#throw in the sumire stuff which just. hit really fucking hard for me then
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you know, if absolutely nothing else, p5r is absolutely the game that i have the strongest feelings about
#the parts that are good i love so so so fucking much#but that just makes me hate the fucking gross shitty parts that much more lmao#playing through it the first time was probably one of the most memorable experiences that ive had in a videogame#but boy howdy are there some parts that i would like to forget!!!!!#probably doesn't help that it's also weirdly tied into a lot of really emotional life stuff for me#for whatever reason i latched onto looking forward to it during a really rough time#i started playing it the summer i started transitioning#put it down for a while. came back to it at a. well it was the best of times it was the worst of times#i'd stayed at school over the summer to work and was enjoying the freedom of it#but also due to unrelated stuff my mental health was uh!! absolutley tanking and probably one of the worst points its been at#related this was also the leadup to. let's say impactful (for better and for worse) relationship for me#and then summer ended and i put it down again#and finally picked it back up the summer/fall after covid started#and i was working through. a lot of stuff then (including my ending of that same relationship)#and that was when i finally finished it#up until then i hadnt gotten past futabas palace and. ifk#idk*#finally seeing the end of the game was just. weirdly emotional for me#throw in the sumire stuff which just. hit really fucking hard for me then#and just. yeah#i believe still makes me tear up whenever i listen to it lmao#i hate this stupid game so fucking much but also. it holds a very special place in my heart#idk. weird rant over!#this post brought to you by me just now finding out that p5r's ost is on spotify now as well
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