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arolesbianism · 3 months ago

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I should rly start eternal gales posting again I need to make sure the ppl who follow me know how much Tali and Aris make me to insane so that the isat au can have its full effect but alas I am allergic to drawing the human eg cast like 99% of the time and rn the only thing stopping that from being 100% is that I like fucking around with different art styles sometimes

#rat rambles #oc posting #eternal gales #honestly most of the times that Ive drawn them in recent memory has been either because I needed to remake their refs or because I wanted #to change smth abt my human artstyle and needed to use them as my test dummies since making dure Im still calable of drawing them is vital #shout out to them for forcing me to start learning how to draw humans so I could neglect to give them basic features for years until #something or another forced me to give them another facial feature #but nowadays they have successfully earned noses eyebrows ears eyebrows again noses again and also fingernails ig #maybe I should try to redraw some old eg art at some point that might be easier #but yeah aris and tali are the favorite children most of the time I love putting them through the horrors #longggg story short aris's mom was abusive towards both of their dad and that lead to him rebounding onto tali's mom and then tali's mom #died during childbirth and tali has a bunch of health issues which lead to him becoming even more depressed and stressed and that's on top #of his ex stalking him and harrasing him while abusing aris whenever she had custody and while eventually she lost custody she still kept #threatening their dad until he died when the two were lil kids and the two moved with their shared grandparents who took the death of their #son rly poorly and it sparked a bunch of conflict between them leading to them divorcing and aris chose to stay with her grandpa while tali #left with her grandma and the two didnt interact for years until they ended up in the same online friendgroup and had an awkward reunion #the two have a complicated relationship for many reasons but one of the roots of their disconnect is that aris' mom Hated tali and heavily #demonized her and tried very hard to drill it into tiny aris' head that both tali and her dad were people she was supposed to hate #and while aris never hated either of them she did feel the pressure like she was supposed to even after her mother was gone #and she felt even more that way after tali left leading to her feeling very uncomfortable upon her popping up again #tali on the other hand never had this but did have some resentment towards her for not coming with her as she tends to see aris as the last #remnant of the happy family she feels she was supposed to have but lost #and after her grandma died and she was left to go through some horrific shit alone that comfort that the idea of aris brought began to #override any anger she may have felt towards aris and she clung onto aris rly hard after the two reunited even if for the first few years #aris was deliberately distant most of the time #aris ends up being struck Hard by guilt once the two actually meet in person again during the main plot due to a variety of reasons #but the big initial one is that first moment she has where she goes wait. did she always have prostetic legs. uh oh.#tali getting to play that fun game where she lives in enough of a high tech environment to have fairly fancy prosthetic limbs but not w #enough for them to feel like more than a hinderence most of the time #theyre heavy and clunky and it sucks to try to clean them because she has to keep one arm on at all times and this has lead to infections

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