#today is especially nad bc i also have a sore throat and am kinda dizzy. ugh. i feel so bad rn :(
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OHHHH right i feel especially like shit these past weeks because im not talking to anybody anymore and im going insane from social isolation.
#the bin#it just clicked in my brain that this is why i feel so weird right now#ive felt awful for years and years with absolutely no break because of this stuff but now having absolutely nobody to talk to at all#i feel so so much worse. there have been times in the past 8 years where this happened but its been on and off#its so difficult and crushing. im like ill take fucking whatever i can get now. not really. anything that wont have social consequences#with the people already iny life. they arent options to talk to for a reason. and talking to my sister is worse than this somehow#but it feels awful. idk. i dont need to even talk about my stuff. i just need to talk to someone and feel like they think about me existing#talk to them in person. idk. i feel stuck on what to do. paralyzed by feeling so unbelievably terrible#i cant do anything i enjoy im too depressed#today is especially nad bc i also have a sore throat and am kinda dizzy. ugh. i feel so bad rn :(
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