#to now im already at 14k words and still have a lot mkre stuff to write

[discordderpy]

The best part about growing up is that you learn to stop giving a fuck.

It comes from years of getting shit on for stuff you like but then, one day you managed to surround yourself with friends who don't give you a hard time for liking even the most cringe of things. You find yourself in a space where you can scream into a pillow and rant about how fucking feral something makes you feel cause FUCK it's so well done. It'll become the new normal to just enjoy yourself as your surroundings reflect the things that make you happy.

Then, when you come across an asshat who thinks that shitting on other people is "fun" your first thought isn't to bury your joy. Your first reaction may be an old shame but it will get flooded out with the feeling of Knowing How You Should Be Treated. Knowing that the asshat is nothing more than a magic trick with his head up his ass yet his nose in your business. You're able to tell them to fuck off, and their words will roll off your back like nothing.

It sucks to grow up for many reasons, but learning your worth is a silver lining.