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he is so cute....... bite him, reader. (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝) also, i hope everyone can appreciate the motivational picture that i've put on the wip so i'm reminded of him always. <3


#meraki mumbles#reader: no one loves me 😔#skully (wearing his 'i love (name)' shirt): I DO!! ME!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! LET ME LOVE YOU PLEASE#i'm so ill about him!!!!!!#his feelings for you are so soft and tender and sweet and he loves you with his whole heart AAAAAAAAAAA#and he listens to everything you say and remembers all of these small details you think are insignificant#but to him they mean everything!!!#skully's courtship is something like spider courtship in my heart... you are his spider queen he would do anything for you#i just know rollo and fellow are sick of these two and their romantic tensions T_T#skully loving the very unlovable you in spite of everything....... i am sick. this is so twisted. he is so sincere WAAAAAAA#and then there's skully's thought process of 'no one understands me' but because no one has been willing to try#and there's reader!!! matching his freak!!! enjoying his morbid quirks all of his silliness... genuinely interested in what he has to say#they are meant to be!!! it's fate OTL
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So this is all courtesy of my partner-in-crime @hydrachea, thank youuuuuu ♡, but I finally know what Boothill calls Dan Heng in the original Chinese and I'm so happy. He calls him xiongdi!


Boothill really just saw Dan Heng and decided they were close enough to call him this in his party join line, he's so affectionate, it's adorable and I love him 💗
I've seen some people actually push back against henghill saying Boothill calls Dan Heng by a familial term, so it can only strictly be a bromance/platonic ship, which is so silly? Like if someone who actually knows Chinese and is a part of the culture wants to chime in and correct me, that's cool, but it really looks like it's not a term that has any one exact meaning.
It can be familial if you want, or it can be friendly if you want. It's flexible and up to interpretation!
Personally I actually love the gangster definition most haha. Because a big part of my draw to these two is the sort of brothers-in-arms feeling between them; Boothill is someone who fought in a war for independence against colonization, after all. I'm sure camaraderie is a big deal and something important for him. And he and Dan Heng are fellow Pathstriders of The Hunt and they share a lot of ideals!
So there's something fun about it, that just feels very much like Boothill, for him to refer to Dan Heng as though they were members of the same gang smzjskozjsls
#honkai star rail#hsr#henghill#bootheng#dan heng#boothill#hsr dan heng#hsr boothill#like I'm picturing something kinda like how Tartaglia constantly refers to the traveler as Comrade you get me?#apparently in Japanese he literally says 'I missed you!' WHICH#GUH#ARGH#AAAAAAAAAA#MY HEART.... OTL#THAT'S SO SWEET HE'S SO CUTE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON WITH MY DAY AFTER THAT#he *misses* him....!!#*loud sobbing*
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While Rozemyne is a dense doofus, I do get the concept of doing something you perceive to be very logical and reasonable with someone else and then having literally everyone assume it's romantic.
#ascendance of a bookworm#i'm just saying that her understanding of ferdinand's actions are very logical and makes sense#but at the same time i'm not the slightest bit romantically minded#honest to god i probably wouldnt have ever read this series thinking ferdinand has feelings for rozemyne if it weren't for like...#other people pointing out stuff#i would've accepted rozemyne's logic without second thought#but i mean i've kinda been that way my entire life#just recently one of my friends texted me saying he needed to talk to me about something and i was like#'oh god what did i do this time?? OTL'#so i spent all my time preparing to apologize for whatever wrong i did#turns out he wanted to ask me out#i was so caught off guard
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Tumblr out here delivering phantom messages to me again so if you sent me an ask, I saw the notification, but it is not showing up in my inbox. >.>
#I have two ghost messages that have just been sitting in there for years now#and I don't know how to see them#or even just remove them#and now it says I have one more.#So if you sent me something and I just never answer it...#that's probably why. OTL
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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay
#just me hi#GOUHHH#okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7#Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao#So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf#I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo 💥#// 💥🎶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSION🎶💥#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf#Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol#And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid#What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man#//mnm i want. a Snack#Snack tiymeeee#If only we had those kfshvfh#Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo#//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! 🎶#i love you music hfvsh#/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again#Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3#//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao#I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise#Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D#Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go 💥#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh#//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!
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i did have to spend money for kinnich but it was so worth it bc he's So fun to play with also i just really like him
#i always feel kinda shameful when i spend money on this game OTL#i think partially it's cause ppl who don't play the game fully equate it to gambling#and it's like yes gacha is technically gambling but that doesn't mean everyone who plays it treats it with a gambling mentality#i save all the free wishes i can and only pull when i really want something#thus i only spend money if i really want something and then stop once i get it#it's also not like real gambling in the sense that there's a pity system you Are garaunteed the thing you want after so many pulls#this isn't me defending gacha or anything it's still a shady thing i'm just saying it's not the same and can be used responsibly#to me it's no different than buying dlc i guess?#like i spent 30 dollars to ensure kinnich and while that's pricey for one character i'd probably spend that on a dlc if i really wanted it#marshal probably sounding like a lost cause defending his spending habits AHDHDH
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a question for Aventurine! what is your favorite sound? :3
✧ ┊ ❛ 𝘂𝗻𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗱 always accepting! / @ anonymous
❛ Let's see... My favorite sound. It's an easy guess, obvious even. It's the sound of credits being deposited into my account, of course. ❜
He could have said the birds singing in the trees, or something pathetic like that, but credits is all that really matters, anyway. Credits dictates everything; who gets to live, who gets to die. To live life with an abundance of credits is to live another day.
What is his favorite sound? It's in the past.
#✧ ┊ ❛ ic. ( aventurine )#✧ ┊ ❛ ic answers. ( aventurine )#//imagine him saying something genuine? wishful thinking oTL#// sound of caelus saying his name is also a close contender for favorite spot-
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I rewatched bride of Halloween last night and I can’t stop thinking about the way they say each other’s names
#kept rewinding the part where matsuda says hiro#something about it just BREAKS me#family of all time I’m gonna cry again#t#AND THE FIRST THING HIRO SAYS IS “is zero okay’ STOPPPP OTL#so many thoughts about them esp hirorei I’m gonna explode#anyway Hiro saved zero’s life on the rooftop-
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Nightcord at 25:00 is such a wild name like imagine naming your fucking Youtaite group Discord at 11:00
#I say this as a joke but I do know of at least one Youtaite group who made their name. Discord at 3:00 or something like that#and I love that name dearly#anyways Youtaite community on tumblr where you at. leave twitter and start posting here OTL#I feel like I am the only youtaite in this hellscape#(I say as one of my Youtaite friends literally follow me)#kris speaks
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BITES HIM BITES HIM BITING HIM AND THRASHING BLINDLY LIKE A SHARK.
#meraki mumbles#the classic jade smirk…..#always so devious#‘just kidding’ my foot!!! he wants to hear it often#just when i fear tmdg!jade is ooc canon jade proves me wrong#yes he’d pretend not to hear you say something and ask you to say it again#if you say ‘i love you’ suddenly he can’t hear a thing so you’ll have to speak up and say it many times#aaaaaaaa he’s so annoying like that OTL i'm obsessed with him and his silly ways
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I'm just now realizing I've never made a full, serious, non-chibi drawing of Lee (the shogun WIP i just posted), and i KNEW I would realize this as soon as I made a drawing like this of him bc of how much I already like him from a writing standpoint, but uhh I want him actually.
#it honestly is funny how every other drawing of him is either chibi or a quick sketch for a goofy bit.#like he IS silly that's him for sure. but he's also kinda fucking hot & i haven't captured that til now#lee is a 'side-character' in otl because if he wasn't well lets say horses wouldnt be called horses or something
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I have this thing where I feel like I can’t show anything made up from my head unless I really polish it up, make them presentable,etc that’s my perfectionism speaking
anyway 
been thinking of musical instruments and equating them to my ocs. this certain one has a harpsichord representing him. It’s probably because of the 18th century inspired design he has and all; it’s just that precise plucking of strings that feels so calculating and fast through the automation of pressing keys that feels so aligned with his curated behavior.
but wait there’s more; another instrument that also represents him that’s not far from the previous one: the harp!?? It’s the other side he has that he rarely shows to others anymore; the more delicate, lighter and resonant sound made by directly plucking the strings, which is achieved in a arguably more difficult way, compared to merely pressing down on keys…
#click clack#my ocs#that’s to say my playlist for him has a lot of baroque and arrangements played with oboe…which is the sound of someone important to him#I wanna post my art of him already I started last year OTL#and I want to caption it *intense harpsichord*#lol slowly but surely I will subject everyone to these characters that have been in my head for 10 years+ now#they can’t be rent free anymore 😤 I’m evicting them so y’all could see them#I feel like I can’t say anything about them unless I labor over hours drawing them or writing something and making that sound good#but this is my house and I can share all these small snippets of them yeah YEAh#going to try to keep this up before I inevitably hide again
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I should probably add it to my rules, but I am aware I have anon off for asks. I intentionally have it off to avoid drama or some other bs. If people have something they want to say to me then they can tell it to my face instead of cowering behind anon, or they can dm me.
Anyhoo, if I have reblogged a meme that any of my mutuals want to send on anon, feel free to dm me or contact me on discord and I'll turn it on for a bit. However, after a few hours I'll have it back off.
#screaming internally all day everyday (ooc)#ooc#//as someone who suffers with adhd and generalized anxiety i do not tolerate bs#and legit if someone has something negative to say to me then tell it to my face :|#anyway i'm tired#sorry if this comes off as negative OTL#i'm not trying to be negative gzbkjfbbha
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I will read more books i promise though i cannot say if id talk as much as i do this.
#Many a media i will enjoy but not do all. This with#Im not sure if i can have more than one major one at a time but we shall see.#Floyd.txt#Im trying to get thru what i have...at the moment....#I do think the length of it fueled it a bit. A little. We spend so much time with this freak and see so much into his mind#And he intrigues and fascinates me so so much psychological stuff is so ohh ohhh ohh god#I could talk on everything that was so from the isolation and the the fucking whatever whatever#I have to wonder whats base level and what isnt i dont look around. Because i will see something stupid and talk about it too long.#Most of all hes so pathetic and sad and failguy and i see so much of my struggles in him i can't help but want to squeeze him tight like a#Teddy bearrrrr i wont overshare but man it was a little crazy to see some elements like WOAH okay. Cool. I understand him#Like no one fucking else. Thats a little unironic but i swear to god some stuff i could totally go oh yeah this is xyz and someone else wil#Just..ugh whatever IM SHUTTING UP NOW IM SHUTTING UP. THERES REASONS I WILL HAVE CERTAIN IDEAS ABOUT HIM IM JUST SAYING. BUDDY...#So many reasons it makes me mad when people see him as a cold heartless monster but ultimately did you fucking read the book at all im seri#THE PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT HE FELT NO GUILT OTL WHAT??? WHAT??? WHAT?????????#WHAT????
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why is fencing so expensive OTL
#looked into privacy fencing breifly bc its something me and my dad always wanted for the house#and it would make owning a dog much easier in the future...#but estimates say usually around 4000 OTL#i dont even have 1000
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thinking about why don't you write me as a foggy song again. millions injured and thousands dead
#literally help me bc why dont you write something is wrong and i got to be there maybe im lost but i cant make the cost of the airfare!!!#WHY DONT YOU WRITE ME A LETTER WOULD BRIGHTEN MY LONELIEST EVENING MAIL IT TODAY IF IT'S ONLY TO SAY THAT YOURE LEAVING ME!!!! OTL#GUYS. CAN ANYONE FUCKING HEAR ME. GUYS. GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!#static.soundz
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