#tldr im not fine
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season 1 of theodora reminds me of atonement (2007) which makes it all the more gut wrenching soul crushing and heartbreaking
#screaming into the void#THEO AND LAWRENCE DESERVED MORE TIME TOGETHER#THEO AND LAWRENCE SHOULDVE SETTLED DOWN IN HIMWORDE AND GO TO FRIEDRICH'S PERFORMANCES AND JOHN SHOULD'VE STAYED TOO AND WORKED IN THE HSPTL#AND BRUNO WOULD'VE GROWN UP SURROUNDED BY THE MOST AMAZING FOUND FAMILY IN THE WORLD#THIS IS STAGE THREE OF GRIEF BTW!!!#I CRIED SO HARD LAST NIGHT I WOKE UP WITH A HEADACHE FUNNNN#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FALL FOR ANTONIO WHOS A VERY CHARMING DADDY WHEN I WILL NEVER BE OVER LAWRENCE AND THE REST OF THE GROUP!!!!#AND CHARLOTTE MY SWEET DELICATE FLOWER DESERVES THE WORLD BUT MY HEART IS BREAKING WHENEVER I BUY HER 💎OPTION#tldr im not fine#romance club#rc theodora#rc lawrence#theodora avery#lawrence barkley
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ok so i never rlly paid attention to the dates before and i was wondering how much time was in bewteen the showdown and wanted and-
oh ! so chosen was. alone. for 5 years. ! oh okay !
and we dont know how much of that time he was running from rocket corp either, he couldve been on the run for 5 years for all we know.
thats,,, yeah.
#im fine im normal#(<- is lying)#okay but.. please think about it with me. he escaped with dark in 2011. from then to 2018 are 7 years then dark got killed.#in the 5 years between showdown and wanted; did he just...roam the outernet? alone??#i mean what else would he do? before the whole of ava 5 its shown that dark and chosen would go to various places destroying them#but after dark is gone he wouldnt be destroying or killing so does he just wander?? does he try to live normally?#does he try getting a place to live? has he ever tried to just exist before?#was this the freedom he wanted?#anyways tldr im not normal about these stickfigures <3#animator vs animation#ava#ava the chosen one#pawu.speak
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the world is conspiring to turn me into kim dokja and it is not going to fucking win i swear to god
#tldr i have covid and every time i get covid it fucks permanently with my sense of taste#it specifically makes a different thing start tasting like the way wet dog smells#last time it was certain coffees#AND THIS TIME#ITS TOMATOES#MY BELOVED TOMATOES#THEY'VE BEEN STOLEN FROM ME#thankfully tomato Products seem fine#but i just tried to have some fresh tomato in a salad and gagged. tried again cause i was in denial. mistake.#if i become unable to eat tomatoes im going to scream#beso babbles
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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thinking abt how ocarina of time era hyrule is essentially a segregated society
the civil war, which happens before the events of the game, and is the reason link grows up on kokiri forest at all, has no canonical explanation of why it happened, only that one it was done, the non-hylian races of hyrule kept to themselves. link had to get permission from the royal family to contact the zora and goron. we know for a fact ganondorf gave the hylian royal family gerudo territory when he swore fealty to them, though its likely hylians had been encroaching upon their land for some time before. like, why else would a civil war break out if not for hyrule exploiting/stealing/suppressing other racial groups?? we don't see a diverse military force until botw.
it seems to be a theme, that the races of hyrule only come together (under the crown, specifically) when a threat arises that endangers EVERYONE. to assume ganondorf started the civil war is, in my opinion, the easy, “don’t think about it” answer. and even if that was the case, it was most likely a Hylians vs. Everyone Else situation, meaning ganondorf took advantage of frustrations that had already been mounting for some time.
in twilight princess, which takes place a few hundred or so years after ocarina, things have gotten better (we see hylians living closer to other racial groups, more collaboration), but there's still a significant degree of separation, ie, hylian-only military (the resistance is hylian only, too). we also see a complete lack of gerudo, their desert a barren wasteland and the only surviving proof they existed being their writing, most of which is found in arbiter's grounds, a... PRISON... if the losing sides of the civil war were forced to swear fealty (the gerudo seem to be the only group that gave up land, as hylians can't access death mountain/zora's domain without permission), the punishment for trying to overthrow the hylian royal family...! banishment at best, mass execution at worse. probably both!
like. there's so much interesting shit that is brought up in ocarina. i'm not even touching on the sheikah/shadow temple and the implications of THAT. its so incredibly interesting and, shocker, when a world/government/people/whatever are deeply flawed instead of of blandly benevolent and Good Because We Say So, it actually is Good Worldbuilding. do i think zelda writers did this on purpose? i dont fucking know because they never bring it up again. hyrule is just portrayed, over and over and over again, as this pure, holy kingdom that has never done anything wrong in its entire existence, despite IN GAME! IN TEXT! evidence to the contrary. like, the games we play feel like hylian propaganda. AND ISNT THAT INTERESTING???? imagine if we could unpack that? totk could've been a perfect opportunity. (but they dropped, the ball, as always, who is shocked)
its no accident. that our heroes are blonde with blue eyes. that our main villain is a caricature of Evil Brown Man. fans do not like to talk about it, they do not want to admit it. but there are clear themes staring us right in the face and it blows my mind that no one seems to want to do anything with it. the idea of hyrule being a deeply flawed land whos history is defined by conflict (stemming from its own citizens oftentimes) is extremely interesting and makes it unique. i want my stories to be gray. i want my characters to be conflicted. my GOD.
#zelda rant#sry i just cant stop thinking abt the civil war#imo oot has my favorite worldbuilding of any zelda game and we just will never get to that level again. WAS IT ALL AN ACCIDENT?!?!?#anyways TLDR: hyrule is racist and link is an agent of white supremacy#and i would be fine with all that if the games chose to ENGAGE with it in ANY WAY#bc by setting all this up and then not doing anything w it. its just racist#also i feel the need to point out i am desi. i'm allowed to talk abt ganondorf and the can of worms he is#im also allowed to like him. hope this helps#rambling
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well my house could've just burnt down
#021#im fine im safe btw incase anyone is worried#tldr our boiler exploded and we wont have electricity gas or water until its all fixed#very stressed right now
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woohoo
@enderpearlgurl13
#art#this is ooold but now its here!#it was right after the other one with the receipts#this one didnt have too much behind it but like. tldr emma moment#girls when yeah this is fine and normal that im never in the spotlight for doing 10x more work than the 'captain' uh huh. mhm#so yeah! come get your bird
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guy experiencing the 'no knowledge of the passage of time' and 'forgetting about the existence of large swathes of the world when he is not Looking Directly At Them And Even Then Its Like A 50/50 Chance' disorder voice: bwugh
#HI. HI...#how longs it been#no seriously how longs it been i have no idea#it feels simultaneously like three months and nine years skull emoji#maybe its only been two minutes but oh well WHATEVRR hi folks#its me. ya boy. im alive i swear#FIVE DAYS. alright. thats cool thats cool#oh i am not reconnected with reality yet i can feel it#okay im definitely going to delete this in the morning this is like a slow decent into madness atp#tldr. im fine. hello. everythings fine and normal#thumbs up
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shoutout gothcleats shippers o7
#rambling#idk i feel like as a dndads blog im legally obligated to make A post abt it#but idk! it was fun#sad about normal but glad everyone else got a happy ending#(warning i get like. pointlessly negative/personal beyond this point)#but idk. ive been so checked out of s2 that i feel like. detached?#like makes me feel shitty to admit this but i just dont really care#idk if that has to do with my disinterest with the season. or just not being fixated anymore#or just my own mental state as of recent#it just makes me really sad that i feel this way about a series i adore#i dunno. i'd like to do a relisten of s2 so i can really pinpoint what about it frustrates/bores me#but rn i just cant be bothered#dont get me wrong i love this season!!! i feel the need to clarify any time i get negative about it#i love the characters and most of the plot and there were things i found really really compelling#and god its SOOO FUCKING FUNNY#my venting comes from a place of love yknow#but yeah tldr i have like literally no strong thoughts on the finale atm. it was fine#but im excited for the future#dndads s2 spoilers
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in another wisd good discussion i saw some sentiment of "disagreement about politics isnt a good reason to stop talking to family" and like yeah if its about like. the particulars of a certain bill or if the differences in degrees (example: my dads more left than most ppl around us but less than me and thats not a reason to drop him) but like. "politics" can mean "they fully believe people like [you] dont deserve rights, or anyone doesnt deserve rights, and they refuse discussion on that" and even if they were Good to You in that case, i can still see that as a valid reason to cease the Majority of the relationship
this goes the other way, that if you Need that relationship with your parents and their views complicate thats also fine, but idk it seems like the predominant view is thats the Morally superior position to be in
#tldr its not ur responsibility to educate ppl who refuse to be and that can go for ur parents too#and if they cross the line in the realm#even if they otherwise treated u fine im not judging u for ending it with them
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Wait, you're leaving?? What did I miss??
Haha it's just personal reasons pls dw about it ;-; idk if it's the proper term but I'm "flattered" that you're worried ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
#ansy-stalks#the tldr is that I have to devote myself to my studies a lot#i didn't mean to do it but imsosorryforspillingmygutsoutintheDMs#I'd probably continue reading your works! (if they don't catch me–)#((my only solace is that at least I'll leave knowing I gave my all with the last fic hAHAHHAHAHA– my parents#gave me a warning where it's basically just 'fine. one last story.'#and I found a loophole by making sure that 'one (1) story' is a game with 4 endings hAHHAHA–))#((im sorry again abt that– the post really just did hit too close to home.))#((I'm pretty sure I'll return back to my old 'reading tumblr fics in the chrome app' again huhu))#((but yeah you and your writings do mean a lot to me!!! it's seriously wild to me till know that I get to interact with you–#it's an achievement huhu. im sure if you tolf my past self that I'd get an ask from you they won't believe you at all afsdhkdla))
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HAVING A CUSTOMER BITCH ME OUT 2 HOURS INTO MY SHIFT FOR “HAVING AN ATTITUDE” AND TELLING ME I NEED A DIFFERENT JOB
#i love being called snotty for trying to ask clarifying questions#tldr he had to ask me to unlock a product for him and he said he wanted the one behind the first one because the first one ‘was missing#something’ and when i tried to ask him what was missing he kept cutting me off to say it doesnt matter he just wants the other one#fuckhead it DOES matter im not just ignoring something thats missing parts and leaving it on the shelf just TELL ME#(spoiler. later when i could get a proper look at it it looked fine he just reeeaaaally wanted the one behind it ig)#mumbling#then he had a fucking attitude about it after saying shit like ‘was that so difficult’ and ‘yeah im sure you could’ when i said i could#help him at my register#idiot. stupid stupid
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i wonder if there's the potential for a solution to the doxxing fucking over marginalized people specifically thing and/or the some people only being able/knowing where to engage with community online thing if we we were able to like. weaponize the relative lack of actual anonymity in the opposite direction.
like for one thing, instead of doxxing just resulting in problems from others in person, using that information to actively support the person instead, and for another for the other potentially more targeted use of the internet to find people to engage with in person (although that one you'd have to be even more careful about in case it worked in the opposite direction. I'm just thinking it would be nice to have something more structured/widespread than happening to find out your internet friends are in your local area, that could potentially be used to circumvent people not meeting in third spaces/other issues people have initially finding local community in person.)
It would be nice if instead of exclusively finding offline solutions/telling people how to be more careful we could also use what's often part of the problem to our advantage when it does happen. Like, having a way to address it that isn't only preventative.
#no idea whether it's actually practical im essentially just thinking outloud#if we could have another pokemon go thing where people have the opportunity to#encounter each other on a friendly basis in person because of their phones that would also be nice#idk how you'd do some of this in a way that's actually 'safe' though#mypost#the doxxing response thing would have to be either like. a general cultural shift which is probably very unlikely#or a targeted attempt to support people affected that extends to their local area#and the other would kind of just require people to be fine with telling people online roughly where they are it seems like#unless there's some additional vetting process or something you could use first#which would obviously have a bunch of risks + more for some people than others#but like. part of my personal situation re online safety#is that a. i've already been on here and posting shit since i was a younger teen#and it would be practically impossible to make my normal social media doxx-proof to begin with#and b. none of my political opinions or me being trans or anything are exactly a secret in person#so anything someone could try to harass me with in person would either be trying to just like. embarass me in general i guess (useless)#telling people something they already know (also useless)#lying (could cause mostly temporary problems with the wrong person at most)#swatting (okay yeah this one could cause problems if they're stupid enough#to fall for it but also i don't really think there's anything to be done about it)#or other threats to my physical safety (people can do that anyway considering how outwardly visible i am about my#opinions/being trans/etc + that would require them to be in my phsyical proximity as well)#so basically my threat model for internet security is way more lax on General Social Media than a lot of people would think it should be#and i've used the same url for events i've attended in person#but considering that people could definitely find me if they really wanted one way or the other + there's nothing really. secret? on here.#like. there's stuff i wouldn't randomly bring up in conversation but none of this is something i'm actively hiding really#and then if there's something i do want to use the internet for but want to keep Secret secret from my irl identity#that's just a whole different account that i'm creating#tldr you can't realistically intimidate me by threatening to reveal information that's already public knowledge#i guess maybe once i move i'll have to reconsider whether i want to try a new threat model since some of the infomation people would be abl#to get easily would be outdated but i also almost prefer it to stay mostly a moot point so people can't effectively use it as leverage
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With more older anime I watch that’s specifically about androids the more I noticed all the influence mega man pulled from it despite it not being a anime nor the robot timeline ever getting a proper anime but I think what gets me more then “the basis of mega man is like astro boy, casshern and POSSIBLY kikaider all in a blender with mega man x making the second two inspos more apparent” is realizing how many villain characters inspired proto man.
You have the obvious one, char from Gundam, you have rock holmes from Astro boy who’s not a confirmed one but seems to track given classic takes a lot of Astro boy influence and then you have Saburo from Android kikaider, the most likely inspo for proto in EVERY category- and then you remember how while these characters are evil for a complex reason, proto man really shines to be different as he changed his ways. He’s still a rival to his “brother” in a sense but bass takes more of the role of the evil mega man, while proto just watches from afar and comes in to help when he thinks he’s needed.
I’m going to rotate this red robot fuck for awhile again FUCK
#meg text#I don’t feel like tagging anything involved properly since most fans won’t know wtf im saying#im 90% sure I’m one of the only mm fan educate on old things even if there’s mecha heads who know it#even if I still need to watch more of its actual inspirations#this rants more disjointed because I lost where the fuck I was going but tldr proto man got me again#I hate to admit he’s my favorite classic character bc it’s a basic bitch answer but he really is#Mfs go “I don’t like classic/x that much” then immediately obsess over the red robots in it#bc zero isn’t safe from this EITHER since he’s also confirmed to be based off of char#and his entire character is about defying his intended to be evil past which he ultimately does in the end#but proto took from so many evil rival characters that it’s always fascinating to me how he shifts#even if Archie was the only time this arc got somewhat fleshed out it’s still compelling to think about#not to despite his brother being stronger he’s more advanced because he arguably is the first robot with free will#arguably he was more of a basis for X then rock#just light made sure X would turn out fine because proto ran away#probably why he didn’t give rock the same free will even if it would’ve made sense for his characterization#*rotating robots* GOD
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Hi! As someone who now kinda wants to check out Trigun because of the hype, do you recommend that I can start with Stampede? Or do I really need to watch the OG anime first to better understand/enjoy it? Thank you! 🙋🏻♀️
you can start with stampede! i'd say knowing the context of the original enhances the experience but isn't necessary to enjoy the show. I would consider stampede more viewer-friendly, especially for those of us who are used to modern storytelling conventions (the original suffers the consequences of general writing trends in anime at the time it was produced and of the fact that it was produced long before the manga was finished, so the story is somewhat disjointed and has a lot of filler which makes it REALLY hard to get into.) if you do end up liking stampede, however, I'd suggest trying out watching at least SOME of the original because it adds a lot of cool nuance and context to the story that stampede tells!
#your only REAL handicap is that you're missing out on references that clue you into the context of the story early on#and quite a few references in the finale. but none of those references are hugely necessary to understand the plot so you should be fine!#i didn't DISLIKE the origial and like i said im glad i watched it first but it was. REALLY hard to get into.#even as someone who understands writing trends & enjoys a lot of older anime trigun is. a product of its time.#there's almost no context given for the story you're witnessing until a good 20 episodes in.#the main villain isn't named at all until halfway through the runtime#and even TWO EPISODES BEFORE THE FINALE i still did not have enough information to fully understand what the hell was going on#vash was going into the final fucking battle and i still didn't know what knives WAS let alone what the fuck he WANTED#not to mention nick was FULLY DEAD and i still didnt know what his deal was. like ok go off king have ur moment bleeding out in the church#but can you EXPLAIN WHATS GOING ON BEFORE YOU SUCCUMB TO THE BLOOD LOSS PLEASEEEEEEEE GOD#stampede does that whole thing WAY better imo. it sprinkles the backstory more naturally throughout the show#again. part of this is 90s writing conventions. but there's only so much i can take fr#it was like comparable to evangelion in terms of LACK OF CONTEXT#anyways. this isnt supposed to be me complaining about the original. it had its moments. i watched 24 episodes of it like it was not BAD#but like. i think the story really benefits from the way that stampede chooses to lay everything out. is what im saying.#tldr watch them in whatever order but if you like stampede try the original#you might not like it more than stampede but you WILL feel cool when you realize how it all relates to stampede#asks#vash is also WAAAAAY sexier in stampede. HOWEVER. the women of the show are like 10 times sexier in the original. so. pick your poison ig
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Nineteen year olds are barely legal, much less true adults. They are naive and vulnerable with so many new responsibilities in their lives. They are more willing to do things they’ll regret in the future because they think it will make them ~real~ grown-ups. The human brain doesn’t fully mature till someone is in their late twenties.
Hi, so first of all the human brain "fully maturing" when a person becomes 25 (or their "late 20s"? I've actually never heard that one before) is a myth. Establishing a specific age of consent is necessary for legal purposes, but there is no actual magic number where a person suddenly becomes a "true adult". 18 is the only magic number you will get, because that is the exact age a person becomes an adult legally in the US and many other countries. You can define a legal adult and have an age where someone is a legal adult, but all the other things that we associate with maturity and adulthood, where someone becomes culturally an adult, are things that happen gradually, not suddenly. There are clear points where someone obviously is an established adult because they have more of the things we associate with adulthood, like someone who's in their mid 30's, is married with children, etc. And clear points where someone obviously isn't an adult and isn't close to being one, like a middle schooler who's dependent on their parents, and there's a lot of people who are in the middle, like 19 year old college students. It's necessary to draw a clear line between these two points in a person's life, but the actual line does not exist. A 17 year old emancipated minor with a full-time job who can support themselves might be seen as "more adult" and "more mature" than someone who's finishing up their GED at 19. It's still necessary for us to consider the former legally a child for the purposes of being able to consent even though the emancipation process has granted them many legal rights that only an adult should have, and it's still necessary for the latter to be considered an adult with adult rights that can't be taken away.
Sure, 19 year olds are "barely legal" and may do things that make them be perceived as "more grown up" than they actually are. This is because being a young person comes with a lot of stigma, and that stigma is exacerbated, not lessened, by saying a person can't truly consent until their in their late 20s. 19 year olds do often have less maturity than adults who are older than them, and there are people out there who will try and take advantage of that immaturity. A 19 year old deciding to have a one-time hook up is not an inherently worse or more immature decision than them deciding to take out a giant student loan. The solution to this is not to prevent 19 year olds from being able to legally handle their own money without the assistance of a "true" adult, it's to make sure 19 year olds are going into the world informed, and not in such vulnerable situations where they would need to take out a giant loan so early in their lives.
I'm 21 years old. When I was 20, (which really, is hardly different from being 19, isn't it?) I had a great experience with someone who was 27. I'm pretty confident that when I'm 25, there will be no switch-flip in my head that makes me realize what I did was wrong. When I was 18, I was in what I did not realize at the time was a really toxic and awful relationship with someone my own age. There was no switch-flip in my head to make me realize this either, just a gradual accumulation of life experiences and re-evaluations of what I wanted for myself and not for others and what I could do about it. There ARE people who specifically target vulnerable people in order to have relationships with them, often because they're young or because they're disabled or because they have a low sense of self worth or an insecurity about their age. There are also people who fetishize youth and equate it with beauty and innocence and because of this are unwilling to date people who society deems too old to be attractive. Young people and old people are both vulnerable groups that people often abuse and take advantage of. Vulnerable groups are more likely to be in abusive relationships and are more likely to allow others to make decisions for them that don't reflect their own interests. The solution is not to prevent these people from making their own decisions. Making the less-vulnerable groups who, by your own admission, already have more power than the vulnerable groups be the ones who get to say who is a legal consenting adult and who is not will not protect these groups. And you need to realize that for the purpose of arguing who has a right to be called a consenting adult who can have sex with any other consenting adults approximations aren't going to cut it. Are you arguing that 19 year olds can consent to have sex with each other, but not with "true adults"? Aren't two underdeveloped minds worse than one? Should it be more okay for a 19 year old to have sex with a minor than a 25 year old, since they aren't "true adults" anyway? Do we just prosecute whoever the "truest adult" is? If you don't like where the line is drawn, where do you propose we draw it? There is no "barely legal" status for 19 year olds, and there is no "brain probably fully developed" status for people in their mid to late 20s. The only actual logical conclusion a person can come to with this argument is for the age where someone is considered to be a "true adult" with true adult rights to be 25 instead of 18, because you're essentially arguing that 19 year olds can't consent (to sex specifically, I assume. I never hear people making the "brain not fully developed" argument for bank or housing loans).
It's important for adults, all adults, including and especially vulnerable groups, to be able to decide for themselves when and if they want to have sex and who they will have sex with. Arguing that "less mature" brains can't consent to sex or other "adult only" things, like having a bank account or owning a home, is the same logic people use to take rights away from people who are mentally or physically disabled. It harms the vulnerable group under the guise of protecting them.
#umm im not gonna do this again btw so if i get more asks abt this im jus gonna turn off asks methinks#tldr i think if a 19 year old wants to have sex with a 27 year old thats fine and their own business.#did not realize this was such a controversial opinion to have#asks#anon hate#youth rights#i mean i dont even know if this is a youth rights argument. cuz 19 year olds are in fact straight up adults#ask to tag
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