#through *their* ideals. sure fine very wide description average is it manipulation in its origin discussion etc etc. idc about that.
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cacaitos · 2 years ago
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only respect for the girlies and their devotion to images and ideals and their ego-destroying sisyphean pursuits.
#txt#like the dependence of their identity coming from exactly one exact person that placed them out of their insignificance and gave them value#through *their* ideals. sure fine very wide description average is it manipulation in its origin discussion etc etc. idc about that.#moreso the more key element here is any sort of. idealization? whatever the nature of that ideal is. it's admiration#and as ideas tend to be. they can't be reached or fulfilled in their entirety because theyre not real. so that in combination w identity#dependence ultimately leaves them stuck in a loop of perpetual dissatisfaction with themselves.#and with ideals i mean of people. constructions based on incomplete perception of them. made willingly (tho unconsious) or externally#and like what they want isnt grandiose or existential but just recognizal and understanding#and like what they want isnt grandiose or existential but just recognition and understanding. and dare i say love sometimes as an extention#of those two (not applicable to everyone. kinda unlikely in fact). thing is that the learned way to recieve the indulgence of recognition#they have to feed the ideal or unintentionally end up doing it. but ironically like that all they end up#doing IS building up the hill for themselves. most of the time (more like the ones im interested in anyway) this problem is self imposed#did they not hold the unaproachable perception of the other (formed by a poor self steem let's be honest) they could engage each#other in more equal and genuinely constructive terms#but thats  not fun so tragedy it is#LB
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