#today was fine ig
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#today was fine ig#for me specifically#but#my brother had an accident on a ski trip and broke his face#which I know I’m saying kinda flippantly#but it was pretty fuckin scary for a sec there apparently#my mom is on her way to northern Wisconsin now to go see to him but he’s spending the night in the hospital anyways#not telling yall this for any particular reason other than I use this blog as a faux diary#so I appreciate you reading this far#but I’m good and my brother will survive and all that#just thanks for listening 🙂#if you want the details of what a ‘broken face’ looks like#it’ll put a few detail after the slav tag#slav#slav every day#voltron#he broke his eye socket bones#fractured his sinuses#knocked some teeth out of alignment#and has a concussion so bad he got knocked unconscious and couldn’t stop throwing up#he also has a minor brain bleed from said concussion#so that’s enough to get you in the hospital over night ig lol
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hot take but you guys are maybe a little too obsessed with elrond. he's just a guy.
#don't get me wrong I LIKE elrond but like#the fandom's constant veneration of him (far beyond what tolkien does) bothers me#the whole POINT is that he's humble and unassuming ok#he isn't the coolest specialest shiniest boi in middle-earth and that's fine!!#nor is he the 'only person in his family with a braincell' wtf#the way fandom's obsession with him puts him on a pedestal way above other equally interesting characters is just. a lot#like elros is always cast as his foil (less wise and less kind and less forgiving) and it's ANNOYING#not even getting into all the bad kidnap fam takes that come from this characterisation#high salt levels today ig
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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me: okay I can just finish my class readings and the next assignment due and then take some time to chill and perhaps write :)))
me, immediately: I need to read 7 books, 12 articles, and 3 dissertations in the next week
#such is life ig#DON'T worry about it I'm fine everything is fine and reasonable#this isn't even for my program either I'm just trying to conceptualize phd research topics#my therapist today was like 'well you don't really have to think about that yet you can focus on the other things'#here i am. twelve hours later. rip.
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Ash IG Story
#you're absolutely kidding me#🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🚀☀️💥 👻🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#Instagram#video#kh4f post#literally lying here sad wondering if I should just go back to sleep bc why not#i am wide awake now#OH NO HE'S CUTE#OH NO BACK CONTENT#OH NO IMMEDIATELY THE BEST BACK CONTENT POSSIBLY EVER??#like the back blog is both revived today and possibly closed forever#how would we ever top this#THE COIN TATTOO#ARE U JOKING#Oh no he's CUUUUUUTR#I'm fine#possibly#send help just in case#but#ohmygod#👰🏻♀️
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wait wait we had a big xmas moment of Eddie's S5 suprise leaving announcement and s2 xmas of the Diaz family family reunion under the christmas tree, but what if Eddie moves to Texas and things are slowly getting better with Chris but Eddie has very firmly committed himself to having no hopes and taking everything at Christopher's pace. he's glad to have his son back but missing the rest of the life he built. things are strained with his parents but he's making it work. there are positive signs - Chris is showing some enthusiasm for planning their Christmas together and agreeing they should do it together at the place Eddie is renting (even if he was planning to moving permanently if he's moving to reunite with christopher it makes sense to start with a rental he can get fast not wait through the whole buying/selling process as part of the initial relocation). And then it's Christmas morning and Chris is leading Eddie outside and Buck is waiting there and Chris announces that he's ready to come back to LA so he called Buck to come and get them both.
#buckley diaz family#nobody needs to say they are a family but it can be very loud#eddie diaz#christopher diaz#evan buckley#evan buck buckley#buddie#(or platonic ig if you want)#i will calm down eventually i swear#i caved to the temptation of my christmas songs playlist today which hasn't helped#and we don't even have to worry about the employment situation bc bobby has established he can get Eddie's job back before it'll be fine#and Eddie points out that this is great but they can't just fit their whole lives in Buck's jeep and leave immediately#though he would if he could#and Chris is just like god dad I'm making a gesture *stroppy yet fond teenage eyeroll*#Eddie says thank god his house hasn't sold yet#and Buck is like well if it had you could still come back to LA and live in the loft with me#Chris is like 'Buck I want to come home but I also need my own room thx'#also christopher and christmas in the same post is typing autopilot hell
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no cause why would u eat the food I prepped
#food#personal#i batch boiled eggs and had 2 left for today#i went to eat my eggs and notice theyre not in the fridge#hes actively boiling more eggs#likeeeeeee why not just boil more eggssssss#instead of eating mine#were also just running low on groceries so theyve been eating my safe foods which is fineeee ig but dont touch the shit i was planning#ig im waiting til he gets off work at 9 to eattttt#its finee i def can wait but i had a whole plan#no but watch him go out to eat instead of the store#maybe i can talk him into whataburger if so and omad a salad cause they hwve really good salad#idk
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I won a cosplay contest, AGAIN!!!
#this one was a mainstage contest which mesns im not allowed to enter Sun into contests anymore (sandbagging) but that's fine JSKFKEKF#but i won best beginner‚ a random 400$ anime figurine (okay ig)‚ and 500 buckaroonies!!! !!!!!#edit: so it turns out its not a random anime figurine#its a 3d scan and colored print of ME!#so i went in in costume today (its an edit‚ sue me. rn its the day after) and they scanned me up and its gonna take 3 to 4 weeks to make
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Happy Halloween :D
I got my hair bleached in the spot I was supposed to get hair chalk for so I don't need hair chalk now [incert proud tiktok emoji]
#in my defense about the photos it's eight am and this was literally the first thing I did#I cannot take a photo of myself today without looking deranged but I'm revivebur so ig it's fine 💀#dsmp#dsmpblr#revivebur#halloween#cosplay#dsmp cosplay
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Dancer! Sejanus, in which he is given the lead role alongside one of Marcus’s best friends, and Marcus can’t take his eyes off of him for the entire duration of the show
#he feels entranced and like he can’t breathe anymore as soon as sejanus comes on stage#he only realizes several seconds later that he has been unconsciously holding his breath#and it happens multiple times again that he unconsciously stops breathing for a few seconds looking at him#cause his movements paired with the lights and the music make him look almost otherworldly#marcus cannot truthfully say whether his friend was good or not cause he was too preoccupied with sejanus to concentrate on her performance#it’s fine she won’t know and he’ll make it up to her#after complimenting her after the show though he immediately asks her who the guy dancing with her was#you can bet he looked sejanus up on ig and google that same night#he also starts picking his friend up from practice sometimes#with the intention of yes hanging out with her but also of hopefully catching a glimpse of sejanus before they leave#sejanus starts noticing him too but he thinks marcus is dating the friend#“do you need a ride or is your boyfriend picking you up today as well?” “my boyfriend?“#marcus asking if practice is ever open to the public and when the next show will be#“what’s with the sudden interest marcus?”#she’s teasing she knows exactly what caused the sudden interest#her inviting sejanus to hang out with her and her friends#and trying to leave him and marcus alone together as much as possible#also i said “one of marcus’s best friends” and not “marcus’s best friends” because reaper marcus bestfriendism always <3#sejarcus#marcus tbosas#sejanus plinth
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#i hit a follower milestone today#of like the thousands variety#and idek if it’ll be worth celebrating or anything cause it feels like no one actually likes what i make#idkidk it just always feels like i’m screaming and throwing art into the void#which is fine ig cause i’m making it for me#but it does feel ridiculous sometimes
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got off work nearly an hour later than i was supposed to but look at me i'm fresh
#didn't drink water or sit down. btw why everything so hurts#also i should've asked my supervisors (?) if they were consulted on some girl from another cinema closing the register#like. i can't close and the girl who came to help out (bc no one else could work today ig) also can't close#so she called someone i think? and. i should've asked if this is . approved#cause now it's on me isn't it. well truthfully it's on whoever supervises me (??) so. i won't be too apologetic tomorrow#why? cause fuck em that's why! send someone who can close or handle me#.#kata.txt#two days later: btw everything was fine someone really did close the register
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I don't even consider myself Into BLs. I like ONE of them that actually fits the category.
#and what a BL it is#yeah like there's gay couples I like but of the danmei/bl/yaoi genre as a whole. eh ig there's no. 6 if that counts#but THE STEREOTYPES...#and in fairness a lot of the shit comes from the fans#like the top/bottom posts today reminded me of how much insane drama there is around that#but it's handled relatively normally in the actual canon. that's not what makes the sex scenes bad. its the consent stuff#wwx was also never called a wife idk where that came from. he said he WASN'T a wife at one point. in the BM I think#because he didn't wanna cook...#behind being literally 1 inch shorter than lwj and not as physically strong there's like nothing. I think it's fine#besides* oops. the fan landscape IS insane tho#cor.txt
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thinking about this damn text convo with my mom today still has me wanting to punch walls like 🗿
#personal#she took my car this morning & didnt respond to any of my messages & for some weird ass reason ig my dad just said#‘bad news ur car is gone’ & refused to elaborate so ofc i spent 3 hours of my morning freaking out it got STOLEN#he was probs trying to cover for her or some shit but like. she had this docs appt scheduled for MONTHS & knew i was working today + taking#someone to work… like yes i still live under ur roof but fuck me man u ALSO have ur own cars stop takong mine !!!#so damn embarrassing to tell my friend theyd have to take a lyft like i paid for it & they said it was fine but still 😭#im just in the kitchen cooking all pissed af 🙈
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redraw of the scene that lives in my head because why did he stab his boob
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#masato arakawa#ichiban kasuga#snap sketches#maybe bro wouldnt have collapsed so soon if he stabbed the right spot did he ever think of that#idk american drugs have you poke your tit ig im not a doctor#subscriber to the conspiracy theory rgg did this as an apology we'd only get emo masato for ten minutes#ill take it fine ill accept it#ok bye i have to do things today i just wanted to scribble this quick
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Ash IG Story
#🚨 BEARD 🚨#ASH SIR MY LOVE OMG PLS DO NOT SHAVE BEFORE TONIGHT OMG BESTIE POOKIE MY SUN MY MOON MY DUDE PLS#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#the 5sos show tour LA#the 5sos show tour#Instagram#ai ig#kh4f post#THE POWER OF MANIFESTATION#PLS FR THO DUDE KEEP IT FOR TONIGHT OMG I WILL DIE#PLS SIR I STG I WON'T LOOK AT LUKE FOR A SECOND NO MATTER IF HE'S WEARING THE SLUTTIEST TIE#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#obviously i am a very stable individual#today should go smoothly#i apologize in advance for any behavior you may witness from me in the next 24 hours#I'm fine#also#🧛🏻♀️
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