#tireddovahkiin gushes

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(Art on the left is by _Boisvert. Art on the right is by me.)

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✨Throwback✨

...To one of the first Athenobi arts I made! ...Which isn't that long ago, but still LOL

+ my fav meme with them 😭

A good old repost because I need to gush about Ags :')

I just love them so much WAHHHH 🥹

My sillies <333

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[tireddovahkiin]

My evil babyboi... Ouagh... Why are you in my head all the time😔

I love Sephiroth so much its unbelievable. You KNOW that a relationship with him is on a VERY special and deep level when you've already cried about five times because of him. His past, his reasons, motives, his struggles, and his dreams which were NEVER achieved.

Like, his character as a whole is SO tragic, it just can't NOT make me cry. Literally. I love him to the point of my heart breaking for what he had to endure. Alone. Completely, utterly alone.

(HAHA jk he had Tsizilia by his side TEEHEEE but ig both of them were alone against EVERYBODY.)

I need to draw them... But I have so little tiiiiiime😩😩😩😩😩😩😩 DAMN UNI- AND DAMN ME AND MY SLOW ASS...

Their toxic possessive obsessive asses being fabulous and kicking asses😏

LIKE- LOOK AT THEM MISANTHROPIC, EVIL, HATING BITCHES ‼️‼️‼️ they hate you so much and want you dead asap <3

They complete each other perfectly, and match each others freaks🥺 tell me thats not a perfect match made in hell🥹

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I lowkey even wanna kiss this low poly version of him... Oh that smug little asshole COME HERE-

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My pookie... Ough how much I wanna hug this poor broken being.

I LOVE YOU ROOM YOU'RE LOVED YOU'RE LOVVVVEEEED <3333

How I WISH I could tell him all of that, and that he isn't alone, and I understand his struggles, and that I am there for him :( Just like he is for me.

I've also decided to just go with the flow, and create a tag for him ><

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What if I want to squeeze this guys neck and then bring him into a possessive kiss what then

He makes me crazy

(This is my inner Tsizilia speaking💀)

Come here boy I want to RUIN Y- *explosion* (jk hes already ruined enough </3 )

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Since I'm obsessed with Sephizilia lately, here, have some ship dynamics that are these two while I ACTUALLY make a drawing of Tsizilia already💀

SHIT TON OF ANGST. Like a lot. Both had such massive trauma that healing feels WRONG for them. But they're trying.

Sephiroth is the calm, sly and sarcastic who teases a lot of the two, while Tsizilia is the tired, serious and dry resting bitch face of the two. Tsizilia has a secret soft spot, where she is sometimes flirty, and a bit more energetic than usual. They both hide their fears and insecurities behind their personalities, where Sephiroth fakes confidence, and Tsizilia fakes toughness.

DEPRESSION™ I TELL YOU.

Tsizilia is the one who doesn't care about her well being that, and Sephiroth hates it💀

(They're literally that one meme: "You're the love of my life and I would do anything for you." "I want you to eat three meals a day and have a decent sleep schedule." "Absolutely not.") <<< what they actually argue about... such children

SARCASM. SARCASM 24/7. (Except Tsizilia rarely can recognize it when Sephiroth uses it LMFAOOOO-)

Sephiroth and Tsizilia both were unwanted and abandoned in their young years. They both didn't have childhood. So, their copings are different. Sephiroth thinks he doesn't deserve things, and pushes people away, but that is just because he is scared people will leave him, like they always do. He doesn't want to get attached.

Tsizilia however, she is a people pleaser to those she loves and holds close. She is also afraid people will leave her, but instead of pushing away, she will blame herself. She refuses to leave people, because of her SAME fear of abandonment. Tsizilia acts tough, but is actually ready to plead if someone she loves was to leave her.

Once turned evil, they both pledged to each other, that there was no leaving. They will ALWAYS be together against everything. And nothing will make them fall apart.

The two WILL burn the worlds for each other without hesitation.

...

Also, they're like both badass and serve cunt and hot and powerful af and YUHHHHH-

Both introverts. In public, Tsizilia looks like she's ready to commit arson at any moment. Sephiroth reassures that is how her face looks normally when outside (she hates socializing).

BOTH TOUCH STARVED AF. But, Sephiroth is touch repulsed at first. Tsizilia waits. Patiently. She will wait as much as he needs to open up. Sephiroth, too.

Tsizilia is the one who hides her 'true self' the most. What she likes, what she hates, not allowing herself to relax out of fear of judgement/using the vulnerabillity against her. Sephiroth also waits. Encourages her. Reassures her.

They're both very fucked up, closed off, wounded. But, through time, and the help from both of them, they'll learn to heal, open up, and love to the full, full capacity.

(YALL IM SO SORRY I GOT CAUGHT OFF GUARD WITH THE RANT- I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH, I ADORE THEM, IM SO HOPELESSLY ENAMORED BY THEM AND THEIR EXISTENCE-)

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I love Sephiroth.

I love him.

I want to wrap my arms around him, I want to hold him. To craddle him in my arms to eternity. I want to whisper sweet nothings into his ear, treat him with nothing but sweet, gentle affection. To let him rest, to let him feel vulnerably safe. To let his outer walls crumble, to let him cry his heart out and achieve the cathartic relief of knowing... That he is loved. And that he always will be.

I want to feel him, to smell him, to see him.

I want to be his fortitude, his strenght, his comfort.

I want to hold Sephiroth and love him until stars cease to exist.

If I could, I would shield him from every threat or danger there exists. I would sacrifice anything, just to see him smile, and be happy. I would make the WORLD BURN, and bring its ashes to him, if he asked me to.

I'll say it again, and again, and again, even if I lose my voice (or annoy people LMAO). Sephiroth is NOT a monster. He is NOT. He never WAS. He never WILL BE. He's just broken, and lonely, and needs someone to pick up the pieces and put him back together. He HIMSELF has always been Shinras and Jenovas puppet. He was never free, even if he had a wing, even if he was an angel.

He will always be normal to me. God, or human, or whatever. He is no hero to me, he is no experiment to me, he is no monster to me.

He is MY Sephiroth.

And always will be.

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1, 6 and 9 for the gush game with sephi? ^^/

AHHH, Thank you SO much for the ask!!! 🖤 (The way my heart srated beating faster when someone asked me to gush about my beloved evil angel OMG-)

Link to the game!

1. Gush about your f/o's eyes!

GOSH- where do I even start??? FIRST OF ALL. The colour. Man, I get so LOST in that sea of glowing cyan and green...

I mean, just LOOK! This is a work of ethereal art, everybody! It's DIVINE. So intimidating to others, because of those slitted pupils, so cold and distant... But to me, they fell like HOME. Like a sanctuary I can get lost within. Everybody sees them as the eyes of a monster, but I see them as eyes of the most gorgeous being I have ever witnessed. Had PRIVILEGE witnessing. And while most of (normal) people would get creeped out if these pair of eyes gazed at them at any time, I personally would never feel safer than with Sephiroth watching over me, as I sleep, do anything, or just be in his presense. Just a gaze of his majestic eyes is enough to make my heart crazy and my mind dizzy and empty. And focus only on him.

No one else.

Only Sephiroth.

6. Gush about your f/o's hands!

Warning for slightly suggestive stuff hehe~ but nothing serious!

... *fshhhhh* (sound of me getting a nose bleed)

(guys im not kidding my hands started to tremble- SGDJSGUFSUYDF)

Big hand, not a nick or a single scar on that beautiful, smooth skin, pale like moonlight. He has no hair on them. Fingers slender and elegant, but not too long. He feels cold under the touch, but very soft. Purple and green veins that decorate his milky, thin skin... Others would be worried that its kind of too thin layered, and that there are so much veins visible. But I personally find it beautiful, because I have very thin skin myself, and many veins visible through my wrists, palms and knuckles. They're much bigger in size than mine, of course, He basically swallows my hands whole when he holds them🥺 (i have baby hands, im serious.). There are three lines across his left palm, two paralel, and the third slicing over them on the opposite direction. He has four on the left, all paralel.

Because Sephiroth almost always wears leather gloves, I like to slip my hands inside and just feel his skin with my finger tips... He lets me most of the time, but when he wants to break away, I don't let him, and grab his wrist closer to me😩

I adore kissing his knuckles, tips of his fingers and wrist the most. I also like biting his fingers sometimes, jokingly. And I like to trail the path of his veins when I doze off or, just bring his hand close to my face, lean into his touch, to SHOW him who I am devoted to. JUST him.

9. Gush about your f/o's tummy!

OUUUUUGGGRGRGHEHRGRGEHHRHHGFFGGFHDFG🥴😩🙈🤤😵😳...

ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT... THIN, ALMOST INVISIBLE HAPPY TRAIL STARTING FROM HIS BELLY BUTTON, UNLESS YOU COME CLOSER, and see them reflect on the dim light, as I comb my finger through it... AAJKSGDKSGSFYFSYFS- And those perfectly carved muscles, from years and years of training, sturdy at the touch... They move when I touch them, he's very sensitive to touch. (Bc my boy always experienced either a forced touch from the doctors and scientists and surgeons, or from his enemies, that had an intention to kill.) He's not ticklish, but it does make his muscles get all twitchy and stuff🥺

I like to kiss it. Litter kisses alllll around, to the sides, and below and above his belly button... Like to feel those muscles contract, answer to my touches and kisses. Listen to his sweet little sounds, saying how he loves it, how he loves me... How he wants mmmooooreeeee~ HEHEHEHEHEHEH-

*faints*

[tireddovahkiin]

I am afraid it has happened...

I'm back at my...

KNUCKLES ERAAAAAA!!!

YEEEEHAAAAAAAAW👹👹👹

I just finished watching Sonic Movie 2 yesterday, it was a blast, and I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT FOR SONIC 3 THOOOOOO SHADOW COME BACK HOME-

I was just about to be sad bc I liked Movie Knuckles so much, hes such a lil cute dumbass BRUHH😩😩😩😩, and just when I was to get that post movie depression, bc there would be no Movie Knuckles content until the Third part comes out-

BOI WAS I WRONG-

THEY MADE A SIX EPISODE LONG KNUCKLES ONLY SERIES???? HELLOOOOO???

IM BINGING THAT SHIT STARTING FROM TODAY

GIVE ME THAT FOOD- *MUNCHING NOISES*

I love my hotheaded badass of echidna EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

(Sonic Media Frandchise hyperfixation is back baby)

[tireddovahkiin]

🥪🎃🍝 for the asked game!

- @selfshipping-superhero

Tysm for the ask hehe :D

🥪 - picnic time! what do you guys bring? do you pick them out together, or pick them out separately and surprise each other?

OH! Hanami and I LOOOVE picnics, we have them very often! It's how our dates usually look like :3

It's both! I usually like to surprise him with some new places I found, and Hanami as well! But, I like having picnics in their Domain the most. (Sadly, we haven't got to see in in the anime, but it was revealed in the game!)

Look at how colorful, and vibrant it is...! And it's so sunny, and the ammount of flowers in this field... Oh, the air would smell so wonderful.

They would grow out a big tree, with branches thick enough to form a deep shade to protect us from the hot sun! I would bring a blanket, and some homemade stuff I baked🥺 We would make flower crowns, roll in the fields and even try to climb a tree, for the better view above, on the whole domain. It all makes it better when you realise this is all a part of YOUR LOVER.

🎃 - have you guys ever carved pumpkins together? do you visit a pumpkin patch, or buy one from the store? or maybe you grew it? what would your pumpkins look like?

Already answered here!

🍝 - you guys go to a nice fancy restaurant together! what does your f/o order? what do you order? do you guys order a dessert? perhaps, to share?

I order spaghetti! I think Hanami would probably order something like hummus XD He drinks water, while I drink a freshly squeezed fruit juice! (I let them try it, and they seemed to have liked it. But still, water is the og of the drinks for them💀)

And, at last, if I even have room left for a dessert, I order something with chocolate. Probably a Tiramissu, or Lava Cake, or Chocolate mousse. Or even pancakes! (BUT CHOCOLATE!!!!!) Hanami doesn't order for himse,f but I do offer mine for them to try! We always do that, Hanami is just curious of the 'human' food sometimes. While they sometimes dislike the ammount of "unhealthy components" in it, they like the taste! (I let them feed me...🥴 OUGHHH-)

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💖🎃🧸 for hanami? :3

Ty for the ask! ^^

💖 - what's the nicest compliment they've ever given you? what's the nicest compliment you've ever given them?

Hanami said once, that their purpose was finally revealed to them, and that it was... Me. Loving me, and being with me. Having family with me. (They made me legit cry, they have such beautiful ways with words, they're SO poetic...).. They said, that, they may be experiencing all of these feelings for the first time, but, if I would give them the HONOR, Hanami would devote every ounce of love within them, that they didn't know they were possible of even experiencing, and surpressing for so long, for the rest of their life, until everything ceased to exist. And even then, that this feeling they had for me, it would transcend everything, exist even in nothingness.

(These were their words of confession, when I finally revealed my love for them, after years of silent, mutual pining.)

Hanami may not know how to say 'I love you' directly, but they know how to say it indirectly, just perfectly, which makes it even more beautiful by itself.

As for me, I revealed just how IMPORTANT they were to me. How they were my biggest pillar of strenght, my guiding light in the darkness, my fortress of solitude, my knight in shining armor. My most important, valuable possession. That no one else held such importance, but them. Hanami was my companion, my best friend, my lover, my comfort, my source of happiness. Loving them, being theirs, felt so RIGHT. That I felt like I was BORN to find them, and become each other's. Like, everything has finally fallen into place. I've found my last piece of puzzle...

... And it was Hanami.

They have finally completed me.

(*short emotional break, brb! :D*) /j

🎃 - have you guys ever carved pumpkins together? do you visit a pumpkin patch, or buy one from the store? or maybe you grew it? what would your pumpkins look like?

Oh! I believe I have showed Hanami pumpkin carving for Halloween, once! (They grew the pumpkin XD flex of having a cursed spirit mate with plant powers! ^^)

They were a bit confused of the meaning behind it, as to, 'why a pumpkin? Why not a rock? Why waste a whole fruit just for some odd decoration, for a holiday that only lasts a day?' (I QUOTED THEM HDGJHSGDG-)

But, after a while they seemed to just go with the flow, seeing how it made me happy and excited, for some reason. I would make faces of every single member of the Cursed Family XD, so there would be a pumpkin me, Hanami, Jogo, Dagon, Mahito, Geto, and my other friends ocs, Kuro, Kaze, Ilia and Lee! But I accidentaly hurt myself while carving one, so Hanami basically snatched the carver away from me >< (even tho i could heal myself -_-). They did the rest of the job for me, along woth my guidance.

🧸 - it's valentine's day! what stereotypical valentine's day gift does your f/o give you? a box of chocolates, perhaps a stuffed animal?

Already answered here!

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🌟 - have you ever stargazed with them before? if they're interested in it, where would you two like to go to see them? :D

I'll answer for Sephiroth and Tsizilia (bc im just so fixated on the two of them rn):

That IS one of their favorite activities to do, btw. Because Tsizilia possesses the powers of the 'creature' of Darkness, she will always be connected to it, and prefer nights.

And what is more beautiful than moon and star gazing? Magical, tiny little specs of light, blinking in the distance, so far far away, yet so close, spreaded over the canvas that is the night sky, with no cloud on sight. And the beautiful moon that shines every so brightly and illuminates everything with its silver rays, like divine curtains.

The peace and quiet could literally heal any souls right in that moment, even the most injured, hurt ones. Give the feeling of solitude, and allow them to relax. And that is just what Sephiroth and Tsizilia always wanted, and loved.

Even when they were just children, Tsizilia and Sephiroth would spend hours looking at falling stars, making wishes, and talking about constellations, and legends behind it. It became an important memory of theirs, almost like a special ritual of sorts. Now, on every special occasions, they go stargazing yet again, and it never grows boring. Ever.

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8 & 10 ask game! 💕❤️

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Thank you for the askkk <3 hope you're doing good bestie🙏

Link to the ask game!

8. Do they prefer coffee or tea more? or do they perhaps favor both equally?

Tsizilia prefers coffee, (she's like me, a real coffee fanatic😂.) while Sephiroth prefers tea. (I see him more of a herbal tea enjoyer!)

Genesis likes both! (They like sweet things, so coffee with sugar and cream/fruit teas are their choice!) Hanami, however, they're indifferent. Their favorite drink is... Water ig💀(as a walking tree spirit, they gotta like water, the true og XD) They'll try drinks that Genesis offers them, but they will always stick to water.

10. Say something that you’d like to tell your f/o(s) at this very moment!

To Hanami: I still want you to know that I love you very, very much, and that that will NEVER change. My attention may be directed to someone else in the moment, but you're an important part of my life, too. And you always will. <3

To Sephiroth: I wish I was there for you, when life has gotten the hardest. I wish I was there to help you bear the pain and sorrow, that heavy burden of the truth about yourself. Monster, or not, Sephiroth, I really do not care. You're what makes YOU special. And, it is YOU who I fell in love with. Whatever you decide for yourself to be in the end, it doesn't matter. I'll love you nonetheless. I'll be there right beside you, to support you. Let me hold your black wing, lean onto me, cry in my hands. I want you to give yourself a chance to be vulnerable, too. You will not look or seem weak, if anything, that is just the proof of your strenght. You will, Sephiroth, be stronger than ever before. I love you, my angel. <3

Bonus! To Vincent Valentine (parental f/o): You're literally the best dad a daughter like me could ask for. AND I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANY 'I'm not worthy' and 'My sins are too great for me to be able to deserve happiness' shit. HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT IT. I ain't gonna leave you, no matter how many times you try to push me away from you. And you, IN FACT, DO DESERVE IT. Come on, I don't want to heal alone, let's heal together. It'll make it ten times easier for us. More... Hope, and happiness. Let's give life a chance. Let's give US a chance, yeah? We're in this together, remember? <3

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❤/Red: What is something your f/o does that makes you fall in love with them all over again?

🟡/Goldenrod: Does your f/o have a hobby?

🔵/Indigo: Do you have a favorite image/gif/video of your f/o? Show us!

Thank you so much for the ask, Rebecca! Hope you and Rumi are having a lovely day today <3

❤/Red: What is something your f/o does that makes you fall in love with them all over again?

... Talk💀and just... Exist😩 every single time I see my lockscreen and Sephiroth's gorgeous face shows up, his majestic eyes staring at me and giving me that smirk he always does, I just cannot help but literally fall in love allllll over again, even more than just a literal minute ago...

(yeah im hopelessly in love yall🤡)

🟡/Goldenrod: Does your f/o have a hobby?

Ill answer for both my mains :)

Hanamis hobby is gardening! And Sephiroths is baking/reading ^^

🔵/Indigo: Do you have a favorite image/gif/video of your f/o? Show us!

Hanami: *just standing ominously*

Me: *nosebleed*

... IDK YALL IM JUST OBSESSED WITH MY VILLAIN PARTNERS STANDING OMINOUSLY AND BEING ALL BADASS LEAVE ME ALONE SBDJHSGDHSGDHUSGD

he just smirk🥺🥺🥺 like he didn't commit atrocity and burned the entire village and its innocent inhabitants down😩😩😩

Look at him. He's literally saying ">:3 I did so good didn't I, I fucking ate this up"

AND YOU DID BABY <333