#today was a bad day so idk what the moon phase is but whatever it is it’s a Bad Moon Cooking Day

[opiote]

I only have good days or bad days when cooking. Doesn’t matter what I make, whether it’s something I’ve made a million times before and didn’t change the recipe of or something completely new. Either it’s all good or it’s all bad. Thus I have decided from this point on I will schedule my cooking days in accordance with the phases of the moon

[guavagloss]

my thoughts during each moon transit throughout each sign

moon in aries

- i’m irritated as fuck i’m irritated as fuck i’m irritated as fuck i’m irritated as fuck i’m irritated as fuck i’m irritated as fuck i’m

- i need to rant to someone rn or i’m gonna lose it

- road rage lmao

- wow that was a great workout

- impulse buying <3 and no i’m not thinking about the buyer’s remorse i’m gonna feel after buying myself this thing i don’t need <3

- time management?? idk who that is but they seem nice

- TRY ME i DARE u

moon in taurus

- i’m gonna ___ because i deserve it

- hey guys welcome back to my channel today i’m gonna show u guys my skincare routine <3

- might fuck around and eat three meals today 

- *takes a picture of the sunset*

- why am i on petfinder

- i deserve this nap

moon in gemini

- hiiiiiiii!!! <3

- *switches to bumble bff*

- omg!!! stickers!!!! 

- maybe i can be happy?

- maybe i should go back to therapy?

- idk

- i’m gonna talk to strangers

moon in cancer

- why do i feel the urge to cry??

- i need to cry

- where’s my journal this is tew much luv xx

- wow i’m so emotionally intelligent i’m such an empath

- i wish i had a cat

- i need to go back to therapy lmao

- the moon is so beautiful i love her

moon in leo 

- ONLY BAD BITCHES CAN RELATE TO REAL BAD BITCH SHIT!!!

- what if i vogued right here in front of the self-checkout cameras

- WHY DOESNT ANYONE LOVE ME

- i’m gonna wear this colorful top today

- *switches to bumble dating specifically for attention*

- i’m so hot and powerful

- wow i actually had a good hair day today

moon in virgo

- hmm maybe i’m not as hot and powerful as i thought 

- OVERTHINKING

- wow i should really clean my room

- i had such a great day at work!!

- people watching is so fun

- i’m only mean to u because i love u

- omfg why did i buy that??

moon in libra

- good morning bestie <3 

- how long have i been staring at myself in the mirror for lol

- hey guys welcome back to my channel today i’m gonna be showing you guys my everyday makeup routine <3

- i’m so pretty it’s no wonder everyone is in love with me

- so...there’s this person <3

- nvm

- i’m gonna buy this thing...but in pink <3

- *notices someone talking shit about someone i love* aht AHT!! NOT ON MY WATCH!!

moon in scorpio

- i’m gonna listen to my emo phase playlist

- i wanna cry i wanna scream i wanna curse someone out 

- where is MY JOURNAL

- i like to be fucked like a slut <3 come here zaddy lemme eat it up <3

- wow what a great workout

- (intensity intensifies)

moon in sagittarius

- there is not a man alive who can tell me what to do

- whoa maybe i should tone down on the sarcasm 

- this! bitch!

- hmm i should really do this thing, but i’m gonna go down another youtube rabbit hole instead <3

- be a slut do whatever u want

- might fuck around and try a new hobby

- you!! are going to LISTEN TO ME when I TALK!!! BITCH!!!

moon in capricorn

- money is the anthem of success <3

- nothing matters

- except my bag....and maybe like 2 people

- wow my comedic timing today >>>

- jesus christ why did i buy that

- romance is dead i hate my generation’s dating scene

- again, maybe i should tone down on the sarcasm

moon in aquarius

- i can’t feel anything and it’s great!!

- i’m gonna make a new playlist today

- “he-” dump him.

- alone time <3

- god i’m so lonely

- i just had the most amazing idea i need to write it down somewhere

- god i’m so smart and creative no wonder everyone is in love with me

moon in pisces

- i’m so tired pls

- i just had the craziest dream i wonder what it means

- oh look! there are those emotions i’ve been bottling up! and they’re back! with a vengeance! haha

- if i don’t take a nap i will d-word

- WHERE TF IS MY JOURNAL

- the tarot card reader on youtube said we should kiss <3

- what a day!! i did absolutely nothing except create scenarios that are never going to happen!! <3

- i’m gonna buy a crystal today

[robertsbarbie]

hi eris!! almost there!! i love a slow song normally, but idk the btr ones kind of just lost their appeal to me as i aged i guess. that's not to say they're bad though!! just something i get from somewhere else i guess. and who knows i might get back my taste for them, music taste kind of comes and goes in waves for me. like phases of the moon lol. also i like to shuffle albums too, to be honest i've never really understood the big deal about track order. like in a Symbolic sense, as in the way the artist wants their particular story told, sure, but in a practical sense it's never really affected my listening experience. like i've heard people say albums were straight up unlistenable to them because of track order and i've just never really understood that perspective. and here's to us reading the books we bought in 2022!! also i totally understand, there's so much i want to catch up with over break that i'm probably going to get overwhelmed and just listen to the same 10 songs in bed over and over. what are you hoping to watch/read/listen to in your time off?

yeah i totally get that and honestly i’m the same way, like secret time i wasn’t a huge fan of worldwide (thought it was overhyped) until kendall preformed it on a live with katelyn tarver early pandemic 2020 and i was like huh also their slow songs are very fake boy bandesque so i get it 😂

i also want you to know i audibly said ‘heck yes’ when i saw you shuffle albums ✌️😗 like obviously album track lists have to mean something but i think anyone trying to get you to look at a specific way to perceive art makes me want to chew glass not to mention that of the track list really meant something singles wouldn’t exist/ all your set lists would be the same but whatever i just think the different ways to perceive art and stories means something, i also grew up listening to everything on cds and was like ‘this is so boring’ and i was like 7 so i didn’t give a fuck about the story that literally did not exist (the day i discovered the “random” button my cinderella cd player was the best day of my life) and ugh people saying i hat genuinely annoys me because like no one is forcing you to listen in that order… it’s different in a musical or movie cause you can be like ‘these scenes don’t work togetehr’ or putting this musical number by this one makes no sense and then it’s like yeah anyway that’s all to say that this is one of my favorite things to talk about music wise so thank you for indulging me!

i definitely want to catch up on editing my brain has been so full for months i want to! get! it! out! music wise i think i’m pretty caught up outside of aly and aj’s album which i still need to listen to 😔. i want to finally finish ‘Emma’ because my taste in books is kind of trashy and i want to be a more well rounded person yada yada also “how i lived, how she died” by mary crockett and another book of some kind. tv and movies….. there’s so many…. definitely legacies (tv), so much has happened and i know i shouldn’t look at spoilers but i’ve looked and i want to have THOUGHTS, i started what i like about you (tv) and i want to finish that, maid (tv), all american (tv)(i started it right before school started and haven’t watched since), regrettably all the netflix christmas movies, i watched tick tick boom today which was so good!, the last letter to your love (movie) and i solely want to watch just to see if i was right about something related to taylor swift, rewatch the andrew garfield spider-man movies (which i wanted to do in like september but now i’m like i don’t want to be like other girls) and just general things the group chat has mentioned but i never had the time

[sad-b-lack-g-irl]

You’re lying if you say you are...

Welp, insomnia has kicked in and I’m overthinking sooooo here we are.

I have said this before and I’m only reconfirming it because I really want to change it: I am not happy.

Maybe I’m just reacting to what happened today with the Moon, but I’m sad as fuck. The weather is no help because where I live everything is really super fucking depressing in the winter, but whatever. I went to this dinner thing for this lady who goes to my church and the Moon was there, but he completely ignored me. And that shit hurt. But I guess it’s kind of expected since he has a girlfriend and the whole going to prom thing. But it’s kind of wild to me. It’s crazy because I felt like we broke up but we weren’t even fucking dating. And it’s crazier that this past Thursday he congratulated me on college stuff really casually. Although, he did unfollow me on Instagram, which I know it’s like really sis you know he unfollowed you. But, like, yea 🤷🏾‍♀️. I unfollowed him around New Years on Instagram and Snapchat because I was trying to figure stuff out with myself and seeing what he was doing only made things worse. But yea then we had a chill period where we were cool and more open about our feelings than before, but then he got a girlfriend. So now it’s awkward and he’s ignoring me. Plus I feel like he’s pissed that I unfollowed him, so he unfollowed me and now we are completely severed. But we can’t be because we go to the same church. Although I feel like I’m going to try to miss church a lot just so we don’t have to awkwardly interact. Also because I want to avoid people at church who know about us and then his girlfriend because they talk. Church folk always talk. This is rough. I really want to get out of this phase of life. And now I really, really want a boyfriend. And not just because he now has a girlfriend, but I feel like I’m someone who’s meant to be in a relationship. Not that it would define me, but I give to other people so much I need someone who is going to be there to give to me in a way that, to me, would be more intimate. Idk sounds weird and needy, but that’s how I feel. Like I can’t cuddle with someone who isn’t my boyfriend/a boy that I’m taking to because it wouldn’t feel right. Also I think the connection of someone who isn’t directly or uncontrollably involved in your life is comforting. Like a guy I could just lay in his arms and talk to without worrying about what expectations he has of me or me having to maintain a certain level of energy all the time. I also want to find someone that I can talk to about anything, and now I’m just saying anyone in general. Like let’s sit in a car at night and talk about life, or let’s FaceTime and laugh or cry or something. I feel my social interactions are based in certain time frames and that sucks. I can’t really do that with people at my school because most of them wouldn’t have the conversations I would want to have and then the ones that do I feel like they would be annoyed by me or be too busy doing stuff. It’s a really sad and hollow feeling 😟. Whatever I guess I can figure it out in the summer, or at college 🤷🏾‍♀️. Oh and I’m having really scary impulsive thoughts about breaking a limb or having a part of my body cut open or being in a really bad accident or like someone close to me dying and idk what to do. I would like have those thoughts and then psycho-analyze myself. I have come to multiple conclusions including the fact that I probably need to see a therapist, but also I am last resorting myself to the idea of the only way to feel like I’m still alive is to feel pain. It’s very scare to think of myself as not being alive and needing to prove it through pain, so I’m in this really weird double consciousness of one side of me having theses thoughts and the other talking myself out of it with self analysis 👀. All I’m saying is I’m a little nervous that that second side of me won’t do enough convincing and then I’ll have a huge slice in my hand, but hopefully that day never comes.......

—A ‘Concerned’ Black Girl