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kumoriyami-xiuzhen · 4 years ago

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Hakuoki Zuisoroku Omokage-Hana Drama CD “At Shimabara”

I think quarantine is finally getting to me lol. Or perhaps it’s just that I’m only starting to feel overwhelmed right now cuz of my classes... or how awful the news coming from south of the border is... so I kinda went on an absurd spending spree... then decided to finally get a translation for this commissioned because I reaaaaaally wanted to know what happens in this drama as I believe it’s the only one with just Saito, Hijikata and Kazama in it...

anyway.

This is translation is of the 薄桜鬼随想録面影げ花いまじんWebショップオトメパック限定特典ドラマCD 「島原にて」 (name and image pulled from suruga-ya) which google mtl basically says is the game’s Image Web Special Edition CD... or something. the entirety of that is not mentioned in the audio so I don’t really care. lol.

This was translated by the lovely Ran @jokertrap-ran. Check out Ran’s page here for info on commissions! Thank you again for accepting my commission, Ran!

Edited this a tiny bit since I’m only sticking this up as a text translation post.

Hakuoki Zuisouroku Limited Edition Drama CD “At Shimabara”

Translation by @jokertrap-ran

(footsteps, then a door slides open)

Saito: I have returned, Vice-Commander.

Hijikata: Oh, Saito. How was it? Did you manage to successfully see the messenger from the Shogunate back? Heh, I suppose there’s no use asking you that. There’s no way someone like you would leave any stone unturned.

Saito: Indeed; everything has been set into place. He told me to relay the message that they’ll stay on standby once evening comes once we reached the courtyard, vice-commander.

Hijikata: So it seems like they’ve finally acknowledged our strength, huh. There’s nothing I can say if we finally have something that stands out in their eyes. Good work out there, Saito.

Saito: It is only my duty.

Hijikata: You’re still as stiff and uptight as ever...Well, now that this has been settled, how about enjoy a cup of tea and relax for once?

Saito: But Vice-Commander, don’t we have to return to headquarters?

Hijikata: I’m actually still a little tipsy from when we were entertaining the guests earlier so I thought of sobering up before we returned.

Saito: I see. Then, I shall partake in a cup.

Hijikata: Come to think of it, you aren’t a light-weight, right?

Saito: No, I can’t say that I’m that resistant to alcohol…

Hijikata: What are you holding back for? You can’t just be going with a single cup! Here, have a ton!

Saito: Vice-Commander? A ton? Did I hear you wrongly…? Are you perhaps still a little inebriated?

Hijikata: There’s absolutely no way that little bit of alcohol would ever make me drunk!

Saito: But didn’t you say so earlier that you were still feeling a little intoxicated…?

Hijikata: You’re starting to sound like Kondou-san and Sannan-san. “I know more about how much you can handle than you, yourself”.

Saito: No, it wasn't my intention to be suspecting you but…

Hijikata: Yea, I know. There’s no swaying you once you’ve already set your mind onto something. However, there are still times where you need to loosen your shoulders a little. That’s why you should drink a little and relax, for once.

Saito: Understood. If you insist, Vice-Commander. But, drinking alone is a little... It would be much appreciated if you could join me as well, even if it’s just exchanging cups.

(pours drink)

Hijikata: I see, that might be true. I shall join you then.

Saito: Here’s a cup.

Hijikata: Thanks.

(Hijikata drinks)

Hijikata: Ah...

Saito: Vice-Commander!? Are you sure that’s okay…?

Hijikata: (sounds a bit drunk) Don’t fret about the small things! I don’t think you’ll drink up if I don’t start first anyway.

Saito: Then, vice-commander, I’ll down one too then.

Hijikata: Yeah.

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(crickets + sound of something being poured)

Hijikata: But, I still can’t bring myself to believe it.

Saito: Believe…?

Hijikata: In the fact that I can walk alongside Kondou-san out in the open and still receive money from the others like that when it was previously unthinkable. Even though it was just a few years back when we were poor, broke and scavenging; barely able to make ends meet at the dojo. It’s almost like a dream come true…

Saito: I do not agree with that. I simply think that the two of you have finally managed to obtain what you deserved.

Hijikata: Well, it’s a fact that we’re now doing more jobs that pay us at a more reasonable price. Even the dream I had of making Kondou-san a daimyo might come true...Will you pour me another cup?

Saito:...Are you sure?

Hijikata: What? I told you didn’t I? A little bit of alcohol like this will never get me drunk!

Saito: Is that so...then…

(more pouring then drinking)

Hijikata: Ah.... In any case, we’ve still got a long way to go. They haven’t yet seen everything that we have to offer.

Saito: Is there some dissatisfaction you’d like to voice…?

Hijikata: No, it’s just that the idiots out there have been fooling around much more since we came here. Souji, that dumbass, was playing such a childish prank just the other day!

Saito: Souji did…?

Hijikata: Yeah, he took the book I was still in the midst of writing and rearranged my entire collection. I had to go back and rearrange all the tomes [pages] from scratch again, thanks to him. Hiding things while I’m working outside, replacing the fillings of my steamed buns with wasabi and messing around with the boats. He’s really been such a handful. It would be great if he put even a little of his love for pranks...no, if he put all of his love for fooling around into helping, the Shinsengumi prosper a little more!

Saito: I deeply apologize for his actions...I shall make sure to give him an earful from my end.

Hijikata: No, there’s no need. It’s not your fault at all. This is all on Souji! And Shinpachi, Harada and Heisuke...Those three only cause nothing but an abundance of noise and trouble when left on their own. If only they’d learn to quiet down a little and learn the right way to treat guests. Maybe they might even be able to knock a couple more strategies into those hard skulls of theirs if they learnt to sit still for a bit. They’d all whine and complain about me being a demon and whatnot if I so much as give them a little warning…

Saito: I understand where you’re coming from...I’ve also tried warning them about it since I’m of the same mind, but... as you can see…

Hijikata: That’s why I said that it’s not your fault at all, didn’t I? None of this is! And Kondou-san has his own thing going on too. He might explode on them one in a while, but he’s still way too soft on them! Haa...Well, it’s my job to clean up after them for Kondou-san’s sake as well, so it’s not like it’s anything new now, but…

(door slides open)

Kazama: I’ve heard everything.

Saito: You are-- Kazama!

Kazama: It’s been a long time, Shogunate dogs. I’ve made it a point to drop in once in a while to see what antics the humans have been putting themselves up to.

Hijikata: I never would have thought that I’d be seeing your face here, in a place like this.

Kazama: I was there watching things go down between the Satsuma and the Aizu, but as usual, such things are of no concern to me. I couldn’t care less about humans, but you, I cannot ignore.

Hijikata: No one’s asking you to join us. I’m just asking what you are here for.

Kazama: I just happened to overhear your conversation about the Shinsengumi. It seems like you’re not all a united front.

Hijikata: Heh. It’s quite a bit of work to make everyone work together and it’s not like we’re the only ones attempting to do it, despite the amount of hard work we have to put in to achieve it.

Kazama: You certainly have a point there.

Hijikata: Huh? What, you’re actually being surprisingly honest today. You’d normally snort and turn your head away, mocking us from that high horse of yours and spouting about how you’re greater than all of us down below.

Kazama: Hard Work; no matter what the cause or source is no different even if the subjects are Oni or Human.

Saito: I don’t know what to think of you calling yourself a vessel, but…

Hijikata: Oh? Doesn’t that mean that you’re one in the world of Oni as well? Have they lowered you into one? Although it’s hard for people like us to understand.

Kazama: Unlike you lot, I’m proud to be one and am willing to uphold the name of the Kazama family from whence I came-!

Hijikata: Yeah, yeah, alright, I get it!

(sounds like Kazama sits. drinks are poured again)

Hijikata: Anyway, how about you drink up too? So? What happened?

(Kazama drinks)

Kazama: Hmm.... Nothing much. Although, there’s something about the Kazama’s family retainer, Amagiri...I do wish that he wouldn’t stand out so much.

Hijikata: What, does that Oni called Amagiri pull stuff off like our Souji?

Kazama: For better or for worse, he lives up to his name as a retainer. Although, he really should familiarise himself more with the Satsuma domain’s workings... He seems to lack awareness when it comes to my position. Fetching my bride back isn’t my only duty. He always seems to be lecturing me about the other things I have to attend to as the head of the Kazama family.

Saito: Isn’t that just the result of you digging your own grave? I’d have done the same too, if I were in Amagiri’s shoes.

Kazama: Silence! I absolutely detest those of a lower rank than me to be mouthing off towards me all so cheekily!

Hijikata: Saito... you should really watch what you say during times like this...or you’d carelessly be adding oil to the fire.

Saito: Roger.

Kazama: What are you whispering between yourselves about over there? Didn’t you want to hear what I had to say?

Hijikata: Yeah, yeah. We are listening. And then?

Kazama : It’s not just Amagiri; those Satsuma guys too… They seem to have mistaken me for their errand runner or something, calling me to them and then sending me off on one troublesome task after another.

Hijikata: I get where you’re coming from! We’re made to take care of the jobs nobody wishes to handle and all the delicious scraps go to you lot!

(drinks poured again)

Hijikata: Uh, I seem to recall you having other subordinates, right…? That...guy with a gun? Shiranui…? What happened to him?

Kazama: Ah... He’s not one of us nor is he someone from the Kazama family. He just got involved in this and threw his lot in with the Choshu by his own free will.

Hijikata: Oh? He joined of his own free will only to end up in such bloodshed along with you and the Choshu? I suppose he picked the wrong place to belong to. I pity him.

Kazama: But he is a fellow Oni, so I’ve warned him countless times... I told him that he should have more pride and be more strict with himself when doing things in Takasugi’s name. I wonder where in the world his pride as an Oni has gone off and disappeared to!? Is what he feels that he owes from his relationship with Takasugi that important!?

Hijikata: Yeah, I get it. We have a good lot of people here who have no sense of who’s their higher up too. There are countless out there who expect us, Shinsengumi, to be cleaning up after them even though we’re on off duty on that day!

Kazama: Precisely! Oni will be Oni, no matter what the circumstances. It’s unfathomable to think otherwise! We cannot participate in conflict between humans.

Hijikata: The new recruits all get scared shitless when they see the Special Corps... cowardly and unwilling to throw everything in the name of pride, where in the world has their Bushi spirit [spirit as warriors] gone!?

Kazama: Hmm... I never would have thought that we’d ever be seeing eye-to-eye on something like this... Drink up, Hijikata.

(drinks are poured and Hijikata drinks again)

Hijikata: Thank you…

Saito: Vice-Commander? I don’t think you should be drinking any mo--

(sets down cup)

Hijikata:...Shuddup! Leave me be!

Saito: But-

Kazama: Enough. Just let him drink his share. I’ll forgive it.

Saito: No, just because you’re willing to overlook it-

Hijikata: I’m fine! ‘Sides, weren’t you the one who told me to drink!

(slams cup)

Saito: No, I only told you to act the part and not to actually drink more of-

(pours again)

Kazama: He, himself, is saying that he wishes to drink. Let a man live, won’t you?

Hijikata: That’s right, you heard him! I won’t go crying to you just because I’ve hit my limit.

Saito: But-!

Kazama: Saito, you aren’t yet one who has become as resilient as man as you should. There’s no way a true man will ever fall victim to as little alcohol as this.

Saito: No, that might be true for you Oni, but the Vice-Commander’s-!

(sound of HIjikata drinking)

Hijikata: Ah.... Saito! Have you not been listening to me at all!? It’s not like I can’t drink; I just don’t!

Saito: Then I suppose it’s fine... (whispers quietly) why am I being attacked by both of him and Kazama at the same time? How did it come to this...This is an unexpected turn of events!

Kazama: Although this has come to the attention to the Yase, even if someone as powerful as myself steps in and attempts to extend a helping hand, those Oni are all unwilling to join me....! They all prattle on about how they’ll never submit to the likes of someone like me... If only they weren’t of higher standing than me, from the Kazama family... I would never allow people who’d dare disgrace me as such live!

Hijikata: Yeah, I understand! So many people have crossed me to the point where I could probably pour oil and light a whole hut of them up on fire. They’re all worthless people who can’t be saved at all... I suppose there’s no saving them, even if you wanted to. Ah, here! You should drink more too!

(drinks poured again)

Kazama: I will drink more, even if you don’t push me to.

(drinks)

Kazama: I do not plan to sit here and do nothing about how I’m being treated as lowly as this forever. I will not put up with this for much longer, just you watch…

Hijikata: Yeah, let’s show them! It’s...not like...we’ll accept being treated like this...for..ever…

(hijikata falls down and passes out)

Saito: Ah! Vice-Commander! Wake up, Vice-Commander! This is no good, it doesn’t seem like he’ll be waking up at all…

Kazama : Hm... How boring. Has he already reached his limit? It’s about time I return too. Would you tell Hijikata that this alcohol wasn’t all too bad for me when he wakes up?

Saito: Ah- Wait!

(door slides opens and kazama leaves)

Saito: ...How irresponsible for him to leave the Vice-Commander in such a state and then make a hasty retreat on his own… But, the Vice-Commander seemed to be able to hold a proper conversation with him earlier...Is it because of the alcohol? Or is it that...I don’t want to think about it, but could they be similar to one another? No! There’s absolutely no way! I’m sure that was just a coincidence!

Hijikata: Mmngh... Just you...watch…! I’m...not going...to be put...down by something...as simple...as this…

-end-

#hakuoki #hakuouki #hakuoki zuisouroku #hakuoki drama translation #hakuoki drama cd #Saito Hajime #Hijikata Toshizou #Kazama Chikage

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apriumjam · 6 years ago

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Satsuten Yankee Gakuen Drama CD Script

@jae-ha was kind enough to send me the audio for the Yankee Gakuen Drama CD and asked that I translate it! So here it is, the script in its entirety. She’ll be making a video for the CD soon, so keep a look out for that as well! It’s extremely fun to listen to.

E: Argh, no, no, you good-for-nothing savage!

Z: Hey, what are ya doin’, shithead?!

E: I’m so much better for her…!

Z: Don’t get full of yourself, brat! For someone so tiny, ya sure are noisy from the morning…!

E: Ah, ow! You savage! Why do I have to listen to you?!

Z: Shut up! Yer a delinquent just like me.

E: You might be strong, but your head’s totally empty. Don’t compare me to you. You can’t even use the school card key right!

Z: Shut up!

E: Ow! Why is that girl with someone as stupid as you… I’ll remember this!

Z: Shit! What’s up with that brat?! Huh? Tch…rain, huh. Can’t help it. Guess I’ll get somewhere dry.

Z: I just got to the school gate and it’s becomin’ a real storm. Huh? The chimes… Classes are so lame. But bein’ in the rain like this is pissin’ me off, too. Maybe I should go to class today…

(puppy whining)

Z: Huh? What, a dog… Yer out here even though it’s rainin’ this hard…and in this beat-up box, too. You must be cold. C’mere.

(puppy whining)

Z: Huh, looking closely at ‘im, doesn’t seem like he’s hurt anywhere… Hey, are you all right?

(more puppy whining)

Z: Huh? Whoa, hey, stop – Hey! Damnit, he’s not getting away…tch…guess I can’t do anythin’ ‘bout it…damn it – Oh, it’s Ray.

(puppy barks)

Z: Hey – stop it.

R: Good morning, Zack. You shouldn’t bully puppies.

Z: Huh?! Don’t say stupid crap! He just won’t leave me alone!

R: I see. Ah, Zack, you look hurt. You got into a fight without even going to class, huh?

Z: Shut it. Yer face is sayin’ ya don’t plan on goin’ anywhere either. Yer totally late.

R: Huh? This little puppy is hurt, too…

Z: What? Don’t try to trick me – oh, he really is…

(puppy whining)

Z: C’mere, let me see. Huh? This is…a burn?

R: A burn…show me, too.

(puppy barks!)

???: This puppy is mine…

R: What is this…?

???: This puppy is just going to become mine.

R: Stop…

???: This puppy…is my ideal…puppy…

R: Stop it…!

Z: Ray? Hey. Ray! C’mon!

R: Ah…Zack…

Z: Ya got kinda weird.

R: I wonder why…I felt really strange…maybe they were memories of my past life…

Z: Huh? I don’t know what yer talkin’ about…but this rain’s gettin’ bad. We gotta get this guy some place where he won’t get wet.

R: Yeah. You’re right.

D: Now then, let’s proceed to the next page of the textbook. Human eyes have three parts. First, are the sclera and cornea, located outside; inside is the choroid, a layer of tissue – oh.

??: Hey, hey, Zack, did you take in that dog?

Z: Huh? I guess so.

R: Zack, that’s enough, just come to your seat.

Z: Huh? I get it, shut it.

D: Well now. Rachel, Zack, you’re both so calmly coming into my classroom even though you’re late…if you don’t obey the rules, I’ll have to make you both into my specimens. Especially Rachel…those rebellious eyes of yours would be quite fetching…

(puppy barks!)

D: Oh my, this dog has pretty good eyes, too. – Ow!

Z: You’re disgusting, te-a-ch-er.

(puppy whimpers)

R: Well, I guess it’s okay since you were protecting the puppy…

D: Oh…class has ended. Honestly…Zack, Rachel, I’ll have to ask you both to come to the staff room later.

Z: Tch…how annoying.

Z: What an annoying asshole…

R: Zack! You shouldn’t say stuff like that. But…he really might be a little scary when he talks about eyes…

Z: He’s not scary, he’s gross. Damnit…

(puppy barks)

Z: Ah…come to think of it, what d’ya wanna do about him?

R: Let’s look for his owner?

Z: Owner? He’s all burnt, and he was in that nasty-lookin’ cardboard box. Ya think he even has an owner?

R: But –

E: Argh, Zack! How dare you!

Z: Huh? What, yer doin’ this again? Shut up, ya damn brat!

R: Good morning, Eddie.

E: Oh! G-good morning, Rachel! Eheh...um…I was wondering…why are you with Zack again?

Z: What’s with him? He’s actin’ totally different.

R: Um, Zack found a puppy by the school front gate. When we took a closer look, we saw he was hurt…

(puppy whines)

E: Oh…it looks like he’s got burn scars…I can take care of him far better than that violent, useless brute…come here, little puppy.

(puppy barks!)

R: Oh…he really doesn’t want to leave Zack.

E: But…

Z: Hyahahah! That means ya got rejected! Hahahah!

E: What are you trying to say?!

Z: Huh? Yer pointin’ that shovel at me…wanna go again? Aren’t you the violent one? Hahah!

E: Don’t compare me with you!

R: Look out!

Z: Ray!

E: R-Rachel!

(puppy whines)

R: Ow…Zack, Eddie. This puppy is injured, so don’t play around like that.

E: Oh…sorry…

Z: Are you okay? Ya fell down…and hit yer head.

R: I’m okay. It just stings a bit.

Z: So you’re not okay. We’re goin’ to the infirmary, Ray.

R: All right.

E: Um, me, too! I mean, I can accompany you to the infirmary far better than this absurdly strong, empty-headed guy.

Z: Shut up, you shithead!

E: Ouch! Ugh, I’ll remember this!

Z: Seriously…c’mon. Ray, can ya stand?

R: Yeah. But Zack…you shouldn’t be violent.

Z: Shut up…I know.

(puppy barks)

C: Oh my! Isn’t it Zack! What could a delinquent like you be doing here? You haven’t even been called in. Did you get hurt in a fight? How slovenly!

Z: It’s not me. Ray hit her head.

C: Oh! She’s the one who was in a fight? She really is lively. Come now, Rachel. I’ll help you out, so lie down there.

R: Okay…I’m more worried about the puppy Zack’s carrying than my head. Doctor? That puppy kind of seems like he was burnt.

C: Puppy?

(puppy whines)

C: Oh! Such an adorable puppy! Why do you have something a puppy? This doesn’t fit your image at all.

Z: Shut up! He just started following me on his own!

R: He was abandoned in front of the school gate.

C: Hmm…in any case, these are some terrible burns. Someone must have done this to him.

(puppy whines)

C: He does seem a little down…all right! Tah-dah! My specialty – vitamins! If we give him this, with my extra-large vaccine, he’ll be good as new! He’ll be able to run all around the school!

Z + R: Stop.

C: Oh, okay. Hmm...anyway…he does seem to have become quite emotionally attached to you, Zack.

R: He seems to be afraid of everyone else.

C: Huh, is that so? Come! Shake!

(puppy whines)

C: Oh, my…this puppy is quite lovely…I kind of…just want to…discipline him!

Z: Hey.

(puppy whines)

C: Oh…I suppose I lost my composure…it’s all right, just leave him to me. I’ll train him properly for you. Don’t worry, it’ll be completely normal.

Z: Is this all right…?

R: Zack…I’m feeling kind of sleepy…

Z: Huh? It’s fine. Just sleep. If she tries anything weird, I’ll stop her.

R: I’ll leave it to you.

(puppy yipping)

R: Huh…?

Z: Oh, you woke up? This is amazing, Ray, watch!

C: Shake!

(woof!)

C: The other one!

(woof, woof!)

C: Beg!

(more barking!)

R: Wow…you really trained him…

C: This is easy! If only impertinent children like you and Zack could be disciplined like this…ahahah!

(puppy barks!)

Z: Hey, it’s nighttime now… Oh, what happened with looking for his owner?

C: That’s right…it’s just about time for the school gate to close. Rachel looks fine now, so you two should take this little guy and go home.

R: Okay. Thank you, doctor.

C: Yes, yes. Keep the fighting to a minimum…and if you absolutely have to use your fists, just come here. I’ll discipline you! Ahahahah! – (cough cough)

Z: Tch, we’re not comin’ back. Let’s go, Ray.

R: Yeah.

(puppy barks!)

R: The rain stopped at some point. What a pretty sunset.

Z: Yeah…

R: So…what are we going to do about this puppy?

Z: What to do…hey, you. Can ya live singly without parents or an owner, like us?

R: It’s not singly, it’s alone…right?

Z: Shut it!

(puppy whines)

R: Oh…that tickles…eheheh…

Z: Hey…looks like he’s gotten attached t’ ya, too. Well, it’s too early for him t’ live sing – ugh, alone. *

R: Ah, it’s the principal.

G: Rachel, Zack. I’ve seen you both clearly today.

Z: Ah?

G: I’ll take care of that dog. He has neither parents, nor anyone to turn to…and that road is relentlessly harsh.

(puppy whines)

G: All the children here have had to live on their own…indeed, even the teachers are the same. Danny and Cathy both became adults after overcoming such sadness. This school is meant to save its students from befalling such a fate. If I were not to take such beliefs to heart, what sort of principal would I be?!

R: Principal…!

Z: I don’t really get it, but…yer gonna take care of him, right? Yer lucky I found ya!

(woof!)

R: Please take care of him, principal!

G: Yes. I won’t do anything bad to him. I shall take responsibility for him.

Z: All right.

(barking!)

Z: Then I’ll leave ‘im t’ you, principal.

G: Indeed! Well then, let us meet in good spirits tomorrow!

R: Yes! Good bye!

Z: I’m sleepy…

R: Zack, good morning.

Z: Ah, yer not late today. Huh? What’s that?

R: Oh! It’s…!

(puppy barking!)

Z: It’s the dog from yesterday! Hey, he’s keeping him on the school grounds.

R: Good for you, Zack.

Z: Huh? Well, it’s not bad…but aren’t you the happier one?

R: Eheh…he even prepared a doghouse. I’m really glad.

Z: Huh? That shithead’s by the doghouse.

R: Oh, Eddie.

E: Good morning, Rachel! Look! Isn’t this amazing?

R: Yeah. It’s very nice.

E: Ahem! Principal Gray asked me to make it, and I did it in a flash!

Z: Heh, pretty good.

E: Zack, this is something you can’t do.

Z: What was that?

R: Stop, you two.

(puppy barking!)

E: Sorry, Rachel…oh, right. Principal Gray asked me to do one other thing. He told me that if I see you and the violent brute, I should give you guys this. Here!

Z: Say my name, you damn brat! Huh? What’s this?

R: Dog food…it’s his breakfast.

E: Principal Gray said that you two should feed him.

(puppy barking!)

Z: Oh, are ya hungry? Then wait just a second…heh…

R: Zack! Don’t put cola in the dog food –

Z: Huh? Why?

R: It’s a puppy…at least give him milk…

(woof, woof!)

* TL note: this is a joke that’s sort of “lost in translation”. Zack uses a counter for people (一人) to refer to the puppy. Ray corrects him to the counter for small animals (一匹). Later on, he starts to use the counter for people again, but corrects himself.

#satsuriku no tenshi #satsuten #rachel gardner #isaac foster #edward mason #daniel dickens #catherine ward #abraham gray #drama cd #mine

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lovinitkpop · 5 years ago

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Brown Sugar and Honey

This one is about a new girl group at SM. You could say EXO sister group there may be a love line put in it who really knows. I mean I know but then again I might not know. Heads up I’m sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes after rereading it over and over I can’t deal with it.

Oh the reason I came up with this title is because the main OC is black and DO KyungSoo looks damn sexy and handsome when his skin is dark and tan and NOT WHITE WASHED!!!!! STOP THE WHITE WASHING!!!!!!!!

If there is a love line then it will be my first Kyungsoo series. Hope you like it but if you don’t guess what I don’t give two shits leave my blog then. Anyways enjoy bye.

Warnings: Fluffy, Angst, Language, Bullying, Stupid, May not make senses, Brain frat, May not have smut, Trigger, Suicide talk, Racism, Blood, etc.

Pairing: OC x DO Kyungsoo

Chapter 23

February 4, 2019

The girls sit around talking for a bit as the music plays. The girls were guest on NCT’s Night Night show after a busy schedule.

“Okay so we are here with Royal 1004 talking about their two most recent singles.” Jaehyun says smiling as he looks back up looking at the girls.

“Yes Nightingale and Broken heart.” Johnny says looking at his notes. “I like Nightingale more plus the video.”

“Aren’t you in the video?” Jaehyun says looking at Johnny. The just laugh watching as Johnny smiles sheepishly.

“That’s because he’s Nessie unnie Romeo.” Eunjin says smiling watching them.

“So tell us Romeo why do you like the video?” Jisoo asks smiling evilly as she looks at Johnny.

“Well I like it because; it’s like the video you girls did for MAMAs it’s strong and hints at much more than you are letting on.”

Renesmee hums looking away as she just sits there sipping from her bottle. “Both songs and videos are really dark and mysterious.” Johnny continues as he looks at them girls.

The girls nod as they listen to him speak. “True they are dark but they could pull a 360 and turn back into the cute princess.” Jaehyun speaks up looking at Johnny.

Renesmee hums with a smirk as she looks down at her lap. “You’ve been rather silent tonight Nessie?” Jaehyun says looking over at her.

Renesmee smiles evilly taking another sip of her drink. Jaehyun then looks at Moka as she smile. He then turns looking at Johnny as he also takes a sip of his drink.

She tilts her head running her fingers through her hair. “I have no reason to talk anymore.” She gives a short and simple reply.

“Really you have nothing to say?”

“That’s right even if I did no one would listen to me.” She speaks leaning on the table watching him.

“It seems you have been talking less ever since the end of last year.” Jaehyun tilts his head looking at her.

“Well you know me, I’ve always been the shy type.” Renesmee smiles looking at her drink. “Is there something you want me to say?”

“Why don’t you tell us the meaning of all this.” He asks waving his hand and she sits up sitting back in her chair.

“Aw but where’s the fun in that?” Renesmee speaks teasing them as she pouts. “If I were to just tell you it will make everything boring.”

“Come on tell us about the drama everyone wants to know what’s going on.”

“Wolves are very protective over Romeo; isn’t that right?” Renesmee speaks as she looks at Johnny.

“Yes.” Johnny says nodding his head.

“What about you?” Jaehyun asks.

Renesmee smiles evilly humming. “What about me?”

Jaehyun sighs rubbing his temples. “What happened to you; did you lose your wings people want to know.” He speaks trying to get some answers.

“Wow and angel with no wings.” Sora says shaking her head.

“If I lost my wings I’d think I cry.” Roxay speaks pouting as she leans her head on Renesmee.

“But she did lose her wings?” Jaehyun says his voice sounding confuse. “Right at the concert the video….”

“That shadow thing ripped your wings?”

Renesmee smiles watching Jaehyun trying to figure it out. “I think people are reading too much into it.” She says pushing her hair back.

“Since I know what will happen I will tell you.”

“Please because this is all confusing me.” Jaehyun says shaking his head.

“Okay nothing is happening and nothing happened okay for us to lose our wings we must go against the greater power.”

Renesmee speaks nodding her head as she hold her mic. “And or someone destiny has changed and their fate is altered.”

“Okay fine good next question will there be a kiss scene?” Jaehyun asks causing Johnny to choke on his drink.

The girls start laughing looking over at him. “Come on the fans want to know; you push him away like every time he tries to kiss you.” Jaehyun continues speaking.

“Love is a tricky game especially for an angel so maybe she’s not sure if she ready to kiss him.” Moka says resting her head on her palm.

“You know he is only human after all.” Eunjin says smiling.

Renesmee hums watching them as they speaks. “I don’t know I don’t trust him still; there’s no way he’s human.” Xiaoling speaks folding her arms looking at Johnny.

“You’re right how do you really know if I’m human?” Johnny goes along with the bantering.

“I knew we shouldn’t have trusted him.” Jisoo says eyeing Johnny and he smirks leaning back in his seat.

“Oh come on you can trust Romeo, I would do nothing to hurt an angel.” Johnny smiles looking at her. “Weren’t you the one to pick me to play the part of Romeo?”

“We only picked you because you and Nessie unnie make a cute couple.” Yiyang says watching him now Renesmee coughs choking on her drink.

Roxay and Chaoxing both start laughing watching her. “Well then why don’t we get into Royal 1004 second single Broken Heart.”

Renesmee looks over at Yiyang as Jisoo hands her napkin. Yiyang just smiles watching her and Renesmee sighs getting up. Renesmee walks out the room pushing her hair back.

“I was only kidding; okay maybe not 100% but still I was just messing with her.”

“She’s not mad.” Roxay says as she sits there looking at her phone. “Trust me she’s fine.” She says nodding her head.

February 10, 2019

“SM has confrimed that Renesmee of Royal 1004 will stay with the group until the end of their first tour.”

The girls sit there watching a YouTube video. “It seems some people have mixed feelings about her leaving.” The males says looking at some notes.

“New photos and videos have popped up of Nessie having meetings or being scolded at on many different sns.”

“There are also photos and audio clips of her being bullied by managers and other workers; now I have heard stories of how idols and trainees are treated but these new findings have me worried.”

“Would you guys stop watching that and go to bed.” Renesmee says placing her bag on her shoulder. “I’ll be back and before you ask I’m fine promise.”

She smiles before leaving the dorm. The girls sit there looking at the hall before looking back at the tv. “You don’t think she’s hiding something do you?”

Renesmee makes her way back to the company. “Hurry up you’re late!” One male yells hitting her on her back as she walks past them.

“Okay I want you to go over the dance we’ve been doing!” The choreographer says pushing Renesmee to the middle of the floor.

“No slacking you wanted to stay in the group for the tour; so that means you keep your end of the deal.”

Let’s go back shall we; you see here back in December the girls had their first meeting about going on tour. So with that being said they were still talking about kicking her out the group.

But Renesmee begged to stay saying she’ll do anything. So they’d agree to let her stay if she did what they told her to do. After they agreed to let her stay that’s when the torture started.

With the late night meetings and dance practices. She was there more than anyone now. They stopped letting her help or choreography their dances. They started changing stuff little by little.

They gave her anything and everything to keep her busy. Even doing coffee runs for them. And if they didn’t like what she was doing; then she’d paid the price. If she didn’t follow what they told her she’d paid the price.

And she did all of it taking everything they throw at her just to stay. Did she tell the girls of course not. They still thought everything was okay. Which they aren’t things are very far from being ok.

Renesmee didn’t mind to much. It did help keep her up. Which she was happy about, because if she was up she couldn’t sleep. But she hardly sleep anyways. If she didn’t sleep she couldn’t have the same night terror.

Which is the main reason she didn’t sleep in the first place. She’d rather go though all this pain just to keep those images out her head.

Renesmee closes her eyes as she dances the same dance for like the 80th time. The choreographer hums watching her and he grabs one of the canes and throws it at her feet.

“Wake up!” He yells just as the cane rolls under her foot as she steps down. Renesmee gasp feeling her foot slip. She hits the floor twisting her ankle.

“Get up and start over.”

“Yes sir.” Renesmee looks at her ankle seeing the bruises from the other day still there. She quickly pushes herself up and starts dancing again.

Once she finishes doing the dance for the 1000th time she makes her way to the meeting room. “About time you got here.”

Renesmee bows apologizing to everyone. Once she is seated they start the meeting about the tour. “Now we already went over everything with you and the girls but we may add something.”

Renesmee nods sitting there listening to them. After 6 hours of sitting there her manager walks in. “What are you doing in here?”

Renesmee jumps standing up bowing. “Uh um…” Renesmee looks around the room not sure what to say. “They asked me for my help.” She lies looking at the floor biting her lip.

“Go back to the dorm now!” He says looking at her and she bows grabbing her bag limping out. “I told you all to leave her alone.”

He says scolding the others as he stands there. “You stay out of this.” One man says pointing at him.

Her manager smirks folding his arms. “Leave her alone you don’t know who you are messing with.” He speaks watching them.

“You are doing nothing but causing trouble for everyone.”

“No that….th…that thing…” The man speaks getting angry. “That unruly rude black fat ass is causing trouble!” He says and the other nod standing behind him.

“Back off or else last warning.” Her manager says before walking out the room.

February 14, 2019

“And next time you call your manager for help we won’t be so easy on you.” One of the males in suits says kicking Renesmee again she lays on the floor.

“Now get up!” One yells looking at her and she winces as she struggles to get up. “That’s a good girl now why don’t you put on your happy smile like always and go before you cause more trouble.” He speaks patting her cheek laughing.

Renesmee nods smiling as she picks up her bag. She sighs as she walks out the room closing her eyes. Renesmee makes her way to the bathroom closing the door.

She looks at the sink coughing tasting the blood in her mouth. “You can get through this….” She speaks closing her eyes. “You promised you wouldn’t leave them….”

Renesmee spits into the sink sighing. “Just do as they say….don’t cause trouble….” She keeps speaking as she fights to keep standing up. “Don’t let anyone know….don’t let them see you cry…don’t show them the pain….”

“Don’t ask for help….you can take the abuse….” She says her voice shaking as she covers her mouth. She winces in pain biting her lip. “Being bullied and abuse is nothing new to you….just have to keep quiet until it’s over.”

“Keeping quiet is the only way you’ll live….” Renesmee nods wiping her face as she fixes her hair. “Just keep smiling like always.”

Renesmee nods before pulling out her phone. “I need to buy bandages and wraps, also pain pills for ankle and ribs.” She says typing on her phone making a list. “Oh and a wrap for my wrist, gotta hide these bruise till they disappear.”

Renesmee smiles nodding as she looks at her list. “Right now smiles and be happy.” She says putting her phone back in her pocket as she walks out.

Renesmee walks down the hall bowing to everyone smiling. “Noona!” Chenle and Jisung screams running over to her. Chenle smiles hugging her.

“Hey boys.” She says hugging them laughing ignoring the pain. As they stand there Renesmee looks up seeing WinWin walk over. He bows looking at her. “Hey WinWin.”

“Hi….uh manager hyung is looking for you two.” WinWin says looking at Chenle and Jisung. They both pout looking back a Renesmee.

“Go we can hangout later promise.” She says letting them go. They both nod before running off again. “Well I’ll see you around.” She nods as she turns to walk off.

“Umm noona could you make me some of that stuff too.” WinWin asks rubbing the back of his neck. He looks at the floor biting his lip.

“Really you want some too?” Renesmee asks speaking in Chinese. WinWin hums looking back up hearing her.

“Well I tried some of hyung and it was good.” He says finally looking at her and he smiles shyly. Renesmee nods pulling her phone out making a note.

“Okay when I make theirs I’ll make you some too.” She says nodding putting her phone up. WinWin stands there watching her for a bit. “Is there something wrong?”

WinWin blinks shaking his head. “I uh well you seem close with other people…” He starts off rubbing the back of his head. “Uh I…you…can we…never mind….”

Renesmee smiles covering her mouth. “Are you saying you want to be close with me like the others?” She says biting back a giggle and WinWin looks back at her hearing her.

“You do know I not really close with everyone.” She asks and he nods looking at her. “I love to be close friends with you but…”

WinWin hums watching her as he tilts his head. “But what…why can’t we be close?” He asks and she giggles covering her mouth again.

“I like skinship as to where you don’t.” Renesmee says rocking on her toes looking up at him. WinWin smiles looking down at the floor then back at her.

“For you I can handle it.” He says putting his hands in his pockets. She smiles back at him tilting her head to the side. WinWin looks at her in disbelief. “There’s no way you were born in 95.”

“Yup in China on the 24th year of the pig.” She says looking up at him. WinWin lifts a brow watching her. She smiles watching his face. “The fans are right you are cute.”

WinWin covers his face feeling his face get red. Renesmee smiles biting her lip watching him. WinWin groans wiping his face shaking his head.

“No I won’t let you win, I can handle the teasing and skinship.” He says sounding like he was trying to convince himself more than her.

“Do you think you can?” She asks and he closes his eyes nodding. WinWin opens his eyes looking at her.

“Unnie!” Eunjin runs over to her with Moka and Yiyang. “Guess what!”

WinWin looks at them bowing and they bow back. “What?” Renesmee asks looking at them and Moka pulls out her phone.

“Our mv has over 10 million views within 3 hours.” Moka says showing Renesmee and she hums looking at the screen. Yiyang smiles nodding looking at the screen.

WinWin pulls out his phone pulling up the video. “I see well then we should go we have a stage today.” Renesmee looks at them then back at WinWin. “Bye bye Sicheng.”

Renesmee says waving to him as she leaves. WinWin freezes hearing her use his real name. He blushes waving back before going to find the others.

“Let’s go girls.” Their manager says walking pass them. They nod following him to the vans. Once they get there the girls get ready for their stage.

Renesmee manager pulls Renesmee to the side looking at her. “Are you okay?” He asks looking at her and Renesmee bites her lip pulling free.

“I can’t cause trouble.” She says backing away from him. He looks at her then looks at her arm. “I’m fine I don’t need he….”

She starts to speaks but he grabs her arm and she gasp as he pushes against her side. Renesmee falls to her knees shaking and he sighs. “Your ribs are bruised and so is your arm.”

Renesmee groans pulling free getting back up. “I get your my manager but you are making it worse.” She closes her eyes going back to the others.

The girls get on stage getting ready to prerecord One Wish. Once they finish they go and get change for their live stage.

“Hey sis you okay you’re starting to shake?” Jisoo says placing her hand on Renesmee shoulder. Renesmee grabs her tumblr taking a sip of her drink.

“Yeah I’m fine sis.” Renesmee smiles looking up at her as she sits there. Jisoo smiles nodding before walking to the door. “Let’s go out there and have fun.”

February 24, 2019

Renesmee walks up to NCT dorm holding some bags. She knocks on the door waiting smiling as she hears Ten and Jungwoo fighting to get to the door.

“Really guys calm down.” Johnny says opening the door. “Nessie!” He says smiling and she bows watching him.

“You wanna grab the boxes right there?” She steps to the side ticking her head to the side. She steps inside bowing to the others. Johnny nods walking over grabbing the boxes following her.

She walks down the hall following the sound of the yelling boys. “Noona!” Chenle says seeing Renesmee and she smiles.

WinWin pulls him back walking up to Renesmee in three steps. “Happy birthday.” He says speaking Chinese and Renesmee hums as he hugs her.

“Hey!” Chenle says looking at WinWin as he wraps his arms around Renesmee. Renesmee giggles watching him and she looks up at WinWin.

“I’m her baby back off.” Chenle says pulling Renesmee away from him and she looks at him.

“How are you her baby?” Taeyong asks sitting there watching him. Renesmee hugs Chenle then bows to the others setting the bags down.

“Since when are you her baby?”

“Since she told me I was.” Chenle says looking at Taeyong and he smirks.

“He’s not lying.” She adds.

“Here you go boys.” Renesmee smiles as she pulls out the tumblrs. “Are you all making sure that you are washing the others out?” She asks before looking at WinWin handing his.

“Wow I get my own?” He asks and she nods smiling.

“Yeah you have to have your own it has your own symbol.” She says looking at him smiling and he nods.

“This is how you spend your birthday?” Taeil asks watching her and she nods. “Really?”

“Well they were doing one of those things where I can spend my birthday with the fans but…”

“You’re not going are you?” Johnny asks taking his new tumblr. Renesmee bites her lip sighing before looking at him.

“No one will be there, so why go?” She says looking at him and he shakes his head. “Plus for some reason my manager doesn’t want me up at the company at night anymore.”

“Because you over work yourself.” Ten says sitting on the couch looking at her. He grabs his tumblr taking a swig.

“Anyways no mixing them you guys.” She speaks pushing her hair back. Johnny opens one box.

“Why does this one have my name and that has Chenle?” Jisung asks looking at the boxes.

“I talked to your boys manager getting info; only drink from the one with your name.” She points to them and they nod.

“It will help with your health and diet.” She rubs her neck tilting her head to the side. “This should last till the end of next month.”

Johnny nods smiling picking up one box. Taeyong grabs one and Ten grabs the last one. “We had to convince our manager we needed a second fridge for this stuff.”

Jisung says as they put the boxes up to keep them cold. Jungwoo and Kun come walking back holding some bags. “Happy birthday noona.”

They say handing her the bags and she gasps holding them. “You didn’t have to get me anything.” She says looking at them then down at the bags.

“We know but we saw them and knew we had to get it.” Kun says smiling as he watches her. “Besides we have the other set.”

“Yeah we had to ask Jisoo noona for your size.” Jungwoo says nodding and Renesmee laughs as she nods pulling out the jacket.

Mark walks in with Haechan holding bags as well. “We got you something too.” They say putting them on the table.

“We all got you something.” Jaehyun smiles bringing more bags out and Renesmee covers her mouth looking at the bags.

“Yeah some of us did the couple clothes and some of us got you other stuff.” Doyoung speaks and she nods looking at everything.

“You’ll know what is from who.” Mark says nodding and she hums.

“Oh me and Ten got you extra stuff to go along more with our group.” Taeyong says looking at the bag then smiles pointing to the black bag.

Ten smiles wrapping his arms around Renesmee. “For our devil leader.” He says and she tilts her head looking at him.

“Speaking of devil I may have a few new songs for us.” She says wiggling out his arms picking up some of the bags. “But I have to go so I will talk to you boys later.”

WinWin grabs some bags as Jungwoo takes the ones from Renesmee hands and she pouts. “Bye.” Chenle says hugging her.

“Bye bye my baby.” Renesmee smiles again hugging him. Renesmee then bows to the others waving bye. She heads to the door walking outside to her car.

“Thanks boys.” She says thanking them as she bows. The boys shake their head putting the bags in the car. She hugs them bye before getting into the car.

Renesmee looks at her phone sighing as she takes off down the road. She makes her way to EXO house looking at the time. She walks up to the door knocking carrying three boxes.

Chanyeol opens the door and hums seeing the boxes. “Uh?” He says looking down and Renesmee tilts her head hearing him. He jumps back then takes the boxes.

Renesmee follows him inside looking around. “Nessie is here.” Chanyeol says and Jongin jumps up running over taking a box then the bag out of her hand.

“My supply is here yes.” Jongin says smiling pulling out his tumblr. Renesmee bows to the others looking at the floor. “Why haven’t you been answering my calls and text?”

“Umm busy?” She says looking down at her feet thinking. “Yeah I was busy.” She nods biting her lip.

“You’re fucking lying Nessie.” He quips watching her. Chanyeol walks back from the kitchen holding his tumblr.

“Okay wolf boy you have your supply take it easy.” She says looking back towards the door. “Wolves don’t even drink blood.”

“Not true.” Kyungsoo says walking out the kitchen. “When wolves kill their prey they drink the blood as they eat the meat.”

He stands there drinking from his tumblr. “Right.” Renesmee says backing away nodding.

“Happy birthday!” Minseok says walking over hugging her. Renesmee closes her eyes sighing. “You don’t sound happy?”

“No um it’s not that just a little hard to breathe.” She says pushing her hair back stepping away from him. “To many hugs today.”

“But you love hugs.” Baekhyun says watching her and she looks away.

“Nessie your ankle has been swollen for a good while now why?” Junmyeon asks looking at her and she freezes.

“I have to go, I still have to stop by Red Velvet sunbaemin.” Renesmee turns walking back to the door but Chanyeol grabs her wrist.

“Ow!” She screams looking at his hand. He pushes her sleeve up looking at her. Renesmee whimpers trying to pull free.

“There are bruises all over her arms.” Chanyeol says looking at the others.

“I’m sure that’s not the only place either.” Jongdae says and she looks over at him.

“Stop running.” Chanyeol says pulling her back and she sighs. Renesmee looks at the floor pulling free.

“Like I told my manager I’m not going to cause trouble.” Renesmee looks up at him before looking away. “Don’t worry about me beside you boys have a tour to worry about.”

Renesmee starts to walk away but stops looking up seeing Jongin. “What are you hiding?” He says looking at her and she sighs shaking her head.

“Move.”

“No.”

Renesmee scoffs looking away. “See I can get past NCT but you boys notice everything.” She folds her arms watching him.

Renesmee pulls her sleeve down sighing as she shakes her head. “What did you mean Chen?” Minseok asks looking at him.

“That’s because we care about you.” Sehun says and the others nods agreeing with him.

“Thank you but I’m fine.”

“Are you really leaving?” Jongdae asks standing up and she freezes hearing him. “Are the stories true about what’s been going on?”

“How do you know about that?” Renesmee speaks her voice cold and hard as she turns to look at him. “I made sure they were taken down.”

Jongdae shakes his head looking at her. “Well I was watching a video and it popped up.” He speaks watching her and she scoffs.

“What are you talking about?” Junmyeon asks looking at Jongdae.

“They we’re kicking her out after their first tour; she’s been getting hurt just….”

“Don’t.” Renesmee says looking at him her eyes cold and hard. She stands there her heart pounding. “Don’t say another word.” She balls her fist up as she stand there.

“What is going on?” Kyungsoo steps up looking at her and she sighs. “Start talking.” He says his voice hitting her and she looks up.

“I’m not leaving and my ankle is swollen because I fell during practice.” She says lying looking at them. “They told me to stay off of it but I don’t listen so that’s why it’s like that.”

“I really think it’s cute how you all worry about me…” Renesmee bows to them smiling as she stands back up. “But really I’m fine I promise you guys.”

“Fine we’ll let it go.” Junmyeon says nodding before walking to his room. He walks back holding a box.

“Not you too.” She whines pouting looking at the wrapped gift box. “I said no presents.” She looks at the box taking it and Junmyeon just laughs.

“Hey I’m not the only one.” He says and she looks back seeing the other gifts on the table.

“Just put them with the rest in the car.” She pouts looking at the floor. Chanyeol and Junmyeon grab the gifts taking them to the car.

“Hey hyung where is your gift?” Jongin asks looking at the gifts as they carry them out. Kyungsoo shakes his head walking off drinking his drink.

“Shouldn’t you be sleeping or something.” He replies and Renesmee covers her mouth trying not to laugh.

“D.O oppa I’m fine really you don’t have to look so worried.” She says and he stops looking back at her. Renesmee smiles looking at him and he nods.

“Since when are you two friends again?” Baekhyun asks looking at them.

“Don’t ruin it.” Kyungsoo says looking at Baekhyun before heading to his room. Renesmee looks back at Jongin with a smirk.

“Wipe that smirk off your face or I talk.” Jongin says and her face drops as she stands there. “That’s what I thought.”

“Are you always this mean?” She asks looking at him. “Bye and thank you.” Renesmee says leaving heading to Red Velvet dorm.

Once Renesmee drops off their supply she heads back to the dorm. She sighs as she makes about 10 trips back and forth bring her gifts into her room.

“Can’t believe I have to sit out of promotions because of my ankle.” She says changing clothes. She sits on the bed wrapping her ankle back up.

She rest her head on her knee sighing. “Maybe there is a way around this?” She says looking at her foot as she wiggles her toes.

Renesmee looks over hearing her phone ring. “Hello.” She says standing up grabbing her bag.

“Well are you coming down?” Kyungsoo says and she smirks walking out the door. Renesmee end the call heading outside. As she walks out she pulls her hat down looking at her phone.

She opens the door getting into the car looking at him. She buckled up as she closes the door. “You know for someone who said they are to busy to date you don’t seem too busy.”

“Shut up.” He says pulling down the street and she just laughs. “So want to tell me the rest of the truth.”

“I do but I can’t at least not right now.” Renesmee says looking down at her lap. Kyungsoo hums reaching over with one hand grabbing hers. “Like I said before I’m okay promsie.”

She looks at him and he nods lifting her hand up to his lips. “Okay good.” He smiles holding her hand.

“So what did you get me?” She asks and he just laughs hearing her.

“You have to wait.” He says and she pouts looking at him. “Mm the pout won’t work on me.”

“Fine where are we going?” Renesmee asks pulling her phone out her pocket.

“Well seeing how it’s too cold to go to your favorite spot I called your mom and ask can we use the house.” Kyungsoo says looking at her and she hums tilting her head.

“You seem very close with my mom.” Renesmee says as she leans in closer looking at him. Kyungsoo nods looking back at the road as he drives. “Why is that?”

“One because she helped me and two your surprise is at the house.” He deadpans and her face lights up.

“To the house!” She points sitting back up smiling. Kyungsoo laughs shaking his head turning the corner. After a few more minutes of driving Kyungsoo pulls into the driveway parking.

He looks over at her before turning the car off. “Come on before you pass out from excitement.” He says getting out the car and she smiles following him.

“Are you going to tell me now?” Renesmee asks walking behind him holding his hand. Kyungsoo shakes his head opening the door. “Come on please.”

“Calm down okay.” He says laughing walking in taking his shoes off. Renesmee takes her shoes off before looking back up.

“I smell chicken!” She says running down the hall. Kyungsoo laughs closing the door before following her. “Ahhh a giant penguin!”

Renesmee yells jumping up and down clapping her hands. She runs over to it jumping on top of it. Kyungsoo laughs watching her as he takes her picture.

“It’s so fluffy!”

Renesmee smiles hugging the giant plushie penguin. She then looks up hearing him as he walks over. “Having fun?” He asks sitting on the couch next to her.

“Yes!” She smiles still laying on top of the penguin. Kyungsoo laughs before patting the spot next to him.

“There’s more.”

“Really?” She asks sitting up and he nods pulling a few bags out. “Ooh gimmie gimmie.” She says sitting next to him and he laughs covering his mouth.

Kyungsoo smiles handing her the first bag. Renesmee looks at the bag smiling. “What is it?” She says looking back at him.

“Open it silly.”

Renesmee hums taking the paper out looking in the bag. “No way you got me the new gaming controllers and headphones.” She screams tapping her feet on the floor smiling.

“I know how much you love gaming so why not.” He says handing her another bag. She bites her lip still smiling.

“Ahhhh!” She screams again pulling the paper out seeing part of the outfit already. “Constellation and galaxies pjs and hats.”

“Yes and the other bag has them as well but hoodies.” He says watching her then looks back at the kitchen. She nods hugging her pjs feeling the material.

“What’s next?”

“Here.” He says handing her a box.

Renesmee hums looking at the box as she holds it. She shakes the box holding it up to her ear. “Really?” He sits there watching her tilting his head.

“Just open it already.”

Renesmee smiles ripping the paper off tossing it to the floor. “Hmmm aren’t these yours?” She asks looking at the sweaters.

“Yes they are I know you love taking my sweaters when ever you get the chance.”

He says standing going to check on the food. “I even know that you ask Kai or Chanyeol to take them and give them to you.” He says watching the chicken and she hums her face heating up.

“That’s cause they smell like you.”

“Mmhmm but there still more.” He says taking the chicken out the fryer. “Look under the sweaters.”

Renesmee hums going through the sweaters. “Well what is it?” She asks trying to find what he is talking about. As she lifts one of the sweaters a black box fall to the floor.

“Huh?”

Renesmee leans down picking the box up. Kyungsoo looks back over watching her as he fixes their plates. She sits back up looking at the box pushing the sweaters and hoodies to the side.

“Are you going to open it?” He asks pouring two glasses of wine. She slowly blinks nodding as she bites her lip opening the box. Kyungsoo smiles watching her face as her eyes widen in shock.

Renesmee covers her mouth seeing the heart necklace. Kyungsoo reaches over taking the necklace out the box holding it up. “I had it custom made.”

Renesmee turns her head looking at him. “Added the wings and a shooting star.” He says smiling and she blinks looking back at the necklace. Kyungsoo tilts his head looking at her and he chuckles.

“Do you not like it?”

Renesmee shakes her head processing his words. “Turn around so I can put it on you.” He speaks watching her and she slowly turns her back to him. She reaches back moving her hair out the way.

Kyungsoo chuckles watching as she moves slowly and he places the necklace around her neck. “Your own wishing star.” He says as he clips the hook on and she lets go of her hair looking back at him.

“Happy birthday Tweety bird.” He says looking at her. Renesmee leans into him tilting her head. She blinks gently placing her hand on his thigh as she leans in.

Kyungsoo looks at her sitting there with his hands in his lap. Renesmee presses her lips against his closing her eyes. Kyungsoo tilts his head closing his eyes.

Kyungsoo reaches up with his hand touching her cheek gently rubbing his thumb across. Renesmee slowly pulls back looking at him. “I love you.”

Kyungsoo looks at her smiling and he nods. “I love you too.” He says before kissing her again. Renesmee grabs his other hand leaning into him more smiling. She pulls away hiding her face in the crook of his neck.

Kyungsoo chuckles looking down at her. “What has gotten into you?” He laughs watching her and she shakes her head. “Come on lets eat now.”

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sole-cuore-amore-e-droga · 6 years ago

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Tel Aviv 2019: Straight outta Denmark to Eurovision with a cute multilingual jingle

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Dansk Melodi Grand Prix is... a NF I don’t really have anything to say about. Like, you expect me to rile up 3 big paragraphs about the pre-NF dramas and what-not, but honestly... what’s the point.

Well, aside from the fact people did not really get excited over the lineup this year. Me neither from the names alone, actually. Even last year was more interesting to look at despite with another lineup of songs you can’t give a fuck about and then move on - I noticed they had Sannie who used to be known as Whigfield (”Saturday Night” <3333 the duck quacks <333), Ditte Marie (anyone remembers “Overflow” from 2012?) and Albin Fredy (which seems to be the same Albin that brought me my one of the two DMGP 2013 favourite songs, “Beautiful to Me”???). This year was a big “WHO IS SHE?? WHERE DID YOU FIND HER???”, so I just left DMGP in the corner where it picked cobwebs until not too long ago when someone got chosen.

Well, this NF keeps being a NF where I don’t personally feel too emotionally fucked about any of them entries, so that’s a big plus in my book, which will mean that I won’t throw a “THIS WAS ROBBED!!!1″ post on Denmark NF-wise... at least this year and the last year because I really loved “Venter” in 2012 and the said “Beautiful to Me” and “Invincible” in 2013 (I also liked “Only Teardrops” but I was mad its victory was so obvious xD). As for why I like it when the NFs don’t toy with my feelings, A Dal 2019 is an obvious demonstration, but more on that on my Hungarian writeup, which is significantly longer than this one - that’s how much of a demonstration it is.

Anyway, let’s talk about the chosen song, shall we? Performed by a smol skater girlie Leonora (Jepsen), here comes “Love Is Forever”, which was co-penned by the ever-so-notorious Lise Cabble - the champ-mastress of writing Eurovision songs for the Danes (by that I mean she wrote their 1995 entry... and then none of her entries got chosen for ESC until 2011 lol). And this is a significally softer turn of hers compared to “Only Teardrops” - ever since Anna Ritsmar in 2018′s DMGP, she tends to write cute, acoustic tunes sung by young ladies with their lil cute and lil crispy voices. “Love Is Forever” is just that, tbh.

Well THAT and also it sounds like a lovely acoustic background song for those funny photos/student quotes/test answers/etc. compilation videos on Youtube (I actually am talking about the channel Scoop, because other kinds of compilation videos use Youtube Audio Library-like pop songs or something straight off NoCopyrightSounds). Or the theme song for a TV programme for animals. Or the theme song for a children's programme they show at hospitals. There's so many places you can insert it into, I guess. At the same time it feels like a cupcake with pink frosting that tastes nice. And a cup of warm cocoa with whipped cream and sprinkles. It's a delightful bite. Yum.

Realistically though, the song itself has an easy noddable-along-to rhythm, cute violin string plucks, the capability to melodically progress to sound even more joyful (I mean, the chorus just adds more and more layers of brass as it keeps repreating, just giving it a bit more of a typical Scoop channel background music material), the D flat major key of this song’s uplifts the spirits of this whole shebang and it also somehow includes lines in some more languages than expected in a Danish song ever, how odd it seems like??? And it’s especially given that we haven’t really heard Danish in a song since like what, 1997?? We only got “shout insh’allah” and “taka stökk til hærri jörð, taka” ever since then, and these aren’t remotely Danish lines. But this year we’re getting some Danish, and French, and even German. Feeling the love in multilingual. L’amour est pour toujours, y’all! Liebe IST für alle da!

There are also people that aren’t buying into the song all that much because Leonora looks way too creepy to sell a song about love love peace peace, like someone emerging out of a demented cabaret. I suppose that other people think that this song was forced onto Leonora when she didn’t really want it, and now has to pretend that we have to spread love to the world, make friendships with others, don’t get too political, and then act all supercool about it. The saddest bit that she does sound like that person that would sing a song like that... young, with a passion for skating, looks like a person that could probably hug you when you least expect it, the one that posts light purple sweater pictures with a glitter effect applied to them on Tumblr, the one who would wear white mittens with a giant red snowflake painted on/knitted into them... I don’t know if that’s all Leonora wanted to compete with in DMGP to make a breakthrough with her singing career after skating so darn much, and if she even believes in what is she singing (this is my rare reminder of the war situation in Israel that’s going on, and I’ll probably never have to speak of this again in any writeup, hopefully. Yeah sure, love is for ever...), but I somehow buy it, sue me. Those acoustics and that touch of brass instruments won me over.

So my final thoughts on this song is that it’s a joyball with that kind of song message so overused I cannot be angry on it because it’s not slapped on a dreary Russian peace ballad - it’s a singer-songwriter-esque small showtune, which makes it all seem a lot different because love is cute and this song is cute. So I guess I have no issues with it, whereas I can’t stand the aforementioned Russian peace ballads all that much because if you remove the good singers singing it, they’re cliché af; “Wars for Nothing” (Hungary 2015) sounded too innocent while having a full gun tree serving as a backdrop for them and if you looked too much into Boggie’s eyes, you could very well feel her penetrating your soul with war imagery; and Iceland last year was a knock-off Russian peace ballad that sounded too good to be unbearably dreary and the vocalist wasn’t even a belting girl. So yeah, I like it. More adorable songs about spreading love, less overdone ballads about world peace.

Thing is though, why did she really dress like a barista from a late-night-open cocktail club? I get that looking like a princess à la Maria Olafs won't cut it anymore as it would look way more saccharine, but Leonora is up like she's there to serve you your damn drink as soon as possible so she could go outside for a small smoke break, not to advertise love. Watch me make "when you have Eurovision at 9 and job at a cocktail bar at 11" memes on the night of the 16th. Seriously, her image barely even fucking suits the song!

Approval factor: Well, one of my faves won DMGP again, for the 2nd time in a row, so why wouldn’t I approve? ^_^ Love from me is forever!

Follow-up factor: For Denmark it kind of seems like a decent follow-up? For all those out here that remember Denmark as the nation that plagiarises every other entry, it would just seem logical for them to finally send a generic royalty free ukulele song for Youtube videos. Which is spectacular! No one knows which song did this one exactly plagiarize - the entire concept was ripped off! Jokes aside, it’s an interesting one after Rasmussen. After a song that urges you to lay your weapons down in a war and go find higher ground more peacefully, we’re now getting a morale on the fact that love is for ever and everyone. Isn’t it sweet. I’d rather these than a bland love song about laying down armours and guns. ^_^

Qualification factor: depends. For now I feel like writing it off because to the 1% of the people who’ve already heard this song beforehand and hate this song, the whole thing feels like “love :) is :) forever :) please love everyone you little shit :) :) :)”. To some others however, like Luke Malam from ESCXtra, it’s a song that definitely makes them feel the love being forever, just like “yaaaay we love each other and the world yaaaay!!! ^o^”, so it’s perhaps a bit of a mixed bag. I wanna see it through though, just as much as I want to see Lithuania, about which I will be talking next in these write-ups. But I see it very much so as a borderline because... idk, just a gut feeling. Sometimes songs that ooze loveliness just don’t quite get themselves across the other hand side of the viewer thus they don’t really qualify, for example, Finland 2012, another song sung by a lady better known as a sportswoman rather than a singer (but maybe that’s just because there was too much intimacy of hers with her and her celloist’s mom, and she looked too awkward to pass the intimacy to the viewers so they too could feel the loving bond and the life metaphors coming from a Finnish entrant singing in Swedish). For now from me it’s a positive borderline. Yes, I think that it probably will make it and we’ll see that large Ikea chair prop with many people swaying to the rhythm on it next to Leonora on Saturday as well.

NATIONAL FINAL BONUS

Even with me not having much to say about DMGP, I will go ahead and cherrypick the favourite songs from the event:

• The big favourite of mine this year was brought by Julie & Nina, who served a bilingual schlager-like midtempo track, “League of Light”. Hats off to sounding properly Eurovision-y but without using a “rent-a-NF-songwriter” songwriter for to write this! It’s soaring, majestic, somewhat memorable and inclused Greenlandic. Yeah. Do you believe that this would have been a year where we could’ve gotten more exotic Language spins? Now we have lost both Aboriginal and Greenlandic out of Eurovision, hopefully just for this year so the languages can return again sometime. I’m proud of these women being so courageous and delighting some that really wanted schlager pop that still can click with some that are bored of Eurovision NF schlager cliches. Oh and this song is in A flat minor, probably one of my favourite keys in music. Not too bad, everything this was, although the aggression they transmitted through the song during their live DMGP performance kiiiiinda made them looked like pissed-off housewives imo?

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• Them both and this guy below, Sigmund, were picked to the superfinal to compete against Leonora. What was Sigmund’s contribution and why did he deserve to be there so much? Well, I really love his colourful flamboyant electropop track that has piano influences, “Say My Name”, which lyrically reflects on the song’s protagonists big power that he will probably have if only the invisible force Sigmund’s singing to would just “say [his] name”. And I definitely think he deserved his spot over some really nice pop entries that the fandom definitely overrated. Oh and the song is in A flat minor too. Maybe I’m biased, maybe I’m not. You judge. >:)

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• See, I don't feel like talking about the DMGP songs this year. It's a cool bunch of songs that some of them I like but nothing quite outstanding to talk about beyond those I already have paragraphs for. Well maybe you'd like to look up the entries by Humorekspressen (for to get a pub singalong song) and Jasmine Gabay (for to get yet another Latino-influenced Havana club track). But that's it. Here from me the last one you'll be getting is Simone Emilie with her teen-flavoured light radiofriendly dance-ish song "Anywhere". Why didn't it do better despite having the power to click with the Eurofans quite much? Well, maybe it's because her backdrop and the fairytale-esque dress went for another kind of atmosphere than it was required to have on the song.

• I don't know, I just find this particular winning reaction shot funny. Not sure if she's yawning or being like "yaaaazs bitchesss ;) 😄 ✨" in here. I gotta say - her lipstick was definitely on fleek that night.

That guy below her takes the cake at making this shot memorable too. Do you want the invisible meal Leonora is about to take a bite of too?

And besides that moment I don’t really have any on-show moments besides songs that were somewhat memorable. Why do Danes always have to be this vanilla in the Nordic country barrage, I will never get. That’s it. That’s their crime. Of being average. And being sued for plagiarism a lot in the past.

For now I’d just wish Leonora good luck in Tel Aviv and show ‘em that love can and will prevail before hatred does, if only people remember to love... ah wait, wrong kind of philosophy.

#eurovision 2019 #tel aviv 2019 reviews #denmark 2019 #leonora #love is forever #denmark

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The Creation [Genesis 1:1-2:3] | BIBLE.org

First lesson of an eight Lesson Overview of Genesis. In the Creation to the Cross [Bob Deffinbaugh]

Introduction

In a recent on-line article, Timothy George writes these words:

In her book Mystery on the Desert, Maria Reiche describes a series of strange lines made by the Nazea in the plains of Peru, some of them covering many square miles.

For years people assumed that these lines were the remnants of ancient irrigation ditches.

Then, in 1939, Dr. Paul Kosok of Long Island University discovered that their true meaning could only be seen from high in the air.

When viewed from an airplane, these seemingly random lines form enormous drawings of birds, insects, & animals.

In a similar way, people often think of the BIBLE as a series of individual, unconnected stories.

But if we survey the SCRIPTURES as a whole, we discover that they form one great story of redemption—from the opening scenes of Genesis to the final chapter of Revelation.

Weaving through all the diverse strands of the BIBLE is a divine storyline, the overarching story of what GOD has been up to in the rescue & restoration of fallen human beings, from the first nanosecond of creation through the final cry of victory at the end of time.

These two paragraphs sum up what we are attempting to accomplish in this new series that we have entitled,

“From Creation to the Cross.”

Others have done some very fine work in this same venture.

We find these words in the introduction of J.Sidlow Baxter’s fine work, Explore the Book:

Study Method: Interpretive

The method which we adopt in this present series is that which we may call interpretive.

We shall study the books of the BIBLE interpretatively; that is, we shall seek to get hold of the controlling thought, the outstanding meaning & message of each book, &

then see it in relation to the other books of SCRIPTURE.

W. Graham Scroggie says virtually the same thing in his introduction:

It is not enough that we be familiar with great texts, or great chapters; we should know the BIBLE as a whole; for here is a Divine progressive revelation, in which every part is organically related to every other part; and, consequently, only by knowing the whole BIBLE can we worthily appreciate its greatness & experience its power.

Scroggie goes on to contrast synthetic BIBLE study [the kind we are attempting here, & which he facilitates in his book] with analytical BIBLE study:

By synthetic BIBLE study is meant, that method whereby the various parts are viewed together, are seen in their relation to one another, & are regarded as constituting a whole.

It is, as we have said, the opposite of the analytic method.

In analysis details are separately regarded, but in synthesis these details melt into the picture of the whole… .

The analytic is the microscopic method; the synthetic is the telescopic method.

Analysis concentrates on the infinitesimal, but synthesis concentrates on the infinite.

While our study seeks to be synthetic, & to achieve the results sought by Baxter & Scroggie, we will employ a slightly different method.

These authors study the BIBLE by dealing with each book in the order in which it is found in our BIBLEs.

The books of the BIBLE are not arranged in chronological order; if we would study it chronologically, we must deal with each book of the BIBLE as it fits into a chronological scheme.

Excellent study BIBLEs such as The Narrated BIBLE have sought to facilitate a chronological study by arranging the SCRIPTURES in their chronological order.

Also unlike Baxter & Scroggie, we will not attempt to study every book of the BIBLE.

I am strongly committed to a thorough & systematic exposition of the WORD of GOD.

This has been the thrust of most of my teaching for the past 30 years.

[My study in the GOSPEL of Luke, for example, was 77 lessons long!]

In this series, however, in order to get the big picture, we dare not go into as much detail.

You will note by the title to this series that we have restricted our study to the time from creation to the cross.

It is my intention to follow up with a second series that will deal with the period from the cross to the consummation of history [Acts through Revelation].

This later series will not, as I currently envision it, be as chronologically oriented, which is why I have chosen to end the first series with the GOSPEL writers’ accounts of the death, burial, & resurrection of our LORD.

Let me point out one final distinction of this series.

One must have certain criteria for determining what to include & what to exclude in a selective series.

We will endeavor to focus our attention on what might be called the “turning points” in the “unfolding drama of redemption”

– those great watershed events by which GOD moved from one phase of HIS eternal plan to the next.

This may not always be evident, but it is one of my guiding principles.

Goal of this Study:

With these things having been said, let me attempt to sum up the goal of this study:

We purpose to gain an overall understanding of the “unfolding drama of redemption” by focusing on the major turning points in the history of redemption, beginning with creation & culminating at the cross of CHRIST.

Resources

A friend once told me the story of a fellow who was hiking in the mountains & came to the realization that he was lost.

Fortunately, this man had a cell phone with him.

He was able to call for help, & they were able to pinpoint his position & tell him how he could arrive at his destination.

This series is intended to help you navigate your way through the books of the BIBLE.

Our primary text is the WORD of GOD itself.

It is our hope that this series will encourage & equip you to read through the BIBLE in a little more than a year.

Even though our teaching will not cover every book or chapter of the BIBLE, your reading of the BIBLE will be greatly enhanced by a sense of knowing where you are in the “unfolding drama of redemption.”

There are a number of excellent resources available that we would encourage you to use.

Ligonier Ministries has an excellent tape series [both audio & video] by R.C. Sproul entitled, “From Dust to Glory.”

There are also a number of expositional BIBLE studies available on the Internet.

Ray Stedman & other teachers at Peninsula BIBLE Church have some excellent studies on-line that can be found at www.pbc.org.

The Biblical Studies Foundation Website is an excellent source of BIBLE studies & helps, which can be found at www.bible.org.

One very excellent book, which we highly recommend to you for your preparation, is Explore the Book, by J.Sidlow Baxter [see footnote 2].

This book contains six volumes in one, & it has a wealth of information, including a very insightful overview of each book.

We encourage you to buy this excellent reference book.

It is one of my “must have” books, which I have kept near at hand for many years.

Thanks to the generosity of Irving Jensen’s family, our Church has been granted permission to reprint 250 copies of Irving Jensen’s classic little book, Enjoy Your BIBLE.

It is now out of print, but we are hoping that it will be soon be available on the Biblical Studies Foundation Website, along with some of Jensen’s other works [www.bible.org].

It is an excellent book that gives you an orientation to the BIBLE as a whole.

Your Preparation & Participation is Essential

We do not want this series to be one in which you approach this study unprepared, attend or listen to a sermon, & then go your way.

We hope that you will use the preparatory study materials we have provided & the reference & resource materials we have recommended to facilitate your own study of the BIBLE.

We hope that you will take the opportunity to discuss the biblical texts both before & after the teaching.

We believe this will be of great benefit for family BIBLE study & personal devotions.

These Written Messages

In our Church, we have changed our curriculum & our schedule to facilitate this new series.

I, along with others, teach the children & the adults for 45 minutes, & then we have our worship time, centered around the LORD's Table.

After a break, classes then assemble to further discuss the content of the study.

Much of this teaching involves material that I have not attempted to cover in my instruction.

These printed messages are an attempt to capture the essence of my teaching & the follow-up teaching.

Introduction to Lesson One: The Creation GENESIS 1:1—2:3

A couple of days ago, a friend forwarded this e-mail request to me:

“Can you cite a biblical scripture that says that, to be a Christian, you have to believe the BIBLE is the inerrant word of GOD?

I accept JESUS as my personal Savior, but I can’t accept things like the Genesis creation myth.

Maybe if I had a quote from JESUS telling me to believe every word of the BIBLE [or even just Genesis], then I could bring myself to accept the events of Genesis.”

I sent this fellow an answer to his question & have already received an encouraging response.

As I thought about this man’s question I realized that, once again, GOD had providentially orchestrated the events in my life to prepare me for this lesson.

Is the biblical account of creation true?

It most definitely is!

Is the account of creation in the BIBLE important to us as Christians? It most certainly is!

I would challenge you to sharpen your own thinking on this matter by attempting to formulate & articulate an answer to this fellow’s question.

I think it would be a profitable exercise.

As we approach this text, we will work very hard to avoid being sidetracked by questions that were not the primary concern of the author.

Much of current study in Genesis 1 & 2 seems to be dominated by the debate between creationists & evolutionists.

One of the great dangers here is that Christians tend to view this text primarily in terms of what it says to others, rather than in terms of what it says to them.

Let us remind ourselves that Moses is the author of the Pentateuch [the first five books of the BIBLE], & that this is the first written revelation regarding the origins of the world, of mankind, & of the nation Israel.

Much of my emphasis will fall on what the creation account was intended to teach its first readers.

After considering the meaning of this account for the ancient Israelites, we will seek to discover its meaning for us.

TWO CREATION ACCOUNTS

The reader can see that there are really two creation accounts, not exactly represented by the chapter divisions.

The first creation account is found in our text, Genesis 1:1—2:3. The second is found in Genesis 2:4-25.

● The first account begins at the first day of creation & ends with the seventh day.

● The second account commences in about the middle of the creation week.

While the first account describes how GOD turned chaos into creation [days 1-4, verses 1-20], making it possible to create life [days 5-6, verses 21-31], the second account takes up at the point of GOD creating life.

The first account describes creation by a formula, which is repeated through the account.

The second account takes a more problem-solving approach; something is missing or needed that GOD supplies.

As I have studied this text, I have become convinced that Genesis 2:4-25 is written as a preface to the account of the fall of man, & so in our next lesson we shall study the 2nd creation account in relation to the fall.

A BIRD’S EYE VIEW OF CREATION GENERAL OBSERVATIONS

My intention is to gain an overview of the creation account by making a number of observations.

[1] The focus of Genesis 1:1—2:3 is not on the “ultimate beginning” of all things, but rather on the beginning of the world as we know it, & especially on man’s beginning – the origins of the human race.

Scholars attempt to explain this in a variety of ways, but the end result is that Genesis doesn’t really start at the absolute beginning.

For one thing, there is no absolute beginning for GOD, Who is eternal.

For another, we know that certain beings were already in existence at the time GOD created the heavens & the earth.

At the beginning of Genesis 3, Satan appears, & at the end, we find angels [3:24], yet Genesis 1 & 2 do not mention the creation of Satan, or of angels.

I believe Genesis is the account of man’s beginnings, of Israel’s beginnings, & the beginning of GOD’s redemptive program for man.

It would seem, then, that before the events of Genesis 1 & 2, the creation & the fall of Satan had already occurred, yet they are only alluded to later on in SCRIPTURE [Isaiah 14:12-14; Ezekiel 28:12-15].

GOD does not wish for us to be overly intrigued with Satan’s origins or his fall [see Romans 16:19].

● Romans 16:19-20 | ¹⁹ Everyone has heard about your obedience, so I rejoice over you. But I want you to be wise about what is good & innocent about what is evil.

²⁰ The GOD of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. The grace of our LORD JESUS CHRIST be with you." [Avoid Divisions]

● Jeremiah 4:22 | ²² “For MY people are fools; they have not known ME. They are foolish children, without understanding. They are skilled in doing evil, but they know not how to do good.

● Matthew 10:16 | ¹⁶ Behold, I am sending you out like sheep among wolves; therefore be as shrewd as snakes & as innocent as doves.

● 1 Corinthians 14:20 | ²⁰ Fellow believers, stop thinking like children. In regard to evil be infants, but in your thinking be mature.

● 1 Thessalonians 1:8 | ⁸ For not only did the message of the LORD ring out from you to Macedonia & Achaia, but your faith in GOD has gone out to every place, so that we have no need to say anything more.

[2] The creation account does not describe the creation of the world in terms of being made out of nothing, but in terms of beauty & order being created out of a chaotic mess.

Many scholars stress the fact that the Hebrew word that is used in Genesis 1:1 is one that means to create ex nihilo, that is to create something out of nothing.

Now I don’t doubt that the original creation was brought into existence out of nothing, because that is what the writer to the Hebrews tells us:

Hebrews 11:1-3 | ¹ Now faith is the assurance of what we hope for & the certainty of what we do not see. ² This is why the ancients were commended. ³ By faith we understand that the universe was formed at GOD’s command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.

Having said this, we must also take into account Peter’s words:

For they deliberately suppress this fact, that by the WORD of GOD the Heavens existed long ago & an earth was formed out of water & by means of water [2 Peter 3:5, emphasis mine].

Genesis 1 begins with something already in existence, which is formless, dark, watery, & chaotic.

To say this is nothing seems to defy the language of the text.

I believe this is a chaotic mess that was the result of the earlier fall of Satan [Isaiah 14:12-14; Ezekiel 28:12-15].

The original creation was created out of nothing, but the creation of the world as we know it, & of life as we know it, came out of chaos.

The best illustration I can think of is found a little too close to home – my garage.

It is literally filled with automobile engines, transmissions, & parts [let’s not talk about my attic – I once had a car filed away up there].

I have to confess that I have the essence of several cars tucked away in my garage.

But wait, there’s more! In addition to automobile parts, there is an abundant supply of plumbing & electrical parts.

And then there are the tools – lots of tools.

In my garage [I have a shed also], you would find many mechanical tools [an engine hoist & stand, jacks, jack stands, compressor, welding equipment – both gas & electric, etc.], & also my table saw & woodworking tools.

The other day my granddaughter, Taylor, said it as nicely as I’ve ever heard.

After having carefully negotiated her way through the chaos in the garage without getting greasy she said, “Grandpa, I think your garage needs a little tidying up.”

It does.

And so, the best illustration I can think of to compare with the “watery mess” that we read of in Genesis 1:2 is my garage, at night, with the lights out.

And I must tell you that it would probably take more than six days to turn that chaos into cosmos [order].

Now someone might protest that if GOD created our world out of something that already existed [the leftovers of a previous creation that had fallen], this would have made creation a lesser miracle than one that creates something out of nothing.

In the first place, there was an original creation, brought into existence out of nothing.

But a creation out of a chaotic mess is not easy task, either.

Think about it for a moment.

Suppose that you wanted to prepare a gourmet dinner.

You may choose between a refrigerator full of leftovers to work with, or the freedom to purchase whatever foods & spices you want.

Which would you choose?

Would you rather make a dress out of new material that you have selected especially for this dress, or from some old & tattered clothing left behind by someone in the closet?

Creating order out of chaos is not as easy as it sounds.

[3] The creation account of Genesis 1 & 2 is the description of a process that took place over a period of time.

Now don’t get nervous.

I did not say that creation took place over a period of millions of years [though there are surely those who believe this]; I said that creation took place through a process that occurred over a period of time – six days, according to Moses.

I fear that Christians are so defensive about the subject of evolution [which speaks in terms of a process over millions of years] that they fail to recognize what the BIBLE says.

GOD did transform chaos into cosmos by means of a process that lasted six days.

I suspect that many of us have a picture of creation in our minds that is not quite accurate.

We may tend to think of the act of creation more as magic than as the divine work of a skilled Creator.

GOD did not wrinkle HIS nose or wave a wand to create an instant world. GOD worked in a progressive, sequential way to turn chaos to beauty & order.

Could GOD have instantly created a beautiful world in a moment? Of course HE could.

Then why didn’t HE do so? Why did GOD employ a process that took a week to accomplish? The first answer is that GOD, unlike man, is eternal, & HE is not in any hurry.

HE has “all the time in the world.”

More accurately, HE is not bound by time at all.

The second answer is that I believe GOD took great pleasure in the work of creation.

I know that in our Church there are many wonderful cooks, both women & men. I have never been to the home of any excellent cook who served a T.V. dinner.

Now I have nothing against T.V. dinners, but they are not & will never be a gourmet meal, no matter what the television commercials tell us.

A gourmet cook not only cooks slowly because the flavor is better, but because they enjoy the process of cooking.

If I could take a little poetic license, I believe that if you & I were observers at the creation we would see a master craftsman at work, with a smile of satisfaction on HIS face.

I think this is part of what we are to conclude from the repeated expression, “GOD saw that it was good.”

[4] The process of creation involved separation & joining.

Repeatedly the term “separate” occurs in Genesis 1 [see verses 3, 6-7, 14, 17].

The waters in the Heavens above are separated from the waters beneath [verses 6-7], & then GOD separated day from night [verses 1-15].

GOD also caused things to assemble or join together.

The waters on earth were gathered to one place [verse 9].

This is the way my garage would have to be “tidied up.”

First, I would have to gather like things together, & then put them in a separate place of their own.

I would have to put my table saw out of the way, rather than to use it as a workbench when doing automotive repairs.

Order comes when we gather like things together & when we separate them from things that are unlike.

[5] The creation account describes a work of GOD that comes about at the command of GOD.

Creation results from the mere speaking of a WORD by GOD.

The formula here, with slight variations is, “GOD said… & it was so” [see verses 6-7, 9, 11, 14-15].

By faith we understand that the worlds were set in order at GOD’s command, so that the visible has its origin in the invisible [Hebrews 11:3, emphasis mine].

For they deliberately suppress this fact, that by the WORD of GOD Heavens existed long ago & an earth was formed out of water & by means of water [2 Peter 3:5]

GOD is so powerful HE need only speak a word, even to create a universe.

Notice this understated comment in v.16:

HE made the stars also.

In verses 14-16, we see the process by which GOD created the universe.

GOD created the luminaries, the most prominent of which are the sun & the moon.

After summarizing the creation of a mind-bending, seemingly infinite universe, Moses speaks of the creation of the stars as almost an afterthought.

It is as though he said, “GOD created the entire expanse of the universe, along with the sun & moon; and, oh, by the way, HE also created the stars.”

What an amazing GOD HE is!

[6] The creation account suggests to us that just as GOD was intimately involved in creating the world & mankind, HE remains infinitely involved with them.

I will admit that this is somewhat inferential, but I believe it is one that we are expected to see.

Because GOD created the world through a process, HE was much more involved with it.

The SPIRIT of GOD hovered over the face of the waters, even before the first day of creation [verse 2].

GOD did not create the world from a distance & then leave it to itself.

GOD created man in HIS own image & then created a garden where HE communed with the couple HE created [Genesis 3:8].

GOD is not distant from HIS creation but remains very much involved with it.

HE is both the Creator & the Sustainer of the world [see Colossians 1:15-17].

● Colossians 1:15-17 | The Supremacy of CHRIST

¹⁵ The Son is the image of the invisible GOD, the firstborn over all creation. ¹⁶ For in HIM all things were created, things in heaven & on earth, visible & invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities.

All things were created through HIM & for HIM. ¹⁷ HE is before all things, & in HIM all things hold together.

● John 1:1 | ¹ In the beginning was the WORD, & the WORD was with GOD, & the WORD was GOD.

● John 1:18 | ¹⁸ No one has ever seen GOD, but the ONE & only SON, who is HIMSELF GOD & is at the FATHER’s side, has made HIM known.

[7] The creation account informs us that GOD designed man to have a relationship with HIM.

Closely related to the last observation is the inference that GOD created man to live in relationship with HIM.

We must be very careful, however, as to how we view this.

GOD did not create man to meet HIS own unmet needs.

GOD is totally sufficient within HIMSELF.

The BIBLE does not say, “And GOD said, ‘It is not good for us to be alone; we will create man to fill our need.’”

GOD created man for HIS own glory, but the glory of GOD is also for our good & our pleasure.

If we see man’s origins as being rooted in GOD’s need for us, then we are on a long & very slippery slope indeed.

GOD does not exist to serve us & to satisfy our needs; GOD created man to worship HIM, & to glorify HIM in the world, as those created in HIS image.

Having said this, we should see that in HIS grace, GOD created us to enjoy & to worship HIM.

Man was no more intended to live alone spiritually than Adam was intended to live out his life alone, without a mate.

[8] The Genesis account describes the creation of man as the crowning event of the creation process.

Man is not only the last living thing to be created; his creation is presented as the climactic conclusion of the entire process.

GOD not only creates man last, HE creates him in a very special way–HE breathes into his nostrils the breath of life [2:7].

The woman, too, was created in a very unique way, distinct from all other living creatures [3:18-25].

Man alone was uniquely created in GOD’s image & was given the command to rule over the creation [Genesis 1:26-28].

Far more space is devoted to the creation of man than of any other creature.

The fact that man is created last should teach us at least two lessons.

The first is that GOD has bestowed upon man a great & marvelous privilege, to be created in HIS image, the crown of HIS creative work.

No wonder the psalmist writes,

3 When I look up at the heavens, which YOUR fingers made, & see the moon & the stars, which YOU set in place,

4 I think, “Of what importance is the human race, that YOU should notice them? Of what importance is mankind, that you should pay attention to them,

5 & make them almost like the heavenly beings?” YOU grant mankind honor & majesty;

6 YOU allow them to rule over YOUR creation; YOU have placed everything under their authority,

7 including all the sheep & cattle, as well as the wild animals,

8 the birds in the sky, the fish in the sea & everything that moves through the channels of the seas.

9 O LORD, our sovereign Master, how magnificent is YOUR reputation throughout the earth! [Psalm 8:3-9]

There is a second, more humbling, lesson to be learned.

The fact that man was created last of all should humble us.

If man was created last, then he was not there at the beginning.

Man had no part in the creation of the world.

Creation was GOD’s work, without any help from man.

I believe that this is the point GOD is driving home with Job in Job 38 & 39.

Job never ceased to trust GOD, but he did begin to question GOD, as though HE had some explaining to do regarding his suffering.

GOD’s answer was very forceful.

It can be roughly paraphrased in this way:

“Now let’s see, Job, as I hear what you are saying, you are questioning the way I am working in your life.

That reminds me, where were you when I created the earth? Were you standing by, giving advice –

“Why don’t you hang the sun just a little lower, & make it a little bigger…”? Creation shows that I am the Creator, & you are the creature.

Creation shows MY love, MY wisdom, MY power … so just why is it that you are now so bold to question ME?”

I might as well go ahead & paraphrase Job’s response:

“Well, shut my mouth!” The world in which we live reveals HIS glory, HIS wisdom, HIS power.

Let us never forget that.

Being reminded of our role in creation [or rather the lack of it] should humble us before GOD.

[9] The creation account provides a pattern for man to imitate in the keeping of the Sabbath.

In Genesis 2:1-3, we read that on the seventh day GOD rested & made it holy by doing so.

Later on in the Pentateuch, keeping the Sabbath will become a sign of the Mosaic Covenant, which must be observed, under penalty of death.

[10] The creation account reveals GOD’s sovereignty over all creation.

GOD named the things that HE created.

Later on, GOD gave Adam the task of naming the living creatures & his wife.

The word “called” [see 1:5, 8, 10, 19] is the same word that is used for Adam’s naming of the creatures [2:19-20], & his wife [2:23; 3:20].

It was [and still is] generally understood that the one who is named is subordinate to the one giving the names.

By naming what HE created, GOD declared HIS sovereignty.

By having Adam name some of the creation, GOD declared Adam’s authority [not sovereignty] over nature.

GOD delegated to man the responsibility of ruling over HIS creation.

[11] The creation account reveals the fact that GOD built morality into HIS creation.

GOD’s creation was good because HE made it, & because HE pronounced it good.

On the one hand, the declaration “good” may indicate GOD’s pleasure & satisfaction in creating the cosmos.

On the other hand, I believe “good” is a moral assessment as well.

Atheistic materialism does not see anything moral about material things; rather, it sees morality as external & imposed upon material things by men [particularly religion].

It looks to me as though the creation account declares the material world GOD made to be morally good.

[12] There is a 2nd moral element suggested in this account.

When GOD created the living creatures, HE blessed them & commanded them to be fruitful & to multiply, filling the earth [1:22, 28].

GOD, the Giver of life, commanded the living creatures to reproduce, & thus to value & promote life.

I wonder, therefore, if the creation account should not make those who perform, or who undergo, abortions very uneasy.

GOD, the life-giver, commands that we extend life, not extinguish it.

Incidentally, it is quite evident that both man & beast lived on plants initially [1:29-30].

It was not until after the flood that meat eating was allowed [Genesis 9:3].

GOD also created life as male & female.

This is the way that reproduction was to occur.

If man was commanded to be fruitful & to multiply, & if GOD gave Adam a woman to be his wife, how is it that our society is willing to accept “same sex” marriages?

I believe that at creation & before the fall, what was natural was moral & good.

No wonder Paul calls homosexuality unnatural [Romans 1:26-27].

When men depart from the way it was “in the beginning,” they depart from what is natural & good [see Mark 10:2-9].

FROM OBSERVATIONS TO APPLICATIONS

Before we move on, let me suggest some implications & applications that flow from the observations above.

[1] We suggested that the “beginning” of Genesis 1 is not the ultimate beginning.

Let’s think about the implications of this for a moment.

Man would like to think that everything revolves around him, just as man once thought that the sun revolved about the earth.

The point is that there is a much bigger picture, & mankind is but a small part of it, not the whole of it.

Man was created by GOD, & for GOD’s glory.

Man was not created before the angels.

Man has a place of honor & responsibility in GOD’s creation, but man is still a creature.

[2] We noted that GOD brought cosmos [order] out of chaos at the creation.

What a wonderful truth that is.

GOD is able to take confusion & chaos & make something beautiful & useful of it.

GOD is not a GOD of disorder, but of order [see 1 Corinthians 14:33, 40].

Thus, when a Christian acts in a disorderly way, or when the Church is chaotic, that is not the result of GOD’s work, but of our sin.

Let me ask you as kindly as I can, my friend, “Is your life in chaos?” If it is, then there is really only one solution: GOD.

Only GOD can make a new creation of your life, turning your chaos into order.

HE does this through HIS SON, JESUS CHRIST.

It is HE who came to the earth, adding perfect humanity to HIS undiminished deity, to live a perfect life, to expose man’s sin, & to provide the payment for our sins by dying on the cross of Calvary.

You can become a new creation by trusting in HIM:

17 So then, if anyone is in CHRIST, he is a new creation; what is old has passed away—look, what is new has come! 18 And all these things are from GOD who reconciled us to HIMSELF through CHRIST, & who has given us the ministry of reconciliation.

19 In other words, in CHRIST GOD was reconciling the world to HIMSELF, not counting people’s trespasses against them, & HE has given us the message of reconciliation.

20 Therefore we are ambassadors for CHRIST, as though GOD were making HIS plea through us.

We plead with you on CHRIST’s behalf,

“Be reconciled to GOD!” 21 GOD made the one who did not know sin to be sin for us, so that in HIM we would become the righteousness of GOD [2 Corinthians 5:17-21].

[3] We pointed out that GOD created this world through a process, which took place over time [six days].

GOD works by means of processes, & HE does not do HIS work instantly.

Think about Abraham for a moment.

GOD promised Abraham that he would be a father of a multitude, through a son HE would give to him & to Sarah.

But this son was not born for 25 years.

Think about the salvation of men.

How many years passed between GOD’s promise of a Savior to Adam & Eve [Genesis 3:15] & the coming of our LORD?

GOD had a plan & a process, & HE took HIS time bringing it to pass.

Nicodemus came to our LORD in John 3, but it does not seem that he came to faith until some time later.

It certainly took our LORD's disciples some time to understand what the GOSPEL was all about.

They did not really grasp the GOSPEL until after our LORD's death & resurrection.

How many times I have asked someone,

“Tell me how you became a Christian.” Almost without exception, the response is something like this: “Well, its kind of a long story… .”

GOD also takes HIS time in accomplishing the process of sanctification.

I think of Jacob & am amazed by the fact that it took this man almost his entire lifetime to forsake his scheming & simply trust GOD.

And yet Christians today want to be instantly spiritual & mature.

GOD even employs a time-consuming process in dealing with the wicked.

Judgment is a process that often involves warnings, then attention-getting action, & then final judgment.

We keep asking GOD, “How long?” because we don’t want to wait, but here, too, GOD works through a process which takes time

[4] We saw that the creation came into being by the WORD of GOD.

GOD merely spoke a word & whatever HE commanded happened.

We now have the written WORD of GOD in our hands.

I wonder how quick we are to respond to HIS commands.

I wonder how much confidence we have in HIS Word.

7 The wicked need to abandon their lifestyle & sinful people their plans. They should return to the LORD, & he will show mercy to them, & to their GOD, for he will freely forgive them. 8 “Indeed, my plans are not like your plans, & my deeds are not like your deeds, 9 for just as the sky is higher than the earth, so my deeds are superior to your deeds & my plans superior to your plans. 10 The rain & snow fall from the sky & do not return, but instead water the earth & make it produce & yield crops, & provide seed for the planter & food for those who must eat. 11 In the same way, the promise that I make does not return to me, having accomplished nothing. No, it is realized as I desire & is fulfilled as I intend” [Isaiah 55:7-11].

1 This is what the LORD says: “The heavens are my throne & the earth is my footstool. Where then is the house you will build for me? Where is the place where I will rest? 2 My hand made them; that is how they came to be,” says the LORD. I show special favor to the humble & contrite, who respect what I have to say [Isaiah 66:1-2].

[5] We saw that the process of creation was one that involved both separation & joining together.

My friend, Joe Baird, pointed out to me that in chapter 2, GOD joined Adam & Eve together in marriage.

JESUS later said that whatever GOD had joined together, man should not separate [Matthew 19:4-6].

Moses indicates that when a man & woman marry, they are to leave their parents [separate] & to be joined together [Genesis 2:24-25].

In the creation of a people, GOD worked to join together or unify the sons of Jacob [Israel], because their unity was essential.

At the same time, GOD was separating them from the world.

This HE did by taking them to Egypt, where the Egyptians would not intermarry with them.

The Law of Moses [especially the laws regarding clean & unclean] separated GOD’s people from the pagan world.

Today, GOD joins believers together in the body of CHRIST.

Former distinctions are set aside [Ephesians 2:11-22].

We are no longer to maintain distinctions where GOD has removed them [Acts 10-11; Galatians 2:11-21].

[6] We have observed that GOD created a world with which HE is intimately involved.

GOD is no distant “watcher,” who is either disinterested or powerless to intervene in the affairs of this world.

Indeed, the SCRIPTURES speak of GOD as constantly superintending & caring for HIS creation, supplying rain & harvests & food for all HIS creatures.

[7] We have seen that GOD desires for man to live in relationship with HIM.

Can you image going on daily walks with GOD in the Garden of Eden? That’s what Adam & Eve seemed to do [see Genesis 3:8-10].

GOD provided the Garden, not only as a place of residence & of service, but as a place of communion with HIM.

Later on, GOD will provide other places where men may encounter Him: [1] the land of Israel [see Genesis 28:16-17]; [2] the tabernacle; and, [3] the temple.

Last of all, it is the person of our LORD JESUS CHRIST who is the mediator between GOD & man, between heaven & earth [see John 1:49-51; 4:19-24; 1 Timothy 2:5].

Man will never become who he was meant to be until he is rightly related to GOD, & has daily fellowship with HIM.

[8] Finally, man was made in the image of GOD & commissioned by GOD to rule over all creation.

Surely this has environmental implications.

We are to care for the earth & not to abuse or pollute it.

It is GOD’s creation, & we have been placed on earth as HIS stewards to care for it.

The earth [nature] is not god, as some seem to think, but it is GOD’s creation.

We dare not worship it, but we should take good care of it.

WHAT THE CREATION ACCOUNT SHOULD HAVE TAUGHT THE ANCIENT ISRAELITES We look back, not only on creation, but also on the experiences of Israel during & after the exodus.

Moses wrote the law before his death, so it had to be written before the second generation of Israelites had entered the Promised Land.

I believe that the Pentateuch was initially written for the benefit of the second generation of Israelites who were about to enter & possess the land of Canaan.

They needed to know who they were, where they came from, & what their destiny was.

Most of all, they needed to know the GOD of Israel personally.

The five books of the Pentateuch supply, in written form, Israel’s legacy, as well as her destiny.

Let’s pause for a moment, then, to see how the creation event shaped the thinking & the conduct of some of the saints of old.

The first incident that relates to the creation account is the flood.

GOD had created the world & all that was in it, & yet very quickly after the fall it became corrupt & GOD destroyed it.

As the Creator, GOD owned all creation & could do with it as HE pleased.

As the one who transformed a formless watery mass into a beautiful cosmos, GOD was certainly able to “turn on the water” & bring about a worldwide flood.

The flood testifies to the fact that GOD was the creator, who was both able & free to deal with HIS creation as HE pleased.

The second informative incident is found in Genesis 14, where Abraham [Abram at this early point – see Genesis 17:5] encounters that very fascinating fellow Melchizedek, the king of Salem.

Five kings in the area around Sodom & Gomorrah rebelled against Chedorlaomer & those with him.

When Chedorlaomer & his allies attacked these five kings, they prevailed over them, taking much plunder & many people, among whom was Abram’s nephew Lot.

Abram took his armed men & went in hot pursuit, defeating Chedorlaomer & his allies & retrieving Lot & all the other people & possessions.

When Abram returned, the king of Sodom & his allies were overjoyed to get their families back.

It would seem that the kings of Sodom & Gomorrah had planned a “welcome home” celebration, the ancient counterpart of a ticker tape parade.

But before these kings could greet Abram, another king greeted him on the way – Melchizedek, the king of Salem.

He brought bread & wine because he was a priest of GOD, & he blessed Abram with these words,

“Blessed be Abram by the Most High GOD, Creator of heaven & earth. 20 Worthy of praise is the Most High GOD, who delivered your enemies into your hand”[Genesis 14:19b-20a, emphasis mine].

Shortly after this, the king of Sodom greets Abram & offers to give him all the spoils he had won in battle withholding only his own people who had been kidnapped from Sodom.

Abram’s response is most interesting:

22 But Abram replied to the king of Sodom, “I raise my hand to the LORD, the Most High GOD, Creator of heaven & earth, & vow 23 that I will take nothing belonging to you, not even a thread or the strap of a sandal.

That way you can never say, ‘It is I who made Abram rich.’ 24 I will take nothing except compensation for what the young men have eaten.

As for the share of the men who went with me—Aner, Eshcol, & Mamre—let them take their share” [Genesis 14:22-24, emphasis mine].

What a difference we see between Melchizedek, king of Salem, & the king of Sodom.

Melchizedek reminds Abram of Whom it is he serves, the “Creator of heaven & earth.” In effect, the king of Sodom tells Abram that he’s the greatest & offers to give him all the spoils of war.

Abram declines the king of Sodom’s offer, using the same words that Melchizedek had just spoken to him.

He will honor GOD, “Creator of heaven & earth,” for it is HE who gave Abram the victory.

Abram will not take credit for GOD’s work, & Abram will not be enriched by a pagan king.

GOD had promised to bless Abram, & Abram doesn’t believe that it will be through the gifts of a heathen king, the king of Sodom.

If Abram’s GOD is the Creator, then GOD will give him victory in battle & material blessings as well.

It was not just Abram who understood that his GOD was the Creator of heaven & earth.

Rahab, the harlot of Jericho, understood this as well.

Listen to her words, spoken to the Israelite spies:

8 Now before the spies went to sleep, Rahab went up to the roof.

9 She said to the men, “I know the LORD is handing this land over to you.

We are absolutely terrified of you, & all who live in the land are cringing before you.

10 For we heard how the LORD dried up the water of the Red Sea before you when you left Egypt & how you annihilated the two Amorite kings, Sihon & Og, on the other side of the Jordan.

11 When we heard the news we lost our strength & no one could even breathe for fear of you.

For the LORD your GOD is GOD in heaven above & on earth below! 12 So now, promise me this with an oath sworn in the LORD’s name.

Because I have shown allegiance to you, show allegiance to my family.

Give me a solemn pledge 13 that you will spare the lives of my father, mother, brothers, sisters, & all who belong to them, & rescue us from death” [Joshua 2:8-13, emphasis mine].

Rahab knew that the GOD of Israel was GOD alone, & that her gods were no-gods.

She understood that as the Creator GOD was LORD over heaven & earth.

Her faith in GOD included her firm belief that GOD had created the heavens & the earth.

The exodus of Israel from Egypt provided an excellent opportunity to dramatically demonstrate that GOD was the Creator of heaven & earth.

When GOD commanded Moses to return to Egypt & to demand that Pharaoh let HIS people go, Moses protested in various ways.

Finally, Moses sought to convince GOD that he was not qualified to go before Pharaoh because he was not a good speaker:

10 Then Moses said to the LORD, “O my LORD, I am not an eloquent man, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant; but I am slow of mouth & slow of tongue.” 11 And the LORD said to him, “ Who gave a mouth to man, or who makes a person mute or deaf or seeing or blind? Is it not I, the LORD? 12 So now, go, & I will be with your mouth, & will teach you what you must say” [Exodus 4:10-12, emphasis mine].

Moses sought to excuse himself from his GOD-given duty by claiming to be unskilled in speaking.

GOD reminded Moses that HE had created his mouth.

In a similar way, in Psalm 139, David spoke of GOD as his Creator in the womb:

13 Certainly you made my mind & heart; you wove me together in my mother’s womb.

14 I will give you thanks, because your deeds are awesome & amazing. YOU knew me thoroughly; 15 my bones were not hidden from you, when I was made in secret & sewed together in the depths of the earth. 16 Your eyes saw me when I was an unborn fetus. All the days ordained for me were recorded in your scroll before one of them came into existence [Psalm 139:13-16].

The exodus of the Israelites from Egypt & their imminent possession of Canaan brought the fact that GOD created the heavens & the earth into the spotlight.

When Moses demanded that Pharaoh release the Israelites, it must have sounded almost comical to Pharaoh.

The Israelites were a relatively insignificant people; they were enslaved in Egypt, the most powerful nation on the face of the earth at the time.

Moses was a mere nomadic shepherd.

How dare he demand anything? And who was his GOD, for whom he spoke so boldly? Pharaoh made his contempt for Israel’s GOD very clear:

1 And afterward Moses & Aaron went to Pharaoh & said, “Thus says the LORD, the GOD of Israel, ‘Release my people so that they may hold a pilgrim feast to me in the desert.’” 2 But Pharaoh said, “Who is the LORD that I should obey him by releasing Israel? I do not know the LORD, & I will not release Israel” [Exodus 5:1-2].

The plagues were GOD’s answer to Pharaoh’s question.

The plagues had to do with nature [the Nile turned to blood, the frogs, the gnats, the flies, the death of the Egyptians’ livestock, boils, the storm, the locusts, the darkness, & the death of their firstborn sons].

The Egyptian magicians were able to replicate the first plagues, but soon they had to admit that they were way over their heads, & that the plagues were the “finger of GOD” [Exodus 8:19].

GOD demonstrated HIS control over nature by means of the plagues.

And the Egyptian gods were mocked by the plagues, for they were thought to have control over certain aspects of nature, & some of the creatures involved in the plagues were symbols of their gods.18

Who is the GOD of Israel, that Pharaoh should obey HIS commands? He is the Creator of heaven & earth; HE is the one who speaks & the forces of nature obey.

The parting of the Red Sea is the icing on the cake.

Who but GOD could have parted the sea, so that the Israelites could pass through on dry ground, only to have the sea come rushing down upon the Egyptian army?

This was a very important series of miracles because it was verification of the Creation account in Genesis 1 & 2.

The first generation of Israelites to leave Egypt saw GOD’s hand in the plagues.

They saw the sea parted & the Egyptians drowned.

They saw GOD provide food, water, & clothing19 for this great multitude & their cattle, enabling them to survive in the wilderness.

The Israelites needed to learn to trust GOD to provide for their needs.

HE would provide the rain for their crops, & HE would give them prosperity, if they obeyed HIS commands & trusted in HIM [see Deuteronomy 28:1-14].

The Canaanites were a very corrupt & idolatrous people.

They had their own nature gods, & the Israelites would be tempted to worship them.

It was vital for the Israelites to know & to believe that GOD created the heavens & the earth, & that because of this, HE could be trusted to provide for their every need.

GOD AS CREATOR IN THE BIBLE There are many, many texts of SCRIPTURE that refer to GOD as the Creator.

Let me list some of the significant texts I found:

I have summarized the lessons emphasized in these texts by means of the following categories.

This is far from complete, but it does demonstrate how important the truth that GOD created the heavens & the earth is in the entire BIBLE:

[1] The GOD of the BIBLE, the GOD of Israel, is the Creator who made the heavens & the earth.

● Abraham confessed this: Genesis 14:19, 22; 24:2-4 ● Rahab confessed it as well: Joshua 2:9-13 ● Jonah confessed it also: Jonah 1:9 ● Romans 1:18-25

[2] GOD is the center of all creation.

As such, HE alone is to be worshipped as the Creator.

Because the GOD of Israel is the Creator, & HE has created everything that has been created, there can be no other gods

[for if there were, GOD would have created them, & GOD says there is no other GOD beside HIM – Deuteronomy 6:4; Isaiah 45:14, 21].

Idols, then, are merely the creation of man’s hands.

How tragic; GOD creates man, but heathen men think they can create their own gods.

● 1 Chronicles 16:26 ● Psalm 96:5 ● Isaiah 40:12-31 ● Jeremiah 23:6-16; 51:14-17 ● Acts 14:14-18; 17:24 ● Romans 1:18-25 ● 1 Corinthians 8:4-6

[3] GOD, the Creator of heaven & earth, owns what HE has created [Deuteronomy 10:14], & is therefore free to do with HIS creation as HE pleases, which includes showing mercy or executing judgment [election].

The heavens & earth belong to GOD [Psalm 89:11-12]. HE owns mankind & all living creatures – & thus the flood [Genesis 6-9]. HE owns the land, Israel does not nor does anyone else [Leviticus 25:23; contrast Ezekiel 29:3, 9]. HE is the Potter, & we are the clay [Isaiah 29:15-16; 64:8]. As the Potter, HE can do as HE wishes with the clay – specifically, show mercy or condemn [Jeremiah 18:1-12; Romans 9:18-26].

[4] Because GOD has revealed HIS infinite wisdom & power in HIS creation [Proverbs 3:19-20; Proverbs 8:22-31], & man is a mere creature, man should not question the wisdom of GOD in what HE is doing.

● Job 38-39 ● Isaiah 45:9-13

[5] Creation displays the attributes of GOD – He is powerful, all wise, eternal, glorious & majestic.

Men should therefore fear & worship GOD.

● Psalm 8; 19:1-6 ● Psalm 33:6-8 ● Psalm 102:23-28 ● Psalm 134:3 ● Psalm 135:5-7 ● Psalm 136:1-9 ● Isaiah 51:12-16 ● Romans 1:19-20 ● Revelation 4:11; 14:7

[6] As the Creator, GOD is in full & complete control over HIS creation.

HE sends & withholds the rains [Deuteronomy 11:11-17; 28:12, 24; 1 Kings 17-18; James 5:17-18].

● Psalm 96:5, 10 ● Zechariah 12:1 ● Colossians 1:15-17

[7] As the Creator, GOD employs nature to do HIS will, which includes delivering HIS people from their enemies.

● In battle – 2 Samuel 22:6-18 ● At the exodus – Exodus 6-15 ● Hezekiah’s prayer to GOD for protection from Sennacherib [2 Kings 19:14-19] ● Psalm 121; 124:8; 146:1-7 ● Isaiah 37:14-20 ● Acts 4:24

[8] As the Creator, GOD has revealed HIS infinite power, which serves as assurance that HE will fulfill HIS future promises [some of which are described as a “new creation”].

● Isaiah 42:5-9 ● Isaiah 44:24-28 ● Isaiah 45:8-19 ● Isaiah 48:12-16

[9] GOD’s method of Creation was intended as a pattern for man’s actions.

Just as GOD rested on the seventh day, after creating the world, so man should rest on the Sabbath [Exodus 20:8-11; 31:15-17].

Observing the Sabbath is one of the ways Israel could identify with GOD as their Creator.

CONCLUSION

We have only begun to scratch the surface, but I believe we have shown that throughout the BIBLE it is demonstrated that GOD created the heavens & the earth.

The Creator of this earth is GOD, & HE alone is GOD.

Those who reject nature’s testimony are guilty before GOD [Romans 1:18-27].

If GOD is the Creator, then HIS claims must be true.

The NT makes a very amazing claim—that JESUS CHRIST was GOD, & that HE existed in eternity past, & was the Creator of this world:

1 In the beginning was the Word, & the WORD was with GOD, & the WORD was GOD.

2 The WORD was with GOD in the beginning.

3 All things were created by him, & apart from him not one thing was created that has been created.

4 In him was life, & the life was the light of mankind.

5 And the light shines on in the darkness, but the darkness has not mastered it [John 1:1-5].

15 He is the image of the invisible GOD, the firstborn over all creation, 16 for all things in heaven & on earth were created by him—all things, whether visible or invisible, whether thrones or dominions, whether principalities or powers—all things were created through him & for him.

17 He himself is before all things & all things are held together in him [Colossians 1:15-17].

This is a remarkable claim, which JESUS demonstrated to be true in HIS earthly life & ministry, especially by HIS miracles.

In John’s GOSPEL, the very first miracle that JESUS performed is recorded in chapter 2.

Attending a wedding with his family & disciples, JESUS created wine from ceremonial cleansing water.

JESUS did not even touch the water; HE simply spoke a command to the servants [which HIS mother strongly urged them to obey], & the transformation took place as they obeyed.

In Mark 4:35-41, we see the stilling of the storm, once again by HIS command.

[Notice that in stilling the storm, our LORD seems to fulfill the words of Psalm 89:9.

] In John 11, JESUS raised Lazarus from the dead, proving HE was the Giver of life.

It is JESUS alone who can bring those who are dead in their trespasses & sins to life [Ephesians 2:1-10].

It is HE alone who can make of us a new creation [2 Corinthians 5:17].

It is HE alone who can take this sin-torn world & replace it with an eternal kingdom, where sin & death are no more.

It is in HIM that you must place your trust for the forgiveness of sins & the assurance of eternal life.

There will come a day when this heaven & this earth will pass away, & GOD will create a new heaven & a new earth.

If you think that the first creation was great, you haven’t seen anything yet.

The new creation is far superior [Revelation 21:1ff.].

Are you ready for that day?

For those who have trusted in JESUS CHRIST, not only as their Creator, but also as their Savior, the fact that HE is the Creator answers many questions & solves many problems.

It should encourage us to be patient when we fear that GOD is not acting quickly enough.

After all, HE is eternal & is not in a hurry, & HE works through time-consuming processes.

When we face obstacles or opposition that cause us to fear, we need to remember that our LORD is both the Creator & the Sustainer of HIS universe.

He can employ any & every part of HIS creation to come to our aid.22 When we are suffering in one form or another & we begin to doubt GOD’s wisdom, let us remember that our GOD is the all-wise Creator of heaven & earth.

And when we wish to challenge GOD for HIS sovereign work of election, let us remember that HE is the Potter, & we are the clay; HE is the Creator, & we are the work of HIS hands.

GOD can do as HE wills with that which HE has made [see Romans 9:19-22].

Is it any wonder that the creation account of Genesis is under attack? The implications of the fact that GOD is the Creator of the heavens & the earth are astounding.

For the Christian, they are a source of comfort & joy.

For the unbeliever, they are terrifying.

What a wonderful truth it is that GOD is the Creator.

And to think that we have been invited to enter into intimate fellowship with HIM through HIS Son.

https://bible.org/passage https://bible.org/book/Genesis http://www.bible.org/docs/nt/books/luk/deffin/toc.htm madewithonerib.tumblr.com/post/639906721930854400 GOD-as-Creator-in-the-BIBLE-there-are-many-many https://madewithonerib.tumblr.com/post/639951858255953920/ RE: Dust-to-Glory-Creation-RC-Sproul-lecture-1

#create ex nihilo #something out of nothing

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This is a very petty story and I'm not sorry. So, I am writing this while I have a movie on the tv in the background, I am checking my phone every so often when I receive a message, and I am talking to my dog at a sensible volume whenever I wish to do so. Why am I able to do all this, while watching a film, you ask? Well, I can do this because I am watching it in the comfort of my own home. You see, while at home, you can do whatever you please while watching films, as you do not need to worry about disturbing others. If you wish to watch a film with no disturbance, lights off and phone away, you can do so, or if you wish to multitask like I am doing now, you are also able to do that - because it is your home, your viewing experience, and you can do whatever you like. A cinema, however, is somewhat different. It is a shared viewing experience, and that can sometimes be fun. There are stories of people cheering together in the theatre when the Star Wars theme blared through the speakers during the premieres of The Force Awakens, which I imagine was a wonderful shared experience. Because a cinema trip is a shared experience, it is incredibly important to show a little decorum, and consideration for your fellow cinema-goer. As you can likely tell, I am about to tell you a very frustrating, but somewhat satisfying story. So, today my family and I took a trip to the cinema to see the positively-reviewed Dunkirk. As the trailers started, I turned my phone onto airplane mode, so it wouldn't buzz during the film. Because I'm nice like that. As the trailers were starting, I happened to notice a group of lads come in. It was hard not to laugh, as it was genuinely impossible to tell them apart. All three had bleached blond hair, shaved at the sides and plastered like a solid brick towards the backs of their heads. For the following piece I shall call them Lad 1, Lad 2, and Lad 3, as there was very little else distinguishing them, apart from approximate age. Lads 1 and 2 are clearly teenagers, can't be much more than 16, can't be less than 14, while Lad 3 seems older, possible late 20s/30s. Maybe he's a dad or an uncle, either way, he dresses like he wished he was the same age as Lads 1 and 2. However, I did try not to laugh, because even though I thought they looked like idiots, there are a lot of kind, genuine people in the world who have silly haircuts, and it would be wrong to judge someone by their fashion choices. It was a little harder to not judge when the moment his arse landed in the expensive VIP seat, Lad 2 (seated in the middle, in the row directly in front of me so I could see them very clearly) opened FaceTime to call a mate. You're in the cinema?? Why are you FaceTiming someone? Random, but I push that thought away because it is still the trailers, and not even the trailers based on the movie you're about to watch, so there was a good twenty minutes of adverts before the film was actually due to start. Then, Lad 2 puts his phone away and they all sit very quietly in their seats, watching the adverts just like everyone else. I stop noticing them because I am also watching the adverts. That is what I'm here for. For a little reminder, cinemas are designed so you have very little peripheral vision. You cannot see anything of the row behind you, because of how high the chairs are and the positioning of the rows. However, you can see a lot of whatever is happening in the rows in front, which is why kids used to go to the back row for a quickie in the olden days. If you wanted to see something going on behind you, you would need to twist and crane your neck right back. Any sort of phone/bright electronic-based activity is clearly visible to someone in the row behind you - I thought most people knew this, but apparently not, so there it is, explained. The adverts go wholly undisturbed, until the film actually starts. Lad 2 pulls out his phone, and films a little bit of the screen announcing that we would be watching Dunkirk that afternoon. He then proceeds to add a caption: 'at the pics with @followmyfriend and @followmyotherfriend.' I can see this clearly because he is directly in front of me and his screen is on full brightness. It's annoying. The opening credits are starting - and those who have seen the film know it starts stating some facts and statistics on the true event, which is important to read - and he is still on his phone, attempting to tell all his insta-fans that he's at the cinema, when he had twenty minutes of not-film time to do so. It's really bright, he's taking twelve years to post it and is starting to disturb the whole full row behind him. My mum leans forward and says: "Excuse me? Hi, could you turn your phone off please? It's really bright and right in our eyes." Fair, yes? There's a whole advert asking you to refrain from using your phone during the film, because it's disturbing. That advert happened about three minutes before this event occurred. Lad 2 turns around and snaps: "In ten minutes." ???? Ten minutes is the main exposition of the film. You'll miss a shitload of plot and I'll have to try and watch it while your screen is flickering away?? Nah. My mother retorts, "No, now please." (Teacher voice: activate). The film is starting, the actors are looking dramatically into the middle distance. Instead of watching the film, Lad 1 starts to join to defend Lad 2, whose ego is clearly bruised after being called out by an adult, and starts huffing and puffing generalised 'yeah what are you gonna do hahahaha,' and they are quickly accompanied by Lad 3 telling my mother not to start on them, as he puffs up to look hard as nails. So my dad just says "Don't start," because ya know he's gonna defend his wife, and it's all getting very annoying. My mum correctly points out that they can be removed from the theatre for disturbing other cinema-goers, and they laugh at this. I tell Lad 2 he can tell his insta-fans about the film later, let's just watch it. Tbh I'm probably not the nicest person for that but a literal teenage boy was trying to give lip to a couple of strangers for being asked to be more considerate, and the most fun way to jab at someone after that is to be patronising as shit. I'm from the posher end of Oxfordshire, I can be patronising. The film continues and the Lad collective settles down, and I think: yay! Time to enjoy the film. Wrong! Ten minutes later Lad 1 whips his own phone out, to send a text. I honestly don't understand how it could be impossible to go to a movie theatre and leave your phone undisturbed for a relatively short period of time. Seriously - ten minutes??? I've had farts last longer. Anyway, after the text, which he angled away so my mum couldn't see - but I could - he proceeds to stare at my mother. Lad 2 joins staring at my mother. They're smirking and staring, as if waiting for something to happen. I am directly behind them and tell them not to stare. I'll smugly admit they jump a bit, as they didn't realise I was looking at them, and I may have spat it a little meanly, but fuck it, they were rude and childish, and waiting to be called out on. It's weird to think you'd need to tell someone not to smirk and stare at people, were they never taught it was rude as hell? They proceed to whine: "We just want to watch the movie!" "Then turn around and watch it." Imagine being thick enough to prod and poke to try and start a little drama, and then get upset when someone calls you out on it? Bless. The film goes on, and Lad 3 huffs and puffs every now and then, at first I assumed he was attempting to seem tough and strong in front of the other Lads, but I was corrected later. He was vaping away. In a cinema. Charming. I continue to watch the film, and see little blond plastered heads bobbing away, chatting to each other, leaning close to whisper for a solid twenty minutes. You just wanted to watch the movie? With audio commentary maybe?? By the time we're hitting about the 40 minute mark of the film, I've noticed the solid gel-brick head of Lad 2 twisting around as far as his scrawny neck will take him to stare at me. I am not editing the truth to make myself the hero of a story, I was literally sitting, trying to watch Mark Rylance's beautiful acting. I couldn't have been doing anything to bother the row in front, because of the peripheral vision I mentioned earlier. Regardless, Lad 2 turns around to watch me no less than four times. Why? Are you struck by my ethereal beauty? Fat chance. Can you hear me breathing and is it somehow annoying? Nope. Are you a little shit? Yep. This continues and it's beyond creepy. Like, let it go, little boy. We've hit 45 minutes, it's starting to get really good. This film is intense as hell and I'd highly recommend it. Out of nowhere, I get the eeriest feeling. I already know what it's going to be. I look down and there they are; Tweedle-Fucking-Dee and Tweedle-Fucking-Dumb. They have both craned their necks around as far as they can to look up directly at me. I feel like an acorn that's been spotted by two competing wannabe-alpha squirrels. Squirrels don't even have alphas, so that says a lot, really. By the way - this is REALLY FUCKING CREEPY. What business do you have staring at a random girl??? Is this how you think you get them to like you? It's not. It's predatory and beyond gross. You literally disgust and repel me. I look down at them, they look up at me. Lad 2 smiles, as if he's somehow accomplished something. Then again, he's blessed with my attention, so he should feel lucky (sarcasm). I lean forward, I smile, and very sweetly say "I'm sorry, I thought you said you wanted to watch the film?" Lad 1 sits back and huffs, while Lad 2 has a brain fart. I don't think he managed to comprehend what was going on. He started wildly gesticulating, furiously whispering random babbled words that didn't really made sense. Something along the lines of: "Oh my god!!!! Why are you would you stop this is so I can't believe-" Poor kid can't even pull together a single sentence. No wonder staring was the only weapon in his arsenal. Gormless shit. Again, I find myself wondering: Why would you attempt to start a drama or pick a fight, and then act so surprised and offended when you are called out on it? I don't know, maybe they haven't been taught about cause and effect in school yet. Anyway, while Lad 2 is having his tantrum, Lad 3 gets all guffaw-y, and my dad just gets out and leaves. Lad 3 stands up, and follows shortly after. He is puffed up like an overweight pigeon that's holding in as much vape-shit as possible to attempt to seem big. The next part I wasn't privy to, but my dad filled me in after the film. According to dad, Lad 3 walks straight up to the manager and goes off on one. He claims my dad is picking on 14 year old boys, that he's disturbing him, that he wants his money back, swearing and raising his voice, blah blah blah. The manager stays quiet, as does my father. At the end of Lad 3's tirade, the manager appears confused. She says: "I thought you said they were 15?" OOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Honestly I lost my shit when my dad told me that. Apparently Lad 3 shat himself, and the manager followed procedure. From my viewpoint, Lads 1 and 2 left their seats and never returned. The rest of the film passed by in a breeze of clever cinematography and wonderful acting. On coming out of the cinema, my dad went over to the manager who had taken over from the previous manager, and thanked her for how they dealt with it. The lovely manager then said she was sorry for the disturbance, and offered us free cinema tickets to use. Brilliant. Some may read this and think: 'Hannah this is so mean?' But you know what? If a couple of teenage boys are going to try and act all tough, high and mighty, and think they're really clever, they deserve to face consequences. They thought they were so big, so hard, and we very pettily ruined their Sunday afternoon. My favourite little kick to the teeth for this story is: they facetimed a mate to announce they were watching the film, they texted to announce they were watching the film, they posted on their instagram to announce they were watching the film, and they even forked out more money for the expensive, fancy VIP chairs to sit in to watch the film, and they didn't get to watch the film. This was because they were removed for behaviour that goes against policy - which is clearly stated right before the film starts. Got no one to blame but themselves. I wonder how this afternoon will be twisted, maybe they'll go home to mum and cry that a mean lady was sarcastic to them, and they were wrongly pulled out of a film because a mean old man made up terrible lies about her darling children. Ha. My question is - why? Why do teenage boys like to prove themselves? Why must they show everyone how big their dick is? Why do they feel the need to tell everyone how tough they are - that they could take on the world if they wanted to? I'll tell you why, because they're victims to toxic masculinity. What's that, you say? It's a set of societal conventions that show men are only tough, strong, with washboard abs. They never cry, because emotions are weak and they must punch their way through their sadness. It's the alpha-beta complex that so many men and boys fall for as they learn what a 'real man' is through the media. That's right, boys, not only are you pricks, you're daft enough to fall for mainstream media tricks. I feel sorry for you pricks. Until you carve that chip out of your shoulder, you'll forever live a half life, restricted and you may never feel truly happy and free. You poor, poor things. This is my message to all lads everywhere, or boys/men with the aspirations to be 'one of the lads.' You don't need to be rude and inappropriate to prove how cool you are. You may think you're hard as nails and beyond cool, but you'll likely end up embarrassing yourselves, or being kicked out of a cinema. Trust me, no one thinks that you being a twat is cool. Leave picking fights to the schoolyard, not the real world. Ironically, this happened during the showing of a film that actually defies a lot of tropes that toxic masculinity requires. There are no big, manly heroes, and they never refuse to show their emotions. Dunkirk is a new kind of war film, that acknowledges that you don't need to be the hero to be a compelling character in a story, you don't need to take unnecessary risks to show that you're a real man, and it's okay to be afraid, it's okay to be upset, because to feel is to be human. With the likes of Batman V Superman, Wonder Woman, and Spider-Man: Homecoming, Hollywood cinema is slowly turning around to remove the traits of toxic masculinity from their stories. Of course, this isn't an excuse to the Lad collective, they're still awful. Maybe as films show more realistic expectations for men - as they are currently doing for women - the next generations to come will be kinder, and less likely to huff and puff to try and show the world what big boys they are. I'm petty. I'm not sorry.

#petty revenge #Dunkirk #rude people #lads #creepy boys #teenage boys #revenge #pettiness #stories #this really happened in my life #cinema #films #phones

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