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he is so cute....... bite him, reader. (⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝) also, i hope everyone can appreciate the motivational picture that i've put on the wip so i'm reminded of him always. <3
#meraki mumbles#reader: no one loves me 😔#skully (wearing his 'i love (name)' shirt): I DO!! ME!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! LET ME LOVE YOU PLEASE#i'm so ill about him!!!!!!#his feelings for you are so soft and tender and sweet and he loves you with his whole heart AAAAAAAAAAA#and he listens to everything you say and remembers all of these small details you think are insignificant#but to him they mean everything!!!#skully's courtship is something like spider courtship in my heart... you are his spider queen he would do anything for you#i just know rollo and fellow are sick of these two and their romantic tensions T_T#skully loving the very unlovable you in spite of everything....... i am sick. this is so twisted. he is so sincere WAAAAAAA#and then there's skully's thought process of 'no one understands me' but because no one has been willing to try#and there's reader!!! matching his freak!!! enjoying his morbid quirks all of his silliness... genuinely interested in what he has to say#they are meant to be!!! it's fate OTL
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So this is all courtesy of my partner-in-crime @hydrachea, thank youuuuuu ♡, but I finally know what Boothill calls Dan Heng in the original Chinese and I'm so happy. He calls him xiongdi!
Boothill really just saw Dan Heng and decided they were close enough to call him this in his party join line, he's so affectionate, it's adorable and I love him 💗
I've seen some people actually push back against henghill saying Boothill calls Dan Heng by a familial term, so it can only strictly be a bromance/platonic ship, which is so silly? Like if someone who actually knows Chinese and is a part of the culture wants to chime in and correct me, that's cool, but it really looks like it's not a term that has any one exact meaning.
It can be familial if you want, or it can be friendly if you want. It's flexible and up to interpretation!
Personally I actually love the gangster definition most haha. Because a big part of my draw to these two is the sort of brothers-in-arms feeling between them; Boothill is someone who fought in a war for independence against colonization, after all. I'm sure camaraderie is a big deal and something important for him. And he and Dan Heng are fellow Pathstriders of The Hunt and they share a lot of ideals!
So there's something fun about it, that just feels very much like Boothill, for him to refer to Dan Heng as though they were members of the same gang smzjskozjsls
#honkai star rail#hsr#henghill#bootheng#dan heng#boothill#hsr dan heng#hsr boothill#like I'm picturing something kinda like how Tartaglia constantly refers to the traveler as Comrade you get me?#apparently in Japanese he literally says 'I missed you!' WHICH#GUH#ARGH#AAAAAAAAAA#MY HEART.... OTL#THAT'S SO SWEET HE'S SO CUTE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON WITH MY DAY AFTER THAT#he *misses* him....!!#*loud sobbing*
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While Rozemyne is a dense doofus, I do get the concept of doing something you perceive to be very logical and reasonable with someone else and then having literally everyone assume it's romantic.
#ascendance of a bookworm#i'm just saying that her understanding of ferdinand's actions are very logical and makes sense#but at the same time i'm not the slightest bit romantically minded#honest to god i probably wouldnt have ever read this series thinking ferdinand has feelings for rozemyne if it weren't for like...#other people pointing out stuff#i would've accepted rozemyne's logic without second thought#but i mean i've kinda been that way my entire life#just recently one of my friends texted me saying he needed to talk to me about something and i was like#'oh god what did i do this time?? OTL'#so i spent all my time preparing to apologize for whatever wrong i did#turns out he wanted to ask me out#i was so caught off guard
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Tumblr out here delivering phantom messages to me again so if you sent me an ask, I saw the notification, but it is not showing up in my inbox. >.>
#I have two ghost messages that have just been sitting in there for years now#and I don't know how to see them#or even just remove them#and now it says I have one more.#So if you sent me something and I just never answer it...#that's probably why. OTL
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i did have to spend money for kinnich but it was so worth it bc he's So fun to play with also i just really like him
#i always feel kinda shameful when i spend money on this game OTL#i think partially it's cause ppl who don't play the game fully equate it to gambling#and it's like yes gacha is technically gambling but that doesn't mean everyone who plays it treats it with a gambling mentality#i save all the free wishes i can and only pull when i really want something#thus i only spend money if i really want something and then stop once i get it#it's also not like real gambling in the sense that there's a pity system you Are garaunteed the thing you want after so many pulls#this isn't me defending gacha or anything it's still a shady thing i'm just saying it's not the same and can be used responsibly#to me it's no different than buying dlc i guess?#like i spent 30 dollars to ensure kinnich and while that's pricey for one character i'd probably spend that on a dlc if i really wanted it#marshal probably sounding like a lost cause defending his spending habits AHDHDH
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"reading under the red hood and it's pretty good i think" - jason todd fan who has only seen the cartoon adaptation of under the red hood
#getting my hands on the comic for utrh is cracking my entire brain open about werewolf fic like you don't understand#the cartoon movie was pretty tight but the comic is more robust. and yall the themes for werewolf fic...they're all coming together#now if only i could write the girls fighting FR I'M TOO SOFT YOU GUYS OTL#i'm just feeling insane over the first confrontation with bruce and how Jason tells him that 'gotham is evil'#and 'you have to fight her where she lives' and 'i live there' LIKE#it's only fueling my crazed impression that the end to Jason's philosophy has only two ends#when he's done what he's set out to do and rid the world of evil by cutting it out (which is futile; blind and toothless etc but details)#either: he changes his philosophy and becomes the very type of villain he hates or he dies himself. because he also deserves death#'i live there' ARE YOU KIDDING ME???#sorry if this is Not News to people or if Jason has had some serious growth vis a vis this entire mindset but like.#I'M INSANE ABOUT IT. I'M CHEWING ON IT FOREVER#and bruce is the wrong person to try to sway Jason off this path. theres way too much baggage too much history too many complicated feeling#but...tim...? >.>#tim i think has enough 'this is not my philosophy this is company policy and i'm the worlds okayest employee' energy to eventually do it#like obviously stuff would need to Happen for it to be possible lol but you guys. this is what made jaytim so tasty to me in the first plac#tim being capable of meeting jason halfway like bruce can't; tim being able to hold the conversation with jason without it collapsing#tim having rebuttals to jason's arguments that might actually get somewhere with him eventually...#i'm not saying it would be fast or easy or even make sense in canon lmao but think there's a lot of fic potential there owo#like tim's vicious streak is something jason would appreciate. :3c#local jaytim fic author rambles about jaytim in the tags once again more at eleven lol anyway#jason todd#dc
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a question for Aventurine! what is your favorite sound? :3
✧ ┊ ❛ 𝘂𝗻𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗱 always accepting! / @ anonymous
❛ Let's see... My favorite sound. It's an easy guess, obvious even. It's the sound of credits being deposited into my account, of course. ❜
He could have said the birds singing in the trees, or something pathetic like that, but credits is all that really matters, anyway. Credits dictates everything; who gets to live, who gets to die. To live life with an abundance of credits is to live another day.
What is his favorite sound? It's in the past.
#✧ ┊ ❛ ic. ( aventurine )#✧ ┊ ❛ ic answers. ( aventurine )#//imagine him saying something genuine? wishful thinking oTL#// sound of caelus saying his name is also a close contender for favorite spot-
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I'm curious about something, Lucas realized that Athy liked Ijekiel when they were younger?
I mean, in the sense that he got jealous when they interacted, then I guess so. But the thing is, other than finding him handsome and charming, Athy never let herself get emotionally close to Ijekiel. This is more prominent in the novel, but you can see it in the manhwa too (Roger out of all people explicitly tells Ijekiel just that). So she never developed any real/deeper romantic feelings for him. I'm bringing that up because the only time when Lucas and Athy talked about her relationship with Ijekiel was when Athy had just rejected him. (In one of the best scenes of the whole novel, in my opinion) Athy is troubled about causing Ijekiel pain and she opens up about it to Lucas, how she always tried to put a distance between them but that she had to end up openly rejecting him, which made her feel bad for him. Lucas then replies that she doesn't have to feel guilt over not reciprocating anybody's feelings, as she didn't have that obligation, making Athy feel better. That's how their dynamic played and sorted out when they got older.
#so to answer you more directly: Lucas never had a 'realization' because Athy opened up about the whole thing to him#sure Lucas got jealous when Athy and Ijekiel interacted (which weren't that many times. I think people play up that kind of scenario a lot)#but he is actually pretty mature about it. This is an aspect of Lucas' character that gets misunderstood a lot#he never outwardly expressed any jealousy towards Ijekiel. In the novel they interact even less in fact#it was only in front of Athy when he expressed he was feeling jealous#but yeah that scene and when he tells Athy he could wait forever until she was ready to start dating more openly#really show how Lucas respects Athy's decisions before anything else. I would say that he is the male character that respects her the most#(not counting Felix) and that scene also very obviously parallels how in the scene just before. when Athy rejects Ijekiel#Ijekiel tells Athy that he sometimes wished to keep her inside a birdcage so she would finally look at him#(After finding out about it Lucas calls Ijekiel's thinking foolish and considers it (wishing to trap Athy) something beneath him)#side note but this is also why i wouldn't really call wmmap a love triangle (or a good one)#at least not between Lucas Athy and Ijekiel#because Athy explicitly says she never allowed herself to truly like Kiel in a deep romantic sense#there's a love triangle between Jennette Kiel and Athy tho (or would you call it a love angle? since nobody reciprocates anyone's feelings)#also sorry anon i think you sent this a while back but i have been busy OTL#wmmap#wmmap novel
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Nightcord at 25:00 is such a wild name like imagine naming your fucking Youtaite group Discord at 11:00
#I say this as a joke but I do know of at least one Youtaite group who made their name. Discord at 3:00 or something like that#and I love that name dearly#anyways Youtaite community on tumblr where you at. leave twitter and start posting here OTL#I feel like I am the only youtaite in this hellscape#(I say as one of my Youtaite friends literally follow me)#kris speaks
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BITES HIM BITES HIM BITING HIM AND THRASHING BLINDLY LIKE A SHARK.
#meraki mumbles#the classic jade smirk…..#always so devious#‘just kidding’ my foot!!! he wants to hear it often#just when i fear tmdg!jade is ooc canon jade proves me wrong#yes he’d pretend not to hear you say something and ask you to say it again#if you say ‘i love you’ suddenly he can’t hear a thing so you’ll have to speak up and say it many times#aaaaaaaa he’s so annoying like that OTL i'm obsessed with him and his silly ways
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too long no xiaoyun
#i'm starving#(says this and doesn't write any myself)#JFDKASFHKDSJGS#in my defense writing takes so much [redacted]#redacted in the sense that even i don't know what it takes but i sure don't have the necessary inventory to write rn#idk if its energy ideas passion or some other mystery ingredient but i simply Do Not have it rn#augh being an artist you could just draw them kissing or something#writing needs plot................ something that i perpetually lack ideas for#OTL please theyre so good.... exorcist boy with perpetually good energy and negative karma yaksha.. they can slowly slowly figure out their#differences and maybe x.iao will see mortals as strong in their own way and then they'll slowly acknowledge each other and then !!#they kiss#ugh dies#day 20398290 of being a very rarepair shipper........... pensive#ramblings!#xiaoyun
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I'm just now realizing I've never made a full, serious, non-chibi drawing of Lee (the shogun WIP i just posted), and i KNEW I would realize this as soon as I made a drawing like this of him bc of how much I already like him from a writing standpoint, but uhh I want him actually.
#it honestly is funny how every other drawing of him is either chibi or a quick sketch for a goofy bit.#like he IS silly that's him for sure. but he's also kinda fucking hot & i haven't captured that til now#lee is a 'side-character' in otl because if he wasn't well lets say horses wouldnt be called horses or something
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So like who wants to commission me so I can get a scarland shirt-
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I have this thing where I feel like I can’t show anything made up from my head unless I really polish it up, make them presentable,etc that’s my perfectionism speaking
anyway 
been thinking of musical instruments and equating them to my ocs. this certain one has a harpsichord representing him. It’s probably because of the 18th century inspired design he has and all; it’s just that precise plucking of strings that feels so calculating and fast through the automation of pressing keys that feels so aligned with his curated behavior.
but wait there’s more; another instrument that also represents him that’s not far from the previous one: the harp!?? It’s the other side he has that he rarely shows to others anymore; the more delicate, lighter and resonant sound made by directly plucking the strings, which is achieved in a arguably more difficult way, compared to merely pressing down on keys…
#click clack#my ocs#that’s to say my playlist for him has a lot of baroque and arrangements played with oboe…which is the sound of someone important to him#I wanna post my art of him already I started last year OTL#and I want to caption it *intense harpsichord*#lol slowly but surely I will subject everyone to these characters that have been in my head for 10 years+ now#they can’t be rent free anymore 😤 I’m evicting them so y’all could see them#I feel like I can’t say anything about them unless I labor over hours drawing them or writing something and making that sound good#but this is my house and I can share all these small snippets of them yeah YEAh#going to try to keep this up before I inevitably hide again
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Good luck w your surgery! I got my top surgery the week before xmas 4 years ago and never once regretted it. Its scary going in but (literally) a weight off ur chest immediately afterwards :v
ahh ty!! ajjfje i know it's gonna be so relieving once it's over (and even more so once i can move and shower and whatnot again) but i am just :') so much anxiety :')
#maybe my anxiety irt speaking up will outweigh my anxiety abt the surgery n ill just go along w everything until its done#using it as a tool#anxiety abt something you want? anxiety about saying no? FIGHT#theres just so many possibilities that it freaks me out abt the things that could go wrong :')#but as my therapist said....those things havent happened#rn im ok#so theres no need to freak out#bsjsnwknfke rambling in the tags again OTL#apollo answers asks#personal
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sometimes i think about the cf ending and i want to bite my own face off but. we move!
#i know i would accept the ending if i just reread the whole manga but i simply do not want to do that i'm sorry#the spinoff chap saying chihaya actually doesn't talk to her kohais of the team she worked so hard to build anymore. what's going on? lol#i just feel like i've been missing something important here but i've dealt w enough emotional damages so i'm just gonna keep it pushing!#wish i could be normal about this series but alas..... brain has been rewired in the best and worst ways bc of it OTL#cf#dl
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