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thanks for tagging me @shimamitsu <3 !!
are you named after anyone? nop!
when was the last time you cried? I think it was today
do you have kids? I have 5 cats, they are my sweethearts my babies!!!!!!!!!!! Ahh human actual kids ? huhh naah, I don’t have and I’m not interested!
do you use sarcasm a lot? I guess so!
what sports do you play? :’) huh... none...
what’s the first thing you notice about people? Their style? Honestly I don’t pay people much attention at first? So I guess at best I notice “oh that girl has cool pants”, “ohh neat hair” and sttuff?
what’s your eye color? Green ! (Lars had to check cause I wasn't sure lol)
scary movies or happy endings? ...this...huh...happy endings I guess, i never watch scary movies but...this... this kinda feel like asking “Orange juice or chocolate bar ?” like...What if I want a scary movie with a happy ending huh? Cijgdjxis odd question
any special talents? Being silly making puns >:'oJ
where were you born? An hospital :D lol 🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷
what are your hobbies? Playing sudoko, picross and other similar stuff. Reading manga too!
do you have pets? YES!!!!!!!!!!! MY SWEETHEARTS MY SILLIES MEUS NENENZINHO FOFUCHINHOS DA MAMÃE AUAHUGHAUHG
how tall are you? 1,68 cm...so close... so so close
favorite subject in school? It was fucking math. yeah.
dream job? I once read that sometime some kids in Japan answer “Precure” to that question haha. ha. Can I answer like them and just say becoming a magical girl? I don’t want think seriously about this question orz the economy bro...
tagging @gardeningfrogs @waitineedaname if you guys wanna do it if not its ok~~ <3
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Smiling cruise
@wulfums, started thinkin after a day of having no or negative thoughts, can finally type something out even if its not what i originally wanted, thought id tag you. so i been ponderin for a short minute and i was like "hm yes, put smiling friends on a cruise ship and write about what theyd get up to". simple ideas like that, youre more than welcome to reblog and add onto this what Lucky64 would be gettin up to
Lucky Charms & Gwimbly would be sharing a room obvi, probably one with a balcony because everything would be paid for by Charms, this is probably after the game ceo finally dies and Charms finally gets their proper earnings of music revenue.
Charms would be up early and awake late, so barely any sleep because they're excited. In the mornings they'd stand on the balcony to watch the sunrise, at night theyre probably on top deck watching the sun set and then probably dancing through the empty decks with their headphones on in the middle of the night to burn left over energy before returning to an already asleep Gwimbly.
Gwimbly would be the sleep late, wake up late type. and probably a bed hog. sometimes hes up earlier but thats a rarity. say this cruise is like 2 weeks or something, 4 out of those 12 days hes awake early.
They'd have a table alone but it'd always be close to Allan & Whatwulfs because they like to hang out and talk whenever they run into eachother. Gwimbly and Allan probably have quiet tension from the whole hose thing, Gwimbly never really forgave him for that. Maybe Charlie, Pim & Glep are also at that table, maybe not, that'd probably depend on you
Lucky carries their headphones and autism bag everywhere they go, especially to actives, they know how crowded and loud things can get sometimes and theyre always prepared. Gwimbly also always double checks to ensure they have their stuff, hes had to be the main escort out of a situation a few times when they first started dating because Charms forgot their stuff. He hates seeing them so distressed when they thought things would be fun and fine.
Charms is usually Gwimblys drink cut off, they dont really like seeing him incredibly drunk unless theyre both shitfaced and Charms cant cut either of them off, but that doesnt happen often, best Charms' gets is tipsy from a few cocktails.
Gwimbly spends alot of time in the arcade, usually at the little duck claw machine (every cruise ive been on had one and i love them) trying to win as many unique ducks for Charms before they can win them themselves, he knows they love random bullshit like that. however gwimbly is in no way a master at it like he claims.
On land days they try to stick with the main group and/or Allan & WW (im just gonna shorten it to ww for whatwulf sometimes or just wulf, lazy like that ✌️). Charms isnt great at directions in new locations and gets stressed easy when they dont know where to go, especially on a time limit.
the two of them collect as many postcards, magnets, keyrings and pins as they can. Lucky has a rather large collection and gwimbly wants to be apart of it.
Gwimbly has definitely fallen into the pools a few times. completely sober.
the two like to spend more time in the 18+ pool areas just to be away from the rowdy kids and parents.
Charms brought their laptop and stuff to still make music since they always love making music on down times. Gwimbly is slowly learning to draw, sure its akin to a 3 year olds but hes doing his best and Charms loves everything he draws no matter what, seeing their face genuinely light up fills him with the confidence to get better.
sometimes gwimbly gets a lil too handsy outside the room but not too much to warrent trouble, he just cant help it, he tries to hold onto charms as much as possible because hes terrified of losing them to homelessness again like the day he lost them after the games fell through.
Gwimbly & Charms participate in costume nights but if its somethin theyre not crazy into then theyre kinda half assing it.
Loathsome mozzy eaters (again all what i think would happen ur welcome to change and add things)
Allan probably sleeps early and wakes up early.
ww falls asleep real early and wakes up at the same time as allan to watch the sunrise together.
unintentionally got the balcony room next to lucky64, wave to eachother often. allan probably goes inside early if he hears them getting all googly at eachother or making out.
whenever theyre not in the dining rooms theyre either at the help yourself restaurant or the fancy pay to be at restaurant because allan wants to treat ww.
allan does all the shoretour talks while whatwulf does most of the friendly first interactions.
both probably get a lil tipsy but never overly drunk unlike everyone else (excluding glep and his wife).
allan got the cruise through work most likely.
whatwulf swims the most
both of them also use the 18+ pools to be away from kids #ChildFree.
allan has never seen Charms tic before and probably thinks theyre drunk or something at first before asking them about it, hes slowly learning to get used to it and pay no mind to any unintentional noises.
wulf understands Charms' tourettes well since theyre better friends than them and allan, sometimes he'll help explain them to others when Charms cant themselves.
they def kiss at sunset on leaving day & going home day.
allan seems like he'd enjoy trivia, much like Lucky Charms, they always swap answers with eachother at the end.
whatwulf HAS to see every performance, theyre too good not to see.
whatwulf probably doesnt get sea sick as easily as everyone else due to being an aquatic-ish critter.
whatwulf is also probably a connoisseur of rubber ducks, very appreciative of them when gifted by allan.
shore days the two try to find their own way around unless its really unfamiliar and they get a shoretour.
allan makes sure they both have any autism things they need, if somehow they forget something Charms always has something similar to offer. fidget toy? sorted. earplugs? cleaned daily with interchangeable silicone or the soft foam ones for someone elses keeping.
ww is ALWAYS prepped and goes all out for costume nights, hes always matching with allan to the T no matter what!
sometimes on quiet nights they'll slow dance on the lido deck when no one else is around.
what everyone else is doin (aka charlie, pim, glep + Marge and maybe mr boss + Jason)
literally NOBODY trusts pims with directions and shit, not after Brazil.
Charlie and pim get shitfaced on the regular.
charpim share a room more in the middle of the boat, they dont have a balcony.
100% from work tickets.
glep and marge have their own room on a different floor, opposite side of the boat, balcony.
all 4 of them share a table with mr boss and jason, sometimes allan and whatwulf. pim gets along with gwimbly and no one really talks to charms that much because only allan and whatwulf really know them. pim tries to talk with lucky sometimes though to get to know them. charlie silently questions their tics but never has the balls to ask.
mr boss puts jason in the kidsclubs even though hes 18, jason fuckin loves the kids clubs because who wouldnt? i fuckin loved kids clubs.
mr boss kinda scares lucky sometimes, his random outbursts of actions scare the crap out of them.
glep and marge sometimes get a table to themselves when they want a quiet moment.
charlie fuckin hates being dragged to every single activity by pim. "pim cant we just slow down and play mini golf or something man? my knees are killing me."
pim is always first awake out of everyone in the group, he swims the most too.
charlie rides the waterslides 50 times in a row whenever he can, though hes gotta take big ass breaks between them for his pace maker.
#💕mutuals#smiling friends#self ship community#gwimbly#self shipping community#smiling friends gwimbly#🎮lucky64#self ship#🕹️gwimbly#💜💚lucky charms#loathesome mozzy eaters#whatwulf#allan red
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Long Ass Tag Game
Cause I wanna get to know you guys better
Thanks for the tag @edas-boytoy <33 Putting this under cut
I accidently wrote looong answer for one question shdhs
How many tumblr accounts have you had before this one?
It's my first one actually haha, I've made like two/three more after this but now they're abandoned forever
Also for this blog I have two sideblogs, I don't really use them now either
How long have you been in fandom?
Like the current one? By the end of July 2023 I posted my first Kyoshi novels fanart and maybe one month earlier I started rebloging and commenting on posts from others, this was after I read the novels and I jumped into their fandom and then in the procces I've also got into tlok and atla (I enjoyed them way earlier but I just didn't participate in their fandoms)
Your favorite trope in fiction?
HMMMmmm Grumpy serious stoick ish x chaotic more fun (and other antonyms that matches first character idk) (whatever heituat has going on))), expressive women with strong personalities, girlfailures<3, severe stern ruthless etcetc women but caring deep down inside (optional), morally gray characters, and I'm just a little obssesed with mother daughter relationships in fiction if that counts as a trope
Your favorite random fact?
That might be well known idk, but sometimes for a video game character they'll hire one person as only just face model, and then differnt person as voice and acting/motion capture
Must feel weird and funny when you basically see yourself in video game doing stuff you didn't do speaking with a different voice
Your favorite game or kind of game?
Now I don't really play video games myself but since I've watched Until Dawn gameplay yeaaaars ago I still like to watch playthroughts of those choice based horror games (the quarry, devil in me, resident evil etc), and later I watch other playthroughts for different choices outcomes scenes etcetccc, The games can be kinda stupid but fun, alsooo playthroughts of adventure games(???), I usually watch them when I eat something
Also CHECK OUT "STRAY"!! I only watched playthrought too but it looks so cool, you basically play as a cat (they did good job with motion capture, feels like real cat moves and it looks so fun to play) and you're in a world when humans no longer exist and there are cool looking robots, you can stratch walls and make robots pet you but I promise it's not just that lolol it has an actual plot and wordbuilding
Aside video games I like chess but I suck big time, but for my defence I mostly played with my friend who sucks even more aHA, we downlanded one chess app for two players and played during some classes
I think I'm just interested in 3d models and graphics hehhh I like 3d modeling
There's also a game called Hades, and this one I actually started playing myself, not the kind of games I'm usually into (roguelike),but friend got me it and! The character designs are very cool
HA nerd long anwser
A place you'd like to visit? (If carbon emissions, logistics and money weren't in question)
Honestly idk, somewhere warm, Greece? Spain would be nice too mmm mm architecture
Or someplace with cool mountains
An animal you're irrationally afraid of?
Ladybugs. No further explenations. But I do appreciate their beauty on photos and from big distance, I'm serious they are very pretty
What's your favorite season?
HMmmm currenlty maybe spring
A smell that brings you nice memories?
I still remember taking a breath of fresh spring air in a specific room last year and getting hit with memories lol, is that even a smell? felt like a smell
(If you're ok talking about food. If not, delete this part)
What's your favorite food from where you were born? And what's your favorite food from some place else?
Pierogi, krokiety and bigos from our stupid potatoland, from other places hmmm, most kinds of pasta maybe, I love pasta, pasta!! which is a little boring but mmmmm mm mmmm pastaaaaa
What's your favorite drink (if you drink alcohol, alcoholic and non-alcoholic)?
I do drink but not too often and I don't really care what, I like flavoured beer, which is alcohol for babies as my friend would say and she might be right but I like it
Do you give your pets random table scraps?
Not too often but sometimes yeah and depends what is it
no pressure tag @korrasamibottles
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Hi!
1st of all. I'm above 18 so I wanted to know if you could tag me in NSFW and SFW?
2nd of all, could you maybe make a COD mashup for one of my friends?
He has a type of long lengthed mohawk which goes into a type of wolfcut. (Blonde with a white stripe at the front) Blue green eyes mixed.
He has this long scar on his right lower leg at the front from tripping over electric wires, he actually likes it though. Also an injection scar on his right shoulder.
He doesn't really have one personality, normally changes depending on who he's with. But he normally acts sarcastic and like dad jokes.
He likes ranting about random stuff and his opinions. He also likes spitting out random facts of sharks literally out of the blue. He loves sharks 🤣
His type is difficult to say, but he does like men so yeah. He kinda likes same height people and anyone who can help with his hair and has a good personality. He finds it amusing if they're shy in any way. (If that helps idk)
He can never sit still or stand in place, he has to keep moving or else he'd lose it.
He has the type of look in his face like he's about to execute your entire bloodline- Sometimes it's scary. He also ghost blinks, sooo he doesn't really blink for long periods of time.
He likes video games, especially anything to do with killing. It's just fun to get his rage out like that.
Sorry for the long message but yeah, I understand if you can't do it btw!! <3
//yes, if you want to be tagged, leave a reply on this post
🤔 I think I'd pair him with...
Johnny "Soap" MacTavish 🧼
I think Soap would be a pretty good match
Soap is a pretty fun guy to be around so I think almost everyone can be friends with him
I can totally see them getting along playing video games
He'll also help styling his hair
And taking turns telling the worst dad jokes
Soap would probably convince him to pull pranks on Ghost, Gaz, or Price x3
Soap would start to develop feelings for him
Which he can be a bit shy once he accepts those feelings
Eye contact and Soap would look away, with a small blush on his cheeks
Ghost would take notice and tease Soap
"Ask him out."
"I can't just ask him out, Lt. I..."
He'd pause.
"...I don't know if he'd like me back."
"Don't know if you don't try"
#ask#request#call of duty matchup#cod matchup#match up#matchup#cod mw#cod mw2#cod mw3#cod#call of duty modern warfare 3#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty#cod soap#call of duty soap#johhny soap mactavish#soap cod#soap x reader#soapxreader
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about me
omg tagged first by @mathomhouse-e and then right as I was abt to post this @wordsinhaled tagged me too!! so delighted and honored to be in this wonderful group of mutuals, y'all make my heart warm 💖🥰
Nickname: Jules, I guess, counts? other than that I don't really have a current one... @weirdfishy has been calling me ghostie tho, which I absolutely adore 🥺💕
Sign: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon, Gemini Rising (Cap Mercury, and if y'all wanna talk astrology my dm's are always open lmaaoo)
Height: 5'7 or 5'8 on a good day (a.k.a when my sciatica isn't elbow dropping me to death)
Last thing I googled: "piercing places" and before that, "images of a shrimp" which I'm including because I thought that was very funny
Song stuck in my head: surprisingly I don't have one up there right now?? well.. I guess kinda,, but it's like a mix of a couple. All Up In Your Mind by Beyoncé, Genghis Khan by Miike Snow, Go Your Own Way by Fleetwood Mac, and In a Week by Hozier.. weird combo of songs but they're kinda cycling through my brain like a weird spirit box-esque radio station
Number of followers: 713 (😳, most of these are like, weird bots or deactivated blogs but still woah..)
Amount of sleep: hmm generally I get anywhere from 3-7 hrs, but as of right this moment (10:38pm) I've had 4hrs 36mins of Actual Sleep (from last night to when I woke up for work this morning) and then a 2 hr nap (before I started dinner this evening)
Dream job: Archivist of Some Sort™ in the Library of Congress,,, with a specialty in Thanatology?? I don't really know the specifics yet but something along those lines ig, if at all possible
Wearing: ..... a gray Cowboy Garfield t-shirt with the phrase "when I die I may not go to heaven. I don't know if they let cowboys in." and black underwear (THESE ARE MY PAJAMAS, OKAY? had to include the undies so you would get the Look™, I can't just say I'm wearing a t-shirt and leave it at that obvi... ajdjakfkg)
Movies/books that summarize you: my brain can't decide which way it wants to take this, so I'm just gonna answer with the Books/movies that I feel has shaped who I am as a person, currently. LOTR & the Hobbit trilogies, The Raven Cycle series by Maggie Stiefvater, the Conjuring (only the first one 🔪), Spirited Away, and The Labyrinth. OH SHIT almost forgot, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.
Favorite song: this changes daily 😐 rn tho I think probably Blood Upon the Snow by Hozier and Bear McCreary
Favorite instrument: Pipe Organ, Cello, Bass Clarinet, and the voice
Aesthetic: uh... weird goth gay uncle who is lazy and also a witch? is that anything?
Favorite authors: oof alright, well. Maggie Stiefvater, Neil Gaiman, Nora Sakavic, Gege Akutami, Lemony Snicket (Daniel Handler), and a handful of Fanfic Authors that I won't list here because I'm terrified of forgetting someone, but know that I am absolutely counting them and will forever remember their names
Random fun fact: I really love playing guitar hero games but I've never once really tried to learn how to play the guitar
thanks again for tagging me, you two 🥺🥰🥰 y'all have already tagged a lot of the peeps I would have tagged in fandom (so if I tag you again, my bad beloved homies just ignore me lmao), but let's see here... @weirdfishy, @watermelon-mafia, @rabooots, @aquilathefighter, @leave-me-alone-doctor, @eel-divinity, @an-asuryampasya, @pacospandora, @rainbowvamp, @runningheadless, and @howlittleweare <3 WHEW no obligation to do this at all obvi, but if you don't, this is just a reminder that ily 😘 if you do tho, I also love you 💖 okay g'night, loves
#my beloved mutuals ✨#jules.taggame✨#y'all my brain is... it's a wild time up there#okay not gonna ramble here too long I'm sleepy again ajakfkgk#if y'all need something elaborated on by all means#ask away cause I know I said some weird shit in here 💀 sjfisifkkg#mathom and N are like the coolest ppl ever and their answers reflect that and then here I am just being#absolutely unhinged#the outfit answers are ones I'm thinking abt specifically like theirs sounds fuckin PHENOMENAL and I'm just like '... Garfield Shirt'
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TAG NINE PEOPLE YOU’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER!
favourite colour(s): Jeweltones? At least that's what my wife says they are. Deep vivid colors- typically blues, greens, and oranges. But we'll go with blue for this.
favourite genre(s): Of??? Fiction??? Or writing? Either way I think my best time is to be had with adventure and mystery, but tinting both with a comedic edge. Not marvel level but some lightheartedness to break things up here and there. Things that play out on a bigger scale. Whether it's geographical or emotional. Toss some fluff in there.
favourite music: I've got a pic somewhere that makes fun of how varied my taste is. I dunno where I'd place it. Indie? Otakucore? The artist I've been savoring the most as of late is SIAMES. They're amazing. Just listen to this.
favourite movie: Have I waxed poetic about Everything Everywhere All At Once as of late? Because oh does that really get up there for me. Alongside Fury Road and Parasite. Consider it recency bias or something but those all are a jam for different reasons.
favourite series: For video games? Metroid and Rune Factory. Those explorathon and farm sim genres always scratch a good itch for me. I love upgrading powers and getting to open new doors man it's a problem. For anime? Gankutsuou. A fantastic rendition of the count of monte cristo. The visual style is amazing and I love the dub to boot. A series I go back to watch a lot. For TV? Idk. It's been so long since I watched current tv stuff. Better Call Saul sure was a trip.
last song: I'm always shuffling through tracks like mad and listening to random things on youtube or spotify. To pin down an answer in a better way. The last song I added to my favs on spotify is this one.
last series: 🤔 I guess the last thing I 'wrapped up' watching was Bocchi. Which was definitely the best of the season.
last movie: Puss in Boots Last Wish. :^) I'd see that again to be honest. Totally out of left field how good it was. Had no right going that hard with style, substance, and character. Hope it wins best animated pic.
currently reading: I tried reading the Bullet Train book but couldn't really get into it as much. I dunno what it says about me that I found the movie a lot more entertaining and compelling. The complete book I read before that was the 7.5 deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle. And that was a couple years ago.
currently watching: A few things. F to the Nier anime, because that was really good. I'm really enjoying Tomo-chan is a Girl, Trigun Stampede, and the campfire isekai tho.
currently working on: Kinda scattered right now trying to set my gears. I was doing drafts on @cadcnce and now I might do some more here or hit things on the sideblog. We'll see. My wife's about to leave for work and then I'll settle in and decide... perhaps... after a nice long workout. :V
tagged by: @ofliminalities thanks!! still squinting at you tho tagging: @psychcdelica @orderbourne @prinzessins @eliteimperialism @paraleech @sparklymuses @squidsavior @pastballads @musesofthemoon how about that grabbed nine, or you can steal it! :V
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tell me ur opinion on re tumblr assholes, whichever kind u came across
im fishing for some insights
Why? They usually have the same issues as any other big fandom I'm in that suddenly gets an influx of new younger fans. Racism and misogyny are spotlighted as positive in interpretations. Anyone arguing against it are silenced or shouted down as being problematic cause fandom is a safe space for white people. People take any confident sounding post interpretation as someone speaking like their opinion is the objective truth and need to argue with them about it. Nothing I'm not used to. Thankfully, this fandom doesn't have a huge pedophile and incest content creator problem like DBZ, but the nature of RE makes it hard for those people to do that in the first place. Like, they kinda gotta reach for the 3?? 4?? regular characters we see with living family members?
Other than that, I don't call people out by name to start shit. If I'm feeling chatty I take that to their replies on the post/inbox off anon so they can just block and erase me if I fuck up or get too annoying. I will call out some takes/interpretations! I've done it before (and will keep doing it), but I don't say who or drop usernames when I make the post. Usually the things I pick apart I've seen recently enough that the chances of the OG poster seeing it right afterwards are pretty high, and that's if I'm not talking about annoying things I see in the ao3 tag. This way they can block me mega easy too if they don't like my tone.
If you want insights on RE, it's better to just ask me about specific characters, relationship dynamics, or plot decisions made for the games and movies. If you're trying to talk shit about specific RE users, I'm not that big of a dick to do that to random people I don't agree with when they're just trying to have fun. I do the adult thing and shit talk that stuff in DMs with friends who I've known for years because they understand my vibe.
If you want insights for how to navigate the fandom in general, idk, block anyone who slightly annoys you? That's a great way to start.
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rant-y post about me remembering random spell names and other stuff~~ I keep adding on if i think of stuff to add on and need to stop doing that~~~~ lol. goes to show yes I am smart; i just need to apply it to something other than anxiety~~~
I'm genuinely sorry i keep adding to this post~~ it's long enough~~
man~~ I need to get more familiar with the names of status moves and stuff~~
for I have no idea what the kaja moves do... I mean they're buffs/debuffs i think but that's as far as I get. idk what the first part of those mean...
also me remembering some names of stuff without knowing what they do~~~ like tetrakarn or sukunda why I remember random SMT spell names is beyond me~~~ at least it means I'm very interested in it~~ I did this with my other interests all the way back in high school too, just remember bits and pieces of information for no reason whatsoever. don't even remember where I picked those spell names up from unless it was a playthrough or something i watched...
looked them up; one's a barrier spell and one reduces accuracy~~
get to playing an SMT or persona game and I should figure it out pretty fast~~
I just need to teach my brain that loss IS OK~~~ we're not good at a game and die?? TRY AGAIN AND DON'T GET SO UNREASONABLY UPSET~~~ THIS RUINS ANY PART OF FUN THE VIDEO GAME HAS
YES CHALLENGING THINGS CAN BE FUN THAT IS THE APPEAL OF MEGATEN AND BULLET HELL GAMES~~~ COME ON BRAIN~~
not the og thought of the post; yet another passing thought.
the one I originally wanted to post before bed is this.
living in a world with demons or pokemon might have it's advantages. unless of course your partners wouldn't attack you even if you asked them to.
need to freeze something? bufu.
insomnia and need to get sleep? ask one of your partners to dream needle you or cast another sleep status~~
need healing? mediaorama.
I know what some stuff does and I haven't played the games~~ but should if i like the franchise this much~~
hope posting this wasn't a mistake and keeps me up far longer than it should~~ the internet is a terrible vice of mine and one of the sole reasons I'm constantly backwards to begin with.....
plz brain let me sleep after I post this I beg of you~~~~
extra stuff in tags~~ and below cut cause I thought of something else that's kinda unrelated but also in the same vein of video games. and kinda embarrassing for me to admit~~~ teenage me had issues~~
I wish you all going to bed at this hour a good sleep as well~~~ hope we can all get sleep together across space~~~ sleep well fellow demon summoners~~ may you have plenty of magnetite to keep your demons around, and enough macca to recruit and fuse more~~~
don't get so mad at something that you destroy things in anger~~ it won't help you at all and may in fact make things worse~~ my father was that way when he lost a game
also don't destroy useful stuff~~!! teenage me didn't know how freaking expensive glasses were~~~ i couldn't get a glitch in super mario 64 to work and proceeded to destroy my glasses simply because i couldn't get a very hard glitch to work.
my blind ass destroyd something expensive that costs hundreds of dollars just because of not getting a GLITCH to work
teenage me had anger issues and now if I lose i just get sad and defeatest instead of destroy things because that's not worth what you'd have to replace if you broke something.
and if you ever get so mad at a game that you can't think straight, take a break and try again later~~~
teenage me was stupid af~~
#thoughts#thinking#i think too much#shin megami tensei#smt#megami tensei#megaten#pokemon#what do the moves do#if i actually play despite anxiety i'll find out#anxiety gotta ruin my fun#cause video games are supposed to be fun#but i lose and freak out unreasonably#i think i got too comfortable as a kid being good at games and forgetting what losing was like#forgetting that to get that good at games as a kid you got to die and lose a lot before skill sets in#or good at any skill really needs to be practiced and honed and being bad does not mean failure#gotta get my brain back into handling loss and bs cause some games have those in spades#would your demons actually attack you if you asked them to?#anxiété#anxitey#anxienty#anxi4ty#anxeity#anxiety the fun ruiner#sleep#passing thought before bed#hopefully#yelling somewhat#rant maybe#embarrassing unrelated under the cut
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penitenziagite for disco elysium is really good if you haven't read it. 23k words.
Oh that sounds cool! Lemme just get ready...
Okay, got ready. I've got a bowl of popcorn and two cans worth of ROOT BEER!! in a pickle jar. Big thing. Anywho, this'll be my thoughts and reactions cause I like doing those. Let's start.
So to begin, sick title. I thought it was some kind of drug I've never heard before, but no! Latin! That's cool! A bit of a nightmare to type out, but it's chill it's cool.
Let's look at the tags– holy shit it's a genfic??? Oh let's go! Not to be an annoying person, but personally I like Kim and Harry's dynamic as being platonic, with MAJOR amounts of tension and awkwardness from both of them at certain points. I think at some points they've been sexually attracted to each other, but it's mostly died down (especially in Kim). They both are better as partners anyways. Being in a relationship kinda messes it up a little. Harry is still a mess at times and yearns and gets a little jealous and insecure if Kim ever gets a boyfriend, but y'know that's just how Mr. Tequila Sunset is. They're just guys <3
Anyways anyways, back to the fic. No more rambling. I just like genfics.
Tags...tags... Hurt/comfort, heavy on hurt. Sounds good. Also, vaguely pre-relationship. I dig it. Coolio. Implied and also explicit suicide attempt? OOOH!! CASE FIC!! YESS LET'S GO!! God I love case fics so much. I love writing the characters doing things they would in canon. I gotta do that more for the mercs, it's so fun. Oh and also child death. That part spooks me.
For characters, all 41st Precinct guys. Plus this name I don't recognize... One quick Google tells me he's the head boss. Cool!
Anywho, let's get to reading.
OH SHIT THE SUMMARY OH GOD
Notes :] Lil' description of the word + an apology for what they've done.
Okay– probably should switch off my music to something more for reading. Less words. Maybe white noise or just ambient stuff. Eh, why not the soundtrack of the game itself. It's topical.
Actually beginning now, let's go.
Kim POV to start with, nice.
Aw no Kim :(( Poor guy
So he's in a prison? The summary did mention that Harry was in one for killing Cunoesse. Let's see.
Aww no Harry :(( He's just a guy who killed a child :((((( He don't need to spend that long in solitary confinement :((
Harry freaking everyone out cause of him talking to himself is so silly I love him
Ahh so this is the aftermath of that one bit where you can shoot Cunoesse in the game. I dunno why that took me so long for it to click. Kinda obvious. Ohh that's really fun to think about.
Impressive memory to remember that even after five years. Then again, even after his amnesia, Encyclopedia chimes in for the most random of trivia. Harry just remembers the little things. Also, hey, he said "Books". That's Encyclopedia! The silly!
Oh this is gonna be good I can feel it in my arteries.
Man Kim just can't get a break from traumatic things related to guns happening to his partner.
Ahhh I see. So Precinct 41st drags Harry out of solitary confinement in order for him to solve an old case. Neat. I assume this is cause Harry has solved like two, three hundred cases and is their last hope.
So Trant comes by and visits, eh? Just to take notes on Harry's psyche? Considering from the author's note, I'm willing to bet it's for nefarious purposes. Mayhaps HE is the murderer!! (Spooky)
EGAISGWISG– KRAZ NO WAUGAHA– It's like a coin toss between that being Rhetoric or the actual voice of Kraz Mazov himself in Harry's head hrjsgdiehe–
So he refuses?.. Curious...
"I have a lot of friends!" – Guy who has been locked in solitary confinement for five years and has been known to talk to himself. Ehosgeiesysh this is so silly I love this already.
Crownhead that's Volition definitely.
THE LONE "Ah." FROM KIM HELAHEIEGEU–
Ah so in this run of sorts, Harry drank and was high. Neat since whenever I play DE I'm always straight edge and sober. I can't let Kim down :(( But it does make sense for here cause. y'know. he shot a kid
Oh SHIT! Poor Harry man like :(
COACH LET'S GO!!
Aaannnddd they're off!
God it's really interesting. I adore the idea of Harry's ability to contain himself whittling down as he spends time in solitary confinement, being incredibly open about his thoughts and not really being exactly able to contain them. God that's such a cool premise. Oughhh 500 billion kudos and 100 million comments of praise to the author NOW for just the premise alone.
Obsessed with how Done Kim is with Harry. Of course he would be. It's in-character, both in canon and in this AU. It's still goofy. I love this characterization a lot :]
Oh yeah that makes sense cause Kim doesn't do his thinking like that, preferring the pen and pad. Of course he wouldn't relate to psychosis and or OSDD.
I wonder who Honey is. Thespian is obviously Drama, but Honey eludes me. If I were to wager a guess it's some Moterics skill. Bleeding Heart is probably also Pain Threshold.
...is Bleeding Heart really Pain Threshold? Eh, let's find out.
Ohhh I love a little dramatic irony. "The Union did it" :]
Ahh so the Tribunal still happened. Aw.
Puzzleface :) Love Logic.
Interestin', Kim working between both Precincts. I was wondering how they'd explain the reason a guy from the 57th was working with a guy from the 41st.
Rejects and losers. Of course he'd fit in.
THE GANG!!!!
I don't trust you Trant.
Harry :(( Good God he's in terrible shape. He's just shaking like a scared dog. He's terrified of his colleagues. He's definitely very aware of the person he was before the amnesia, which makes it even worse. Poor guy..
Anon you're so right I do love this fic.
Trant is suspicious. He's giving off super Not Disco vibes.
Trant is either the murderer, is helping the murderer, or is a centrist/ultraliberal. Nobody acts like that and is a normal person. He's too...nice.
JEAN WHDIEGSHS– ahhh good ol' Jean and his fucking love for using fucking swears at every fucking moment possible for fucks sake. Love him.
Trant gives vibes of evil neurotypical vibes, that's what.
PALE MENTION PALE MENTIONED LETS GO I LOVE PALE LORE I LOVE THE IDEA OF HARRY BEING A MAGPIE I LOVE PALE LORE!!!!
Soo... I know it's early to call shots, but I'm thinking: why is Trant doing this? He's gotta have ulterior motives. If he's researching pale and it's effects by studying Harry, why is that? I'm under the assumption that he's at least involved with the murders somewhat. It's mentioned that, every time discussion dries up about the RCM being shitty at their job, another person dies. Somebody is trying to sabotage the RCM. For what? Political reasonings? Who knows! Let's find out.
Yayyy Trant knows the voices too!
"Innocence alive" is a fun phrase. Like it.
Trant loves Harry like he's studying a bug I love it.
Intrusive thoughts Du Bois here. He just sees a razor and some voices just go: "KILL YOURSELF NOW!!" which honestly. Yeah. That's what happens in the game.
I have a terrible feeling that all of this talk of Harry being prone to harming himself is going to come up later. It's gotta. That's how this works. Oohhhh God....
Annndd to detective work!!
"You're not a stranger to this kind of...thrifting." I adore all of these lil' gestures to the game. It's so fun. Harry is just a hobocop give him a break. He loves stealing random clothes he finds.
Harry :((
Bathroom scene oh boy. The root of homosexuality
HE'S DISSOCIATING NOOOO HARRY MY BOYY PLEASEEE Ohhh God he's so fucked up from jail he needs every nice warm hot bowl of soup
Harry no. Don't look at the razor like that. No. Please god no. It's so tense.
TWENTY ONE FOR IT??? JESUS CHRIST Harry please god almighty.. Oh my god... Just the thought of virtually every thought in Harry's head clamoring for him to take the razor and kill himself is just. HOOOHHHH BOY....
There's scars on his throat :(
Centipede? I can't think of which one that'd be. Maybe HE? Perhaps Savoir Fare? Hm.. Same with The Critic, though that one could be Conceptualization.
Kim, the crowd of inhuman beings is real, don't worry about it :)
Eepy time :]
Hooh!! Notes!!
Oh that's who The Critic is? Shivers? Harry did refer to it with she/her pronouns, which, yeah, makes sense since it's the spirit of Revachol
End of chapter. Kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos kudos k–
"Good morning! ...hello, Harry." I love Judit so much. She's a sweetheart
Hooh! Crime scene!
Love seeing Harry be so open about his voices. It's so fun and neat.
Ohhhh shit the voices.
Party Animal. 100% gotta be Electrochemistry.
So, what we know: the victim was most likely sedated beforehand. If there was no struggle, that means that were incapacitated. The sedative is subtle and takes a keen eye and knowledge in order to identify. How do the bullets exactly fit in...hm...
EYES MENTION
Ah, so that's the bullet. They're sedated and then killed with a square bullet. Square bullet... I don't think I exactly believe it. The perpetrator must be doing something odd. Perhaps they are EXTRACTING THE PALE FROM WITHIN THE BODY VIA LOMBOTOMY!! And you know who else is interested in the pale for potentially nefarious purposes??? That's right, Traunt!! (/lh /j)
See yeah! Harry's speaking my language! Looks less like a bullet and more like a tool. An extraction tool!!!
Oh like a stun gun. That makes sense. Stun gun, bolt gun, all the same, really.
Perhaps it is TRANT selling these incense things to people as aromatherapy in order to harvest them!! I always knew Trant was into pyramid schemes for EVILLL!!
Aww Harry's happy :]
Aww Jean no :(
Yeah I think it's reasonable for Jean to be pissy with Harry. He's a shitty person when he left and killed a kid when trying to work on a case that he just abandoned for a long while to fuck off and try killing himself. Jean is upset enough at Harry even without the child murder. He's ballistic now with him being here like he didn't kill a kid and has been in prison for five years.
Harry is like a sad old dog that's been left shivering in the rain for most of his life. Poor guy...
NOO HIS WRISTSSSS GET THEM OFF GET THEM OFFF
For a second I thought he was gonna pull of soft fabric handcuffs. Nah, just makeshift ones.
Kim :] Awww he's so sweet..
"Why am I doing this?" Your kindness and want for Harry's wellbeing is stronger than that of his own suicidal thoughts, duh
"They had other things to do" oh they just straight up hate him. Reasonable honestly.
Bleeding Heart...is it Empathy??? It can't be Inland Empire. Pain Threshold is out the window.
Harrrryyyyy :((
Boogie Street :] Silly name
WAUGHH NOOO MY HEARTTTT EYEESSS NOOOO God the Eyes stuff never fails to get me. Kim being so closed off and jaded because of his death is so. hurtful. My soul..
Harry?
HARRY?!?!
HELP HIM NO THAT'S BAD
JOINTS POPPING?? EUGHH GOD I CAN HEAR IT AND FEEL IT WuagHGHhGhh HELPP HIM KIM
Okay he's better than Delores Dei.
..aw no...Harry... That's why? He got set off by being called detective? Ohh no.. The voices don't think he deserve it. Then again, they don't think he even deserves to be alive, so there's that.
Christ imagine your thoughts being so violent and powerful you go into shock and seize up cause they hate you and whatever is going on so much.
Harry rest please.. Listen to Kim :(
The hell you want Trant.
I don't trust you pasty white guy...
HE PULLS OUT A PEN WITH ZERO CONCERN I NEED TO MAUL HIM
oh no.
harry please no.
I know there's a chapter left and there's a net zero chance he's actually killing himself here but GOD it's stressful.
So Shivers told him that. Cuno died of an overdose. He would've been thirteen years old. Christ alive...
He does bring up a really good point: Cuno was the only one left who cared for Cunoesse. Everyone else was up in arms about Harry killing a kid that nobody stopped to consider or mourn the death of her. She wasn't a person so much as a victim of police brutality. Cuno was close. Cuno knew her. A part of him would've been torn the second that shot rang in his ears, forever lost as his best friend died before him. It wasn't a game anymore. It was real life. It was real and she was dead. She was dead and nobody but him cared...
God imagine being stuck in solitary confinement like that. You are already a mess. Half of your thoughts wanted you dead or engaging in the worst coping methods possible to ignore the pain of the love of your life leaving you. Then, you lose your memories, and now you're in jail for killing a kid. A child. Every day you're alone with your thoughts. Bombarded with these constantly clashing and arguing voices, all of which only want you dead. Then you've got Shivers and Espirit de Corps like: "Oh btw everyone in the city and your police force hates you"
Anyways back to Harry having a pair of scissors right to his neck. Is there a bigger meaning to the neck? His tie being like a noose is a common motif in the game. Hell, I'd go as far as to say he tried killing himself the night he got amnesia. The way the tie was held up on the ceiling... That or it could just be because it's a clear spot with a major artery that, when severed, is a quick and rather painful death. Eugh, bleugh. Writer disease has kicked in and now my neck feels weird and tight cause of empathy and whatever.
Harry put down the scissors. Please
Shivers wants him to live... My heart..
"Why don't you want me to die, lieutenant?" What if I cried, huh? What then?
He's asking for the cuffs on again.. He doesn't want to die... He's got another reason to keep going
Something to note that I'm a little obsessed over is the inverse of the game happening here. Kim almost always refers to Harry as "detective", while Harry always just called Kim by his name. Inversely here, Harry calls Kim by his title cause he knows that he likes it, as well as Kim saying his name due to Harry having a major breakdown over it. It's just cool and silly :] I like it a lot
HARRY'S CRYING NOOO GOD NONONOOO ohh his mind is going to be like an absolute whirlwind here. Volition is the MVP honestly
It just hit me: Kim doesn't want Harry to die again cause he feels already responsible enough for Eyes. I dunno why it took me that long. Even in my own small writings, I bring it up. Kim cares so, so much about Harry because he doesn't want to fuck things up again. He doesn't want to get terribly attached in case of an emergency, but even in said emergency, he would do everything and more to protect him. Do what he should've done all those years back
Chapter three time, let's go!
Harry please..pleaseee Harry.....
KIMMM NOOOO
The hell you want Trant. Trout. Whatever
The way he's so utterly divorced from reality and just goes like: "Yuh-huh, yeh? He tried killing himself? Ookie pokie :)" is setting off so many alarm bells.
"Imprinting positive memories" Harry has done little more than be yelled at, belittled, and then tried killing himself this entire time. The second he got excited he was shot down.
It is a very messy situation Kim's found himself in. He's the one who decides whether Harry, a severely mentally ill man, gets to either go back to prison or sticks around with him. I can't blame him for being conflicted. Hell, I don't even know what I'd do.
Discussions discussions...
Free Harry!!
And down to the street with all of the incense stuff!
Harry getting constantly compared to being a dog is so silly I love him..
Talking talking,, all sorts of case stuff.
Five years?? Oh that's gonna be important. Maybe it was Harry who bought them before and that's why he was gravitated to them. Since leaving, well, no more buying.
Especially with Logic and Electrochemistry popping up too now, yeah.
BREAKING AND ENTERING TIME!!!
oh right. yeah. harry would be extremely sensitive around guns cause..cause of all of the incident
He's got the Sad Cop copotype.
C'mon buddy, just a lil' pep talk. All gonna be fine. Just don't. die if you hear gunshots.
Trant shush. No. Not a word.
Trant you are so suspicious I refuse to believe it isn't you. It has to be.
It's only a guy with no eyelids. Don't worry!
So Trant isn't the one murdering them. It's this bozo. Understandable. Maybe Trant is just a prick. I still think he's evil.
OH SHIT
OHHH NOOOOO
TRANT ONE OF YOUR MEN JUST GOT SHOT AT LEAST SHOW SOME EMOTION OTHER THAN THAT
Back at the Precinct :]
Oh no it's the boss man.
Evaluation time!!
TRANT NO
Can I kill Trant. Pretty please
OH FUCK OFFFF TRANTTT Petty bullshit I need him to Perish
Okay okay it's fine they're coming to an agreement. Harry is fine. It's chill. Trant please reveal that you've been brain scooping so it's morally okay for me to strangle you
Harry please...
Oh damn
Harrryyy noo..please...
HUG! HUG PLEASEE
God damn they're both touch-starved.
So! Good fic! Liked it! I'm losing my ability to type. Very eepy. Going to. bed.
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Thank you for tagging me!! Sorry this is so long
1. Are you named after anyone? Technically? My deadname anyways. My mom chose it because it was the name of a baby in a show she loved. My dad also agreed on my middle name because of a bull rider. My chosen name was... a lot of trial and error but I settled on Rayne bc I love the rain. Also my friends said it fit.
2. When was the last time you cried? A couple thursdays ago? Idk I wrote it down... I'm weird and write down when I cry and why bc I rarely cry bc I'm dumb and suppress it. Don't be dumb like me.
3. Do you have kids? Nope! Don't want any anytime soon either!
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? No, I'm always serious. I hate sarcasm. (Btw, this is sarcasm)
5. What sports do you play/have you played? Besides what we had to do in p.e., I was on the basketball team in 6th grade but... had to leave bc I had bad grades but also the girls were fucking mean. I did one summer of competitive swimming but I didn't like it that much, I just prefer to swim around at my own pace doin my own thing. I tried tennis once but that requires being quick on your feet. I also used to go with my dad to golf as a kid and got to putt. Kinda wanna go again ngl. Oh yeah and one winter in Yosemite we went up to Badger Pass to ski.
6. What's the first thing you notice about other people? Uh, physically maybe hair and clothes? General color palate? Body language too.
7. What's your eye color? I guess hazel? They're like a blend of green brown and a tiny bit of grey? They're not green but a sort of olive color.
8. Scary movies or happy endings? Happy endings, I hate scary movies.
9. Any special talents? Um. I dunno? I can talk for hours to myself going on tangent after tangent about random shit? Is that a talent? I guess I also pick up on things quickly, like I got really good at playing flute quick, marching quick, drum majoring, etc. Nothing really special or weird. Oh, I'm pretty good with language related stuff too.
10. Where were you born? The sweaty taint of California... aka Fresno.
11. What are your hobbies? *deep breath* Playing music, conducting, writing, bullet journalling, book binding, various witchcraft things, d&d, video games (esp jrpgs), solving puzzles, knitting, talking way too fucking much, a bit of sewing, learning languages, marine biology, etc etc...
12. Do you have pets? I'm not sure if my cat, Wakka, is still around my old house bc its been over a month since the snowstorm and we all think she just moved on to another home (still gonna search for her when we go back up) BUT!! My lovely cousin is making sure I get this little tortiseshell calico that was just born a week ago, I'm so excited! And my dad is either getting the orange or grey tabby, they're not 100% sure. But its gonna be a bit before they move in.
13. How tall are you? 5'5 ish? I'm like smack 5'4.5 and it depends on the doctor which way they round it.
14. Favorite subject in school? Band and French. I love music and languages and those two class periods were like, the only thing keepin me going back then because I genuinely had fun with them. English was fine too until Senior year when I went into a.p. and it was just fucking Philosophy. I just wanted to be in a class where people knew how to use commas, not to read Plato
15. Dream job? Author! Or bookbinder! Or both! Publish a novel and as a special thing, handbind limited edition copies of them! Also do stuff in the old days where you take bookbinding commisions where they give you the text block of the book and I make a custom covers for them. Author is definitely the base though, I just can't stick to just one thing, I like doing too many things.
For tags... hhhmm. @a-star-that-fell @catboyelimgarak @gerardwayoftheday2 @evilqueenliv @deyjahboo you don't gotta if you dony wanna, I'm just taggin
15 questions / 15 mutuals
thanks for the tag @joeschains <3
1. are you named after anyone? -technically no, BUT my mom was ~inspired~ by the drummer of a band. (not saying which one because that would reveal my government name lol)
2. when was the last time you cried? -maybe a couple weeks ago. my medication makes me not be able to cry much. I just feel extra shitty with no way to get it out. :'''')
3. do you have kids? -ABSOLUTELY NOT and don't plan to thanks
4. do you use sarcasm a lot? -never..
5. what sports do you play/have you played? -I played soccer until middle school
6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people? -bro idk...maybe their height?
7. what’s your eye colour? -brown
8. scary movies or happy endings? -depends on what mood I'm in
9. any special talents? -I sing and play guitar (play guitar badly), I also can tattoo
10. where were you born? -new hampshire, gross
11. what are your hobbies? -playing and writing music, tattooing, hiking/fitness, baking
12. do you have any pets? -two cats that are my babies :)
13. how tall are you? -5’3ish
14. favorite subject in school? -history, music, and drama
15. dream job? -god please let me make a living off my music please please please and also dabble in film acting
no pressure tags <3 @moonlitdark @ceriseheaven @the-valkyrie-writes @bowersbubbles @ruby-dragon @sweet-villain @moonchildquinn @josephfakingquinn @quinnsmunson @jaimejamieb @nebulousfishgills
#also... maybe make it a new post...#this is really long...#shoulda done that myself#considering i dont know when to shut up
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10, 12, 25, 36 for the writing ask game
Howdy and thanks for the ask!! I already answered #12 for Rotten which will appear under the mun rambles tag, so if you don't mind I'll go for 11 since it's between 10 and 12 lol.
10. How do you decide what to write?
Partially on a whim (which happens a lot) and partially due to interaction! Somebody says they want something and I just love to try and provide. I've got something of a wildbacklog with suggestions and the like rn. But the most consistent theme is that it's goofy shit for my favorite awful bastard man.
Also want to say the backlog just gets longer and longer because those damn whims of mine always creep up on me. Currently looking at doing another little fic around the holidays for Rotten's OC Barrett (guess im out here simping for the whole family); I have like 2 funny romcom ideas (one also from Rotten); my probably eternally unfulfilled desire to write Doc doing something science related; and then whatever else comes to mind.
My life would be easier if I just stuck to drabbles, but alas. I'm always down for goofy ideas and am willing to broaden my horizons.
11. Are you partial to a certain character/pairing or are you more equal-opportunity? If you are partial to any character/pairing, why do you think that is?
Honestly I am a simp for Hans and I think I advertise that well enough. But beyond that, I wanna just talk for a bit about why I'm kinda drawn to Millennium as characters.
So first and foremost they're all awful people with horrible motivations and Hirano did a good job describing that. But beyond their motivations they were surprisingly well written, each with their own personality and goals. I just like the idea between dropping their characters into situations and seeing how they work. Trying to work in other stuff and testing theories to see if they work. Shrodinger and his implications on the crossover between physics and magic in Hellsing is just 👀👀👀
Like Hellsing and Iscariot are fun, too, but as far as my nerd interests and shit: the group with the mad scientist and the werewolf not-stripper I'm out here simping for kinda win that tug of war.
25. What other websites or resources do you use most often when you write?
Google, funny enough. I don't have a go-to because if I'm not wildly pulling things out of my ass or drawing on the plethora of random facts I've amassed over the years, I'm probably just googling something to check. I mean, to be fair the bulk of what I'm writing is supernatural reader-insert smut where there are next to no rules so there isn't exactly a lot to fact check lmao. I wing thr bulk of my work, for better or worse. At least I hope it's entertaining.
But if you're looking for any particular kinds of resources for knowledge or character design I could totally find something for you!
Otherwise for some of the detailed technical historical stuff, I do quite a bit of reading in my spare time. Most if my knowledge of stuff about the Nazi atomic weapons development program (what a mouthful AND a nightmare) comes from the book The Bastard Brigade. I tend to read a lot of nonfiction and I loved that one to bits.
36. Do you visualize what you read/write?
Yep! I do try, anyway. Sometimes because I want to make sure that what I write matches what's going on in my head or that physically things make sense. There's a lot of time I'll double back and say "wait shit I forgot to have so-and-so move this and now they have THREE HANDS"
So when I write I do try to keep a bit of a running visualization. And then I go back through it (maybe) and make sure it makes sense. Hopefully if you read things of mine, you find that I don't miss too much! I do all this without a formal beta, too, so it's a hell of a time if I just churn out a 26k monster. 💀
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TAG GAME
thanks, Lumi! 🍋 @lumminade
Your thoughts on the Sims 1-4
Sims 1: Played it when I was 5, didn't understand a thing 😅 But it was fun! Mom didn't let me spend a lot of time in the pc tho :(
Sim 2: Managed to make it run but I haven't properly played with it (only bits from time to time)... and it hasn't been the great thing for me. I'm still giving it a shot!
Sims 3: Started playing it recently. So much to do D: I have to open like 5 wiki pages because I have no idea of how to play that game, there is way too much!! I'm laughing my butt off everytime I play it. Hate the graphics with a burning passion.
Sims 4: One of my comfort, chill games. Absolutely adore the graphics, love the versatility, but is kinda short in gameplay if not played with mods (which I heavily do, hehe). Ridiculously expensive... that's why I pirate it.
What is your favorite Expansion pack in the Sims 4
Gameplay wise? Cottage living. It is amazing. Aesthetically? Jungle adventure (reminds me of home) and Strangerville.
Small pets or Horses?
Haven't had a horse yet so small pets!
What is your favorite active career in the Sims 4?
Scientist career o3o
What is your favorite Aspiration in the Sims 4?
Grilled cheese, hehe
Whims or Wants?
Wants! I wish they add them :( or turn whims into something a bit more interesting and less repetitive.
What is your favorite Occult in the Sims 4?
Cowplants, Bonehilda, or the Social Bunny?
Cowplants for the winnnn
How do you pick your sims names?
We all know I suck at naming my sims xD I should be in jail. I'm too literal or I'll search for an interesting translation or thing related to the sim I'm creating. If everything else fails: online randomizers.
Do you create a spouse for a sim, or do you go after a townie?
Both! It depends how I'm playing.
Do you prefer to follow storytelling Simblrs, or do your prefer gameplay Simblrs?
I really love both, hehe. But I have a soft spot for those who don't take things too seriously and let the game be crazy and weird, no matter what they're doing. They're super fun.
What year did you join Tumblr/Simblr?
Tumblr? 2012 I think. Simblr: 2020
I'll tag (no pressure :D) @lizillasimming @pixel-bloom @mosneakers @almost-spring @ambrosiaicecreem @cupcakesimsworld @bakersimmer @sofi-sims @alwayssimmin-alwaysrantin @vandral02 and whoever wants to do this!
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I posted 472 times in 2021
45 posts created (10%)
427 posts reblogged (90%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 9.5 posts.
I added 108 tags in 2021
#anime - 17 posts
#autism - 14 posts
#neurodivergent - 11 posts
#supernatural - 11 posts
#tag game!! - 10 posts
#sk8 the infinity - 10 posts
#adhd - 10 posts
#yuri on ice - 9 posts
#langa hasegawa - 8 posts
#reki kyan - 8 posts
Longest Tag: 67 characters
#but also im gay so that crosses out any smart braincells i once had
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Ok but honestly,,, kinda homophobic that I'm not sailing into the sunset with my sexy gay lover as our crew sings random shanties
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#4
Everyone is talking about the hug scene from sk8 and how that's the canon scene. No THIS is the canon scene.
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#3
Can we talk about how reki literally fills the hole in langas heart that was left there after his dad died? How he made him feel like he had purpose again? And how episode 12 perfectly captures what the last stage of grief and finally letting go/moving on looks like?
Like... pls,,, these screncaps.
The whole show kinda revolves around the grief of langas father and the effect it had on not only him, but his family, and the people around him as well. And episode 12 wrapped that up so nicely. Because langas dad would've wanted him to eventually find someone who shared the same burning passion and drive as him... and that person was, reki. All he wanted was for his son to move on and enjoy life and have fun, and that's what he did.
In the end, I think sk8 was really well done because of this aspect.
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reasons why Viktor Nikiforov is AutisticTM:
❄️He doesn't understand emotions very well and has a hard time describing his own, especially when it comes to romance.
❄️He's very hypersexual and relates being in a relationship to sex because he has a hard time describing the actual emotions that go along with a relationship, where as sex you can feel.
❄️on that note, he heavily relies on touch to understand people and how they're feeling, and the only way he knows how to cheer up others is through physical touch.
❄️ He doesn't really understand social cues and boundaries in general and like,,, whats appropriate and whats not appropriate?? like how he constantly wants to sleep with Yuuri as "bonding." Most people just say its because thats normal where he comes from. but even when Yuuri tries to tell him no, he still tries to??
❄️ skating 👏🏼 special 👏🏼 interest 👏🏼
❄️ lastly, he's very straight forward and monotone and doesn't relly think before he speaks, and when he hurts someone's feelings he has a hard time comprehending why.
324 notes • Posted 2021-04-08 05:02:50 GMT
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Ok so my thing when people hc characters as autistic, specifically neurotypical people, is that they always go for the very stereotypically autistic-acting character. They always go for the quiet one that likes routine or is a picky eater. Like, those traits are great traits to base your headcanon off of, but don't always just go for the quiet picky eater that likes routine. This is coming from a quiet picky eater that somewhat likes routine, but the thing is, those aren't the only traits I possess, I can be hyper at times and I love being around people and physical touch, but I'm no math savant and I can't type a proper text for the life of me without relying on autocorrect lol. Just,,, Please, think outside the box when making autistic headcanons.
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Tag game!
Thank you for the tags @iron-mum and @potatoqueensays
1. why did you choose your url?
Behold, my children! (These photos are a few years old so they're bigger now.)
When I was setting up my AO3 account I just took my love for turtles, the season (it was almost winter and I love snowfall), mashed it together and Winterturtle was born.
2. any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.
This is a side-blog😅
My main is @turtle-of-winter. I just wanted to keep things separated since I reblog a lot of random stuff (I didn't know back then that it doesn't have the same functions).
3. how long have you been on Tumblr?
Since the end of February 2020
4. do you have a queue tag?
Nope. (I'm just lazy)
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
The main one because of 1917 fandom. I love incorrect quotes, my friend kept sending me screenshots but I didn't want to bother her too much so she helped me set up the account here.
This one because one reader asked if I have Tumblr and I liked the idea of interacting with others beyond comment section.
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
I've tried many picrew styles but I liked this one the most since I find it the most accurate.
7. why did you choose your header?
It's from one artist with synaesthesia (@/lightschangecolour on Instagram, she's really amazing). The artist sees music and then paints what they see. I even have one print home!
I chose this one because it goes with the blue theme of my blog.
8. what's your post with the most notes?
It's a link to the story "Here, kitty, kitty..." but I think another link will overtake that place soon.
9. how many mutuals do you have?
20 (here)
10. how many followers do you have?
56 (here)
11. how many people do you follow?
93
12. have you ever made a shit post?
I don't think so.
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
Kinda a lot. Next question please.
14. did you have a fight/argument with another lot once? who won?
I don't like to fight. I'm pretty calm person and you would have to do several major mess-ups for me to snap.
15. how do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?
Sometimes I reblog those if it's something interesting, though I don't like them very much. It feels like people just use manipulative words ("reblog or we can't be friends" and similar) to get notes.
16. do you like tag games?
Of course! They're fun.
(But I didn't like them much in the beginning because when I got tagged, I had no one to tag next since I had like... three mutuals)
17. do you like ask games?
Always.
18. which of your mutual do you think is Tumblr famous?
I think @real-turtle-bean @pogokitten @polaroid15 and @iron-mum are the most famous.
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
Nope.
20. tags?
No pressure! @hale-13 @pogokitten @polaroid15 @yes-i-am-happyaspie @retro-memo
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A Midsummer Night's Dream?
I'll combine it with @jedirangerpenguin s ask for "Something lonesome about you" because they belong together. Awesome choice, btw! Those are fun chapters/miniseries. Also tagging @sheeplessthings because I know you love this mini series. :D
WIP Tonks&Alex Crazy Little Fun Summer
Something Lonesome About You: Tonks and Alex go unusual ways to fix damaged foundations.
A Midsummer Night’s Dream: The Trouble Double lives the summer of their lives.
Sooooo, these are fun! I'll give you some general context and a lil snippet maybe?
The history behind these is the following: Tonks and Alex know each other from their shared volunteer work at a BACA led youth club (Bikers Against Child Abuse). They soon become besties there. Then Alex breaks up with her ex Fred and is pretty crushed about it and takes a job offer for a year at the other side of the country. When she comes back, Tonks is pretty pissed at her (though he had her number, they called regularily, and he could have visited her, she did invite him, but he refused because he was cranky that she left because of a guy).
That's where Something Lonesome About You sets in. Alex comes back and Tonks starts off cranky, but they talk and Alex is kinda stressed about stuff and at some point in the night Tonks is like
"I know what you need."
"Uhum?"
"Ice cream and an orgasm."
And then my brain was - wait, what? But well, okay, I guess? One doesn't argue with Tonks, right? Then the brain was like "but they're both not the type to just have some meaningless one night stand with a good friend" so the logical consequence was that obviously it meant they are together now for some time.
So that's where A Midsummer Night's Dream sets in. It follows up Something Lonesome and tells the story of the following summer where both kinda aggressively fall into a short relationship (is it being in love or just trying to fix their friendship after that year apart?). They have A LOT of fun together. Road trips, shared night shifts, gay pride, dancing, laughing, breakfasts, everything. They genuinely have a good time together. Alas, while they deelpy love each other, they are more like siblings than a romantic couple, and when they go to their fav club for dancing, Alex notices that Tonks makes eyes at the barkeeper André. Alex is a good best friend and sets them up, knowing Tonks much rather is into guys anyways. (Of course that's right when she thinks she's really starting to fall for him, so just another heartbreak... But she values their friendship enough to be over that soon, and they are just even better friends after that.)
Of course Alex has a good cry over it at Dave's, and we all know how those two end up... :D So it all falls in place in the end.
This scene is set on their road trip directly after Something Lonesome, first or second morning, in some random little motel in the middle of nowhere.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
“Time?”
“Eleven.”
“You sure? Or guessing?” Alex asked scpetical. If it was eleven already, why was he still in bed? And why didn’t he wake her?
Instead of answering, Tonks just showed her the screen of his phone. The display indeed showed 11:03.
Alex felt like she’d been hit by a truck. Wasn’t the saying that one could sleep themselvf tired? She definitely had done that. “You sat there?”
“Uhum.”
“The whole time?”
“Uhum.”
Why would he do that…?
“What did you do? Stare at me like some crazy stalker?”
“Snake.”
“What?”
Whatever this conversation was about, Alex definitely wasn’t ready for it. There was a snake? That’s why he was still in bed? But couldn’t snakes climb or something? Was the bed really the safest place to be when -
Tonks pressed some button on his screen again and gave the phone back to Alex. “Snake.”
It took Alex some time to realize what he meant. “You played snake four hours?”
“Four and a half.” Putting it like that almost made it sound like an accomplishment. “Broke my own record five times. And I beat the game.”
A grin made its way up on Alex’ lips when she reached out for the phone. “Give. I can do better.”
“You did hear me say I beat the game, right?”
“Yah.”
“You cannot beat that.”
“That’s you being afraid. Chicken. I can beat it faster.”
Tonks tried to kick Alex against the shin, but it wasn’t more than a friendly scolding that blew off in the blanket. “Here, here. She’s too big for her boots.” A second later the phone landed on her chest. “Go ahead. Do. Beat me. Be better than the master. I will go get some breakfast for us.”
“At eleven?”
“You wanna get up and go straight for burgers?”
Alex grinned. “I can always go for burgers, you know. Burgers are an excellent any time meal. I could even skip the fries.”
“So you want burgers rather than breakfast?”
“You don’t?”
Tonks shrugged. “Will probably take me a little longer to grab some burgers somewhere, but no. I never mind that.”
“Go grab whatever you want. I’m not picky.”
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Can I request hcs of La Squadra's reactions to a new temporary member whose a little girl with the ability to turn her enemies into a plush toy? Maybe they get on her nerves with teasing so she turns uses her ability on them, or they're on a mission and they witness her ability in action towards their target?
Risotto
When Risotto was told he’d be receiving a new member, but only temporarily, he did not expect them to be a little girl of all people. He’s skeptical, but he accepts the situation in the end. There have been members in Passione that joined at her age and younger. Besides, despite her age, if she’s being put on the assassination squad of all divisions then that must mean she has abilities that are very forced to be reckoned with.
He was able to witness her Stand in action was when he took her with him on an assassination for the first time. He wanted to see first hand what kind of ability she has, and what it could really do. When they were finally able to catch their target alone, the girl strikes.
When she summoned her Stand and struck the target, Risotto was speechless to see them turn into a plushie! This was her ability?? It’s…something new for him, that’s for sure. As he watches the girl grab the plushie and proceeds to rip it apart with her bare hands though, he nods in approval, feeling a little proud that she’s able to handle herself very well, especially in assassinations. She’ll do just fine on his team.
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Prosciutto
Grateful Dead’s user was not happy. Pesci was enough of a hassle with being a Mammoni, now this child is coming into the picture?! He feels a migraine coming on. He holds his tongue though because the higher-ups are expecting them to work with this girl until further notice. He really doesn’t have any choice here.
He felt his migraine increase as Risotto tells him to bring her with him for an assassination assignment. Before the two head out, Prosciutto makes it clear to her that he’s not gonna be there to babysit her- if she messes up this assignment, there will be consequences. After finding their target, Prosciutto turns to the girl and says “Okay, now is your chance to show me what you got, Brat.” He narrows his eyes at her as he adds, “Don’t you dare fail.”
The girl sure showed him though when she summoned her Stand and attacked. His eyebrow twitched at the ridiculousness of the target turning into a plush toy, but watching her as she produces a pair of scissors and starts cutting the head of the plushie off, he admits that the brat didn’t do half bad. He feels she’s more than capable of holding her own as an assassin.
Formaggio
Formaggio was kind of surprised to know that some kid is gonna be joining them for a little while. Someone that young is gonna be an assassin? Talk about crazy. However, he doesn’t dwell too much on the situation. He just kinda accepts it thinking ‘Okay, well this is happening’ and just keeps going about his business.
He’s actually the most chill with the little girl! He’ll tease her sometimes, but mostly just for fun and games- nothing harsh. You could say he acts almost like a funny uncle of sorts to her. If you asked her, she’ll say that Formaggio is one of the only members she likes on the team (she likes Pesci too since he’s nice, if kind of fidgety) since he’s very laid-back and actually makes an effort to befriend her.
The first time Formaggio was able to see what her ability was, he took her on a mission with him. Everyone else was busy with their own missions and he needed a partner and she was the only one available. When they caught their target, they weren’t going down without a fight! They pulled out a weapon and nearly hit Formaggio but the little girl was quick and activated her Stand ability, disarming the target and destroying them with their own weapon while in their plush state. Formaggio was left stunned for a moment but grinned as he ruffled the girl’s hair, thanking her for having his back like that and saying that her ability is pretty funny but nothing to really mess with. She’s definitely gonna kill it on this team! (no pun intended)
Illuso
Illuso already knew that the new temporary member was gonna be a child. When he first heard that they were gonna be assigned a new member for a while, he went digging around to see who it was gonna be- and he found out that it was just a little girl. He scoffed when he saw her. He doesn’t know what her abilities are, but he doubts that it’s anything impressive.
During the first few days that she stayed with La Squadra, Illuso acted rather unpleasant towards her. He jeered at her because of her young age, telling her how a kid like her won’t last with La Squadra- that she can’t fit in here with them. He keeps up this behavior for a while until she decided she’d had enough and wanted some payback on this rat.
He was sitting with Formaggio and Risotto, (once again making fun of the former about his stand) when she popped up behind him and struck him with her Stand- turning him into a plushie! Formaggio bursts out laughing while Risotto sighs. He whirls around towards the girl, angrily demanding for her to change him back, damn it! She just smirks deviously and puts him in a dress, saying “This way those pigtails of yours make sense!” and leaves him that way for a few days. He ends up feeling totally humiliated afterward and repeatedly tries to get her back with Man in the Mirror to leave her stuck in the Mirror World but always fails because she’s faster and gets him first.
Pesci
Pesci was confused at having a little girl as a new member, but he was also relieved at not having to be ‘the newbie’ anymore. He doesn’t really say much to her, half because he doesn’t want her to know how cowardly he can be- thus mock him as the others do, and the other half because if she was put on the hitman team at her age, then she must have a very deadly Stand ability.
She tagged along with him and Prosciutto on an assassination, saying she wanted to get some insight into how they work. Pros didn’t really care, but Pesci was hesitant; he knows she can probably take care of herself but still, she’s a kid, he doesn’t want to see her get hurt or worse if there’s a chance things will go south! When they split up to find their target, Pesci managed to find them, but they suddenly took out a gun and aimed at him! Pesci was frightened and couldn’t move, but then the girl jumped out from around the corner and took the target out using her Stand. She then took out a match and lit the plush toy on fire.
Pesci was startled for a second to see that the target turned into a plushie and then felt frightened seeing her burn them. He felt ashamed of himself for being frozen in fear like that- he was supposed to be an assassin! But then she told him that it was okay, there wasn’t any reason for him to feel bad, he just needs some time to build a thick skin, that’s all. She had to do that herself when she first got her Stand! Pesci grew to admire her a bit after that and being more open with her since she’s the only one who doesn’t judge him the way he is one bit. (she even treats him to some milk at cafes!)
Melone
Melone was very indifferent at the news of a new member- and them being a little girl at that. He just shrugs and adapts to the new situation. Overall he acts pretty cold towards her, not in a mean way, but more like he doesn’t see any reason to interact with her unless he has to. It’s almost like she’s not there at all. (but it doesn’t really bother her)
When being partnered with her on a mission, Melone continued acting the same way, albeit more professionally since they’re working as partners. Once they found their target’s location, Melone sent out his Baby Face (he found a woman to use as a host beforehand) to go and kill them, Melone letting out a pleased “Di Molto!” once he got confirmation from his stand that the kill was successful. He didn’t really give the little girl a chance to do anything. This really pissed her off! “What’s the point of being ‘partners’ if you didn’t even let me do anything,” she mutters to herself.
It wasn’t until they were heading back to the hideout that Melone found out her ability…by her using it on him. They were passing by a restaurant when Melone saw a small group of women at a table outside and he was ogling one of them, licking his lips. The child saw this and shivered in disgust. First, he totally takes all the work in the assignment and now he’s eyeing some random women like some perv?! That does it! She summons her Stand and used her ability on him, turning him into a plushie! Melone was flabbergasted at what just happened, but before he could say anything the girl snapped at him. “I’m already annoyed that you took over the mission without letting me do anything, don’t think for a second you can go adding on to that by being a creep to those ladies mister!”
Ghiaccio
Oh hell no! This has to be a fucking joke! Ghiaccio is pissed at the news. He feels like they are being mocked or something by having some brat stick with them- temporary or not! They aren’t fucking babysitters! He’s the only one in the team to outright voice his displeasure.
For a while, Ghiaccio just ignores the kid. She may be part of the team (for now) but that doesn’t mean he has to get all buddy-buddy with her. But his attitude lets up when he realizes she doesn’t act like a stereotypical brat. He’s kind of surprised at how polite and quiet she is, hardly bothering him or the other members for anything. She just does her own thing in her own space, and he finds himself appreciating that.
When Risotto tasks the girl and him to assassinate someone, Ghiaccio grumbles a bit, but not loudly complaining as he doesn’t mind the brat as much as he did at first. When they found their target Ghiaccio only freezes their feet to keep them in place and tell her to go and finish them off herself, curious as to what her Stand can do. When she does so he lets out a “What the fuck??” when he sees that she turned their target into a plush toy and watches as she ties them to a rock and throws them into a canal. His eye twitches for a sec- definitely not what he expected but he can’t really complain since the job’s done. Ghiaccio sighs but commends her for being able to be as good an assassin as the rest of the team.
Sorbet/Gelato
When the kid is introduced, Gelato snickers while Sorbet rolls his eyes in annoyance. The former finds the idea of a kid being around a bunch of killers (despite her being a killer herself at her age) hilarious while the latter frowns at the thought of some random brat running around the hideout. They accept it in the end though, if she’s gonna be here then she’s gonna be here. They don’t have any say over the matter.
They do mess with her sometimes just for laughs (well more Gelato than Sorbet who just watches Gelato goof around with the brat) but they never really get to her. Every dark joke and or prank that gets pulled on her she just brushes it off and pretends like they’re not there. It starts getting on Gelato’s nerves; he was just trying to have some fun by getting a funny outburst from the kid! Sorbet just pats his back, telling him to just give it a rest already. She’s a very tough nut to crack.
They found out her Stand ability completely on accident. She was sitting in the common room sitting on one of the big chairs reading a book, which faces away from the doorway, when the door suddenly burst open with Gelato strolling in, complaining loudly about something to Sorbet who was trailing close behind him. The loud sound of the door being slammed open startled the little girl, and she called out her stand and attacked reflexively, hitting the two. Everyone was dead quiet until the two then started yelling at her, asking her what the hell happened?! She apologizes profusely and explains- meanwhile Sorbet and Gelato feel very uncomfortable with how vulnerable and weak they feel in their current state. After they turn back to normal, they don’t bother her anymore; her Stand is definitely no joke, especially since for a child she can be very ruthless when she disposes of her targets when they’re vulnerable from her stand like that.
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