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fivefeetfangirl · 1 year ago

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i feel like epilogues are always tricky but at ease really hit all the buttons. the subtle hint to deans alcoholism, cas' suicide attempt. how a conversation can suddenly take a wrong turn, but you have people around you who love you and they will help you through it. how love can be so scary in the beginning but now its a comfortable touch you lean into. and while things could be so much better, you at least have the man you love beside you, holding your mother's wedding ring, while your family sleeps in the other room, all full and content with the life you all have created

#im so emotional about the ending. the wedding ring. dean and cas showing affection in front of jess mary and sam. the picture from brunssum.#cas' picture from his high school senior year. cas wanting to middle part dean's hair. the i dont dance to dancing with your niece on #christmas while your boyfriend watches. talking about getting married. im just sobbing at everything in this part #91w #91w spoilers #i still feel emotional tubulence lol because of finishing it and everything and im just glad i finished it a week before uni cause if i had #to start uni right after finishing. bro i would die skdjfksdjf #anyways <3 if people wanna discuss certain aspects of the fic or motifs or symbols or such i'd love too!! cause im a nerd. which is already #established lol. feel free to send an ask or dm or anything. or reblog. yeah. anything <3 #cw suicide attempt #cw alcohol

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