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crushedsweets · 7 months ago

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I'm the sweetest girl in town; so why are you so mean? Nina 'the Killer' Hopkins in Creeped PT 1: K-12

PT. 2: PURPOSE — PT. 3 NEW MESSAGE

General disclaimer: This AU is an amalgamation of headcanons, fanon, canon, and the occasional rewrite. There is an overarching story that HEAVILY strays from their canon stories. TW for toxic relationships, grooming, eating disorders, and self-harm. ED content is restricted to the 'middle school' section. Nina is a very personal character to me, but with a LOT of changes. Please take care of yourself and only engage in content you can handle.

BACKGROUND

❥Nina Hopkins was born on February 13, 1998, in California. She was the older sister of 1 brother, Christopher Hopkins.

❥Nina grew up with workaholics. Her father was a carpenter and her mother was a hairdresser, running her very own salon. They'd work 12 hour shifts, coming home to little Nina fast asleep on the couch, waiting for her parents. Especially her dad.

❥Nina was a daddy's girl through and through, and his guilt for never being there was evident. So he chose to shower her in gifts when he could, tutus and little pink mary-janes. Something girly and flashy.

❥Nina's favorite gift was a cheap, princess-themed makeup palette. Little Rapunzel's and Tiana's littered about her glittery pink and purple eyeshadows, set alongside cherry-flavored lip balms. She'd use the tiny sponge brush to delicately put on bright eyeshadow before school every goddamn morning.

❥It became obsessive. She'd come home and reapply. Cry when her mom makes her wipe it off before bed. Kick and scream when they threatened to take it away from her. When her mother asked why, Nina cried that it made her pretty. She didn’t want to look in the mirror without it.

❥Now, Nina wanted attention. From a young age, you could see it in her. The way she dressed, the messily applied makeup, the loud voice, fake cries. She didn't get it much from her parents, and it only worsened when she became a big sister.

❥She was about 7 when Christopher was born. Her mom may have taken maternity leave, but that still left no time for Nina. She learned how to make bottles, change diapers, and bathe newborns. No attention aside from Christopher’s tiny hands holding onto her pajamas.

❥This opened a new routine for Nina and her mom, though. Each night, her mom dozed off on the couch, rocking Christopher’s little crib. Nina curled up beside her, purple eyelids half shut, watching whatever show her mom had on.

❥Nina’s mom’s favorite show was Forensics Files. A little odd to her husband, but it immediately hooked Nina’s attention. It wasn’t age-appropriate, sure, but her mom was far too exhausted to change it. Besides, what’s the worst that could happen? If Nina could wear eyeshadow, she could watch her mama’s favorite show.

❥Just like Nina’s cheap makeup set, her interest in true crime grew obsessive. She’d get in trouble at school, spending her time in the school’s library, typing away at the school’s computer. She didn’t get far with many of her searches considering the Wi-Fi restrictions, but teachers and students quickly caught on. Eventually, she got banned from the library.

❥But Nina couldn’t get those stories out of her head. Every little bit she had memorized, she scribbled away in her diary. Obsessively. She kept track of every single detail. Memorized the victims’ names, the dates, and even the times they were declared dead. Whatever information was available to the public, Nina wrote down.

❥When Nina was about 9, she got her very own laptop. A gift from her dad, and an apology for so many late nights at work. He had no idea what it would unlock for Nina. All of the forums and chat rooms and videos she’d have access to. He didn’t even know there was a fucking ‘true crime community’ online, how could he expect his little girl to get sucked into that?

GRADE SCHOOL

❥When Nina was 10, she became a bit of a recluse. Girls at school avoided her for a few years now. She spent day after day curled up by the playground all on her own, flipping through her diary and brushing everyone off in favor of it. At home, she’d retreat to her bedroom and scroll online forums.

❥She began making friends online, choosing to lie about her age. She’d befriend adults interested in the same morbidity as her. They introduced her to new content. It began with anime, usually psychological horror. Eventually, it evolved into dark manga, then gorey horror movies. Nina didn’t think much when they introduced her to liveleak.

❥Nina left her diary behind one day, a fatal mistake that she was always so careful about. A girl from her class, Claudia, picked it up. Nina didn’t see that diary for a week. She spent days sobbing over it, crying to the people she met online and refusing to leave her room in fear of it being found.

❥She was called into her elementary school’s office the following Monday. Little Nina, dressed in hot pink twinkle-toe converse and glittery lip-balm, sat uncomfortably in the stiff office chair. Her father sat besides her, a look of disappointment on his overworked face. Her diary was on the desk.

❥Nina screamed. She screamed and kicked the chair as she snatched the diary. Without a second thought, she snapped the tension in that room, resulting in her father having to hold her down. She panicked violently, and when she eventually settled down into a whimpering sobbing mess, they scolded her.

❥They began putting Nina into therapy. Weekly sessions at first, trying to dissect what was wrong with her. It made her feel worse. She didn’t think there was anything wrong with her. She wore ‘weird’ like a badge, something that all her online communities praised her for. Why was everyone acting so awful? It didn’t matter that much, though. Her parents still couldn’t carve time out of their work days for her. Weekly appointments turned monthly, turned every three months, turned never.

❥The girl who found her diary didn’t help. She read through it long before she turned it in to the teachers, snapping photos on her older sister's phone. Claudia began to keep track of Nina, similar to Nina’s habits. When the two turned 11 and entered 6th grade, Nina began experiencing relentless bullying and harassment.

❥It started with name-calling. Deeming Nina a freak show, calling her a future serial killer, or pretending to squeal and run off when Nina walked by. It snowballed into jabs at her appearance, laughing at her messily applied blush and colorful clothes. Saying she was the ugliest girl in their grade, making comments on her body and how all the boys found her gross. She very frequently fell for boys saying they had a crush on her, only to laugh at her the second she believed it. Her self-esteem was already in shambles, but the relentless harassment only worsened it.

MIDDLE SCHOOL

❥Nina found solace online. Her friends were older, more mature. They understood her. Sure, some of them made her a bit uncomfortable, but it was nothing she couldn't handle. When she turned 12, she confessed her age to them. It broke her heart when a few blocked her, but not everyone did. She clung to those who stayed. Curiously, the adults interested in staying friends with little Nina were the same ones introducing her to new disgusting content. They’d ask to video call her and stream their favorite movies. Nina didn’t realize they were snuff films at first.

❥The harassment at school didn’t stop, of course. Nina was too young to start dieting, too young to be buying expensive makeup, too young to be worrying about her appearance. Regardless, she was convinced it would solve her problems. Alongside the fixation on horror, Nina stressed about her looks. She’d sob in front of mirrors, calling her adult friends and begging them for advice. They’d ask for photos. You know, to help her. She shattered every mirror in her room, weeping over her bloody hands and sending shards along her body. Nina's new diary obsessively kept track of new numbers.

❥Nina spent every night grabbing at her face and body, desperately morphing it to look the way she wanted. She didn’t even stop to think about Christopher in the other room, listening to her wretch into the toilet after every meal. Nina was so unbelievably lost in her own world, that nobody good ever came to mind.

❥She thought about Claudia a lot. So thin, tall, and confident. Claudia had a lot of friends, too. Nina was well aware, considering how often Claudia geared their attacks at Nina. She watched Claudia daily. In 8th grade, she noticed Claudia began wearing crop tops. Nina did too. She’d tie up her shirts and untie them around her parents. Claudia wore her hair in a high ponytail every damn day, so Nina started doing it too. Nina began applying mascara and highlight the same way Claudia did. Both girls were arguably too young for makeup, but there they were, egging each other on to apply more and more. Claudia’s wardrobe was pretty simple, nothing too flashy. So Nina opted out of her rhinestones and bright pink sneakers, instead reaching for simple Converse and plain jeans.

❥By this point, a good number of them had phones. Claudia had long blocked Nina on Instagram, but Nina just made another account. A few, actually. One was an empty account with a fake profile picture and name, only used to follow Claudia without being blocked. A few more were made, used to follow Claudia and bombard her comments and messages with hateful content. Jabs at her appearance, her body, her clothes. Anything Nina could use as ammunition, she shot down Claudia’s self-esteem as harshly as her own. Nina would tell her adult friends online about it, bringing them to Claudia’s pages to attack her. It was cruel, and Nina knew that.

❥But it just felt so good when Claudia began to change. Before the end of 8th grade, she swapped to hoodies and pajama pants. No longer wore her hair up, instead used it to hide her face the best she could. She spoke quieter and didn't laugh so loud anymore. Nina felt like she won, and the freaks online cheered her on. Finally, Nina was able to drop her fixation on Claudia.

HIGH SCHOOL

❥There was an odd shift in high school. Nina had completely turned her appearance around. She obsessively posted selfies and was quite careful about her online interests. Nobody could know. She wouldn’t even share the fact that she watched anime, far too fearful of the backlash.

❥She had caught the eye of a senior at her school. His friend group had practically circled Nina, quickly offering her rides home and inviting her out. She bathed in the attention.

❥Christopher watched his big sister sneak out every other night. He’d ask softly where she was going. Gently, she’d smooth down his hair, press a kiss to his forehead, and ask him not to tell. He listened. Nina didn’t realize how much Christopher knew, and how much he kept to himself. How much of her grief he carried with him, worrying for his big sister.

❥14 year old Nina found herself at quite a few parties. Sometimes they’d be cities away, and she’d be seated on a couch at a random college party, shakily sipping away at a drink that made her nose scrunch. Eventually, the boy that brought her to these parties asked her to be his girlfriend. Nina couldn’t believe it.

❥He was the first boy of many to break her heart. It was a short month with him, till she went to the next guy. Then the next, and the next. Nina started drinking quite a bit, occasionally smoking weed and embarrassing herself on several occasions. She said it made it easier to socialize, but she really just thought it made her look cooler.

❥It grew difficult to balance both social lives. Her adult friends online continued to demand her attention at all times. Not much changed from when she was in middle school, including the way her anxiety would skyrocket when they got upset with her. She always folded to everyone in her life. She just wanted them to stay, to praise her, to tell her how kind and beautiful and sweet and funny she was. But it just felt so much better when someone in real life gave her that.

❥Yet another boy broke Nina’s heart. She thought he was the one, she really did. She spent months with him, from the end of her sophomore year to the start of her junior year. He bathed her in everything she asked for at first. She even got comfortable sharing some of her interests with him. He thought a girl liking anime was badass, but when she began to ramble about cold cases, he started to withdraw. Shortly after he broke up with her, old rumors began to resurface. Photos of an old diary slipped back into her school, shedding light on Nina’s elementary school habits. Nothing seemed to change, huh? Still talking about the same shit she was tormented for years back, but this time, they were attached to screenshots and voice memos that Nina sent to her boyfriend that year.

❥Nina knew who leaked them. Claudia, that stupid fucking bitch. Nina was never confrontational. Nobody ever taught her how to be. But this was a new low for her, dragging her right back to her middle school horrors. It’s like all of her misery, all of her insecurities, all of her rage and frustration and low self esteem accumulated into a string of stupid decisions.

❥Nina followed Claudia home that following Monday. It was long after school, with Nina patiently waiting for Claudia to finish her group project. Neither of them exactly expected this, but when Nina snatched Claudia’s hair and began bashing her head into the ground, there was a deep sense of relief.

❥Regret followed. It didn’t feel so good watching Claudia sob as she curled up on the floor, clutching her face and begging Nina to stop. A pathetically small puddle of blood pooled beneath Claudia, and the sight made Nina’s stomach churn. She threw up.

❥But Claudia was fine. Only her nose was broken and her face was bruised. Nina was expelled, now being shoved into an alternate school to complete high school. It was tearing Nina up inside to be so alone again.

❥What else was she supposed to do?

PT. 2: PURPOSE

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forever1kay · 3 years ago

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My Masterlist(s)

Last updated: 07/28/2023

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Marvel masterlist

Featuring Marvel characters such as the variants of Spider-Man, the variants of MJ//Gwen, the Avengers, the X-men, the S.H.I.E.L.D agents, the Wakandans, the (As)guardians of the galaxy, etc;

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ DC Comics masterlist

Featuring characters from the DC Universe!! Keep in mind I’m not the biggest DC fan, so for now, characters I will write about are limited. Requests are currently closed, but I foresee myself writing about Dick Grayson and/or Kory Anders in the near future ;)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Graceland masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring characters from the USA show Graceland that ran from 2013 to 2015. Characters include José “Johnny” Tuturro, (Paul) Briggs, Paige Arkin, Catherine “Charlie” Demarco , (Michael) Mike “Levi” Warren, and Dale “DJ” Jakes. I will most certainly not write imagines about Lauren Kincaid, she gets on my nerves.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ One Day at a Time masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring all major and minor characters of the 2017 sitcom “One Day at a Time”. This includes but is not limited to Penelope Alvarez, Alex Alvarez, Elena Alvarez, Patrick Schneider, Max Ferraro, Avery, Ramona, Jill Riley, Carmen, Lori, and Finn (etc). Any imagines about the older characters such as Dr. Leslie Berkowitz and/or Lydia Riera will be strictly platonic and/or family imagines :)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 9-1-1 and 9-1-1 Lone Star masterlist

Including characters from the 2020 Fox show 9-1-1: Lone Star such as TK Strand, Carlos Reyes, Owen Strand, Grace Ryder, Wyatt Harris, Judd Ryder, Marjan Marwani, Paul Strickland, Mateo Chavez/Probie, Tommy Vega, Nancy Gillian, and (maybe) Gwyneth Morgan. Characters from 9-1-1 include May Grant, Maddie Buckley, Henrietta Wilson, Edmundo “Eddie” Diaz, Howard “Chimney” Han, Evan “Buck” Buckley, Athena Grant, Bobby Nash, Ravi Panikkar/Probie, Taylor Kelly Martin, and (maybe) and Ana Flores.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Disney (& Pixar) masterlist (coming soon)

Including characters from Disney shows and movies, including Good Luck Charlie, Jessie, A.N.T Farm, Let it Shine, Starstruck, Sydney to the Max, Raven’s home, etc. I will also write imagines for any animated characters such as Tiana and/or Naveen, Flynn and/or Rapunzel, Moana, Mulan, Penny Proud, Kim Possible, and so forth.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 80s//90s//2000s masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring imagines of characters from shows and movies that came out in the 80s, 90s, and early 2000s. This includes Fresh Prince of Bel-Air, Friends, Full House, Boy Meets World, Stand By Me, The Outsiders, 10 Things I Hate About You, Boyz n the Hood, The Wayans Bros, The Bernie Mac Show, My Wife & Kids, Love & Basketball, etc. This list does not include characters from any cartoons, that list can be found below.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Anime, Manga, & Cartoon masterlist

Featuring characters from shows like the Boondocks, HxH, ATLA, Legend of Korra, Seven Deadly Sins, My Hero Academia, Tokyo Revengers, JJK, etc; Yes I do understand that some of these shows might’ve been from the early 2000s, but they are in this category for a reason :)

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Supernatural masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring characters such as Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Jack Kline, and Castiel. Minor characters (or characters that were definitely major but weren’t in many episodes) may or may not be included sooner or later, but I’m leaning more towards may not…

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Avatar and A:TWOW Masterlist

This list includes characters such as Jake Sully, Neytiri, Lo’ak, Neteyam, Kiri, Spider, Tsireya, Ao’nung, Rotxo, Grace, Trudy Chacon, Tonowari, and Ronal.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Harry Potter, The Marauders, & Fantastic Beasts masterlist (coming soon)

Including characters such as Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Ginny Weasley, Cedric Diggory, Draco Malfoy, Neville Longbottom, James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Regulus Black, Severus Snape, Newt Scamander, Leta Lestrange, and possibly anyone else requested. DISCLAIMER!!!: If I write about Tom Riddle, I’m writing about how he looked BEFORE he looked like a water creature with two cuts for a nose.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Ginny & Georgia masterlist (coming soon)

Including characters such as Georgia Miller, Marcus Baker, Joe, Padma, Zion Miller, and Austin Miller (PLATONIC). Anyone who isn’t on this list are characters I’m not particularly fond of or can’t see myself taking the romantic route enough to write about them, but if you ask nicely I may consider writing a little something about them.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Hawaii Five-O (2010) masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring characters such as Steve McGarrett, Danny Williams, Chin Ho Kelly, and Kono Kalakaua. Any other major character can be requested and then put onto the list.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Female celebrity masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring female celebrities such as Billie Eilish, Zendaya, China Anne McClain, Raven Godwin, Danai Gurira, Gwyneth Paltrow, Queen Latifah, Salma Hayek, Megan Fox, Nia Long, Jessica Alba, Lauren London, Lupita, Kehlani, Latto, Mette Towley, Sky Katz, Stefflon Don, Kayla Nicole, Nicki Minaj, Megan Thee Stallion etc.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Male celebrity masterlist (coming soon)

Featuring male celebrities such as Bryson Tiller, Chris Evans, Sebastian Stan, Miguel, Odell Beckham Jr, Andrew Garfield, August Alsina, Keith Powers, Chris Brown (possibly), Giveon, J. Cole, Kendrick Lamar, Drake, Ludacris, Anthony Mackie, Tom Holland, Robert Pattinson, Tom Hiddleston, Jensen Ackles, Manny Montana, Jack Harlow, etc;

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Non-binary & Gender Fluid celebrity masterlist (coming soon)

Including celebrities such as Janelle Monae, Demi Lovato, Sam Smith, Brigette Lundy-Paine, Amandla Stenberg, and Ruby Rose. Let me know if there’s anyone else you want me to add to the list!

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Misc Masterlist (coming soon)

Including characters and/or people that don’t fit into the other categories; including characters from shows I don’t plan to write about often, known people who aren’t exactly “famous”, multi fandom scenarios that don’t have a specific name thrown in there and can apply to anyone etc

#marvel #disney #graceland #goodgirls #wildnout #onedayatatime #9 1 1 lone star #911 fox #supernatural #warrior nun #hawaii five 0 #avatar the last airbender #ginny and georgia #harry potter #the marauders #dc universe

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