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Boston Chris - part two
Summary: After Chris and Y/n broke up she is miserable, she didn’t wanted to face reality, a reality without Chris. When she finally gets better is when Chris slowly starts to realise his mistake… will they make up or leave their romance in the past?
Read to find out
Angst & fluff
Not prof read!
[Part one below]
The day after Thanksgiving
Walking down the stairs after seeing their car gone y/n wanted to break down and cry but weirdly she couldn’t.
She just felt empty.
Chris was so long a part of her life. Going to high school - Chris was there, her parents divorce - Chris was there, finishing school - Chris was there, starting her career - Chris was there, losing friends - Chris was there.
He was the only constant in her life. To what should she hold in to now?
Sitting down with her fluffy blanket around her and the bowl of cereals, she pulls her phone out and goes straight to tiktok.
That was a mistake. Chris edits were everywhere.
There was and edit that said ‚I miss Boston Chris‘ a slideshow with photos of Chris from 2020 to 2022 and photos from 2022 to 2024.
Yeah she missed Boston Chris to.
Her Boston Chris.
Even his fans noticed how he changed, it wasn’t a negative change but a change nonetheless.
That’s just life right? People grow up and change. She just never thought her and Chris would become one of those people, who grow up and grow apart.
Closing tiktok she unfollowed Chris on every platform. If she wanted to move on, she couldn’t stand seeing his face everywhere and how easy it is for him to just go on with life without her while she is barely holding on without him.
She noticed that he hadn’t deleted their pictures yet, she deleted theirs of them on her account.
Chris was her first love she can’t imagine ever loving someone that way again.
She got up back in her bed and stayed there for the next few days, her phone shut off.
4 days after the break up
She turned her phone on for the first time since the day after thanksgiving.
A few of her friends messaged her asking what happened but one message stuck out the most.
Vinnie Hacker: hey are u alright with all those things going on?
Delivered 3 days ago
Vinnie Hacker: hey snoopy let me know that you’re alive, getting worried
Delivered: 1 hours ago
Y/n smiled at that. Her and Vinnie texted a few times after they met at the party in April, not a lot maybe a handful of times.
They met once so she could give him his jacket back and he invited her to eat ice cream because he insisted that this Ice cream shop in LA was the best one in the world.
Y/n couldn’t say no to free ice cream, obviously.
As they were there y/n took 5 scrapes of the so called “snoopy spoon” sort. Y/n said it was the best one and Vinnie laughed at how excited she was for the ice cream so he began to call er snoopy.
It helped y/n to take her mind off things. It was 2 days after Chris and her had this big fight after the party, her last day in LA.
Chris said he didn’t had time to drive her to the airport so she had to ask Vinnie even tho she barely knew him at the time. He was the only other person she knew in LA.
Vinnie saw the faded hand print on y/n’s wrist. He didn’t comment on it and for that she was thankful. After that day Vinnie checked in on her every now and then.
He didn’t had any Intentions behind this. She was his friend and he was simply just worried.
That’s it right?
Y/n: I’m feeling weird but I’ll survive I guess.
Y/n: thanks for asking tho :)
Delivered: now
His messages were different from the others, they all wanted to know WHAT had happened and HOW.
Vinnie just wanted to know HOW she is doing. He didn’t care what everyone else said.
Vinnie Hacker: I’m in Boston next week. Wanna go for a little ice cream snoops?
Vinnie Hacker: it’s one me ;)
Y/n: yeah sure, ring me up when you’re here
Meanwhile
The triplets were back in LA since a few days.
Chris felt weird seeing all the media having an opinions on HIS relationship, well his ex relationship.
It left a bitter taste on his tongue, he didn’t know why.
He felt sad seeing that she deleted all their photos together and unfollowed him as if she was wanted to erase him from her life like he was nothing more than a stranger to her all this time. Like they didn’t had existed.
Chris didn’t wanted to delete their pictures on his account. It was proof that they DID happened. There was a time were they were real.
The boy was happy in these pictures, in those times. He wanted to keep them and reminisce them, appreciate them.
So he didn’t delete them. He didn’t unfollow her. He wanted to keep track on her. Seeing if she would be okay.
She was still important to him.
A week later
It was around 6 pm and Y/n and Vinnie were walking along the beach with their ice cream in hand, the sun is slowly setting, casting an comfortable orange around them.
“You would be fine living like that?” Y/n asked him curiously.
Vinnie just told her that he would like to live in a small house in the mountains and his beloved ones.
“Why do you sound so surprised?” He asked in return looking down at her with a smile on his lips.
“It’s just I would never expect a guy like you to have this as his dream life”
“A guy like me?” He lets out a chuckle “okay what do you thought would it be according to ‘a guy like me’ ?
“Probably living in a big fancy house, partying everyday and living his best life with his friends and hundred of girls” Y/n finishes as she puts a spoon of ice cream into her mouth a smile also gracing her lips.
At that the boy let’s out a loud laugh almost dubling over.
“What” he spits out still trying to calm down
“If you think like that then you have the wrong image of me snoops” he said smiling.
“Okay you know I just thought-“ the girl was cut off as a group of girls around their age startet to surround them and asking Vinod for pictures.
Her smile fell. She knew what was coming. Had all this with Chris.
Flashback
Chris and Y/n were holding hands walking around the mall as girls came up to them and wanted Chris attention.
Chris let go off Y/n’s hands and began to fully concentrate on the beautiful girls.
She didn’t had any issues with Chris interacting with his friends, not at all she just didn’t liked how Chris just put her aside and ignored her as soon as he got attention from someone else.
As if she wasn’t important
It never was like that
It didn’t help that girls looked her up and down as if she wasn’t worth his time
Chris noticed this but acted like he didn’t
“Sorry Baby I just talk with them for a few minutes you can’t wait over there” he apologizes, pushing her away as if he was embarrassed of her
“It’s okay”
She sat down on a bench aside as Chris was swarmed with girls
It also didn’t help that the girls were super skinny and super beautiful.
Y/n wasn’t over weight but it still made her a little insecure.
She sat there for 30 minutes, alone.
This wasn’t the first and wouldn’t be the last time this would have happened
End of flashback
“Hey can we take a picture?” One of the girls says.
He turns to y/n “is it okay for you?” He asks
“Yeah of course.” She was dreading the wait ahead of her.
“Sure we can” Vinnie said to the girls.
What Y/n didn’t expected was that he included her in the picture and the conversations.
He didn’t wanted her to feel left out.
The interaction only lasted for about five minutes because Vinny cut them off.
“Hey guys so I would really love talking more with you but we kinda have plans so..” he trails off pointing between him and Y/n.
She felt important, she liked that.
A smile began to form on her lips.
After that day Y/n and Vinnie began to spend more time together.
Vinnie started become some what of a best friend to her.
February 2024
“What’s got you in a sour mood?” Nick asked Chris as he had an attitude the whole day and well the last few days.
“Nothing” his brother answered with an annoying voice.
“No nicks right, you’ve been in a mood since days now Chris, what’s up?” Matt chimes in.
“Oh my god it’s nothing guys, get off my back.” Now he really was annoyed at them.
He opens his phone and his brothers saw Y/n instagram story was opened. Chris must have gone through it before they came to him.
He quickly closes instagram and opens tiktok.
But it’s too late now Nick and Matt saw it. In y/n story was a photo posted if Vinnie as they were in Boston in the Ice cream shop.
In the picture Vinnie said in front of y/n with a big smile on his lips as he scraped all the ice cream from the bowl.
The caption was:
he ate all my snoopy ice cream guess he has to buy me twice as much the next time 🤧
Next time
They will met again. This bothered Chris even tho he would never admit it.
Not to mention it was the ice cream shop y/n and Chris used to walk to on late summer evenings back when they were together.
The shop was only a twenty minute walk away from their street and both of them always appreciated the time together. It was one of the few times they were alone.
He noticed they spend a lot of time together after he and Y/n broke things off.
He saw her on his and him on hers story at least three times a week.
He hated it.
His brothers ,of course, saw the story’s too because they also followed them on instagram and instantly knew Chris was in a bad mood because of this.
“It this because of Y/n and Vinnie?” Nick asks slowly with hesitation in his voice.
The brothers knew that Y/n was still as sensitive subject for the boy.
Chris didn’t say anything but shut his of and ran his hands over his face.
“Bro if you want to get over her you have to stop stalking her alright.”
“I still keep track on her because I wanted to make sure that she would be okay not to watch her fall in love with another dude.” Chris says.
“What did you expect? That she would come running after you after you treated her like that?” Nick said.
“I just never imagined her with another guy.” Chris admits in a sad voice.
“After all the shit you pulled I’m surprised she didn’t dumbed your earlier.” Nick scoffs
“Hey it wasn’t that bad alright” Chris said defensively.
“We heard all those screaming Chris.” Matt adds to the conversation.
“I broke things off with her because I saw what it did to her and I couldn’t stand her getting hurt because of me.” Said the boy
“Why did you waited so long if you knew what it did to her?”
“Because I didn’t wanted to lose her. She’s was always there for me I thought I couldn’t live without her. It was selfish but knowing that she was in was still mine gave me security even tho our relationship wasn’t good at those times.” Chris admits.
“And you couldn’t just I don’t know talk to her?” Nick explains sarcastic.
“It wasn’t that easy. There were so many times I wanted to but there was already this… wall between us that I hoped it would just solve themselves.” Chris began.
“These months we barely talked I was scared that when we finally talked, she would tell me she wants to break up with me. I ignored her because I didn’t wanted to face the truth that I was losing her.” He finishes.
“Were you still in with her when you broke up with her?” Matt again.
Silence
“It doesn’t matter she’s clearly doing fine with Vinnie.” Chris said Vinnies name with disgust in his voice.
“Chris do you regret breaking up with Y/n?” Matt asked again.
Silence
Chris stood up from the couch and made his way outside.
“Where are you going?” Nick yells after him.
“Need to clear my head.” Chris response going for a walk.
March 2024
5 months after the break up.
“Wow you finally took down the pictures.” Vinnie commented as he came into Y/n room and saw all her photos with Chris were taken down.
“Yeah it feels like it was time.” She responds.
“I’m glad you did.” He smiled as he flopped down beside her in her bed. “Proud of ya snoops” he finished ruffling her hair.
She lets out a giggle at his actions.
“Sooo what are we doing now?” He asks.
Y/n gives him the look.
Thirty minutes later Vinnie and Y/n both had a cup full of ice cream and were walking back to her house.
“We really need to find something else to snack, I’m gonna gain a lot of weight when we eat Ice cream every time I see you.” Y/n said with a Chuckle leaving her lips.
“You’re gonna be beautiful either way.” Vinnie let out.
Y/n blushed slightly. It has been so long since someone had called her beautiful. It didn’t just came from anyone, it came from Vinnie Hacker.
“Ice cream is our thing y/n. We can’t change that.” Vinnie jokes as he bumbs his shoulder with hers.
“When you say so I guess I can’t do anything about it.” The girl plays along while rolling her eyes.
Vinnie chuckles as that.
They chatted for a while til they got to her house.
“You know I’ll always enjoy our ice cream stops.” Y/n said friendly.
“I’ll enjoy spending my time with you no matter what we’re doing. But I’ll admit it’s cute how you always got ice cream on your nose while you lick your cup clean.” The boys responds.
Y/n gets a warm feeling inside her at his words.
“I have Ice cream in my nose?!” She exclaims.
“Yeah.” He whispers as he watches her trying to rub the ice cream off of her nose with a smile on his lips.
She doesn’t notice the way he looks at her.
“Is it gone?” She asks looking up at him. She notices now how tall he is in comparison to her.
“Almost.” He says quietly while walking closer to her.
She notices how close he is as he’s lifting his hand to hold her cheek while taking his pointer finger to wipe the ice cream away.
He’s still holding her cheek as takes his finger in his mouth to lick the ice cream away.
“No it’s gone.” He whispers looking deep into her eyes.
His smile slowly falls as he begins to lean closer to her.
She also leans in and closes her eyes.
She feels her lips touch his and it feels different.
As he begins to move his lips against hers she starts to move hers to.
It feels so good to know someone wants to kiss her so much she feels it in his body language.
She steps closer, her hands move from his waist ob his stomach, over his chest and cups his cheeks. All while never parting her lips from his.
His arms move to grip her hips and pull her closer to him.
His lips are soft, softer than Chris’s. Chris lips were soft but always a little chapped not like - wait
Why is she thinking about Chris now?
She hasn’t thought about Chris in so long. Of his lips in so long.
It’s the first time she is kissing someone other than Chris.
Chris was her first kiss. Her first everything.
Now he isn’t the only boy she has kissed.
She realizes her lips have stopped moving a few second ago.
Probably as she realizes she was thinking of Chris.
Vinnie begans to pull away as he notices her lips won’t start moving again.
So they just stand there now looking at each other.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.” Vinnie apologizes quickly as panic begins to set in thinking he has done something wrong and ruined his chances with her.
“No no please you didn’t.” She pull his arms back around her. “I was just in my head for a moment.” She admits.
“If you’re not ready and still need time to -“ he starts but she cut him off. “No Vinnie, I enjoyed this really. It’s just you’re the first boy since.. you know. But I want to do this with you. I think I’m ready now.”
“Yeah?” He asks shyly.
“Yeah.” She reassures.
“Good cause I really like you.” He admits letting out a little breathless laugh.
She smiles up at him and pecks his lips.
“Good night Vinnie.”
“Night snoops”
April 2024
6 months after the break up.
The triplets arrived at their hotel an hour ago.
They were guests at the Ellen show today but Chris seems down.
Nick and Madi were out to get Starbucks across the street so Matt took the opportunity to talk with Chris.
“Hey man what’s up?” The boy begins as he sat down beside his brother.
Chris just looks at him and shakes his head. He knew what he was going to say.
“Save it matt”
“Talk to me”
“No”
“Why not, I could help you.”
Silence
“Chris come on.”
“…. I just uhm… lately I’ve been thinking about y/n… a lot”
“Okay and what about it?”
“I just wish.. really wish that I could call her right now and tell her all of this to hear her reaction.” He lets out a chuckle as he remembers all the time she was more excited than him about his news.
“She was the type of person who was more happy about your accomplishments than you. That was one of the many reasons I loved her.” He smiles at their memory of her as he tells Matt all of this.
“She was the first person I wanted to tell or see when I had good news. Wether it was a win at lacrosse practise, a good grade a new song I learned at the guitar as I was still playing.” He stops and his smile falls. “ I don’t have that anymore. I can’t just call her and tell her this but I want to so… ugh… so god damn bad.”
“I miss talking to her.” Chris continues. “She understood me. It becomes clear now how much I need this, her, y/n”
“There are so many things I want to tell her, tell her that we made it that the things we dreamed of became true. Did you know there was this one time in summer we were walking home this ice cream shop and jokes about us being on the Ellen show? And today we just were and I can’t share that with her.” He finishes.
Matt stays silent for a bit. He knew how much his brother has loved that girl.
“Chris.. uhm I don’t know how to tell you this but when you broke things off with y/n I knew you would regret that. I mean yeah we were suddenly known that you probably thought you wanted more but in the end you only ever wanted her u just lost focus on it for a while.” Matt said.
“And what do I do now?” He asks his brother, looking up at him with tears in his eyes.
“I don’t know.”
“Fantastic” Chris lets out a sarcastic laugh.
“Look were back home in Boston next month how about you just try to apologize?” Matt tries.
“After half a year?”
“Better late than never.” Matt puts a hand on his shoulder and gives him a smile that Chris returns.
He will try.
May 2024
“Vinnie stop” y/n is laughing really hard as he tickles her.
“No, say it.” He smiles down at her.
“Never” she says between laughs.
“You wanted it this way.”
He starts tickling her side now.
“Alright alright I’ll eat it. You’re better at valorant than me.”
Vinnie stops tickling her, turns her around in the bed and hovers above her.
“See it wasn’t that hard.” He says with as teasing smile as he looks down at her.
“Mhm” y/n lets out, pulling at his necklace that dingles in front of her face.
Vinnie gets the hint and leans his head down to capture her lips with his.
Their tongues melt and y/n starts to smile as she feels his hand at her sides again m.
As Vinnie feels her smile against his lips he can’t help it but smile to.
He pull away and start to nuzzle his nose against hers.
“You’re smell so good” he sighs against her.
Vinnie knew he was deeply in love with her. Hell he probably fell in love with her after their talk that night at the party.
He just hopes she feels the same. Sometimes he worries she might just is with him as a distraction from Chris.
Last week he asked to be her boyfriend and she agrees. He really hopes she means this serious as it’s serious to him.
A little while later they are ready to go out on a date. He will took her to this new fancy restaurant at the end of the city.
Amelia’s
As y/n put her jacket on Vinnie came down the stairs.
“Are you ready beautiful” he says leaning down to kiss her neck as he opens the door.
“I’m am my handsome boyfriend.” He chuckles at that, leaning down to kiss her as he walks backwards out the door, lips still locked with hers, pulling her with him by her jacket.
As they were outside he finally pulls away. She smiles up at him as he lets go of her and opens his car door for her.
Right as she was about to go in she meets a pair of blue eyes. The blue eyes that she would recognize anywhere.
Even tho everything about him has changed, he got a new a hair cut a new style his eyes a still the same ones she fell in love with so long ago.
Chris stand there with an devastating look on his face. He looks like he’s about to cry.
The triplets just got out of the car. They come probably from the airport to visit their family.
Great timing y/n thought.
“Y/n” Vinnie says pulling her out of her staring/ trance contest with Chris.
She turns around and looks at him.
She gets in the car and Vinnie closes her door.
She didn’t see the lion Vinnie and Chris gave each other as Vinnie gets in the driver side and drives off towards the restaurant.
Y/n tries not to think about Chris and enjoys her time with Vinnie but Chris is still in the back of her mind.
3 hours later
Vinnie stops his car in front of y/n house and turns his head towards her.
“I had fun today” he says.
“Me too.” She responds and she means it.
He leans in and kisses her passionately.
As he pulls away they look deep in each other eyes.
“I love you” Vinnie says suddenly.
This is the first time either of them has said the L word.
Y/n’s eyes widen.
“You don’t have to say it back I just wanted you to know it.” Vinnie says quickly in a soft voice.
Y/n kisses him again, gives him a smile and gets out of the car.
“Good night Vinnie” she says
“Dream of me snoopy.” He says with a smile.
“Always.” Her smile is so big.
She watches his car drive off and as she can’t see it anymore she turns around and starts walking towards her front door.
“You’re moved on.” Her smiles drops as she hears his voice.
The voice she hadn’t heard in six months.
The girls stand still. She doesn’t want to turn around and face him.
“I knew you would be okay.” He continues as he steps closer now crossing the road.
“Did you?” Y/n asks still not turning around.
“Of course I did. I always knew you deserved better than what I gave you. That’s why I let you go.”
“Stop it.” Her was is calm and soft. No anger. She was never the type to hold grudges against people. She turns around. “I never wanted you let me go.”
“I had too. I saw what I did to you.”
“When you knew what you did to me all those months why didn’t you stop? Why didn’t you talked to me?” She isn’t mad just curious.
“I don’t know.” She closes her eyes at his answer. “But I know that I regret everyday how I treated you. And I know that I’m so incredibly sorry.” She turns around and starts making her way to her door. She knows this isn’t nice but she couldn’t hear him talking anymore.
But he wasn’t finished. “And most importantly I know that I miss you more than anything.” She stops again and turns around to face him as she hears how desperate his voice has gotten.
“I miss taking to you, I muss telling you what’s going on in my life and I miss hearing what’s going on in yours. I muss hearing your laugh and kissing you, holding and.. and,” he stops for a short moment to take in a deep breath and calm his nerves. “ I miss being with you y/n.” He finishes his speech.
Y/n stays silent as they both just look at each other in the dark night.
The only lights are the moon and the street lamps a little away.
They never thought they would find themselves in this situation.
“Do you miss me?” He asks stepping closer to her.
“Chris..” she turns her head away
“Answer me please.” He sounds so desperate as he grabs her hand.
“Don’t you remember us? How good we were? Why are you wasting you’re time with him?”
She pulls away suddenly as she hears his words.
What they were.
The were he was talking about didn’t exist anymore and it never could. They were different people now.
She remembers all the times she felt not important to him. She never felt that way with Vinnie. And hearing how he talked about him made her angry for the first time that night.
Vinnie was the person who was there for her after he left.
He helped her repairing the things he broke.
If anything she was wasting her time waiting for him to show her love again.
“The us youre talking about does not exist anymore.” She said calmy looking into his eyes. “And my time with Vinnie is anything but a waste.” She turns around, for the last time she hopes.
“Are you happy with him?” Chris got mad. He was and at himself that he had let her go and he couldn’t unmake that mistake now.
“Yes.” She says.
“Do you love him?”
“Yes”
That broke him. She loved someone.. that wasn’t him.
He wanted to break down and cry, beg on his knees for her forgiveness.
“Wonder how longer that lasts.” Instead he only made it worse.
“What.” She turns around.
“I mean you see how it was with us. What made you think it will be any different with him? He’s also an influencer”
“He isn’t you.”
That shut him up
“He makes time for me, he doesn’t makes me feel useless, he won’t leave me.”
“Yeah alright” he lets out a sarcastic laugh. “ I see you when you’re come clawing back to me after he leaves you.”
“Fuck you Chris.” She finally tunes around and gets inside her.
As she slams the door shut she leans against it and slides down.
She starts so cry again. Again because of Chris.
The next morning
Y/n woke up to a headache.
She felt like shit, she honestly just wanted Vinnie.
Ding dong
Could Vinnie read her mind?
She made her way downstairs to open the door.
On the other side of the door was the last person she wanted to see.
Chris.
She bag an to close the door again.
“Wait” he calls out. “ I wanted to say sorry.”
“I have this feeling we were at this point before.” She responds.
“I wanted to say sorry for last night.”
She opens her door again.
“Come in”
“I over stepped. I should have never commented on your relationship with Vinnie.” It was hard for him to say what he’s about to say but it’s for y/n so he would do it. Because he would do anything for her.
“I’m happy if you’re happy. I really wanted to apologize last night but as I saw you with him.. y/n I just lost it. I never thought I would see you with another man.”
“It’s okay Chris” she tries.
“No it’s not. I admit I regret breaking up with you. But that was my mistake. I can’t blame you or him for that only myself. I mean I understand why he likes you.” Chris chuckles.
“You’re an amazing girl y/n i’m sorry if I ever made you feel like your weren’t.” She could see the honesty in his eyes.”if I’m completely honest I had hope that after our visit, we both Cousy start over -“
“Chris-“ she tries to cut him off.
“No let me finish. As I saw how he looks at you and how you look at him I knew that was it. I really wished we had a different ending. I mean for a very long time I thought I was going to marry you.” Letting out a soft laugh.
It was silent for a few seconds.
“I want to remember us as something I was happy about. I don’t want this us, the memory of us to be ruined. I want to remember the innocent us, the one who dreamed of the future and our biggest worriers were if we’re gonna have a ride to the arcade.” She said
They bitch chuckled at that.
“Chris I want to remember you as the boy I fell in love with in Highschool who would do everything to make sure I was happy. Not as someone who couldn’t care less if he saw me or no” the girl finishes.
“Y/n-“
“I know you didn’t mean too and I’m proud of everything you guys accomplished.”
“We were each others first loves. Let’s leave it at that.” She sends him a smile which he returns.
By now they were standing outside again.
“You will always mean something to me and you will always have a special place in my heart” he said to her
“You will always have a special place in my heart too.” She wispers in his ear as they hug each other.
As they pull sways she finishes with.”and you will always mean something to me too.”
After that Chris turns around and heads to his home.
“Say hi to Matt and Nick for me.” She yelled after him.
“Will do!”
As she turns back she sees Vinnie standing by her door. With flowers in his hands.
“You will always mean something to me?” Vinnie repeats her words as jealousy is written over his face.
“Vinnie let me-“ she starts
“Is this the reason you didn’t said that you love me back? Because of him?” He upset but more so sad.
“No Vinnie listen to me.”
He scoffs and gets in his car
She follows him and gets in the driver side.
“No stop, you listen to me now.” She said snatching the keys from his hands. “Me and Chris, we were together for over four years of course he still means something to me, he’ll probably always will have speical place in my heart but he is not the person I want to be with for the rest of my life anymore, thats you Vinnie. Because I love you.” The girl told him.
“Really”
“Yeah”
He leans over, cups her cheek and kisses her deep.
They both smile as he repeats “I love you, I love you, I love you.” Over and over again as he kisses over her cheek, nose, eyes, chin, neck. Everywhere he can reach.
“Say it again.” He says
“I love you”
“Again”
“I love you Vinnie”
Thanksgiving 2024
This year Vinnie celebrated thanksgiving with the y/l/n and the Sturniolo’s. It was great that they were all together again.
The triplets told them about their upcoming tour and new 8 million merch they’re about to drop.
Y/n and Vinnie told about how they going to move in together in London.
Who would have thought that a year ago?
As y/n and Chris sat opposite each other and smiled at one another they knew, they were always going to be alright and they would be beside each other when they would need the other.
I guess who ever said ‘it all works out in the end’ was right.
But he could have warned us about the hard way there…
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A/n: heyyy loves I hope you guys enjoyed part two and are okay with who became endgame. I was thinking about making Chris and y/n endgame but I really liked the relationship with Vinnie.
Okay and maybe I have a slight crush on Vinnie at the moment.
Anyways let me know if you liked this part and want me to write more fics about different celebrities.
Also sorry again for spelling mistakes like I said English isn’t my first language.
Til next time, xoxo
#vinnie hacker x reader#matt sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo x reader#sturniolo x reader#nick sturniolo
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hi!! time for an introduction :3
✸basics
call me pom! }> o _ u ☆ ☆ they/he | 25 | lovefool ☆ artist, hobbyist writer, full of silly schemes fun fact alert! i made my mascot a pomeranian bc that was the first icon i made for my ao3 years&years ago. any pom gets wifi fans left out there?
✸the wares i peddle
art #pom draws || writing #pom writes || memes/goofs #sillies rambles/asks #pom yaps || fic/AU recs #cafe menu ☆ sona / mascot ref
currently writing just keep playing along || #playing along (sfw, BUT tw: violence, mechanical horror) & the mechanics assistant || #mechanics assistant (sfw, BUT tw: robot gore, supernatural horror, haunting hijinks)
asks are open and i am always down to yap ^-^ <3
i enjoy creating reader x DCA scenarios as a mischievous narrator. let me put folks in Situations ^-^ !!! if ya like whatever i do, take it and make your own art/writing!! if you want to use my artwork as icons, wallpaper, etc, you have my permission! i'd love to be asked/informed, tho... <3 just dont repost!! i would be honored to be tagged for any adjacent art/writing... (づ_ど) a dream come true.
i draw sweetness (yay) and horror (yippie) and perhaps, succumb to my urge to animate sound bytes that live in my head rent free.
reblog account!! yay!!! i dont know how to use tumblr anymore, help this grandpa out OTL
✸lay down the law
i rejoined tumblr to hop into the DCA community & make friends! yall are sweet!! ☆
there will be elements of mechanical horror/robot gore, and it will always be tagged as such.
i understand that minors will follow/interact with this blog, though its contents are intended to be (16+) while im happy to encourage young creatives on their artistic journey, im afraid we cant be friends if you are a minor. please unfollow/block me if you need to!
i dont personally draw/write explicit nsfw, but artwork/writing may be scary or spicy. as a treat. reblogs and fic recs will be marked as nsfw/sfw.
blog is intended for FNAF!! sorry, i dont know the webseries... but feel free to still treat my art as whatever u fancy :3 i aint the fun police!!!
other interests i have are: Pokemon, Vocaloid, Sonic, Undertale, Yes Man Fallout NV I Miss you Come Back -- so there might be overlap/inspiration !!!
✸my cup of tea
i love horror, looove, and absolute tomfoolery. silly, surreal situations are perhaps my favorite ones to orchestrate. y/n is simply another barbie on the chessboard ^-^ ;; lets play toyce?
focusing on the robotics. waiter give me ten more please
i adore everyone's AU's and renditions of the DCA!! every time i find a new one i am amazed by ppls creativity!! i am eating every single cake deliciously. i hope to draw fanart of the all the fics i love, but i fear there are many. so many.
✸thanks for havin' me!!
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hi!! i’m so sorry for liking old discourse posts i just forgot why i was following u and looked through some tags and found some good posts there. also the stuff u reblog these days is really nice so i’m not planning on unfollowing or anything hehe
sorry i isn’t dare to go off anon even tho u probably know who i am based on recent notifs anyways. i’m shy lol
it’s fine!!! i don’t mind when old posts are liked or reblogged, at this point they rarely recirculate in any meaningful way unless someone with like 10k followers brings it back
i stand by 95% of the stuff i said before with most of the 5% i don’t just being how i said it. (i made a lot of concessions to placate people that i wouldn’t do now, lol.)
so truly no worries about going through old content. it’s still representative of this blog i jus t don’t think it’s a pressing issue to talk about in that a. everyone has already made up their minds and b. those who haven’t are going to… actually listen to reason?
i’ll say it here tho for new followers: this person is referencing ace discourse posts because i quite strongly believe cisgender, straight people and cisgender aroace people do not belong in lgbt spaces and that holds especially true when aromantic and asexuality have been watered down to include people who do want to date and do want to have sex, respectively.
I do not believe aphobic opppression is real—I think everything described as aphobia is either rape culture/misogyny, ableism, misdirected homophobia, or is just interpersonal discrimination which is BAD but not oppression—and that even if it were, it would not make cisgender straight people or cisgender aroace people belong in LGBT spaces. Because experiencing oppression does not necessarily mitigate your role in the oppression of others.
I believe strongly in aces forming their own community, though I will say there is little incentive for them to do so considering my previous point. There’s no laws to protest, no funds to raise. So you end up with spaces just based on including everyone and catering to any possible feeling which ends up forming harmful, contradicting rhetoric.
All this said, I won’t be arguing any of these points. I have tags you can browse—ace discourse, hsdd, ace history—and again I stand by most of what is said there. If anything seems incongruous with things I currently say, assume I’ve changed my mind or message me off anon for clarification.
Otherwise… yeah. Welcome new and old to the fact that I, years ago, discussed ace discourse and did more research than any of you, therefore I know more than any of you and don’t need to talk about it at length. I know where I stand, y’all know where you stand.
Follow harder, unfollow… be free with yourselves but not with my inbox.
No need to apologize for interacting with old content either. Unless you’re arguing on it. Then get blocked.
#genuinely bring back any post you want from the dead#no apologies required#unless i need to apologize for some shit i said#which is possible
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ahh ive been thinking abt this for a while
as of rn this acct is a lot more loose w an age range for followers/moots!
i do want to be perfectly clear & say that yes im aware a lot of u are rly young compared to me but ive been a lot more mindful of what i say/post
it came as great shock to know some of y’all are still in ur teens! at least on twitter. im trying my best to make sure i dont say anything terribly explicit and some art will be under password should i make more nsfw stuff
but if my age (29) is too great a gap for some, no hard feelings!
i want this to be a fun & safe space! but pls feel free to mute/unfollow as well as privately let me know if there is an issue
i will also Not hesitate to draw the line as well should someone be stubborn bc i WILL block on sight. some of y’all are too bold fr
i want to be a good pal who posts aa art! share some laughs! leave funny replies! but keep in mind that tho i try my best to mitigate what i can on MY end, some of y’all are cognizant enough to make ur own call for ur own online safety
tldr;
SO FAR no exact age limit for this acct BUT ALSO we gotta chill a little bit if we’re gonna interact bc im almost 30
we cant be exchanging nsfw headcanons in the dms if u still qualify for ur parents’ insurance
if ur born after 2004, y’all are gonna be on thin ice
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fic request/rules masterpost!!
i figure i should probably list out what i will/won't write and other guidelines, as well as organize all my fics so check them out under the cut ⬇⬇
requests: CLOSED
ALSO i think i've decided to write mostly sfw...just bc it's tumblr lol so if you want to check out more of my nsfw fics, head over to my ao3!!
‘leave the door open’ is my fic series on there that gets more 18+ around part 6 so if ur a minor pls use caution, and i would prefer not to interact with minors on here about it?? i’m usually p good about tagging stuff on tumblr and ao3 so just be aware..
if u feel uncomfortable interacting with me bc of my age (26) and the fact that i write nsfw sometimes (all the characters are adults in those fics) feel free to block/unfollow/etc…i want this to be as safe a space as possible!
i'm still figuring out everything so these may change/be updated periodically...
WILL DO:
romance, fluff, humor, hurt/comfort, etc.
x reader fics (human, mutant, yokai, etc.)
headcanons/imagines (shorter and easier to write than full-length fics lol)
i prefer to do GN!reader (for the sake of keeping it gender neutral and also for my own comfort)
fic exchanges/gift fics...👀👀
rottmnt, 2012 tmnt, bayverse
i’m pretty comfortable writing most characters (the turts, april, etc.) but feel free to ask abt others!
WON'T DO:
AUs (this is a soft no, i’d be fine doing future/kraang invasion timeline stuff tho)
familial readers (sorry, this is just a personal preference thing…🤷♂️🤷♂️)
OC or canon x canon
intense angst/whump fics
tc3st
if u send me a fic request, please be as detailed/specific as possible (what kind of fic, plot, character traits, personalities, etc.)
it might take me anywhere from a couple of days to a few weeks to complete a request (depending on the length and how busy i am) 🥴🤙
if for whatever reason i don’t think ur fic request aligns with my rules/guidelines, i probably just won’t do it. i unfortunately can’t write every request i get…sorry!!
also if anybody makes fanart i think i would die from happiness
FICS:
raphael:
stakeout (part 1 of 'leave the door open') 2 fast 2 furriest (part 2 of 'leave the door open') prom (red edition) a view to a thrill relax
mikey:
candy hearts and paper flowers prom (orange edition) it's so easy
donnie:
prom (purple edition) stayin' alive science, baby! confessions (2012!donnie)
leo:
prom (blue edition) ba-dum-tss
HEADCANONS:
siblings!! (platonic turtles x younger sibling reader) plus-size reader headcanons (separate romantic 2012!turtles x GN! reader) cereal headcanons (not 'x reader' just stupid hcs about how the turtles eat cereal lol)
feel free to shoot me an ask if you have any questions about these rules!! i love writing and interacting with u guys 💖💖💖💖
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{ how incredibly strict are you in RP? I’m aware you’re mutuals only and I’d like to respect that. I can unfollow if we don’t mesh; but I was just asking regardless. - followed with my main blog, RP side blog is @insecureloonatic
I don’t want to stress anyone out over anything. }
hello! i tend to not be as strict when it comes to interactions, but i do check out most blogs before following! there's been a LOT of people following zee already, and due to me being busy or easily distracted, it's been hard to keep up with who follows first! i followed u back tho! feel free to send things in whenever, or dm me to plot! thank u for asking!! 🖤
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🦇🦇🎃🎃🎃🎃🦇 Trick or treat!!! 🦇🦇🎃🎃🎃🎃🦇
so I guess in this game, we can give anything
I give you..
(crab sticks!! cause it sounds like your name lol)
-- it's also dazai's fave food I think 🤭🤭
anyways..hmmm
your posts are great, your tags are interesting
you overfed me with your oda post (still recovering from that lol)
and uhhh..hmmm..
what does white hill road mean?
^^ no pressure ask btw! im just interested hehe.
🎃🦇🦇🎃🎃 Happy Halloween! 🎃🦇🦇🎃🎃
also why did a blog like you follow me on your side acc?
dang I'm flattered 😂 feel free to unfollow anytime bro.
(I'm still going to haunt you now as casper the friendly ghost tho because of what you did to my oda fixation lol) << ur posts killed me.
have a good day. step on a lego :)
/j
oh, a trick or treater!! giving me a treat! and what a nice one too. i'll go find a lego to step on, just for you.
ahah, I originally followed mostly because I wanted more mutuals in general, but your cursed edits are entertaining so I've stuck around! expect more oda-related posts as i work through untold stories, probably.
as for "white hill road," that's my main timeline Dazai tag! a lot of my character tags are "placeholder" tags, as I'm waiting until I find the right song for them. dazai and chuuya's main timeline tags are both from Deaf Havana songs! Dazai's is Speeding Cars, and the phrase 'white hill road' is taken from it. I just think the lyrics are very Dazai.
ps. a treat, for u
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WHAT NOT TO DO WHEN INTERACTING WITH MY BLOG - Customizable Edition
BASICS !
Name / Alias: Spooky Pronouns: he/they Blog type: single muse | Multi-muse | non selective | semi selective | selective| mutuals only | private | other (specify) Type of muses: canon | OCs | both | other (specify)
GENERALITIES ! Triggers people MUST tag: animal death Interest tracker / checker: I have it and it's mandatory | I have it, it's not mandatory but I'm more likely to follow bad / interact with the people who fill it | I have one and I prefer it if people fill it in | I have it but it's to people whether to fill it or not | I don't have one | other (specify) Reblog karma: I practise it | I practise it sometimes | I don't practise it | I always reblog memes from the source | indifferent | other (specify) Rule passwords: I have one and it's mandatory | I have one and it's optional | I don't have one | I send passwords | don't sent passwords | I have to hype myself up to send one
3-5 ESSENTIAL RULES PEOPLE HAVE TO RESPECT
please read my rules
please be patient with me. irl stuff can get in my way or leave me too drained to do stuff, even if i WANT to write
the basic stuff, no metagaming, godmodding, infomodding, etc
3-5 IMPORTANT PET PEEVES TO KEEP IN MIND
I am 100% okay with my rp partner not matching my reply length. Be it shorter or longer. (heck, if they make it longer then I'll feel better abt my next reply being longer.) HOWEVER, if I give a paragraph or two, I will expect more than one line. which is what I actually got one time.
if my rp partner goes into a thread with me assuming something about my muse even though I make it clear that my muse is canon divergent. I'm absolutely free to IM if you have questions! I'm friendly and don't bite, i promise. QwQ
when i can't figure out your blog. please, readability is the most important thing to me. which is why the most I do is small text. I will change my theme if I think even one thing is making it unreadable or even slightly harder to read. bright harsh colors as well, makes the blog a mess to read anything on.
not trimming your posts. it makes it hard to follow whats going on sometimes. even if tumblr now makes long posts auto readmore. (at least it does for me)
i do prefer that ppl tag their posts most of the time, but that's not really a requirement if it's not like for a trigger or something. it just helps me search for stuff on their blogs if i can't find it through our notes.
2-5 THINGS THAT WILL LEAD TO INSTANT (SOFT/HARD)BLOCKING
if the blog looks like a bot in some way
if it's a personal who has repeatedly reblogged something after being asked not to
if it's someone i've known in the past to make me uncomfortable
2-5 THINGS THAT LEAD ME TO UNFOLLOW / SOFTBLOCK A MUTUAL / SOMEONE I INTERACT WITH
ooc drama between people, vague posts, bullying
minor/adult ships
very rarely, if they're spamming TOO MUCH ooc stuff, untagged or other wise, in a short amount of time. I mean like, many posts that are actually ooc not having anything to do with their character. not like aesthetic posts, headcanons, or art. I'm also not talking abt like, PSAs or updates on the mun's health/lack of energy. i get that it's your blog. but i didn't want to follow a blog that's being treated more like a personal blog.
also very rarely, if my dash is going too fast and it's clear someone isn't going to interact with me i might unfollow just to make things easier for myself to keep up with. but again, that doesn't happen very often.
if it's clear a blog has been abandoned. if they show signs of activity later tho, i may refollow. bc i know irl stuff happens, u kno.
2-5 REASON YOU DON'T FOLLOW (BACK) SOMEONE
if their muse is from a series i am uncomfortable with. (used to love HP, but i can't look at anything from it now. for example.)
if they ASK why i haven't followed them back. just feels weird, man. I will then not follow out of spite for how uncalled for that question is. nobody is owed a follow. not even me.
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Lys u shouldn’t spill anything ab that account rn esp bc it’s linked to your other ao3 😭
Ik people will want to know but now it’s too a good time especially if you don’t want to deal with a certain brigade
No need to post this but I don’t want u to have to deal with people going through your other acc and attempting to put you on blast bc I know a bunch of those people from twitter follow you on here :(
I HATE THAT! Well my blog doesn’t have any new followers rn so I’m not super worried about it! Ugh I hate ppl tho they’re so irritating 💀THIS IS WHY WE CANT HAVE NICE THINGS!!! Ew I’d love to know which bad ppl follow me so i can block them 😂 if ur a puritanical EM obsessor that hates or any toxic bullshit feel free to unfollow me 😎
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i love when ppl follow me for the mcr post then see my current up to date shitposts n realize i am actually clinically insane n subsequently unfollow me……..it is very validating to my personal character development n it’s rapid decline since 2014
#ncncjfkdkdkdkw no fr tho it’s so funny ahh#i do feel bad tho cuz like i get these followers n them they see me post crazy insane shit n they’re luck uhhh i’m scared#it’s never my intention to make anyone uncofmortbLe :(( however this is always how i’ve kinda run this blog#i post my thoughts directly from my brain to my tumblr with very minimal filter#i just want everyone to know i’m fine and i’m sorry if my posts trigger u :/#ahhhh kk that’s like the worst part of that post going viral is like it draws attention to this blog n ppl are like#oh she’s actually acutely mentally ill now that’s weird n mildly disturbing n awkward ooooo#n like that’s ok if they think that i mean they’re not wrong#i just feel like i can’t be as genuine/ranty/venty anymore bc ..idk..someone will take it too serious#cuz they don’t know my clown ads neurodivergent personality and behavioral disorders ???#ahhh ok yeah anyways maybe i’ll just keep ranting in the tags i do like that tbh#n e ways feel free to unfollow me at all times if my posts aren’t what u like!!!!#i’m not offended if anything i’m like ope someone didn’t like that particular one maybe that was a weird thought ci#but then i go on and continue posting bc i do not care to have 1000s of followers!!#i would rather have like 50 followers i always interact with than 12000 silent ones idk#ramblings
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You are constantly reblogging things 3+ times and I've considered unfollowing bc of that but I don't bc I went to the circus and I got a clown. I signed up for this. Keep on truckin' clown (affectionate) 👍
LOL THANKS im glad i could live up to my brand <333
#ruby answers tag#anon#the most honest and genuine anon ive ever received on this blog i think#bc its true im very annoying everytime i reblog the same post more than 3 times#feel free to unfollow if u want tho i would be annoyed too
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Not to be rude but I feel like its kinda weird you send somegreysfics asks when she’s so young, this goes for a lot of people in the fandom who are older not just you
hi! just wanted to address this bc i think it’s a really important thing to talk about<3 feel free to disagree with anything i say here, this is just my opinion.
i’m 18, that’s never something i’ve tried to hide, it’s in both my description and my carrd. this is something i expect anyone under 18 to know before following/ interacting with me. if you’re not comfortable with interacting with an adult then u can block me, im never going to be offended by people setting boundaries
i can’t speak for anyone else in the fandom but my dni is currently set at under 14 and over 25 (this info is in my carrd) and i don’t follow anyone i know is under 18 unless they follow me first. i also won’t ever message anyone i’m not already mutuals with. when it comes to asks, and i know some people will disagree here, i don’t think it’s the worst thing because people can choose to ignore asks / delete them if they are uncomfortable. in this instance, wren (somegreysfics) and i are mutuals (she’s sixteen) and send asks back and forth quite a lot, but if me sending an ask ever makes the person receiving it uncomfortable, please let me know<3
#important#chloe.txt#so yes basically to summarise. if u don’t want me sending asks then let me know#if you’re not comfortable interacting with me bc i’m 18 then feel free to unfollow/ block me!! i’m never going to be offended#setting boundaries are really important#asks#anon#long post#thank u for raising this tho anon bc i know everyone has different opinions on boundaries#so i think the key is to just. respect them when ppl lay them out!
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ok i think i’m gonna make a new ppt........ i’m not sure how long it’ll take this is just a warning 😂 if u would not like to see my weird & frazzled thoughts pls i am begging u to block ‘#fx nonsense’ 😔👍
#fx nonsense#i totally understand i know it gets annoying adjfklas#thanks for sticking around in spite of it 😭 but if u want to unfollow pls feel free sadjfklasd#<333#:((( i rly genuinely think this album is art tho im just trying to put it into words idk 😭😭😭
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i started restanning bts so i’ll just tell you beforehand that you’ll find bts content on my blog from now on too! ✨
#ik that some people prefer only got7 blogs (even tho i post about nct and day6 too since forever)#thats why i just wanted to say this before if u dont wanna see bts on ur dash feel free to unfollow me!!#and if you do: SAME SIS let's cry about them
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I LOST 2 FOLLOWERS I DONT HAVE 1K ANYMORE WHOEBER UNFOLLOWED ME I JUST WANNA TALK
#this is a joke feel free 2 unfollow me if u want to#but right after i announced 1k.... rlly.......#i’m maybe a TINY bit offended ok#ITS OK THO#i’ll get 2 followers easy peasy#hopefully#saviorhide#rambling
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