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AaHHHHGHHH got some mail today that i forgot i was waiting on from the local health sugar to help me with my blood sugar stuff
And they fucking just.. assigned me an appointment date with no input from me so of course it's in the middle of a fucking work day and i have no time off left to spend on yaking the day off, and it's late enough in the morning that i can't reaaaally scootch my schedule down..
And like maybe i could find a way to finagle a sick day in there but Apparently
I need Literally All Of Those those to cover my first week off after surgery
Because insurance through work comes in a week After you start your leave, because that's when they approve it (this whole coverage thing is making me so steaming boiling mad regardless, this is just shiny deep red cherry on top of the fucking cake i sweaR TO G O D)
So I don't really want to Do that and loose more pay somewhere else
So now I don't know what to fucking do because i Work when the Doctors Offices are Open (just like.. all of them. In general.) so i can't really reschedule, but cancelling may be a bad idea because i probably won't get to go back until after surgery, if i don't have to go back through the application process to see this doctor anyway.
I'm going to start throwing things and having a breakdown I try to actually start looking after my health and I end up in this situation it's disgusting i'm so pissed off.
#monster noises#it's unconscionable to me that i have to use my Vacation Hours.#my hours for VACATION#to attend doctors appoints without loosing pay.#that is cruel and unfair.#it is Also cruel and unfair that my health coverage won't kick in until the first week after my surgery.#and that it will only cover Half of my regualr pay.#as if the mere act of needing recovery time makes everything Magical Cost Less#so if you see me really start promoting my kofi soon you'll know why#2024 fucked me Up Financially.#i had a big loss early in the year when i had to grocery shop twice on the same paycheck#because of the pre-diabetes business#and with the government stealing my taxes for the past two years because they made a fucking mistake i had no extra little boosts#helping me keep up my buffer#so it's just gotten worse and worse and i've had to dip into my saving buffer i think every month since september#to get through the end of the month#which is just the Best position to be in to go off work for six weeks#but i'm Not postponing surgery#i'll just have to grit my teeth and muddle through#still No clue what to do about this appointment though like Fuck
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my experience with the ending of ne zha 2
#6 month art dry spell ended by evil baby#nezha#nezha 2#nezha 2025#ao bing#SAVING THE DAY THROUGH THE POWER OF FAMILY AND THE GAY CRUSH YOU HAD IN MIDDLE SCHOOL!!#i have many thoughts chief among them is sorry nezha i never should have doubted that u would reach ur target audience (ao bing)#was not really familiar with oubing's game until this exact moment tbh#want to draw something serious now but had to get this out because i was just so flabbergasted#possibly because i was slightly hysterical at this point in the movie and dehydrated from crying through the entire 3rd act#art tag#nezha 2019
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bring your son to work day
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tsumsted wonderland#sorry this might be it guys#just kind of burnt out right now#i am enjoying the event though! i love these silly beanbags and their charming little adventures#can't wait for silver-tsum to wake up just long enough to take a bullet for malleus-tsum#and i extra extra love malleus and his beanbag both being SO passive-aggressive about missing the pile-up#the solution: DANCE PARTY#APPARENTLY#between this and glorious masquerade i'm starting to think this is malleus' solution to everything#(is this how episode 7 will end) (we DO traditionally get an end-of-episode rhythmic...)#also a+ some truly excellent spritework going on in this on#(sebek crunches down slightly 'RIDE ME WAKATSUMSAMA') (long beat) (malleus and tsum just sliiiiiide away screen left)#genuinely so much funnier than a literal depiction could ever be#anyway i did some careful calculations re:the probability of upcoming cards that i absolutely need and long story short#i am key-poor but tsum!malleus-rich >:)#(immediately goes through and switches all his lesson sprites to having a tsum wobbling on his head) worth it#now watch next month they're going to give us a white rabbit rerun with malleus and/or lilia as the frilliest froufrou bunnies#and i will be thoroughly effed
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just another lazy Sunday afternoon
#spy x family#twiyor#loid forger#yor forger#I WENT THROUGH SO MANY DIFF COLOR OPTIONS I WAS SO DONE WITH IT BY THE END#I was THIS close to just giving up on it completely#the other version was pink/blue#but then i realized that the current version has the same colors as in the spyxfam OP and i thought it had to be a sign#anyway yee another month another twiyor art wooo!!!#can't believe i missed posting in feb D:#it was a short month#my goal is to expand into other fandoms but also still draw twiyor#just draw more in general#ok this rant in the tags is getting too long guys IM SORRY
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Unsolved Mysteries.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Spoilers: It was Wei Wuxian the whole time!#Once again this one was on the chopping block but I saved it for just a better comic flow.#Admittedly I do have a critique of the pacing here. Namely that we really should have ended the flashback when WWX fell.#And then gone back to present time for a bit - or even go to a different flashback.#The sense of time passing isn't as strong as it *could* be.#We get *told* three months pass and that they've been looking for WWX. But to the audience it's been...15 min.#Less than seven minutes if you count the flute playing.#This guy when through a whole aesthetic and persona shift in less time than it takes to walk through a corn field.#Guy who listened to less than half an emo album and dyed all his clothes black. And jorted all his jeans.#Timeskips can be sudden and work out just fine! I personally feel like this one would be stronger with better pacing.#Feel free to disagree with me!#In case anyone is wondering why JC and LWJ are still holding hands: 1) Haunted house episode.#2) I needed to practice drawing hand holding at some point. Might as well get the rough and sloppy ones out with these two.
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MiqoMarch Day 21 - Favourite Character(s)
Together again at last 💖
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#miqomarch#miqomarch2025#wolshtola#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#g'raha tia#wolgraha#g'raha/wol#arsay nun#graharshtola#dawntrail spoilers#after the day Arsay just went through? yeah shes beyond happy to see them#by this point in the msq I think it's been about a month since Arsay left Old Sharlayan#and though they would call on the linkpearl everyday its just not the same as seeing them in person. getting to hold and kiss them.#and im positive Y'shtola and G'raha missed Arsay just as much! i mean just look at shtola's tail and smile =w= shes so happy to be held#arsay will always find time to spin her wife around even if everything around her has gone belly up#also the hug with graha at the end is just as important... she needs to be held atm#ive wanted so badly to pose this when I first went through dawntrail but tools were still down#im glad I was able to fit it in here#its a shame I cant insert sound in these comics cause the arsay purring would be so loud
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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER 7x22 | “Chosen”
#btvsedit#btvs#buffythevampireslayeredit#buffy the vampire slayer#creations#rupert giles#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#buffyseries#buffysource#slayerdaily#dailybtvs#had to end with the scoobs :)#some behind the gifs is that obviously i do these ahead of time- i had like probably average 2 seasons ahead in drafts as i giffed the whol#time i was doing it#but i was SO SLOW getting through my season 7 rewatch#in my 7x01 gifset i think i prefaced that i do not like s7#and it is still so fucking boring my guys#like it's buffy so it's still better than a lot of tv#but it's not even close to the level of s1-6 i am so sorry#as a finale i dont even think chosen is particularly strong. i teared up at the final scene which i do think is very good#but grave/the gift/becoming II/prophecy girl/graduation day II are all stronger to me#that said i cannot believe im at the end of my buffy rewatch.#started the journey Dec 2023 and ended it July 2024 (this is as i type- this probably won't be published for another month or two)
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my new charms came in ^^
a window into a field of hydrangeas, with a raised gloss effect along the frame!
#sovo art#i'll be making matching stickers for these and putting them up on the shop later this year!#& a small update re: zines i'm still hard at work packaging them to go out before the end of the month 😖#hopefully i'll get it done by tomorrow so i don't have to work through my bday lol
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I realised I hadn't put any of my javik doodles here. It's been a hot minute since I've done portraits/full sketches so am a bit rusty/relearning. Newest to oldest ✨
Ngl 'The line is covered in jellyfish' by @yunuen has gotten me right in the emotions I had to try draw the them being cute and cuddly together sobs.
#jayvik#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane#ngl pretty happy with the progress over just a month of drawing#given how sick ive been this month too ksdjnkjgg#anyway please go read the line is covered in jellyfish#i cannot stop thinking about it#angst with happy ending my beloved that will get me through the slow burn#my art#doodles#arcane doodles
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vierapril day 30 - future
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#day late but it's fine. it's fine.#i still really wanted to cap off this endeavour in some way#warrior of light#Ardbert#fanart#speedpaint#i draw sometimes#Final Fantasy XIV#i didn't get to all the prompts i really wanted to tackle but i think getting to them would have required more rules and discipline#which i of course Hate#and i'd rather be happy with what i did do than end the month on a grouchy note#we do not need to worry abt my inability to distinguish left from right (actually just changed my mind about the direction they were facing#partway through lmao but im too zen when colouring)#morning edit: fixed the ring it was bothering me so much despite being barely visible whoops :'D such is life
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What Dan and Phil Text Each Other 4 + Familect (article)
#dan and phil#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#phil lester#this idea has been cooking in my brain for literally MONTHS but this weekend was literally the first day off i've had since JANUARY#which is so cruel and unusual don't get me started but anyways#and also the first time they haven't dropped something unhinged that i felt compelled to run through photoshop#also it took forever because originally i was going to do all the WDAPTEOs so like i pulled clips from 2 3 and 4#and didn't end up using any of the ones i pulled from 2 and 3 so guess i just wasted some time there#so it didn't take me actually as long to put together the actual set but like i spent a solid 5 hours working on the general project#tbf though the videos are 20 minutes long so like an hour was just watching to get the time stamps#and i didnt want to miss one by putting it on higher playback speed bc some of them are really quick#well congrats if you made it this far in my fucking tags essay about this post#this is like a 'stick around after the episode for a look behind the scenes' segment#hexagifs
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day 22 and 25 -looks at date- or at least inspired by them
#rw#rw art month#rain world#rw lantern mouse#rw ancients#rw the murals#<- tag that will be used only by this blog i bet aint nobody poking Them bastards#philosophy sessions au#my art#one of my issues with DPs addition of the different ending for Surv. it's quite honestly just straight up throwing the original spiritual-#-message (that i got from it) out of the damn window. 'here's some pups!!!! here's your home!!!! then ur sib comes too!!!!' the whole-#-journey is for nothing. well at least one can get that ending only after already going through with the og that is well designed i admit#still too big an offense for me to consider adding the 'happy ending' into me interpretation/au. blasphemy... smh /lh
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WIP - tommy, i-
part of the zombie au
#c!tommy#dsmp fanart#tommyinnit#dsmp#zombie au#as thanks for 1k notes!!! holy shit!!!! thank you so much!!! i did not expect anything i made to have that much attention!!!!!!#theres gonna be an additional part to this and i'll tag it with big Q but first#i gotta find out if i want it to be zombiebur shambling out the darkness holding a bloody blue beanie#or if its big Q looking like his world just ended again#(it did)#whatever the second part would be the last thing either of them heard was i love you (i loved you) punctuated by a report of gunfire#and from whose mouth did the words clumsily stumble out of? haha lets find out next month when i get through all my WIPs#hymns in progress#bit of a vent piece i was supposed to make smth else but i closed it without saving and i got so pissed i had to make someone sad
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#Classic Amy#Amy Rose#StH#image description in alt#goggyart#I like these a lot. I want to push more with her as I draw her more going forward.#I'm really happy with how I did her hands I guess. Their a thing I tend to struggle with and it becomes mega annoying. It ends up with#me leaving something mostly done unfinished for weeks or months (as what happened in this case. I started these not long after I finished#the similar drawings with sonic and tails)#so this morning I got determined enough to push through the fear of have to scrap the work I'd done previously. i had to redraw her hands#a couple times but I finished it.#anyway I love Amez and Knux a lot. especially to draw. but I struggle with them a lot. so this year I'm endeavoring to study and draw them#more so I can get better and share them with y'all who I hope like them too.
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finally put out a thing for scrybruary! it’s a bit of a late entry for week 2, “unfamiliar territory”
Eye Exam is a lil post-act 1 one shot wherein magnificus experiences some odd trouble with his Magickal eye, and grudgingly comes to p03 for help about it. it’s also a lil gay bc of course it is
hope you guys enjoy!
#inscryption#scrybruary#scrybruary 2025#p03 inscryption#magnificus inscryption#tfw you’re late to your own themed week lmao#sorry lads I have like five other things I’m working on#next to tackle is OFH#see how much I can get through before the end of the month hoohoo
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my god. guys. just gotta scream about some medical stuff for a second. you know how i've been ill for quite some time. like really nastily ill. bizarre migraines, constant fatigue/joint pain, awful depressive mood swings? well, alongside some proper migraine meds, my doctor prescribed me vitamin D tablets. and the black cloud is gone. the fatigue is gone. the pain is gone. what!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 this reinforces my belief that vitamin/mineral deficiencies can be extra insidious for neurodivergent folks because we're so used to ignoring our pain, and our difficulties with eating a wide range of foods/getting outside enough/breaking our routine/etc. set us up to be deficient!! 💔
to be clear, my doctor and the NHS say that folks in my country ought to be taking vitamin D supplements during the winter months anyway. it's actually mandated for everyone and i had no idea. just. enormous relief. getting my bloods done in a couple of weeks to confirm, but i wasn't expecting such an immediate effect 😳 so if anyone's been feeling unusually fatigued, sick, with disturbed menstrual cycles, migraines and moodswings, and there's no underlying cause...see if you can get your bloods checked, and consult with your doctor. especially if you're ND/get less sunlight/have a restricted diet!!!!
#bro i've been living in some bizarre unpredictable mental and physical hell for the past three months#and it was just ANOTHER deficiency???? i'm going to put my head through a wall#this morning i did what has been three' days worth of work for some months within three hours#and i haven't needed to nap in the middle of the day!! no weird headaches or nausea!!! wow!!!!!!!!!#yes i'm also iron deficient and taking those supplements ALSO put an end to months of weird af symptoms#so when NT folks bang on about the importance of eating a balanced (outside of terrible diet culture bs)#they mean treat your body with its needs in mind so you don't get sick. oh i am a clown#tw: illness#tw: medical#starleskatalks#delete later#long post
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