#tmi but like. shit hits home so hard as someone who has some real nasty pics of myself i did not want to take deifting out there iykwim

[realbeefman]

i cant blame armand for anything he did because if there was a picture painted of “me” immortalized in the louvre for all to see, a pale imitation of who and what i once was, and the only!!! other!!! guy!!!! in 500 years who considered me worthy of immortalizing saw me through a particular and flattering lens, froze me in time exactly as i truly am, froze me in love, i think i probably wouldve done anything to keep him too. wouldnt have mattered in the slightest that his shots always centered a ghost