan called at you, her family ran the farm with all the animals the small town relied on.

“I was getting bored sitting in that castle waiting on Tom to finish his work, so I decided to come down for an extra visit.” You scoop her on your back and carry her towards the farm house her and her large family lived in. 4 other children came running out of the front door to greet you.

“Good morning Mr Stark, Mrs Potts. How is everything today?”

“Oh Your Highness, please. Tony and Pepper” Tony speaks smiling at you as you set Morgan down.

“Then please, y/n.” You smile as Pepper hands you a water. “How can I help? Is the animal shelter coming along well?” I ask ruffling Howard’s, their oldest sons hair.

“It’s almost done, should be done by tomorrow afternoon. You don’t need to do anything, you’ve already done more than we can ask for.” Tony speaks sincerely at you.

“I know, I just- Hell is going to be under attack and it’s all because of me. I don’t know what I’d do if anything happened to anyone down here.” You look at the floor.

“I want to fight in the war! I could kick some angel a-“

“Howard Stark, I would think very carefully about what comes out of your mouth next.” Pepper gives him a look only mother’s can give.

“I was gonna say wings, mama.” He speaks lowering his voice.

“As long as I’m here, you won’t even have to worry about those Angels. No child will fight an adults war. But, I could use your enthusiasm at our Ball next week, will you come, and escort me?” You ask the boy. He agrees quickly begging his parents.

“Are you sure?-“

“Nonsense, Tony. You can bring the whole family and they’ll be out of your hair for the night. Our workers are having a separate area for all the children. The whole town is invited.” You say.

“We’ll be there y/n. Thank you” Pepper says touching your hand.

“Now, I’d better go help Morgan and Nat with the horses and cattle.” You stand and kiss both parents on the cheek before walking out the the fields where the 2 girls are play fighting.

“Now shall we milk the cows or tend to the horses first?” You say scooping Nat up into the air. You all agree cows first and walk to milk them, talking to the girls about any and everything.

“So, have you and King Tom kissed yet?” Nat asks making kissing noises. Your face turns red.

“Yes, we have.” Your face gets very warm.

“Are you in love? Is it true love?” Morgan squeals jumping up and down, you nod to the cow she’s supposed to be milking giving her a “get back to work” look.

“I don’t know, Love isn’t always simple. Me and Tom aren’t like your mother and father, we have some weird circumstances but we do care for each other, i just think it’s better if we focus on the safety of Hell” I say filling the bucket with the sweet drink.

You continue your whole day with the Starks. Doing chores until it’s dark.

“Thank you both for dinner, I better get home before Tom throws himself off the balcony from going insane without me.” You kiss each child’s head and hug the adults.

“Of course, our home is yours as well. Have a great night y/n. Thank you for your help today.” They see you off, watching you walk back towards the castle.

As you walk through the main doors, you’re greeted by Haz.

“Oh thank satan” He sigh heavily at the sight of you.

“I was ready to punch Tom in his face with how much he was telling us he missed you. Please never leave that poor demon again.” He laughs, offering you his arm so he can walk you to Tom presumably. “How was your day though?” Haz asks, looking down at you. Harrison is truly becoming a good friend to you, always there to tease Tom and joke with you.

“Good, I did lots of chores. So, very exciting” You smile a small skip in your step.

“Did you know, you’re the only person, nevertheless a royal, who likes chores?” He laughs at you.

“I never had to do anything in Heaven, I stayed on my knees all day and then went to bed, it’s intriguing.” You laugh and elbow Haz. As you get closer to the throne room, you can hear Toms voice.

“Don’t be an idiot! Needing a competent person is not missing them, just cause y/n can do all of your jobs better. It’s simple stuff!” He groans, you can hear the desperation on his voice. Haz opens the door and gestures for you to enter. When you walk in, you see Tom facing a few demons, lecturing them on how to do who knows what.

“Won’t you cut them some slack Tom, no need to be antsy just because I went into town” I say interrupting his small speech. He whips around at my voice grinning like a mad man. He runs and presses me into a forceful kiss, heavy breathing and hands in hair. He pulls away and rests his forehead on mine.

“I missed you” He whispers.

“I’ve heard, how much work do you have to do?” You ask curling the ends of his hair around your fingers.

“Im dismissed, you lot can figure this out quickly and then head home. Goodnight everyone.” Tom shouts out to everyone in the throne room. He looks back at you and picks you up bridal style, walking you through the halls until you get to his room.

As soon as his bedroom door is shut he pulls you into a kiss.

“Tom, goodness, you haven’t even asked about my day.” You giggle as he moves to kissing your neck, surprising you.

“How was your day, angel?” He asks kissing your cheek and jaw.

“Lovely, thank you. I would ask about yours but I think I have a clue.” You say grabbing his head to make him look at you. He pulls his lips to a pout and gives you puppy dog eyes.

“What’s gotten into you Tom?” You ask quietly.

He lets out a heavy sigh and pulls you to his bed, laying down with you on his chest.

“I missed you darling. Everyday i find my self getting closer to you. I miss you any moment that I cannot see you and i’ve never felt this way.” He speaks kissing your head and rubbing up and down your arms.

“Tom, ha-have you ever been in love?” You ask looking up at him.

“Only you, angel” He grins widely.

“You love me?” You whisper in amazement. Your heart begin beating faster and your wings rustled behind you.

“I do, I don’t know where your heads at, but I love you y/n.” He pulls you up as he sits against his headboard.

“I love you too Tom, more than anything in the world” You speak confidently. He grins and pulls you into a kiss. You grab his shoulders to keep yourself supported. The world seemed to disappear around you, the only thing you could feel was Tom. You felt his large hands on your jaw and bottom of your back, pulling you as close as physically possible. You felt his lips pushing against yours and the small vibrations of him groaning. You could feel his muscles under his shirt as you gripped his shoulders. You could feel his hips pressing against yours, moving with each deep breath you both took. You push your hips closer to him, causing him to buck his hips up.

You pull away and gasp, friction against your core shocking you. You’d never felt it in your life, a sin that was forbidden for you. It was so wrong and unacceptable, the higher angels would tell you it never felt good and your heart would shatter at the forsaking of God. If it was supposed to hurt, why did this feel so good. Why did it excite you? You’d never thought about another person in the way you feel about Tom, lust. A deadly sin, but now you were more than happy to die for this cause.

“Tommy, I wanna do it.” You speak as he kisses up and down your neck, sucking and nibbling at the skin there.

“Do what angel?” His hands moved from your back to your thighs, gripping and rubbing slowly.

“Sex. I want to have sex, with you” You breathe out, your whole body heats up but you can’t bring yourself to be embarrassed. Tom looks at you and smirks, his face only looked like trouble but you wanted it, wanted all of it.

“Yea? Want me to fuck you?”

You gasp at his words, and the shiver that they sent down your spine. Your core felt almost uncomfortable, you needed him to do something, anything to relieve the pressure.

“Answer me angel.” He pinches your thigh making you jump.

“Yes Tom, I want you.” You practically moan out at him. He groans and pulls you back for a deep kiss. He pulls away and quickly takes off his shirt. He helps you out of your working shirt, leaving you in just a bra and your shorts. He kisses lower on your neck and collarbone, whispering how flawless you are. His hands go right back to your hips, but now he slowly moves them against his. You gasp and sigh again, the continued friction finally releasing the pressure you had.

“Wanna take off your shorts” He mumbles. You sit back and pull them off and throw them on the floor with the rest of your clothes. You look back at Tom and see him staring at you. You look down and cross your arms lightly. He lightly smiles and pulls your arms away.

“Can you take yours off?” You whisper at him. He smirks and slowly pulls them down his legs, watching you watch him.

“You’re so gorgeous baby, gonna make you feel so good.” He pulls you down so he’s over you. “Can I touch you angel?” He asks kissing your nose. You nod your head quickly and immediately put your hands in his hair, wrapping your fingers in his fluffy curls. He leans on one arm and allows one of his hands to trail from your face to your chest. His thumb rubs over your bra, making you push your chest up at him.

“My responsive little angel.” He kisses you before fully grabbing your boob, kissing the top. You whimper at the feeling and allow yourself to immerse yourself in the pleasure Tom is giving you. It’s almost magical how good he makes you feel. He moves down a little then kisses right above your belly button and lets his hand sneak down further, over your underwear. Your hips jump and you moan out at his slow circles he’s making.

“You’ve soaked through your panties princess,” He groans out, his head falling on your stomach. His hand slips into your underwear, and runs through your folds. Your heart is practically beating out of your chest, your breathe is struggling to leave your lungs and your body heat is hotter than the air outside.

“Gonna slip a finger in okay?” He moves up and kisses your cheek, and slips one of his finger inside of you, causing you both to groan loudly together. His finger slowly pumps in and out easily. “So fucking wet”, you moan and your stomach flutters and jumps at every movement you feel. Your brain clouds over, unable to form any coherent thoughts.

“more please” you manage to stutter out inbetween moans. Tom slips another finger in, stretching you out a bit more. He watches you as you close your eyes while he picks up the pace. Your head falls back but your hips move in time with his hand. Your lower stomach begins to turn and coil as his hand moves faster and faster, your thighs begin to quake and your moans get louder. Tom curls his fingers and hits a spot on your walls that makes you nearly scream. The only sound your able to make is his name, over and over, sounding just like the prayers you’d heard humans make day after day. Without warning, your stomach snaps and your mind goes blank, you only feel pure euphoria. You feel your juices gush onto Toms fingers. He slows his hand down to a stop.

You tried to ask Tom what that was but aren’t able to form the question.

“Yea angel, you came for me. Your first orgasam. Took it like a champ. Such a good girl.” His voice is raspy and his eyes are bright red. His chest heaves as he moves back up your body. He pulls your bra off and then your underwear, leaving you completely naked. His briefs are incredibly tight, showing you the outline of him. Your eyes widen at the size.

“S’okay angel, gonna make you feel better than you ever have. gonna take real good care of you” His accent is stronger than you’d ever heard it before. He pulls his underwear down and his cock bounces up against his stomach.

“You ready baby?” He asks kissing your nose and cheek. You nod quickly and bite your lip. Tom grabs himself and rubs his tip across your core, spreading all your wetness around. He slowly presses the tip against your opening, stretching wider than his fingers. You spread your thighs as wide as possible to give him more space. Once just the end is in he groans and lays his head down in your neck, one of your hands grabs his bicep while the other grin the back of his neck.

“So fucking tight” He mumbles, making heat rush straight through you. He continues to slowly push into you, moaning right into your ear. Once he’s almost fully in he stops and just sits there. You take deep breathes trying to adjust to the sensation of him sitting in you. You accidentally clench causing him to moan loudly.

“Fuck angel, you do that again and I just might blow” He rasps, finding one of your hands to hold.

“Tommy, please” You whine, lightly moving your hips, fully adjusted to the feeling.

“Please what?” He presses his forehead to yours.

“Fuck me” You whisper against his lips. His hips snap at your words, making your moan out.

“You’re gonna kill me sweetheart” He begins moving his hips slowly, your heart falls and rises with each thrust he delivers to you.

“Gonna make love to you first, show you this pussy is mine” He speaks between each thrust.

“Oh god” You groan as he begins thrusting faster.

“No god down here, angel. Just a devil” He gives you his signature smirk and pounds into you, one hand gripping your hip. Your legs wrap tight around his waist.

“Fucking love you, everything about you. So pretty, so kind, so strong.” He mutters compliments in your ear as you get closer again.

“Tommy, please getting close” You screw your eyes shut and he rubs your jaw.

“Yea? Gonna come on my cock angel? Lemme see you baby, wanna watch you fall apart.” Your moans get louder and louder as his thrusts get harder and harder.

“I’m so close Tom!” You nearly shout. He angles his hips and hits the same spot as before, turning your moans to screams.

“Open your eyes, look at me baby” He grips your jaw a little tighter. You open your eyes and as soon as you meet his eyes, you fall apart, body trembling and screaming his name repeatedly. If you thought your first orgasam was near magical, this one was ground-shattering. He groans and yells your name as he finishes, warmth filling you up. You both hold each other tight as you come down. You whimpering and legs shaking, Tom breathing heavily.

Tom slips out of you and flops to beside you and pulls you close. You both allow your heartbeats to regulate and beat together.

“You’re officially unholy, angel” He smirks kissing your temple.

“What an oxymoron.” You giggle.

“I love you” He speaks rubbing your arm.

“I love you too” You happily sigh.

“Come on, lets go take a bath” He smiles, picking you up to carry you to the bathroom.

You bathe together and slip back into bed. You fall asleep almost as soon as your head hits a pillow. Tom watches as you sleep, breathe slow and deep. Your face squished against his pillows yet so relaxed. Your nightgown is slipping off your shoulder and he can’t help but smile. You were his little angel, he had no idea he could ever love someone so much. He wanted to marry you, start a family and rule his kingdom with you right by his side. He hates God for putting you through all of that bullshit. You were nothing but kind and loving, your demon side just making you brave and daring. You were far from evil, yet they ripped your wing off just like they did to him. He’s nervous but ready for the war. He has no idea when the angels will come kicking on Hells gates but he’s ready to tear them limb for limb and watch them burn. He’d been having his demons and witches working double hard to hide Hell from them, but he know as soon as he dropped the charms and magic, they’d come flooding in. He watches your wings flutter as you dreamed. He stared at them in awe. He loves your wings, how the flapped a bit when you were excited, how they shuttered when you were coming under him. He just loved you, everything about you. Mostly he loved how much you loved him back. He was sure you were the love his life, his soulmate. He’d kill anyone who dared to hurt you, or even looked at you funny. He found himself falling asleep, pulling you closer into him.

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Ellen | T. Holland |

Not My Gif

summary: you and tom go on Ellen and spill some tea :)

warnings: rushed writing fluff, like that’s it

note: i got this idea because i always pretend that i’m a famous actress and im on a talk show talking about my “troubled” upbringing:))))

“You go on in 5 minutes so get any last minute touch ups and come wait by side stage”

This is it. You were finally going on Ellen. You’d worked so hard and now you can finally say you made it. You fix up your makeup and take a deep breathe before walking out to side stage, where Tom was waiting already.

“You excited?” Tom asks nudging you with his elbow.

“Beyond. This is like my dream” You say biting your lip to stop from smiling too hard.

“Im happy for you” He says smiling at you, his eyes showing genuine pride and love. You smile back at him. You hear both your names called and a crew member points you to where to walk, you both walkout to the fun music and greet Ellen. You hug her and gush about how good it is to meet her and wave at the clapping and cheering crowd.

“So, how are you guys? It’s both of your first time on my show right?” She asks pulling her leg up and sipping her mug.

You both agree.

“So this new movie, it looks very good by the way and i’m excited for it, but I heard that these were both different roles for you guys, especially you y/n.”

“Oh yeah, i’ve always done mostly teen movies and falling in love quickly so I was a little nervous to do an action type movie but I loved it and i think it just helped me to strengthen skills i don’t typically get to use.” You nod at her.

“And tom?”

“Definitely. When i was originally told about the role i figured it was going to be similar to the Marvel movies, but it’s so unique and it was so much fun to shoot.”

She talks to us about the movie a little bit more, before moving on to other topics.

“So y/n you just recently moved in to a new place and I heard that someone moved in with you. Is that true and if so who is it?”

“Jesus Ellen, really getting to all my secrets. Um yea. I just bought my home that I’ll hopefully be in for a while. It’s gorgeous and yea my boyfriend has moved in with me.” I speak adjusting my legs on the couch.

“Who’s your boyfriend?” She asks.

“It’s a secret Ellen.” You laugh.

“Is it Tom?” She gives you both a look. Tom looks at the crowd with wide eyes.

“I don’t know how she figured it out” He speaks to the crowd. Everyone cheers and Ellen claps.

“Well congrats to you both, how long have you been together?”

“About a year and a half now” You smile at Tom who’s looking back at you.

“Ok no sexy eyes on my stage please” She interupts your moment.

“I can’t help myself Ellen” Tom speak throwing his arm around me and kisses my head.

“Well that’s all for questions. Let’s play a game”

After a game and some crowd interactions. You both leave the stage. You walk back to your dressing room and sit in the chair.

“Hey love, your not upset that I told Ellen, are you?” Tom asks stepping into your room.

“Course not, it had to happen sooner or later. I’m a little nervous about people’s reactions. But we have a couple of days to let it sink in and everyone already pretty much thinks we’re together anyways” You shrug before moving to the couch with him.

“Good, because i’m so happy that we can show each other off and live in our home and raise our dogs and be together” He says kissing me.

“Ok cheeseball, lets get our stuff and head out. We have a few more appearances to make today” I stand up, offering Tom my hand.

“Then lets go girlfriend.” He winks at me, opening the door.

[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness | t. holland | part 4 |

Not My Gif

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one who fell

warnings: hell, religion, drowning, fluff if you squint

note: so this chapter is a lil but shorter but i promise the next few ones will be great.

You awake quickly, shooting straight up and taking a deep breathe, the thick air around you causing you to cough. It smells strong in the room, like metal or copper, like blood. Then there’s the darknesses, you’re in a room filled with smooth black rocks with red stones that flowed like angry eyes. Black Marble furniture decorated the large room, everything is neat and if everything wasn’t so clean and pristine you would think no ones been in this room for years. There’s one window, you walk up to it and see a vast land of large black trees and fields of burning coals. Then there’s the small houses, filled with people walking around and living their lives. You look to the left and see a lake, except it’s not a lake, it’s black boiling liquid where people are drowning and trying to desperately stay afloat. While some people laughed at them and others cried for them. You look away from the window and back at the bed you’d woken up on. You’re in hell. You should be scared, terrified even, but you’re not. You’re calm about this whole situation. You’ve been kidnapped, taken to the worst place in all the Realms and yet, you’re just curious. The most pressing question, where was Tom? You looked in the bathroom connected to the bedroom and then look at the door, that you assume leads to the outside of the room. You walk towards it debating if you should go out and look for Tom.

“Morning, angel” You jump and turn around to see Tom sitting in a chair that was previously empty. You put your hand over your chest and just give him a look.

“You threw me over a cliff” You say moving back into the bed, crossing your arms.

“True, but I also jumped over a cliff so, call it even. How’re you feeling? I know you’ve done more realm jumping in the past 2 days then you’ve ever done and it can be tough on your body at first” He asks, not moving a muscle from his slouched position on the chair. His legs are wide open his arms are resting in the sides, while one hand lightly scratches his chin. He looks almost bored.

“I feel much better this time, how long was I sleep?” You ask trying not to meet his eyes which are taking you in.

“Only about 30 minutes. Now, i’m sure you want to bathe and all that good stuff, i’ll have someone assist you in a bath” He finally stands and moves to the door.

“I don’t need help bathing, I can-“

“Angel, I’m a king. Don’t worry, i’ll send in a servant and she’ll help you bathe. You’ll feel spoiled after, I promise” He winks, leaving the bedroom. You move towards the bathroom and wait.

“Ms. y/n?” A women’s voice causes you to look up. She’s about your age with black hair, pulled into a bun and a plain black dress on. You smile and let her know she can drop the Ms. She smiles and begins to fill the large bathtub with hot water, occasionally asking you which scents and soaps you’d like.

“Oh, I’m Katie” She smiles after you awkwardly sit in the bathtub. The suds luckily cover your naked body, but she doesn’t seem worried anyway. Your body melts at the feeling of hot water. You’d always taken cold baths, but this was amazing. You felt your muscles relax and your shoulders sink slightly.

“Do you normally bathe Tom?” You ask as she sits behind you and begins to wash your hair.

“Yes, it’s either me or Frankie, she’s one of my best friends and another servant here” You can hear the smile in her voice as she begins telling you about Frankie.

“So whats it like being a servant for the devil?” You ask.

“Not as bad as the humans and angels think. I’m a demon, so i’ve always lived here in Hell, but Frankie is from Earth. He treats us well, we get fed and a place to stay and when we get older he pays us. He’s never been unkind to me. The older ladies say when he first fell he was mean, but he’s not anymore. He’s actually funny sometimes” She says beginning to wash your back.

“Do you know why i’m here” You speak a little quieter while she gets your arms.

“No, I don’t. I do know that Tom has been very anxious to get you here though. I also know that you are safe here and Tom has no intention to harm you” She looks you in your eyes. You smile and look down at the water. You allow your thoughts to wonder why Tom would want you down here.

“Alright, this is your dress. Let’s dry you off and get you in it” She speaks helping you out of the tub. You use the towel to dry yourself and Katie allows you to put on your underwear while she turns around and begins to drain the tub.

Once she’s done she helps you step into the dress and you both move to the large mirror in Tom room to tie the dress at the back. It’s a black floor length gown. It stops fairly low in a v shape on your chest, the straps sit on the sides of your arms, the bottom is flowy but the top half is fairly tight, clinging to your sides and stomach. Your wings stick out of the back and flutter excitedly. It’s the most revealing thing you’ve ever worn in your life, actually it’s the only thing other than your robe you’ve ever worn. Katie pulls your hair into a loose bun in the back but leaves a few pieces in front of your face. She puts on rings with red and black stones and a braclet that diamonds glittered in the red glow of the walls. She sits you down and helps put on black heels. You stand in the mirror and smile at yourself. You’re beautiful, you look like you could takeover Hell yourself if you truly tried. You hug Katie and she just laughs lightly.

“I’d get used to it if i were you. The wardrobe Tom had us pick out for you was extremely fancy” She looks at you and smiles before urging you to follow her out of the room. You walk down a hallway with tapestries made of jewel and lanterns the glow red. You enter a large area where multiple people are moving around. You pass through and she opens one of the many doors in the large room. When you walk in you realize it’s a throne room of sorts. Tom is sitting on a large obsidian throne with swords in the back, talking to a young man standing beside him. Toms wearing a beautiful black crown in his hair. He looks towards the door and stops talking. Katie bows and leaves quickly, smiling at you as she goes.

“Wow Angel, you look...sinful” He bites his lip as he looks you over. You stand in the middle of the room awkwardly until Tom curls a finger and you walk closer to him and the man.

“Y/n, meet my best friend and right hand demon, Harrison” He waves his hand towards the man, who smiles and bows at you while he takes your hand and kisses it, causing heat to warm up your cheeks. Tom rolls his eyes and lightly kicks Harrison in the shin.

“Angel, lets take a walk.” Tom stands and extends his arm. You hook your arm with his and begin walking. He explains how his castle runs and the demons within it. He introduces you to many people, explaining their job and how long they’ve been serving him.

“Everyone here plays an important role in my kingdom, even you angel. To these people, you’re my queen. Now you don’t have to do all the technical stuff yet, but they are going to treat you like royalty. I know this is all very confusing, but it’ll make sense soon. For now, you’re going to go through some training. You’ll be taught to fight, you’ll learn a little more about Hell if you wish and then i’ll explain everything to you, about why you’re here. Unfortunately, i’ll be fairly busy for a while, but I see you’ve already made friends with Katie, so I hope you won’t be too bored through the day. You’ll stay in the room next to mine, unless of course you wish to stay in my bed” He winks causing you to become warm again.

Did Tom like you? Is that why he so often teased you? Was he planning on marrying you? Was he planning on keeping you as a friend. Nothing made sense, but you couldn’t bring yourself to be worried, you trusted Tom. Why wouldn’t you, other than the fact that he’s literally Satan. You’re brought out of your questions by tom standing behind you.

“If i’m away from you and you need me. Hold this and call for me and i’ll be here as quick as I can” Toms hands run across the back of your neck before clipping a necklace around you. It hangs just past your collar bone is a bright red glowing stone. You grab it between you fingers and se the rings in Toms hand begin to glow with intensity. You turn around and smile at Tom.

“Thank you. It’s gorgeous. I’ve never been given a gift before” You speak meekly.

“I’m going to change that Angel.” He speaks rubbing his thumb across your jawline. His fingers feel calloused but so nice against your skin. You lean into his hand and close your eyes, you’ve never had someone treat you with such gentleness. You open your eyes and see Toms eyes slowly tuning red. You stare into each others eyes for a while, both lightly smiling.

“Alright, com’n. Let’s get you some lunch” He steps back and holds out his arm for you to grab again.

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[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness 8

Not My Gif

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one who fell

warnings: blood, war, swords and shields, powers, pain and injury, fluff :)

note: this was the last main chapter :,) all that’s left is the epilogue....thank you all for your support :)

The entirety of the castle was in overdrive. Tonight was the Ball and everyone was doing their part to prepare. Tom was ensuring the security and food was ready to go, Haz was helping servants with decorations and you were helping Katie and Frankie with the kids area and other activities. Orange lights have been replaced with beautiful red and blue ones, Skulls ceremoniously hung around the castle, holding candles and other artifacts. You helped create games and activities to keep over 100 children entertained for the night, while also trying to find the best servants to handle said children.

“Y/n? Do you put a reading area or a napping corner?” Frankie asks you while you’re creating a time table.

“Napping corner and then on the other side of the room. Make a finger painting and hand washing station” She nods and a few servants quickly begin putting things together. You helped where you could, using your new found powers to move things.

After a few hours, Katie and Frankie helped you into your ball gown and jewelry. It was a deep red, off the shoulder gown that flared at the waist. The girls helped you get your wings out the back and placed pretty silver and red gems within your feathers. They worked on your hair while you begin putting on dainty rings that matched Toms necklace. You hadn’t seen Tom all day but you could be patient. The girls slipped a beautiful black tiara that matched Toms crown on your head. You looked like a real queen.

You walked down to the stairs, where Howard would escort you. Tom pouted a little cause he wanted to walk you but you promised him the first dance. You saw the little boy standing in a nice suit, bouncing around Frankie.

“Hello, Howard” You curtsy at him. His eyes widen and stare at you.

“You’re so beautiful my queen” He bows and sticks his arm out for you.

“why thank you” You speak at his politeness.

“Welcoming, Y/n Y/L/n with her escort Howard Stark, Son of Tony Stark.” One of the court men yell as you walk down the steps. You meet eyes with Tom, who’s standing by his throne which had been moved from the throne room into the ballroom. He smiles and you look down at your feet. Once you get to him, you kiss howard on his cheek and thank him before he runs off to his parents. You look back at Tom who bows at you.

“You look, stunning” He breathes looking over you.

“You’re not too bad yourself, my king” You poke fun at him, as you both begin to dance.

“I love when you call me that, really gets me going” He dips down to whisper in your ear.

“I love you, my king” You smile and he chuckles lightly.

“Whatever shall I do with you” He continues dancing until the song ends. Once it’s over you both breakaway to greet and talk with all of your guests. Most people just thanked you for all your help in the village and told you they brought gifts. The gift table was overflowing with presents and you were almost overwhelmed with amount of love you were receiving tonight.

You make you way back to the thrones at the end of the room, Tom had a throne just for you. You sit into yours and relaxed a bit.

“Tired already?” Haz asks from behind you.

“Oh yes, but it’s so much fun. Everyone is so kind” You turn towards him.

“How’re the gates looking?” You ask quietly.

“Last I checked, all clear but we should be careful. Angels could come any day now.” Haz puts his hand on your shoulder.

You stand to go find Tom when your chest tightens quickly. Your stomach lurches and it’s suddenly harder to breathe.

“Haz something is wrong.” You speak turning back to him, grabbing his shoulders before you fall, suddenly having no faith to walk. Your body was going into panic mode and you weren’t sure why.

“Y/n? Whats going on?” He asks passing you a cup of water.

You grab your necklace and beg for Tom. He speeds through everyone and makes it to you and Haz, where haz breaks down what just happened.

“Angel? Baby can you tell me what’s wrong?” Tom asks grasping your face. Your heart pounds and you’re getting visions of the angels marching in their armor. You hear the chants to god and the promise of fulfillment of their duty. They’re close, you can feel it in your fingertips.

“Tom, They’re at the gates. They’re here. It’s time for war” You look at him and see he’s looking at Haz in surprise. They both nod and Haz goes over to the other demons on security and whispers something to them.

“Excuse me everyone. It’s time to wrap up the ball. I need you to trust me and my queen. Please if you have children, make your way to the left and pick them up and use that exit and get into your safe houses and shelters. If you don’t have children, please go straight to your safe houses. Anyone who doesn’t have a safe shelter needs to get to the castle basement. Thank you” When he finishes, security begin asking and moving people from where the were.

“Come on love. We have to get ready now!” Tom takes your hand and you both enter your rooms, getting dressed in your war gear. You quickly shake the gems from your wings. Throwing on pants and a tight shirt. You go into Toms room and see him talking to his rings, which means he’s talking to his brothers, Haz and Jacob.

Once he’s done, you walk over and grab his face.

“No matter what happens. I love you and I love your family. Under no circumstances do we let Heaven take me back. I don’t care if you have to kill me Tom-“

“I’m not doing that”

“Hopefully we won’t have to worry about it. But please just tell me you love me” You hug him tightly, sirens are going on outside to tell all people to get into a safe place.

“I love you y/n. So much” He hugs you back and you both let go and make your way down the halls. Once you get out of the main castle doors, you see the entire army with Sam and Harry at the front. Tom yells something and then tells you everyone will be super speeding to the gates and that he’s going to fly with me. We flap our wings and fly as fast as we can, through fields of burnt grass and hot coals and plain black rock. Once at the gates, you land and stare up at the large black gates. You can hear angels on the other side, clawing at the doors.

Sam and Harry nod at you, and you nod at Tom. He squeezes your hand quickly before yelling at someone to open the gates. As soon as their fully opened, you see all the angels standing in perfect formation. You look at Haz who tosses you a large golden sword and a circle shield. No one moves for a second, until you see Gabriel shout something and all the angels glide forward, blending into the army of demons you’re in.

Suddenly your arms and legs move, your sword impales some angels and blocks the hit of others. Loud banging and screaming is all that is heard from you. You see Uriel making his way to you, you run towards him and bring your sword down. He blocks it with his sword and bring his shield around to knock you down but your wing sends it flying. You both stand stagnant, fighting off each other’s sword for a minute until his wing knocks you down and you lose your shield. You use the empty hand to send fire into his face. He screams and falls, so you stab him in the heart screaming. You see Paddy being attacked by three Angels. You run over and knock one out, helping him fight the other one back to back. You take the arm off of the angel you were fighting and kick it in the chest. You turn to help Pads and see the angel bringing the swords from the side to his stomach. You quickly wrap your wing around him and bring him close to you. The sword slices through part of your wing but misses pads. You spun around and shove your sword into its rib cage and then through its stomach. You nod at Paddy before moving on to other angels.

“Y/n! We can stop this, please just come with us” Michael speaks in the middle of the field of pavement you’d all found yourself in.

“I will never come with you, i’d rather die” You spit at him, sword and fire ready.

“Then I suppose you’ll be dying” He speaks before battling with you. He knocks the sword out of your hand and you try to slow his sword with you telekinesis but he’s stronger than you. He kicks you down causing you to fall on your stomach. You light your fire and aim at him, he grabs your wrist and wrenches it so your stream of fire is on your wing. You scream in horror at the pain and try to stop the fire. You turn your head and see Tom being attacked by multiple angels and everyone else is too occupied with their own Angel to help. He must have felt you because time slows as Tom turns his head towards you, locking eyes, you watch in horror as an angel takes a sword to his lower ribs, causing him to double over. You scream in more panic as your wing is burnt to the bone and Tom is hurt. You look up at Michael and scream loudly. He’s knocked off and sent flying, your scream in pain and all angels falling to their knees at the cry. Your body lifts into the air and you realize it’s surrounded by blue flames. Except this fire didn’t hurt. It was healing you. You fall back down and land on one knee. You look at both wings and realize the one that was burnt off has grown black feathers, just like Toms. You look up and begin to make your way to where Tom is, slashing and stabbing every Angel in your path. You get to him and he’s clutching his side.

“Tom baby? Can you hear me” You grab his body and lay him down, holding him.

“M’okay, just an injury.” He groans. “Look at you Angel, you’ve gotta a wing like me” He chuckles and winces at the feeling.

“I’m gonna fix it Tom, i just have to figure out how. I can-“

“Ah-ah, don’t worry baby. Imma be okay. You just get haz when you’re done fighting. Gotta finish the fight angel.”

“I can’t leave you Tom” You cry more tears filing your eyes.

“Just kiss me okay? Kiss me then go fight for yourself” He rasps, eyes droopy. You kiss him tight and hug his stomach. When you open your eyes, his wound is glittering with gold. You watch and see it healing. Of course, how has you been so stupid as to forget, Angel tears could heal just about everything. You cried more, onto his wound and watch as it closes up.

“You’re so special angel, i’d die without you, you know that?” Tom says watching you.

“You’re gonna be okay. Go hide til you’re strong enough to fight. I love you Satan.” You kiss him and wink as you stand back up to destroy every angel in your path.

“You are of sin now y/n! There is no choice but to take you back and use you to defeat Hell.” Raphael speaks at you as you’re both standing there.

“I’d much rather drown in sin than ever go back to heaven. You have the audacity to call this torture? My whole life was miserable and pathetic. I’m a queen here.” You seethe your jaw clenched, one eye burning gold while the other burns bright red. You slaughter more and more Angels until you finally make your way to Raphael.

“You’re the last angel left” You grin holding your sword to his throat. He turns his head and see all his angels dead on our ground.

“So here’s what you’re gonna do. I’m gonna let you go and you’re gonna go to God and tell him face to face, he’s a pathetic coward who cares for nothing but his evil agenda and if I ever catch you or any other angels down in my realm, I will turn Heaven upside down and turn it into my vacation home. Am I understood?” You spit at the tall man.

“I don’t run errands for filthy blooded concubines.” Raphael spits blood on your cheek. You smirk at him and drag him through the battlefield to where the boys are watching you.

“You keeping a pet y/n?” Haz asks looking him up and down.

“Course not, I just wanted everyone to know Raphael called me a- what was it raphael? Go ahead? Tell the king and our counsel what you called me.” I tighten my grip on him and push him forward.

“I called her a filthy blooded concubine. As she is! You’re all damned to misery! This contaminated whore will never-“

All the boys shoved their sword into a different part of Raphael’s body. You dropped him and whispered in his ear.

“They left you alive for a reason. Crawl back to heaven” You deliver one last kick, watch the pathetic angel try to crawl across the battle field.

“He’s gonna die before he reaches the gates” Jacob says watching him.

“True, it’s better if he dies thinking he failed his last mission of god” You roll your eyes.

“You did good angel.” Tom says stumbling over to you.

“Thank you babe. Let’s get you back home and get rid of these bodies.” You grab onto Tom and help him back to the castle. Once Tom is in the infirmary, you go out to make the announcement to all the people.

You tell for everyone to come out of hiding, riding through town and letting know food and water is at the castle. Once the whole village and court are rounded into the castle, you finally change into a clean casual dress and no shoes.

“Hello everyone. As you’ve heard, the war is over! Every angel sent down here is dead! We did lose some demons, funerals will be in succession these next couple of weeks. Your king is okay, he’s resting in the infirmary but he’s strong and will recover in no time. You may now go back, to living your lives without fear. Thank you” You curtsy at the crowd and watch them cheer and get excited.

You walk back down to where Tom is watch as he gets patched up, while sipping whiskey.

“How’re you feeling my love” You ask kissing his head.

“Better now” He smirks at you. “No but really, i’m getting ready to leave. You wanna go back to my room?” He wiggles his eyebrows.

“Let’s save the celebratory sex until you aren’t brusied everywhere yea?” You laugh kissing him once more. You help him through the castle and into his bathroom. Filling up a bath with hot steaming water. You help him step in before also slipping in, immediately melting into his body.

“You did it Angel.” He says kissing your shoulder.

“Yea, but, now what?” You lean your head against his shoulder.

He spins you around so you’re facing him and grabs your hands.

“I was gonna wait but i don’t think I can anymore. Y/n, you’re my angel, my love, my queen and everything else I could ever ask for. You love me for me and despite of what I am. You look at me and see someone to love, not just the devil or lucifer, you see my family and best friends. You see my future with you in it and I can see it too. I want you to be my official Queen of Hell, want you to be tessa’s mom and then I want you to be a real mom. I wanna marry you in front of everyone and I want to travel Earth with you for a honeymoon. I want to dismantle every negative thought heaven gave you and replace it with thoughts of hell. I love you angel, will you marry me?” Your eyes blur with tears and you nod slowly. Your heart is racing and you can really breathe but damn are you smiling. Your tears fall into the tub below you as you watch Tom slip a silver and ruby ring over your finger. You jump on him, kissing him tightly.

“Wife of Lucifer, Bride of Satan, The Devils Angel, Queen of Hell.” You sigh dreamily. Tom just chuckles and holds you in the tub, thanking god for the first time in millions of years.

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[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness | t. holland | part 3

Not My Photo

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one who fell

warnings: blood, satanism?, death of a small animal

note: im not sure how many parts this is but it’s probably gonna be a lot. :) thank you all for the support you’ve given me and this fic

After a few hours, Tom had given you the privilege to speak . You mostly just asked about the things and animals around you. You didn’t ask many questions about Hell, or why you were going there. You walked through the forest for a while before you came upon a small wooden house, overgrown with plants and vines. It looked dark and dirty, but it was so different than you’d ever seen in heaven. Tom allowed you to walk on your own, causing you to realize how tired you were. He knocked on the door and stepped back. The door creaked open slowly. Tom stepped through and you followed. As you walked into the small one room building, it was clear someone lived here. The bed was overcrowded with books and papers, just like the living room area. The kitchen had snakes slithering around. Crystals and satanic symbols were littering the walls. There was a raven, sitting in a window seal above the bed. When he saw you and Tom he began to speak causing you to widen your eyes.

“There’s 2 people here! Satan and an angel”

“What do you mean there’s 2 people?” A tall brown woman swings open her back door.

“Oh, hello Tom. Is this her?” The woman looks at you. She’s very gorgeous. Her hair was long and black and slightly curly. Her lipstick and eyeshadow were both black. She has tattoos all along her arms and chest that’s on display with the black lace dress she’s wearing. She’s got a crown made of sticks on her head. The raven flys over to her shoulder and she pets him as she takes you in.

“Yep. Zendaya meet y/n.” You smile at her and she smiles back.

“I was just making dinner, will you be staying?” Zendaya says now looking at Tom.

“If we could stay the night, that’d be amazing. The angels are surely searching all my main entries for her so we’ve gotta take a secret one. It’s luckily fairly close to here.” Tom explains, taking a cup from her cabinets, that are over grown with plants as well.

“Of course. Noon will clean up the living room for you.” At that the Raven speaks.

“They’re not even my guests!”

You let out a giggle, causing everyone to look at you.

“You can understand Noon?” Zendaya looks at you.

“Yes, Older Angels speak to animals.” You say in a small voice.

“Huh, I figured that was something only witches and their familiars could do. I’ll add that to list of things that bastard took from me” Tom says raising his eyebrows.

“Well, why don’t you both go make yourselves at home. I’ll make dinner.” Zendaya says smiling and heading to her small kitchen.

Noon flys over and begin picking things up. You and Tom sit on the couch.

“Um, Noon? Is there anything we can do to help?” You ask as the bird picks up books and papers.

“Oh, you don’t have to but there are extra blankets in the purple chest. I would just move everything from the couch into this bookshelf here. Then we can move the table over a bit so one of you may sleep on the floor and the other on the couch”

You nod and begin to pick things up while Tom watches you in marvel. How were you so okay with this situation, sure you’d put up a bit of resistance at first, but here you are helping one of his best friends pet Raven clean up. For an angel, you certainly were curious. Maybe this whole thing would be a bit easier. You’d barely even mentioned Heaven and going back.

“Are you gonna help?” You ask innocently. Your head cocked to the side, not sure if the Devil was one for chores.

“I don’t know what he told you to do” Tom says lightly biting his lip. You recite the instructions and Tom also begins to help clean, making the process a lot faster. By the time Zendaya came back in from outside, you were all sitting on the couch, talking, reading her grimoires and petting Noon.

“Dinners ready!” She speaks handing you both a bowl and plopping some of whatever she’s made in a small plate for Noon. Over dinner, you learn Zendaya is a witch, and she’s been one for 20 years. Tom visits her when he comes to Earth to thank her and help her out. In return, she helps him out with earthly matters. It’s pretty late when you all finish talking so you head to bed. Tom tells you to take the couch and he’ll sleep in the floor.

You fall asleep quickly, but it feels weird, you’ve never gone to bed or even gone whole day without praying. You dream of Hell again. Things are little clearer than last time but it’s still hard to make anything out, except Tom you can see him. You try to look down at yourself and see your hands orange like metal in a fire. Youre not in your white robe anymore, you’re not sure what you’re in but it’s black or maybe brown. You’re awaken by Noon in your ear. Had it really been that long already?

“Y/n, it’s time for you and Tom to go.” You open your eyes and see the large bird on your stomach, nuzzling it’s head in your hand. You smile and pet him while you stretch. You look and see tom picking up his pillows and blankets.

“Thank you Z. We better get going, if anyone shows up here for any reason. Call me. I would stay on alert for a couple days. Put those protection spells to use.” He speaks to her as she’s making something on a desk in her corner.

“Of course. When everything calms, feel free to visit and bring her. Noon likes her and so do I” She winks at you. You stand up and pick up your blankets. Once everything’s together you all walk outside.

“Goodbye Noon. It was lovely to meet you and i’ll see you soon. Thank you Zendaya for letting me stay the night and for giving me dinner” You say giving her a hug before waving and following Tom past her house and deep into the forest once again.

“How far is your portal?” You ask walking next to Tom.

“Only a few hours, we can fly to make it go faster if you’d like.” He says stopping and looking at you. You agree happily, you don’t get to do much flying in Heaven, despite having wings. You stretch them out and shake them a bit, allowing Tom to fly ahead of you so you can follow. You rise above the trees and look down while you soar. You can still see Zendayas house but it looks tiny. The trees make the ground look like a sea of green. The sky is very blue today, but there are plenty clouds, but not too many to cover the sun. You fly fairly straight for a while, just flapping your wings before Tom begins to descend towards the ground, you follow and prepare for a soft landing. Once on the ground, Tom urges you to sit on a tree that’s fallen. You watch as he walks around, collecting a few things like rocks, sticks and leaves. He creates a small hole in the ground before looking around from his place. He shoots off faster than light into the woods and comes back with a small rabbit that’s sick. He between the rabbit and you quickly before nodding. He snaps the neck and pulls out a small knife from his pocket and slices it open, blood filling the hole he’d dug. He begins knocking the rocks together and the blood begins to bubble before a voice speak from it, freaking you out.

“Tom, i’ve been waiting. Is everything good so far?” The blood speaks, causing you eyes to almost fall out of your head.

“Everything’s great so far Haz, i’m almost there. Can you make sure the portal is clear for us?” Tom speaks into the bowl.

“Give me a second. Yep. All clear. See you when you’re here” The blood goes still and Tom buries the rabbit in the blood, placing sticks and leaves over it.

“Alright let’s go” He stands up and walks ahead.

“Uhm, what was uh that ritual?” You ask still in disbelief.

“Oh, that’s how’s demons communicate between Hell and Earth. There are no phones down there. You’ll get used to it. How’d you know the rabbit was sick?” He asks, clearly using his mind reading again.

“I could feel it. I can sense emotions and state of well beings. It’s pretty easy in animals but a little harder but still possible in demons and angels” You explain, hand ghosting over plants you pass.

“Can you sense my emotion?” He asks looking at you.

“Haven’t tried” you shrug. “Did you want me to?” You look in his eyes. He just shrugs and looks back forward. You walk for several more minutes before you come upon a small cave. Tom grabs your arm lightly and walks through the pitch black cave. You can only hear things going on around you, bugs scuttling across the floor, water dripping from unknown sources, whispers that are most likely from dark fae. Your vision adjusts and you can see clearly, you’re surprised because you never knew you could do that. The fae stay back behind rocks and columns and the bugs run in the other direction as you walk in deeper, then you come across a chasm. Tom stops the both of you before looking around.

“I don’t know how much you’re gonna like this angel, but you gotta trust me.” Before you can ask what he means, you’re out of control again, unable to do anything unless Tom does it for you. He grabs your arm and jumps over the edge. You fall for a second before you see the bottom approaching quickly. Once you hit it, you don’t feel the impact, you see colors of red and black flashing past you. Your insides twist and curl again before you black out again.

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unrighteousness | t. holland | part 2

Not My Photo

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one that fell

warnings: kidnapping, hell, none really tho (smut and other stuff in later chapters)

note: the more i write the more i love this concept :)

Hell had been much hotter the past few weeks. Demons even beginning to become uncomfortably warm in the growing fires that lined most halls of the castle. Damned souls screams increasingly louder as torture became worse and more frequently. The black and red cracked pavement of the broken streets that ran through Hell constantly felt like black asphalt on the hottest summer days. The sky darker almost as if mocking the despair of the sinners and their plight. The embers in the walls of the castle were growing brighter next to the firestone. All in unconscious preparation of Hells newest guest (not that anyone knew who it was save the King).

The King of Many Names, Satan, Lucifer, Devil he responded to all but most demons just called him Tom. His skin was tan from his frequent visits to the Mortal Realm, his eyes usually stayed brown but changed from red to deep blue just like a fire gaining heat. He always wore a simple all black suit with his hair done to look like he’d spent no time on it. His jaw mostly stayed clenched, giving it a sharp muscular view that made the demons swoon. His large wings which had originally been broken and ripped off of him when he fell from above, but when they grew back, they grew back black, larger and stronger than before. He’d been on edge recently, fingers tapping in the edge of his throne as finalized his plot to get the thing he wanted most. His royal court growing nervous as well, wanting the plan to go smoothly or there’d be Hell to pay, quite literally. But now he’s done it. He had exactly what he’d been yearning for for as long as time can let him remember. You. Well almost, he still had to get you home, but he was with you, and that’s was the hardest part.

You wake up in complete confusion. Your body feels lighter than usual, but you can still feel everything within you wrenching and twisting. Your eyes take a while to adjust to the colors you see, giving you a headache almost immediately. You feel your wings curl around you in protection. You finally gain the strength to look up and around you. Green. Blue. The sky, you know the sky. The green must be grass, you’d only seen it in pictures and prayers. You’re on Earth, in the Mortal Realm. It felt different than you’d imagined and dreamed about. You dig your nails into the ground, grabbing dirt as well as blades of grass. It’s smell is strong and something you’d never experienced, most likely because there’s so much grass around you, you see nothing else. You see a tree in the corner of your eye and tilt your head towards it. Then you see more trees, so many trees. That must be a forest, which means you are in a meadow.

“It’s actually a pasture, technically” You jump high and your wings form a ball around you completely. That voice. The one from your dream. You slowly peek from behind your wings. It’s him, the Devil. You begin to shake a little bit, but when you meet his eyes, you become calm.

“You-you can read my thoughts?” You whisper out, you’d been lead to believe only Father can do that.

“Only on Earth, helps me know what Mortals want from me.” Satan speaks, slowly sitting next to where you’re hunched over on the ground.

“Oh, what’s a pasture?” You ask allowing your wings to drop slightly.

“It’s like a meadow, but it’s main purpose is to feed the animals that are kept. Here we have cows, goats and horses.”

“Where are they?”

“The horses are in their stables, the goats are being milked at the moment, but the cows are all the way over there” He points behind you. You turn and see about 12 cows eating peacefully. You nod and turn back to him.

“Why am I here?” Lucifer sighs and looks at the ground before looking back up at your eyes.

“It’s a long story, one i’m not sure i’m ready to tell you right now. Soon I will, but for now, know that you’re safe with me. I’m sure you don’t trust me but you must stay with me. Everything will make since in time. Now, lets get going we cannot stay here for long, they’re looking for you.”

“Who is? And i’m not going anywhere with you. You’re the Devil!” You squeak, your current situation finally setting in.

“I’m not asking you Angel, i don’t wanna have to hurt you but you’ve gotta come with me. You’re not safe in Heaven.”

“Oh and im sure Hell is just such a lovely and comforting place” You speak looking at him, your wings puffing up a bit.

He smirks in a sinister fashion, making you shudder.

“I know best Angel, i don’t know what bullshit they’re spewing up there but you don’t want to test me. Now lets go” He motions with his hand and your body lurches forward, your wings going into their natural resting position and your feet moving without your consent. You begin to protest but find you can no longer speak. You can only follow behind Lucifer.

“You can call me Tom” He turns his head and winks at you before looking back straight ahead.

[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness | t. holland | part 5 |

Not My Gif

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one who fell

warnings: hell, religion, fire and dogs

note: this ones a bit longer but i love it!!

Your first “lesson” was easy enough. Katie taught you about the different parts of Hell, the creation and the logistics. You learned a lot about Tom along the way, how he was treated and dealt with while in Heaven. You read a few journal entries from when Hell as it is now, was being created. When Tom disagreed with Father or God as everyone called him down here, there was almost a war. Angels put against each other all because God must be right at all times. Anyone with a different opinion sentenced to suffer. They threw him out of Hell and into a Lake of Fire, which is the center of Hell. He managed to crawl out of the Lake and helped the other Angels who had been kicked out with him. Their wings never grew back as Toms did. They built the castle and as time went on, they begin to get humans. They only tortured the truly evil people. This who were damned to Hell because they didn’t believe or had forsaken God, simply lived in the town. Those who broke minor laws of society and were just mean spend most of their time in The Pit, which was the black tar pit you’d seen upon your arrival. The truly evil people, the rapists and abusers and unjustified killers and racists and those who hated and harmed others for their own greed and rich people who had indirectly caused masses of people to suffer, they all spent eternity being tortured. Some whipped all day until the skin in their back was gone, and then grew back over night just for the cycle to begin again. Some tied to rocks and allowed hungry animals to feast on their entrails.

“Does everything make sense so far?” Katie asks you.

“Perfectly” You speak looking at her. You were amazed at all the knowledge the Demons had, you’d been taught they were uncivilized and uneducated, only knew pain and hate.

“Good. Now let’s take a break, Tom wants you to train to fight with the Twins” She says, picking up a stack of black clothes.

“Who are the Twins?” You question as she begins to untie your dress.

“They were a few of the demons who survived The Falling. It was Tom, Harrison, Harry and Sam, Patrick, and Jacob. Tom, Harry, Sam and Patrick are actually all brothers, they were Higher Angels but Harrison and Jacob are their best friends. The Twins are Toms battle strategists, they are fairly mischievous so don’t believe everything they tell you.” She finishes as you put on the shorts and tank top you’re given. Katie smiles at you and walks you to a room. It’s large and two men are standing there, with weapons all around them.

“Sam and Harry, this is Y/n. I’ll be back for her in 1 hour and 30 minutes. Take care of her” Katie curtsies before leaving and closing the door behind her.

“I’m Sam” The boy with curly hair sticking out from all directions says. He shakes your hand.

“Harry” The other one says. His hair is long as well but only on top.

“You ever fought before?” Sam asks you. You shake your head no. He nods and moves to grab something and wraps it around his fingers.

He teaches you to block first, he teaches you to use your wings, which are much stronger than you thought. Then he shows you how to use weapons, he lets you choose which one you want to use, you decide on a long sword and a small mace for your other hand. He teaches you how to swing them to cause the most damage and protect yourself. The whole time, Harry comments on your movements and speed, showing you how to increase your agility without becoming tired. He corrects your footwork and reminds you to keep your eyes on everything at once. After an hour of fighting and training, you take a break, talking to the twins about what Katie was teaching you. They tell you their experience and how it happened in their eyes. They also tease you about your innocence and laugh every time you look shocked when they use a curse word. They begin asking you questions about living in Heaven and being an Angel, was it the same, have things changed. You all joke around for a while more before Katie comes for you, taking you to eat something.

As you’re eating lunch, Tom and Harrison pass through the room, he’s talking to another demon but stops when he sees you.

“How’s it going angel? D’you meet the twins?” He asks smiling as you swallow.

“I’ve learned a lot and i can fight now” You grin widely, causing Tom to chuckle.

“Good, I’ll see you tonight before you go to bed okay?” He says cupping your chin. You nod and look down at your food.

“Thank you Katie” Tom smiles at the girl, before going back to talking to Harrison and the other demon and moving out of the room.

“You know, before I came here, I’d only ever had bread, water and wine? It’s amazing that you guys have all these foods. The fruits are my favorite, there are so many, but the meat is different but still good, but a different kind of good” You giggle taking another bite of the chicken thigh.

“We call it savory. My favorite food is lamb. We eat it every few weeks and it’s delicious. Now come on, you have one more training session. It’s with Jacob and Patrick” Katie says cleaning up your plate.

You walk back down to a room similar to the one the twins were in, except it’s a bit darker. There’s a large man and a little boy talking.

“Sir Jacob and Sir Patrick, this y/n. I’ll be back in 45 minutes for her.” She says waving bye at the boys and leaving.

“Hey, I’m Jacob and this is Paddy. Tom wants me to help both of you with your powers” The large one says shaking your hand. You move to stand near where Paddy is standing.

“May I ask you a possibly rude question?” You ask looking down at Paddy.

“Sure can, you’re new here so i’m sure you’ve got lots of questions” He speaks smiling at you, his freckles distracting you from his eyes.

“If you fell when Tom did, why are you still young looking?”

“I age much slower down here, i’ve actually grown a few inches since The Falling. Tom says not worry and that i’ll grow big and strong someday soon” He smiles proudly. You nod and smile back before turning to Jacob.

���Now, Y/n, you’ve got some hidden powers and i’m gonna help you control them. It may be a bit scary at first, but this isn’t our only lesson so you’ll get used to it. Nothing in this room can hurt you. Tom was smart and made the rooms so that you can’t be harmed in here.” You nod and take a look around. “We’ll start with fire wielding. Pads, show y/n.” You oook towards Paddy as he closes his eyes and holds out his hands. Suddenly a flame grows from his hands, his hand looks like it’s on fire but he doesn’t seem to be in pain. The fire moves with his hands as he forms a ball and tosses it up in the air before staring at his hands and the fire dies out. You stare in shock.

“I-I can’t do that” You whisper looking at Jacob with concern.

“Yea you can, you’ve just never done it before. It’s not that hard you just have to think about it” Paddy says from beside you.

“Go ahead, give it a try. Think about the fire, controlling it, what it looks like, what it feels like. Don’t think about it hurting cause it won’t. Concentrate on creating the fire” Jacob says walking right in front of you.

You nod and hold your hands in front of you. You close your eyes and think. The beautiful colors of fire, how when it’s on wood it crackles and whips around things. How you’d never gotten to see fire in heaven. It’d always been fascinating to you. You feel a warmth over your heart and it burns until it’s nice and toasty. You open your eyes and see a much smaller flame then Paddy’s but it was something. The bottom was blue and the tip was orange you smiled and it grew a bit bigger before going out, causing you to pout.

“Don’t worry, it’s your first time. You did great, this time, focus on how angry heaven made you.” Jacob says. You feel your chest tighten. Heaven didn’t make you angry did it? Sure you could never do what you wanted and you were constricted to the impossibly strict rules enforced by everyone but you had been happy there right? You scan your brain for a time you’d been happy, but your heart falls at the fact that you’d never been happy. You’d been miserable, depressed even. Nothing made you happy except the sunset and rise. You clench your jaw at the memories of your hopeless life, they said Heaven was the happiest place but you’d never smiled more than you had in the last couple of days. God never checked up on you and the higher angels only policed where you went. The fire you felt earlier burned hotter now, if you were anyone else you were sure this would be cooking your soul.

You look down at your hands to see them engulfed in blue and red flames, up to your wrists. You thought about the flames a bit more and they cooled to orange but still very lively. You smiled and looked at the boys for validation that you were doing it right. Paddy looked amazed at your hands and clapped, while Jacob looked proud.

“Amazing y/n. Perfect. Let’s move on to some other stuff” Your flames went out and you kept staring at your hands, that remained unaffected by the flames that were covering them just seconds ago.

Jacob also taught you how to increase your hearing ability and how to move items with your mind. Paddy had to help you with that one because you couldn’t seem to only focus on the thing you wanted to move. You only made a cup move a foot but it was progress in their books. By the end of the lesson the boys were capturing you in a hug causing you to laugh. You all play caught using the techniques the Twins taught you. You were running around laughing when Tom came in.

“Looks like you lot are having heaps of fun” He interrupts with a smirk on his face.

“I think she’s cooler than you Tommy” Pads says as you ruffle his hair. Tom rolls his eyes before pulling the bit into a light choke hold.

“Alright angel, come on. I’ve managed to get out of my duties early. I wanna talk to you” He smiles, sticking his arm out for you. You take it and walk through the castle until you get to a bedroom next to his.

“This is your room, I hope you like it.” He speaks showing you all of it. It’s just a large as his and looks very similar but with less personal items and furniture. Your window has a small balcony on it and your bed has more pillows but looks comfortable all the same.

“I love it. Thank you” You go and sit at the vanity area.

“So, how was all your training?” He asks plopping on your bed and resting his hands behind his head.

“Interesting. I did things i never thought possible. Did you know I can see in the dark? And make fire? And that my wings are 15 times stronger than I am and I’m super strong, stronger than a human?” You look at him as you take your hair out of the ponytail it been in all day.

“I did yes, but you do know you can do more. We’ll let the lessons rest for a bit since i’m sure you’ll be sore tomorrow but I want to spend more time with you. I don’t know a lot about you and your personality. That’s what I want to know most about. So tell me, what are your favorite things?” He asks turning towards you. You relax in the plush chair and think hard.

“Well, I’ve always enjoyed sunsets and rises. The night sky is pretty too. I’d never seen it before but your window has a great view. The stars are gorgeous, I used to hear prayers about the constellations but I know nothing about them. I also love the fruits here! They’re so delicious and all your fancy words for things, like savory! Meat is savory and it’s so good. I do like music but all the music in heaven is kind of boring. I’ve heard some people singing down here and it’s so nice. I also like animals, like dogs they may be my favorite. Dogs or Snakes, i’m not supposed to like those in heaven. They’re unholy creatures because you ‘tarnished’ them but they’re so cute. I do like reading as well, i’ve only read the bible but I know there’s a lot of books written by humans” You sigh thinking of all things you’ve had to push aside your whole life.

“Angel, when you’re here, you can have all of that and more. Speaking of, you like dogs, i think there’s someone you’d like to meet.” Tom stands and open the door and whistles into the hallway. You hear a bark and the patter of feet. Tom opens the door wide and a large grey dog runs in the door, sliding on the hard wood but falling on the rug in your room. Your eyes widen at the dog.

“This is Tessa, found her on Earth being abused so I brought her here and now she’s a hell hound. Everyone says they’re mean and evil but she’s a total sweetheart.” He speaks plying with her ears. He beckons you over and you slowly walk to the dog. He sits near you and allows the dog to sniff you. She looks at you for a moment before jumping on you and licking all over your face causing you to laugh. You pet her and talk to her as mothers talk to their babies.

“Hello Ms Tessa. I’m y/n. You are so precious aren’t you? The cutest doggy ever? Yes you are” You play with her as she pants and allows you to pet her.

“You wanna sleep with her tonight? She’ll protect you.” Tom says scratching her head. You nod and hug the dog and then Tom.

“So what about you?” You ask as Tessa relaxes and lays down, her head in your lap as you scratch lightly behind her ears.

“Id love to sleep with you tonight” He winks at you. Your face heats up and you look down.

“I meant what’s your favorite stuff” You speak biting back a smile.

“Oh, yea. Well there’s a lot. Dogs for starters. I like to golf, I like reading as well. I love helping people and I love making things right. My favorite color is black and I love AC/DC, they’re a band who makes music. I also love earth. Mostly though, I love my friends and brothers.” He speaks looking in your eyes. His brown orbs hold so much sincerity you feel your heart beat a little faster.

“Tell me more.” You whisper. You and Tom spend the rest of your day talking and learning more about each other. After hours of nothing but talking, he tells you he has some last minute stuff he has to check on before bed. He leaves and lets you know Katie will be in soon to help with your bath. Tessa trots and hops up on your bed and lays down.

After your bath, Katie helps braid your hair. She also hands you a book of all the constellations and stars in the sky. You hug her tight before crawling in the bed with Tessa. Katie blows out your lamps and bids you goodnight. You fall asleep almost as quickly as the door is shut, falling into a deep sleep, thinking off all the kindness one beautiful devil as shown you.

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unrighteousness | t. holland | epilogue

Not My Gif

summary: the epilogue to the unrighteousness series :(

warnings: fluff, mentions of smut but no actual stuff

note: wow....it’s done :((( but it was fun to write and thank you everyone who liked or rebooted or commented on this series it means a lot. make sure you request to see more imagines :)

The castle was noisy today, it had been fairly quiet the month after the battle but today the entirety of hell was in good spirits. Fancy decorations had been out up the night before and even the sky seemed a little brighter. Today was your wedding day, you were going to marry the devil. It was almost absurd, the thought of marrying Lucifer, but here you were, in a black dress getting married in unholy matrimony. You of course had Katie and Frankie helping you get ready, except they had a few tears in their eyes, as did you. You were nervous but more excited, hands shaking in anticipation. You hadn’t even seen Tom today and it was almost 7pm. You’d all decided to have a night ceremony so that you could be married under the stars (and so that the more light sensitive demons could attend).

“Im not moving too fast am I?” You ask your now best friends and bridesmaid.

“Please, love knows of no time. My mother used to say if it’s true love you could be married the day you met and be happy for eternity. You and Tom have true love y/n.” Frankie speaks, looking you in your eyes through the mirror while skillfully tightening your dress.

“Focus on the positive y/n, i’m sure they’re are many bad things in your mind, but everything will be perfect. As soon as you see Tom, all your fears will run into The Pit” Katie whispers into your ear, while braiding your hair into a bun. You’re grateful to have her as your maid of honor.

There’s a knock on the door, that interrupts everyone conversation.

“Angel? It’s me, I know i’m not supposed to see you but I missed you and the boys were driving me crazy.” Tom speaks through the closed door.

“It’s okay love, we’ll be together shortly. Don’t go crazy. I love you, now go back with the boys before I tell Haz you’ve escaped” I laugh, playfully shouting at him.

“I love you too, also there’s a special guest for you.” He says before the door cracks open and someone slips through, you turn around and see Zendaya with Noon on her shoulder.

“Z!” You’d missed her and asked Tom if she was able to come, he had told you probably not because she was still living. You’d searched forever for a way to get her here, but it looks like Tom figured it out.

“I would never miss your wedding, as soon as I found out you and tom were engaged, I began making a gift -“

“WE began making a gift” Noon squeaks cutting her off.

“Oh sorry, my lord. We began making a gift” She rolls her eyes and shoos the large bird off her shoulder. Tessa barks at him.

“Tess! He’s a friend! Be nice.” You look at the dog with pointed eyes.

“Sorry, hello bird” She now speaks at the bird. The dog and bird begin having a conversation that only you can hear.

“Oh, here’s your gift” Z flicks her wrist and a rectanglular box appears in her hands. You grab it and thank her, opening it. It’s a book, It’s empty like a journal and has symbols and jewels on the cover.

“It’s a magic spell book. There’s hidden spells and potions that you can ‘unlock’ by learning some easy magic. You seemed really interested in it when you were staying with me.” She says explains it to you.

“Thank you Z, I love it.” You have Frankie place it in your chest of things that you have to move to Toms room.

You all fall into easy conversation while you finish getting ready. Zendaya agreed to be a bridesmaid for you and got into her dress that’s you’d had made just for her incase. Frankie and Katie got into theirs and help each other so their hair while you did Zendayas. Once you were all finally ready, Katie went out to tell the boys to go get in position. Tom would wait at the aisle, then Katie and Harry would walk down, followed by Frankie and Sam, then Jacob and Zendaya then Tessa would be the flower dog. Finally Tony would walk you down, and give you to Tom. Paddy and Noon were the ring bearers and Haz was going to officiate for you. It was your dream wedding and the closer you got, the closer you got, the more excited you were.

You finally stood right in front of the doors, that led to the castle steps, where the ceremony was. All of the boys were lined up and ready to go. The sun was setting when Katie and Harry started walking down. You watched as your best friends and now family walked down in front of you.

“Ready kid?” Tony asks from beside you.

“Absolutely. I love him Tony, i love him so much” You sigh, your body was tightening and you just wanted to run and kiss Tom already.

Finally, the music starts playing and you and Tony exit the doors. At the top of the steps is Tom, looking right at you. You smile widely and see him smile back. He begins tearing up, causing you to bite your lip to stop from ruining your makeup with angel tears. When you get to Tom, Tony kisses your head and hugs Tom.

“I’m happy for you both, whole family is.” He speaks before walking down to stand with the other groomsmen.

“You look absolutely gorgeous angel. Your mixed match wings are really doin something to me. God, am I lucky” He bites his lip and his eyes flash blue.

“Thought there was no God down here?” You giggle

“There’s not, but he still gave me you” He grabs your hands and turns you both towards Haz.

The ceremony is shorter than expected and full of tears. You both say your vows and wipe each other tears.

“Well, under the united power of heaven and hell. I pronounce you, King and Queen, Wife and Husband” Haz finishes up. Before you can think, Tom pulls you into a kiss so tight you feel love pour into your soul.

Everyone cheers and hollers for you both, as Tom puts a real crown on your head. everyone bows and curtsies while clapping for you. After that, everyone files into the ballroom where you and Tom have your first dance. You both walk around the ballroom, thanking everyone and talking to people. They congratulate and wish you well. After hours and hours of dancing and singing and Haz doing some weird thing called karaoke, you and Tom get ready to head to your honeymoon.

You go up to your rooms and gather all your bags and suitcases.

“I could just eat you up angel” Tom growls as you place all your last minute stuff into a bag.

“Tommy! Be patient and wait until we get to Earth” You laugh at his eagerness.

“Or” He walks up behind you and places his head on your shoulder while holding your hip. “I can fuck you into this mattress and fill you up so you get pregnant” He whispers in your ear. You spin around in his arms and rest your hands on his chest.

“Or, you can be patient and do that and more when we get to Earth.” You tease, turning back around to finish packing.

“You’re gonna kill me before I even get there angel” He groans flopping down on the bed.

“Don’t be a drama queen. Now where are we going first?” You ask finally flying towards the gates and to a portal.

“Our first stop of our month long honey moon where we live like humans? Italy baby” He winks, throwing himself through the portal with you following him.

[tommyquackson]

unrighteousness | t. holland | part 1

summary: a perfect angel isn’t as perfect as she’s lead to believe, and there’s no other angel who knows more about imperfection than the one that fell

warnings: religion, christianity, kidnapping, some other stuff in later chapters ;)

note: honestly i love the idea of devil!tom and angel!reader idek know why man

Heaven was more gorgeous than any human could ever imagine. Father took all the best thoughts of the mortals and created a realm so much more exquisite. Pure white clouds that begin to blind the eyes of the souls coming home, golds shining just dripping with superiority and oozing with the satisfaction of knowing only the righteous get to set their eyes upon it. Enormous buildings with unique designs and architecture, and gorgeous parks filled with crystal waters and exuberant animals, there wasn’t a bad part of Heaven. Every single angel floated with their head held high but not high enough to reach Pride and their wings flowing gorgeously behind but not too far out to be Vain. Everything done, was done for the Father. Sin is not possible in Heaven, and if you do still manage to Sin, you’re sent straight to hell with that devil. He didn’t even deserve to be spoken of unless in Services where the Higher Angels spoke more about the graciousness of the Father and how well he is taking care of all and how grateful all should be.

You however, never felt like you belonged in Heaven. You were supposedly one of the Oldest Angels, though you’re certainly not a Higher Angel. For as long as your memory can recall (which is unfathomably far back) you’ve been in Heaven, with feelings of distance and constant awkwardness. You had no idea why you were important or special to them, especially when they treated you as insignificant. They kept you here, never to stray too far from your home, directly in the middle of the homes of the most important Angels. You’re not allowed to attend the monthly meetings, but you must be near a Higher, every moment of your day. Long ago, you wished to be a guardian, protecting the mortals from their mortal problems. You gave up on that dream centuries ago, settling for the same prayer job you’ve had since people were created. You go to the office and you get on your knees and pray back to thousands of people who pray everyday. It’s a chance to spread Gods word and faith straight to the Mortals.

Today was like no other day you’d had in the Eons you’d been alive. You wake in your small white bed, that wasn’t fancy nor elegant. Move straight to your corner room and Pray to Father, thank him for all he’s given you and will give you and has taken from you. You spend over an hour simply talking to God. Then you get dressed in your robes and have breakfast, bread and water, just as you do every single morning. The bread always taste almost like nothing, on days you’re extremely hungry after fasting, you can taste the flour and water used to make the bread. After breakfast you leave for work, meeting Uriel outside your front door, just as the sun begins to rise, you always to make sure to praise God for the beauty in the sun rises and for giving you a sun rise even in a realm where the sun is not anywhere near. Once in the office, you begin your work. Listening to every single prayer and ask for advice that was sent your way. Most you answered easily, other you sent on to other departments, but all you listen to, heart breaking at the tests God puts his people through. But once they get here, they will know it was worth it.

“Y/N, you need to follow me, we will have someone take over your work for now.” Gabriel himself comes into your office, looking down upon you.

“Gabriel, wh-“ You begin to question

“No need for questions, please follow me now” He booms sternly and turns around. You scramble up and follow, walking down dauntingly large hallways that all seem to look the same, until you reach a large white door. It’s opened to reveal all the Higher Angels at a large white table, and glasses of water. There’s one more empty seat, presumably for you.

“Y/N, please sit. Now, we need to know if you’ve been visited by anyone in the last few years, since we last spoke.” A Dominion speaks as you sit.

“Oh, uh No. I haven’t been visited by anyone. I’ve been spending all the time with Uriel. He is the only one I have spoken too since his time with me”

“You’ve not seen anything? Nothing at all?” This time it was one of the Powers asking you.

“Nothing at all sir. I assure you. Has-has something happened?” You ask meekly.

“No need for you to worry. Just checking in on you. Uriel, please keep her closer and stay with her longer. We need our Angel safe.” The Power speaks, devine eyes glowing into your soul.

You see Uriel nod, and stand up, grabbing your arm gently. You both return back to your office where he sets up his work area on the other side and you’re told to get back to work. So you do. Of course you still wonder what’s going on, they love to not include you in matters that are clearly about you, but you’re not allowed to complain at all. The Lord says not to complain so you don’t. You simply continue with your work for the day until you’ve done enough and you’re ready to go home. As you cleanup, Uriel packs up his belongings and waits by the door for you. You both walk home, stopping to give thanks for the sunset. Once the sun is gone, it’s still very bright outside, however there is no more sky. It’s just white and gold above you as far as you can see.

You step into your small home and turn around to say goodbye to Uriel.

“I’m staying here with you y/n.” He speaks.

“Oh, well then please sit. I’ll make you some food.” You go over to your kitchen and make a plate of cheese and bread with a bit of wine. You hand Uriel the plate and sit across from him, waiting until he’s finished until you’re supposed to eat.

“You may eat with me” He speaks with his hands in his lap. You grab yourself a plate and sit back down, bowing your head so he may lead you in prayer. Once you’ve both said your amens, you eat quietly and awkwardly.

You show Uriel to an extra room with a bed and things for guests. You bid him goodnight and move to your bathroom. You bathe in cold water and prepare for sleep, praising your Father the whole time. Once you’re ready you get on your knees and pray for a while. Asking God to protect you and keep you safe while you sleep and to keep the humans safe. You then get into bed and fall asleep without any trouble.

You quickly fell into a dream. You regularly dreamed, fantasies of being mortal or a Higher Angel, harmless dreams. This one was different however, your world was no longer white and gold, but black and red. You couldn’t see anything, the red too close to your eyes. All was blurry and moving quickly. You felt warm, and cold at the same time. The only sounds were that of rocks crumbling and low rumbles. You’re brain is filled with confusion, you’d never seen nor felt anything of this matter in your existence.

soon angel, very very soon

a voice speaks into your ear, you’ve never heard it before. You call for your Father, for Uriel, for anyone to help you out if the dark but your voice is silent. No sound coming out, you become increasingly worried. Begging your throat to scream for help, but nothing ever comes. Your heart hammers against your rib cage, almost bursting out. Until you feel a jolt and you’re awakened. You relax as you realize it’s just a dream, but all Angels know dreams are never just dreams. You begin to get out of bed to alert Uriel of the dream you’d had, when suddenly you feel a force grab you from your midsection and over your mouth.

the time is now angel

It was the voice from your dream. How’d anyone get into your home. You try to scream but the hand over your mouth prevents any sound from escaping.

Then you’re out like a light, snapped into complete darkness and unconscious