#tmnt fortnite donnie x reader smut

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In The Arms Of Blue And Purple (18+)

Fortnite!Leonardo x reader x Fortnite!Donatello

A/N: I’ve been wanting to throw myself into threesome writing for some time now, so I decided, why the heck not just get it done? And I felt for some Fortnite TMNT, and the lucky wheel decided on Leo and Donnie, so here you go! Hope you’ll enjoy!💙💜

All characters are aged up.

Warnings: Use of good girl, oral - male and female receiving, turtley anatomy, cum shots lol.

However you got into this position was beyond you at this point. You couldn’t remember what you had said, nor what look you gave the two brothers, but that didn’t matter now as you laid naked on Donatello’s bed with your legs spread wide open for Leonardo, whose head was happily moving around between your thighs, softly kissing your skin from your knees, slowly inching closer and closer to your needy core. Your own lips were attached to Donnie’s, moving together in a heated kiss with your tongues dancing together, sounds of pleasure escaping you at the feeling of Leo’s lips on your skin, and Donnie’s hand moving over your chest, massaging your breasts, listening to your reactions as he went.

Leo moved your legs further apart when he reached your most intimate area, placing small kisses just around your folds, so close to your core, yet not close enough. This made you pull from your heated kiss with Donnie in order to look down at the older turtle, letting out a moan when you caught his eyes, seeing him giving you a small wink as you felt his breath on your clit. What a tease.

Donnie chuckled at your small interaction, before placing a hand on your chin, pulling you back in for yet another heated kiss, your mind fussing at the feeling of Donnie’s hands and lips, and Leo’s tongue doing small licks along the lines of your folds, still not exactly licking the place you needed him the most, but just beside it. So close that Leo only needed to move his tongue a few millimeters, and he would be there. And Leo knew that. He could read it in the way you started squirming under him, whenever he got close. He would move closer and closer, only to pull away just before he got there, leaving you whining under him and Donnie.

You moaned against Donnie’s mouth, lifting your hips up closer against Leo’s face, as if to ask him to quit his teasing. However Leo just smiled against you, grabbing a hold of your thighs and pulling your hips back onto the mattress, causing you to whine against Donnie.

“You’re teasing the poor girl”, Donnie told his brother, smiling as he enjoyed the sight of you struggling under them.

“Those noises make it worth it”, Leo said, before giving you another lick, drawing another sound from you. “See?”

“Can’t disagree with that”, Donnie said, holding your chin in his hand, studying your flustered face. “I actually think she likes it a little bit”, he stated, smiling at your parted lips. “Do you like it, (Y/N)? Do you like it when Leo teases you? Does the thought of his tongue fucking you excite you?”

You shuttered at Donnie’s words, with Leo’s tongue still doing small kitty licks, exactly just next to the places you needed him the most. It was almost cruel, but yes - the thought of Leo’s tongue inside of you excited you, making your heart beat faster and your breath grow deepers, your toes just curling at the thought.

“Yes”, you whimpered in a small voice. “I like it. I want it”.

“Good girl”, Donnie cooed, stroking the side of your face with his thumb. “Answering when spoken to. Just the way we like it. Now, tell Leo what you want you want him to do, and maybe you’re lucky and he will do it”.

“Fuck me with your tongue, Leo”, you moaned, moving your hips under him, squishing your eyes shut in frustration. “Please! Fuck me with your tongue!”

“How can I say no when you ask so nicely?”, Leo chuckled, before finally - finally! - pressing his tongue firmly against your folds, before dragging it up, giving your clit a good flick in the process, causing you to flinch, just as Donnie dove down for another needy kiss, your tongues dancing together in a lewd dance.

With your thighs in a firm grip, Leo dove his tongue into your dripping core, licking up your juices as he went, causing you to moan and whimper in Donnie’s mouth, the room spinning from the sheer amount of pleasure Leo’s tongue was bringing you.

Donnie - without breaking the kiss - took one of your hands and placed it on his hard plastron, before slowly moving it down towards the slit of his cloaca, letting your fingers grace over it, where you could feel something about to poke out.

“You feel that?”, Donnie asked, his lips gracing the lop of your ear, sending shivers down your spine, mixing with the building pleasure from your core. “I’m going to drop for you at any moment. Are you going to be a good girl and open your mouth for me when I do?”

Donnie’s words made you whimper as you almost desperately nodded your head. Donnie chuckled at your expression, rubbing your hand against his cloaca, groaning into your ear as he did, mumbling over and over again what a good girl you were to the two of them.

It didn’t take long before Donnie dropped directly into your hand, leaning back from your ear, so he could take in the sight as you brought him to your mouth, licking all the way from the base to his pre-cum leaking tip, before putting him directly into your mouth. Donnie let out a deep groan as you hollowed out your cheeks around him, before popping your head up and down along his thick length, taking him even deeper. Using his left hand, Donnie gathered your hair like a pony tail, before using his new hold on you to help guide you along his length at slightly faster speed.

“Yeah, that’s it (Y/N)”, Donnie groaned, before closing his eyes and leaning his head back. “Such a good girl. Doing such a good job”.

You moaned around Donnie’s member, both from his words and the feeling of Leo’s thumb as he started rubbing your clit, his tongue pulling you closer and closer to your high. Your legs become restless around his head, making it increasingly obvious that it wouldn’t take long, before you would come crashing on Leo’s tongue. And with a few more thrusts from his tongue and thumbs from his thumb, you did indeed cum, moaning with Donnie’s member still stuffed in your mouth, and you legs shaking and moving under Leo, forcing your hips to stay in place, so he could tongue fuck you through your orgasm.

With a final lick and kiss on your fold, Leo removed himself from your still pulsating cunt, leaning back on his knees, with his member now free from its restraints of his cloaca, standing hard and ready, causing you to clench around empty air. Just the sight of him in his naked glory with the lower half of his face covered in juices, had you already wanting more.

“That was fucking hot, (Y/N)”, Leo said, pushing your knees apart as he started making way in between them, eyeing your dripping folds with growing eagerness. “Now, just continue taking care of Donnie like the good girl you are, and I will take care of you”.

Leo grabbed a hold of his member, before dragging his head through your folds, gathering as much of your slick as possible, before slowly pushing into you, drawing a long moan from the both of you. You instantly went to grab a hold of something, with Donnie’s toned thigh being the closest. It was like holding onto a rock as the world started shaking around you, from Donnie’s increasingly rougher thrusts into your mouth, and Leo’s thrust slowly taking up speed as he made his way deeper and deeper into you, reaching your most sensitive spot.

You were turned into a moaning and whimpering mess under the two mutant turtles, their own moans and groans of your name and how beautiful you looked, getting fucked sensless from two ends, made your eyes turn to the back of your head as you felt your second orgasm building you. As you started to clench around Leo’s member, he grabbed a hold of your hips, before ramming into you at a brutal speed, making stars dance in what little vision you had left.

“That it, (Y/N)”, Donnie moaned, his breathing heavy. “Cum for us. Show us how good you’re feeling”.

With one hand holding to Donnie’s thigh for dear life, your other went to grab Leo’s hand. Your moaning became louder and more high pitched, and your whole body restless, before the growing feeling in your core erupted, sending you crashing into your second high, cumming around Leo’s member as he continued to ram into you, chasing his own high.

Donnie pulled his member from you mouth with a loud moan, before unloading himself onto your face as you were still moaning and getting fucked through your high. And just as you were coming down from your peak, Leo pulled his pulsing member out of you, before watching as he shot his white ropes of pearly white substance onto your folds, moaning at the sight.

You laid there for a moment, catching your breath as the brothers took in the sight of you - fucked to exhaustion and still just recovering from your second orgasm, covered in their cum, dripping from your face and folds. It was truly a sight to behold.

Needless to say - and much to your own joy and pleasure - it was quickly decided to make this a recurring thing.

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Overstimulation (18+)

Fortnite!Donatello x reader

A/N: Just a little something I wanted to do hehehehehehehehehe

All characters are aged up.

Warnings: Cursing, sex, squirting.

“Shit, shit shit!”, you cried out, each word punctuated by the sound of the skin of your ass slapping against Donatello’s toned thighs. You leaned further onto Donnie’s desk, spots forming in your vision, as you felt another orgasm creeping up inside you, adding to the uncountable amount of highs your boyfriend had given you that evening.

Today was one of those evenings, where you and Donnie just got up to your sudden sexual adventures, with no other orcation than the fact you had the lair to yourself, and both of you felt a sudden urge to get down and dirty. So far that evening, Donnie had already had you riding him in his chair, 69’ed on his bed, fucked you with your legs over his shoulders, and now ramming you over his work desk, pushing the two of you through one orgasm after another, to the point where you juices were pretty much dripping down your shaking legs.

“Fuuuuuck”, Donnie groaned out loud, his hands grabbing a firmer grasp on your hips, angling your hips just the right way, making you fall against the table, crying out in pleasure at each thrust he delivered you. “I’ll never get enough of you”.

“Please, Donnie!”, you called out with a gasp for air, reaching behind you in order to grab onto his hand on your hip. “Please, please, please!”

Your boyfriend chuckled with a groan, watching how your legs shook under you, frantically moving underneath you, knowing that you were close. Yet his hips never stopped, his member hitting that overstimulated spot deep inside you.

“Please what, babe?”, Donnie asked with a smile in his voice, his thumbs stroking your hips. “What do you want me to do, sweetheart? Say it, and you know I’ll do it”.

You opened your mouth to answer, but no words came out of you. Only moans and loud whimpers. You wanted him to stop, yet you wanted him to continue. Your cunt was overstimulated, yet the building orgasm inside of you made you excited, wanting nothing more than to cum around your boyfriend’s thick maybe yet another time that day.

Donnie groaned at the feeling of you tightening around him. He would lie if he said he wasn’t getting addicted to that feeling, and tonight, he was at an all time high, excited for another peak to reach the two of you. And he was absolutely determined to bring you that.

“You want to cum, babe?”, Donnie asked, his breathy voice making your stomach tingle. “You want to cum, sweetheart? You can do it, baby. You’ve been so good all day”.

You were still unable to speak, your mouth still hanging open, with nothing but moans and small amounts of droplets coming out of your mouth. Yet you nodded your head, almost frantically, the cry of your moans making clear of your urgency, feeling yourself almost explode in pleasure. Your hands moving and clamming to whatever you were able to find on the desk, in order to hold on to anything, keeping you up as the world shook around you.

“Then cum for me, babe. Cum all over me. Show me how good you feel”, he groaned, his head somehow reaching even further into you, as if it didn’t already hit your sweet spot every time.

And with those words you came, and you came hard. You came loudly, falling against the table, your muscles contracting and releasing over and over again, as you came all around Donnie’s member. He had to physically hold you in place against the table, in order to make sure you didn’t fall onto the ground.

You had no idea how long your orgasm lasted. But what you did know, was that Donnie had plenty of time to cum while you did - and so he did - letting out a long and deep moan, emptying himself into you. When your amazing long orgasm finally subsided, you found yourself droopy against the table, still feeling the sky high lingering, making your body sing with pleasure and happiness.

Trying to push yourself off of the table, you whoppeled a bit, being quickly picked by your chuckling boyfriend, wrapping his arms around you, holding you close and lovingly kissing your shoulder.

“You good there?”, he asked, amusement thick in his voice.

“Mhmm”, you hummed with a big smile, leaning your head back against his shoulder, letting him slowly sway you from side to side on your shaky legs.

“Well, your mess proves it”, Donnie said, directing your attention towards the floor underneath you. You looked down, shocked to find the floor soaked. Stunned for words you just starred, not truly able to believe that was your work. Donnie noticed your shock, letting out a laugh. “I knew I would make you squirt one day”.

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How The Movie Night Went (18+)

Fortnite!Raphael x reader

A/N: Another short blurb like thingy I just had to do❤️

All characters are aged up.

Warnings: Rough sex, doggy style, unprotected sex, back shots.

It had started off like any other movie night for you and your boyfriend. You and Raph had decided to start watching a series together, and this time you would actually watch it, and not get caught up in any other activities. Well, that’s at least what the two of you have been saying for a while now. But each and every time, you and Raph would end up doing… other things. And those things would usually involve Netflix asking if the two of you were still watching, while you had either one of your openings stuffed, or Raph’s lips locked somewhere on you. And today… was no different.

The series you and Raph had wanted to watch together was playing in the background, with an important scene taking place. A tense showdown, the protagonist having a meeting with their enemy, tension slowly rising before the inevitable climax. But neither you or Raph was keeping an eye on it. In fact, it had very quickly turned into background noise to the activities you and your turtle boyfriend had gotten up to. To be honest, you couldn’t even hear what was going on on the screen, due to Raph’s heavy grunts and growls, and the echoing slaps from his skin meeting the back of your thighs.

You yelped as Raph’s three fingered hand came down on your right butt cheek, watching it jiggle before grabbing on with both hands, pulling you back on his as he increased the speed of his hips.

You cried out, resting your forehead against the soft surface of the couch, once again thanking the universe that Raph’s family wasn’t home, allowing you to be as loud as you wanted to. And Raph loves when you’re loud, his body reacting to it instantly, his speed increasing even further.

Moans left your lips as one of your hands slided down between your legs, finding your bundle of nerves, being wet from both you and Raph’s slick that had dripped down over it, using it to lubricate your fingers, rubbing them in circles over you. Raph saw you move your hand over you, and felt your walls close in around him, sending a low groan out with his deep churrs, his hips buckling against you from behind.

“Fuck yeah, babe”, he moaned, catching your eyes as you looked at him over your shoulder, your cheeks flushed and our mouth agape. “Rub yourself for me. Fucking cum on my dick”, he continued, before planting another slap to your butt cheek, the loud sound piercing through the empty lair.

“Raph! Babe!”, you called out, feeling tears of pleasure forming in your eyes, at the stinging yet pleasurable sensation on your soft flesh.

There sounded loud yells and screams from the tv screen, but neither you or Raph gave it a second thought. Instead Raph lifted his left knee, putting the weight on his foot instead, giving him another angle to plow into you with. You cried out once more, your back arching upwards, and your fingers stopping momentarily. Raph leaned over you, his plastron resting against your back, while one of his hands moved from your hips, up your sides and under your shirt, grabbing your breast in his fist. You felt his breath against the shell of your ear, slowly bringing life to your fingers once again. Raph chuckled.

“Do you love my dick, babe?”, he asked, amusement thick in his voice. “Do you love it when I fuck you stupid? Do you love it when I take you on the couch while no one is here, huh, (Y/N)?”

“Yes, Raph!”, you cried out, your fingers working just as fast as his thrusting member, both bringing immense pleasure, pushing you closer and closer to the edge. You let out a desperate cry, letting Raph know that you were close. So damn close that you almost were going crazy.

“I’m going to make you cum so hard”, Raph mumbeled, before straightening back up, placing both hands back on your hips, going to town on you with all the power his strong body could muster.

You saw stars before your eyes, as Raph assaulted your g-spot over and over again, pushing you over the edge and into the ocean of pleasure that was your orgasm. Your body contorted under Raph, with the hand you hand used on yourself, instinctively reaching for Raph behind you. He held onto your hand, feeling his own high rabbitly appearance with the clenching of your walls around him, your juices gushing down his member. He felt the tightening of his muscles behind his cloaca, quickly pulling out of you, before resting himself between your cheeks, right before your lower back. With small grunts, Raph came onto your back side, closing his eyes as he emptied himself onto you, letting him run down the curve of your back, pooling at your spine.

Slowly coming down from your highs, panting as you opened your eyes, you were met with a very familiar message from Netflix on the tv screen; “Are you still watching?” Once again, you and Raph had failed to watch the damn show, creating a mess of your backside like all of the other times. Guess movie nights were just bound to fail for the two of you - just like you both secretly wanted it to.

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smut headcanons or just filthy smut for the fortnite turtles? 😭 possibly even shredder…?

Random Spicy Headcanons (18+)

Fortnite!Turtles x reader

A/N: I only write for the turtles, which means no Shredder. But with that being said, I hereby welcome the Fortnite boys and their beautiful thighs to my blog! They have been added to my lucky wheel, and will be added to my masterlist after this post. Let’s give them a warm welcome with some smut!💚

All characters are aged up.

Warnings: Smut, talk of sexual acts and all that jazz👀

Leonardo:

Mr Mood, setting and aesthetic himself. From Leo, you can expect something traditional, with an underlining of intensity.

If not in his bedroom, then out in nature. To Leo, there’s only a few things better than sex in a secluded area, either by the water, the forest or on open green grass. Preferably at night, while the stars shine above, creating a beautiful space where you and Leo could indulge in each other’s pleasure.

Had Marigold not been under the ownership of The Society, Leo wouldn’t definitely have taken you there. He would have fucked you on teh deck if he had the opportunity.

Eye contact galore! Leo would tell you to look him in the eyes whenever you were getting close, wanting to see the pleasure in them when you would come around him.

His favorite positions are definitely missionary and the lotus, but should he on rare occasions feel feral, he will go for a mating press or doggy.

Leo tends to be the dominant one when you get intimate, but that does not mean that he didn’t take his time with you. Actually, he tended to take a reeeaaaal good time with you, teasing you over and over again, bringing you close to the edge, before suddenly stopping, smiling innocently when you would start to complain at the loss of contact.

After what felt like hours of amazing foreplay, Leo would finally give you what you wanted, pounding into you until you could come around him, usually with his hand covering your mouth and your loud cries of pleasure.

Leo does have a thing for restraining you. He loves having you laying helpless in front of him, hands bound over your head and your legs spread, typing to grind yourself against him in some way, begging for him to continue his magical work on you.

Raphael:

The king of rough sex, this man couldn’t not care less about who heard or knew about what you were getting up to.

He likes to be the dominant one, having you under his control with his hand around your throat or on your ass, making it red with his three fingered handprints.

Raph likes a good challenge, and you love being a challenge for him. It wasn’t uncommon for the two of you to partake in a game of Hunter And Prey, where Raph would hunt you down, no matter where on the island you were hiding. That would always end with him pinning you to the ground, and fucking you so good that you would start to see stars, even during daylight.

Raph really loves your ass, either clothed or naked. It is his favorite place on your body to rest his hands, and yes, he will grab and squish, even if other people are around. In the short time all of you had known Jonesy, Raph had already made the former feel uncomfortable with his happy hand on your behind.

Along with his love for your beautiful behind, Raph has a small thing for anal and sometimes double penetration. Yes, he will fuck your ass and finger your cunt at the same time.

Raph does not like to restrain you. He wants to feel you pull or push at him, your fingernails digging into his skin while he gives it to you good.

Yes, Raph wants you to be loud. He will encourage you to be loud, sometimes forcing your head back so your airway is open, making it almost impossible for you to stay quiet.

Raph loves it when you beg. However, he loves it even more when you’re so overstimulated after several orgasm, begging him to cum inside of you, resulting in his favorite way to cum; with a drippy creampie.

Donatello:

If you’re feeling needy while he’s working in the lab, it wasn’t uncommon for him to offer you his thigh while he would continue his work. However, as soon as you started grinding onto his well toned thighs, there was no way he could concentrate on anything else. It would usually end with him slamming you onto his desk, before taking you hard and good.

Donnie really loves oral sex. Male receiving, female receiving, 69, he does not care. He loves it all. Each way had its own charm, and both you and Donnie understood what made them all so great.

You and Donnie don’t really have a sub dom relationship. You go at it based on mood. You feel like a rough fucking? Then both of you will go rough, clawing and biting each other, either while Donnie pounds into you relentlessly, or while you ride him good. But do the two of you feel for something soft and sweet? Then you would hold each other close and share several passionate kisses while making sweet love. A very versatile sex life.

Roleplay is often enjoyed in the safety of Donnie’s lab. Often he plays doctor while you either play nurse or patient. But teacher and student have also happened a few times.

Donnie loves your thighs, just as much as you love his. If he died with you sitting on his face, with his head buried between them, he would die a happy man. Air? No need for it. While you used his face as a throne, he only needed one thing; your sweet juices. But for real, if you one day squirted on his face, he would be on cloud nine.

And yes, just like you have gotten off by grinding yourself on Donnie’s thighs, he has gotten off by squishing your thighs together and fucking the space between.

Mutual masturbation is also something you and Donnie find enjoyment in. Either you could do it over the phone, or you could be sitting opposite of each other, watching each other before lending a helping hand.

Michelangelo:

Have you ever tried getting fingered during skydiving? No? Well, with Mikey you will get to try that at least once. Maybe twice, simply because it was great fun and pleasure for the both of you.

Mikey loves to have sex in strange places, often in very strange positions. It made it much more fun and exciting. And well, you did not know excitement until you were having sex with your boyfriend behind a building, hiding from Loopers that roamed the area.

Yes, you and Mikey have been caught a few times, but guess what? None of you cared. It's part of the fun.

Some of Mikey’s favorite positions included ones where he would hold you up by your ass, sometimes pressing you up against a wall so he could ruthlessly thrust into you. Other than that it was positions with you on top of him, just like a good old cowgirl, where you could bounce on him with all the power your legs could muster.

Skinny dipping… even though he’s pretty much always naked. Buuuut, it’s a great excuse to get you naked… and have sex in whatever body of water you had decided to fool around in.

During sex in public places, Mikey tends to be the dominant one of the two of you, being the one that initiates these spontaneous sessions. But in the comfort of the lair, Mikey often takes the more submissive role, allowing you to call the shots.

Mikey is a boob guy, so of course he would titty fuck you whenever it was possible. It did not matter what size your breasts were, as the sight of his penis between them was just half of it. The other half was you pushing your chest and hands around him, giving his head a small lick whenever he thrusted forward, before telling him all sorts of nasty things.

Oh boy, did Mikey love dirty talk. He loved talking dirty to you, and he loved it when you talked dirty to him. Call him a good boy and how good he was doing, or call him daddy and say that you loved the way he fucked you. Both would send his head spiraling.

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Hey! Hope you are having a good day/night. But you think you could write a fic of reader has a crush on donnie.reader gets jelous over donnie because she thinks he's still obsessed with April. Maybe leading to a fluffy or smutty ending. Any donnie is okay I don't mind. If you do this thanks!♡

Are You Still Into Her? (Mild Angst/Fluff)

Fortnite!Donatello x reader

A/N: I gave the lucky wheel a spin and it landed on Fortnite!TMNT! It was surppossed to be a smut, but as I made my way through, a mild angst to fluff started to make more sense. I struggled with this one for a bit though, and then as soon as I had the momentum going, my Inbox decided to swallow up a large amount of my requests. Luckily I managed to make it work, and finally this one is ready. Hope you’ll enjoy💜

Warnings: None💜

“(Y/N), can you hand me the screwdriver?”, Donnie asked, not taking his eyes from the project in front of him. At the sound of Donnie saying your name, you quickly straightened up in your seat, hastily looking around you to find the screwdriver, before handing it to Donnie.

“Thank you”, he said, shooting you a quick smile before returning his attention to the loose screws before him.

“No problem”, you mumbled, feeling your cheeks grow hot with a light shade of pink, causing you to look away, in the hopes that Donnie wouldn’t notice. It was almost embarrassing that him thanking you with a smile, was enough to make you blush. But that’s what you get for crushing on one of your best friends, without having the courage to tell him. But you had your own reasons for not doing so, even though you really wanted to. The best way to describe your predicament was to say that there was something in the way, making it very hard to tell Donnie exactly how you were feeling, without possibly getting rejected. It was enough to make your stomach turn in frustration and jealousy whenever you thought about it. Fiddling with your fingers, turning back and forth in your office chair, you felt yourself getting restless at the thought. And sadly, this kind of nervousness and restlessness only became more and more common whenever you were around Donnie. As if the sight of him only reminded you of what you couldn’t have, and how he was willing to give it all away to someone else.

And as you sat there and watched Donnie work, feeling yourself getting eaten up by your own self pity and longing for the mutant turtle in front of you, his phone lit up with the name of that someone else, buzzing in order to get his attention.

“Just a moment”, Donnie said, laying the screwdriver down and reaching out for his ringing phone. “It’s April”.

You only nodded, finding it easier not to say anything whenever Donnie brought up the name of the other human girl in his life. It was really a shame, because April was really a nice girl. You had hung out with her on several occasions, and had honestly found her enjoyable to be around. Then it was no wonder that Donnie had started liking her much more than a friend. You would never forget the day where Donnie confided in you, and told you about his slowly growing crush on April. Up until that point, you had had so much hope for the possibility of you and Donnie possibly figuring something out someday. But after that day, all you could see was how Donnie would follow April around whenever she was nearby, or the many glances he would throw her way, even as he was talking to you. It was honestly disheartening to be around, and you couldn’t help but feel your heart break a little each time. And even though it had been a year ago, it still fueled some frustration and jealousy inside of you, causing that dreadful feeling each and every time.

Donnie picked up the phone and greeted April with a cheerful voice, asking her why she was calling. You looked away, trying not to listen as Donnie and April spoke, even though all you could hear was Donnie’s end of the line. You tried not to think of what Donnie might be feeling at that moment. Was he happy that April called? Would he much rather be spending time with her instead of you? It was a horrible thing to think about, but you just couldn’t help it. Even when you tried to ignore it, it was always right there, right in your face, almost taunting you.

“Sorry about that”, Donnie said, placing the phone back on the table, before picking up the screwdriver once more. “April just had to give me an update”.

“An update?”, you asked, growing your brows. “About what?”

“Oh, you haven’t heard?”, Donnie asked, giving you a short look over his shoulder. “April and Casey are dating now. She promised to tell me how their first date went, and well, it seems like it’s going to be a thing now”.

You stared confused at Donnie, almost unable to fully register what he was telling you. April had started dating Casey. And here was Donnie, telling you about it while working on his latest project. Heck, he had even sounded happy while talking with April on the phone. But was he happy? Was he okay? Or was he just really good at hiding his pain? Just like you had been doing for almost a year now.

“And are you… okay with that?”, you asked, almost hesitantly.

“Yeah? Why shouldn’t I be?”, Donnie answered you, not looking away from the wires in his hands.

“Well, I just thought… because… are you still into her, Donnie?”, you asked, leaning slightly forward.

“Oh, that”, Donnie said, leaning back in his chair. “No, not really. I haven’t thought about her like that in a long time”.

“Since when?”

“Well, since I told her I liked her, and she said she liked Casey”, Donnie said, finally looking your way with a small smile.

“When was that?”, you asked, absolutely shocked.

“The same week I told you about it”, Donnie said, his fingers playing with the armrest.

“And you didn’t tell me?”

“Uhm, no. I guess not”, Donnie said a bit sheepishly. “I guess I’ve been kind of embarrassed by it, so I just decided to not tell you”.

“Well, okay”, you said, still slightly taken aback. “But you two fingered it out?”

“Yeah, April has actually been very cool about it. We talked it through, everything was cool. I actually wingman her and Casey together. She asked me to help her a few weeks ago”, Donnie said. “She promised me that if I helped her, she would in turn help me with…” Donnie suddenly got silent, his eyes widening when he realized what he was about to say. You cocked your brow at him.

“Help you with what?”

Donnie hesitated, becoming restless in his chair. He licked and bit his lip, searching for the right words before he spoke. “She would in turn help me as a wingman”.

At this point you found yourself getting irritated with Donatello. Here you had been feeling horrendous whenever you were around April - both because of your feelings towards Donnie and your jealousy regarding his feelings for April, and the pure shame you felt due to your jealousy towards April - only to find out that Donnie haven’t actually had romantic feelings towards April for several months, and that he in fact had romantic feelings towards someone else and never told you. What kind of friend was Donnie supposed to be?

“You have feelings for someone other than April and you never told me?!”, you exclaimed.

“No, I guess I didn’t”, Donnie said almost sheepishly, fiddling with his fingers.

“Donnie, I’m your friend”, you said, almost sounding hurt. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Why does it matter?”, Donnie asked, shooting you a quick look, he himself seemed more and more nervous by every question you directed at him. He suddenly didn’t seem very happy about your questioning, as if he was an animal being cornered.

“Because, you’re my friend, Donnie”, you said, feeling yourself grow hesitant before you said the next words, discomfort at the thought of actually doing it. “And I would like to help you”.

Donnie looked back at you, uneasy surprise written all over his face. “You do?”

You swallowed the lump in your throat, nodding your head. What was most important to you? Helping your friend be happy, or stay in ignorant bliss, knowing it was just a matter of time before he would get with someone else. Someone he didn’t see as just a friend.

“I would”.

Donnie gave you a small smile before looking back down at his hands, watching as his fingers fiddled with each other. He was very nervous, yet trying his best to hide it. But you knew your friend. He couldn’t hide these kinds of things from you, no matter how hard he might try to.

“I don’t know if they like me like that though”, Donnie said, sounding a little beaten down. “They’ve never seemed to… see me that way”.

You were taken aback by Donnie’s statement. How could he say such a thing? How could anybody not like him as more than just a friend? One thing was April, but now you found it to be more of a relief than anything else.

“What makes you say that?”, you asked.

“It’s just a feeling”, Donnie said, shrugging his shoulders. “Or maybe it’s a fear. I’m not fully sure”.

“A fear?”, you asked. “Of what?”

Donnie chuckled. “Other than the fear that they won’t like me too? Maybe the fear that I will lose them if I tell them how I feel”.

“Lose them? How come?”

“Well, we’re pretty good friends”, Donnie said, chewing a little on his bottom lip. “And I fear that if I was to tell them how I felt, that it would somehow push us apart”.

“But Donnie, are you really so sure they won’t be interested in you?”, you asked, feeling bad for your friend. It didn’t matter how much you wished it was you he would talk about in such a manner, you just wanted your friend to be happy at this point.

“What do you mean?”, he asked, his brow muscles pushing together in a frown.

“Well, you are you Donnie”, you said, trying to find the words as you spoke. “You are an amazing and absolutely wonderful guy, and they would be a fool not to see that. If they can’t see what amazing and wonderful person that is standing in front of them, then are they even worth it? There’s literally no one like you in this world, and any person would be blessed to find themselves with you. I would go so far as to say that I too would feel blessed. A person would be absolutely blind not to-”. With a small sound of surprise, you found yourself being cut off by Donnie’s lips against your, his hands on your cheeks in order to hold your head steady.

After a few seconds of surprise you relaxed against Donnie, kissing him back with your hands holding onto his arms. You could feel him smile against you as he turned his head a little further to the side, allowing the kiss to deepen a bit further.

You pulled from each other, looking each other in the eyes with baited breath, Donnie waiting for whatever your reaction might be, feeling himself getting more and more nervous.

“So”, you finally said, trying to contain the growing happiness within you, almost unable to sit still on your chair. “I take it that I’m the friend you were talking about”.

“Yeah”, Donnie said, breathing out a small laugh in relief. “That’s why I didn’t tell you much”.

“But what made you comfortable enough to kiss me?”

“It was the way you started talking about me, like you actually cared about me in that way”, Donnie said. “Am I right to assume you like me like that?”

You almost laughed out loud, feeling months worth of suppressed feelings blossoming, finally allowed some room to move around, and make their way out from deep within.

“Oh, you have no idea”, you ended up chuckling, before pulling him in for another kiss.