#thisisthenightmarescenario

[rox-and-prose]

i’m suing you for putting that pineapple post on my dash

This one? Look, if I had to see it, so does everyone else

[pumpkinpaix]

so grateful for ur mdzs and cql analyses. can’t believe you do all that for free but learning from other people’s deep dives into themes and meta and criticisms helps increase my understanding and appreciation for the story. can’t wait to see more from you

ah!!! thank you so much ;A; idk, I really do just enjoy doing it! and I love hearing from people that I’ve helped them understand something or made them consider something from a new perspective! :D so thank you!! that’s one of my favorite comments to receive. 💛 i’m a pretty slow with the content generation these days, but you’re always free to go trawling through my #mine tag to see what else I’ve got buried on this blog. thank you so much!!!

[natjennie]

its bc of u i bought hades and gotta say i’m fucking exhilarated so far

god I know!!! I did not think it was my kind of game before I got it because I don’t usually love fighting games, but I started watching someone play it and I saw them go through like 3 chambers at the very beginning of the game and I said “that’s it I’m buying it” and there is just so much more to it then I’ve ever really gotten into in a game, it just slaps so hard. it is the only game I’ve ever played that is literally built around failing and! you dont have to get any better at the game! you can be bad at fighting games and just button mash and still proceed through the game because it has built in systems to make your weapons and abilities better! all the gods have such vibrant personalities and interesting boons and the number of combinations you can get is huge. I could play it forever I think. there is just something about the combination of the art style, the game mechanics, and the subject matter that makes it probably honestly my favorite game. I’m so glad you like it!!!!!!!!!

[clary-jace]

hey can i ask what show your cover image is from? i recognize the characters but for the LIFE of my i can’t remember what they’re from

haha yeah of course! it’s simon and alisha from the show misfits! 

[theterriblethingabouttulio]

also the easiest thing about my username change is you’ll still know who i am because my icon is the same, the username is roughly the same length, and it starts with the same two letters. so you don’t even really have to notice if you don’t want.

[thefearofcod]

JonxMartin or JonxTape Recorder

god this is late BUT: realistically Jon/Martin is a good ship and I like it, but the idea of Jon/the manifestation of a power that is possibly the Beholding is too good to ignore. So like, yes Jon/Martin but the tape recorder is also some good shit

[rox-and-prose]

I just lost my job with no warning. I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I feel so inadequate and for once I just want things to be okay. I want to feel financially secure and like something that I do matters.

Frankly financial security is a cryptid and I hope one day you have a sighting. Capitalism is the worst and it sucks that you lost your job. I deeply understand the feeling like you're inadequate (I'm a goddamn dog walker so like I feel p useless daily and I dont make a lot of money) but let me tell you that's what capitalism wants you to think. Fuck that shit. You're awesome and while I only know your online presence it always makes me happy to see what you post. I know that isnt much but it means a lot to me. I don't follow you for no reason you know.

[rox-and-prose]

Ur so pretty. I’m wine drunk and I live in constant fear that I’m faking my symptoms and that someday someone is going to come up to me and put me in my place and I’m going to be humiliated. I need a hug and a therapist. :(

I wish I were there irl so I could offer you a hug. As it is I can only offer online hugs. Worrying that you're faking your symptoms is often a byproduct of living with illness, either mental or physical. Does it get in your way? Then it's real. Faking it till you make it ends in tears. If you think your symptoms are less severe and therefore less valid you should ask yourself why no one ever says that about happiness. What you're going through sucks no matter what. Therapy helps a lot and I hope you find someone.

[rox-and-prose]

I was tagged by @wodneswynn to name ten of my favorite fictional characters and tag ten people. I normally don’t do these but I guess I’m in the right frame of mind today so here goes

Breq (Imperial Radtch trilogy)

Taylor Hebert (Worm)

Contessa (Worm/Ward) (Okay I am limiting myself to those two)

Blake Thorburn (Pact) (I named myself after his reflection for a while)

Noi (Dorohedoro)

Peri (The Far Meridian) ( @thefarmeridian )

Daisy Tonner (The Magnus Archives) ( @themagnusarchives )

Dr Urvidian (EOS 10) ( @eos10podcast )

Gleep (Robert Aspirin’s Myth series)

Phèdre nó Delaunay (aka Our Bisexual of Perpetual Disaster) (Kushiel’s Dart) 

Okay it was really hard to choose just ten lol

Tagging @st-just @thefearofcod @cipheramnesia @ms-demeanor @endreal @helianthus-heart @anais-ninja-bitch @thisisthenightmarescenario @dovahscream @dark-magician-girl-meets-world

[rox-and-prose]

I moved across the country for my spouse and I miss my family

Ah yeah. I moved back to NoVA bc I missed my family. I also missed being near people in general but mostly it's the family thing. I'm sorry you're missing your family :-/

[theterriblethingabouttulio]

FORMERLY - thisisthenightmarescenario

changed my username. i had the tulio one for longer than the nightmarescenario one but i gave it to my depressed sideblog instead when i joined tumblr. i havent posted there in years tho so. reclaiming for my main.

also i just dont want to have a fandom username anymore.