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What's the new au???
It's another modern/non-demigod au, with Tattoo Artist! Annabeth, who is also a single mom working hard to coparent her five year-old. The story starts when she meets her friend/mentor's cousin, who's only just moved back the New York City after getting Ph.D. out in California.
Here's a bit of the draft. Not sure if this will ever actually be something I finish though.
~
There were already a few people lined up on the sidewalk when Annabeth stepped through the door. Sundays were walk-in days at Electric Tattoo, but it was first come, first serve. She still had half an hour before she needed to serve anyone though.Â
Electric was a basic street shop that boasted artists who could probably work somewhere more impressive, but didnât have the energy to deal with the Instagram of it all. Annabeth herself had a decent following, and her books were usually full, but she still appreciated the spontaneity of a walk-in. And Sundayâs were good money. Sophia spent the day with her father, and Annabeth spent the day sticking needles in strangers.Â
Sheâd built a pretty robust portfolio in the last few years; she could do just about anything. Geographic tattoos and linework were her favorite though; it was the closest she got to using the architecture degree she finished mostly out of spite in the end. But sheâd always like the drafting process, even if she couldn't stand her internships or the industry in the end.Â
At least, as a tattoo artist, she got to stab the shitty men she dealt with with needles.Â
âI booked your six oâclock spot already,â Thalia said to her before anything else.Â
âGood morning,â Annabeth said back. âWho is it?âÂ
âMy cousin. Iâd do it, but you know how I feel about doing family,â Thalia said. Annabeth didnât know why she phrased it like that, but she wasnât in the mood to tease her about it. âIâve told you about him, I think? Percy? Lived out in Berkeley?âÂ
Annabeth shrugged. âProbably, but I donât remember,â she said as she walked over to their shitty coffee maker -- the machine and the coffee it produced were sub-par, but it would do.Â
âYouâll like him,â Thalia promised.Â
âLast time you set me up with someone you thought Iâd really like, I didnât fall in love, and I got pregnant,â Annabeth reminded her.Â
âI told you to abort the little crotch goblin,â Thalia teased.Â
Annabeth rolled her eyes. âThat crotch goblin is your goddaughter.âÂ
âAnd I love her very much,â Thalia promised.Â
Thalia had been her mentor through her tattoo apprenticeship, and then, a fast friend. And for all of her jokes, she was a reliable aunt and baby sitter for Annabethâs now-five year-old.Â
Really, Annabeth needed the distraction of a Sunday walk-in day. Sophia spent Saturdays with her father, slept at his house, and didnât get dropped off to her again until six thirty Sunday night. It wasnât even a full forty-eight hours, but Annabeth spent just about every Saturday night missing her, whether she stayed home or went out.Â
She wiped down her station, got her ink, tools, and stencils ready. And then she checked her phone again. Nothing from Luke. Not that she was worried. He was a good and responsible father. But she appreciated a photo here and there, an update.Â
Annabeth decided to just text him instead: âI have a 6pm, bring her to electricâÂ
Luke just thumbs up reacted.Â
Things between them had never been particularly romantic. A few okay dates, and some decent sex had really been the extent of it. Until Sophia made herself known to Annabeth a few weeks later.Â
Annabeth knew she didnât exactly look like a mom, with arms and legs covered in tattoos, a piercing in her eyebrow, and an undercut (really, her hair was simply too thick to deal with in its entirety), but she had always wanted a baby. And this one was hers. She didnât expect Luke to want to coparent or be around at all. He made things easier -- financially especially -- but âŚÂ
Well, there wasnât really a but. That was what annoyed her so deeply. They could be the perfect family. Mom and Dad just didnât love each other. Luke had proposed to her when she told him. But Annabeth had just laughed and turned him down. It was more stable for Sophia this way. The less time they spent together, the less likely they were to hate each other in the end.Â
But Annabeth still looked forward to six thirty.Â
~Â
Thankfully, no one asked her to tattoo any genitals today. Closest she got was some side boob -- laurel wreaths, one on each tit. They came out pretty nice. She might have stolen the idea for herself if her tits still sat up like her clientâs did. Breastfeeding had left her flatter than she was used to. But at least she could usually go braless these days.Â
Annabeth cleared off her bench, disinfecting the surfaces and the equipment as Thaliaâs voice got louder and closer to her.Â
âI can have Hazel re-pierce your ear, if you want,â Thalia offered, tugging on some manâs ear.Â
âOw,â he complained. Annabeth stood still and looked at him. He must have been the cousin. Percy, she remembered. He looked more like Thalia than her brother did -- dark hair, strong jaw, just a few inches taller than her, and devastating green eyes.Â
âThis is Annabeth,â Thalia said, gesturing towards her. Annabeth gave a small wave. âSheâll be ruining your arm today.âÂ
Annabeth laughed, insulted. âYou taught me. If you think my work is that bad, itâs your fault.âÂ
âItâs not about your work,â Thalia promised. âThis idiot,â she pointed to the man, âlost a bet and now gets whatever dumb tattoo my brother picks out.âÂ
âIâm hoping heâs kind to me,â Percy said.Â
Annabeth forced a smile and looked at Thalia. âI really donât want to give you a tattoo you donât want,â she said.Â
âBets a bet,â Thalia said.Â
âItâs really no worries,â Percy said.Â
âIs it your first tattoo?â Annabeth asked.Â
âNope,â he promised her. Then he rolled up his tee shirt sleeve to reveal his shoulder. It was covered in dark linework of waves, with a ship on the sea. The lines were incredibly clean, but for a moment, Annabeth panicked. It was shaded in with reds and purples that for a moment made her think it was painfully infected.Â
It didnât take long for her to realize it wasnât infected at all. It was a very well-healed image of --
âThe wine dark sea?â She guessed.Â
âYeah!â Percy said. âThalia told me you were smart.âÂ
âShe went to Harvard,â Thalia offered for her.Â
âSmart enough not to bet on a tattoo,â Annabeth said to him. Well, anymore.Â
Thalia walked back to her station, leaving Annabeth and Percy relatively alone. Frank had a man on his bench next to her, but they werenât talking. Â
âItâs really okay,â Percy promised her. âI knew I was going to lose.âÂ
âWhat was the bet?â She asked, inviting Percy to sit on the bench while they waited for Jason to make up his mind.Â
âIâm working on my first book, he just finished his dissertation. Race to the finish. He was way ahead of me, though, just needed a final push to finish before his funding ran out. So, I figured I could sacrifice my forearm to keep him on track,â Percy explained.Â
Annabeth asked a few more questions and Percy offered answers. He and his cousin were both classicists, he was Greek, Jason was Roman. Jason was at NYU, Percy had been out at UCLA, but then did a postdoc at UC Berkeley. But heâd finally gotten a job at Hunter College. Heâd only just moved last week.Â
âAre you from California?â Annabeth asked. Jason had finally made up his mind, theyâd gotten the paperwork signed, and now Annabeth was applying the stencil. SPQR. Easy enough. Â
âNo, no, from New York, although,â he pointed to the New York Yankees logo sheâd tattooed on herself just above the knee, âa Mets fan.âÂ
âI really donât have strong allegiances. I just did this to piss off my Bostonian family more,â Annabeth said. Â
âRebellious,â Percy teased. âThalia told me youâre from San Francisco?âÂ
Annabeth nodded. âWell, sort of. The family is from Boston, but my dad is also a professor. I grew up near West Point, then we moved to Berkeley when I was thirteen.â She pulled the stencil paper away. It looked straight. âThere, check out if you like the placement.âÂ
Percy examined it in the mirror, twisting his arm in different positions to make sure he liked it.Â
âYeah, looks great!â He said, laying back down. âSo, wait, your dad teaches at Berkeley?âÂ
Annabeth nodded. âHistory department. Twentieth century military stuff, though, you probably wouldnât have --âÂ
âIs your dad Fred Chase?âÂ
Annabeth pressed her lips together to hold back a sigh before saying, âthe one and only.âÂ
âHeâs a âŚâ Percy paused, studying her face to see what he should say about him, âvery boring man,â Percy said. Annabeth laughed.Â
âYeah, yeah, all research, no fun,â Annabeth confirmed.Â
Percy was looking at her in a new way, like he was trying to piece something together. âYouâre his only daughter?âÂ
âYep,â Annabeth confirmed. His eyes glanced at her chest, and Annabeth knew he figured it out. Her daughterâs name, the first three letters at least, poked through the V neck of her black tee shirt. âHeâs mentioned me?â She asked.Â
âOh yeah. I mean, I havenât talked to him a lot, but I mentioned I was from New York. He said he had a daughter and grandkid in the city.âÂ
Annabeth nodded. âSophia.âÂ
âWhere is Sophia today?â Percy asked.Â
âWith her father,â Annabeth said, trying to communicate through tone that Sophiaâs father was not someone Annabeth was romantically attached to. âHeâll bring her around later,â and then for good measure, âhe gets her on weekends.âÂ
Percy nodded, and then got comfortable, offering her his arm. âHe gets her all weekend? Nights too?âÂ
Annabeth turned on the tattoo gun and picked up some ink. âYeah, why?âÂ
âJust ⌠if youâre single --â the needle made contact and shut him up.Â
âYouâll still need to pay for the tattoo even if you ask me out,â she said with a teasing smile.Â
Percy relaxed a bit as he got used to the sensation. Annabeth had it on good authority that she was a very gentle tattooer, actually. Men were just babies.Â
âYeah, I assumed,â Percy assured her. âDo you date? I mean, are you single?âÂ
âAm single, and I guess I date.â Truth be told, she didnât date often. But she wasnât opposed. Her arrangement with Luke would easily allow for a date here and there, she just ⌠hadnât dated much. Even before Sophia. Thirty in one month, she wasnât exactly itching to join dating apps.Â
âCool,â Percy said as she finished the first pass on the S. âAre you free next weekend?âÂ
Annabeth smiled. âLet me finish this tattoo and then you can decide if you ever want to see me again,â she said.Â
~Â
As always, her linework was clean, and the tattoo sat straight on his forearm.Â
âHow much?â Percy asked, after it was sanitized and wrapped.Â
âOne hundred,â Annabeth said. It should have been closer to $120, but sheâd give him a friends and family discount. Percy handed her his card.Â
Annabeth turned to the register.Â
âSo your daughter --â Percy started. Annabeth didnât look up from what she was doing, worried about what he might say or what her face might reveal. âSheâs what? Five?âÂ
âYeah, she turned five in April.âÂ
âBlonde?âÂ
âSo, so blonde,â Annabeth said with a faint smile.Â
âBig fan of Beauty and the Beast?âÂ
Annabeth looked at him. âDid my dad talk about her that much or are you psychic?â She asked.Â
Percy just pointed to the window. Six thirty.Â
Luke was holding their daughter as Sophia waved her arms around, trying to get Annabethâs attention. She was in a new Belle dress up dress. Annabeth had to appreciate that Luke doted on their daughter, but it was hard not to resent him. He got to be the fun gift-giving weekend parent, while Annabeth was stuck with the bath time, nap time, daycare, chores parent. Sophia was starting Kindergarten in the fall. Soon Annabeth would be the homework parent too.Â
But her building resentments fled her for a moment. She put Percyâs card down and walked quickly towards the front door. Thalia had locked it at six after the last clients had come in for the day.Â
âHello beautiful,â Annabeth said as Luke handed Sophia over. She was starting to get too big to be picked up, but Annabeth was still doing her best. âIâm just finishing up,â she said to both of them, letting them inside.Â
Percy and Luke seemed to recognize each other, and offered some warm words.Â
âItâs been a while,â Percy said, glancing at Sophia, then back at Luke.Â
âWhat? They donât have Facebook out in California?â Luke asked him, as if to say this wasnât a secret.Â
âYou know I donât bother with all that,â Percy said. But Annabeth thought he looked a bit guilty and apologetic for missing ⌠all of this.Â
âCan I see your tattoo?â Sophia said, pulling on Percyâs shorts leg. Percy squatted down to her height and held out his arm. Sophia stared at it for a second before announcing: âThatâs not a word!âÂ
Percy just laughed as Annabeth told her daughter to be polite, before adding, âreally good reading, though.â Sophia beamed.Â
âItâs Latin,â Percy explained, offering her the meaning in Latin then English. Sophia seemed genuinely inspired by the new information, and Annabeth wondered if sheâd, despite it all, birthed a tiny scholar.Â
When he finished his explanation, though, there was a long awkward silence between the three adults as Sophia ran off to find Hazel.Â
Percy started to excuse himself, realizing that he was the odd man out now. He signed his name on the receipt, leaving Annabeth a more than generous tip. She watched him try to shield the receipt from Luke as he wrote his phone number for her. She hoped this wasnât some bro code nonsense. Legally, Luke had partial custody of their daughter; he did not have authority over her Saturday nights.Â
âSee you next Saturday?â Annabeth asked as Percy started to leave.Â
He looked sheepishly at her, but his smile betrayed him. âYeah, let me know what works?â He said before leaving her alone with Luke.Â
âYouâre going out with him?â Luke asked as he handed over Sophiaâs bag.Â
âMaybe,â Annabeth said, tucking the receipt into her pocket.Â
âI mean, Iâm fine with it. It just ⌠heâs a college professor,â Luke said.Â
âWhat, you think Iâm not smart enough for a college professor?âÂ
âNo, I think your dad is a college professor,â Luke said.Â
âDonât be an asshole,â she warned. âHow was she this weekend?â
âGreat,â Luke said. âShe read a bunch of books to me, we watched Beauty and the Beast twice, and we went to the park. No accidents, no injuries, no melt downs.âÂ
That was her girl. She was a bit injury-prone, as she inherited some of Annabethâs impulsive fearlessness, but otherwise she was a smart, well-behaved girl. She was more than Annabeth thought she deserved.Â
âGreat, and the dress?â Annabeth asked.Â
âCouldnât help it. It was too cute,â Luke said. âIt makes her happy.âÂ
âIâm not mad about it,â Annabeth promised. âThank you. Itâs sweet. Iâll be in touch about next week. Her Pre-K graduation is on Thursday, donât forget,â Annabeth said.Â
âDonât worry, we also practiced singing âGod Bless America,ââ Luke said. The Pre-K kids were all singing that during the ceremony.Â
âWell, I still need to clean up here. Feel free to hang out, or take off, whatever,â Annabeth said.Â
Luke said hi to Thalia, goodbye to Sophia, and goodbye to Annabeth and was gone within a few minutes. âI need to talk to you about something this week,â Luke said. âAn idea I had. A surprise for Sophie.âÂ
Annabeth nodded. âAlright, call me whenever,â she said, waving him off.Â
âTell Percy I said hello,â were his last words to her before leaving the shop.Â
Annabeth found Sophia in the back with Hazel, who was marking where Sophia would get her ears pierced with a marker. Annabeth told her she had to be seven to get her ears pierced, but she still insisted on getting the little purple dots on her ears every time she saw Hazel.Â
âReady to go, nugget?â Annabeth asked. Sophia nodded and got Hazelâs help getting out of the big chair. âSay thank you,â Annabeth reminded her.Â
~
Bay Ridge was decently close to the shop, and not too far from Park Slope where Luke lived, but it was still a long way on the R train. Sophia spent the entire ride asking Annabeth a series of ear-piercing related questions that Annabeth answered honestly, logically, and with as little audible annoyance as she could manage.Â
But three stops from home, Annabeth suggested they play the quiet game. Her daughter was as competitive as she was smart, and stayed quiet the rest of the ride.Â
Annabethâs first words were: âCome on,â when the subway pulled into their stop, and Sophiaâs first words were a boastful: âHa! I win!âÂ
âPrincesses donât brag,â Annabeth said, taking her hand. That might have been a lie. She had no idea what princesses did or didnât do.Â
When they finally got back home, Annabeth popped some chicken nuggets in the airfryer, got some steam-in-bag veggies out of the freezer, and wrestled a tiny human out of her new princess dress.Â
âCome on, you donât want to get food on it,â Annabeth said as Sophia pouted.Â
After many chicken nuggets, and a reluctant forkful of vegetables came the bath. Then the bedtime story. Then tucking her in. And kissing her goodnight.Â
âLove you to the moon and back, sweetie,â Annabeth told her.Â
âCan I wear my Belle dress to school tomorrow?â Sophia asked.Â
âNo, but I promise you can put it on as soon as you get home, okay?â Annabeth offered.Â
âOkay.âÂ
âGood night,â Annabeth said.Â
âNight night,â Sophia offered back.Â
Annabeth shut her door. It was only nine. A bit late for her bedtime, but Sophia wanted a few extra chapters of The Hobbit, and Annabeth did love that book.Â
Annabeth unpacked her weekend bag. Sophiaâs favorite toys had already come out of it, and her favorite blanket. All that was left were the dirty clothes. One outfit was shoved in a plastic bag, covered in brown goo. Annabeth groaned.Â
âFor fucks sake, Luke --â Heâd told her no accidents. Sophia had never even had a poopy accident before. She barely had accidents at all. How long had he ignored her for her to --Â Â
Mud, it was mud, she realized when she opened the bag. Sophia had somehow gotten covered in mud. She took a deep breath and let her shoulders relax.Â
Annabeth took out her phone and texted him anyway.Â
AnnabethÂ
You could have told me about the muddy clothesÂ
Luke
Shit, sorry, I forgot.Â
Happened this morning.Â
She jumped off the swings and landed in a puddleÂ
I keep telling her not to do that
She typed out: no reason to leave it for me to clean but deleted it, in no mood to start a fight.Â
Annabeth
I know, I keep telling her too.Â
Maybe we take swings away from her until she stops next time
Luke
I donât want to be the bad guyÂ
Annabeth
You think I do? Iâm proposing a united effort here. I just need to know youâll back me up.Â
LukeÂ
Alright, I will.Â
She just went to the bathroom and dropped the dirty clothes in the shower and started to rinse them out. Her apartment had a washer and dryer, one of two blessings in her life (Sophia, of course, the first one), but she didnât need it getting covered in Brooklyn mud. She let that wash down the drain.Â
With the clothes rinsed she started the wash, stripping off her own clothes from the day to throw in with them.Â
Her hand slipped into her pockets, checking to make sure she didnât wash another pair of headphones. She found Percy's receipt. She smiled. She typed the phone number into her contacts, before putting the receipt in her bag. The shop would actually need that to charge him and make sure she got her tip.Â
Annabeth
Hey, itâs Annabeth
Heâd texted back by the time she got out of the shower.Â
Percy
Hey!Â
Annabeth
Iâll be honest, I was hoping for a better pick up lineÂ
Percy
Shit, okay hold on let me think of oneÂ
How about: you are an SPQ-T? Â
AnnabethÂ
Itâll doÂ
They didnât talk much. She asked about his tattoo; he confirmed their dinner plans. He asked about Sophia, if she had a good weekend, that sort of thing.Â
Percy
Sheâs adorable. Looks just like you
Except blankÂ
Annabeth laughed.Â
Annabeth
Sheâs constantly in trouble at school for drawing on her arms and her friendsâ arms.Â
Percy
Sheâll be a great artist one day Iâm sureÂ
Annabeth
Her dream career is artist princess mommy
Thatâs exactly what sheâll tell you if you ask
Percy
Not a bad collection of jobsÂ
Annabeth finally asked the question she did need an answer for before anything else went forward.Â
AnnabethÂ
Do you like kids?Â
Percy
I love kidsÂ
Canât wait for my own honestlyÂ
Annabeth
So youâre alright with me having a kid?Â
Percy
Yeah for sure
Itâs not like sheâs going anywhere anyway. Wouldnât have asked you out if it wasnât okay.Â
AnnabethÂ
Were you and Luke close growing up?Â
Percy
Eh, he was always Thaliaâs friend. He mostly tried to pressure me into stealing candy and shit.Â
Us going out wouldnât be weird to me
Is it weird for him?
Annabeth
He hasnât really said anything about itÂ
Percy
Is it weird for you?
Annabeth
No
Percy
Good, thatâs all that matters to me đ
#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#luke castellan#percabeth#thalia grace#admittedly light on the percabeth#tattoo au#my writing
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Looks like I'm gonna be able to get a PC here by the end of the month/mid november if everything goes to plan = I will be able to finish ouro (at least the new demo, at first)
BLESS.
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#it will cost me (a loan) but with some elbow grease im hoping to finish the whole thing quickly and be able to sell it. god willing#YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAAAAAAAAAA#if you're out of the loop: i finished the first draft and have been working away at the latter part of the book#with edits and rewrites BEFORE i rewrote the first part so that i don't have to rework the first chapters over and over#but with this new puter im just gonna dive into the first chapters and finish a demo asap because i think i have enough to do that#im still left without my previous build because maniac ex but i have older backups i can work from so not all is lost#just being able to run test builds is everything. GAH EXCITING#im still considering moving to spain lol but for now im gonna live in this damn boathouse until the cold takes me
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i just wrote a novel.
#this cannot be real#it hasnât hit me yet#im still in denial#what the fuck#i just did that#eight months of work and i did it#its hitting me#oh my god#happy birthday nadia#i just finished the first book in her series#oh my fucking god#final word count for the first draft: 49k#its gonna go up to 50k once i edit chapter one cause i need to add more description#âadd more descriptionâ#i have that written in my notes app#cryptid falls#writing#writeblr#writeblr community
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The desire to go back and rewrite multiple chapters versus the desire to keep going and actually finish this draft FIGHT
#writeblr#writers on tumblr#frankensteinwip#i'm almost done editing the first 50k#and i'm still really not happy with the prose/feel like a lot of the stuff is pointless filler#i think i can fix it on rewrite but do i do it now? or just keep going#i'm leaning towards just finishing the draft first BUT idk if i have enough motivation now#i know the first part is great and i *think* i know how to fix the bits of the second i've written so far#but maybe i need something more so that the writing process sparks joy again...#ugh i need to read more books
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Who TF decided that the His Dark Materials (Golden Compass) books were for kids/young adults?
I attempted to read them when I was the "target" age for them and it was the first time I ever remember tapping out on a book because it was above my reading comprehension (I regularly read books that were 2-3 years ahead of my "reading level" and was generally up for a challenge so that should tell you how much of I struggled). I gave up partway through the second book, The Subtle Knife, and didn't touch them again until this year.
And, boy, am I glad I waited! There is so much to this series that would have just been totally lost on me as a kid. The way it explores theology and morality would have gone right over my head. Even now with a bachelor's degree in English literature under my belt the depth to these books astounds me.
Every chapter of the Amber Spyglass opens with a quote from Milton's Paradise Lost, or one of William Blake's Songs of Innocence and Experience, or some other theologian or philosopher or outright Bible verses. Every chapter. In a series that was regularly promoted to 10 year olds. Yes, kids can be pretty smart and I hate when adult authors talk down to them, but what 10 year old is reading Paradise Lost?
I'm not saying you need a degree to understand this stuff, but you would have to have read a lot of foundational texts to get the full depths of the references. I also ended up leaning a lot on the religious study courses I've taken (and theological education from growing up Catholic) to identify specific religious theories/schools of thought which was just fascinating. Religious groups HATE these books! They're extremely critical of organized religion and Christian beliefs especially as they are canonized by the Catholic and Anglican churches. It's a three-book fiction trilogy exploring and arguing against Milton's interpretation of original sin.
So why was this series labelled as YA? Simple, the protagonists are kids; they're 12 years old.
Why did Pullman write about 12 year olds if the series wasn't meant for them? Because the biggest theme of the story is sin and children are considered innocent. Lyra and Will are coming of age and transitioning from childhood innocence to adulthood and its accompanying consciousness/self awareness that allows us to be held responsible for sinning.
Anyway here's an entry to the literal Wikipedia page for the series that I think sums it up:
Although His Dark Materials has been marketed as young adult fiction, and the central characters are children, Pullman wrote with no target audience in mind.
#This has been buzzing in my head for weeks since I finished the series#This is not as well written as it could be its basically just a first draft but hey this is my Tumblr blog not a published journal#his dark materials#philip pullman#The golden compass#the subtle knife#the amber spyglass#Not trying to tag spam I just legitimately mention all three books and want to categorize them accordingly for my blog#Even tho idk if I've ever reblohhed any HDM stuff here before having never finished the series until now#Religion#Theology#Christianity#Original sin
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I'm debating if I want to get into writing Hermitcraft fics to post on AO3.
Like, I write Hermitcraft fics for myself, they're super unpolished and 90% are abandoned because I know I don't have to finish them and I wanna do a different prompt. Though 7/10, I return to the older ones to add a little more to it because *brain rot*.
But like... What if I did write with the intention to post?? I have AUs that are story exclusive, where they aren't flippin animals. It'd be fun and then at least my AO3 account wouldn't just be blank.
#vixspeaks#hermitcraft#I used to write fics all the time as a kid#I even had a MLP fic that had thousands of readers and it was super cool and super intimidating at the same time lol#I never finished that fic though because I decided to focus more on my art in high school than my writing#and the first book in that series had god awful plotlines that just barely worked together#at least in my opinion#should mention that none of my old fics are up anymore#I did them on Wattpad and when that site began to do some shady stuff I removed all my stuff from there#I do have it still in my drafts but I legit have not been on that account in years#maybe if I can get back into it I'll post a snippet of one of my old works#who knows lol
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i really like a lot of the advice in this video :-)
#i wrote a bunch of shit here at first but idk just watch it LOL#i liked her point about a lot of writing being about empathy & i think that extends to reading too#i got her second book like a week ago but havent started it yet#and her writing IS extreme horror like. it's not for everyone#i saved this video in my drafts until after i finished her first book so i could say that and actually know what i was talking abt lmfao#i have been on a streak of reading gnarly books i just read to be devoured in like one sitting the other day and that was. whew#anyways she doesnt really talk about any of that here she just mentions her book a bit but doesnt get into it#and like i said i think all of this is really really good advice and is applicable regardless of genre#writing
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#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers#literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live#so you may be subjected to some nonsense#that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings#the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass#the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that#the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check#im joking of course dont quote me on it#jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well.#'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me'#also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml#jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated#a character with many moving parts im sure#there were a few things i did not care for#namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion#i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense#i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on#all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family#so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me#which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean#i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest#uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him#andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck#two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other#the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier#but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited#uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably#pedestrian#not necessarily in a bad way#it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters
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#don't make me write this anon my wip list is too big#(maybe i'll make the 1.06 fic a two-parter)
YES PLEASE OH MY GOD YES YES PLEASE. I mean obviously write what you want and we shall consume it gratefully, but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE write the 1.6 hate sex AND Louis, with all his complex feelings, letting himself be tender toward Lestat after he talks about Magnus there. That REALLY feels like a two-part story, the two parts there that we didn't get to see onscreen, that Louis maybe didn't want to tell Daniel about...
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Oh my gosh, hahaha, you're all very lovely and very funny, haha. I was thinking about it as I was cooking dinner, so LOOK, I'll say that it's on the table. ;-)
#i get a WHIFF at the possibility of angst and i open a word doc haha#i do need to finish the cruising fic first and foremost especially given it's like 35k words and genuinely almost done#my last day for the year with the theatre company is tomorrow though and it's wfh#AND my freelance contracts have wrapped up for the year so!#that's exciting! about to have some time!#still have a little bit of work to do on the documentary this week + i have to get the new draft of my horror screenplay to my producer#in the new year#so there's work there#AND some notes on that book trilogy i read that i might get to be a story developer on the tv adaptation for#plus y'know#christmas#(so not a ssuuuuuuper restful break haha)#BUT i do most of my fic writing as warm-ups so the fact that i have a lot of creative thinking to do over the three week break is hopefully#a good thing :-)#we'll see how i go#fic asks#iwtv 1.06
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My mother in law finished my first book in the trilogy Iâm writing and Iâm dead because she loves it skjndjkdhidj she read the last hundred fifty pages in nearly one sitting and said itâs the strongest part of the book but that itâs well worth how âslowâ the beginning is because by the time shit starts going down you really know the characters well Iâm dead. sheâs weird as hell about books and itâs not her genre but I live with her and I know she wouldnât be able to fake liking it she can be mean as hell pfpflkjf
#babyâs first fucking booooook fkjfbkfjhf#it still needs a lot of work but blehhhh#Iâm 60 pages in to the second and Iâm so excited to at least get the solid first draft done of the trilogy lol#the second is going to be the longest but I finished the first in less than a year amazingly so maybe I can actually do this shit before I#fucking die fppflkfjf#140000 word first book#probably 300000 word second#Iâm thinking unless I can fill the plot out way more the second will be about as long as the first#I donât know#the only reason I think the second is gonna be much longer is because itâs over 16 years#unless I figure out a better ending point#which I donât think will work because I need to save a pov for after something happens#for the third book#itâs just gonna have the most#big shrug#I meant the say the third will be about as long as the first fuck#ki rambling#ki writing
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me starting âthe divinersâ expecting a cool paranormal murder mystery book with messy teenagers and drama then actually finishing it and realizing it IS a cool paranormal murder mystery book with messy teenagers and drama but itâs so much more than that considering the amount of history and information about different backgrounds/cultures that got put into it and how that made it SO much better than i couldve ever imagined therefore i will love it 5ever.
#from the drafts#so true jan 30th me#funnily enough i did not finish the series im still on lair of dreams n probably will stop reading the series after that bc i hear it got-#BAD#but i will always have the first book <3 the loml#i think abt evie all the time. its quite ridiculous.#the diviners#li.txt
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projected written universe for fdc. chronological as in the order I plan on writing them:
flutterdown creek â mediocre murder mystery with supernatural elements but also not really but kind of. set in 1992. low-key my magnum opus.
farrow â sequel set ummm let me count. 22 years later. meant to tie up some thematic loose ends and answer some important questions. and I also want to be able to give some updates on how some of the main cast ended up after things. wayyyy less heavy of a book, though.
singing bones â tom + lydia prequel book that will likely be half as short as fdc and farrow.... I will never get another way to reveal the exact events that happened in the months where they went missing if I don't just write the UMMMM.... let's call it a road trip? literally cannot say more without spoiling everything.
[INSERT CLEVER TITLE HERE] â I still haven't 100% decided what I want to call this one, I have a few ideas but I'm a perfectionist so I'm being picky. anyways, actual full prequel to the main events, following the older cast back in their high school days. my hope is to shine a light on that older cast in a way that they can't properly be shown in flutterdown. still don't know how long it should be... I could write it up until the murders but that might be overkill. no pun intended. lol
and that'll be it unless I decide to write some short stories for individual characters or whatever. which does sound fun since it's such a huge cast, and I have to otherwise axe certain character arcs/details in order to tell a concise story. idk though.
#the full blown outline for fdc is almost finished and ive spent actual years on it đ then comes the first draft..... scary#spoiled the title for the t + l book who cares#i am for some reason convinced that im being gangstalked by people who want to steal every idea i ever have even if theyre terrible
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the seventh virtue drafting journey is soooo crazy to me bc I did the 10k day in may 2021 & then exactly a year later I was 60k into the manuscript & then from august 2022 to early march 2023 (a tiny bit over 6 months) I wrote the remaining 138 000 words LOL
#138K IN SIX MONTHSSSSSSSSSSS???????????#HUHHHHH#did I do the math wrong on that#I don't think so??? the graph literally has a spike LOL#I was working on feeding habits between this I think? tho I think mostly short stories#I'm not kidding tho I took AN ENTIRE YEAR off from feeding habits LOL (july 2021 to june 2022)#anyway I should go through my stats in a video I think it'd be interesting to show that diff projects take different time#like just checked the one from moth work and I drafted it consistently from august of 2019 but then took a break till october#of that year! then a break from oct to nov and basically just working on it once a month#AND I FORGOT I FINISHED THAT BOOK ON FUCKING LEAP DAY THIS MAKES SOOO MUCH SENSE LOLLLLL#lonan and harrison only having the anniversary of their first book being finished every 4 years..... so them#GOTTA DIG INTO THESE STATS ACTUALLY THIS WILL BE SO FUN#this is on mywriteclub & I started w moth work so we have lots of graphs to look at!!!!!!
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theres a chance a huge amount of stress will leave my body tomorrow
#if i 1. talk to my group and convince them to cut our interview plan in half due to time restraints#2. finish the first full draft of the thesis#im not sure if thatâs going to be it bc thereâs a chance iâll have to write a methodology chapter#but thatâs fine ig#like if by the time i have to do it iâll have all the regular assignments sent out#then it should take me one afternoon which isnât too bad#oh and the wretched email. ughhhhhhhhh#i cried really hard for like 40 minutes today#i was meant to finish this weekend but ofc i didnât#but tomorrow. i will finish this finally#and maybe iâll feel even kind of alive for the first time since february#đ#fingers crossed lol#i feel so behinddddd on everythinggggggg#and i need to ask my mom to give me money back and maybe order yarn later this week#and maybe finish the lacan book and this other short thing#and take them back to the library#and then when i have everything finished iâll catch up on the crotchet blanket and read the novels ive been putting off bc of stress#and there should be adam i ewa on stream tooâŚâŚ#and iâll rewatch the lethal company vods too bc i just remembered how funny they are#god february was such a time
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Wanted to say, I bought books twice now (first on kindle then a physical copy) and have really enjoyed filling them with sticky noted on my favorite parts.
Also! I know a while ago you had a poll asking about the pricing and this thing is like 2, maybe 3 times as thick as the first book so the price is completely reasonable. I'd honestly probably even be willing to pay more
You're fantastic! Love your writing!
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aaaaah thank you!!! That's so nice to hear, I love that people have favorite parts. I do the sticky note thing to some of my favorite books too! I like being able to flip back through and remind myself of my favorite bits. I'll even color code them sometimes hehe.
Thank you so much for your kind words! âĽď¸ It's so encouraging, maybe I'll write a bit today...
#I've been taking a break from book iii because idk#I'm close to finishing the first draft and this is always a difficult time for writing#having to wrap things up and making sure I hit all the points I needed to hit#excited but also afraid#watching the cracks close up and fill and hoping I did it right#even knowing full well I still need to edit and change a bunch of things it's hard to finish a first draft#grace your face#tmatb#ask
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