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m1ckeyb3rry · 2 months ago

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Ok this is a monster of an ask oops

RAGGHH KARASU COMEBACK BUT WHERE WAS OUR LOCKER ROOM SCENE I AENT THAT IN MID EPISODE AND HADNT REACHED IT YET BUT WTFFFFFFFFFF NOOOOOOOOOOOOO but now that you mention it the cousin vibes are so real LMAOAOAO I was not expecting that duo lowkey

YEAHHHHH CAT FAMILY LMAOAOA it’s so cute I wonder what their dad’s name is??? But WAHOO WE BROKE FREE OF THE NAMELESS CHIGIRI SISTER ALLEGATIONS

ok gonna merge everything here because I think I scrolled past four consecutive posts that were just our convo LMAOO

Ok but aikus name still has me rolling atp idek what to think maybe it’s a weird schrodingers cat thing except it’s schrodingers aiku im still treating it like his first name is Oliver though….when I read it I thought they purposely flipped the order because he’s half Swedish (?? Forgot lowk) so they followed the western naming convention but I also forgot his dad was the white one…I know a good handful of people who end up taking their moms maiden name for practicality if they live in Japan though so maybe??? Whatever I’m not changing my preconceptions LMAOAOA

Also you associating me with Karasu >>>> MY LIFES WORK IS COMPLETE I’m laughing though because it’s the way that even I had to double take like wait was this me…..

YESS ok we both know the vision it definitely exists but yeah the hair and personality would fit the pirate scene really well #swashbucklingau

LMAOAOAPA I just remember thinking it was so ridiculous how it had a chokehold on so many people like wdym countries as people….also I’ve said this before but the amount of research you do is insane PARENT BLOG POSTS LMFAOOOSOSJSOA that’s some dedication right there and yeah I think the American hs experience is pretty universally understood (ig?? At least on the surface via media) so it’s usually not a problem

REAL it’s literally insane to me also heavy on that Nagi’s biggest opps are nagireo shippers who always defend reo from him and talk about how toxic and bad nagi is and how reo deserves better bro if you think that why do you ship them??? I will never understand the majority of the fandom but anyways

DHSHSSISHHS THE FACT THAT PEOPLE THOIGHT YOU COULDNT SEE JUST BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU DONT READ IM CRYINGGGG seriously what did they think like hello just from a technical platform standpoint that doesn’t really make sense either oh my god

EXACTLYYY like I’ll see the vision and that’s what makes me lore dive into them but if the lore is not loreing it usually doesn’t last very long but REVERSE SITUATION EITH AIKU IS SO REAL literally me like Im knee deep in his character and lore and story but I will not swerve with those visuals im begging someone to pass him a razor i CANNOTTTTT

LMAOOO the brother slander is so funny it really makes the banter within the story feel authentic and not forced though!! Im laughing rin being like “my brother called me a nuisance and abandoned me and said I was shit” and readers brother is like “oh”

WAIT A MINUTE NOW THAT WE HAVE HER NAME ISNT THEIR SHIP NAME JUST YUKI^2 LMFAOOOOO this is amazing

OOOOOOHHH LMFAO OPP KAISER REAL I’m also loving the world five side characters I’m ngl I straight up forgot about Pablo reading your list here and I’m like “PABLO WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???” LMFAO Adam Blake too lowkey but anyways

OOOOOOOOH WAIG I NEED TO PULL OUT GOOGLE FOR THIS also just to confirm these are all real horse breeds yes..? I’m ngl I was gf contemplating if you made these up for the Pegasi breeds or if you’re basing them off real ones but based off your latter description about the wings I’m assuming they’re real SHDHSHDJD ok edit: considering I found actual pics on google im going with real but omg yukis Pegasus fits him sm….also wait palominos are gorgeous wtf getting thrown back into a horse era with these searches also KARASUUU had to look up a chart of horse face markings wait the star is so cute too omg wait ok ik you said horse wings match their cost but imagine Karasu’s pegasus had that purple fade out gradient on its wings like his hair OR had that iridescent crow feather quality…anyways

MAMA Y PAPA GOODBYEEEE LMFAOOOO but yeahhh makes sense i saw a lot of insane discourse in passing in the aot fandom….waiting for the day educated people speak up in fandoms and knock some sense into whatever’s going on

IM. MAD. LIVID. FURIOUSSSSS NOOOOOO OUR GLORIOUS KARASU SCENE YOU CANT DO THIS TO USSSSSSSSSS MANIFESTING WE STILL MAYBE GET ONE POST GAME LOVKER ROOM SESSION??? PLEASEEE IM BEGGING WHY DID SAE GET ALL THE SHIRTLESS SCENES UUUEGHSJSHD

REALLLL honestly that’s kinda how i view it LMAO from what I pick up it still feels rough but I’m also laughing like lmao “dummy poopoohead” vibes I think it really captures his Osakan-(??) ness (???) because they’re known to be rowdier and louder and less uptight than most prefectures but as a result they’re actually usually friendlier so their words feel a little more like banter insults than actual “you fucking suck shit stain on the planet” but I still take it as him fitting into the loser agenda LMAOO

LANSOAO IM CRYING it probably doesn’t help we don’t see him much in the manga or even the main show rn either sooo I can’t blame you LOL

SHSHS honestly it might be an activity for your break then I remember when I first played it took a…good amount of time to get through the beginning stuff LOL but LFMAOAOAOAO WRIOTHESLEY REAL I actually love his character he’s so funny sometimes too your taste is great

I SAW THST WHILE SCROLLING ALL HAIL MIRA MEMES LMFOAOAOAAO the hair is actually fantastic idk what you’re talking about

Yess fr!!!! He looked good in this ep too!! But PLEADEE I almost forgot about that….very curious to see how the end of the nel gets executed though

ALMOSTT….NOO KARASU DISAPPEARANCE…but yuki moments….omg you’re so real they will 100% put yuki on the cover (am I delusional for hoping we get a Karasu one) sigh more Karasu scenes please 8bit

LMAOAA ok but here’s the thing did I ever leave….more like I took a slightly casual hiatus but I never STOPPED liking him technically I think the whole post manshine match thing maybe made me a little bored but epinagi fixes that but I REMEMBER LMAOOO ok but jeirin doing that challenge was insane I can’t go that long without mentioning Karasu but WTF nagi haters are actually a different breed (ofilliteratewhosaidthat??)

LMDFO it was too funny thank you dub va but YESSS NAGIS VA!!! He’s one of the ones I think matches pretty well dub wise like I see the vision

LFMSOFUWISJSUS SUBWAY SURFERS IM CRYING WHY DOES IT SLAP TJOUGH??? But REAL lowkey I think he’d play every mobile game available too I bet he’s got like 1 TB of storage on his phone just for gaming

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REAL it’s ok you’re out of the writers block slump it’s only a matter of time!!!

ALSO FR I love the switch up from the teacher from being mad to concerned also I think you did a good job implying that it was because the teacher was like omfg are you eating enough?? And not omg muscle man awooga LMAO I’m crying at your concern though it’s completely valid I’m just losing it that sounds like a wp comment

YESS they also REALLY laid it on thick with the gambling in his most recent profile and now also his bet with sae in the u20 match makes more sense too so I loved the little details you threw in about that!! MANUC PIXIE AIKU PLEASEEE I’m imagining aiku in a tinkerbell costume I can’t it’s giving fairy godmother aiku but SO REAL you should just be in charge of the character dynamics department for bllk atp

MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY SHDHSJSB THIS DUO SOLOS this is how it should’ve been in canon…I wish these deeper complexities were more visible in the real story but alas they’ve gotta do some marketing

PALSPDAK STOP FR??? I was thinking about that and I was like wow this is a really unique name Mira came up with this time I wonder how she chose it LMAOAOOOAOAO ok that makes more sense but once again the research and dedication goes hard x2

Realizing I replied to the gambling paragraph in an earlier one but YEAH gambler aiku fr LMFAO

YESS PACING WAS GREAT!! ATP maybe im a Mira glazer but actually your pacing is like perfect for me…i think the speed you develop your stories at is right in the middle of the Goldilocks zone im typically kinda picky with the stuff i read and bad pacing and timing is kinda a big turn off so but also i forgot to consider how Nagi’s the youngest out of all of them that adds a whole other layer to the entire dynamic on the u20 team

TRUE sigh more Karasu moments when…but that sae insult is going down in history fr gold

YEAHH I TRMEMBER YHAT LMAOOO im crying it’s the oaeu effect but aikus aura alone already has wingman effects wait i can imagine kaiser losing his mind with nagi LMAAO as he should

If you ever make more canon au one shots you know ill gladly eat them up THIS WAS FIRE

- Karasu anon

LMAOAOA I’M SORRY THIS TOOK ME A SEC TO RESPOND TO…fall break is over alas so my week of freedom is done and my week of finals has begun BUT literally 1.5 weeks until i’m free for the winter!! this is also about when the pomegranate ink comeback happened hehe so we’ll see what’s in store (but definitely lots of chronically online time to make up for all that i lost studying and shit 😭)

HAHAHA APPARENTLY THE LOCKER ROOM SCENE IS AT THE END OF THE GAME!! so we still have hope…still made they gave us sm sae time but WHATEVER karasu manga comeback means we’re still winning!! PLEASE karasu and charles were literally giving the cousins that are forced to sit together at the family table during a reunion and they lowkey have nothing in common but they’re still gang?? like karasu genuinely could’ve babysat charles (given that he’d be like 13/14 when charles would be 10/11) but yet they somehow feel like bros 😭 ngl i was slandering charles with jeirin before that chapter came out because he was a v random character that didn’t feel necessary to the story but NOW?? oh i’m a charles glazer…like that’s me and karasu’s son #real

FINALLYYYY SHE’S NAMED SOBBING FR wait maybe now she should pull up in some fic or another…pursuit perhaps 🤔 or maybe smth new since her reader and bff (who is implied to be tullia for those in the know) were like a little trio in fwtkac ft. occasionally unnamed yukimiya gf appearances so i could lowkey combine unnamed yukimiya gf and koyuki chigiri into one person and then have reader w karasu and tullia with otoya 😯 rip yayoyuki BUT to be fair shoyoi (barou + yayoi karasu) is lowkey better

LMAOO yeah i thought it was smth along those lines too!! kinda like how we don’t call kaiser “kaiser michael” 🤔 and it would make sense for him to keep his mom’s maiden name because like imagine his name is smth like…karlsson JFHDHSJE OLIVER KARLSSON I’M CRYING anyways yeah he’ll always be an oliver to me i’m ignoring kaneshiro on this one anyways i’m basically him atp and i say it’s fact

HELPP WE’RE ALWAYS CHATTING ABT KARASU OFC I ASSOCIATE HIM W YOU actually wait this reminds me of when THREE different people sent me this edit of nagi because everyone thinks of me when they see him now (good as they should) and the craziest part was i already had it saved 😭😭😭 insane levels of nagi glazing going on here but someone has to do it 🙂‍↕️

pirate au in the miraverse when…i need to write for chigiri ngl i really do like him but ONLY my version of him which makes it tough to genuinely consider myself a fan 😓 same w reo and also geto from jjk but alas 😩 too many favs not enough time 🌝

THE CONCEPT OF IT IS INSANE wasn’t it like crazy problematic too?? JFDJDHSN trust i will ALWAYS be researching please it’s like my favorite thing i always put my heart and soul into it 😭 even more light hearted fics i try to give a little thought to!! like for otoya’s bfb i actually looked up pictures of bakeries and their window displays so that i could describe the bakery accurately…i think it helps that i travel a lot though?? like it gives me ideas and general senses for WHAT to research/what cultural differences are generally prevalent if that makes sense 🤔 even in like the one kaiser fic where he’s an angel i used the story of castel st angelo as inspiration because i’ve visited it!! and then a lot of the settings are also places i’ve seen myself so i knew what i wanted to reference (like the church the two meet in is the capelle medicee in florence and the place where reader dies is st peter’s basilica!! i even used the inscription on the dome of the basilica in the fic but with the words changed slightly) and i do think that makes it easier than having the entire internet at my fingertips but not knowing what to search up

sometimes it feels like they just ship nagireo because it’s the most heavily implied and reo likes nagi not because they actually like nagi OR the dynamic that nagireo has?? which like tbh me too BUT that’s why i don’t ship it 😭 people need to bring back rare pairs like it’s okay to ship reo with someone you think he’d be better with even if they don’t interact much ☝🏻 i’ve seen shidou and reo a lot…saw a rin and reo edit yesterday and people were CRAZY in the comments it was so funny everyone was hating and i was like “it’s really just not that deep if they like it they like it honestly i bet that would be a funny dynamic”

LMAOO i think it’s more like it must just not cross their minds that i can see them?? especially on wattpad with the nature of the commenting function and how stories are found/interacted with it can feel removed from the author as compared to ao3 where it feels like you’re talking directly TO the writer when you comment

EXACTLYYYY I LOVE AIKU SM NOW like his character?? his vibes?? PEAK but the visuals?? COULD BE peak if he just fucking SHAVEDDDD UGH AIKU PLEASE some people say they could fix him meaning they could stop him cheating…look i have no delusions more desires to stop a man from being unfaithful BUT i definitely COULD fix aiku (have a one night stand w him and shave his facial hair while he’s sleeping #communityservice)

LISTEN BROTHER SLANDER IS ALWAYS NECESSARY i love my little bro but making fun of him in fics is just too entertaining 😭 please that’s exactly how it would go…like “my brother told me i was defective and should quit on my dreams and die in my room 😐” “oh 😯”

YUKI SQUARED HELP I LOVE THAT okay so basically proof they’re canon yup yup

JFHDHDS YES THE WORLD FIVE (minus dada silva because i cannot see him racing) PULL UP mostly because i didn’t want it to just be kids?? like this way there’s experienced jockeys in the running too ☝🏻 and ofccc kaiser is the BIGGEST opp in this omg he’s like actually evil it’s hilarious

the pegasi are all real colors yes!! they’re based on thoroughbreds (the breed) since i took inspiration from thoroughbred racing for pegasi racing (my horse i used to have was a thoroughbred that used to race so i know a lot abt the industry KFDJDJ) so all of them are colors that thoroughbreds can theoretically be (that’s why they’re all relatively normal colors…palominos are rare for thoroughbreds and same with flaxen chestnuts [reader’s pegasi’s coloring] but it’s still possible so i let it slide) for like realism’s sake LMAOO and all of the wings are based on bird wings!! otoya’s would probably have wings like a dove whereas yuki’s would probably have wings like a grackle and karasu’s would be like a crow’s (ofc)

aiku and i are the mother and father of blue lock CANONNN FKFJSJS tbh i think there’s more sane people than not in most fandoms but the issue is the crazy ones are like a vocal minority so it seems like there’s more of them than there actually are??

WE STILL HAVE A CHANCE TRUST WE WILL GET THE FULL GLORIOUS HD 2400PX ULTRA ZOOM ON HIS ABS AND ARM MUSCLES the 8bit animators do love giving us insane shirtless shots so i think we’ll be good

karasu osakan king love to see it LMAO actually i think that’s kinda common where like the “rough” people in a country are usually the kindest whereas the more “polite” groups tend to be more scathing LFJDJS i bet with karasu his insults also just feel meaningless because he’s always saying them so it’s like okay wtvr he doesn’t actually mean it 😭 loser agenda will forever be strong with him i fear!!

WRIOTHESLEY’S NAME IS SO FUCKING DUMB BUT HE’S SOOO FINE him and alhaitham are literally genshin karasu and nagi tbh it’s not a surprise i like them DKFJDJ but yeah my genshin adventures will likely be winter break activities

HAPPY TO PROVIDE MEMES ALWAYS wait speaking of which i finally collected enough text memes to make another meme post KFJDJD i love posting those instead of writing #productive

if there’s a volume in between the barou cover one and the third selection we might get a karasu cover?? since he was so key to the recent match…idt there’s enough chapters for that unless they really draw out world five match or maybe also give us reo’s pov in second selection with shidou?? we’ll def get a yuki cover for third selection though idt anyone else would make sense (wait also when we finally get to NEL imagine a chris prince cover i think i’d cry from joy)

LMAOOO NAGI HIATUS it’s okay he’s lowkey been kinda irrelevant in the manga too recently i’m just obsessed with him so no hiatuses for me…pls that challenge was insane i was like no way i already have to pretend like idk anything abt anime in my day to day life like that challenge is just me irl why would i force myself to do it online too 😭

NAGI’S DUB IS SO PEAK!! and yeah he just gives me the vibes that he just downloads whatever games he gets ads for so he doesn’t have to wait for the ad to finish playing LMAOOO he’s kind of an ipad kid actually but it’s okay because he’s cute and we love him

i’m hoping i don’t lose motivation by the time i get to write again 😭 it’s also been almost two months since i posted any xreader content so i’ve actually genuinely been slacking…tbf i would’ve had the sae one shot done already without the polar detour so that’s kinda on me LMAOOO but anyways yeah i really just need to get rid of these requests and have them out of the way so i have less things to worry abt 😩 probably going to leave requests to be event-only things for a while i think just so a) they’re more special and b) i don’t have quite as much on my plate

i’m a wattpad veteran ik exactly how their minds work 😓 i think her immediately asking if he’s alright and stuff did make it obvious it was a wellness check but you never know with people these days 😭

aiku really subscribes to that “99% of gamblers quit before they win big” mentality LFJDJS LMAO WAIT HE CANONICALLY BETS ON HORSE RACES RIGHT??? i’m going to make him an npc in the pegasi au solely so he can gamble HAHAHAHA omg tinker bell aiku this is a new level to the oaeu it’s lowkey funny because he has the green and everything too 😭 but i do think it’s a common trope especially in non canon duos where the “traumatized” character is magically fixed by the power of love and the other character just being super perfect?? and especially with a pair like nagi and aiku it would’ve been super super easy to fall into that where aiku is so perfect and mature and wise that he manages to make nagi into a well adjusted human who has normal motivations and plays soccer and whatnot but i wanted to show that while nagi may have been better off with aiku than in canon he still would have issues no matter what because aiku is also just another guy not an actual substitute for parental love and guidance ykwim (since imo that’s the root of all of nagi’s issues)

sometimes the fan service and marketing get to the best of us 😓 i do think it’s easier in prose form vs manga/anime to show that depth though?? like in polar we got to hear nagi’s every thought and although a lot of their dynamic WAS revealed through their physical interactions and whatnot having those thoughts was definitely helpful in developing the complexity of their relationship!! although with visual storytelling there’s a lot of subtleties with body language that can be utilized as substitutes for internal narration so it’s definitely POSSIBLE just tricky and sometimes hard to do when the animation isn’t top notch

FHDJJSSN CAN YOU IMAGINE I FR CAME UP WITH THAT it would truly be insane work…but nope it’s an actual place i’m too lazy to be THAT original especially since i doubt anyone’s looking up what school they went to in order to see if it’s real 😭

KDFHDHS NOT THE MIRA GLAZING PLS 😭 i appreciate it though!! pacing is def smth tricky to balance and everyone also has different preferences for what they prefer but i think as long as you’re confident in your work and write well pacing does come pretty naturally?? at least for me i just try to think of the main scenes i NEED to happen in the story (so like with polar i NEEDED aiku to meet nagi, nagi to go to aiku’s school and play soccer with him, aiku and nagi’s friendship to be shown, aiku and nagi to join the u20s, nagi to clash with sae and shidou, and nagi to finally take initiative at the end and be the one to win the game against bllk) and then let the connections between those main beats to flow naturally as i write based on the established characterizations from canon and what i need for the plot to make sense (for example the scene with the teacher, the entire tryout scene, the scene where aiku throws out nagi’s jellies, the beef with sendou, the sae/nagi dynamic, and the advice + connection with shidou, and pretty much everything else were all improv that came to me as i worked) which i think makes the pacing feel more natural maybe

wait also speaking of mira glazing someone commented on the instrument (in their bookmarks) that they could write an essay on the symbolic connection it has to a german arthouse film i was like damn i feel like this is lowkey a peak compliment

NAGI’S LITERALLY THE BABY OF THE U20S there’s another scene i was going to add where aiku makes nagi hang out with hayate so he can make more friends and they just go to hayate’s house and hayate gardens while nagi plays games and they don’t talk at all because they’re both introverts and then as nagi leaves he’s like “i guess if they’re like hayate then friends aren’t THAT bad” i ended up not including it because again it was already so much longer than necessary 😭 but that just has such sibling vibes to me especially and shows how it wasn’t JUST aiku who adopted nagi ykwim?? like the others cared abt him too (minus sendou kinda but even he respected nagi after he stood up to him)

LMAOAOA AIKU JUST HAS A RIZZFUL AURA his wingman energy is so strong he doesn’t even need to try it just happens unintentionally 😭 PLEASE kaiser and nagi would be hilarious to me i can imagine kaiser trying to tease nagi or crush him or wtvr and nagi’s just like :x because bro does not gaffff also as we see in manshine city vs bm motivated nagi is in fact clear of both isagi and kaiser so assuming nagi stays motivated while in germany he’s def pissing kaiser off so bad just by genuinely being talented at the sport 😓 also though i don’t really see nagi trying to compete with kaiser to take over the team the way isagi did?? so like kaiser would be like “this is my team they serve me and you’ll never be on my level 😈🌹💙⛓️” and nagi’s like “okay 😐🐥” and then he gets put in anyways because he’s actually really good HAHAHA wait also they wouldn’t have the mikage translators so nagi would fr have to learn german to play on bm?? and aiku’s a quarter german so imagine nagi comes home on break and accidentally starts speaking german to aiku because polar aiku canonically has a swedish accent (hehe i looked up what swedish accents sound like on reddit and used the responses from swedes to describe how aiku talks!! another non canon thing that made sense to me because aiku was born in sweden so why not??) and aiku is like WHY TF DO YOU SOUND LIKE MY GRANDPA 😨😨😨⁉️⁉️⁉️

HAHAHA I DO LOVE THESE SILLY LITTLE CANON AU MOMENTS like i said i can’t think of anything rn but maybe someday i’ll have an idea…perhaps something nagi and rin focused because they’re my other favorite underrated nagi duo (albeit much less underrated than nagiaiku) 🤔

#answered asks #polar

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joifee · 1 year ago

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JOIFEE OMG

I FINALLY GOT NEW FF IDEAS AND THOIGHTS, ITS BEEN SO LONG. IVE BEEN BURNED OUT. so I've came to ramble if it fine :D

OK OK so imagine DL alternative soulmates AU where Grian is paired with Jimmy and now cannot let Jim keep being cursed/ die (aka tries to keep him alive) bc it now affect him as well, only to learn in mean time that Jimmy is a lot more helpful of an ally then anyone gives him credit.

Like it could be REALLY angsty at the start, because let's be real. Even in the actual DL people were happy taht they're not paired with Jimmy (that is also why Tango was his best choice, bc my dude would never made Jim feel bad for it, and was litteraly the seeetest). But after a while there would creep in some guilt when Grian actually would start seeing as his partner (ain't necessarily thinking of it as romantic, tbf I don't even know what they would have).

I just want their relationship to mend a Lil and find apriciation with eachother. WELL ofc that wouldn't mean teasing would stop. It wouldn't. Let's be real Grian and Jimmy are like that.

I actually find that endearing, since me and on of my friends have EXACTLY that type relationship. It's fun :3

HEYO ROMEO aww i hope you feeling better than :D Oh that idea has a lot of potential! Because imagine Grians and Jimmys friendship getting strained over the first two games and Jimmys reputation with the curse. Grian being at first unhappy to be bound to Jimmy, maybe even already giving up just to see that Jimmy, like you said, is more capable than he seems. Maybe Grian realizing that the ways jimmys curse affected him in the previous games all where kinda unfortunate and not particular his fault. (especially if you consider that Jimmy in last life technically only died two times total while others like joel or bdubs died aloooot more) And them together repairing their friendship back to the state it had been before 3rd life :D totally can imagine it starting off very angsty but turning pretty wholesome in the end. Maybe Jimmy even becomes Grians strongest weapon in that scenario and other soulbound-pairs struggling even more. (I personally think relationship wise a pretty strong friendship is cool - so stzrong they basically could be brothers) I love the idea :D and of course i mean what wouldnt those two be without teasing and annoying the other one ;D awwww thats cute! Bet you and your friends have lots of fun :D

#joifeeramble

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adrikazu · 3 years ago

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hear me out *breaths* GOROU KAZUHA CHILDE (and possibly kokomi) WITH A SANO MANJIRO LIKE S/O

SANO MANJIRO LIKE READER

FEATURING— Gorou, Kazuha, Childe, Kokomi

GENRE— fluff

NOTES—hihi i dont watch tokyo revengers (YETTT I SWEAR I WILL I REALLY WANT TO) but i did a little research so i’m sure of what his personality is and i hope i did it right :D

WARNINGS— nothing really!! fluff

for those who don’t know, sano manjiro (also known as mikey) is a carefree, silly person who loves to play pranks on the people he trusts. but there are also times where he’s intimidating, commanding, and seemingly invincible

GOROU

he’s really surprised to see someone so carefree and silly while being in the resistance

like wow….

for sure he tells you

“S/o, I feel at peace to see you calm in the resistance”

it’s actually really cute

because when he sees you doing your own thing and playing pranks, he does have that feel in his gut that says:

maybe we shouldn’t be playing pranks during a time of war

and he’ll tell you and if you settle down he’ll feel a little better

but gorou loves your personality

he sees you happy, and then he’s happy

like his tail will wag; take advantage of this moment bc it’s incredibly cute

when you switch to your intimidating self, he’s in awe

take charge of the moment where you’re serious because he’s obsessed

not only are you unbothered and fun at times, but you can also be serious and put a dominating atmosphere in the room

he holds as much respect for you as he does kokomi

gorou tells you that in his opinion, you could also lead the resistance

when the time comes where you speak up and rule your attacks accordingly,

gorou is your cheerleader

not even kidding if hes also in battle, he will definitely sneak a few glances at you while fighting

could you even call it sneaking? he’ll tell you right away at the end how amazing you were and are

KAZUHA

mesmerized by you

he’s fascinated by both sides of you

if you convince him, he’ll accompany you to play games and jokes

sometimes even to just run around and try new meals, do fun things

kazuha loves this stuff

the air around you during these times never feel stiff and they’re so nice to be in

he really loves you and the type of person you are

drag him around he’ll do anything as long as you’re enjoying it

kazuha sometimes spaces out, and while deep in thoight hes imagining you and him walking into the sunset

honestly since both of you are on the run (since you’re with him),

the freedom your personality puts in the air is something he has only dreamed of feeling

yeah both of you are still running and don’t have an exact home, but it makes him unbelievably happy feeling that way

and when you switch personalities to this commanding and intimidating person, he’s only slightly surprised

he thinks that of course

“you can’t live without the other.”

but overall, when it’s most entirely necessary and the situation is right, your switch up is increíble

when enemies feel the change in the atmosphere, and they react kazuha’s pride goes a little crazy

like hell yes i have this dominating s/o who’s also unbothered and silly

CHILDE

OH MY GODDDD

YOU TWO ARE THE BEST I SWEAR

both of you compliment eachother so well it’s crazy and i’m obsessed

childe can be dumb, play pranks and play games and jokes every hour of the day

but when it comes down to work,

he knows what’s up

so when you come into the picture he’s probably playing with you

at first he’s like “yeah this persons just a carefree dummy ehe”

and when you turn off your unbothered button, he’s impressed

the way you turn the tables and take control of your ground, it drives him crazy

and how he’s also intrigued

definitely goes out of his way to say hi to you whenever he can and talks to you all the time

if you’re in the fatui, the situation is better for him and you

if possible both of you can spend more time with eachother and when it comes to work, no one can stand you two together

childe alone and you alone is already hard enough

so if you’re paired with eachother it’s crazy

the battle field becomes a dance floor with you two and both of you swipe everyone off their feet

a power couple at its finest

IF YOU TWO FIGHT EACHOTHER?? oh my god

someone call the tsaritsa because it’s never going to end

maybe until it gets boring but with him as your dueling partner? impossible

like i said you two compliment eachother, competitively and romantically and literally in every department

KOKOMI

now listen up because this is amazing

you’re definitely a handful for her and it’s okay

she’s really collected, strong and a good leader

with your energetic outgoing energy, sometimes it’s hard for her to catch up because of work and how calm she is

but overall in the moments where she isn’t busy,

it’s very sweet, because both of you are carefree and i imagine that not having a workload infront of her feels great

the atmosphere around her while she’s doing her best for the resistance is, filling to say the least

kokomi’s trying to keep herself together while many fights are happening

i think although she looks very calm, strong and an amazing leader on the outside, this war can stress her

but that doesn’t change the fact she’s a great leader and with you beside her, she doesn’t feel so stiff

when you switch to serious side, she is shocked

but immediately she’s happy with it

she’s thinking:

kudos to s/o for also being a good leader

she believes that with how you can also be dominating on the battle field, the resistance can believe in theirselves more

both collected, strong and intimidating makes you two good leaders and compelling people

some people think you and kokomi are amazing and what you guys do

and they hope that one day they can be as awestruck as you two are

honestly i cant blame them either

you two compliment eachother with your differences and similarities

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y0ur-h0nor · 4 years ago

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The Villain rises|| Mysterion (Kenny McCormick) x Villain!Reader

[ Please do not post my writing on different social media platforms, if I end up finding you reposting or stealing and claiming it as yours I will have to rearrange your guts in your fucking sleep, I ain't joking so think before you act upon it.]

A/n: I like to say that this is just a bunch of headcanons.

Villain Gn!Reader

Okay, so I pretty much headcanon that your a villain your either doing it for a reason or it's for the thrill for the chase or you were once a hero yourself and found the imperfections to the heroes you had worked with.

The Villain who makes people pay for the things they had done to them.

So I'm going to give context to all of these, so if you became a villain for a reason it would be about something that would connect to a traumatic event that had happened during childhood or is happening so you're going to make people pay for ever wronging you.

You would let them beat you up but also at the same time you would be planning their downfall and ruin their lives slowly and painfully, you hurt them in many ways and hurt them more than they had hurt you just to let them know of the moment of being powerless, weak and useless.

There is nothing they could do about it, you would also hurt the people who also just stood there and laughed at you, they could've helped you and stopped the pain from lasting for so long but they just happened to turn a blind eye.

You felt so powerful and in control of these peoples lives.

But all of that disappeared when this 'Superhero' named Mysterion appeared and made it his mission to stop you and your plans from succeeding from hurting these 'innocent' people.

Of course he wouldn't understand to be honest, heroes were dumb as long it meant saving people their okay with it, never checking their backgrounds and finding out who the true victim is between you but you didn't need him to understand you just needed to proceed with your plan into making their life a living hell.

But first you needed to get rid of this 'hero' first.

One fateful day you had to battle Mysterion and the both of you managed to deal a lot of damage towards each other when Mysterion shouted, his voice gruff "Why are you doing this!?" he tightens his hold on his injured arm that you managed to land a cut on with one of your daggers.

"Why?" You peer at him blood dripping from your forehead, you let out an airy chuckle shaking you head side to side, he narrows his eyes at you.

You shout at him "Because they hurt me!" You glare at him huffing as you grit your teeth, he falters a bit as his eyes widen "They all did, always pushing me down and beating me up.. no one helped." You say mumbling the last part.

Villain who does it for fun.

Mysterion was considered as a very serious hero and was very diligent with his role as a hero, he does it to protect the people in this town and the people he loves and cares for dearly.

But then when you came things just started getting more interesting, you always loved to tease Mysterion to see what kind of reaction he would give you.

You were really annoying to him, but you always managed to escape his grasp, your always there to be some kind of bother to him.

You always have a plan when things go wrong, you were always one step ahead of him in situations, you always planned coordinately.

But he always thought it was just sheer dumb luck that you were able to escape him.

He would always roll his eyes when you appear before him and hug him from behind or cover his eyes saying "Guess who?" and then try and get you arrested.

You were to slippery.

But to be honest before you found out that heroes started resurfacing you were pretty bored because as a civilian you didn't have any friends to interact because they thoight of you as a really weird kid.

But it all doubt and lonliness dispersed when Mysterion appeared, Mysterion was your favorite hero he was always fun to play with and it was kind of nice to have his attention.

And you'd always flirt or compliment him of some sort to just see that little blush creep up on his cheeks, you always thought that was cute and would smile that resembled the grin of the cheshire cat.

But sooner or later Mysterion soon started looked forward to when you decide to start a ruckus, he thought of you like a child looking for the attention of their parent.

He would refrain from trying to arrest you or try to capture you instead, he would help treating wounds or keep in check with your health because you were sometimes reckless with your being and often forget to eat or drink.

"Hey, what was that about yesterday?" You say munching on your lunch, staring at the hero looking around to see any danger.

"What do you mean?" he says with his gruff voice, he sounded as though he never drank water sometimes or like the batman.

"You know, you dying and coming back to life." You say taking another bite of your sandwich.

He looks at you in disbelief he opened his mouth to speak but got cut off when you started speaking again.

"Like, what is up with that!? You literally shot yourself with a gun and your here standing here like nothing happened!" You screamed standing up and walked close to him.

Face to close to eachother.

"You..remember?" He says eyebrows furrowing, you roll your eyes and throw your hands up the air and them falling back to place.

You cross your arms over your chest and say "Of course I remember." "You literally shot yourself and dropped dead on the floor!" You screamed again.

You were about to go off again but Mysterion tackled you into a hug, his face buried into your shoulder.

#south park #south park x reader #south park imagine #south park headcanons #kenny mccormick #kenny mccormick x reader #mysterion #mysterion south park #mysterion x reader #sp #sp x reader #x reader #fanfiction #villain x hero

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balenciagastones · 4 years ago

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You seem like a ray of sunshine! Like a joy to be around and you seem like you can be quite light hearted and have fun! And very cute☺️ I don’t think I need to explain the Jade/Emilia but I’m curious as to how you see it since you two are close?😊

thank you i love that, i hope that is how i come across 🥺🥺 mate anon ilysm ive nevef thoight of this before but the vid below is actually me and emilia AHAHA, i kinda see it like shes quite ‘mean’ and straight to the point and people find her scary but she can tolerate me more than most even though im the opposite to her ahaha LIKE JADE AND CAT x

https://youtu.be/_Pnwf5aaurI

#literally like the bit where cats like gotta pee gotta pee gotta pee #and jade goes ‘she has the bladder of a squirrel’ AHAHAHA #THATS ME #also when cat insults them girls and she turns to jade and goes ‘good right?!’ and jade goes ‘for you’#AHAHAHA VVV ME AND EMILIA #anon

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lgalacticjayl · 5 years ago

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Homestuck beta trolls review

These are just my opinions and kinda stream of conscious written so kinda messy and just a way to get my thoughts out. Also will probably contain spoilers

Next up Sollux! I love his design with the whole gemini thing first off. Troubled teen who hears voices but also is a programmer/hacker very good. I also enjoy kinda nerd eboy lookin sollux its very fun.

The fact that his lisp traslates into his typing is also really fun and that his text changes with how he physically changes.

He is like my favorite beta troll, or one of them at least, and I don't really know 100% why he is just very likable i think and he seems very smart but hes not snooty at all which I enjoy and him and aradia kinda started the trolls on the game and he did try and stop it once he knew the destruction it would cause. He cares about select people like fef and aradia and karkat, to an extent, and seems like he handles his whole voices thing very well.

He is also very powerful with his whole laser eyes that reminds me of that one dude in wolverine who is really kind and has to control his powers. And I know it mentioned bees like once but they aren't his like biggest personality trait like I was expecting.

He seems like one of the more mature trolls and when hes like half dead and stays with aradia its kinda him leaving his childhood and beging a new adventure of finding a deeper meaning in life with aradia which I think is very noble and kinda cute.

He has quite a hatred/rivaly with eridan and on solluxs side i dont think its because of fef but eridan might see it that way. They are both kinda stubborn hotheads and thats not a good mix. I was very concerned when i thoight he had died but man thank goodness for karkat. I guess he fixed his lisp in a way.

#let me tell you about homestuck #homestuck discussion #homestuck review #homestuck #sollux #homestuck sollux #sollux captor #sollux review

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disaster-deku · 6 years ago

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Literally no one asked but here’s some headcanons I have about Bakugo’s parents, I guess.

Disclaimer: I have not read into the manga past the alignenf of manga material and the end of the third season of the anime

Masaru

- Masaru has the ability of creating small explosions from sweat on his palms but not to the degree Katsuki can since he cannot consciously secrete sweat.

- His hands just explode when his hands naturally sweat and if he rubbed his hands together, which was a nervous habit of his. Masaru also couldn’t use it much because it would cause him to burn his fingers and hands due to not having much thick skin on his body besides his palms.

-He often bandaged his hands to not hurt himself until he got his quirk under control and found a way to avoid sweaty palms or avoid rubbing his hands together in a habitual way as he did.

- Masaru never thought his quirk was amazing or cool like many told him because it constantly caused him pain so why the hell would he like it? He also didn’t think he’d ever be a hero and had no desire to be one.

- However, he wanted to design hero costumes because Masaru is actually a very creative man but he’s always had a softer and quieter demeanor so he was often someone in the background, unnoticed.

- Masaru is of the belief that if someone pushes themselves hard enough and gives 120% that they can succeed in whatever they do. He always strived for better things, pushing himself harder and harder to achieve his goals. He submitted costume designs to random agencies to try and get a job though he was often rejected. But it didn’t slow him down and he kept it pushing.

- Masaru worked hard in school and was accepted in his final year of University to work in a fashion company that doubled to make clothes for the ever growing market to offer clothing for all types of quirks but also made hero costumes. Masaru enjoyed his work because he was in the background and didn’t have attention on himself which he enjoyed.

Mitsuki

- Mitsuki had always been praised as a child for her beautiful skin and youthful look. Her whole life she was told she was beautiful and had people fawning over her despite her bratty and shitty personality that festered and grew. Mitsuki had been put on such a high pedestal that she thought she was the absolute shit and that everyone around her was simply there to make her look better or push her up.

- Mitsuki was a model from a young age and still does modeling (Katsuki doesn’t mention it because why the fuck does he care what she does?) and Mitsuki met Masaru when she was going to be modeling for the fashion company he worked for.

- Mitsuki ignores the male models and locks in on the young man with glasses and bandaged hands, tape measure loosely draped around his neck who was helping to hem an outfit.

- Masaru rejects Mitsuki after she asks him out because while she’s very pretty, he doesn’t really know her so he doesn’t think he can just suddenly go out with her. Mitsuki is absolutely shocked and astounded that Masaru rejected her because no one has ever done so. While a lot of her team expected her to get heated and explosive like she normally did, Mitsuki took it as a challenge to get him to date her.

- Over the time it takes to try and get a date with Masaru, Mitsuki starts to reevaluate her life and how she’s treated people in an attempt to understand why Masaru would reject her of all people.

- In her deluded mind, people worshipped the ground she walked on because she was the best but honestly... they hated her. Her shitty attitude, her cockiness, the way she treated people; everything about her. But even after learning all this, she didn’t know how to fix it?

- It was kind of inset into her but soon after she comes to the realization and thinks that she’ll never get a date with Masaru, she gives one last attempt. It’s not a grand gesture or aggressive “date me now!” type approach. Just Mitsuki giving him a bouquet of flowers and saying she thoight he was cute and wanted to try going on a date with him, if he wanted. He blushes sweetly and shyly accepts.

Masaru + Mitsuki

- After Mitsuki realizes how many bridges she had burned to get to the top, Mitsuki feels the devastation it is to fall. She had no real friends who thought she was anything outside of her looks or were just using her to get ahead. After constantly pushing down any genuine friends she had had in her life, constantly belittling them until they grew tired of it all and left Mitsuki to travel her own path. Mitsuki’s team/agency didn’t care about her as long as she was working hard and making money and spreading their label further and further. Even her own family had come to distance themselves from her because she had made no attempt to be kind to even them.

- Mitsuki decides to step away from modeling for a few years to try and repair herself.

- Masaru is patient with her even when she really thinks he shouldn’t be. Masaru helps Mitsuki get counseling to work through her anger issues, her narrsisistic tendencies, and the walls she had put up around herself. It’s hard for Mitsuki at first.

- Eventually, Mitsuki settles down and becomes a housewife. Despite what a lot of people thought, Mitsuki was amazing at cooking and cleaning because she held herself to an intense workout/diet regimen and also had lots of people come to her apartment to work so she wanted everything to look immaculate and beautiful to match herself.

- Masaru was accepting of what she wanted to do and later encouraged her back into modeling after she expressed wanting to do it some more a few years after Katsuki had been born.

- Masaru and Mitsuki work to help each other in their relationship and they balance each other out. Mitsuki learns to be kinder to others and stops viewing herself as some amazing gift of the universe that has been graced upon humanity. Masaru learns to be more assertive and allow himself to not take as much bullshit from some of his coworkers which is good for him.

- Mitsuki has Katsuki three years into her and Masaru’s relationship (they married after two years; obviously she proposed). Masaru and Mitsuki are completely enamored with Katsuki and love him to pieces. He’s just so tiny and precious and holy fuck, they made a tiny person and here he was! He was a sweet bundle of joy and Mitsuki was so proud of herself and Masaru.

- Mitsuki will admit that in her excitement of being a new mother, she spoiled Katsuki a lot. Let him have whatever he wanted, treated him like he was so, so amazing (he was to her because he was her child and she adored him), and told him to be confident and strong despite what people said.

- This began to backfire on her however when Katsuki took this as “I AM A GIFT TO THIS WORLD AND I AM AMAZING!” Many people also telling him exactly that— that he was amazing and was gifted with an amazing quirk— made it worse. Mitsuki began to worry about Katsuki but once Katsuki was developing his own personality and own views as he grew, it was too late.

- Mitsuki tried for so long alongside Masaru to stop Katsuki from becoming like her. Mitsuki hated her former self now and never wanted her son to be like her. Mitsuki had spent many nights worrying about how she had failed as a mother.

- Katsuki and his mother fight a lot and seem very aggressive to one another but they do love each other. They both just totally suck at talking about their feelings especially to other people. Both also have different ideas. Mitsuki wants Katsuki to shape up and realize he isn’t any better than anyone else and not destroy himself. Katsuki wants to make his parents proud and prove that he can be the best with his dedication and hard work.

- Katsuki oftentimes ignored his mother to shape up and stop being so damn obnoxious but he didn’t listen to her; he heard her but he never really listened. He focused on achieving his dream by any means necessary and he was going to be number one.

- It’s never shown but I think Mitsuki became very Mama Bear after Katsuki was kidnapped and even Masaru was firmer and stronger with Katsuki. They both love him so much and they were terrified this had happened to their son.

- Masaru and Mitsuki had always had disagreements about Katsuki’s choices for his future because while his mother thought Katsuki shouldn’t be put into a school that the country would be watching. It could give him more popularity and more recognition which could potentially cause him to become even more big headed and possibly hurt his future more than help it!

- Masaru disagreed. Masaru was very encouraging to Katsuki because he believed his son should be able to achieve his dreams if he worked hard and kept pushing himself to achieve more. However after the kidnapping incident, they both feel like maybe Katsuki should leave UA.

- They both felt hopeful though when they saw what Aizawa had said about Katsuki. While everyone else only saw their son for his gifts, Aizawa saw Katsuki for him and they decided UA was actually the best decision for him.

Miscellaneous

- Mitsuki does only a few modeling jobs here and there when they are for good products. While having no intention of becoming a full time model ever again, it is something Mitsuki can do to help pay the bills at times.

- When Class 1-A find out that Mitsuki Bakugo was a well known model before they were born, all of the girls and boys (excluding Midoriya who already knew since he had known Kacchan since they were kids) begin to fawn over her. Things are said such as “wow now I see where Katsuki gets his looks from” or “your mom modeled for this brand?! My mom loves this brand!” or “wait isn’t that like a super popular brand?!” and “dude why didn’t you tell us your mom was so hot?” (That was said by Mineta and Katsuki proceeds to yeet him out of the fucking classroom because what the fuck?)

-Katsuki always felt that being weak was the worst thing ever (his father often was pushed around at work and Katsuki had heard his mother always say “don’t be weak!”) so he pushes himself harder than he needs to to be the best. Mitsuki tells Katsuki not to be weak but she means it in a different sense. Not the traditional meaning but more along the lines of “don’t be a weak and shallow minded person. Become more accepting and understanding of things and don’t think you are so amazing!” but she sucks at articulating herself (like Katsuki does) so she can only say “don’t be weak!”

- Mitsuki and Masaru unfortunately do not know and have never really known about Katsuki’s extreme bullying/behavioral issues besides the ones he exhibits at home. They don’t know about Katsuki bullying Izuku because well, no one really knew. The teachers at their school probably didn’t pay much attention to Izuku since he was quirkless and well... everyone kind of picked on Izuku. Also, so many of the teachers thought Katsuki was so amazingly gifted and skilled so they sort of let him slide on some of his behavior. Katsuki kept his grades good and was talented so he was kind of let go with any behavioral issues that were really bad. The worst was the teachers saying Katsuki had some slight behavioral issues and it would be great if they could work with him on it.

#bnha #boku no hero academia #mha #my hero academia #ramblings as always #text #original #bakugo family #bakugo katsuki #bakugo mitsuki #bakugo masaru #headcanons #i stayed up until like 2 AM writing this stuff

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hanmine · 3 years ago

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tEE HELLO its been a while bUt red taylor's version dropped and ive been listening to it nonstop andandand i haVe ideas so hear me out okay:

i think babe is you and hanma whenever hanma pisses you off except you are a softie for him so you forgive him after he grovels but this song will be you being petty while youre mad (you really blew this babe, we ain't getting through this one babe, this is the last time i'll ever call you babe)

message in a bottle gives off teeyoomi vibes bc i think the tune is very cute (you could be the one that i keep, and i could be the reason you can't sleep at night)

and run didnt hit me immediately but i read the lyrics and i was like holey shit this is also tee and hanma in the running away with shuji series (and run, like you'd run from the law; and the note from the locket, you keep it in your pocket since i gave it to you)

anyways hope you have a great day tee itll be an even better day if you stream red❤️ jk HAHAHA but yes have a good day today 💓~ ann :>

HELLO ANN SORRY THIS IS SO LATE IT GOT BURIED UNDER ASKS BUT

the way you sat and THOUGHT OF MY SELF SHIPS WHEK LISTENINT TO THESE IM SOBBING WTF YOURE SO COOL AND REAL ILY WOW

bro omg i’m always mad at hanma LMAO hence my bio 💀 but i’m so soft for him like deadass one look and i forgive him so easy i need to stop being so weak hearted but HES SO CUTE but he pisses me off so easily like this man is a fool

the one that i keep part is me @ omi and the one keeping him up at night is me AND OMFG i love kiyoomi so much he’s like i don’t like her nope and then he stays up wondering what my perfume smells like and he’s like i gotta get closer to this girl gross that’s gross and then he’s a clingy BABY after we get together let me tell you

AND I THOIGHT THAT TOO LISTENING TO THIS SONG OMG bc the running away series with hanma is literally basically self ship drabbles with hanma like he’s all i like to write for anymroe AND i always make it so self indulgent and that series is our trope and love story all in one i love it sm i love writing it omg

I STREAMED RED AND ILY AND I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY ANN

#—mutuals !!#ann <3

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foamremaking · 7 years ago

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💕🌸HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ❣️✨

@htrp this is for u bubba,!!!! Ur asleep rn but hopefully u will see this in the morning and know that i love you from the very bottom of my heart, to carry tradition here is a post from me to u,,, ill probABBLYYY BE BUSY WORKING ON MY GIFT FOR U. . IDK IF ILL HAVE IT FINISHED… BUT KNOW THAT I LLVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND THAT IM PRPUD OF YOU AND IM PRPUD OF US FOR MAKING THIS FAR DESPITE THE HARDSHIPS WE FACED…. and to those reading this, u_u im just gay so uMyEAH…… LETS… GET THIS PARTY STARTED. .

when i had first met u admittedly you gave me bad vibes (but most ppl did) and u met me when i was in an all time low, where i was unbelievably depressed and felt like love and friendship were false and fake. (lol i identified as a/rom/antic because of it) & that it was just a waste of time frankly!!! when we met it was through me kinkshaming u ajgGdhshshhdh I HATE THE FACT THATS HOW WE MET… IT WOILDVE BEEN CUTE IF WE MET DIFFERENTLY BUT… im glad we met then, becayse u pulled me out if a dark area that i thought id never leave. i was insecure, afraid, and i built walls around me to protect me from being hurt. i was used to heing ditched, i was used to people leaving, i was used to being forgotten and left behind. i had abandonmwnt issues that forever took hold of my anxiety of interaction and friendship. but u persisted!!! u kept mwssaging me in pms cuz i didnt talk a lot in our group, u would talk to me everyday and would be subtly flirtatious @ me. and it worked. i fell hard for u, i was thinking abt u everyday and looking forward to messaging u, i laughed at the fact that we were both from oceania.. kiwi & kangaroo… lmao… i rmb calling u as much as i could, i rmb showing u me cooking, i rmb talking from day to the early morning with u. i felt happy, i felt so happy. eventually we began flirting back each other??? just confused?m at the same time what we were doing lol!! every1 thought we were dating cuz of how gay we were… especially the day u gave me the nickname queen u////u and saying u were my king. it was gay lol.. AND U KEPT CONFUSING ME… cuz when ppl asked if u wanted 2 date me u were like “depends on them!!” like!! bish!! wtf!n u sending me mixed signals!!! >-< + i had to be rlly subtle and smooth w/ asking if ur single or not but mentioning how i broke up w/ my ex in hopes itll spark convos abt being single!!!! and u were!! single when i thoight u were taken!! omg!!! so we.. hit off rlly well, i was in love w/ u & i didnt kno how to handle that. but then.. like.. during a late night call around 12oclock i went silent to pm u on skype asking what u feel abt dating. the whole day j was thinking abt askkng u out and before i did i was panicking so hard!! i coildnt breathe and i was shaking so hard!!! & yet again u gave me a confusing response like “mmMmmMmm idm either way” and i saidyes i want to date u!! then we started dating!n and giggled in call and every1 knew what happened!!!

we would talk everyday and be there for each other everyday, i opened up to you more and more until u could reach the very core of me and dissect everything abt me so easily, you understood me better then i knew myself and i was stunned rhat foe the first time in never did someone finally understand me… someone i could talk 2 & could help me through anythig, my favorite line… my favorite phrase was constantly bring up how we are a team, and to this day we still do!!! say that a lot!! a nd i love it cuz i see our relationship as a team, as we work together through anything. together we cna get through anything!n admittedly there were rough times, hard, and we were going through many shit!! drama & w/e + all that shit w/ ex friends and those gross ppl… but yknow, in the end we stayed together cuzwe established undeniable trust while also making sure to communicate everything & anything to each other cuz we had to have trust in one n other. sure we are still tumbling around that sometimes but ive never been so open to someone as much as i have w/ u, i can b myself w/ u w/o being afraid cuz u truly loveme for me and j truly love u for u 💕💕💕💕💕 we may have stumbled here and there but i am confident that we know rach other so much and we are wAYYYY MORE OPEN THEN WE WERE AT THE START!!!! i could say anything & u could saying anythign and we dont minda aaaaaa im jusg lucky to have someone who i can be so openw/ ;_____;;🌸🌸🌸✨✨✨💕💕 you know my flaws and i know yours, we tell each kther off and thats what i love, is being able to recogniZe eCh others weaknesses and handling them well.

and i truly do want to marry you one day, and i will make it happen. and i will make sure that you’ll be happy, ❣️❣️ thank you, for choosing me, and for letting me be with u for so long, and trusting me. 💕💕💕

#long post #pda to the max #♥ ( spouse ) — !!!

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adelia-adelia · 7 years ago

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Just silly feelings || doyoung - k.dy - NCT

Type: boyfriend au! High school au!

Paring: doyoung x reader

Warnings: uhh it’s just fluff a guess :) maybe a tiny tiny TINY bit of angst but Ye me dudes

Summary: being very close family friends had a huge impact on your feelings. Entering high school sure did too. Sealing the relationship you were happy that you both felt the same towards each other...or so you thought.

‘ here’s to another boring class ‘ you thoight as you rested your chin on your arms. You sighed quietly , floating off into your own little world. “Y/n? Y/n...y/n?” Doyoung waved his hand in front of your face and quickly you snapped out of your daze. “You okay?” He asked , smiling over at you with the cutest face. Your heart started to beat rapidly and your cheeks turned to a tinted pink. You were definitely sure he could kill you with his smile one day. “I’m fine!” You answered a little too quickly. He raised a brow at you and chuckled “alright,”.

Leaving the class shifted your mood to a whole new level, you were so excited to just eat your food. “Hurry hurry hurry!” You bounced around as you not-so-patiently waited for doyoung to pack his school equipment away. “What’s the rush for , y/n?” “One word. Food!” You said happily , he just smiled at you and shook his head. After he zipped his bag up you grabbed his hand and speed walked all the way to the rooftop. While climbing the stairs you recognised one of your classmates with a senior. You quickly waved at her with a smile and continued to pull doyoung up the stairs.

“Welcome to the rooftop!” You exclaimed with a big grin. You pushed open the door and ran to one of the benches to sit on. As you sat down you let out a yelp “what’s wrong?” Doyoung looked at you with worry and you shivered “it’s so cold,” you whisper yelled. Doyoung rolled his eyes , he sat down and he too , let out a gasp “bahahaha, I told you it was cold!” You pointed at him and laughed “I didn’t think it would be this freezing!” He mumbled. “Well it’s metal so it can get really cold...whatever I’m sitting on the ground,” you chuck your bag on the floor and just as you sit down doyoung grand your hand. “Hold on,” he says , he sat down against the wall and looked up at you “come here,” he opened his arms for you and you blushed. You sat down between his legs and leaned on him , he wrapped his arms around you , you soon were warm from the help of his jacket.

“I like this...” you mumbled “me too,” he said. You looked up at him and smiled. He leaned down and connected your lips , it was soft and sweet just like always. “Let’s eat,” you grab your bag and take out the two lunch boxes. “Feed me?” He asked , arms still wrapped around your waist. “Here , my mum made cream cheese bread and since I know you like it a lot I brought some for you,” you lifted the little roll up and put it in front of his mouth. “Open your mouth will you? My arm hurts,” you complained.

He shook his head “feed it to me cutely~” “I hate doing cute stuff though...but fine I’ll try,” you sighed and mentally prepared yourself before starting “open up doyoungie oppa~” you said in a slightly high pitched voice. It was quiet for the next few seconds before he burst out into laughter “do you wanna die!” You shouted as you elbowed him with an annoyed face. He coughed a couple of times before giggling “I’m sorry but please never do that again I think I might pass out!” He didn’t stop laughing and you hit his thigh “I told you I wasn’t good , whatever shut up!” You whined in embarrassment. “Aw is y/n all shy and embarrassed?” He poked your cheek and you could feel yourself going red , so to chuck your feelings out the window you chowed down on the food , ignoring doyoung in the back who was making fun of you.

Suddenly you felt his hand under your chin and he forced you to look at him “I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings babe , I love you and I just wanted to see if you could extend that cuteness of yours,” he looked at you with the most loving eyes and you sighed , mouth still full you muttered out a small ‘I forgive you’ you leaned your cheek against his hand and he kissed your forehead.

The school day ended and you guys were now pushing through the hallway to leave the campus. “Let’s go to the arcade,” you suggested , he nodded “when does your mother finish work?” “Around seven to eight it depends on how busy she is and dad doesn’t come back until next weekend,” “So we can play for about three hours...” “shouldn’t it be four?” “We’ll see,” he smiled at you. Hand in hand you walked to the mall which had the arcade located in it.

Three hours were spent on nothing but game time and competitiveness. He had decided to take it ‘easy’ on you but that didn’t really change anything because he won all the games you played. “Gee doyoung even guys in movies know when to stop and let their girlfriend win because she’s so talented at losing,” you scratched your head and looked up at the dart board. “Let’s go with an easy one....like Pac-Man,” “I’m offended.” You cross your arms and shake your head. “Ohhh I know! Let’s do that gun game that I never knew the name of,” “sure?” “Yeah!” You exclaimed with a happy face.

Once again he won. As expected. But you shrugged it off as you didn’t want to seem like a party pooper. “Alright what now?-actually what’s the time?” “It’s five fifty seven...let’s go for ice cream?” You looked at doyoung before nodding “sure , I could go for that creamy goodness.”

“One mango and vanilla?” The ice cream man called out , doyoung went to go grab the ice creams and you both walked to a nearby park.

“That was great!” You swung back and forth on the swing after finishing your ice cream.” I’ll walk you home okay?” Doyoung said , more as a statement rather then a suggestion. “Alright” you got off the swing and sat down on the grass. “Sit!,” you patted the spot next to you , doyoung sat silently and played with the grass. you laid down , putting your hands behind your head. “The stars...beautiful, don’t you think?” You asked , you took a glance at doyoung and he was staring at you he opened his mouth but you gave him a quick glare “if you say that cheesy ‘ not as beautiful as you ‘ I will actually get up and leave,”. “Why can’t I say it?” He laughed “because we are not going to be a cringey couple. I forbid it.” You sternly said. Doyoung laid next to you and you turned on your side to look at him. “Do you think we were better as best friends? Or do you like this new couple thing?” You were curious and you didn’t want it to be just you who held strong feelings , so to get it out of the way you courageously asked him the question. Doyoung shifted his gaze away from you and cleared his throat. “Did you like the ice cream?” He tried changing the subject and you stood up. ‘So he really doesnt like me as much....did he just agree to be in this relationship because he didn’t want to hurt me? I can’t believe myself’ your mind blew up , you took a deep breath and faced him. “Thanks for tonight...I guess...I-I’ll see you later , I need to get home,” picking up your school bag you walked off quickly.

“Shit. I’m an idiot.” You slapped your cheeks walking home you thought about all the things you did together in the short time you ‘went out together’ . He always seemed as if he loved you very much , there was never a moment where he didn’t treat you with love. Turns out he’s just a great actor. “Ugh I’m skipping tomorrow,”

“Where’s the key,” you searched your bag for your home key. Eventually you found it , unlocking your door you went straight to your room. You chucked your bag down on the floor and changed out of your uniform. “Tonight’s going to be shit.” You sighed and look at your phone. Texts from doyoung were placed on the screen , too many to count. You turned the phone off and locked it in your drawer. You grabbed your towel and putting on swimming clothes you walked outside to your pool.

“If he felt like he was being held back he could have just said so...he didn’t have to hide it from me,” once again you took a deep breath and submerged your head under the water for bit. It felt soothing to be there , like nothing could touch you. You swam a few laps of the pool and just played there like you were 8 years old again.

Suddenly you heard the footsteps You looked over to door and saw your mother there. “I thought you were working late tonight , what happened?” You swam to the edge , resting your arms up on the side of the pool. “Well , my boss let me off early. I Don’t know why but I know I’m happy,” you mom walked over to you , sitting on the beach chair she placed her bag down on the floor. You sat up on the edge of the pool , letting your legs sway in the water. “I remember when you used to pretend to be a mermaid , you’d spend all day just swimming around in that pool,” she laughed and you smiled down at your legs. “Those were the fun days,” “they sure were,” you got out of the pool , sitting in the chair next to your mother you smiled at her.

“So , doyoungs father told me that he planned to take you on a date, what happened? Was it good?” She leaned back and relaxed. “It was fine, we went to the arcade and got ice cream...” “really? Nothing else? No goodnight kiss?” You started to tear up “no...it ended badly,” you could see your mother frown “tell me what happened bub,” you mom sat next to you and hugged you. “We went to the park and it was all great until i asked if he liked us better as best friends or a couple and he dodged the question,” your breathing got more ragged as you cried. “ hunny , you guys just got together , give him some time. I promise you he loves you.” She patted your head and held you close as you sobbed. “How do you know?” “I’ve watched you guys ever since you first met , the looks he gives you when you’re not looking says it all , he likes you very much. Maybe he’s still sorting out his feelings , but he looks at you with so much love it’s hard to think he doesn’t love you,” you calmed down at what your mother said , “if you say so...” you didn’t want to get too excited because what’s the point of getting your hopes up if it didn’t end up the way you wished it to? “Can I skip tomorrow? I don’t want to go to school knowing he’s in my class and I’ll see him all day,” “alright. Only this once.” She got up and took her bag “I’m going to get some sleep , when you’re done just turn the lights off. Good night,” “night,”

After a few more hours you went inside , you took a shower to get rid of all the chlorine and got into bed , sleeping the night away.

You were finally in school again after taking a day off and apparently you missed a whole lot. You were told by doyoungs friends that he wouldn’t stop crying over you during school , your heart hurt hearing that he had cried but you didn’t want to help him because you had done your fair share of crying too. “We hung out at his place after school and his room was a mess , there was paper scarred everywhere with letters to you , apologising for whatever he did,” Johnny explained , “what did he do anyway?” He asked “he indirectly told me he didn’t love me,” “oh , y/n you have to know he loves you a lot....more then you know , do you know how much he talks about you? I don’t think he ever shuts up about you...but I don’t want to get between you two so I’ll leave it at that,” “thanks Johnny,” you waddled away , your heart was warm and fuzzy after hearing about doyoung but you didn’t want to forgive him so easily.

You walked around the campass for a while before you eventually found yourself standing near the old storage room. You just looked at the flowers that were blooming on the grass. You heard a girl scream out a name but you didn’t pay attention to it. You sighed and tilted your head to the side , all of a sudden you felt a gust of wind and you turned around “are you fucking done?” The random girl whispered , you assumed she was talking to the guy she was hugging. She whispered something else but you couldn’t quite hear it well enough. “Sorry If I got in your way,” you apologised before walking off. Your feet took you to the schools theatre , no one was inside so you just enjoyed the quietness.

“Y/n?” You looked back at whoever called your name and you saw doyoung standing there , “that’s me...” you said quietly. “We need to talk—I mean I need to say something to you,” “I do too,” your feet dangled off the desk and you patted the spot next to you. He sat next to you , leaving a bit of space for awkwardness to fill.

“About what I said at the park...I didn’t mean it , I really didn’t. I promise you I love you and I don’t know why I didn’t reply or go after you when you left but I really do love you,” he looked miserable , you had never seen him so sad and broken. “You must have doubted your feelings...I don’t blame you I’d have a rethink of my feelings if I was stuck with someone like me—“ “y/n , it’s not that I doubted my feelings , it’s because I doubted that you wanted this. I thought that if I said ‘I loved you and I wanted this relationship because I really like you rather then just doing this for our familys’ you wouldn’t feel the same , what if you just did it to make the family happy? I was scared of how you would answer...” “Doyoung you idiot , if I didn’t like you I would say no straight away.” You kept eye contact , making sure he was listening and he knew how you felt. “I’m sorry , I really am,” you watched as his tear filled eyes kept looking at you , slowly they started to flow out, god he looked cute even when he was crying. “I’m sorry too,” “why are you apologising?” “I didn’t answer any of your calls or texts,” “that’s fine...I think this was better to sort out in person.” “Doyoung , I love you...” he immediately hugged you , “ I love you too , y/n....so much”

You hugged him back tightly , you never wanted to let go of him. Your sweet and adorable Doyoung.

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