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Hi again :D
I totally LOVE your artstyle! Dont you mind make a tutorial how to draw like you?
Like- I dont want to steal or anything, i want to take inspiration and get better at my art / artstyle, plz im not a stealer :(
Ps: its because i want to become a cartoonist, and your art its giving me inspiration for making some Comics :P
Hey!! AWW THANKS!!! That's so cool!!! And thank you for the concern too, but, I'm afraid I'm going to maybe disappoint you... I'm sorry but for some reason I don't feel good when people use my stuff, like artstyle or something I understand COMPLETELY what you mean and I believe you don't want to steal I understand!!! But it doesn't get into my head for some reason, I just get this sick feeling like I'm bad at what I do and it kinda ruins my mood and productivity??
I HATE IT!!! IT SUUUCKS SO MUCH!! But I can't help it... I mean when I got fanart for the Little Knight or something that was really cool, but it's just about under that line... Line of stupidity where I can't appreciate it as much as I should 😭��it feels like stealing for me, EVEN THO ITS NOT!!? I really hope you understand, I don't want to feel like this but I do and there's nothing much I can do about it. Again I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND what you mean!! I would like to be a cartoonist too!! But I'd really appreciate it if you didn't try copying my style (WHICH I KNOW U DIDN'T WANT TO COPY IK U WANTED INSPIRATION!!)
I hope you understand! And hopefully this doesn't halt your comic making inspiration!! Keep that up and keep making stuff!! :D
#answered ask#important#my very dumb brain is just dumb#im really worried this'll happen with the felt guys too#cuz some people want to make some too i think#and im scared I'll see them and just STOP making them??#i cant help it and i hate it#it applies to everything really#im sorry#:'(
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St Voyager Crew's Casual Chats: X
#st voyager#star trek voyager memes#iconic exchange absolutely hilarious#Harry Kim#Chakotay#B'Elanna Torres#Neelix#Tom Paris#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I think this is canon - this really happened while they were out there#voyager seems like the ideal crew to have a casual chat that turns into an entire-mess-hall discussion#Janeway: (worse cook than Neelix) I should go help them / Chakotay: (knows this'll be good) Sure~#Tom trying to roast Neelix but then getting dragged onto the spit - canon typical to me
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THE SOUNDS OF NIGHTMARES Unofficial Transcript
Chapter 6 - The Lonely Way.
(hey y'all. It's been uh-- a year and a half. Since the last transcript. But with the recent news and the doc sitting 4 sentences away from being done, I figured I'd finally post the final transcript and complete the whole season on tumblr! Help, as before, from @queen0fm0nsterz)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
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[CLICK]
[Otto breathes heavily, distraught. There’s a few clicks and his voice comes through another tape.]
OTTO, on the tape: “If only I could sink… sink lower and lower. All the way down, until I wake up again.”
[CLICK]
[Intro plays]
[CLICK]
[Electrical sounds can be heard as well as shuffling and objects being set down.]
OTTO: [Sigh] I repaired what I could of the apparatus, and though the monitor remains broken, I dare say it’s as close to completion as it will get.
OTTO: I installed feedback resistors to maintain signal fidelity between host and guest. Though who knows if it can hold off that leering horror from the other side... However, the most critical component is the least reliable. [Typing] The oniric medium to carry the frequency… Noone.
[Click, the machine boots up. Ticking, humming comes from the screen]
OTTO: [shifts] Two nights prior, I feared she was lost permanently. Another transposition which lasted longer than any previous episode. Only as the sun rose did her body return, manifesting in the South-Wing courtyard. Ever since, Noone’s been confined to her room under continuous observation.
[Beeping, click, the machine quiets down]
OTTO: He must’ve let her go. Why? [Shifting, click]
OTTO: Hah. To toy with me. So that I might feel powerless.
[Inhale and sigh. Otto quietly gasps, he gets up]
OTTO: The Zahir’s Gaze… the moonlight hits the painting, recalling our first session.
[Pause]
OTTO: Yeeess… [fingers drumming] The image is clearer than ever. She will be my astrolabe, my guiding instrument, to locate distant shores across an ethereal ocean. If I cannot get to the Ferryman, she [more drumming] will bring him to me.
[Audio cuts.]
[Audio starts, footsteps]
OTTO: Take your leave, with my thanks.
[Keys jingling, a door opens]
NOONE, far away, annoyed: Now what? …Oh. It's you.
OTTO, cheerfully: How are we this evening?
NOONE: …
OTTO: That’s a first! You’ve got nothing to say?
NOONE: Don’t feel like talking.
OTTO: To anyone or to me?
NOONE: Do you see anyone else?!
OTTO: (Exasperated) That’s your prerogative. Nonetheless I came to listen.
NOONE, raising her voice: No you never really listen. [Steps] Oh – no flower or cake this time? To buy me over?
[Creaking]
OTTO: I shouldn’t have told you.
NOONE: You don’t believe that. I know your lies well enough by now. …Mum once said that keeping the truth from others can’t change it.
OTTO: Even if it spares unnecessary pain? The growth is likely benign, harmless –
NOONE: No! No, not knowing, hurt me more! I didn’t know a tumor was growing in my brain, but I felt it this whole time! …You’re fibbing again! It’s not be-nine at all, is it?!
OTTO: I don’t know. What I do know, is that the body often knows something’s wrong before the mind. The key is learning how to tune into its station to listen.
NOONE: That’s your specialty… Counselor.
OTTO: And now is the time to open our eyes and ears to your body. The time to let me in.
NOONE: I’m rather done with machines, with tests and with you.
OTTO: It will work, this apparatus! Finishing it has stretched the bounds of my knowledge, which I vowed from day one: it holds the capacity to connect our brains so that I may see through you into the Nowhere! I can help you like I’ve always promised but only if I can speak to the Ferryman!
NOONE: Who?
OTTO: The Candleman.
NOONE: N-No, you said Ferryman! Why did you call him Ferryman?! …It’s what she called him, isn’t it? Cici. She saw him too!
OTTO: That’s why he’s the only one who can help me understand –
[Something is knocked over]
NOONE, yelling: Understand what?!
OTTO, also raising his voice: Everything!
NOONE, voice shaking, yelling: I’ve been poked at, studied, talked at and- hooked up to medical machines and for what?! For – [groan] My head! A fire burns in there, and I want to sleep! But I’m afraid at the same time and that nurse is always interrupting!!!
OTTO: My machine requires you to be asleep, Noone! [Noone breathing hard] The dormant brain generates theta waves, patterns which the device uses to align neural pathways through a computer interface. Once our brain waves are tuned – well! Do you remember when we considered mutual dreaming? This facilitates that experience!
NOONE: I don’t understand anything you just said!
OTTO: We can face your monsters together!
[Noone breathes]
NOONE: This machine… it means I get to sleep?
OTTO: …Deeper than ever before.
[Shifting, audio cuts]
[Audio starts, Otto setting up the device]
NOONE: Metal spiderwebs…
OTTO, distant: What? Oh. These are resonator caps, one for each of us. [He gets closer] The makeshift filaments transmit electrical pulses between our brains via the interface. Noninvasive, harmless. I’ll put mine on first to show you.
[Shifting, clunk, the machine boots up]
NOONE, nervous: … I’ve changed my mind I want to go.
OTTO, angry: There’s no going back. [Glass clink] Some sweets, [wrappers] to put yourself at ease. Take them.
NOONE: Three?! I-I don’t want any, my stomach feels so ill…
OTTO, demanding: Take! them!
NOONE: [Sigh] … Alright.
[Crinkling wrappers]
OTTO: As you drift off, let’s start as we always have. Where did you travel the other night. Last time you slept.
[Noone takes the candies out of the paper and munches on them. She breathes in… breathes out. She takes a deep breath.]
NOONE, narrating: …As soon as I closed my eyes, I drifted through an endless dark. After what felt like… hours, I found myself in a musty, cluttered room. Mountains of- patterned fabrics piled against the walls.
NOONE: A long wooden table was covered in scraps and tools, and a machine whirred behind the closed door across from me. [Sewing machine whirring] A familiar, faint smell… candy apples, and… enchanting sad music.
[Violin music is distant in the background, something is being sewn together with a sewing machine]
[Scraping]
NOONE: (slightly quiet) Against one wall was a rack, packed with clothes. Too big for me, but, just right for the armless, faceless mannequins around the room. They even wore outfits already. A white wedding dress splashed with dark stains… a purple suit and… red bowtie… on the third mannequin, a black velvet cloak.
[Wrapper crinkling, Noone eating another candy]
NOONE: At the foot of a table, I discovered a wooden chest, and lifted the lid to see it stuffed with smaller outfits. A doctor’s coat… a pink tutu and shoes… and a yellow raincoat.
OTTO, interrupting, sounding far away: Yellow? Was anyone else around?
NOONE: Only the Puppet.
OTTO: What “puppet”?
[Wrapper crinkling, chewing, Dream!Noone climbs up]
NOONE, narrating: On the table among spools of thread and needles, and bits of ribbon, rusty shears stuck through his torso, pinning him down. I could… almost feel the blades myself.
[Crunch]
NOONE: (starting to sound tired) He had a… wide face, painted with… a wide downturned mouth. Sagging cheeks, glimmering- black eyes… twine with frayed edges dangled from his arm. …The only one he had.
NOONE: [Yawn] His clothes were… rough-worn, dressed like… like one of those- carnival people at Rusty’s show. I leaned in to get a closer look, and it jolted to life, [The Puppet awakens, Dream!Noone gasps] grabbing my leg.
[Dream!Noone struggles, the Puppet rattles]
NOONE: He yanked until… [Thump] Until I fell and struggled to break free, [Dream!Noone grunts, rattling stops] kicking at him, but he held tight to my ankle. [Dream!Noone pants] Reaching for a nearby bottle, [Dream!Noone lifts, breaking glass] I smashed it into his head. He let go, and, when he stopped moving, [music halts] So did the music.
[Creaking, mechanical clicking, a door opens. Dream!Noone gasps]
NOONE: (more tired) I jumped off the table, [Dream!Noone grunts] into the wooden chest from before. [Clanking] With the lid shut… I spied through… the keyhole. A new kind of… of mannequin in a… beautiful dress, stood in the doorframe. H-Her back… to me.
OTTO, interrupting, far away: Shhh… Sleep your distinctive sleep.
[Creaking and clicking]
NOONE, on the verge of sleep: …Her little movements were stiff. Mechanical. [Mechanical movements, rattling] Her body was still while… her neck began to… twist. Her hair was… too shimmery. Her lips… too wet. And, her eyes… too glassy. All… too elegant to… be real… or fully fake. [rattling pauses] When her neck turned… all the way, she… saw the… Puppet, on the table. The- broken bottle. She started tittering [rattling starts again]. I burrowed, into the costumes, trying to make myself… invisible.
[Chest opens, Dream!Noone gasps, grunts]
NOONE: She opened the chest… [mechanical clicking] …removed a… tan trench coat, [sewing machine starts] sewing closed a tear… along one seam. [Noone hums] Like… like the Nowhere… had been sewing the pieces of me… back together. Strong again. Pain-free.
[Doll Girl clicking, Noone starts to audibly breathe deeply]
OTTO: (distant, echoey) She’s fading out!
NOONE: ‘N tucked away, she… took out a gunny sack. One slit… I would be next. No escape.
[Doll Girl clicking. Dream!Noone grunts, audio suddenly cuts & muffles]
[Machine’s whirring becomes audible again]
NOONE: (distant, sleepy) I held the lid closed tight.
NOONE: But I can’t keep it shut forever.
[Otto’s machine whirring. Noone falls asleep.]
[Typing]
OTTO: She’s reached the hypnagogic threshold. [Typing] I’m connecting our neural relays before she crosses. [Beep]
[Mechanical rattling, machine whirrs, Noone groans]
[More beeping]
OTTO: Harmonizing the frequencies, then I can put myself to sleep.
[Repeated clicks, Otto typing]
[Noone sleeping, Otto falling asleep]
[Long pause as Otto breathes deeply]
[Thump, Dream!Noone gasps, creaking]
Dream!NOONE: Someone’s opening the chest. Right now.
OTTO, distant: What? She can’t be there yet, it’s too soon. I can’t see-!
Dream!NOONE: There’s nothing to see.
[Distant beeps]
Dream!NOONE: The Perfect Lady’s gone. [Echoing] Only the dark. All around. I can’t even see my hand in front of me.
[Otto’s machine quietly clicks]
Dream!NOONE: Asleep and awake. Both at once.
OTTO, distant: It… it appears so. Normally this occurs only under certain conditions. Yet somehow that’s happened now. It’s better than I’d hoped for, don’t do anything yet!
[Machine continues clicking]
NOONE: …Huh… I was wrong. It’s not darkness. It’s a kind of mist. A mist so black and thin it- it only half-exists.
[Distant, echoey typing and beeping]
NOONE: Oh. That’s where I am… the Halfway Place.
OTTO, still distant: [unintelligible]... Wait for me Noone, wait.
NOONE: I’ve been here before…! With the Candleman.
OTTO: Close your eyes… don’t move-
NOONE: I can’t. …I’m sinking and floating. There’s no floor… only the mist, spreading its fingers, so I can see myself. As if… rebuilding me piece by piece. And above me, or… below, the brightest stars you’ve ever seen, twinkling as- [short exhale] as a million million islands would.
NOONE: I feel like I’m going for ages, yet, I’m not tired at all. [short laugh]
NOONE: [Gasp] A shape in the distance. An outline of… a door? Do you see it?
OTTO: Noone, listen. You must wait for me, I’ll be there soon! Do not go towards that door without me! …I’m so close…
NOONE: Whichever way I turn, the door is straight ahead. And getting nearer.
[Quiet beep]
NOONE: It’s ancient. [Beep] The color of… twilight. Made of knotted wood. …Oh. N-no, it- it’s a liquid. Or- both at the same time. And the frame… it squirms all about. And there’s no doorknob. Only… a shape at the center. The shape of…
NOONE: …an Eye.
[Low, slow knock]
OTTO: What’s that? Is someone at the door?
NOONE: Come in. But… on that sidenote-
[Door slowly creaks open, ambience swells, heartbeat]
Dream!NOONE, quiet: There you are.
OTTO, distant: You can see me?
Dream!NOONE, still quiet: Not you, him. Listen.
[Pause]
OTTO, quieter: I can almost hear his presence. Almost.
NOONE: …Can you tell me yet? Why me?-
OTTO, echoey: Who are you? Did you take my Cici?!
FERRYMAN: Only youth blooms, petals pure, but uprooted, spoils white within.
NOONE: …In the door? Where are we going?
OTTO: No, stop! Is she in there?! Where is my sister!?
FERRYMAN and NOONE, in sync: A world as wide as the deep, and narrow as the well.
NOONE, no longer echoing: I’m stepping through.
OTTO, more distant and echoey: No, no no, don’t do it! I need her!!
FERRYMAN: Sink. Sink into these tideless waters.
NOONE: He’s taken my hand… welcoming me to the other side of the door. The stairs here… go every direction at once. Otto… Otto, if only you could see it! More stars! Constellations and rings around the- pulsing red moon!
[Pause]
NOONE: …No. Not a moon. Not stars either. They’re all.. eyes too. Every size and shape you could imagine. Watchful… shimmering… blinking… their light dripping down into the dark mist. I feel them [another voice joins] looking at me. Into me. [one voice, Noone] …And they like what they see.
OTTO, more distant: Don’t let the door close! Leave the girl- please, leave her with me!
NOONE: The Counselor. He wants to come.
FERRYMAN: Too long in the tooth. I feed the spectrum’s other end.
NOONE: I-I don’t understand.
NOONE: …Oh. He’s been talking to you this whole time!
OTTO, even more distant: I know this! ALL my life I’ve wanted it! Let me cross, Ferryman, you hear me?! Invite me too or I’ll-
NOONE: Otto says-
FERRYMAN: [Low chuckle] Otto did*, but to plunge you must be pushed.
NOONE: [quiet gasp] …The door’s changing now. Thumping. No… it’s the image in the frame, that’s changing. A blur of faces. Children. And… I’m sorry Counselor, the door’s [other voice joins] drifting away from us.
OTTO: How do I enter?! I NEED TO KNOW!! Tell me how to cross fully!
FERRYMAN: A quarter will be granted, the toll set in torments, not yet paid.
OTTO: I-I- I’ve nothing more to give, WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT?!
FERRYMAN: Sleep. Sleep now, Ruth. Sleep into Nowhere.
NOONE/RUTH: Take my hand again.
OTTO: [Unintelligible]
RUTH: Not you, the Candleman. I’ll be lost without him.
OTTO, extremely distant: WAIT! Where are you?! Please!! I need to see my Cici again!!!
[Ambience swelling]
RUTH: Smokey fingers are mixing with the blinking eyes, and the moon is opening up, [other voice] swirling all around. I feel like… me again.
OTTO: GIVE HER BACK!! GIVE HER BACK, DO NOT- DO NOT GO!!!! WITHOUT ME– …GIVE HER BACK, DAMN YOU, NO—!!!
[Ambience rises, then cuts]
[Pause]
RUTH: But it’s still there. Why is it still here? That darkness…
RUTH: …That’s the secret.
RUTH: It hides in this place.
RUTH: …My body knew all along.
[Door creaks, ambience rises suddenly and then cuts again]
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[Ambience and music starts]
[Machine whirring in the background]
OTTO: Wh… Where are you?! [Things being knocked over] Noone! Please!!
[Machine beeps as the room seems to be getting upturned]
OTTO, despair: Not again…
[Otto yells in rage and loudly knocks something down. Shattering, alarmed beeps, audio cuts]
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[Machine seems to be broken as multiple rapid beeps sound, Otto is pacing]
OTTO: She abandoned me. She wanted to get away. From me. Oh… Cici… [swipe] did you abandon me too? …No, ‘course not. You wouldn’t have. …You wouldn’t have! How could you leave your little brother behind?!
[Clunking. Possibly Otto opening something?]
OTTO, teary: Oh… No, you wouldn’t have.
[Audio cuts]
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[Different room. Otto sighs, much calmer]
OTTO: I swear I could hear what she was hearing. Couldn’t I? …The Ferryman. He said, “A quarter will be granted”? For whom? And a “toll” is to be paid?? To enter the Nowhere… is that right? It could’ve been meaningless drivel, another trick.
[Otto takes multiple deep breaths]
OTTO: If only I could sink… sink lower and lower. All the way down, until I wake up again.
[Click]
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[Clicks of a tape recorder starting and stopping]
[Otto is sifting through something metal/glass]
OTTO: What a terrifying burden this is, knowing the laws of space and time are blithe to themselves. [Sifting stops] Her dream still lingers within me, [deep breath] descended upon my being and into the Counties. I’ve done nothing but weigh his words over and over.
[Otto looking through a desk]
OTTO: If the Ferryman spoke some arcane truth… there’s another way to cross the threshold. [increasing energy] And when I do, the path will have been paved, with bricks of fear! …I will review every tape, uncover every secret, the answers lie therein! [Heavy breaths] So nearly… S- So nearly, was I swept away int-!
[Door creaks open]
OTTO: [gasp] Ethan! You shouldn’t be out of your room!
ETHAN: …
OTTO: …Huh. Somnambulism. Your dreams have led you to me, then.
ETHAN: [Quiet mumbling]
OTTO: You’re sleepwalking, that’s all. A common parasomnia in children. …But if it’s a new symptom, that could indicate something has changed.
[Otto looks through papers]
ETHAN: [continued mumbling]
OTTO, not listening: What?
OTTO: …Oh. The mess! Heh, I was looking for something I lost. …But I think I’ve just found it.
[Otto walks over to Ethan]
OTTO: Lets get you back to sleep now. And tomorrow, together, we’ll dream… and dream… and dream. Until we sleep again anew.
[Footsteps walking away]
OTTO: Hold on– before you go…
[Otto walks somewhere in the room. Glass clinking. Otto walks back over, sets the glass down]
OTTO: Take one, my good boy.
[Wrapper crinkling]
OTTO: That’s right.
[Glass is picked up, Otto walks and puts it away]
OTTO: Sweets for my sweet.
[Audio cuts, transitions into outro]
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*Not super clear what he says here.
#little nightmares#the sounds of nightmares#the sound of nightmares#tson#ln#ln tson#transcript#the sounds of nightmares transcript#noone#otto#the ferryman#ln noone#ln otto#My god. What a journey.#And hey! This'll probably help refresh people on the current episodes w/ the announcement of season 2!!#I really do wonder if that guy in the new comics is Otto... but also they gave him an american accent in the trailer so who knows#It feels surreal to have this done. But with the people who asked where my final transcript was I figured I'd finally get it done#Even if a transcript for the final episode is already on the fandom wiki#At least the set is complete on here...#...man.
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Hiiiiii
I’m so curious about wip 1
Also I have like over a hundred wips and I can’t believe you did this to me 😭😭 /j
hey, you're welcome 😚🫴💕 i can't wait to see all your 100+ wips!
ooh I've had number 1 (a lot can change in a month) percolating for a while now and I've never been sure how far I want to go with it. I have pretty much all of it mapped out and it has the most bittersweet ending that I can't wait to write 😇✨ - anyway, have a wee little snippet :)
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A month.
That's how long Danny Fenton had made his home with the Waynes before finding out his adoptive family's secret. The cave beneath the manor. Their hidden lives as vigilantes.
It was... a surprise, to say the least. One that he hadn't quite welcomed.
It threw him off, of course it did. This was meant to be his chance at living a normal life, a chance to leave behind his own heroics buried in the ruins of Amity, and then he had to go ahead and shack up with the birds and the bats, of all people! He just can't catch a break!
But... Well, after several tearful conversations and reassurances that no, he categorically did not have to join the team (thank the Ancients, because there's no way Danny's telling them about Phantom, not yet), things were starting to look pretty alright. The dust was finally settling and it felt like he was beginning to find his feet again.
That was last week.
This week, Bruce Wayne is dead and the family is falling apart.
#dpxdc#wip game#so you might have guessed but this is a 'danny and tim go on a time adventure to save bruce' fic!#and i've been struggling with whether to have danny and tim go off to the league of shadows for ra's help or not?#i know that's what tim did in canon and i kinda want to do it to have some fun danny and tim interactions#but that might make the fic too long and like... idk i don't really know much about what happens during that arc#anyway i just really wanted to do a little scene where tim and dick are fighting and danny hops in like 'you think bruce is stuck in time?#well then let's get going i know a guy who knows a guy this'll be fine!!!'#dick thinks the delusions are catching and tim... thinks maybe the delusions are catching. well he knows he's right about this but danny?#that guy can't be mentally sound what the hell is he on about?
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for as far as i can remember i always had a strange relationship with my voice. i didn't consider it a 'bad' voice, i thought it's quite a cool one actually (and people often told me that i sound like a cartoon character, which i liked), but it just wasn't mine. it felt so off, i'd be extremely dysphoric about it before i even knew what gender dysphoria is. and since i learned that T can help me change it i was both dreaming about it (i mean it literally: i used to have dreams where my voice was lower, and when i woke up i wanted to cry realising they were just dreams) and also kind of scared — what if my Fun vibe changes with my voice and i'd sound too different. like i said, strange. also i really struggle with changes so starting hrt was both my biggest dream and a big question mark.
i've been on T for 7 months now so my voice is constantly changing and guys. guys. i couldn't be happier. i am so in love with hearing myself speak it's hilarious. i have the exact same vibe as before, just — Boy Version. which makes sense but i'm just SO happy about it, i finally sound like ME!!! i'm so happy.
#and when i speak like. on day-to-day basis. i don't really hear it cause yk – it sounds different when you're just talking#but today i made a short video for something and when i relistened to it it just hit me how much my voice has changed already#but at the same time you can still hear that it's ME#arguably more than ever#hrt saves lives like genuinely#if you have the same fear that i had. maybe this'll help you. idk#trans stuff#transgender#transmasc#transition#trans man#thoughts#gender euphoria
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I was going to ask google a question about greek yogurt and... yeah, so my keyboard's being weird again
#I just ordered a bluetooth one.#I'm about to have the most ridiculous little set-up with my extra keyboard on top of my laptop keybboard but so it goes#the keys ARE better though. it's not as bad. whatever the tech guys did helped but it's not fixed#so I'm just going to get a new one. it's fine. maye it'll fix itself at some point but for now this'll work.#this one isn't detachable so it'll look very silly but as long as I don't have to spend 10 minutes struggling with typos then it's fine.#the BT keyboard can (allegedly) connect to my phone too so that's actually really nice? I might get a lot of use out of it once it's here.#also does grgeek yogurt get really wet when you microwave it lol#I was heating up a freezer meal because that's my 'hyperfocus on fixing one specific area of my life' thing right now#(just finding ways to fight off the ADHD 'forget to eat' thing)#and there was yogurt in the recipe. it's a creamy quinoa chicken pesto thing#and it's very soggy. tastes fine but it's quite wet and I think it's the greek yogurt separating or something.#it worked great right out of the oven but idk about freezing this one. sad.
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Guess who's doing this again.
#im trying to break out of artblock and im hoping this'll help#im doing another thing on my nonhuman blog too#feel free to check it out#pls#i would really appreciate it#iamblueraspberry#six fanarts#sixfanarts
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Starting over R.ing F.it A.dventure again. For like the seventh time
(I have this rule with this game that I have to beat it all in "one go": aka if I take any long breaks, I gotta start over because the exercises would probably be too brutal for just-coming-back-to-it me at that point)
Doing exercise for my stupid physical (and probably mental) health [ref]
#🦈🎮.txt#gible liveblogs#gible's fitness journal#i have been feeling really stuck in a rut lately. so hopefully this'll help
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Roughly once every four years I ponder the alternate timeline where I didn't get scared and quit college rugby after a single practice
#everyone was cool i was just intimidated coming from softball and karate into a full-contact team sport#after one practice i was like 'this is not for me' and didn't go back#and i do feel this way during most olympics. but especially after watching a bunch of women's rugby yesterday and today lol#maybe this'll be the year i finally get buff. im realizing that i really need to get regular exercise so im looking for stuff to do#I've enjoyed softball a lot this year and last but it's only in the spring/summer (our season just ended)#i wasn't really able to play last fall bc my work schedule gets crazy in sep/oct and i work some weekends#gyms are so fucking expensive and i really prefer having a structured activity to just free workout time#i've tried a couple of apps (just started using a new one that seems promising) but i can never stick to them as well as a team or class#i gotta figure out what sports run in the winter and where the chiller recreational teams are#i do feel like i lucked out with my softball league. it's not so casual that it's a boozefest but not so competitive that it becomes unfun#some of my softball teammates have talked about doing basketball together and like.#im a good sport im willing to try most things despite being fat and slow but i am Extremely not built for basketball lmao#idk idk. i just turned 30 last week and have started having trouble sleeping in the last few months#regular moderate exercise will not solve all my problems but it will probably help#j rambles
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Fuck it, we're joyblogging now, went to the beach for a few hours and swam for the first time in literal years, walked along the shore a bunch, and now I'm gonna make Japanese curry for dinner with some vegetables I pre-chopped + some chicken, and might watch some eva while I have my curry
#i feel like it's all gonna be okay and that's the important part#i want to try to head out like this at least once a week + cook and prep a real meal at least once a week too#i think this'll help me feel a lot better in addition to re-prioritizing how i handle my job#the store's almost closed and i feel okay about the new one I'm going to#i need to put myself first in my life and kinda had to realize that collective small moments are the way i wanna go#i wanted a sort of perfection but am lowering the bar to something achievable#look!! I'm making healthy choices!! i want to sustain these!! i wanna look forward to really cooking and swimming and watching sunsets!!#shai speaks
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I hate being an adult with responsibilities who's also going back to school because its like "you get one (1) rest day each week! Have fun :)"
But then its like "Ooops no, just kidding! you get no rest days because you have to catch up on chores, meal prep, you're also exhausted even after sleeping 8+ hours, and you have homework so have fun :)"
#whap whap personal stuff#ive been exhausted at 8:30pm for the past few days but i need to push through it to get things done that have been piling up#ive put a bunch of my hobbies on the backburner for school bc i really hope that this'll help me land a good job in the fall#but it is taking a toll and i can feel myself slipping into bad habbits
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*hacker voice* I'm in
#Neopets#Oh hey! Sweet#I enjoy this type of game but the first launch was ehhh... mehhhh#And have been told I give really helpful constructive feedback. So this should be right up my alley!#This'll be fun ^^
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unfortunately, I want to fuck that old man
#totally spies#totally spies fanart#sebastian saga#my art#fanart#image description#described#getting back into the swing of drawing with this#not my best work but p good for someone who hasn't finished a piece in over half a year i think#been feeling really self conscious creatively speaking lately so hopefully this'll help me get over that
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now @karofsky and i have to reacclimate to sharing a cage
#forcibly divorced#good ending#cheers to everyone leaving little likes on our divorce posts its been amusing us these last few weeks#this just in guys#reporting bugs to staff actually does help the site as a whole#and they actually did a really good job of keeping me in the loop in regards to getting it fixed#anyway with luck this'll be the last post about it for a while
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me, writing a fanfiction for an 8-year-old video game: what if I illustrated EVERY CHAPTER. what if I TAUGHT MYSELF TO ANIMATE. what if I composed a symphony
#i'm actually really really excited about this one. like more excited than i've been about writing in a very long time#i think it helps that i've found a philosophical debate for my main character to embody that's actually pretty interesting#(and that I haven't seen dealt with before - and that is really perfectly suited for a portal fantasy into this specific world)#also I put the main character on artf1ght which was somewhat motivating asfdasdh#anyway. i actually really do want to do the animation thing so I guess I have to start learning that NOW#it's going to be so gorgeous. it's going to feature the most opulent wedding outfits ever. it'll be a full minute long.#(in the very long run I do actually want to get involved in producing animated films so I guess this'll be good for me)#(although when I start making art under my real name I'll have to completely rehabilitate my style asdkfhasdf)
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Here's the link to the Mortis Ghost stream!
And here's the link to offtherpg.com, which has the eShop and Steam links if you wanna wishlist!
Lets talk about some of the new changes happening with the remastered version of OFF!!! (LETS FUCKING GOOOOO!!!!!)
All this info is from the Mortis Ghost stream he made talking about the game!
There's now a respawn function! When you die, it gives you an option to start back at the room you originally died in
There's now a hint button you can press when you're unsure what to do next or if a puzzle is a little too hard
Updated animations/sprites (footstep trails! ladder animation!)
New main menu screen!
Zacharie's shop menu is also new!
New things are in the game that can't be shown yet, but here's some info we are allowed to know about;
Battle system has been reworked, more balanced and more fun
There will be more announcements in the future about the development of the game!
They no longer have the rights to the OG music + soundtrack so they have to remake it all for this version
The original game will forever be free and the original soundtrack will stay on that version too
New content including new secrets, new bosses, new areas and more!
Will release in English and French at first and will later get a Japanese version at another date
Could (probably) have Steam achievements though he's unsure
Some new lore is being added in the comic book that's only available in the Switch Collector's Edition
#figured i'd throw these in a post in case anyone was curious like me!#plus steam wishlists help game discovery on steam a lot so it's a good gesture even if you plan to get the game on switch#anyways i'm really excited about this!! i've never actually played off so this'll be a great excuse for me to finally get around to it!#off game#off
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