#to love me!!! and whenever I come home upset I get ignored 100% of the time instead of comforted

[kellyscabin]

being tested in every direction these days………….. no wins for giacomo……??

[crusty-chronicles]

HxH Men Throwing Down with their S/O's Plushies

Synopsis: How hxh men react to your plushie collection, and if they'd fight them when you're not there.

An: I'm tired of all the fine men being ignored in the HxH fandom. Here's a Valentine's Day special of some of my favorites who are always overlooked for the most white bread, cardboard personality, toxic men.*cough cough* adult trio* cough cough*

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Leorio 🩺

100% fights your plushies

Without a doubt he throws down with them when you're not there. Even when you're in the room he's throwing hands.

And it is personal 😤

You've caught him on several occasions saying- "Think you can sleep next to my girl/man and get away with it?!? You homewrecker!!!!”

It's honestly really funny to see him put one of your giant bears in a headlock.

But you have to stop him before he tears it because those things are expensive goddamit.

“Leave him alone. I've had him for about ten years and I doubt you could find me another one. So drop him,” you lecture.

And he begrudgingly drops your big teddy bear. But not before complaining that you love it more than him.

All pouty and upset until you kiss his cheek and reassure him.

“Babe, they're not alive. You have absolutely no competition for my heart.”

He knows that, but they're everywhere. Watching him with their beady little eyes from their place on your bed.

Which reminds me-

He piledrives your little plushies when you're not in the room.

If he had it his way, they'd all be locked away somewhere.

But because he loves you with his whole heart, he moves them away from your side of the bed to his.

What? Those little bastards thought they'd get to sleep next to you when he's home? Not a chance!

He hates them for the attention you give them, but he also contributes to your collection.

Whenever he's got funds to spare, he'll bring you home a new addition.

With the condition that you give him twice as many cuddles ☝️

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Ging 🎣

He's a little less aggressive than Leorio, but he still fights your plushies.

And he fights with the intent to win.

Which more often than not leads them to getting ruined.

Tackles the absolute hell out of your big plushies. Then he'll jab it's stomach a few times.

“Getting a little too comfortable on my side, Jeremiah?”

If they're on the bed, they're on the floor when you get back.

Doesn't really do it for jealousy, but because he thinks your reaction is funny.

He'll throw one of the smaller ones off and you let out the most offended gasp.

“You stop that right now! You're gonna get him dirty! And I can't put him in the washer!”

He comes up with excuses too, just to see how much you'll let him get away with.

“That one was looking at me funny.” “You've got a place on your bed for each and every one of those little shittlings, but absolutely no room for me. It's not fair.” “I didn't get you that one, so it's under the bed where it belongs.”

The answer: you let him get away with a lot. You secretly think it's cute, but it's annoying how filthy he gets them.

He also steals them from time to time.

Totally not because he likes having something of you when he's away. What? You're crazy 🙄🙄🙄

He'll complain, but he'll always get you replacements for the ones he damages. He'll even get you the jumbo versions of the little ones.

Just because he loves you, despite his lackluster way of showing it.

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Morel 🚬

He's pretty respectful about it

Does not fight them.

But, every man has his weakness.

So there are times when he'll pick one of the smaller ones up and inspect it. Right before he squeezes it completely in his hand.

Why does he do it? Just because.

They're like little stress balls

And it's during one of these moments of weakness that you catch him.

“You're choking out my poor frog! Let him go before his eye pops out!”

And he laughs. He thinks it's sweet how much you love these things.

Even if you've got them on shelves and they stare into his soul at night.

He makes it a habit not to smoke or use his ability in front of them.

They hold too much sentimental value to you. And the last thing he wants is for you to get upset.

But the squishing? It doesn't stop.

It's like they're begging to be smooshed.

And you never fail to get after him every time.

“Quit abusing my babies!” You scold before taking back your stuffed rabbit.

He lets you have another bed to put all your plushies on.

He's a big man 😤😤😤 He can't afford space to share with them. He also likes to sleep next to his partner undisturbed, thank you 😤.

Also contributes to your collection.

And we're not talking every once and a while.

He's got that hunter money, so if you see something you want, it's yours

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Knov 👔

Arguably the most mature of the bunch

Your precious little babies are safe from him

It doesn't even cross his mind to fight them

That being said, your plushies aren't allowed on the bed at all ☹️

“I refuse to have my sleeping space occupied by that thing.” He said, gesturing to a very well loved seal plush. One of its eyes missing.

“What’s wrong with Samuel?”

“Look at it. The poor thing's traumatized. And you're gonna end up choking on its stuffing.”

They aren't even allowed in the bedroom on shelves.

However☝️, he does end up doing something special for you because of how much you adore your plushies.

He lets you dedicate one entire room to your collection. Buy a little bed for you to put them on. Even gets special shelves installed for you.

That's their room and theirs alone.

Also encourages you to get more now that you have ample space for them.

Every trip/mission he leaves for, he always makes sure to bring you something back.

Whether it be one of the huge bears or a little keychain plush, he gets it for you.

Definitely not a man afraid to spend on his S/O and their interest.

He also doesn't bat an eye at the attention you give them.

They mean a lot to you, but so does he judging by the way you're always ready to compromise

That and the way you cuddle closer to him at night and say-

“You're a whole lot better than even my softest of plushies.”

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Knuckle 🐕

On a bad day, it's on sight.

Always the bigger ones too

“What're you looking at?” And then he'll wrestle whatever poor plush caught his eye first.

But he feels incredibly bad about it afterwards

Picking up your little dinosaur nugget plush with tears in his eyes.

“I'm so sorry. You're mother's/father's gonna kill me for this.”

Even goes as far as to stitch up any little holes if he damaged them.

What can I say? He's a total softie

Like many of the men on here, he does contribute to your collection.

But you also inadvertently make him start his own 💀

You'll buy one for yourself and because it needs a friend, you buy another.

Only to gift it to him because ‘They’re dating like us.’ 🥺

That's how it starts.

You start buying plushies in pairs.

One for you and one for him.

It never fails to make Knuckle cry.

“Babe really? You didn't have to.”

And he's cradling the little dog plush you got him with such care. Like it's the most delicate thing in the world.

He, of course, makes sure to get another set to pay you back.

Plushies in the bed?

100%

No complaints here.

Even memorizes the names of all of them.

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Kurapika ⛓️

He simply does not have the energy to fight your plushies

He comes home tired and drained, understandably. And the first thing he does is collapse on the bed, right on top of them.

Doesn't think twice about it. In fact, he likes the extra cushion they provide.

And you don't mind all that much either. Kurapika does a lot. He's been through a lot.

If he wants to rest right on top of your plushies, he's more than welcome.

However, when he's not completely exhausted, he's mean to them ☹️

He'll push off the ones on his side of the bed to make space for himself. And he will not pick them up

Or he'll hide the one you usually snuggle with at night so he can cuddle you himself.

He just wants your warmth after a long day. Is that so much to ask for?

“Kurapika, have you seen my octopus plush anywhere?”

And he'll look away guiltily before mumbling a ‘No. Can't say that I have.’

But he always puts it back when he knows he'll be gone for a while.

He knows it brings you comfort, and who is he to take that away from you.

He does get pouty when you give them extra attention.

“I've been gone for a month and you're too busy cleaning that thing to greet me.” He complains.

Only for you to get up and wrap your arms around him. Giving his cheek a smooch before saying-

“You know you're precious to me. But I wouldn't be so busy cleaning my baby if you'd stop leaving him on the floor.”

He makes it up to you everytime by getting you another one.

He always makes sure to pick you something up when he comes back from searching for his clan's eyes.

A little thank you for always waiting for him and giving endless patience.

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Kite 🪁

Another man whom your plushies are safe from

He's supportive of your collection, but all he asks is that they don't take up the entire bed.

If they do, he's a little mean about it and organizes them all on your side.

That's about as far as he goes with messing with them.

He definitely builds you shelves to keep them in

Again, the less of them in the bed, the more space you two have.

He thinks it's cute how much you care about them, and likes to indulge you by asking how you got them.

He listens to each and every story you have and why each plush is special to you.

Safe to say, this man does not get jealous

A piece of fluff with stuffing is the last thing he's worried about

That being said, he contributes less frequently to your collection than the other men on this list

He limits them to special occasions like your birthday or an anniversary.

Why?

He wants to make sure each one is attached to a special moment so you hold them just as dear as your other ones.

An import memory that you're able to hold onto

He's also careful around your plushies.

He doesn't wanna get them dirty or accidentally tear them because of how much they mean to you.

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Wing 👓

This man right here is a 10/10

The absolute sweetest man

The thought doesn't even cross his mind to throw down with your plushies

In fact, he prides himself on taking care of them while you're out

Dusting them off, reorganizing them, stitching up any little holes he sees

Also someone who goes out of his way to memorize all their names.

Knows each one by heart because he always listens intently when you talk about them

Your big dinosaur?

That's Chungus.

The little raccoon?

Sylvester.

You want the plushies in bed?

Of course! Each one has their own special place. And he makes sure there's enough space for the both of you.

If he's got money to spare, he's definitely gonna get you something.

You don't even have to ask, he's already bringing you home a little duck plush that Zushi thought you'd like. What can he say? The kid adores you

This man doesn't get jealous whatsoever

In fact, you're the one who ends up getting pouty because he's taking fantastic care of your plushies.

“Honey, I want cuddles.” You whine.

And he's cleaning off one of your bears with a damp rag.

“In a minute, dearest. You got him dirty last night.”

But as soon as he's done, you've got his full attention

He just knows how much you love those things and wants you to be able to cherish them for as long as possible.

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY 💕💕💕💕

[cheolsfae]

𓃭 Ateez when they aren't your bias

Requested: nah

Genre: Fluff, slight angst if you force it

Warning(s): Use of a pet names, a few swears, Seonghwa's gets a little suggestive? But it's miniscule. 💕

Reblogs are appreciated

Seonghwa

His pride was a little bruised, sure; but he didn't mind it one bit. He wouldn't give you a hard time about it either. He knew who you were going home with at the end of the night. Until he saw the two of you alone. He didn't like it, but that was because of what he knew. Odds were, Hongjoong had no idea that he was your bias. He still didn't like you guys bonding that closely without him around. He trusted you 100%. He also had full faith in Hongjoong not to do anything but with the two of you alone, it rubbed him the wrong way. Every time you two sat near each other, he'd end up putting himself in the middle. He'd wrap an arm around you or put a hand on your leg. It was kind of cute to see him be a little jealous over you. It was really sweet. But one night, Hongjoong had called you out to pick him up because he'd gotten a little too tipsy to drive himself home. You quickly got dressed and started heading for the door when Seonghwa stopped you. "Where are you going?" Once you explained what happened, he threw on his shoes, and the two of you were out the door. When you got to the club, you busted out of the car and went to go in and find him. You came out with Hongjoong hanging off of you, barely able to walk. Seonghwa helped you get him into the car, clearly annoyed with Hongjoong. "Relax," you told him. "He just got a little drunk. It's not like we were doing anything anyway." Seonghwa shook his head, "I know. But I don't like how you just rushed out to get him. He could have called me or someone else." He crossed his arms, frustrated with you. He didn't like that you came rushing to your bias' aid whenever he called. Or at least that's what it felt like. "He's my friend. Of course I'm gonna go when he calls. I'd do the same for you." He side eyed you, "I'm your partner. I hope so." You rolled your eyes, he was overreacting. It really wasn't that deep. "I could do without the bad attitude." You said. "I don't know why you're acting like this." He sighed, he was being pretty clear about the situation he thought. "Because you are rushing to his aid all the time. He's your bias, I get it but I'm your partner." You furrowed your eye brows. Was he being serious right now? You could not believe that this was what he was choosing to be upset about. "So wait, let me get this straight. You're upset because I came to come get our drunk friend who happens to be my bias?" He nodded, you rolled your eyes. "You do know I love you, right? That I'm with you right? That I chose you right? No one else but you. Joong doesn't even come close to you. Untouchable." Hongjoong decided this was a good place to poke his head out the door and shout that he was ready to go home. And to tell the both of you that you needed to get a room and quit being love-y dove-y. You both ignored him and kept at your guys' conversation. "You aren't leaving me for him?" you were astounded. He was really thinking that way? "Never! Is that what you were worried about?" He didn't say anything, confirming your suspicions. "You're stuck with me. Whether you like it or not." You smiled, pressing a quick kiss to his nose. He chuckled lightly. Hongjoong again, poked his head out from the car door, not to say anything to you guys but to barf. "Come on, after we get him home, I'll show you how much you mean to me."

Hongjoong

Jealous, jealous, jealous. He absolutely did not like that Yunho was your bias whatsoever. He hated it. He didn't mind you two being friends – that had nothing to do with it. It was that he was your bias in general. So when it was just Yunho and you alone, he hated it. You weren't supposed to have anyone but him in your mind. He'd felt like it was cheating. It definitely was not, but to him, it felt like it. He sat on the couch for you in the dark. Waiting for the minute you got home to speak to you about the whole thing. You walked through the door, flicking on the light, surprised to see him sitting there with his arms crossed. "I had a talk with Yunho today." He was going to be coming in hot, not giving you his usual warm greeting when you got home. "Missed you too. I would have assumed you talked to him. He is your teammate, after all." He got up from the chair, moving closer to you. "He told me something." Immediately, your mind started reeling. Had Yunho told him about what you said about him being a little messy or something similar? You guys were pretty close. You told him a lot, so Yunho had the dirt. "Oh? What did he tell you?" Playing dumb was your safest bet right now. You hadn't done anything wrong, but who knew what he was thinking. "He's your bias?" Ah. That's what it was. "Oh, that. Yeah. What about it?" You were happy it wasn't anything serious. It's just a little silly thing. "Why am I not your bias? Why are you looking at other men and not me?" You laughed a little, wrapping yourself up in him. "You are the only one I look at. He's just my friend, it doesn't mean anything." He pouted. The man was still fuming. "Maybe not to you. But to me, it does." Valid. It was anything but a big thing to you. You hadn't considered how it would affect him. "I'm sorry." Sincerly, you were. He stood there just staring at you, still fuming. "I understand why you're upset. I really do not look at anyone else in a romantic or lustful way. Just you." He nodded his head. You squished his face and cooed at him, "Now turn that frown upside down." You giggled. He huffed, giving into you. He couldn't be upset with you for long.

Yunho

He hadn't minded, initially. But that all changed when he had seen some post you had made about Yeosang being your bias on social media. At first, he was taken aback. He wasn't really sure of what to think about it. Then, after a few minutes of letting it register what he'd seen, he'd gotten a little irritated with you. You didn't even make posts about him. How could you be out there making posts about Kang Yeosang but not him? It wasn't right! He marched over to where you were in the bedroom on your shared bed, scrolling on your phone. You glanced up, smiling sweetly at him. "What's up, love?" You asked going back to your phone. He plopped down on the bed next to you. His face buried down into the pillows, groaning loudly. 6ou put down your phone, giving your full attention to him. Again, you asked him what was wrong. "Why do you post about Yeosang but not me?" You blinked blankly. That. He'd seen that. Of course he did! No, you weren't trying to hide it from him, but you just didn't think much about it. It was just a shit post to you but it meant much more to him. You rubbed his back, trying to consol him. "It was just a shit post. Did you even read the caption? I was complaining about my day. It wasn't like I was professing my undying love to him or something." As soon as those words left your mouth, you regretted the phrasing of them. His head snapped up from the pillows, looking you dead in the eyes. "You love him?" You lightly hit him playfully, "No! Are you insane? I love you and only you!" He sniffled, his eyes had been watering. Not exactly crying but close to it. "Don't you ever think anything different." He moved from the pillows to bury his head in your waist, nodding his head. You gave him a kiss and played with his hair as he drifted off to sleep.

Yeosang

You had been in the kitchen, messing with the latest album you'd gotten. When you opened it up, you had squealed when you started looking through the photo card realizing you'd gotten your bias, San. "Look!" you shouted waving it in his face, "I got him one this one! I haven't gotten a San one in that last few albums you guys put out, but I got him! Finally!" Yeosang stared blankly, trying to comprehend you. The last couple of albums you'd gotten were meant for you. They were all his photo cards previously. He'd purposely made sure you would get them. He thought he was your bias this whole time but apparently not because you never squealed this excitedly when you pulled his pretty face. You looked at him all giddy and then it fell almost immediately, seeing that his attitude was different from yours. "What's wrong?" He shook his head, placing a false smile on his face. "Nothing, happy you got your card." Het turned awkwardly away, he didn't want you to see how irritated he was with you. You didn't know what to do so for the time being, you dropped it. A few hours had gone by and he made little to no conversation with you. When it was time for bed, he hadn't kissed you goodnight like he usually did. You were weirded out by it. You tried to brush it off but it was eating you alive, you flipped over to face him, "Yeosang." He was already drifting off to sleep, so he only hm'd you. "Wake up, we have to talk." You sat up in the bed, turning on the light which fully woke him up. "What?" He asked, blinking trying to readjust to the bright light. "What's wrong?" He rubbed his eyes. "I don't know, you tell me." He was completely lost, he was only half awake. "What? Nothing's wrong." You crossed your arms. "Something is because you aren't acting like yourself." He was sitting up fully, now listening properly. He furrowed his brows, trying to figure out what he had done differently than normal. "Oh," he started as he leaned in to kiss you. But you had pulled away from him. Yes, you were upset about that but that wasn't the main issue. He rubbed the back off his neck, still confused. "You've been acting weird all day. You've hardly spoken to me." He was hoping you hadn't picked up on that. He wasn't one to address such things. He had a tendency to ignore the issues until they went away but this wasn't going to go away. You weren't going to let it go until the beef was squashed. "You know that photocard of San..." You let hm continue on, "The reason you hadn't gotten him in a while is because I'd been the one to make sure you'd gotten mine instead. I thought you'd be most happy getting my card but I forgot to do it this time." So that was it, all because of a photocard. "But I was wrong, clearly San is your favorite and not me." He was wilting as he continued to speak, his voice dropping in volume as he pressed onward with his story. You readjusted, placing a small smile on your face, "I was happy getting your cards. You are my favorite person in the whole world. San is only my bias because he's my closest friend. Nothing more than that. I swear." You held up two fingers, close together, "Scouts honor." He chuckled at your goofy behavior. You moved in closer, giving him a quick kiss, before snuggling into him. "Feel better?" He nodded his head and the two of you drifted off into dream land snuggled like a couple of bugs in a rug.

San

Heartbroken! Oh, this poor baby! He was crying like you wouldn't believe! You had asked him one night if he had a bias in the group, like who was his favorite out of his members. You weren't surprised when he had answered Wooyoung. But when he had asked you the same question, his feelings got hurt when you had said it was Mingi. He was expecting it to be himself (or maybe Wooyoung, he was okay with that). You wrapped your arms around him, dotting his face in kisses. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I'm sorry." You said as you continued your actions. He was acting like he wasn't liking it. Like he hated the attention. He really tried not to show that he was not eating all of it up. The man thrives off of P.D.A., so of course he was loving all of it. "But Mingi? I'm better looking than him!" He whined. You laughed, "Nah, I don't think so." You teased. Of course he was! He was your boyfriend after all! No one was more handsome than him to you, but you wanted to give him a little trouble. He was being so cute! Who could resist him? "No, I'm better looking than him! And I'm cuter!" You shook your head, "Only one of those things, babe." You stuck your tongue out at him, playfully. He furrowed his brows, which was he? He was both in your eyes, it was so much fun teasing him like this! "I'm both, what do you mean?" He tackled you, kissing you all over your face, making you giggle. He was now giggling too, playing like this was fun for you guys. "Yes, alright! That's enough, you're both! Perfect even!" You shouted, laughing as he continued his actions. "I better be!" He laughed, giving you one last kiss before stopping. At least, he wasn't broken up about it anymore.

Mingi

Wooyoung

Wooyoung. Huh, he never would have guessed. He would have assumed your bias to be him. So when you told him it was someone else, he wasn't too happy about it. He was kind of crushed about it. But he was trying to conceal it and not doing a very good job at it either. Almost right away, you'd known what was bugging him. You had tried coddling him like you usually did when his pride had gotten wounded, but that wasn't working. Or at least, not the method you chose. Squishing his face and telling him how pretty he is, wasn't going to cut it this time. You opted to something else. Something a little more meaningful, maybe a little more love-y dove-y. So tonight, when he got home from a long day of work, he had seen the candle lit dinner you'd made for the two of you. But he had gotten home a little too late, you were asleep on the couch, and the food had long since gotten cold. He sighed upon seeing all the effort you'd put into it for him. He crouched down by the couch next to you, trying his best and failing, not to wake you up. "Mingi?" You said in a sleepy voice, "You're home! I missed you." You pulled him closer to you, giving him a kiss. In that moment, he knew he couldn't be mad at you over something as silly as a bias. He knew exactly how much he meant to you. You didn't even have to say anything. He knew you wouldn't trade him for anything in the world and vice versa.

Now, he could see Jongho's appeal. He really could! He was handsome, he was cute in his own way. However, in Wooyoung's eyes, the youngest had nothing on him. There were more things he had to offer than him. He was better looking, he was sexier, etc. The guy was making it a complete competition. Now, when the silent competition had started, you hadn't even realized it was happening. It started with little things here and there. First it was who could eat the quickest, then it turned to who could to more push up, who could break the most apples. It was like every time Jongho had won a competition, Wooyoung would get more aggressive with it. It was starting to take a toll on the younger. The whole thing was getting worse and worse as time went on. Finally, you'd had enough of it. One evening, Wooyoung had challenged Jongho to a drinking contest. The younger was protesting while Wooyoung had continued egging it on. "That's enough, he doesn't want to. Leave him alone." you said, he was working your last nerve at this point. He looked at you with an unreadable expression. "Aw, come on! It's just one game!" He whined. "Stop, he already said no and I'm telling you to knock it off." It was like a parent scolding a child. He grew eerily quiet, "You don't have to protect him all the time just because he's your bias, babe." he was clearly very bitter about the whole thing. You raised your eyebrows in response to it. "Jongho, sweetie," You started, clearly pissing off your boyfriend further. Good, he was being an ass anyway. "Can you give us some privacy please?" He nodded and left the two of you alone. You crossed your arms, utterly pissed and annoyed at him. "Care to explain or defend yourself?" He sat for a second in silence playing with his fingers, he wasn't really sure what to say. He knew what he was doing was wrong, he just wasn't ready to vocally admit it yet. "I... I was jealous that he's your bias and not me." He mumbled. You blankly stared at him. Duh, that much was obvious. He was making it blatantly clear that he was jealous. "I know. But it was the way you talked to me or rather chose not to that pissed me off not to mention the way you've been treating one of your closest friends." He didn't know how to respond to it. "I'm sorry." He was playing with his fingers, you could hear his voice crack. The man was on the brink of tears. "I understand if you want to break up." You furrowed your brows. Was he nuts? This wasn't something to break up over, at least it hadn't lead to that point. You cupped his face in your hands. "That's not happening. Just because he's my bias doesn't mean anything. I want you and only you." You kissed his forehead. He nodded, "I'm sorry." He apologized again. "I forgive you but I think you owe Jongho an apology." He sniffled. After a few minutes of coddling him, he got up and went to go make up with his friend.

Jongho

He did not mind at all that Seonghwa was your bias. Jongho felt so secure that you would not leave him for the older. He knew in his heart that you wanted to be with him and if for some reason in the future that you wanted to terminate the relationship that he would let you go and let you be happy. Or at least, that was his theory. When he had asked you the other day about who your bias was in the group and you had answered Seonghwa, he honestly did not know how to respond to that. What really was there to say? Was he a little upset? Sure, but it wasn't like you had meant any harm by it and he was the one who asked. He hated to admit it, but a small part of him had hoped you had said him. Or maybe just lied to save his ego a bit. "So.. Seonghwa..." he started off one evening when the two of you had been sitting on the couch watching a movie. "What about him?" you asked. "Nothing, never mind." he quickly answered. He wasn't really wanting to have this conversation out loud yet. In his head, he was more than ready, but actually having it was a completely separate thing. You let it go for now, you figured if it was something important he'd tell you. Until he pulled the same stunt a couple of days later, with the two of you in the practice room. You were going to let it slide again but you didn't because you knew it was only going to result in more of the same. "What about him?" Again, he tried to sweep it under the rug but that wasn't going to fly this time. "Tell me." He was silent. Again, he was not ready to have this conversation. "Is this about him being my bias?" His eyes shot up to yours, jaw slack in surprise. You nodded, you'd hit the nail on the head. "Okay, he's my bias and what?" He didn't really know what to say, he'd adverted his eyes, opting to stare at his feet. "Have I left you?" he shot up quickly. "No, and you'd better not leave me for him!" You smirked, laughing a little. There was the little feisty man you'd grown to love. "Wouldn't dream of it. So stop thinking I will!" you playfully shoved him. He felt a little silly thinking that way. "I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world." You said before giving him a little hug. The poor guy needed it.

[zhongster]

omg omg i’d love to hear anything you have to say about hotch from criminal minds!! headcanons or anything i don’t mind i just wanna hear your thoughts

i’ve never seen anyone write for CM before i just got so excited!!

tysm <33

THIS IS KINK CONTENT, DNI IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT

Ugh anon I adore that man to the ends of the earth i would be HAPPY to talk about him. Also i wrote these while watching the infamous “Lauren” episode which was an absolutely insane set of vibes to pair together

This man is a lot like nanami in behavior, I think

He’s extremely stoic and put together in addition to being a very polite gentleman

He would do everything in his power to avoid burping in front of anyone else, ESPECIALLY his team

He’s supposed to be the leader so obviously he can’t be seen doing something so unprofessional

That being said considering the amount of black coffee this man chugs (and the amount of time he spends with the team) he’s gonna have some issues

His stomach is pretty much always sour and upset

When he has an empty stomach (which is a lot of the time) he’s always muffling these silent gross-tasting coffee burps

They don’t make much if any noise at all but he works with profilers so they’re gonna be able to tell; they can specifically see his throat move when one comes up

A lot of the time he brings a fist to his mouth when these come up anyway, plus he still excuses himself

These ones interrupt his sentences all the time

He’ll be like “and the profile states that *raises fist to his mouth for a sec*… sorry, excuse me… the profile states that the unsub”

Sometimes though this’ll happen and it’ll be a bigger one than he’s expecting, one that actually IS audible or is longer than he’s ready for, and that’s when he genuinely starts to get embarrassed

It’s not super obvious that he’s embarrassed but the tips of his ears turn pink and he starts avoiding eye contact

I feel like whenever this happens, without fail, Penelope will go “good one sir”

He hates it but he won’t chide her for it

His burps tend to get really belchy and earthquakey when he overeats which definitely doesn’t happen often but he has been known to zone out and eat more than he meant to + he’s not a small man so i feel like they rumble pretty deeply in his chest

Whenever that happens his first instinct is to hide from the rest of the team however that isn’t always possible

He spends a lotta time in his office burping inside his closed mouth hiding from the team

I feel like the few times they’ve been around him when this happened they were genuinely floored

Not only is Hotch capable of burping but he’s capable of full on belching!

I think he tends to burp quite a bit right after eating in general but they’re a lot more tame when he doesn’t overeat

Penelope definitely carries tums specifically for him but he hasn’t yet realized that that’s why she always seems to have them

He never asks for them either sometimes he’ll press a few gross burps into his fist in a row and she just taps him on the shoulder and hands them to him

Despite his behavior at work I think he’s a lot more relaxed about it when he’s at home with Jack

He doesn’t really bother muffling them aside from bringing a fist to his open mouth

Of course he still excuses himself though, he has to set a good example for Jack

Speaking of Jack he’s 100% the kinda kid to rat Hotch out to the team like “daddy burped so loud in the car on the way here it sounded like a monster”

And Hotch is like “Jack 😐 Jack why 😐”

I think the only member of the team that has heard him fully let one out without holding back at all is, of course, Rossi

And it’s definitely because he was drunk

There’s a reason we don’t see him drink very often and it’s because beer riles his stomach up

also babes is def lactose intolerant and babes also def ignores said lactose intolerance and eats whatever anyway

his stomach is genuinely always some flavor of upset poor guy 💀

Here’s a video example of what I think his super big earthquakey ones sound like

[letitiaslabyrinth]

M A S T E R L I S T

Hey!! My names luxen!!

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Rules:

1. I do not write for real people (Letitia Wright, Dominique Thorne), only fictional characters (Shuri Udaku, Riri Williams).

2. Any and all x readers will be POC.

3. I will not write incest, r/pe, or any kind of unconsensual sexual things.

4. I do not and will not write anything that has to do with Nashuri.

5. You can vent in my ask box if needed <3.

6. I only write for women(this may change).

7. If you ask for a certain fic and it doesn't get done in a certain time frame, please remember that I've got a life outside of Tumblr and that I will try my best to start or finish it!

8. I don't write smut. I’m too young for it.

9. As of now, I only write for Shuri and Riri.

10. Do not rush me to finish any pieces of work.

MY WORKS

SHURI UDAKU

Shuri Udaku headcannons

lovesick!shuri who's a softy. She loves you. You know she loves you, she knows she loves you and she'll be damned if she doesn't let everyone in all of Wakanda know, too. Shuri isn't afraid to show you off when the two of you are in public. She doesn't get too territorial when it comes to you because she knows that you're hers and she's yours.

Keep me close

"It's a promise ring," she says quickly, "I know you're not ready for marriage yet, my love."

You put the ring on your ring finger, a smile on your face.

Shuri kisses you on the forehead and places one of the onesies in your hands. "You take a shower and I'll make us something to eat, alright?"

Grief

Shuri sits up slowly. She breathes in deeply and unlocks the door. "Why're you here?" Her voice is low and raspy, surprising both of them. It had been a while since Shuri had actually said something out loud.

"I heard you weren't doing so good so I came to check on you," Riri says. She's worried. Shuri can see it all over her face and hear it in her voice but she doesn’t want to be a burden.

Addiction

There were times when you would get upset about her drinking while she was drinking and she would always talk you down. Not in a bad way, Shuri doesn't like yelling to resolve an argument or a disagreement. It doesn't solve anything to raise your voice, it only makes you and the situation more hostile. Shuri would wait for you to stop talking and then politely ask if you could lower your tone. She doesn't do it to guilt trip or make you feel guilty or anything, she just can't stand yelling. And if you do actually lower your tone and calm yourself down, the two of you talk reasonably for hours. You tell her what happened, why you're mad, and how the situation escalated to the point where you had to raise your voice.

★

RIRI WILLIAMS

Stay with me

You open the car door, smiling at the red and pink bouquet of flowers on your seat. You look over at Riri, who also has a smile on her face.

"Ri, when did you have the time to get these?" You finish your sentence while getting in the car, the flowers on your lap, "They are literally stunning."

"I got em while you were napping during your foot massage. Figured it was the only time I had to disappear for minute without you noticin'."

Something new

You stand there for another minute or two before deciding that since she wouldn't address her absence then you would. "So, we're not gonna talk about the fact that you just up and left, again, this morning?"

Shuri shrugs and sits down on the couch. "What sense does it make? You ask, I ignore you and the cycle repeats? No thanks."

"Why can't you communicate with me?" "For Bast's sake, y/n." Shuri groans and rolls her eyes. "Here you go, again."

Gf!Riri hcs

She falls asleep whenever you two are watching a movie or even when you two are just alone. She feels safe with you at all times so she knows to lower her guard.

She is 100% a homebody. She likes leaving the house but she also doesn’t. If she has to choose between staying home and going out, she’s gonna pick staying in and especially if you're staying home with her.

Nervous

"Tryna get drunk already, Ri?"

"Thats what we came here for, isn’t it?"

"You do know that shit is gonna give you a nasty ass hangover, right?"

Riri shrugs and chugs her drink. It only takes a few seconds before she starts coughing quietly. It was spicy and left her throat a little sore but she liked it. She filled her cup again while Shuri watched.

"Don't come to me tomorrow morning begging me to make you something to eat and drink, you know? I gave you your warning."

You haven't seen my girl

The way Riri always looked at you with love in her eyes made you melt. It’s like she’s a cartoon character with hearts for eyes. Whenever she talked about you to somebody she’d always say “My girl”. You liked that. Being called her girl was something you lived for.

There weren’t enough words in the English language that could explain how much love Riri has for you in her heart. Every time she looks at you, a love song plays in her head. It’s not a sexual love song. It’s a slow, romantic one. Sad Girl by Lana Del Rey. That explains her love for you. That plays in her head whenever you’re in her view, and honestly, it makes her fall even deeper in love with you each time.

Just seeing you smile, seeing you write, cook, draw, seeing you do things that she knows you love, makes her fall even more in love with you. It’s not the fact that you do things that you like, it’s the fact that you do them with a smile on your face. Cooking, writing, and drawing all bring you happiness, and for Riri to be able to experience that in real-time makes her heart flourish.

Trust in her

"Rianna?" She moves closer. "That's my name now?"

"I'm not callin' you Riri when you tryna play wit me." You put your lipgloss on and look at yourself in the mirror. You look good and you know it.

"You look good, mama," Riri says, coming behind you and kissing your head. "You sure you don't want me coming with you?"

"So you can beat the hell outta some nigga that look at me the wrong way?" You laugh, "Nah, Ion want no drama tonight, but if you promise to behave then you can come with me."

You see her smile. "Aight, I'ma behave."

★

SHURI X RIRI

At the end of the day

Shuri put her hand in chest and sank to the floor, crying. "Griot," she says softly.

"Yes, my queen?" The A.I answers.

"Call Riri. Tell her it's an emergency."

"Calling Mrs. Williams now."

Riri rushed into the lab, frantically looking around for her wife. She stopped for a second and heard crying. It was soft but she was able to figure out where it was coming from.

Riri kneeled down next to Shuri, "Baby, what happened?"

Roller skating

Riri wraps her hand around Shuri's waist to hold her upright. She's clinging on for dear life. They move slowly towards the counter. Once they've made it, Riri notices how Shuri is slightly less tense but still scared. Riri asks for the trainer and gives it to Shuri. Shuri feels embarrassed having to use a trainer to skate, like everyone's gonna be staring at her once she's in the rink.

"You're okay, my love." Riri says softly. "I know you're scared but I'm not gonna let you get hurt."

Shuri closes her eyes and breathes in deeply and opens her eyes. They're on the rink. She didn't even feel them move.

Riri stays behind her the whole time, hands on her hips, moving her forward when needed. "Keep moving, ma, you got it." She says proudly.

Vacation (coming ???)

Didn't deserve

“Are you hungry?” Shuri asked Imani from the kitchen. No response. Shuri rolled her eyes and went over to her girlfriend, standing in front of her. “Can you just tell me why you’re ignoring me?”

“No.”

“Why not?”

“Because you should remember. It’s not my fault your memory is shit.”

“And it’s not my fault that you’re having this one-sided ass fight over something I don’t even fucking remember, Imani. We're dating, aren’t we? We’re supposed to be able to talk to one another when we have issues but instead you're pushing me away and ignoring me.”

Didn't deserve part 2

"Imani?" Shuri says, causing her to turn around. She looks… different. A good different. But Shuri won't let herself fall for that trick again. "Why're you here?"

"I came to apologize." Her voice is different, too. It sounds more mature than Shuri remembered. "I was tryna reach out to you last night so that we could actually schedule a day that you weren't busy so I could come by but you didn't answer so I figured an apology in person would be better."

Shuri keeps her guard up while Imani talks, her arms folded over chest. "I don't forgive you."

Imani stays quiet for a few seconds. "What? Shuri, I said I was sorry."

"Yeah, and I do not forgive you. You put me through hell, Imani, and I know you didn't seriously come here thinking that those two words would make you forgive you for everything. And, to be honest, I would tell you how fucked up in the head I am because of you, but knowing you, you'd probably use it against me in the future, if we even talk. So, why don't you just save both of our time and tell me why you're really here."

[ellevandersneed]

Hi, sorry if this is overstepping, but I don't like the idea of someone suffering as I do: advice as someone who has changed an absolutely terrifying amount and yet the core that I have mixed feelings for remains the same - you have to at least try to honour the person you were and are, what that person found hard. I spent years thinking I was just being a precious little shithead who needed to get over it instead of whining about how living in my middle class family home with a family who loved me in a house we owned outright was just soooo hard, but when I extended that kindness back and found people who saw, heard, and validated me, I realised that I have significant psychological issues stemming from that home because it was enormously stressful, even if I don't bear ill will to my family. And I'm able to work on that now, because I see them. A thing you can do is find something you'd like to change that's reflected in behaviour, and then focus on the behaviour. Just give yourself time and patience to make those changes.

What also helps is, when upset or angry or whatever, you think of yourself and your state as belonging to someone else who is younger than you, and how would you treat someone in this state? If you know or suspect you have Conditions, look into those conditions and how to help them, and crucially, how to help other people with those conditions. I learned some great tips for managing my brain by looking up things to help autistic children.

Also, it turns out I have a form of OCD and a lot of my worrying that I'm an evil lazy stupid person who stagnates and makes excuses to distract from the fact that I'm a terrible person comes directly from the Obsessive, and trying to reason out and philosophize and interrogate and problem solve these issues in my own brain is a Compulsion, so, something to keep in mind? Your post about the doorway reads 100% as something I'd have written when I was Really Fucking Going Through It.

Thank you for the answer. I don't mind these kinds of messages at all because they can be helpful, if they are not helpful I try not to answer. I am very aware of my own OCD, though it has a funny way of rearing its head in all kinds of interactions, which I think is part of my analogy with the doorway. It doesn't disappear if I ignore it. It merely waits for me, welcomes me back with open arms whenever I wake up feeling a bit off or get a little too overwhelmed. If I don't attack this problem, don't feed in the compulsion to analyze and overcome, then I'm worried that I'll simply subconsciously continue my poor behavior or embarass myself or say the wrong thing, which I understand is something I will have to live with, even as I try to improve and change. It's simply an aspect of life, but I am very hesitant to put myself into situations where I might cause harm or be made an example. I can recognize this as a traumatic response.

I find that I sort of regress when under stress, I forget I'm the age I am and am suddenly 17 or 18 again, anything learned after that period becomes unlearned. It becomes very hard to come back from that and see things clearly, and I often feel locked out of a lot of my own knowledge, and what comes with that is a return to the depths of that OCD spiral where I am stuck philosophizing and panicking and reliving bad memories that I struggle to tell are real or exaggerated, and I become, essentially, useless to myself and others, and potentially harmful. In the past, I have been the person who threatens to hurt someone physically because I am convinced that I am harmful and that person won't tell me how I am harming them, essentially saying "I will get worse and worse because this is fundamentally who I am, and no one has been able to convince me I'm not, because it's the little things you say and do that prove that I am what I am but you're too afraid to admit it, and you won't leave me even though I tell you I am what I am." I said these things to someone, a few years ago, and in that moment they felt like they made perfect sense to say, which is what scares me. I felt total clarity but in a false sort of way, an intense rush of emotion but utterly calm; just pure focus. I've failed to explain it to my counselor, who simply asked if this feeling I felt was anger/rage, but it was something different. This is the person I am scared of being, and the OCD loop basically promises to me that this being is inescapable despite whatever efforts I make, the regression that comes with panic promises that I cannot escape this being. But I still have to, because I will continue to cause suffering to myself and to others if I do not make the effort to change. The OCD spiral then becomes, how do I know if the way I am acting is or is not harmful and dangerous for others? If my behavior in that moment "made sense" to me in that moment, despite it very clearly coming off as harmful in hindsight, what other behaviors of mine are or have been harmful? OCD essentially ushers me into a pattern of behavior where I have to mechanically sort through everything I've done to prove if I am redeemable or condemned forever, either by some higher power that doesn't exist or socially which is something that frequently happens to transfems with a lot of attention online, and since my memory really sucks, especially when under stress, the solution is that my imagination starts to build scenarios in which my behavior is the worst it possibly could have been, and I still struggle to determine which memories are real and which are fake, which are accurate and which are exaggerated. And it's exhausting. It fucks with my ability to transition, where I think, if all of this stuff is true, and I am irredeamable, then I have a moral incentive to myself to transition, or else I am just another cis guy who has caused a lot of harm, which wouldn't really affect my material conditions (unless my behavior was so bad as to justify a felony charge, I don't have the capital necessary to avoid that sort of thing, and I don't think I would be able to handle lying to the contrary if I believed my behavior fit the crime, etc.), but it would fill me with an unspeakable dread that would only worsen my mental health considerably, and I am already struggling as it is. The "moral incentive" then presents itself to me as false justification for transition, that I am only doing it to escape "who I have been" (whatever that may be), and is thus illegitimate compared to every other transfem on earth, and the thought of it is so pervasive in my mind that it's hard to detach my general thinking from it. This is clearly OCD, but then here's the kicker.

It tries to convince me that I do not have OCD. That all of this thinking is deserved, that I should experience this. It makes compelling arguments for why I should whip myself, and hesitate around transition (because I don't "deserve to"). As you put it, it's that idea that I really am just evil and lazy and all the other things and that this is just how I should feel. "There is no OCD," it says to me, "you're still just as pathetic as ever." And this shit pervades. I should not be friends with people, I should try to make art and be well known for it, because I don't "deserve these things." It even pressures my general knowledge acquisition, where I have to learn as much as I can and be as informed as physically possible (even though I have a lot of clear, undiagnosed attention deficit problems that make this very difficult, so I just end up in another "why are you hitting yourself" spiral.) I think the worst thing is that it feels so illogical. OCD very often feels like a joke to people, like it's simply a matter of getting over it over the weekend or something, and getting back to acting logically and reasonably, and facing my problems - and I wish I could! I wish I could do that, but then I struggle to and am back in the "hitting yourself" situation again.

I feel I could talk about this endlessly, but that's the game isn't it?

Anyway, I only realized after the fact, but the whole doorway thing is pretty much taken from an episode of Adventure Time, The Hall of Egress. It's really good, if you haven't seen it. Probably one of my favorites of the show.

[potatoes-is-are-food]

Can I request some poly! Shigadabihawks x reader if you don’t mind. You have amazing writing and you have written some amazing poly! I don’t care if it’s sfw and/or nsfw, it’s totally up to you. I honestly kinda wanted to see how hawks and Shigaraki got along in a poly relationship and how they interacted with each other because I can imagine how Dabi and hawks get along or dabi and shigaraki but hawks and Shigaraki would have a odd relationship, y’know. Sorry if this is odd and you don’t know what I’m talking about and I just want you to know that I absolutely love your work. You’re the first person I check everyday when I get on tumblr. 😘

Awwwww!!! You are so sweet, thank you so much!!! Yeah this makes a lot of sense, for the demon au especially I’ve been trying to work on showing off the dynamic between Hawks and Shig. I hope headcanons are okay!

| SFW

- Before you enter the mix, Dabi is really the only holding them together. He started off dating Tomura (who still insists he barely even likes him, usually after they finish making out) and then later Kei joined in. You’re still not sure how it all came to be since you get a different answer depending on who you ask and what mood they’re in.

- Tomura is only a bit tsundere with Dabi and Kei, never you. With you he’s more openly clingy and would never deny how he feels. He wouldn’t say it, but he appreciates you being around whenever Dabi and Keigo make him feel like a third wheel. Keigo has some similar experiences, but he’s just genuinely not bothered whenever Dabi wants to go have some solo time with Tomura. Or you, for that matter. Just isn’t the jealous type.

- They like using you to fuck with each other. If you’re hanging out with Dabi there’s a good chance Keigo will come along and just flat out steal you. Just pick you up and walk off. Because he can. Dabi is fond of teasing Tomura about how much he likes you, despite clearly also liking you. Tomura’s go-to is usually also to steal you, however he likes to get you to come willingly so you’ll blow off whoever you were with to start.

- Keigo and Tomura get along best when teaming up to irritate Dabi. Whether it’s playing keep away with you, hiding his stuff, distracting him when he’s trying to brood and do Dabi stuff, they really enjoy the power of their combined effects on him.

- The three of them teaming up to irritate you is what really gets them cooperating. They’re all gremlins, they steal your clothes to force you into skirts with no panties, they move your stuff around so you have to ask them for help, and that’s without getting into how often they fight over you, although that’s not so much to annoy you.

- Dabi developed a little habit of calling you, Tomura, and Kei his sluts and now he does it no matter who’s around and it’s really embarrassing but he absolutely does not care.

- While most of the time it’s Dabi and you holding Tomura and Keigo together, it’s not uncommon to find just the two of them off by themselves bonding over a common interest or even occasionally making out.

- They each have their own rooms, but you don’t. You bounce between theirs and your stuff is always scattered around. Yes, it’s annoying. No, they won’t let you have your own room. The four of you typically end up sharing one bed anyway, although the room itself changes.

- They’re not shy about the relationship, so it’s fairly often you get teased (albeit lovingly) about having three boyfriends. Toga really likes trying to force you to pick a favorite.

- Everyone thinks it’s creepy. Everyone. But Kei started calling you their “little girl” and just never stopped.

- They don’t really do PDA between themselves aside from the odd hand holding or rare peck on the cheek, but when it comes to you all bets are off. You’re constantly perched in someone’s lap or holding a hand or having your clothes fixed by someone else. To everyone else it mostly looks like they toss you around.

- Sometimes they’ll take you on dates, switching between doing them one on one or with the whole group. It’s hard to get Tomura to go out, though, since he prefers stay at home dates. When he’s not feeling it you’ll usually end up in a blanket fort eating takeout all together.

- One time. one. time. some stranger muttered “slut” under his breath when he saw you walking along in public with them. Dabi charred his ass so fast the other two were pissed at him for not being able to get a hit in.

- Despite all of them being gremlins, they really love you and will 10/10 go out of their way to make sure you know that. Literally anything upsets you and the immediate response is “Tell me why you’re not happy and I will kill it.”

- Most of their more genuine affections are shown in little things they do. Keigo likes to get you guys things, especially snacks he knows you like since he can go in public freely. Dabi is constantly fixing your clothes and hair and making sure everyone’s comfortable. Tomura always touches you softly (outside of the bedroom), always brushing his fingers along your cheeks or resting his head on your shoulder, etc. He’s also the most likely to casually touch the others in public.

- When it’s cold everyone piles up on Dabi and he pretends he hates it, but you always catch him smiling when he thinks no one’s looking.

- Kei loves using his feathers to tease everyone, slipping them under clothes before you can stop them or making them flit around your face. It’s annoying but his laugh is so cute you can’t even be mad at him.

- Tomura’s face always lights up before he can stop it when one of you comes to play videogames with him. He’s really bad at hiding how excited and happy it makes him.

- Since you’re the only girl and they’re kind of sexist, they treat you a lot softer than they treat each other. Doesn’t matter how strong you are, they’ll always think you’re weaker and they need to protect you. It might not seem like it when they’re teasing the hell out of you or tying you up or spanking you, but they go way easier on you than they would on each other in the same situation.

- Literally any sign from you that you’re seriously upset or overwhelmed? Done. No more. Only soft affection and very mild teasing for the week.

| NSFW

- The first time Kei joined in while Dabi and Tomura were fucking, he didn’t even participate. He just watched like a fucking creep. Still does that occasionally.

- They all have relatively high drives and absolutely no shame between each other, so it’s pretty often you’re just casually getting fucked in one of their rooms while another sits on the couch beside you and watches TV. May or may not comment on it.

- Sometimes they’ll make bets about you. See who can get you to cum the fastest one week or try testing how long it takes for you to come to them when they don’t initiate it and which one you pick. How much cum they can stuff you with and plug up before it starts leaking out. And so on.

- It’s very different if it’s just one of them, or if it’s two and which two, etc.

- Dabi likes to manhandle you. He takes his time, makes you wait and beg and then just completely destroys you for hours on end. After, he sits back with a cigarette and lets you cling to him while he strokes you and tells you you did a good job. It pleases him when you’re so fucked out you can’t form full sentences, and he’ll tease you for it for days.

- Keigo is similar in that he likes to tease, but he’s also sadistic. He’ll make you cum on his tongue and fingers until you’re begging him to stop and then he’ll force at least two more orgasms out of you on his dick. Afterwards he watches you twitch and leak his spunk for a minute before giving you god-tier aftercare. Runs a bath, gets you some water, etc. Once you’re clean he encourages you to take a nap, but it’s usually an excuse for him to take a nap because he’s also worn out but trying to hide it.

- Tomura gets too excited to tease for very long, but that’s only directly before the sex. He’ll have his hand shoved in your panties just toying with you for hours while he absently scrolls on his phone. Sometimes he’ll have you get yourself ready where he can see, only to completely ignore you until you let him know he can start. Once he’s going, though, he’s done with all that. He’s drooling, panting, flushed, pounding you into next week. He alternates between kissing you and spitting in your mouth because he’s too wound up to just pick a mood most of the time.

- That’s not to say you don’t have lots of times where it’s intimate and loving, but that’s not really the usual.

- The Dabi/Tomura combination is the more nasty of the three. Kei isn’t opposed to doing stuff to make you squirm when he’s in the mood but Dabi and Tomura l i v e for that shit. They’re almost nightmarish together, 100% okay with piss, impact play, period stuff, all things anal, etc. Of course you’re their girlfriend and they love you so they’re not about to do something that has you screaming or crying for real, but if you’re at least mostly okay with it and they’re confident it’s not breaking you, they’ll do pretty much anything. Anything to get you teary-eyed, begging them to stop, etc. as long as you’re not saying the safeword. For aftercare they’re very gentle and soft as they clean you up and put you to bed. Doesn’t matter what time of day it happened, they’re putting you in bed and snuggling you until you get at least an hour of sleep. When you wake up they’ll get you something to eat and make sure they didn’t hurt you beyond the usual cuts, bruises, and assorted mild scorching.

- Dabi and Kei usually go for more of a good cop/bad cop sort of arrangement. Doesn’t seem so bad until you figure out they switch the roles without any indication of having done that. It’s like they have a sixth sense for it or something. You’ll be crying and clinging to Keigo since he’s been nice so far only for him to bend you over his knee and spank you raw for it; meanwhile Dabi has gone from smacking you around and spewing filth to cooing and stroking your face. Their aftercare is mostly praise, they’ll tell you you did well and make sure you’re okay mentally since some of the stuff they say can get pretty intense. They’ll get you cleaned up and make sure you eat and drink water, and they’ll cuddle as long as you want and won’t go anywhere even if you fall asleep.

- Tomura and Keigo are the most interesting mix. It’s not often that it happens, but when it does they work surprisingly well together. Their different types of degeneracy and patience seem to blur together into a lethal combination that’ll have you getting whiplash from how they toss you back and forth. They’re not usually both participating at the same time; someone has to hold the camera, after all. Aftercare usually consists of a shower, snacks, and either you napping on their laps while they game together or joining in if they didn’t rock your shit too hard. On days when they’ve done this, you’ll notice the two of them interacting more and occasionally taking some time to be alone together…

- When it’s all of them you’re fucking in for it. Depending on the mood it can vary wildly, but for the most part it’s just a complete mass of writhing limbs and moans. You’re tired ten minutes in, more of the focus is on you than anything, you’re forced to cum over and over again, they each cum in or on you at least twice, and when it’s all said and done you’re covered in sweat, cum, possibly blood, and three sweaty, spent bodies. Usually after they have to peel your limp, half-conscious body off the bed and carry you to the bath. They’ll take great care of you, not that you’ll really remember it in your sorry state, and when you wake up the next day they’re more doting than usual. They’ll tease a little about how you’re sore and still just a little out of it, but that doesn’t mean they’re not checking on you and being extra attentive.

- The times when it’s all of you together but in a more romantic way, it’s like being surrounded by pure love. Everyone’s kissing, you’re all tangled together, it’s just really soft and intimate. Doesn’t last as long, but it’s insanely sweet and gooey. When finished, there’s lots of soft caring/cleaning up/cuddling for a while but it doesn’t have the same insane recovery time as usual. After everyone’s taken care of, the guys like to try pretending everything is normal, but it’s obvious they’re more clingy than usual. Definitely all sleeping together in a pile on nights like that.

- Sometimes one will join in just for aftercare. Kei enjoys seeing you a fucked-out little mess, so he’s always happy to help if it means he can see you destroyed for a minute first. Dabi likes the feeling of being needed and being able to care for someone, so he’ll help, especially cleaning you up and getting you dressed. Tomura loves the way you cling after, and likes to cuddle and nap, so he’ll come in late to the aftercare just for that.

[buckystevelove]

I was thinking the other day about a headcanon I had w Steve or bucky where reader is pregnant and she gets stressed and upset a lot w her family, work, friends and steve/bukcy finds out about the reader getting stressed after a visit to the doctor and tries to make everyone not stress or upset the reader and basically goes apeshit whenever anyone tries to upset her. basically the reader is completely clueless while steve/ bucky is the one getting stressed. and at some point he takes the reader on vacation so she can relax.

idk I had this headcanon stuck in my head and since I love your blog and your writing I wanted to share!

Baby Stress

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word count: 1287

Warning: fluff & angst 

A/N: ask questions or ask for headcanons and one-shots. It’s open.

Work has been super stressing lately, you had a great position as the CEO of an international company. Steve couldn´t be prouder of you, he was always encouraging towards your job. You had been together for 7 years, married for 4. He had always wanted to have a family, but the two of you had very demanding jobs, a year ago Steve decided to retire and give Sam the position of Captain America and become a stay-at-home-husband, then was when you decided to start trying to get pregnant. You had always wanted to be a mom, but you really loved your job and didn’t want your child to feel neglected, but since Steve wanted to be the one taking care of them while you could still work. That was the dream.

Now you were 7 months pregnant, today you had an appointment at the doctor, they were going to tell you the sex of the baby. You were excited, Steve was over the moon.

“Baby, I am so exited! I was starting to get sad about not asking for the gender at the 5 months appointment, but I prefer to be 100% sure.” You were walking to the hospital, since you had gotten pregnant you started to walk instead of taking cabs, you were trying to lead a healthier lifestyle. Steve was very persuading.

“I know, I really want to start buying everything, and to look for names.” Steve tighten his arm on your shoulders. You enter the hospital and took the elevator to the doctor’s office

“Hello YN. How have you been feeling?” She asked while you laid on the table and rolled your shirt up. You knew the drill.

“I have been having some back pain and light headaches.” You said nonchalantly, you turned and took at Steve that had his hand on your shoulder, he was frowning and looked a little bit angry.

“You didn´t tell me anything.” He said offended.

“I didn´t want to make you nervous, I am sure it’s nothing.” You looked at him, giving him and encouraging smile.

He ignored you and looked at the doctor, “What do you say doc? Everything ok?”

“Let me see.” She placed the horrible and cold jell in your swollen belly and place the thing for the ultrasound. She started to put some pressure and to move it around. “Well, you are having a baby boy.”

You smiled and looked at Steve with tear in your eyes, he had already some in his cheeks. He completely forgot about the pains, he was having a son, he could be happier.

“Regarding what you told me YN; lately have you been under a lot of stress?” She asked wiping the jell from your belly with some paper towels.

“Yes, I have had a bigger load of work the last weeks. We are closing a new deal, so I´ve had to work some extra hours.” You said rolling you shirt down.

“That’s it, they are common symptoms of stress, you just need to relax. It can lead to high blood pressure, and the baby is a bit smaller than the average, it can also lead to a low-birth weight baby, but don’t worry.” That made you worry, you didn’t want to harm your baby.

You decided to hire an extra assistant, and try leaving work earlier. Steve had been super stress, he was an underweight kid, he didn´t want his son to we sick like he used to be. He had been babying you, and you hated it.

Today you were hosting a dinner with the team at your penthouse, every time you tried to do something. Steve would take it off your hands. To say you were starting to get annoyed would be the understatement of the year. This week he had already cancelled a business trip you had to Paris, you were going crazy.

“Let me get that.” He took the plate that you were taking to the table from your hands. “You look gorgeous, you can go to our room and take a nap while the guys arrive.” He gave you a quick kiss and continue arranging everything. You hated to be told what to do, you hated feeling useless, there was a reason you ended up as a CEO, you were the boss.

“No, Steve. I am tire of staying in bed. I want to help.” You whine and looks at him in the eyes.

“Baby, please.” You huffed and went to your bedroom.

An hour later you heard the ring on your door. You could had run faster, you were desperate to do something.

“Bucky!” You shouted and hugged him. You and Bucky were best friends. You had a super strong relationship, you were his little sister, not just Steve’s wife.

“Hey doll, how are you? And how is my favorite kid?” He asked rubbing you belly.

You let him in and go to seat on the living room, Steve was still cooking on the kitchen.

“Well, your favorite nephew.” You grin at him.

“YN! That’s amazing.”

“I know! I am so excited, already bought everything, you will love the nursery.”

“And tell me, how have you been?”

“Truth be told, I am going crazy. The doctor told us in our last appointment that I was stressing out too much, yeah, I´ve been having a lot of work, but you know how it is. The problem is that now, Steve is making me crazy. I think that he has been stressing me more than job. I am just about to kill him.” You said with an annoyed face, Bucky was laughing at you.

“You should talk to him and tell him how you feel, if he is really making you feel that way.” He gave you a reassuring smile and rubbed your arm. “You know how that punk is, he can´t not worry about the people he love, and you and that baby, are persons he love the most in this whole world.”

“I know, thanks for listening me.” You hugged him.

Dinner went swimmingly, everyone talking and fooling around. The entire team was super happy when you told them about your baby boy, and you decided to tell everyone the name you two had chosen. James Grant Rogers.

That night you decided to talk to Steve.

While you were lying on bed, waiting for Steve for Steve to come out from the bathroom, whwn he came out he laid in his side of the bed and placed his arm in your waist, his hand resting in your bump, he could feel the baby kicking.

“Stevie, baby. I want to talk to you.” You turned around so you were facing him now.

“What happened sweetheart?” He was frowning.

“Nothing bad, it´s just…” you sighted.

“You can tell me honey.” He encourage you rubbing your back.

“It’s just that you have been super overprotective the last few days, and you have been making me crazy.” You gave him your sweetest smile.

“I know babe, it’s just that I am really scared for the baby. I don´t want him to be small like I was. It’s just that. I am sorry.” He said giving you a kiss on the lips.

“I really get it. You don´t need to worry. I talk to my bosses and they gave me a month off, because the baby is in his way, so a brought us tikets to Cancun.” You gave him a thrilled smile.

“YN, that sounds fantastic. Our last month before Jamie joins us.”

“I love you Steve, thanks for taking care of us.”

“I love you too, and I love you little man.” He said placing a kiss on your bump.

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dirty thoughts from a distance

pairing: dom!changmin x virgin!reader, best friends to lovers, college au!

synopsis: you masturbate while thinking of your best friend and he catches you moan out his name

word count: 3.8k

warnings: maybe slight angst, (getting caught) masturbating, mutual masturbation, sex in general ig

a/n: y'all are crazyy! it has barely been 19 days and I have already hit 100 followers🤧 thank you guys so much for your support and sending in requests!!! everytime I see leave me nice messages I feel so encouraged to keep on writing even though there is still a lot of room to improve and I am not always completely satisfied with what I create. I wish all of you a great day and hope that you stay happy and healthy!!

this chapter is especially dedicated to @bangcrispychannie​ and anon who requested this kind of scenario ❤️

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for three years you wondered why you hadn't lost your virginity yet. it's not like you didn't have enough opportunities since you had been in two relationships so far, both lasted about five to seven months.

the feelings in your first relationship were been mostly one-sided however.

when a guy in your biology class named Minho confessed his crush for you, you thought that the only logical next step was to become a couple. you were quite flattered that he had taken such an interest in you and believed and hoped you would eventually develop feelings for him as well. the problem was you didn't. after not being able to be emotionally let alone physically intimate with him for a few months into your relationship, he finally confronted you and you confessed that you just couldn't bring yourself to see him that way. your relationship came to an end just before becoming a senior in high school.

in your last year, you got close with Seonghwa. you were seat neighbors in your english class and you'd chat all the time. he was perfectly sweet, smart and funny and you instantly got along just fine. you developed an interest in him and he seemed to feel the same way. he asked you out with a beautiful bouquet of flowers and some chocolate and you agreed to being his girlfriend without much thought. you caught yourself falling in love with this boy and didn't shy away from physical affection such as kissing and holding hands. you were convinced you were ready to give yourself to him during prom night but when it came to it you chickened out. a couple of hours before, you had found out that your best friend changmin had broken up with his girlfriend of six months.

for a long time you hadn't been able to decipher why you hadn't slept with Seonghwa then. as time passed, the unpleasant answer became clearer and clearer: you had brought up your hopes.

you had been best friends with changmin basically since you started elementary school. on the first day, he scared you with a stupid horror mask he had sneaked in from home and made you cry. he felt so guilty and was determined to make it up to you and to become friends. you had been inseparable ever since.

when he got his first girlfriend in junior year you were devastated. you convinced yourself that the reason for that was that you had been scared he was going to replace you as his best friend but in reality you had felt jealousy.

you were suppressing your feelings because if you confessed, things might become awkward. there was no way changmin could ever like you the same way.

all of this became more difficult as you moved in together for college. you were sharing an apartment now and every day, it became harder to avoid your growing and troublesome feelings. your heart would beat faster whenever he walked around shirtless (which was most of the time) and you decided to try to ignore him. this was especially difficult since you wanted to appreciate his physique. when had he become this handsome? changmin had been dancing all his life so he had always been fit but now that he was majoring in it and training most of the time, his body had developed and he had become super toned and his abs were more prominent.

he'd often make his way into your dreams and you'd let him do inappropriate things with you. you'd wake up wet and needy and even more confused. you were ashamed of seeing him this way. this was not how one normally thought about their best friend.

it was a wednesday morning and you were eating breakfast when changmin joined you in the kitchen. he flashed you a big smile, making his pretty dimples appear which you didn't see as you did not look at him.

'good morning, y/n!' he greeted you in a good mood. you just grunted in response, intensely staring at the cereal swimming in your bowl.

the fact that you couldn't even spare him a glance hurt changmin but he tried to not let it show. he wanted to get you to talk to him.

'do you want to watch a movie and play some board games today after class?' he proposed. you hadn't spent a lot of time together ever since you had become aware of your feelings.

'I have an essay due tomorrow,' you quickly made up as an excuse. the corners of changmin's mouth twitched but you didn't notice as you were too preoccupied with doing anything that didn't include looking at him.

'then maybe on the weekend. or next-' 'I'll be busy,' you interjected. 'I have lots to do.' you stressed the lots to emphasize there was absolutely no way you would be able to hang out with him any time soon.

'umm… okay. I'll be going to class.' he told you dejected. your heart sank but you didn't respond. he was wondering whether he had done anything to make you upset but he couldn't wrap his mind around it. this had been going on for a while and he was starting to become desperate.

when you first got the apartment you spent every free minute of the day together, happy that you finally moved out and could be with each other 24/7, but then you stopped talking to him completely out of nowhere. from one day to the other, you would avoid leaving your room when he was outside and barely talked to him anymore. at first, changmin thought you were just stressed and that you'd eventually warm up again when exam season came to an end but a few months had passed and, if anything, the situation was even worse than before.

you were watching the time and after ten minutes you decided to leave for classes as well. you had started doing this so you couldn't possibly catch up to him and risk having a conversation.

'hey, y/n, what's up!' your friend chanhee hugged you when you arrived on campus. you were both majoring in fashion design and were getting along on well since the beginning of the first semester.

you sighed exasperatedly. 'changmin's up.' you puffed your cheeks and pouted. chanhee nodded knowingly. he was the only person who was aware of your little secret and that was only because you had accidentally drunk confessed the whole story to him at your first college party.

'you know maybe you should tell him. this whole thing is clearly not making you happy and I saw changmin walk by a few minutes ago. if I had to guess I'd say he was in an even worse mood than you. someone accidentally ran into him and he pushed them hard and called them names. it's not like him to overreact like this. he's usually super collected. I think you finally managed to break his spirit,' chanhee reported to you.

this had never been what you intended. why did everything have to be so difficult? you didn't want to be the cause of your best friend's unhappiness.

'he must feel like I despise him. but I cannot confess to him, that would be the end of our friendship!' you were constantly torn apart by this dilemma.

'well, if you're not gonna act on your feelings, maybe try to move on? find something casual or serious with someone new? then you'd forget all about changmin and you'd be able to go back to acting normal around him' he suggested.

chanhee's advice didn't sound too bad. if you couldn't get with changmin then you had to de-crush yourself and find somebody different to focus your emotional energy on. but on who?

'is there anyone you could think of?' you ask chanhee. he had great taste in practically everything so you highly valued his opinion.

'hmm, you could potentially try younghoon hyung? I've seen him eyeing you for weeks now and he even told me thinks your gorgeous.' he wiggled his eyebrows teasingly.

younghoon was a pretty art student, whom chanhee knew from high school. you didn't talk to him often, mostly at parties and he wasn't exactly your type but you tried to remember shouldn't judge him by his first impression when you haven't even got to know him.

chanhee pulled out his phone and soon you felt yours vibrate in your back pocket. you looked at him questioningly.

'I sent you his number in case you're interested,' he explained proudly. he put his hand on your shoulder and you could see the concern in his eyes. 'you really need to get over changmin if don't want to confess,' he insisted firmly.

so you decided to text younghoon during class. he was very polite and you thought he was cute as he seemed excited to talk to you. you agreed to hang out sometime to get to know each other and decided to meet up friday for dinner.

after the end of your classes, you walked home to warm up yesterday's leftovers. to your dismay, changmin had also decided to come home for once. since you began acting all weird and refused to eat with him, he usually spent lunch time with his dance mates as they had practice after anyway. why had he decided to come here today? your question was answered when he ran up to you, smiling from ear to ear and you noticed he was hiding something behind his back.

'you know how there is a blackpink concert downtown on friday? guess what!' he held up two tickets. surely you would at least agree to spend time with him if it meant being able to see your favorite group, right?

he must have gone through so much trouble to get tickets for you and since blackpink were your favorite music artists you were actually contemplating on going but then you remembered you had made plans.

'I can't. I'm going out with younghoon friday night.'

'kim younghoon?' he raised an eyebrow skeptically.

'why would you to be spending time together? I didn't know he was even talking to you,' he questioned you. anger was boiling inside of you.

'maybe it's because you don't know everything about me,' you snapped at him. you were aware that you were being harsh but somehow his words hurt you. why did he doubt you? did he think you weren't able to get with someone as awesome and popular as younghoon? did he not consider you pretty enough?

the microwave beeped, indicating your food was ready, making you snap out of your thoughts.

'y/n, I swear, that's not what I meant.' he stepped directly in front of you so you were forced to look at him. you stared deep into his pleading eyes as you closed the microwave door, turned your back to him, stomped to your room and slammed the door shut, leaving changmin behind in the kitchen.

your whole body was tense as you listened closely to any sounds coming from outside and felt relieved when you heard the front door close. feeling sad and depressed always made you feel tired so you decided to take a nap to forget about all the negative feelings.

when you woke up you were horny af. you had a dream about changmin taking you on the kitchen counter and now your panties were completely soaked with your arousal.

desperate, you pulled them down and tossed them somewhere to the side. it didn't matter. you needed relief now.

you closed your eyes as you slowly started rubbing your clit, imagining it was changmin's slender fingers touching you instead. your imagination was running wild and you sped up the tempo.

eventually, you plunged your middle finger and then your index finger inside you, pretending that changmin was stretching your walls with his cock.

you moaned loudly and picked up the pace, chasing your high. oh, how much you wished he was the one making you come.

'yes?' you opened your eyes and gasped loudly as you saw changmin watching you from the doorway. you hecticly pulled up your blankets to your chest to cover your naked lower body. for how fucking long had he been standing there?

'oh fuck, changmin...' you cursed out loud.

to your surpise he laughed. 'oh, is this why you have been so distant? were you embarrassed about imagining doing dirty things with me?' your cheeks were burning red and you were unable to move a muscle.

'you know, if you had told me you were thinking of me while doing it then I could've helped you out already. that would have spared both of us a lot of frustration.' he stepped into the room and pulled the sheets away, his hungry eyes fixed on your desperately dripping pussy. you tried to hide it with your hands.

'n-no… what are you saying? aren't we best friends? ' you couldn't comprehend what was happening right now. the way he was acting was so unexpected that you didn't know how to react or what to say. he brushed his hand over your burning cheeks. his eyes were conveying disparity.

'but what if I told you I don't care? that I like you? that I see you as more than just my best friend?'

'wait, you like me?' you couldn't believe your ears. was he actually reciprocating your feelings?

he groaned in exasperation. 'y/n, why did you think I ended things with my ex out of the blue?' you shrugged your shoulders as you weren't sure. you had thought it was because she had lost interest in him, at least that's what changmin had told you back then.

'because I realized I was in love you, you dumbass. how could I be together with someone if I had feelings for someone else?'

'I actually ruined my chances of having sex with seonghwa for the first time for the same reason. it was just after I had found out about the breakup,' you confessed, relieved that you were finally beginning to make sense of everything.

he climbed onto the mattress and positioned his knees next to your closed legs, leaning his hands on the wall behind you so that he was hovering above you.

'I'm sorry that you lost that opportunity. let me make it up to you,' he whispered with his face mere inches from yours and then kissed you. losing all self-restraint, you immediately pulled his body closer so that he was straddling you. after all these months filled with sexual frustration and just frustration in general, you were desperate for his touch. your hands wandered under his dance shirt and you were finally able to touch those abs you had been secretly admiring for so long.

you broke the kiss to take off both of your shirts and changmin skillfully unclasped your bra.

while his tongue was exploring the insides of your mouth, his hands were kneading your breasts, occasionally rubbing and pinching your hardened nipples. you felt his hard dick press against your lower abdomen as he grinded himself into you to get friction.

after having dreamt about this moment for so long, you felt impatient. this was too good to be true and you were scared that if you didn't act quick, your bubble would bust.

without thinking twice about it, you pulled down the hem of his sweatpants and boxers just far enough so you could easily reach inside and whip out his dick. you stopped for a moment to admire his length. it looked even better than you had ever imagined in any of your wildest dreams.

he sat upright, leaning on the wall behind you, while you stroked his cock. he was sensitive to your touch and not shy to show you how well you were doing by responding with moans.

'fuck, y/n. you're doing amazing.' his praise made you eager to show him just how good you could make him feel. your lack of experience was barely noticeable as the adrenaline flowing through your veins was guiding you.

you tapped his thighs to signalize him to inch closer. that way your mouth had easier access to his dick. you hesitantly licked up his length and were fascinated by how he tasted. wanting to have more of it, you swirl your tongue around his pink tip. changmin eventually became impatient and forced more of his dick inside your mouth so you tried to take as much of him as you could but your gag reflex made it difficult for you. instead, you worked your hands where your mouth couldn't do its job.

not wanting you to feel neglected, changmin reached behind him to stimulate your clit. he skillfully started rubbing all the right places and you moaned around him, sending vibrations through his cock.

he couldn't take this stimulation for much longer before he had to force himself to pull out of your mouth.

'wow, you almost made me come there.' he panted heavily. 'but I want to be inside you first.' you got lost in his touch as he placed a long kiss on your lips but a sudden thought brought you back to reality.

'wait, I don't have a condom,' you informed him embarrassed. you hadn't planned to lose your virginity any time soon so you hadn't bought any. did that mean the end of this wonderful dream?

but changmin laughed light heartedly. 'no need to worry. hold up, let me get some from my room.' you relaxed again as he disappeared and came back shortly with a condom wrapper in his hand.

you were prepared for him to start right away and took a deep breath in preparation but he didn't do anything.

'I don't think it's a good idea to start yet since I haven't even prepared you. the last thing I would want to do is hurt you so just lay back.'

he positioned your legs over his shoulders so your hips were hovering in the air. you felt his warm breath against your vagina before he drove his tongue inside you, seeing for himself how wet he had made you and tasting your arousal. you clasped your hands over your mouth to stop yourself from releasing any sounds.

'don't do that. I want to hear how good I make you feel,' changmin complained.

when he slid two fingers inside you, you couldn't hold it in anymore and let out some kind of aroused squeal. you felt self-conscious but it seemed like changmin was only more eager to please you.

at the same time, his tongue was abusing your swollen clit and it was impossible for you to hold back the curses that were spilling out of your mouth. the pleasure he was making you feel was a whole different sensation from anything else you've experienced before.

'more please, changmin!' you begged. you wanted more. you needed more. you needed him.

he carefully lowered your hips back down. 'are you sure you want this?' he asked you, waiting for you to clearly consent to having sex with him.

'I want you. you, and only you,' you reassured him and brought his face closer to kiss him. changmin's typical bright smile formed and you felt the butterflies in your stomach go crazy.

he positioned himself at your entrance, swiping his dick between your folds like a credit card to coat it with your juices.

you gripped his arms tightly as he pushed in. he slowly continued until all of him was buried deep inside you before stopping. the feeling of a whole penis inside of you was very different from your or changmin's fingers. it filled you up to the brim and was rubbing all the good spots. while it initially caused you a bit of discomfort, it wasn't overwhelming and it also felt good in a weird way.

when your walls finished adjusting to his length, he began to steadily move his dick in and out.

changmin intensely studied your face. he couldn't believe that after all those years you were finally close to being his. he wanted to savor every single expression you made while he was inside you.

you wrapped your legs around his torso, trying to push him deeper. he slammed his cock back inside you.

'you are mine,' he declared and started going harder and faster.

'I am yours,' you confirmed and wrapped your arms around his neck to pull him in for a kiss.

because of the extensive foreplay and your own masturbation prior to this, it didn't take long until your walls were tightening around his dick and you felt an orgasm approaching.

driven wild by you clenching around his cock, he thrusted into you even faster. you rested your sweaty foreheads against each other as both of you almost came simultaneously.

changmin kissed the top of your head before he pulled out and threw away the used condom. you opened your arms and he let himself fall right into your embrace.

'I know this might be kind of weird to talk about right now but do you want to be my girlfriend?' Changmin asked you. he still wasn't too sure what all of this meant for your relationship and he desperately needed to know where your mind was at.

'after having liked you for all this time I'd be an idiot to say no.' 'you're an idiot anyway,' he teased. you slapped his arm.

'hey! I'm not the one who ignored you for a couple of months because my hormones are out of control.' you hid your face in the crook of his neck, too embarrassed face him.

'I'm really sorry for that. you just mean so much to me and I didn't want my feelings to get in the way of our friendship.' he stroked your hair.

'I do understand that. if I hadn't heard you moan my name today I wouldn't have acted on my feelings either. but all is good now, right?' 'right.' you smiled and placed a small kiss below his ear.

'there is still one thing you need to do,' changmin tried to remind you. you looked at him, puzzled.

'what do you mean?' 'younghoon,' he hinted. you immediately started looking for your phone. that date was definitely going to have to be cancelled. there was no need for you to find a distraction anymore since you had been granted your wish after all.

[hajimescutie]

Hey madi, could I please request some Bokuto and Iwaizumi comfort scenarios (separate of course) with an s/o who is always scared of showing their weak/sad side to them?

Like their s/o is afraid of crying in front of them because she fears of being judged by them? And when Iwaizumi and Bokuto found out about it they immediately comforted her and reassured her (please put some cause my love languages are; physical touch, and words of affirmation. This is also kinda based on me cause some people I know says that I’m not allowed to show my weak side to anyone cause they say that I’ll just be a burden them and that I’m annoying when I vent too much so I mostly cry alone at night when no one’s around so yeah sorry for ranting though 🙏🏻). Thank you!! I think this is my second request to you. I’m sorry for requesting so much😭😭. I’m just really stress lately and I overthink a lot😓. You can add two more characters if you like though.

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# — haikyuu boys with an s/o who’s afraid of being weak

includes: k. bokuto x f!reader, h. iwaizumi x f!reader

genre: hurt/comfort

warnings: just a lot of sadness and self doubt :(

a/n: HI BABE IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG also pls don't ever feel like you're a burden with your feelings. whoever is invalidating your feelings are ignorant, your feelings are 100% valid bby and my inbox is always open if you need to rant!!! i hope you like this my love i love u <3333

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BOKUTO:

bokuto knew you were hiding something a few months into dating. he knew you weren’t cheating, you always proved how loyal your love is to him. he couldn’t put his finger on it. he felt like you were holding back something, a secret maybe? but you’re practically an open book by now, he knows anything and everything about you.

he feels like the only time you seem like you’re hiding something is whenever he asks if you’re okay, or if he’s checking up on you. you always answer with “i’m fine” or “i’m okay”, or something short and sweet. and even though bokuto may come across as spacey, he picks up on these things. and honestly, he’s a little worried.

he wants to be there for you, he wants to be your shoulder to lean on when things get too hard, he wants to feel your tears stain his shirt as weird as that sounds. he wants you to be okay with feeling vulnerable, because even he feels vulnerable at times. ask akaashi, he’s there every time it happens.

so, he decided to put on his big boy pants and confront you about it.

he was sitting on the couch, waiting for you to come home. practice had ended early but he wanted to surprise you and take the opportunity to talk to you. his knee was bouncing unconsciously, nerves getting the best of him since he had no idea how to bring this up without making you feel forced to open up to him.

what if he pushes you away unintentionally? what if he makes you upset? god, the last thing he wants is to make up upset. but if he doesn't talk to you about this his nagging feeling will never go away. he runs a quivering hand through his frosted tips, leaning over rest his elbows against his knees with his fists up to his mouth.

question after question ran through his brain, overthinking every scenario that could go wrong. what if you break up with him over this? he feels like he's going to throw up.

"bo?"

the golden-eyed male let out a screech, flinching so hard against the couch before he looked up and saw your concerned figure. you had your hand reached out to him.

"hey, you okay? i've been here for like 10 minutes," you said.

"huh? oh- uh- yeah i'm okay. um- are you okay?" he stuttered.

there was that look again. he could see it in your eyes that you were holding something back.

"'m fine. was just worried about you," you started to walk away before bokuto desperately grasped your arm.

"w-wait! can we talk?"

you gave him a questioning look before nodding and sitting next to him on the couch. "sure babe, what's up?"

"um, well you see. how do i put this..." he mumbled. you were starting to become a little scared. you wracked your brain for something that might've lead to him wanting to talk to you about god knows what. and that something was troubling the professional volleyball player a lot.

"baby, what's going on? you're scaring me..."

"fuck i'm sorry it's just," he looked at you, "are you okay?"

you let out a sigh of relief.

"i told you i was fine babe, why are you-"

"no! i mean like are you really okay?"

you were taken aback by the question, blinking your eyes a couple times to process. when you didn't answer he continued.

"i don't know, i just feel like you're hiding something from me. not that i think you're cheating! i just feel like you're holding something back from me and i want to be there for you. if you'll let me. because i love you," he rambled.

you felt your hands tighten into fists, forcing yourself to keep your emotions at bay.

"i don't want to force you to open up to me, but i want to know if you're okay. honestly. and if you're not, i want to help you through it. if that makes sense. i'm sorry i'm probably overstepping my... boundaries..." he trailed off when he saw tears well up in your eyes. he immediately pulled you into him.

"fuck i'm so sorry. god i'm an idiot i didn't want to make you upset. please forgive me baby i'm so-" you cut him off with a watery kiss to his lips.

"it's okay, bo," you cupped his face in your hands, your heart melting when he leaned into your left one, "i grew up hiding my emotions. i don't like to feel vulnerable in front of others. i felt like no one would really care or no one would understand. that's why i hold back, and honestly props to you for noticing."

he scrunched his eyebrows together, "of course i would notice! you're my girlfriend, i'm supposed to know everything about you."

you let out a soft chuckle, nuzzling your face into his neck, "'m sorry i hid away from you. i was scared."

you felt his arms wrap around your waist tightly, "don't apologize baby. i'm always here to listen, whether you're okay or not. your feelings are valid, and it's okay to not be okay."

you pulled away to give him a soft smile, "since when did you become such a poet?"

"hey! i'm trying to help here," he pouted, hair deflating slightly.

"i know babe," you pecked his lips, "i know."

IWAIZUMI:

iwaizumi isn’t prone to being vulnerable. everyone knows he puts on a strong, dominant front. he isn’t labeled as “the pillar” for nothing. that’s why it was so easy to get along with him, since you yourself weren’t prone to being vulnerable.

but, usually the more you get to know him, the more he tends to open up how he feels. he slowly starts to express things that make him happy or sad or angry. when he first opened up to you, you were shocked to say the least. you didn’t know what to say at first, just looking at him with big, doe eyes. when you finally processed what happened, you immediately welcomed him into open arms. you tried your best to comfort him, but you both were practically the same when it came to feelings, so you couldn’t really understand.

at first he was fine with it, he’s always been one to put himself in your shoes, which wasn’t hard. he did his best to try and encourage you to tell him how you felt about certain things or certain topics. he thought if he could do it, why couldn’t you?

he quickly discovered that even though it’s now been almost a year since you guys started dating, it seems like he’s made no progress in getting you to let down your blockade. he was growing increasingly frustrated and worried. he tries not to show it though. he’s always been good at being patient with you, the last thing he wants is to pressure you into something you’re uncomfortable with. but come on, there has to be some effort on your end, right?

he had to talk to you about this. but how? he definitely doesn’t want it to end up in an argument. that would just push you away even further. he texted oikawa, mattsun, and makki on advice to handling this.

oikawa, of course, was dramatic about the whole thing and suggested he start off slow and ease up because “you were so fragile.”

both makki and mattsun said to be straight up with you, and that you were a big girl and could take his concern,

iwaizumi went with the ladders.

so here he was, sitting in front of you on the bed in your shared bedroom, looking at you with genuine concern and a good amount of fear of upsetting you. you couldn’t understand what had him so jumpy, for once in his life treating you as if you were glass. just because he’s going with the straight approach doesn’t mean he’s scared out of his mind.

your soothing voice broke him out of this thoughts, “haji, what’s going on? you’re acting weird.”

iwaizumi rubbed his sweaty hands along his sweatpants, letting out a deep breath before taking your soft hands in his. loving, olive-eyes bored into yours, letting out a deep sigh before opening his mouth.

fuck it i guess.

“iwantyoutoopenuptomemore,” he jumbled out.

“what?” you asked, eyebrows furrowing together.

“um- i want you to open up to me more,” he said slowly, carefully eyeing your reaction to his words.

you were silent for a minute, teeth pulling your bottom lip between them as you were entranced into deep thought. the athletic trainer’s heart felt like it was going to combust. he didn’t like how quiet you were.

“angel,” he said, his heart now dropping since you wouldn’t meet your gaze with his. maybe mattsun and makki were wrong about the straight-up approach…

“‘m sorry,” you whispered.

he raised an eyebrow, “why are you sorry?”

you fiddled with his fingers, “i know you’re trying to help me open up more, and i appreciate you for that, but it’s hard.”

he stayed quiet in order for you to continue.

“i’ve grown up with people disregarding how i felt, everyone always telling me i was ‘too sensitive’. i was sick of it, so i put up my walls. i wasn’t totally emotionally unavailable, i just knew my boundaries now.”

you finally looked up at him, “but then you came along and actually started to get somewhere.”

iwaizumi pulled you into his chest, your head buried in the crook of his neck as you let out a shaky sigh. he rubbed his rough palms against your back, “this might sound hypocritical from me considering i’m not the best with being open either, but it’s okay to be vulnerable.”

“i know it’s hard letting your guard down, i know it’s scary to be real with people you’re close to. but i can promise you that you don’t ever have to be scared with me,” he pushed you away slightly to gaze into your teary eyes.

he swiped one of his thumbs across the apple of your cheek. the way he was looking at you with such fondness, such love and sincerity, it terrified you. you hated being weak, you hated putting your walls down, you hated all of it. but, if it was with iwaizumi, maybe you hated it a little bit less.

“i love you pretty girl,” he pecked your lips, “and i’m always going to be here to listen. whenever you’re comfortable of course.”

you let out a sniffle, wiping away at your nose, “i love you, hajime. thank you so much.”

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[flashflashhundredyarddash]

batkids and their relationships with their siblings headcanons. under read more because this got fucking LONGGG

dick

dick is the eldest so he doesnt want to bog down his younger siblings with his problems, but if he DOES, he tends to talk to jason about it

dick and cass start to really begin to bond when Cass shows up to dicks gymnastics class for 3rd-6th graders and then cass shows up all the sixth graders and they get frozen yogurt after lmao

dick and tim are Very much thick as thieves. tim is very much like bruce on the Emotional Suppression scale, so dick just really wants to make sure his little brother is safe and happy ALL the time

Duke and Damian are the only two really permanently at the manor anymore, so when dick drops by he tries to do something with both of them. duke frantically zoom calls dick every other week to help him with his his trig homework. dick shows up to dukes high school graduation with literally the BIGGEST SIGN

everyone insists damian is dicks favorite but he does actually genuinely love all his siblings equally, his relationship with damian is just Very different from the others because of the age gap and being dami's primary caretaker for a year. dick babies dami every chance he gets

jason

would sell Dick to satan for One corn chip

him and cass don't have the greatest start to their relationship because cass is very much Against Killing so it takes a while for jason to warm up to her and earn her trust. now, though, jason is competing with steph by showing cass all the classic American Teenager things she missed out on. steph is currently winning but jason is like 98% positive a crunch wrap from taco bell is going to push him over the edge

tim and jason are currently competing over who can solve the most cases in a month. tim is winning. that won't last long.

jason Loves to Big Brother duke its so embarrassing. duke will get out of school and go to his car and jason is SITTING IN THE FRONT SEAT FRANTICALLY WAVING TO GET DUKES ATTENTION. JASON THAT IS MY CAR. signal has one (1) mission with arsenal and arsenal goes hey did you ask that girl to homecoming yet and duke is like I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.

Damian is proof that Actually, Little Brothers are Pests. Jason fully believes that he was brought back from the dead PURELY to torment damian and he will fulfill this mission at any cost

cassandra

it actually really upset her when Dick didn't accept her at first. she knows her other siblings really adore dick so his lack of trust was really disheartening. it takes dick a while but once he Actually Accepts that cass is going to be a permanent part of their life and oh, wow, dick you really hurt her feelings he really hyperfocuses on bonding with cass for a couple of months which definitely improves their relationship

she really likes jason!! their relationship doesn't start well but because he's close with steph and tim who are cass's top two favorite people to exist ever, cass is like well i GUESS ill hang out with him more. jason is fun to talk to because he always tries his best to explain jokes and give context to what people are talking about (also tim took her to taco bell already but she didn't tell jason she just wanted to hang out)

cass LOVES tim. they just click okay. tim always seems to know when to give her space and when to push and come closer. Tim's "guest room" is just her room lets be real. tim and cass occasionally get mistaken for twins and Cass Loves it.

duke makes cass listen to metal once and cass loses. her. damn. mind. they bond over music a lot because they both Love Music to a degree the others in their family don't.

damian!! damian is her little brother!!! dami isn't As Hostile to cass at first because he is 100% aware cass has the edge in fighting and respects her. cass likes all of his instagram posts and they have a snapchat streak going

tim

tim Loves dick, dick was his first sibling!! he had Very strong hero worship when he first met dick but it mellowed out when tim got older because wow 17 is really not that cool and mature lol. tim has an open invitation to dick's apartment which he does occasionally take advantage of. tim has more than once scared the shit out of wally when wally comes over and wally is convinced they're being robbed (HA) for half a second. i mean. he's not wrong.

listen. tim understands that forgiving the guy who tried to kill you would be a Struggle for some people and it was! definitely! but also at least he can trust jason to, uh, be open about if he doesn't like tim. which is not an assurance he has with other people. so if the guy who tried to kill him tells him tim is cool now then like. maybe tim isn't that bad or annoying a person? also jason arrested a whole gang and won the cases competition but then it created a power vacuum that the whole batfam had to clean up the rest of the month. thanks, jason.

tim LOVES cass. you know how most of the time theres this empty feeling inside you and you just kind of ignore it because you don't know what will fix it or if you do, you know you can't fix it? cass makes that empty feeling feel a little less empty. they just click. tim always tries to travel with cass whenever she leaves gotham.

tim and duke. Tim is actually the sibling who duke goes to whenever he has questions he doesn't want to ask bruce or alfred about, like, life or vigilante-ing or school or college or whatever and Tim is always like yes!! i love Giving Advice and Solving Problems!! tim and duke and jason fill out their college applications together.

tim and damian. LMAO. ROUGH START THAT'S ALL ILL SAY. at some point alfred goes like fuck it. family therapy. and tim and dami are PISSED. tim and damian get along best when they have a common enemy to work against. their relationship gets much better when damian is older and they actually talk about their feelings like emotionally stunted bats. despite how bad their relationship was, tim will ALWAYS protect damian

duke

very much intimidated by dick at first. dick is so much older and has his own job and friends and life and is very much AN ADULT. dick likes to take duke out to do lots of cool stuff (paintball, lasertag, tech exhibitions, concerts, etc). also, dick PERSONALLY introduced duke to superman and is dating THE FLASH. 10/10 awesome big brother.

was intimidated by jason for 0.5 seconds before jason actually opened his mouth and started speaking. jason is literally. So Embarrassing. which is weird because nobody else really seems to feel that way about jason but duke knows he's 100% in the right here. like yeah jason is also An Adult and does Adult Stuff but he's also at the manor like every other weekend???? and he always complains about bruce but always seems to be in the same room bruce is in????? like okay jason. they bond over literature!! jason and duke and alfred will spend literal hours talking about books and duke loves it. duke is the only one who doesn't think jason is funny and jason gets so upset about it lmao.

cass has this one week where she gets really into photography and by virtue of being nearby (and also not nocturnal), duke becomes her victim subject. duke prints out all the pictures and hangs them up in his room (his favorite is one he took when he stole the camera and took a really bad selfie of them together).

tim is closest in age to duke so duke tends to hang around with him a lot. tim introduced duke to his young justice friends and duke is like yes!!! meta-friends!!!! tim really helps duke out with his powers because tim is always like wow i wonder if your powers would work if we did This? can you see farther than other people? is your visible spectrum of light different than other humans? Bruce does the same thing but bruce is boring about it lol.

damian and duke live in the same house and will be in the same room and just send each other social media posts back and forth. they follow each other on instagram and will, OCCASIONALLY, make tik toks together because they're tik tok fiends. each of his siblings have visited his parents once or twice but damian routinely comes with him.

damian

damian gets a special bullet point to say that it took him. forever to come around to the idea of having siblings. he very much believed that he was Bruce's Blood Son and everyone else were just tagalongs or allies. it took him ages to acknowledge that dick, jason, tim, and cass were his siblings, so when duke came and like a week later damian was like Ah, Yes, this is my brother Thomas everyone else was like dude wtf

listen. LISTEN. Obviously. Richard is very highly skilled. and also Father values him highly. and also Richard will listen to Damian complain about his schoolmates. and also Richard is much more patient with Damian than other members of his family. listen....,,, (all this to say damian kind of fucking adores dick lmaooooo this kid).

Todd is kind of unbearable but damian has been informed this is both a normal feeling when it comes to Todd and also big brothers. damian was an only child for ten years so yes, Father, if Todd attempts to tickle me I WILL break his fucking nose. yes i WILL put money in the swear jar but I want you to know i don't regret it. they always try to sneak up on each other but mostly fail.

DRAKE!!! but no lol once damian grows up and is like I Apologize for attempting to murder you it was wrong and you are just as much a son to Father as I am tim is like UGH i guess its cool since ur being so emotionally mature and all. also im 2 for 5 on siblings trying to murder me so im definitely going to win trauma bingo and damian is like i take it back you are insufferable. When Will My Older Siblings Stop Joking About Their Trauma.

CASS!!! listen. cass is cool. Cass Gets It. They have a special Bond. also damian really likes it whenever cass is home because 1) he gets to hang out and do something cool with cass and 2) he feels significantly safer with cass in the house because Nobody will be able to hurt any of their family if Cass is there. ALSO he tries to call her cain but everyone is like DONT DO THAT and he doesn't want to call her wayne bcus theyre ALL wayne (dick adds it on as a middle name but also Richard John Wayne West-Grayson is just. the lamest name ever so dick needs to reconsider it before his upcoming nuptials)((dick will not reconsider it except maybe whether grayson-west would work better)) and so he tries cassandra but cass is like :) call me cass and damian is like cassandra is more formal and respectful and cass is like :) and finally damian just has to give in.

Duke! him and duke actually live together so they get the Most Bonding Time and have a bunch of inside jokes as a result. (is it bad i wanted to laugh because inside jokes... joker... i'll see myself out). they're eating breakfast together (and also alfred sits with them IM NOT A MONSTER ALFIE'S LIKE 70 NOW OKAY) and duke laughs and bruce is like what are you laughing at, son? and duke is like oh damian just showed me this funny meme and then he shows the phone to bruce and bruce grabs it (both the boys groan) and after WAY TOO LONG is like "i don't get it" and so now duke and damian have to try and explain the comedic intricacy of bob's burgers

[bokubonk]

your name

warnings: hurt/comfort, angst, insecurity, cursing

characters: Tanaka x gn!reader, Saeko

date: 04/11/21

word count: 1.6k+

It was Friday and you were heading to the convenience store to buy snacks for your weekly movie night with Tanaka. It was something you looked forward to all week considering he was the one you liked and these movie nights gave you hope that maybe he liked you back. After all, he never invited anyone else to them and they always led to you falling asleep in his arms, which he never protested to. 

It had been going on for a long time now since the two of you were childhood friends but over the years your feelings developed and now, you held onto the hope that the hours the two of you spent together meant something more. 

You walked with a bounce in your step, quickly picking out your favorite snacks, knowing the two of you had similar tastes. You rushed to pay for everything and quickly hurried out the door, wanting to be there to greet him once he came home after practice. 

He always scolded you for waiting out in the cold when you could be waiting inside but you wanted to be the first one to welcome him home so you always waited. For you, it was worth the risk of getting sick. 

You leaned against the wall, hands fumbling with the straps of your bag. It was getting colder and you were a little worried that something had happened. Normally, he got home within fifteen minutes of you being there but it had been almost forty five minutes and he had yet to show up. 

With furrowed brows you decided to knock on the door, hoping that maybe Tanaka had been told to stay behind to practice and your expression brightened when you saw Saeko.

“Oh? Y/n, what are you doing here?” she inquired, her voice raspy and her cheeks flushed from what appeared to be a cold. “Did he not text you?”

Your smile dropped and your chest tightened.

“What do you mean?” 

You nervously gripped the bag of food in your hand, reaching into your pocket to pull out your phone.

Your eyes widened when you saw the message on the screen that had clearly been sent hours ago. 

I’m going on a date tonight so I gotta cancel movie night. I promise I’ll make it up to you.

“Oh,” you murmured, blinking away your tears. She stared at you with pity in her eyes and you put on your best smile, hoping she wouldn’t be able to see through the cracks. 

“I guess I’ll just head home then. Have a good night,” you said, struggling to keep your voice steady. “It’s getting late so you should stay inside and rest,” you handed over the bag of snacks, “I know it’s not going to do much for your cold but you should eat these if you’re hungry.”

She shook her head, her eyes full of concern and she went back inside to grab her keys. “C’mon, I’ll drive you home. It’s not right for you to be out so late at night without anyone with you.”

You shook your head.

“It’s okay. It’s not that far of a walk anyway. I’ll be alright.”

“That brother of mine may be an idiot but I know how much you mean to him. I just don’t understand what he thinks he’s doing, going out on a date with someone else.”

You let out a laugh, “Yeah, I guess that makes two of us.”

It wasn’t a surprise that Saeko was sympathizing with you, considering how obvious your feelings were for her brother. Often, you saw her winking at you whenever she would spot the two of you cuddling in his room. Anyone could see how you felt about him if they looked hard enough but you figured you didn’t matter enough to Tanaka for him to realize you were in love with him. 

Perhaps this was your time to let go of him. Maybe this was fate’s way of saying you should give up. 

You let out a bitter laugh and steeled your nerves for what was to come. But you were comforted with the thought that at least he would be happy with whoever he went out with tonight even though you wished with all your heart that it was you. 

By the time you came home, you were no longer in the mood to eat anything, your thoughts so preoccupied with who he was on a date with. 

What did they look like? Did they make him smile? 

You laid awake, thinking about all these possibilities and you hated yourself for it. You hated yourself for still holding on even though you promised to let him go. 

It certainly didn’t help that you had the weekend to dwell on your thoughts and it was taking a toll on your health. Your dark circles were more prominent and with Monday coming up you weren’t sure how you would face him. 

So you did the next best thing and decided to avoid him at all costs, walking the other way whenever you saw him in the halls. You wondered if he even remembered you were missing from his life but from the goofy smile on his face whenever you stumbled into his path, you figured you had been forgotten. 

It hurt to know that after so many years, you had been so easily forgotten but you were glad that at least he found someone who made him happy. 

But when Friday came, your plans to ignore him went down the drain when you saw him waiting for you after class ended. You tried pushing past him and pretending you hadn’t seen him but he only came after you, grabbing you by your wrist and dragging you into an empty classroom to talk. 

“What’s going on?” he demanded, “Why are you ignoring me?”

When you only responded with your silence he let out a sigh, “If it’s because of movie night then I promise I’ll never cancel on you ever again. The date sucked anyway.”

“I don’t want to hear about your date, Ryu,” you replied, trying your best to ignore the tight feeling in your chest.

“Hey, hey, why are you crying? I said I’m sorry. Do you want me to take you shopping to make it up to you? We can have movie night every night if you want, anything, please just stop crying.”

You could tell he was desperate, but you were too hurt to allow things to go back to the way they were before. It had been too long that you allowed yourself to have feelings for him when you clearly knew he didn’t feel the same. After all, if he did then why would he go on a date with someone else.

“It’s fine. We don’t need to have any more movie nights. I’m getting pretty busy anyway. I’m sure you have to practice late too. You should prioritize volleyball.”

You kept your voice steady even with the tears streaming down your cheeks but that only made him more frustrated. Tanaka knew you were upset but unlike before, now you were refusing to forgive him and he was worried that he had fucked it all up and this would be the moment he lost you.

“What the fuck, y/n? Why are you being like this? I already apologized. What more do you want from me?”

He didn’t mean to be so forceful with his words but your cold demeanor worried him and he was desperate to bring things back to the way they were. 

“I want you to love me,” you sobbed, unable to bear putting up a front any longer. “But I know you don’t and I’m trying to let you go so please just leave me alone.”

His eyes widened and his jaw dropped. “Who the fuck said I didn’t love you?” 

“You went out on that date,” you sniffled.

“Yeah? Were you jealous?” he asked, his voice soft. He cursed himself for making you cry but he couldn’t hold back the affection in his voice now that he knew you felt the same. Tanaka only wished he had known earlier or he would have never wasted his time going on a date with someone else. 

“Of course I was,” you scoffed, “You don’t see me going on dates with anyone else so why would you go out with someone else if you had feelings for me.”

“Because I was trying to get over you and I didn’t want to ruin our friendship,” he admitted, lowering his head in a sort of bow. Now that he thought about it, he realized just how stupid he was and he hated himself for ever thinking it was a good idea in the first place. “But I ended up fucking myself over anyway because the date sucked and you started ignoring me.”

“I wasn’t ignoring you,” you muttered while he lifted his head and quirked an eyebrow at you. You rolled your eyes and he gently took your face between his calloused hands so you couldn’t look away. 

“Hey, y/n,” he murmured, his eyes bright. “Ask me why the date sucked.”

You furrowed your brows, unsure but you followed his command anyway.

“Why did your date suck?”

“Because it wasn’t with you,” he replied, leaning closer until he was inches away and you were a hairsbreadth away from kissing. “You were all I could think about and it got to the point where I accidentally called them by your name.”

“Now, tell me. Can I finally do the honors of taking you out on a date?” he questioned.

“Yeah,” you answered, your breathing hitching as he closed the distance between the two of you.

“Good, because I wasn’t going to take no for an answer.”

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❥ Jangjun as your boyfriend

Here we go again!

Today I'm gonna share with you my latest headcanon about Jangjun as your boyfriend. I started to think about this while I was falling asleep last night and omg, i love him so much. Tbh I kept telling myself to post this in between some other posts because I literally made Donghyun's random headcanon yesterday but I guess I can't say no to this silly cutie. (And... yes, i'm doing this in english again.) Anyways, let's begin!

Jangjun is the clingy type of boyfriend for sure. Expect him to be always excited to be around you, like a little puppy.

He would also be very touchy, even before you two started dating. He needs to have his hands touching you at every moment, but, don't get me wrong, i mean this in an innocent way.

His hand playing with yours? Yes. His hand resting on your arm or thigh? Absolutely yes. Resting his head on your shoulder? Of course. What about wrapping his arms around your waist? It would be rare if he didn't.

I can see him hugging you in a koala way when you attempt to go home. Even hugging your leg to not let you walk.

"Fine, do it, abandon me! Leave me here! I don't mind at all!"

Overdramatic for sure.

He wouldn't let you go without giving him a goodbye kiss, in which he would wrap his arms around you.

Promise this kid to buy him fried chicken or something like that. He will let you go after that.

And when you get mad, if you ignore him, he would get upset and say things like, "I guess I'll go now. Yeah, I'm walking towards the door. Are you seeing me? I'm going to open this door and leave. I opened it and I'm going through. I already walked out. Bye, y/n."

He would close the door and come back after a minute.

Another thing I know for sure, he would love to rest his head on your lap while you're reading a book or doing stuff in your phone.

He would rub his head against you in order for you to play with his hair, just like a puppy asking for attention.

This boy would also love to kiss your face, mostly in the morning when he tries to wake you up.

"WHAT A PRETTY FACE I'M KISSING RIGHT NOW."

Yes... he would shout that every single time, making you laugh.

And if you dare to deny you're pretty... He would immediately attack your ticklish spot.

And if he doesn't know where it is, trust me, he would find it in a few seconds. "It must be somewhere", according to him.

He wouldn't stop the tickling attack until you give up and tell him he's right, "Okay you win. I'm pretty or whatever."

Lots of laughs. Literally. Your life would be the "lol" expression whenever he's around.

He's the most clumsy and funny boy you have ever met.

Imagine this. Jangjun walking backwards while waving both hands, making finger hearts and even bigger hearts with his arms above his head.

He would trip with something and say "I fell for you." while posing on the floor like he's in the middle of a photoshoot.

I'm sure this man loves pda.

He would care a lot about you and he would use this as an excuse to hold your hand while you're walking on the street.

"You could get lost... Stay near me, there's a lot of people here."

If he's happy he will absolutely swing your hands as you walk.

Have you ever seen little kids jumping on top of everything they meet on the street? Like, when they walk on top of something where they have to balance, trying not to fall.

Well... That would 100% be Jangjun.

And he would probably fall most of the time.

Even while kicking a tiny stone he found who-knows-where, he would trip, fall and walk again as if nothing happened.

If you're shorter than him, that would be the cutest thing, but also something to tease you for.

Like, when you're trying to reach something in the kitchen. He would look at you from the frame of the door smiling and if you keep trying he will grab it for you.

But he wouldn't give it to you, no. He would ask for a kiss first because, "Super-Jangjun saved the day again, he needs something in reward.", while pointing to his lips.

He would also rest his chin on top of your head if he's behind you, while (like I said before) wrapping his arms around you.

I'm 100% sure he would start pillow fights with you when you stay at his house for the night. I can also see him making blanket forts in the living room.

You two would hide there waiting for any of the other members to pass by, just to jump out and scare them.

This would be your random special place and the perfect time for him to give you sweet kisses. The type where you smile while kissing.

For some reason I see him giving you fun facts at random times hoping to make you smile. "Did you know...?"

I know for a fact that he would call himself something like "SmartJun", making you roll your eyes everytime while you hide your smile.

Nicknames. Even cringey ones. Putting those aside, he would love to call you "Princess/Prince" and treat you like one.

What about your period (if you have it)?

I feel like he's the type of guy to give you attention 24/7 on those days. He would be worried every time.

He would lay beside you in the bed, often cuddling with you and resting his hand on your stomach doing circular motions.

He would also give you space if you need it, making sure everything is okay before going to the nearest store to buy some snacks for you. I can see him buying pads and/or tampons even if you didn't tell him to or without knowing which type or brand you use.

He loves to pat your head.

I bet my pants he likes to wear something matching with you. From bracelets to clothes, even your lockscreen. He needs to make sure the whole world knows how much he loves you by doing this.

Plushies. Lots and lots of plushies. He would feel the need to buy you at least one when he's on tour. Maybe two, or three. "This little bear reminded me of you." or "This flamingo reminded me of that time when..."

Random gifts! And I'm not talking of him giving you gifts at the most random and unexpected time (well, that too) but gifting you the most random things.

I can see him trying to bake a cake for your birthday... And failing.

He doesn't like to buy you flowers, no. "Are you seeing this handsome boy in front of you? I'm pretty and I smell nice, you don't need anything else."

But he will actually buy you roses or something like that for your couple anniversary.

Random dances at random moments and places. Trust me, this man won't even care about the people watching him.

Dates at the park. Not only theme parks, but also the park near your house. Yes, the one with slides and swings. He's a kid after all.

He would get excited about the tiniest things and talk about them a lot.

Be prepared to get teased all the time, including him imitating your voice.

Wow, I think this is a lot. I had more things, but I forgot them tbh (watch me remembering them after posting this xd). I didn't think I'd write this much but, well, my inner Jangjun lover came out I guess. I don't even know if this is good or not, but I had fun again. I hope that all of this made sense, if not I'll keep saying "sorry" everytime I post somehting.

[httpsexistence]

can i request something for multiple characters? if not, you can totally ignore this, but can i have oikawa, iwaizumi, bokuto, and akaashi as boyfriends? just some random headcanons about how they would act in a relationship? thanks! :)

𝐎𝐈𝐊𝐀𝐖𝐀, 𝐈𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐙𝐔𝐌𝐈, 𝐁𝐎𝐊𝐔𝐓𝐎, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒

i would do anything to have them as my boyfriend :(

*not proofread

he’s literally one of the sweetest boys you could ever have as a boyfriend

he cARES ABOUT YOU SO MUCH :(

P I C N I C D A T E S

he’ll pack your favorite food and you two will just sit with each other, cuddling while the sun sets

you know he has a very busy schedule, so you always spend as much time with him as you can!

“Y/N-chan, can we watch an alien movie?!”

nevermind.

“Tooru, we watched one last night.”

“Okay, and?”

he loves it whenever you wrap your arms around him, especially when he’s feeling insecure or vulnerable

he’s so pretty when he cries goodbye

you’ll cup his pretty face in your hands and kiss his tears before kissing him on the lips

“You’re perfect, baby. No matter what.”

when his fangirls found out about you two, world war 3 started

“Who’s that person with Oikawa?”

“He could do so much better.”

you honestly didn’t care about what they had to say, so you didn’t tell your boyfriend

he found out when he overheard two girls talking

“WHA?! Why are people talking bad about Y/N-chan :(”

will 100% confront them and tell them to stop because he loves you so much and doesn’t want you to get hurt

you always go to his practices

he likes to show off for you ;)

“Y/N-chan, watch me ser- OW!”

“STOP TALKING TO YOUR S/O, SHITTYKAWA”

“Tell Iwa-chan to stop being mean to me :(”

you and iwa gang up on him together

he loves, loves, LOVES it when you wear his jersey at one of his games

other people always approach you to try and flirt

it’s all fun and games until they see the number on your back

Oikawa: “Hey, cutie, who’s this piece of-”

You: “That’s enough, Tooru.”

CLINGY BABY

he always needs to be touching you no matter what

10/10 boyfriend, would recommend

(i love him so much goodbye)

iwaizumi is literally an angel

look me in the eyes and tell me he wouldn’t give the best hugs

HAVE YOU SEEN HIS ARMS?

if you’re ever upset, this man will literally pick you up, fling you over his shoulder, and go somewhere quiet so he can wrap his arms around you

his heart flutters whenever you bury your face into his chest, mumbling softly as he rests his head in your hair

has a MAJOR soft spot for you

Oikawa: “Iwa-chan, can I show you-”

Iwaizumi: “Shut up, Loserkawa.”

You: “Hey babe, can I show-”

Iwaizumi: “Yes darling, you can show me anything you want.”

oikawa teases you two all the time

“Why is Iwaizumi hitting the balls harder than usual?”

“Oikawa made fun of him and Y/N.”

“Oh, makes sense.”

you usually wait for iwa to get out of practice so he can walk you home (he refuses to let you walk alone)

all of the third years start whistling when iwa walks out with you, one arm snaked around your waist while the other is in the air, flipping the entire time off

he may seem very rough on the exterior, but as soon as you two are alone, this man turns into a freaking teddybear

it’s as if you have two boyfriends

like, you two will be cuddling on his bed, and you’ll get up to go to the bathroom

he will literally grab you by your waist and yank you back down

“Where the fuck are you going?”

“Babe, I gotta pee-”

definetly protective

“Who’s that asshole talking to Y/N?”

“I don’t know. Might wanna check before they steal her, Iwa-chan.”

“Shut up.”

best boyfriend <3

buff baby :)

you two are literally so chaotic

akaashi is done with you both

you’re always at every single game, cheering on your boyfriend :)

he says you’re his good luck charm

you always help him get out of emo-mode in some way

“COME ON, KO! YOU’RE THE BEST ACE!”

“Bokuto-san, you need to get back in the game and win it for L/N.”

cue bokuto demolishing the other team with his spikes

whenever he wins a game, his eyes always dart around until he sees you

he’ll run up to you and pick you up, no matter how sweaty he is

kiss him and tell him he did a good job >:(

MOVIE NIGHTS ARE A MUST

your boyfriend is so chaotic, so you love it when you’re able to sit down and cuddle while watching a movie

he’s literally the best cuddler, don’t @ me

just look at him and tell me you don’t wanna lay on his chest wrapped in his arms

whenever movie nights happen, you tend to fall asleep on him alot

these moments with you are his favorites <3

he’ll play with the hair on your head while smiling, rocking you back and forth in his arms

when you eventually wake up, however, the positions are switched

you suddenly have a massive volleyball player on top of you, cutting off your oxygen

sorry, but you’re gonna have to shove him off to be able to breathe

“BABY DID I HURT YOU?! :(”

“NO, BO, IT’S OKAY :(”

he’ll try and cook you food to make up for it, but-

“AHH Y/N THERE’S A FIRE!”

he can’t cook to save his life

he loves taking baths with you :)

nothing suggestive, but just sitting in the warm water talking your ear off makes him happy!

GIVE THIS CUTIE SOME LOVE!

PRETTY BOY <333

this man

he’s so fucking perfect oml

BEST BOYFRIEND EVER?!

he would literally drop whatever he was doing if you ever needed anything

he’s extremely observant, so if you’re upset, he’ll know right away

i can see him being a bit awkward with physical affection at the start, but if you needed a hug, he would give you a hug (a damn good one at that)

he’ll wrap his arms around you and place a hand on the back of your head, pushing you into him while he holds you

I ALREADY KNOW HE SMELLS SO GOOD

he’s literally prepared for everything

did you cut your finger on accident? he’s already putting a band-aid on it.

do you have a cycle? he keeps track of it on his phone and has everything you need.

like the rest of the boys, he really likes holding you :(

we all know he can be a bit insecure about himself, so holding you provides him with a sense of security

hear me out...

COFFEE

DATES

every week you two will go to your favorite cafe and sit in the corner, enjoying your time together

you two don’t even have to talk

you can sit in silence and it’ll be just as enjoyable as having a conversation

he has your drink order memorized

i headcanon that he has a list of your likes, dislikes, etc in his notes app

he wants to remember every little thing about you :)

if he ever stays the night at your house (or vice versa), he always wakes up first just so he can admire you while you’re asleep

then, when you eventually wake up, he’s brought you some water and breakfast <3

“Make sure you drink all the water so you don’t get dehydrated.”

he always texts you good morning and good night, and reminding you of things throughout the day

“Good morning, angel. I hope you slept well.”

“Go to bed, darling, it’s getting late.”

“Don’t forget that we had chemistry homework.”

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 

100/10

[1-800-crystalball]

I want to fucking kill myself every single fucking day for the last couple YEARS my brother kept calling me fat and chubby and ugly and gets angry at me for not eating much and whenever I try to tell my parents that they just go ‘oh he’s being a boy just ignore him’ and finally today I snapped and lightly thwacked his shoulder not hard cause he said that some people in this family are fatter than others, glaring directly at me and my dad instantly starts screaming and then gets surprised and angry when I shout back and this is the first time in my entire life I’ve been able to yell back at him and I tell him how he always does it and you never do anything about it and it’s upsetting and I don’t mean to be rude or annoying or inconvenience it just happens, no I don’t bang the plates or glasses when doing the dishwasher specifically because you yelled at me not to and it’s so fucking annoying because nearly every day I’m being shouted at or screamed at and my parents yell at me again whenever I back away when they come close YOU FUCKING DID THIS DO YOU REALLY THINK ITS NOT YOUR FAULT IF YOUR KID PHYSICALLY GETS AWAY FROM YOU

and then about ten minutes ago my mother comes into my room and does this whole ‘I love you for you speech everything you do is great’ uh huh remember that time you said WHEN I WAS SIX YEARS OLD that I’m a good for nothing know it all who doesn’t deserve a door on my room remember when my father pressed it on me that children have no rights remember that time you blamed me for people I never spoke to moving to a different school remember when I came home hoping that you’d be proud of me for getting 100% on one of my end of year exams and instead you yelled at me saying I shouldn’t be proud, it’s what’s expected remember remember remember

[danganronpa-oneshots-headcannons]

May I request how korekiyo, ryoma, soda, and gundham would react to their s/o stealing their hat/scarf <3

☁︎︎~Of course! Here it is! Btw, IM BACK!

☁︎︎~Korekiyo, Ryoma, Kazuichi, and Gundham with a s/o who steals their hat/scarf!

☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~

☁︎︎~Kiyo

•Kiyo never had the problem when it came to people stealing his clothing wear.

•Not a lot of people wanted to due to the fact how intimidating the anthropologist was.

•I mean, he knew it was a human thing to do when two people were in a relationship.

•Clothing in the relationship was frequently shared to his research.

•Does that mean he should start doing that with you?

•He didn’t bother asking. If you wanted to steal his clothing he had no problem with it.

•Once again, it was a normal thing to do.

•He had just came back from work when he had peeked through your guys shared room to see you messing with his hat and mask.

•Bandages were loosely wrapped around your arms while you stood tall in the mirror examining yourself.

•He softly giggled, murmuring to himself of how fascinating you could be.

•Slipping around the door he laughed,

•”Ah my dearest... I see you’ve taken interest in my everyday wear... how about I show you how to actually wrap my bandages?”

•Nodding, you sat down on the bed and let him do his work.

•While he was wrapping the bandages and adjusting the mask, he went on about how hats and bandages came to be.

•He never failed at teaching you things like these.

•When he was done you looked up at him,

•”So your not mad at me for taking your stuff?”

•With a smirk he shook his head,

•”It’s only natural for you to do so my dear. I am your significant other after all.”

•Pressing a kiss to your forehead, the two of you spent the last sun hour talking about history and former times.

☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~

☁︎︎~Ryoma

•One thing Ryoma hates is when people steal his hat.

•It’s one of his most valued things besides his cats

•and you-

•He likes it on his head and on his head only.

•You two are in his room messing around with facemasks, soaps, acne cream, all of that fun stuff.

•Ryoma is 100% down to do these with you don’t get me wrong but…

•This means it requires him taking his hat off.

•He’s hesitant at first saying things like,

•“Are you sure it has to come off? You can’t avoid it?”

•Or,

•“I can push it back if you’d like.”

•Don’t get me wrong, he trusts you and all but it’s HIS hat.

•You sigh and give up, shrugging your shoulders and nodding,

•“I guess you could push it back…”

•Oh god not the pouty face-

•He instantly feels bad.

•Smirking he takes his hat off and places it upon your head.

•“Fine you win. Take care of it for the time being.”

•There’s that smile he loves!

•Watching you adjust it, he feels somewhat vulnerable without it.

•However, he knows you won’t damage it or destroy it.

•God he thinks you’re precious

☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~

☁︎︎~Kazuichi

•As you may know, Kaz needs to tamper with things constantly.

•If he doesn’t have something to tinker with, he’ll go all out to destroying your alarm clock just for him to fix.

•Thankfully he didn’t go after the alarm clock for the 5th time today.

•One of his clients came in with a vehicle that had problems with the breaks.

•Kaz wasted no time on the project and dug straight into the vehicle.

•Getting his tools ready, he took his beanie off and instead tied his hair back.

•Sometimes the beanie was uncomfortable when he was sweating constantly and around hot machines.

•The material constantly rubbed against his forehead leaving a rash.

•So instead he stole some of your hair ties and solved his problem-

•Throwing his beanie on the counter he slid under the car and got to work.

•You were on the couch relaxing and scrolling through the media when you slowly became bored.

•Kaz had been downstairs for about 30 minutes now fixing this damn car.

•Boredom got the best of you and you decided to walk down the stairs to the garage.

•Looking over at Kaz who was still under the vehicle jamming out to the music, you spotted his beanie nearby.

•Taking this chance to put it on, Kaz just so happened to slide out from under the vehicle and stand up.

•Noticing your arrival, he smiled before realizing you were wearing his hat.

•“W-Woah! Y/N! Are you wearing my hat?!”

•“Yeah.. Is that alright?”

•He rushed over to you, quickly embracing you while filling your face with kisses.

•”Of course! You look frickin hot!”

•This man is still not good with words-

•Man thinks you're adorable in it. Whenever he sees you wearing it now, his eyes twinkle with Awh.

☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~

☁︎︎~Gundham

•Just like Ryoma, Gundham hates when people touch his scarf.

•It’s his main clothing piece after all.

•If anything he’s worse then Ryoma.

•No one touches his scarf...

•No one-

•Then again who can blame him? Technically it’s where the Dark Devas Of Destruction are anyways.

•The hamster themselves hate when people go to grab their masters scarf.

•Before you two started dating, you remember him telling you this fact at the very beginning.

•.. and you had no problem with it.

•You were the first person that didn’t ignore his wishes.

•And he was mighty grateful for that.

•You two were at your home, sitting in your bedroom and talking about animals.

•All while your pet P/N sat beside you.

•When you asked about his hamsters, he blushed and tilted away.

•”I-I see... you want to meet them...”

•With a heavy sigh, he nodded, commanding the hamsters to come out.

•One at a time the hamsters head popped out from his scarf.

•They looked at you with unease, not sure if they could trust you or not.

•After 10 minutes of Gundham trying to convince them to come out, they still shook their heads and quivered away.

•Seeing your upset face, Gundham took no time to slip the scarf around your neck.

•You looked at him with confusion.

•He looked at you with eyes full of trust.

•Seeing the hamsters come out from the scarf once again they even had the face of confusion.

•Almost like if they were questioning if their master was alright in the head.

•”It was the only way for my hamster to arise from their hole. Don’t think of it as anything else.”

•Aka,

•”I do really trust you so wear this-“

•Nevertheless, the rest of the night contained you wearing the scarf.

☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~☁︎︎~