#thisneededtobesaid

[nenuphaar]

And two years ago I was at the beach with a friend, watching fireworks and told her I was going to be inpatient two days after And it makes me so sad and melancholic and I’m such a mess and I wish the pain could stop but it’s coming back again and again like waves and it’s horrible I just feel like my heart is being ripped out And I just need to remember how to breathe But I feel so sad and I wish things would be different And that I hadn’t messed up with my life three years ago But maybe it’s been five years and it wouldn’t have been like this if you didn’t exist And maybe I need to tell myself the story again and again, hoping this time I’ll answer the billion questions I have And maybe you are the reason why my life has become such a mess but maybe everything’s my fault but it is so easier to blame others And maybe one day I’ll forgive you and everything you did to me And maybe I’ll fall in love and I’ll trust people again but right now I just can’t stop thinking about you after five years and everyone thinks it is not important but I truly now it is Because for me you were not just someone like that and I know I am not in love anymore but I can’t forget how much I loved you and all the hopes I had And I can’t stop thinking that you were just a fool And why do I have to be the only one who remember and can’t move one And why do I have to be the one who’s still hurt after all the time And I wish I could say it to you, tell you how you fucked me up, tell you how I feel and what I’ve done Tell you how miserable I was, feeling so bad about myself because you didn’t love me back And I feel like I am not good enough, I wasn’t good enough for you Because you said you loved me, that I was different, not like the other girls, you made me feel special, and called me your angel But in the end you said that in fact, you were still in love with my best friend And I felt so devasted and you didn’t care because it wasn’t my fault if you were sad and you stopped talking to me And I promised myself I won’t fall in love again, and I won’t feel anything again because it hurts too much And I tried to convince myself I did not have a heart because it cannot be broken if you don’t have one And I stopped writing because when you write, you remember and memories hurt And I tried to convinced myself you were just a dream Because calling things by their real names make them real and reality hurts And I tried to forget you But how could I I didn’t trust people anymore because of you, I thought everyone was making fun of me I wasn’t confident at all, feeling bad about myself And I thought people will care about me and liked me if I stopped eating And it works It was so simple to avoid everything and just let myself slowly dying But I was forced to recover and decided to do it on my own after I realized how beautiful life was But right now I just feel like I am back three years ago and it’s still hard to trust people thanks to you And I still haven’t felt in love because of you Because it hurt And I’m afraid it’ll hurt again And I will never speak to the guy I might have a crush on Because I’m afraid not to be good enough Because deep in my heart I still have the feeling that I am not good enough, and will never be (14.07.2017)

[imlivingbipolar]

Smile! You matter! . . . #bipolarblogger #youmatter #depression #yougotthis #inspiration #thisneededtobesaid #everylittlebithelps (at South Columbus, Groveport, Ohio) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrLtmR3g3qM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17mf3uy8rkd6h

[aaronwilliams6998]

This needed to be said! So I said it... I spent and hr give or take trying to properly write this out.. I kept rewriting and rewriting... I think these sum it up perfectly though.. #thisneededtobesaid #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthday #mentalhealthawarenessmonth #mentalhealthawarenessweek #mentalhealthawarenessday #worldmentalhealthday #mentalhealthweek #mentalhealthstigma #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #wehavetodobetter #neededtosaythis https://www.instagram.com/p/Boxr8mnglZy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6b0n35m1jlux

[poes-prentice]

09/07/17 •Mood: 😑 WHERE IS MY REMUS FUNKO POP?! It still hasn’t arrived yet. On top of that another order arrived and the postman gave it to my neighbors bc I was working. I wanted to get it earlier and they pretended not to be home. I heard yall.😑 On top of that this gross old man today… I really do not want to rant bc I want any form of negativity away from me but this is a very important topic and I wanna address this. This goes out to all men who could lowkey be my grandfather and are MARRIED and hit on young women or even teenage girls. STOP IT. It’s disgusting. Have some respect. You have a family. I’m sick and tired of this bs. I don’t wanna hear how you wish you were younger or even have to find a wizard to make you young again. yall i cant believe he really said this.😷Rant over.Sorry but this had to be said. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[eternityrose]

I will admit that I am a hopeless romantic, I love the thought of being in love, having a family and being truly happy for the rest of your life. The problem with me is that my brain can't let me do that. When I love someone, I get scared and push them away and the harder I try not to do that, the more it happens. I can't ask for help when I'm not okay because I don't know where to start or how to explain it. My heart says "no, I'm not okay. Please hug me and stay with me and make me feel better as a person because I can't stand existing right now" and instead my brain says "I'm fine, don't worry about me". Granted, I'm used to being by myself and dealing with my problems, so if someone new comes along and tries to help, I shut them out. I don't mean to, I try my best not to but you have to get me at a really low point for me to honestly admit that I'm not doing okay. If I come to you and you shut me down, that makes me feel even worse and then I start considering things I shouldn't. I'm selfish, I want to keep whoever it is close to me because just them standing besides me makes me smile, I get genuinely happy when I get stupid little gifts but I don't show it often, instead, I think of the money that was used that could have been saved for something else, something more important. I do things that a normal person won't. I don't say "I love you" often because I feel like it's used too much in life but when I do say it, I truly love you and you mean everything to me. I have a lot of flaws and I've worked on a lot that I've mentioned, it was just nice to see that once upon a time, I had someone that was so accepting of it. Sadly, everyone leaves in the end because, and I will take a quote, "life never has a happy ending".

[megananneily]

😔👋🏼 #ThisNeededToBeSaid

[tragicquartet]

((*just saw an ask notification show up in her email, this needs to be handled now, and NO anon, I am NOT giving you the satisfaction of seeing your TOXIC words actually show up on this post here: your ask has been deleted, fucker* 

Okay anon, you know what, you what? I would like to point you to the post I made earlier today: I just had a test get moved up, I'm already running one of the busiest semesters I've ever had, I have stuff going on in my life, and I am by no means FUCKING OBLIGATED to work on threads: it says it RIGHT ON MY DAMN PAGE: SCHOOL IS IN SESSION AND IT'S GOING TO BE SLOW, and you think for a GODDAMN SECOND that I'm going to jeopardize my damn GPA for an RP BLOG you can kindly go shove it because my life comes first: THIS IS MY GODDAMN HOBBY, NOT MY JOB.

Secondly, FUCK OFF when it comes to who I choose to thread with: this is MY blog, and you can talk shit about me all you want but the moment you're whining and crying to me about OTHER PEOPLE'S BLOGS it just proves how cowardly and LOW you are.

This is MY BLOG, MY LIFE, and I don't have to take SHIT from you or anyone else. 

*slams anon off until further notice*

...anyway, to everyone else, I'm having a stressful day and I promise I'll get back to you when I'm feeling more myself. 

Until then, mun out.)) 

[eleesarae]

I don't see why people have to make fun of other people. Today I got a comment on my weight. The comment wasn't meant to be hurtful and I know that. But people need to realize I can't gain the weight they want me to. Trust me I've tried so many times that I ate so much I've puked it out before. I've been under weight all my life. If you don't like it done comment. Because my whole life people have made fun of me because of my weight. You telling me I'm a skeleton or I need to eat a cheese burger is like telling an over weight people they need to run. Everyone is perfect the way they are if you don't like it. Shut the fuck up. #weight #problems #thisneededtobesaid #shutup

[ladiivoiice]

#thisneededtobesaid standing around means everything else will pass you by #startwalking #mayberunning #lol

[mctoria]

you know what makes me sad

when i'm on tumblr and see people talking about how much they hate themselves and how ugly they are

and then i actually go on their blog for a little while and see that they're such a beautiful person

guys, even if you hate yourself or think you're ugly, i love you and i think you're beautiful

[loveisadisgustingthing]

If Pantera is gay, then sign me up.