#thunderstormofoblivion

[whoiwanttoday]

I think with fondness sometimes about the phrase, "Why is the blue lady so hot?" Which I often think when I see Riae since it was about her. It was something my friend @thunderstormofoblivion once asked me out of the blue and it was perfect. It made me laugh but like… I immediately knew who she met even though we had not talked about Riae at all before as far as I know nor was there on on going conversation about her. I actually posted about it here and the time and she got annoyed thinking I was making fun of her but I wasn't, I was just charmed by it, as I am by most things she says and does. Anyway, I think of that a fair bit and today felt appropriate to bring it up because I am on my way to go hang out with @thunderstormofoblivion and I think a mutual pondering of why the blue lady is so hot would be a solid basis for a friendship. It's not the basis of ours, that would be Nicki Minaj, but I do think it would be a solid basis for one. Hope you are enjoying your holiday weekend, today I want to fuck Riae.

[thunderstormofoblivion]

Holy shittttt, Lover is so amazing🦋

[mylordshesacactus]

So is there a link to that dnd campaign you referenced cause it sounds really cool and I'd love to watch it Btw, hi!

Well hello to you too!

Nah, this was just a fun thing several years ago with a group of friends. Several of us did make RP sideblogs for our characters from that campaign, however! I don’t remember everyone’s character URLs, but you can find Ennis’ RP blog linked in my “Sideblogs” page if you’re interested!

[howndoom]

tagged by @zalunoy to shuffle my library and share some songs!

1.Lord Huron - The Night We Met

2.Bon Iver - Blindsided

3.Tyler,The Creator & Frank Ocean - 911/Mr. Lonely

4.INXS - Need You Tonight

5.Mitski - Once More To See You

6.The Killers - Mr. Brightside

7.Vampire Weekend - Taxi Cab

8.Harry Styles - Meet Me in The Hallway

9.Bastille - No Angels

10.Duncan Laurence - Arcade

HONORABLE MENTION: One Direction - Home (which was the immediately following song)

i tag: @thunderstormofoblivion @aiurind @nervousyounginhumans @spiderkarita @heyimkiwi and anyone else who wants to do it ♡

[the32ndofaugust]

Remember those lipsticks you reblogged and you were like wtf is it i want em? They're Louboutin

thank you!!

[lavender-feminist]

unexpected present from @thunderstormofoblivion 😊

[whoiwanttoday]

Yesterday I did not post. I meant to but it didn't happen because I made my post. I wrote my post. I created said post. Then it sat in drafts. I compose all my posts in drafts because I don't want to accidentally hit post when I am just saving the pictures and making sure it looks good ot me but also because I want to give it a once over. I am dyslexic and what makes it to public consumption is already a typo ridden mess anyway so you should see it before I go through it and realize that words are wrong and sometimes a completely wrong word is there because autocorrect is my nemesis. Anyway, it is the second time I have ever done this, the first was an Emily Ratajkowski post that happened to be on her birthday. That was not why I posted her but I remember that tidbit because I decided to post her and then saw it was her birthday and thought, "Well, what a coincidence I posted her earlier today". I had no posted her earlier that day. It was a Saturday and in this era of my life there was a girl I was into which is the best I can define our relationship because I have a habit of being in that kind of relationship but there was a girl because there is always a girl and we always hung out on Saturdays and it was getting very close to her arriving and I was moving slowly because I was in the middle of getting my own business going and it was a tough road to hoe so what she never knew was I was often up until about 3 or 4 AM doing what I couldn't do during other hours when I was desperately trying to make money so I would see her on almost no sleep, a fact I did not let her know because one I didn't want her to think I was a loser but also she might suggest we not see each other and we were ill defined so I felt any misstep would cost me all of that. Which is dumb because she's gone now and going into anything with that attitude will always doom it but here we are. So I wrote the Emily Ratajkowski post and I thought i posted it but I didn't and I hurried and you know, we had a good evening and I enjoyed it and never once thought about tumblr until the next day. I don't remember anything about that night specifically but I remember that post and missing it. I remember the next day when I realized what happened I posted about it and @thunderstormofoblivion replied with, "Oh no, you've ruined everything". She was joking and teasing me for being dramatic but fuck if that wasn't how I felt. I remember that. I remember missing the post. When I missed this post @femalecelebrityoftheday asked me did I not post yesterday. I realized he was right, Aubrey Plaza was sitting in drafts. He told me today I should write a post about my younger self meeting me and being disappointed in me for botching the post. It was a funny reference sort of to My Old Ass but that wouldn't really happen. Or it might, the me who made this blog might be disappointed in who I am but I don't think it would be about the post. But that is 12 years ago. Older than that though, that me might be surprised I am here. I have a problem where I focus on the negative and when I remember the past it's always the bad things, it's what stands out, everything else fades away but I need to remind myself sometimes that many people, myself included, did not expect me to make it to 30. I was self destructive and the phrase was used that I was "passive aggressively committing suicide". It was a weird thing for my grandparents to write on my birthday card but they weren't wrong. I made it past 30 though.

Which brings me to the point of this post, tomorrow is Thanksgiving. Potentially a very rough one this time out. I know they can suck in general. That same 20 year old who one some level wanted to die? Thanksgivings were not fun for that 20 year old because it was full of that 20 year old's abusers and tormentors as well as their enablers. This is, sadly, not something that was unique to my life. Which is why I don't attend those thanksgivings anymore. It's one of the great luxuries of adulthood that I no longer have to do that. I am going to thanksgiving with one elderly relative, my one uncle, and from what I can tell reading between the lines, the 3 different men my uncle is currently sleeping with, which sounds like it could be awkward but last year taught me is somehow not. It's crazy that's the one that's free of drama, not the nuclear family one. Anyway, my point is the holiday is about being thankful, which can be hard when everything feels bad and I am not here to tell you to you're lucky things aren't worse because fuck any person who ever tells you that. I will never take comfort in the fact that somehow it isn't even worse than it is but remember the best victory is surviving past them and the power they hold. It can be tempting to dwell on the fact that you forgot to hit post on a post about Emily Ratajkowski in 2016 but it's better to focus on the fact that you can post her today. Which is what I am doing. Today I want to fuck Emily Ratajkowski.

[thunderstormofoblivion]

Guys. Help

There’s a tumblr post out there of a white cat kinda just screaming and going aaaaaaa thats captioned “aaaaaaaaAAARRTTTT”

I can’t find it for the life of me

[howndoom]

i got tagged by 3 of my favourite people @rosepoeme @nervousyounginhumans @dear-chaton to do this challenge and like. i had so many pics to choose from but here are these iconic ones. i am tagging a few of my fave people in turn @thunderstormofoblivion @aiurind @renrakuu @random-bands-ydg @wickydicky and anyone else who wants to do this, consider yourself TAGGED!!! have a good day nyall

[de-profundis-ad-astra]

thunderstormofoblivion replied to your post:God I suck

It’s gonna be ok, something else will come your way

In a town as small as the one I'm living in right now? Highly unlikely. Thank you, though

[pocketmoony]

thunderstormofoblivion replied to your post:

Looking* ^.^ cutieCan you post some pics of it?

Oops!! Changed it!!>.

[kapitankirk]

Thanks for the encouragement 😊👍

[lavender-feminist]

with that hot friend of mine @thunderstormofoblivion 💗

[whoiwanttoday]

Hey guys, there are some suspicions I have covid. By suspicions I have covid i mean it didn't occur to me at all but I was on the phone with someone and she told me it sounds like I had covid and it sort of makes sense. We spent the weekend in another city in packed museums and I took a crowded train home and then got up Tuesday feeling like I could barely walk. I assumed this was because I am old and the act of leaving my apartment at all had simple worn me out. Yesterday I started coughing though, mainly if I talk, if I keep quiet I don't cough. Anyway, all that happened and now I am not sure if I have covid or not but I have decided to mask up in case. The point is I am still very tired, a special kind of tired which makes me suspect that at the end of the day @thunderstormofoblivion is smarter than me. Which is why I am posting Charli XCX because it's an easy default for me. And she keeps doing new photoshoots, this time with Troye Sivan. It is a good shoot and it made me laugh because I saw someone doing an impression of Charli XCX recently and claimed she created Troye Sivan in a lab when she accidentally spilled some poppers into a test tube. Which was so dead on and hilarious I loved it. So here we are. Enjoy, hope everyone has a good Friday and good health. Today I want to fuck Charli XCX.

[thunderstormofoblivion]

Honestly. One of the songs is definitely called awesome. You can’t spell it without “me!” and she wore at least two “awesome” tshirts by now

[warpedchyld]

thunderstormofoblivion replied to your photo “Anyone hungry?”

Yah

*pushes some at  at ya* enjoy! =D