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[zoirohs]

I was wondering things about my fandoms

What if I found out about idols before kpop? (yes I got into kpop before idols) I would never be interested in them, I guess. I don't really care about it anymore. Too bad because my favorite group is wonderful :/

What if I fell for AKB at first sight (long story short I only came to like them months after hearing about them because I didn't like what I had listened to)? Would I have liked Acchan as much as I did? Of course :3 What if I had liked them since their debut? Not sure. Since I was 10/11 when they debuted, and my taste changed a lot. I'd probably like 2nd gen or even 3rd better. Yuko'd have high chances of being my oshimen.

What if I liked Perfume way better than AKB? ;____; cries because I DID like them better. Anyway, I'd probably be way too crazy about them, just as much as I was about AKB. But I'd stop following them around 2012/13 I guess because I don't get excited about them anymore :/ (they do have a special place in my heart though)

What if I found out about Morning Musume first? I'd probably not care about AKB. Or I'd change fandoms around 2008~2010 What if I found out about MM around 2001~2005? (Not possible since I was a kid and I only knew my native language. ((I learned English when I was 12 and was only able to actually understand everything on the internet in 2009 orz))) Forgetting the age thing, it'd be WONDERFUL because that was my fav lineup and all. Would Risa be my favorite? Huh. I don't know? I love 2001~05 Risa, but I'm not sure she'd be my absolute favorite. I don't even think I'd love Kaori either. I think I'd fall for Mari, Reina, Sayu, Yossie, Aibon, Nono... (What if I was born earlier and in Japan and was able to follow their debut? Cries)

What if I didn't ignore Spaga back in 2010? I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF BECAUSE I DID THAT. THAT IS ALL

If I found out about MM or Spaga before AKB, who would be my number 1 (my overall top three is Acchan, Saori and Risa)? Probably Risa. Not that I like her better or anything, but she'd be the pioneer. I'd change it to Acchan once I learned about her though.

What if............ no jk I think I'm done