#though prob starting this made my 11 yo self a worse person anyways

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I just remembered the most chringe inducing mess i ever almost created and now i am here just gagging shaking and counting from fuvking embarrassment that 11 yo me thought this needed to be created

Tw scuicide

Okay i am now gonna tell y'all about the cringefest that almost was my horrible horrible gacha life "magnum opus"

Just no im physically recoiling and cringing my entire way through typing

so lemme present yall to "a story about scuicide" (yes i actually wanted to call it that, wtaf was wrong with me, ih god)

So the story follows Alice and a guy, i cant remember what i wanted to call him so lets say nick bc it prob was some basic ass name like that

Alice had prom at her highschool but she got bullied bc she was timid and blind in one eye

So Alice got bullied by the most basuc ass bullies ever and nicn steps into and stands up for Alice

Señorita by Shawn Mendes and Cammila Cabello starts playing

Have i not mentioned its a musical? Well its a musical

They're in love now

And she moves in with him immediately?????? Idk dont question anything here 11 yo's don't make sense

So summer vakay roles around bc it was the end of school year prom

And at the end of the summer vakay nick tells alice thar hes not coming back to school bc that was his last school year and he had graduated

Why did he leave it to the last day, and was it never up in convo before? Don't question this bs please

So alice is now totes alone at school and is big sad and gets bullied

*Skyward by Davina Michelle starts playing*

Alice fucking kills herself and got to heaven where she find the narrator (my mary sue harry potter OC Emma Trixy Riddle who was also my avatar for everything att) being also depressed

The narrator? Oh yeah baby thisshot is getting meta

Alice starts singing King by Lauren Aquilina to make emma not depressed woch works. Woch males total sence bc as we all know depression can be cured with songs about not being depressed anymore/sarc

So pan down to earth where finds Alice in the bathroom who fucking stabbed herself

Cue Hold on by Chord overstreet

And i never finished it bc adhd

I dont think ive ever been more thankfull for adhd before bc imagine if i released that into the world

I know that was horrible typing n grammar and formatting and stuff, idc i needed to get this out of my brain