#this week i am rlly sick

[cannibalisticsamdean]

debating on whether or not to write another grieving mpreg!sam fic where he finds out he’s pregnant the day after deans death

[youredreamingofroo]

something I will continue to dread as I near getting into/back into storytelling in the sims is making poses in game, because I fucking SUCK at imagining scenes, I mean, I *can* imagine them, but I picture them 10x more animated (like moving and shit not still frames), so trying to imagine a scene frame by frame with the dialogue I want is incredibly difficult, something I never really mentioned about my previous storytelling posts is I almost never have it planned out at least fully, like I'll have a *concept* and then just grow around that, and often times I add stuff I didn't even consider adding, like in the Vday post, everything except for the "happy valentines day""I love you / even if it's wrong" and Fading back and forth to the covered pics of Malcolm was pretty much 'improv'ed- aka just made up after taking a bunch of screenshots- So with that being said, I feel like my personal confidence in making these story posts is rlly gonna drop 😭 like I can do poses in blender with a scene with the impression/idea that it'll be done in blender and not moved to TS4, but for some reason the idea of making my poses and then having to move them into TS4 is so dreadful.... cause like- what if it doesn't look good with the scene/furniture in game, I can't really just keep jumping in and out of TS4 and blender to fix it- I know some, if not most, people will say to just import the furniture in so I can pose it better, but going back to the beginning, I don't plan these scenes ahead of time mostly, I usually do that AFTER I get poses and/or the idea of what I want the scene and stuff to look like, I mean- sure, with an idea of what I want the scene to look like should make it easier, but it does not AT ALL, because I usually end up almost completely changing what I intended the room/scene to look and feel like- Going back to Vday, the Alexander prep post rooms looked completely different in my mind (albeit they did have one thing in common; minimalist, rich-ish looking, and lots of black), but I ended up going back on my idea and didn't make it look near what I was thinking of ☠️

Storytelling becomes progressively more and more difficult as time goes on is what I'm realizing LMFAO

[batz]

whyy is it that whenever i have like debilitating migraine i suddenly have the urge to cook a big dinner i cant even Stand straight but im so motivated to make Large Meal

[leenfiend]

dont mind me im just gonna whine in the tags

[mew-less]

erm hi guys. LIFE UPDATE LOL. Sorry for going south for the winter with this blog 😴😴 i might come back . might not. still thinking about it. BUT HELLO!!! yes the moomins garden au is still a thing and i have still been thinking about it! however at the moment i am currently diseased with a dreamworks trolls hyperfix. so u know.

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

I keep listening to different pieces of music that I love and then my brain comes in all helpful with 'this sounds like great music to die with doesn't it'

[mosspapi]

Fuck apparently there was a words of affirmation wall up in sub this week for trans day of remembrance and I was too fuckin sick to go see it. Life is a fucking nightmare

[caspar-theunfriendlyghost]

Hello lesbians I am back from my holiday

[petrichorium]

i need you to know that that poly embassador fic got me chewing on drywall (in a good way)

lmfaooooo thank you mrs ambassador is a woman of only the most immaculate taste 🫶🏻

[truckstoptigers]

you know how ppl suggest going outside for a little bit to help w like. mental health? when you feel too cooped up/like you need to do smth but you don't have much energy?

turns out going outside doesn't suck as much as it used to!! I have not spent this much time outside since before I was 13 & I can finally enjoy it again!!!!

[noxtivagus]

looking at dedicated too moonlight lyrics one second n forgetting the next 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[astrxealis]

its hard for me to listen to 'our light' bcs wnvr i do i always look at the lyrics again and i just want to cry so badly

[asclexe]

i think im gonna be really sick sometime next month maybe.

[tabbyfanged]

soo exited for the infamous update it’s going to be my little treat after my driving test tmmrw (currently bricking it)

[kavennnn]

my school planned a mandatory evangelical retreat for a week that is going to cover halloween, im so pissed, i should be trick or treating w/ my sister and my little brother but instead ill be doing bible study with the worst ppl ive met on toontown

[wishingprince]

Ughhhh I’ve been trying to master the pot roast mashed potatoes and gravy. I was feeling really good today because I made really awesome mashed potatoes a month or two ago and the last pot roast I made in December was fall apart out of your mouth yummy so I was like ok I am gonna do them both.

Everything was pretty lackluster. The roast was cooking for 8 hours but I forgot that last time I had it on high for 4 of those hours so it was tougher than last time and not as flavorful because it soaked up less. The mashed potatoes were lumpy and never reached a creamy consistency, the carrots were way too tough and the gravy was just… kind of texturing not flavor.

Ugh I know it’s a step in cooking journeys, I’m just frustrated with myself that I got a little overconfident because of making each of the dishes separately successfully thinking that it would all come together the first time I tried it as a meal. Uuuughhh.

Anyways I’ll try again next month after I lick my wounds about this one.