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somebody remind me tmr or smthn to do some minor tweaking on my mural design and upload it for bhm pls
#cliffnotes/.txt#i keep seeing that post for black artists/writers and i wanna plug myself but id feel bad#idk im still perpetually stuck in the spot of being a super slow artist and producing way less than other folks#tho i shouldnt#so i feel like its weird to call myself one sometimes even tho its. all i do? all i know how to and like to do?#idk maybe its also bc i havent had the want to do a big piece since graduating#but it feels so long ago and im like damn ur not unburnt our yet???? useless little thing you are :/#tbh its not even that i havent been drawing i have way too many sketches to clean up and color!#idk. augh.
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Subway really shot themselves in the foot with all the marketing they pushed for the Five Dollar Footlong way back in the day because it worked so well. The concept of a Five Dollar Footlong is so worked into my psyche even as an adult. I still remember the stupid jingle. So now every time they try to advertise the footlong the only thought in my head is, "Not five dollars, though, is it, Subway?" I saw an ad the other day for a $6.99 footlong and like objectively speaking that's not a bad price for the amount of food in a footlong sandwich, already prepped, reasonably healthy, and ready to go. But it's not five dollars, though, is it? It's less that I can get a sandwich for at any of the other sandwich shops in the area, and a bigger sandwich. But! It's not five dollars, though, is it?
#and like#yeah i know why the price is higher#maybe they shouldnt have poured so much money into impressing the idea into my head tho huh
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SO extremely messy but. theyre in the gay club bathroom
#this is just putting the idea down i WILL figure the anatomy and clothes out dw#and yeees ik astarion shouldnt show up in a mirror. idc tho sorryyy#shadowheart#astarion#bg3#sketch#wip
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vergil gerbil
gerbil vergil
#no i didnt draw vergil devilmaycry as a gerbil 9 times.#i did it 12 times#(but those 3 didnt live past the sketch stage)#devil may cry#dmc#devil may cry 3#devil may cry 5#dmc3#dmc5#vergil dmc#vergil devil may cry#vergil#vergil sparda#<- shouldnt this be like. vergil spardason#animal art#fan art#digital art#i dont know what possessed me to draw this silly idea so many times. i was cooking tho#vergil gerbil
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Looking just like Buddy Holly
#fluttershy where she shouldnt be#mlp#fluttershy#weezer#spamton#pinkie pie#susan taxpayer#made the spamton transparents just for this#susan i already had tho#didnt have anything made for valentines so ive decided this is the closest thing to love there is
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it is with a heavy heart i must announce the fankid-enjoyer has made another fankid 😔 this is comet... ive been playing with him for a while. he's a couple years younger than johnny jr and umm well I'll tell you more about him later. when i post the other pile of drawings i have of him.
#hey did you know you should never make a fan character as a joke or a funny even a little#and you DEFINITELY shouldnt entertain doodling a little design for them and you should NEVER give them a name#bc then youre just going to be attached and youre gonna have to be like man... now ive gotta raise this fankid...#the original doodle on the side of a canvas is from the end of MAY...#these are just from the last month tho. started actually iterating his design. so u see the differences#sth#sonic the hedgehog#sonic oc#stc#sonic the comic#exit sonic#johnny jr#knuckles the echidna#sonknux#id in alt text#comet#see the issue and problem here is that this is baby 2. once i post this u r going to see too much of him#tho i think baby would kill comet immediately so bad. no contest.#comet is niceys baby LOVES k*lling#okay.... bye
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#exploding head syndrome#EHS#now that ive learned what it is im like 'ohhh yeah ive had that'#ha ha i do that#they shouldnt rename it tho this name is good#buzzy
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They're Tired
Lineart available for download on my patreon if any of yall wanna colour them
KoFi || Patreon
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rise leonardo#rise future leo#rise ruture leonardo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt future leo#rottmnt future leonardo#damn. tumblr really killed the quality on this one#had lyrics and dialogue ideas but none of them stuck#also i fucking hate it#the second metal knee thing shouldnt be visilbe according to the foot position#but i only noticed after i completely finished#i do really love how the mask tails came out tho#if i get any weird comments on this i will fight#because that was a consistent thought throughout the whole fucking 6 hour process#i should stop venting in the tags slfjsldjfsd#vent art#technically#probably shoulda put a shadow under them#oh well
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I don’t like this that much but whateverrr we ball
#Rolan js SO hard to draw I hate it here#he’s literally just a fucking guy it shouldnt be that hard#how do I make him look MORE Rolan auaaruagh#perhaps I need to make a little Rolan doodle page#complaining over#I loveeeee to draw rand tho#jrwishow#jrwi#jrwi podcast#jrwi art#jrwi rand#jrwi timothy rand#timothy rand#jrwi rolan#jrwi rolan deep#rolan deep#jrwi bitb#jrwi blood in the bayou#bitb#blood in the bayou#keeperschamp#keeperschampion#beetles art
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You know what we should bring back?
Older christianity. I mean the anti government, anti military, community based christianity. The one that cared the most about peace, equality, mercy, kindness, and radical love. The one with shared property. The one that didn't conform to society but instead existed mostly outside of it. The one where noone considered one sin worse than another because in the end, we are all sinners trying our best to be better.
#“progressive christians are ignoring the bible except for ”love thy neighbour“”#yeah well LOVE OVER VERSES#quit it. im tired of this. just. can we just be nice to everyone?? please?? peace and love on planet earth??#“being gay is a sin tho” “wow this is so immodest” do i look like i care? does jesus look like he cares? i dont think so.#go stab out your eye or smth if you wanna live by the law so badly huh???#funny how suddenly it isnt literal and shouldnt be done because humanity learned and grew since that was written#*points to the verses used to justify homophobia* i mean literally this whole concept changed since then it isnt even the same thing#screaming at the top of my lungs while punching the wall like please please dont cherry pick the bible#“*blank* is a sin” do you like seafood tho?? is your clothing from mixed fabrics?? did you shave??#im just saying that maybe you should let the spirit guide you instead of following the law blindly. what do i know tho. im just a stranger.#queer christian#progressive christianity#i guess??#my religious rants#leftist christianity? anarchist christianity? i do not know??
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HELLO INFINITY NIKKI
#infinity nikki#we're getting a livestream as i speak#or rather#as i simp#i shouldnt tag the other games but she deserves more attention#love nikki dress up queen#shining nikki#i call dibs on her tho
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some xianzhou portraits or smth
#fu xuan killed me... so many details that i got too caught up in#i shouldnt have gotten so swept up in the deets for her wehhh.. then i mightve had the energy for more of the girlies i wanted to get to#i did her way later tho so it wasnt the same groove i was in yknow 😔#jing yuan killed me bc he is oh so cute n i was squealing kicking my feet yesterday while sketching him (queer art club friends dont see t-#-his part ok yay ty)#honkai star rail#hsr#jing yuan#yanqing#hsr blade#dan heng#dan heng il#fu xuan#my art#jing yuans face kills me.... cutie patootie.. his mane so fluffy too like wuhfhhgh#jy dhil n fx my favs of this batch oki yay yippeeee
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Jarlaxle chibi I plan on turning into a keychain!
#i shouldnt have used to much purple I hate cmyk aaaaaaaa#that was fun tho i'll probably get a small batch made and see how many I'd sell#will make the order tomorrow so I should have them in a couple weeks#jarlaxle#jarlaxle baenre#dnd#dungeons and dragons#forgotten realms#legend of drizzt#the legend of drizzt#my art#digital art#the sellswords#r.a. salvatore
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#panther evolution update since the 2020 version#i shouldnt have named him blake in late 2019 it was too humanizing#hes a creature and non existing#but i think i do wanna keep and stylize the name as blAke tho. oo so quirky#ive put him thru a smoothie blender during those 11-12 years#look at those art styles#he's fully not a sona anymore like duh im the bald cat#hes my mascot
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WE'RE GOIN TO DENNY'S 🗣🗣🗣
(wip, I'm fucking insane abt TWF4 *grabs u and shakes u*)
#twf#the walten files#wip#bear king draws#susan......... shes so find i wont her 🥴 ill draw her soon#6ft tall lesbian animatronics engineer w a husky voice who says “fuck”#martin my man u SHOULDNT have 😏#god that shit was so fucking good tho fr
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the tadpole/brain damage thing. its like. chekovs gun to me. obviously theres very little mechanical support ingame for having a disabling injury, aside from maybe an optional voluntary decision to drop the INT score, but similarly to choosing to write intention into the lack of dark urge Lore responses from the party, i just like to make mountains out of molehills and force game mechanics into In Universe Character Problems
like when dirge repeatedly mentions that he thinks the tadpole is doing something beneficial for him, that its helping him, it isnt JUST the power-hungry psionic ambition in him. its a parasite, that needs a host. it needs a LIVING host, or its own chances of survival plummet. and dirge gets tadpoled right after a life threatening injury to the tadpoles preferred habitat. neither of them want to die!! dirges body tries to recover, but cant in part BECAUSE of the tadpole (the netherese stasis magic rejecting outside influence and binding it to its host, having an unejectable foreign object in the injury site, etc), but its not like the tadpole WANTS its host to have a life altering injury
its not like its malicious (except when it comes to Hive Activity, and then it can be a right bastard), it just cant live any other way. it cant help what it is. halsin calls the illithid life cycle abberant and unnatural, but brood parasitism exists throughout the natural kingdom. is the wasp egg evil for having been laid in a caterpillar?
its first moments of life outside the brine pool, and its new home, its new life, its host, its caregiver, its food supply, is bleeding and dying and falling apart and trying to fix itself but cant and its trying to heal around you but it cant but if it doesnt do anything youll both die, so this larva, this tiny worm of psionic potential and instinct, does what it can. holds its host together with whatever force it can muster, soft gelatinous body (perfect for compreesing flat and squeezing through small orifice openings) keratinizing outside the acidic environment of the brine, its four oral tentacles (its only source of motion and movement when so young and soft, dragging itself along as best it can) made for interweaving with dense synapse clusters to passively absorb the psionic imprint of its host, now desperately intwined with bleeding meat just to try and hold it all together. driven by survival instict and a vessel of psychic potential, forced into passivity by the commands of the Elder, further forced by circumstance to leverage all its great gifts to keep its host standing long enough to eventually eat
my thought is that the reason why dirge still gets the cutscene of the emperor tadpoling him at the beginning of the game, is that the original tadpole orin forced on him is just so weakened and exhausted by months of effort trying to keep him alive through kressas experiments and meddling, that the emperor, currently in thrall to the absolute, feels the need to replace it with a fresher healthier specimen, which then cannibalizes and absorbs the previous one, and then just has to go back to doing the same shit as the last one.
i think that dirges tadpole isnt as twitchy or squirmy as the others because of it. that when omeluum gives him a psychic MRI, the tadpole is just burrowed down and its tendrils stretched like a dense net throughout dirges brain tissue, only moving or writhing occasionally but definitely not as mobile as usual, its web of tendrils especially twisted near dense scar tissue at the back of his head. this worm is already so fucking weird and the circumstances for this mind flayer MRI have already introduced a bajillion different variables that need accounting for, that i dont think omeluum immediately groks the specifics of whats going on but CAN peg the "you have brain damage and your worm is fucking Weird" situation fairly easily. but i dont think it gets enough time in dirges head to get a full understanding of what the tadpole is doing FOR him
cuz like. imo its definitely objectively helping. its a psychic information bank specifically designed to interface with a human brain. the reason why dirge isnt experiencing too many of the side effects of brain damage is because the parasite is doing its best to mitigate them. memory issues, brain fog, disorientation and balancing issues, theyd all be significantly worse without the parasite. when he brings up how he feels its helping him, objectively hes right and its not even the kickass psychic powers hes right about.
like it doesnt cure EVERYTHING, he has chronic migraines that are sensitive to light, and before he asks halsin to make medicine, he starts every morning puking his guts out when the morning sun makes him so nauseous he cant hold dinner down. even without the Urge Nightmares, he has insomnia and just cant meaningfully sleep. but keeping track of what day it is, remembering what happened a few hours ago or the other day, standing up from a sitting position and not immediately wobbling and/or collapsing, retaining his old muscle memory. all shit the parasite is helping with
which is why i cant help but fixate on those moments immediately after defeating the absolute. like oh thats juicy
#bg3 durge#bg3#bg3 dark urge#bg3 the dark urge#durge#the dark urge#long post#dirgecore#dirgeposting#god. visibility tags DONE time for tag RAMBLES#anyways permanently disabled dirge my BELOVEDDDDDD#also makes mintharas hypocricsy more enjoyable. because like i feel like she places a lot of value in effort and ability#so when someone is disabled i feel like she interprets that as a weakness of will to not find a way to thrive or persevere regardless#but just straight up makes an exception in that logic for dirge#because she KNOWS him and knows WHY hes disabled and why there isnt much to be done for it.#so its not his fault and he does enough and he shouldnt blame himself. everyone ELSE tho#shes very much a ''i wouldnt let it stop me'' kind of person. except when it very much does stop dirge but its fine cuz hes her slayer#she does this logical leap for things a lot. like when shes fond of someone or something she suspends a lot of her more critical beliefs#wizards are stupid and blow themselves up. except for you 💜 if ur dumb enough to get betrayed u probably deserved it. except for karlach 💜#if you dont push through ur injuries ur lowkey bitchmade. except for MY special little guy 💜💜💜#nuanced evil lovergirl my FAAAAAAAVE
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