#to live under this godforsaken roof anymore because having the whole house be on edge to the inconsistent moods of ONE person is hell | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vegasvagus · 7 months ago

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What hurts the most is that she never has a one-on-one with me but just complains and shit talks behind my back...but then turns around is all smiles and good times to my face when in reality she has something to say

#what's funny is that I can NOT start the convo because I'm not supposed to know about this #so now I have to just....shoulder this and act like nothing is wrong #and she wonders why I am okay with moving to a little studio apartment closer to school rather than continue to live here #like the reason my older sister left within a month of graduating is 1. she got a job that required her to relocate and 2. she didn't want #to live under this godforsaken roof anymore because having the whole house be on edge to the inconsistent moods of ONE person is hell #like even our dogs be on edge when she's in a bad mood #I just have to stay out of the way and offer back up/support to my dad while he tries to figure out what's wrong but nothing has happened #and we are all playing a guessing game of stress and confusion

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