#thoughts tag

[samwinchesterthewitch]

but can we talk about how excited Dean is to have his brother back in the first episode???

he doesn't tell Sam it's him because he wants to spar with his baby brother. he tells Sam he doesn't wanna do this alone. he looks over at Sam while the girls in the diner are talking way before Sam looks at him, and then he looks again so that they're looking at each other.

it seems like he takes any excuse to touch Sam, even if it's just smacking him. he keeps asking if Sam wants anything to eat and offers to pay for it. he lets Sam know he's 'super' with a little ok hand because his baby brother's worried and he's gotta both reassure him and make him laugh.

he acts like a rejected date when Sam says he's gotta go home. "yeah. whatever, i'll take you home." like he's trying not to get into another argument but he still has hopes Sam'll say yes with that "we made a great team back there". and then pretends to believe Sam when he says he'll catch up later.

Dean's desperation in the pilot is just so obvious and endearing to me. i literally can't watch it and NOT think about how toxic and obsessive and controlling this man's gonna get, and think about finale Dean admitting he would drive by Stanford with John to check up on Sam, ESPECIALLY when he tells Sam "in two years i haven't bothered you once"

i just

[tuiskuh]

Found this on facebook and... i'm sorry but what the hell is this?? "What if leonardo da vinci was a shit painter and mona lisa looked completely different in real life?" Is that what we are asking? So mona lisa had lipstick and earrings and modern eyebrows but he just forgot to draw them? What if the most famous portrait in the world was bad? What??????? AI art bros are the most art illiterate people on the planet

[mapletine]

maybe i’ll start posting here more… i must shed the shackles of formality and just spam doodles… i need to revamp my tags

[riptid3s]

i think satou's a huge model kit fan! gundams and all that... he probably takes trips to the store after school to buy em when he's saved up enough. he assembles em with his friends :))

BUT he never customizes them at all. no extra paint, no decals, no detailing, nothing. just follow the inctructions straight from the manual and boom. He's Done. they are so plain but he is happy

world's Normalest gunpla builder

[sharksolution]

I’ve been enjoying social media less and less, I find I get no pleasure from it anymore.

Instead of doomscrolling I’ll tend to turn on music and do something else, and it’s been helping me get out of bed and w my executive dysfunction tbh.

Getting rid of phone/internet addiction entirely isn’t feasible in the world we live in- so just like any addiction, find harm reduction in the ways you can.

[evievigilant]

I’m listening to the new Foo Fighters album and ohmygodohmygodohmygod I haven’t been this happy with a Foos album since 2011

[wickymicky]

earlier today, after seeing the news that four loona members have signed exclusive contracts with modhaus, i wondered if maybe they were gonna join tripleS. i think that would be a bad move, but it’s possible. i have some thoughts about it, let me elaborate.

first of all, i BARELY have faith that modhaus will even be able to complete the tripleS debut process. like, i already am kinda not expecting for everything to go according to plan, because what theyre trying to do is SO ambitious. how on EARTH does modhaus have the time and resources to manage four loona members too? if they're not joining tripleS (which they shouldnt), then how will modhaus afford to sign any more artists who wont be part of the 24 members? theyve gotta be stretched so thin already, right? maybe i'm underestimating how much NFT money Jaden has, idk. but i dont think that will last forever, and i can't help but be worried for the members. if Jaden is asking these girls to trust him and join his TWENTY FOUR member group, then he better be SURE it'll work. 

and so far, it's going really well! Generation was one of my favorite songs of last year and Rising is one of my favorites this year so far. i really like the members and im excited for what they'll do next! but that kinda only makes me worry more. modhaus better know what they're doing, because now i'm invested. i hope the loona members are taken care of at this company, but modhaus's primary responsibility is with the group that they're still in the middle of debuting. dfkmwqe;lfmksdmvlskmv the situation makes me so nervous

anyway, one reason that it might be possible for them to be added to tripleS as a mostly autonomous OEC+Heejin unit that doesnt really overlap with the other members that much is because like... when JJ was debuting loona, he didnt have 12 members picked out in advance. olivia hye was picked basically at the last minute. so there's NO WAY that all 24 triples members are chosen already. there's no way. so it's possible JJ might just have them be under the triples umbrella, just to get the numbers up, lol.

but even if that happens, i think they'd be pretty separate, and i think it would be a bad move overall. it would hurt triples's brand and it would hurt loona's. it'd be a lose-lose. i guess we’ll just have to see what happens.

[cafeyote]

me and gang at the haunted house

[tawnysoup]

Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods

[kiryuing]

[samwinchesterthewitch]

drives me insane how Sam is literally SA'd by a ghost in the first fucking episode of the show. like. it sets the entire tone for Sam's ongoing, relentless sexual trauma, and then when you find out how he was violated as a baby by Azazel's demon blood, and it just adds to all of the many many times Sam's autonomy is denied and how desperately Sam wants to be good but everyone says no no no boy king demon blood demon lover Lucifer's true vessel--

--and then we circle back to the SA when Sam is canonically raped by Lucifer over the course of time they were in the Cage and i just

is this coherent. i don't think this is coherent

[tuiskuh]

Found my old uni sketchbooks a while back, and I was genuinely startled by how many sketches I made back then. Looking at them I realised that working digitally, I had sort of stopped sketching the same way I used to. For whatever reason I find it hard to make mind maps and thumbnails on a tablet and I think I had also convinced myself that I'd gotten so much better since uni that I didn't need them anymore. However, going through those sketches, I could see how much drawing them had helped me to push myself and make more interesting and less obvious choices.

I decided to try traditional sketchbooks in the planning phase again, and I am honestly stunned with how much of a difference it is making. I didn't realise I had been struggling at this before I started doing them again. This is a PSA to all digital artists to try using sketchbooks in the ideas stage, it genuinely really does help.

(Also this is why those incredibly carefully curated sketchbook videos that people post confuse me so much. My sketchbook looks like ass bc it is meant to be a place for ugly thumbnails and half-baked ideas. If every page in your sketchbook is a perfectly composed finished image, I don't think you're using it properly honestly. Or then you need another ugly sketchbook for the ideas and thumbnails part)

[mapletine]

i like this place for tags and organization but it feels so … formal isn’t the right word for it but it’s close i think

i churn out a shitty doodle and slap it on my twitter but i feel like here the posts have to be somewhat polished or coherent or something… hmmm

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[evievigilant]

In my B-52′s research, I’ve found out that there’s more “Queen of Las Vegas” lore (as in, the lyrics for the original version that were meant to be on Mesopotamia are different than the Whammy! recording and they add a liiittle more to the story).

However every lyrics website just pastes the lyrics to the Whammy! version of that song and their vocals are a liiiittle hard to decipher so I’m gonna spend some time listening very closely to the song I guess (Cindy Wilson I love you but sometimes you’re a little hard to understand).

[wickymicky]

i cant believe it’s been over a year since ven para. their company really threw away everything they’d worked for, and hasn’t done anything to build back some of the hype since then. theyre still out there posting things and performing places here and there, but i wonder if and when they’ll have a comeback. it’s getting to the point where i’m not sure they can ever return to the level they were at in 2021. they were on top of the world! one of the fastest growing groups in this generation! one of the most talked about, most beloved, most anticipated, most respected. no matter what you think of ven para as a song, you have to admit that it was a baffling decision, and the abandonment by the company over the last 12 months is infuriating. they had everything, they could have been so much. 

jiyoon leaving the group didn’t have anything to do with ven para, but it definitely didn’t help their momentum. she did what she had to do and i dont blame her at all, i miss her a lot in fact. but i do wonder if they could have released an entirely self-produced title track by this point if she was still with them. we’ll never know, now. 

i miss weeekly. i hope they come back soon. they still have a very solid fanbase and i count myself as one of their bigger fans. there was a good amount of time where they were THE group that i had the most faith in, that i was the most focused on. i dont think they can return to the hype of their rookie-of-the-year award or the hype of when after school blew up, but i think they can still have a respectable career. so... i hope they do that. i mean that’s what it comes down to, you know? sure, they can do this and that... but at the end of the day... their company has to give them the opportunity to. sigh.