#this was mostly through elementary school
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People keep wanting a narrative of everything's rosy and getting better or things are bad and getting worse, and it's always a mix of things going on.
There are some things that have been getting worse (people who thought the Nazis were kind of cool actually in the 90's and 00's weren't nonexistent, but there were a lot fewer of them, in the US, college used to be something you could put yourself through, police have been getting more militarized, climate change has very much shifted from a thing that might happen if we don't change to a thing that is happening, and we still need to change.) There are some things that have been getting better. Both coexist.
Anyways, on the cool stuff front -- you're always going to end up with a negativity bias from the news, that's just how following the news is -- I remember the first time I saw a poster intended to combat homophobic bullying in an elementary school. It was this utterly sappy thing, they'd held a contest for kids to make the art for it, it was two men holding hands and one of them was holding a baby, it just. You didn't. You just didn't.
Sorry. Words. For a long time there was this association that you know, being gay and being a pedophile were probably related, you know, that it wasn't safe to let gay men be around kids. There were teachers and stuff who lost their jobs. Anyways, I grew up in San Francisco, so, pretty queer-friendly, but there was still this idea that it wasn't quite appropriate to talk to kids about gay people, that it was too much like talking to kids about sex, it wasn't appropriate. There were some movies and stuff for adults with queer characters, but no mention at all in movies and TV shows and comics and so on aimed at younger kids, and if there was any mention in like PG movies it'd be homophobic or transphobic jokes. I mean, you could have Bugs Bunny crossdress, but it'd have to be played off as a joke, you know? (And I'm talking about homophobia against men mostly, but it's not like you saw lesbians in family media either.) So it just, it moved me in ways I have trouble putting into words, this completely wholesome and positive portrayal of Two Dads in an elementary school.
Has anything actually gotten better, for all the work you talk about doing? Or is it just treading water in misery forever?
Anon, ten years ago gay people couldn't get married in large parts of the US. AIDS was an almost certain death sentence when I was in high school. I was looking at job boards the other day and found a part time gas station job that had health insurance as a benefit, which NEVER would have happened 15 years ago. When I was a kid, hitting your child was extremely normalized in the US and my parents were the weird ones for not doing it. There is a vaccine for chicken pox. I didn't meet anyone who had transitioned until my 20s because it was so uncommon to transition in the aughts, and now there are some states that protect your right to have gender affirming care provided by your health insurance. It's not all states, but it's better than the number of states that had it in 2010, which was zero. THERE ARE TENANTS UNIONS NOW. WE HAVE A VACCINE AGAINST CERVICAL CANCER.
And all of that has been the work of a lot of individuals and organizations and research teams and activists.
#this would have been around 2012 or so#so most of those kids were old enough to vote last year#huh#I don't personally have a sense that my activism has been effective#but some activism somewhere has been#and sometimes things get better whether there's a fight or not#and sometimes the things that get better are directly tied to things that got worse
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Nowadays I mostly stick to 1-2 books at a time, and if I have more than one it's like, one is an audiobook and one is an ebook or something of that nature, but when I was a kid. Man. I had like 6 books going at a time. A couple beside the bed, a couple in my backpack, a few on my desk at school, so I had different options for different locations. I still usually stuck to 1 or 2 as my primary reads that would travel between locations, but it felt so important to have backups. What if a character was being really annoying and I needed a break? What if I wasn't in a pirate mood? What if I was just really excited about the newly acquired book and wanted to just give it a chapter? You'd think I would have had trouble finishing books but that couldn't be further from the truth. Some I worked my way through slowly, snatching a few chapters between other reads as they sat on my desk for 4 months, but for the most part the stacks were always turning over. Those were the days.
#this was mostly through elementary school#jr high eliminated the desk location but opened up the locker location#by high school this was mostly done with but I still kind of had a school book a home book and a travel book#college I was too overwhelmed to read for fun mostly#and now as said above I usually have 1 or 2#maybe 3 at most#the maximum situation I see is like#an ebook#an audiobook to listen to while i work#a short story collection for when I just have a few minites#(probably also an ebook)#and something physical sitting by the couch that I work through very slowly#but thats like#the absolute MAX#a theoretical configuration i dont think ive ever actually achieved#when 6 books going at once used to be my default#'dont you get confused whats happening between them' no father that is literally a non-issue frankly im bewildered youd even anticipate#that as a problem
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i think im stupid because i've been a merlin fan since i was like 10 but i JUST realized
balinor was killed bc of anti magic, making hunith extremely scared for merlins life and willing to do anything to make sure he was safe. merlin started the series hating all nobles
ygraine was killed bc of magic, making uther extremely scared for arthurs life, willing to do anything to keep him safe. arthur started the series hating magic
merlin ended up best friends with king uther's son, the guy who ruined balinor's life in the first place and caused the anti-magic craze which led to his death, also fucking up merlin's life. and arthur ended up best friends with emrys, literally the most powerful sorcerer ever
they are literally like.. two sides of the same coin.. woah.
#the last part is mostly a joke#i always understood it#like theyre opposites but coming from the same place#but i never realized JUST how parallel their lives are#probably bc their lives were developed so slowly throughout the show#and bc the last time i watched it through the whole way i was in elementary school#they actually mean so much to me. like so much. you dont even know.#merlin bbc#bbc merlin#merthur
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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified
#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing#i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though#at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself#as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed#escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date#although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL#ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting#workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety#i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back#AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO#im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts#i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem#in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material#and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school#maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess#only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard#hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms#i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work#not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall#anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh#yapping
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Mary Pope Osborn has redeemed herself with Dragon of the Red Dawn. Night of the Ninjas was such absolute crap - clearly she was still properly feeling her way into her whole âhistory lesson thinly disguised as adventure storyâ schtick, and in this second trip to Japan, weâre doing MUCH better. Very pleased that Teaschooler is learning about BashĹ and historical firefighting methods. However, he was not pleased when I tried to read The Narrow Road to Oku to him.
#our never ending journey through the magic tree house#we HAVE listened to Dragon of the Red Dawn a lot#so I may stop having patience with it#but Iâm enjoying the good research#UNLIKE LAST TIME#please note that I am not an expert by any means#one of my majors was Japanese and that comes with some historical familiarity#but obviously less than your average Japanese high school student#just enough to know when the periods I am more familiar with#are egregiously misrepresented#or the figures I am most familiar with#are reasonably well-represented as far as appropriate for elementary school fantasy books#we will try again with the narrow road to oku in oh eight or ten years#mostly I wanted him to know that these ARE real people in his books#who did real things#and we have physical evidence of that in our home
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SLEEPOVER SATURDAY. what instrument would you play if you hadn't learned oboe. i wish i learned bassoon as a kid, youth orchestra would've been a lot easier for me if i had. i'm also picking up electric bass again but that's not really that difficult because at the of the day strings are strings yknow
so at my middle school we were required to pick and instrument to play in band (or strings) when we entered 5th grade, so my actual backup options were french horn or percussion (and i chose percussion purely because it was a cheat code to play More instruments). i sort of wanted one of my backups instead of oboe because someone had told me how delicate/easy to damage an oboe could be and it made me nervous. but i was the only kid in the grade who even remotely expressed interest in it, and really i had been hooked on oboe as My Instrument from the first time i heard it demo'd to us in music class. that was going to be my beast it was fated
although in theory i could have gotten away with not picking a band instrument at all but rather joining strings as a violin player because (sasha lore reveal) at that time i was actually in violin lessons. i was a violin player before i was an oboist. but i only played for like two years, i quit pretty quickly after i started oboe. too much to practice all at once. whether you consider that dodging a bullet or the opposite is a matter of perspective
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#sasha answers#sleepover saturday#ask meme#cartridgeconverter#ty!#my modus operandi as a kid was basically if i had an opportunity to play an instrument i took it and ran with it#i started piano lessons when i was like 5 and played through high school#i played with a steel drum band afterschool in elementary.#i don't know why but steel drum was a weirdly popular music extracurricular in my area?#i mean it was still niche but the fact that multiple elementary schools had steel drums at all was weird. anyway#i also was playing guitar and violin by 4th grade#but once i got going on oboe and into middle school i really only did oboe and piano everything else kind of fell to the wayside#i did have a foray back into mallet percussion in high school though. mostly in jazz band#and EWI. electronic woodwind instrument. because we didn't have enough low brass so they gave me a tuba part and let me figure it out#also there were like 4 months where i attempted to play euphonium in like 11th grade lol#but once i hit high school it was really all oboe for me. well oboe piano and choir but in 10th grade i started youth orchestra#and that's when oboe got serious for me. and now i have a bachelors degree yippee#iirc one of the other reasons i quit violin was because i never wanted to hold the thing up while i played#because at that time i was going through my first puberty growth spurts and my body just Hurt All The Time lol.#i wonder how i'd take to it now if i tried#not that i'm going to though. if i were to pick up a string instrument now it'd be cello 100%
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So this episode was about teachers committing to and caring about their students, and district people too, and I love that :'). Sometimes all you need is a district person who will keep putting in the effort like that, and I love when it happens for people <33
Anyway! I'm so glad they got the interpreter for Amani, she so deserves it :'D. Everyone does :').
I'm glad Gregory decided to let them stay :') I think he can really help these kids out and be a good place for them :)) :D
Also proud of Tariq for finally calling Nick his name :'D hope they do get close :)
Poor Barbara though xD
And once again proud of Janine for fighting through it to get the ASL interpreter :')) and the way she did it was so iconic xD same for the parents lol, going to a reporter that already doesn't like the district LOL, but yeah I am so happy for them :D
Also I love Jacob and Janine <33
With going out for drinks at the end, I hope Janine doesn't leave them behind :((
Btw the reason for the boys being in Gregory's room being that the Mortons are in couples therapy is hilarious xDD
And lol hopefully it's just like, upkeep, because they just got married xD
Anyway!! I am distrustful of districts but I hope it works out (with the issues obviously) on the show :). And even though I am I know this side of the story needs to be seen as well so it's nice to see, switches it up on me a bit more than usual. Like, makes me a little more uncomfortable and see it a different way more than usual. Which is good :)
Loved the episode!!! I'm so excited for next week :D
And also terrified :')
But I almost definitely won't be able to watch it lol so, I'll see y'all a little bit after that lol
Bye y'all!
#abbott elementary#oasis's ae chatter#such a good episode :))#honestly still just so happy for amani#and once again jacob looked so happy for her :')#I love them all <333#poor melissa having to manage like 20 middle school relationships xD girl is going through it lol#oh yeah I just realized they could've made this episode a valentine's day one lol#eh they have done that before xD#but premiering on valentine's day would be pretty nice lol#anyway!!! love this show :D#happy valentine's day y'all!!!#(thinking about saying that was what made me think about the episode lol)#I love you all so much :DD#and I'm so grateful for you :')) if you need a valentine today it's me <3#anyway yeah a great episode :D#so nice to watch after a long rehearsal lol#coming back with an edit: my bad it's mostly episode 5 I'm scared of#byeeee!!! :)) <333 :D đĽ°đĽ°đĽ°â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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i just need you guys to know that american schools often don't teach about like. any of the USA's wars past wwii. almost all of the history classes i took centered on american history nearly exclusively and it always trailed off around mccarthyism. i need us to talk about that and never stop because every time i remember it i feel like im losing my mind
#im not kidding. I can't speak for every school in the country obviously but we literally never discussed vietnam or korea or the gulf war#and i took ap us history. like. they don't fucking talk about it#some caveats on my personal experience: 1) i moved around a lot so theres a chance i missed something by jumping around curriculums#but i was in the same system for the last 5 years of my schooling so that mostly applies to my elementary and middle school experience#2) my ap us history class was always running behind so it may be that we just never got to those wars#since we went through it chronologically
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my older brother told me when we went to the same school he used to ask the teacher to go to the bathroom but wouldn't actually go to the bathroom. instead he would find my classroom and peek through the door window to see if i was okay
#what the fuCK am i supposed to do with this information??? is this sweet bc he wanted to make sure i was alright or is this creepy af bc he#would hunt me down and stare at me through a fucking door window without me even knowing about it#he said this was mostly during elementary and middle school but i'm just like. whhhhhhy#siblings are weird
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REALIZED SOMETHING CRAZY ABOUT MYSELFâŚ
#so fun fact about me: i really donât give a fuck about having friends like that#I mean I do mostly in the form of my cousins who Iâve grown up with#and a handful of people Iâm friends with either through my sisters or that I have miraculously befriended myself#but in general Iâm someone who rarely tries to maintain a close relationship with them#like if we drifted off and never spoke to each other again I donât think I would gaf#which I know sounds psychotic but hear me out#ok since I was in elementary school Iâve had a series of weird friendships#in middle school there was this girl named patty who was my friend but the moment they called me their best friend I got freaked out#and was relieved when the friendship started to weaken naturally#and looking back Iâm not sure why I was freaked out but I was#and then I also had my friend Alicia who I was genuinely besties with like we used to text everyday in the seventh grade#and then in eighth grade despite nothing changing we just grew apart and stopped talking to each other#oddly I donât even know why#and even when we would hang out it wasnât the same I wish I knew why#and in 8th grade I somehow became friends with a girl I used to despise đ#she who shall not be named was âpopularâ I guess and honestly a huge fucking mean girl#but I think I liked the fact that she was nice to me cause it was pretty rare that she would be to anyone else#and we became friends but we very often butted heads#I mean what I liked was that she was kind and protective at times#and then other times a flat out mean and jealous psycho#anyways once high school was over I âď¸ her off like there was no tomorrow#like I had no interest in being her friend after that because I was just fed up with her#and yeah since my school days I have always just been okay with drifting apart#and donât even bother to have a friendship breakup#like it doesnât even make me sad to see a relationship fade away when it does#Iâm just like good times :D but who gaf#and sometimes I disengage before the friendship has even broken up#like Iâm also scared of the feeling of abandonment that Iâve already coached myself to be okay with the thought of losing them#AND I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS BEHAVIOR CAME FROM???
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top ten unproductive impulses include thinking 'huh, maybe I should give pitchi pitchi pitch mermaid melody another try' like I literally tried it. and it sucked. probably because it's a kid's show
#just thinking thoughts...#ok but like... mirumo de pon was literally also a kid's show and while also not great I did at least enjoy parts of it#like when I was watchingmermaid melody there was no point where my feelings teetered into 'enjoyment'#it was mostly me going 'huh. okay.' and then occasionally going 'OH GOD NO... NO... DONT MAKE ME SIT THROUGH THIS...'#so I have no idea why I feel like I should watchit#(I do know. I vaguely recall some big reveal about Kaito at the end being totally mindblowning to elementary school me)#and I am still curious as to what the deal was with the two princesses who were trapped in the undersea palace#OH WAIT ALSO. CONAN IS A KIDS SHOW AS WELL AND I ACTUALLY ENJOY THAT LMAO
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[Toon x Mobster] Chapter 3: A Toon's Aid
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[contains: BLOOD / INJURY]
The small bathroom was quiet except for the occasional droplets of water from the leaky faucet. The Grim man sat on the closed toilet lid, tense, yet worn down from his nasty injuries.
Jack sat on a stool in front with a needle and thread in hand, his face taut with stress and concentration as beads of sweat slid down his forehead, trying his best to sew the wound as cleanly as he could.
He interrogates the Toon with a list of short, yet straightforward questions. They've been at it for a while now, the scarred man's cold eyes staying locked on Jack for any suspicious movements as he spoke.
âWho are you?â
"Jack Desmond, sir." He winces as the needle pierces through the edge of the wound. "I'm an office worker at-"
"Where am I?"
"C-Cel City. It's one of the- ow." Jack tugs on the strings and closes a part of the wound, cringing in sympathy at how painful it looked. "SorryâŚ" He habitually apologizes, feeling bad for any discomfort he might've caused the other, before continuing his sentence. "It's one of the biggest cities here, only second to Doodleheart Center."
As Jack continues to trail off giving the man some background information, the Grim man's stare slowly starts to gravitate towards the Toonâs hands. His eyes followed the way they would pause mid-air, trying to steady them from shaking, before going back to sewing carefully.
His brows furrow at this. It was unclear whether it was out of displeasure or something else, his expression as unreadable as ever, even during this painful procedure.
"What do you hope to gain from this?"
Jack blinked, looking up at the man's eyes with a startled look on his face. Then he furrows his brows, tilting his head slightly to the side. "Nothing..?" He answers, sounding just as questioning about his own decision as the other was. Then he sighs, pausing his task to think of a proper answer.
"To be honest, I⌠didn't want to bring you here at first." He angled his gaze downwards, feeling heavy with guilt at admitting to his true feelings and scared of how the other man might react. "I mean, you were scary and obviously not from around here," he fidgets with the needle in his fingers as he recounts his terrifying first encounter with the man, "so I meant to just call the authorities on you or something' n' leaveâŚ"
"But." Jack lifts his head up to look back at the other. Mixed within the nervousness in his eyes was genuine care. "You just looked like you needed help, soâŚ"
The Grim man's gaze narrowed. Cold sweat continued to creep down the side of Jack's face as he swallowed his saliva, but he didn't look away, fearful that his true intentions may get deemed disingenuous by the other as he stared at him.
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After a while, the Grim man heaves a deep sigh and looks away, seemingly done with his interrogation. Jack's tense frame relaxed the moment the man's eyes were off of him, inhaling in relief before quickly huffing the air back out in disgust as the smell of blood assaulted his nose. Right: the wound.
He went back into stitching, and the room was quiet after that.
Trying not to pay any mind to the silence, Jack's attention eventually began to zone in on the task at hand.
While working on the nasty wound, Jack internally thanked the stars for still being able to remember the important stuff that got taught to him years ago in school.
For a Genre with healing properties as ridiculous as theirs, all Toon citizens must have knowledge on basic medical care. Or at the very least, they must be able to aid wounded individuals in case of emergencies. It's mandatory to be taught in schools, some teaching them as early as Elementary.
Jack's memory on this is vague by this point since it's been such a long time ago. Apparently, a lot of the practices being tested and mastered back then were cultivated mostly to care for the people outside of their own Genre.
Aside from a few mixed-Genres here and there, Jack had grown up in a largely Toon-populated area with little to no contact to the other Genres outside his own. He briefly learned about non-Toon people being far more vulnerable to injuries than they were. Not having met one his entire life, he hadnât quite grasped the severity of it all until he saw this man dying in that alleyway. It horrified him to see how much a person can be hurt to such an extreme degree.
He didnât know what happened to the other man in order for him to end up in such a situation, and he didnât have enough courage to ask him to be honest. But the thought that he may have gotten injured in a city of Toons of all places - and in an area near where he lived at that - made his heart brew with fear.
What happened?
There was an unending waterfall of concerned questions, and the uncertainty of it all made him feel a tad bit too afraid. He didnât want to think about it. Not for now at least.
Honestly, if Jack had been any less reassured in his ability to at least be able to stop the heavy bleeding, he wouldn't have even thought of taking the wounded man into his apartment.
Jack did his best to finish it up as quickly as he could, though not hastily as his nerves might do more unneeded damage, imagining how much in pain the man was probably in right now.
Snip.
The thread gets cut off with a small scissor. And with that, they were done!
"Phew." Jack stretches, popping a few joints that had become tense from having to keep them steady in the air for so long. He gives the newly stitched wound a hard look, examining it.
âŚStill red and angry, but no more bleeding. He knows he's largely inexperienced, but he hopes this is good enough.
With that out of the way, he now had to deal with the man himself who had returned to staring at him again a while ago. The side of Jack's mouth curved up into a smile without his control, looking more like a grimace at being observed so intently by such a scary individual.
"So, uhâŚ" His voice wobbled. He clears his throat and stands up, walking to the sink and turning on the faulty faucet to wash off the stain on his hands, struggling to appear more casual. "May I ask for your name, sir?" Jack tries to start a conversation to lessen the tension that's been building between them since the man woke up.
The other's expression doesn't shift. After a beat of silence that stretched on for a bit too long, he spoke.
âNo.â
'Yep, I figured as much.' He thought to himself. "Right," Jack chuckles, drained of the usual humor he carried.
To be honest, he felt a bit tired after all of that. He'd been up all night caring for the Grim's wounds, he could really use a quick nap right now⌠Jack could only hope that this (probably a criminal) guy was at least nice enough to not murder him before he falls asleep.
Turning off the stream of water, he flicks the water off his hands and turns to leave. "Well,â he notes, âfeel free to help yourself here. I'll go and get you something clean to wear." He then exits the bathroom, now done with the conversation he was attempting to have.
Pushing aside how he probably hadn't been following some medical rules and regulations taught to (and forgotten by) him years ago. With all the scars on that guy, he's assuming that it's probably fine to just leave him be for now, right? Surely a violence-prone-looking man like that would already know how to take care of himself when he's hurt, right? He sure hopes so. He doesnât wanna come back to a dead body.
With that thought, Jack goes off to retrieve the clothes he had left for him by the nightstand.
"âŚ"
Gavriel sat in silence in the bathroom, the soft hum of the distant city and the ambience of the Toonâs neighbors filtering through the walls. He was now left on his own, leaving him to reflect on the situation.
Shifting slightly, he grimaced as pain flared through his side and throughout the rest of his body. The stitches pulled, a stark reminder that he wasnât in any shape to defend himself if something went wrong. Not that it mattered. If the Toon wanted him dead, heâd already had the chance to let him bleed out.
So why hadnât he?
That thought didnât bring comfort to him, only deepening his unease. The Toonâs actions were naively kind, something which he understood yet hesitated to accept.
So far, the other hadnât given him any suspicious answers. Every question Gavriel had asked were met with genuine - albeit bumbling - honesty. The nervous man stuttered more often than not, but he hadnât hesitated, nor had he tried to deflect or go off topic. The only weird thing happening right now was the fact that the Toon was helping him.
This behavior didnât seem to come from a place of deception and ulterior motives. Or perhaps it did, and Gavriel just couldnât see it yet.
In the bathroom, Gavriel could hear the otherâs voice phasing through the thin apartment walls. Though his words were muffled, he sounded mournful with phrases like, "I spent money on thatâŚ" and "Tsk, tsk. What a waste." followed by a heavy sigh.
Gavriel pressed his lips into a thin line. Despite himself, the lament struck a chord. Money and food. Those were two of the main things a person must never waste in life.
Before he could fall deeper on this thought, Gavriel hears the gentle pitter patter of the Toonâs feet. He appears a moment after, quietly stepping into the bathroom with the clothes in hand. He glanced at Gavriel, who was still seated on the toilet, and carefully placed the clothes on the dry part of the sinkâs edge, not having much space to put them anywhere else. His movements were quick but not rushed, clearly trying to avoid intruding too much on the other manâs space.
"Here," the Toon said softly. "The clothes I left for you. I can get you something else if these arenât⌠comfortable,â he offers, looking at how much smaller the size of his own t-shirt was compared to Gavrielâs body.
He glances at Gavriel briefly before looking down at the floor, the tension in the room thick, but Jack manages a kind, almost awkward smile.
"Iâll⌠leave you to it then." Without waiting for a response, the Toon does a polite little head bow before turning on his heel and leaving the bathroom. He even made sure to gently close the door behind him, leaving Gavriel to change in peace.
Gavriel turned his attention to the clothes Jack had left neatly folded on the edge of the sink. Standing up, he walks over to inspect the clothes given to him. They looked cheap and would probably be a bit too tight for him to wear but it was better than staying cold and bare.
He glanced back toward the door, his brows furrowing. The Toon hadnât lingered, hadnât said anything besides the brief statement that the clothes were for him, nor were there any lectures, insistence, or attempts to force a conversation. Just a quiet exit. Probably to clean up the mess Gavriel had left in the other room, he guessed.
Gavriel shifted uncomfortably. He wasnât used to people like that Toon. People who gave generously without any strings attached or wanting something back, people who respected him, not like the wariness of his enemies or the reverence of his underlings, but simply out of basic human decency - albeit with reasonable fear. The Toon⌠Jack Desmond was painfully normal, perhaps a touch too kind for his own good.
His mind wandered to Desmondâs face earlier. The nervous and awkward glances, the apologetic grimaces when the needle went through his flesh, and the reluctance to meet his eyes, yet his determination to keep helping despite the tension. It had been⌠odd. Gavriel couldnât pinpoint what irritated him more. Desmondâs clumsy kindness or the fact that it seemed genuine.
Gavriel sighed, his breath heavy with the weight of his thoughts. His fingers tightened around the clothes.
For now, staying here and recuperating wasnât the worst plan.
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Special thanks to @demonicrhythms for proofreading this chapter.
#toon x mobster#txm#jack desmond#gavriel huffman#oc#ocs#oc art#original character#original characters#original character art#my drawing museum
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Cherry Waves
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Gender Neutral Reader
Word Count: 10,079
Warnings: Milf!Stripper!Wanda Maximoff, Teacher!Reader, Smut, Fluff | 18+ Minors DNI
Summary: In which you meet the woman of your dreams in the most unexpected of places before a romance between the two of you blossoms.
The sight of yellow vehicles alongside bouts of snow and bleak, barely tended-to outer walls were triggers of disgust. They were constant reminders of a previous life filled with animosity, a time where the priority was survival, not living. Once as a child there was not much to cling to, ostracized and forgotten by peers who pitied faced experiences. Upon growing up, her life didnât change for the better, but mostly the worst.Â
âDrop-off is right here, mom.â
At the sound of the small voice, Wanda shook her head. Her hands loosed over her steering wheel she didnât know she held onto with mighty fury. âThank you, honey. I almost missed it.â
âAre you okay?â One of the twins, the eldest by only minutes â Tommy â frowned at her words. âYou look really tired today. When you dropped us off at dadâs earlier yesterday I thought youâd be sleeping a lot more. You gotta take care of yourself too, mom.â
âI know, sweetheart, thank you,â Wanda beamed at his words, bags hiding beneath messy makeup from the previous night underneath her eyes. Eyeing her twins from the rearview mirror, she couldnât help but bask in the loving, short moments the three of them had. âNow itâs time to go to class, boys. I donât want you to be late again.â
At his motherâs words, Billy grimaced. âOh about thatâŚâ
âYes?â Wanda didnât miss the hesitation, raising her eyebrows and crossing her arms upon her chest, small ounces of glitter hiding under her hoodie. âWhatâs wrong? Come on, you have about thirty seconds to spit it out.â
âOurhomeroomteacherwantstotalktoyouaboutourtardiness,â Billy rambled. He didnât wish to stay back, instead hastily opening the door of the backseat of the car before throwing himself out. âBye, ma. Have a good day, love you!â
Albeit surprising, Wanda couldnât help the way the ends of her mouth rose at the action. She turned to Tommy who broke out into a fit of laughter, following his brotherâs steps as he slid out of the car with a patience much like his fatherâs.Â
âHe said that our homeroom teacher wanted to have a meeting with you. Weâve been late a bunch of times. I tried explaining myself, but not even the principal was having it,â Tommy shrugged. âNow I get why you donât like Mrs. Potts.â
The reason was much deeper than that. During her adolescence it was Pepper who made it her focus to continuously pick on Wanda through high school, even up until graduation day. Although the elementary school principal found it to be water under the bridge, each time she was forced to see the woman, Wanda found herself holding onto a constant reminder of her torture.Â
âIâll take care of it, sweetie. You just go in and have a good day at school,â Wanda forced an exhausted smirk. âIâll call later today and set up a meeting. And please make sure your brother eats his lunch, all of it. You donât have to eat his veggies just to cover for him. Now go, honey, or else youâll be late once again.â
Unlike his brother, Tommy took the time leaning in and wrapping his arms around his mother, even if in an awkward position. âI love you, mom. See ya later.â
âBye, Tommy. Remember your dadâs picking you up today, itâs your weekend with him. I love you too, Iâll miss you!â
With the absence of her children for a handful of days, Wanda sighed. Weekends were by far the busiest times, especially as the holiday season loomed over. All she could do was slap her forehead against the steering wheel before dismally driving away, hoping to whatever universal power that she could get through the month in one piece.Â
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âRed, I need you to focus up tonight. Youâll be front and center while the new girl shadows you. Just show her how itâs done before going out and- Scarlet, are you listening to me?â
Distractions overtook Wanda as she shook her head, turning away from the lengthy mirror and towards her coworker. âSorry, Ags. I was justâŚthinking.â
Agatha was the eldest at the club, only a few years older than Wanda and reeking with wiseness. She was something of the leader of the pack, forever ensuring the safety of the other girls, training new ones, and nurturing them all when required. It had been her who drew Wanda into the life of a dancer, promising to care for her and give her an easy way to get by while still present in her childrenâs life.Â
The divorce between her and Jarvis had been amicable, and yet living by herself caused her difficulty. As a former paralegal, a career she excelled at, Wanda chose to put her children first rather than her occupation. She was young when the twins were born with nowhere to go with her family having disowned her shortly after her high school graduation when they found her making out with her former friend. Back then Audrey had blamed her for it all, and given her rebellious phase being in full-force, her parents sided with the girl before dumping off their only daughter as though she was trash.Â
From then on it was Jarvis, her best friend since middle school, who had her back. Only their romance was short-lived, a mistake on Wanda's part who believed she could change much like her parents hoped, as their friendship thrived through adulthood instead. After all, they were much better as co-parents than a married couple.Â
âGet your head in the game, sweets. I need my best girl tonight. You and I both know that on Saturdays youâre all the boys want to seeâŚand girls,â Agatha gave her a knowing look. âIf you get enough tips tonight, maybe you wonât have to come in tomorrow.â
âI have to work anyway,â Wanda shook her head, finishing her makeup before staring at herself through the mirror. âI havenât bought the boysâ Chanukah gifts. I know thereâs over a month to spare, but Iâm barely breaking even with what I used to make years ago. Nobody wants to see me, Ags, letâs face it. IâmâŚold.â
âHoney, you're barely halfway through your thirties. If youâre old then Iâm a fucking dinosaur,â Agatha laughed. She stood behind Wanda, hands placed over her nude shoulders that squeezed lovingly. âPlus, you got the best tits in the club. You should be proud of the fact that men pay hundreds just for you to flash them.â
âI suppose thatâs niceâŚI think?â
Agatha wasnât one to easily take Wandaâs insecurities lightly. âItâs the best compliment I can give you right now. Iâm running on a mix of Redbull and coffee that Carol made. So Iâll either stay awake for an entire day or die trying. Now come on, this girl Kate is waiting for the master to teach her a few tricks. Time to shine, Red.â
Meeting Kate, or Lucky as she named herself, was a forever reminder of the youth that escaped Wanda. Although she was barely clothed, only stockings covering her legs alongside knee-high heeled boots and a thin see-through bikini, seeing the younger woman in much less clothes made her become fueled by humiliation.Â
She showed her the ins and outs of the club, reminding the girl that her safety would forever come first. There was no doubt sheâd do well â Kate was young and pleasing to the eye, everyone would fall to their knees for her as they had once done for Wanda. Now with a body carrying carved stretch marks, a painful scar across her abdomen that was a permanent reminder of the birth-gone-wrong of Billy, and rolls upon her tummy, the redhead wasnât quite sure how to make ends meet. The day job she garnered much to Jarvisâ dismay, who offered to help pay her bills, somewhat allowed her to just get by. As if working dancing at the club wasnât bad enough, during the days she threw on a uniform to spend lengthy shifts as a bagger at a local grocery store.Â
As they walked around backstage, Kate noticed a shining golden chain across Wandaâs neck.Â
âThatâs a beautiful necklace,â she pointed out.Â
Wanda didnât need to look down as her hand involuntarily went to the Star of David that hung from her neck. âIt was a graduation gift from my brother â the last thing he ever gave me, actually.â
âOh? Well, where is he now?â Kate wondered with furrowed brows.Â
Since the day she was kicked from her home, her parents barred Pietro from getting in contact with his twin sister. Each day she only longed to see him again, even if for a smidge of a second. Throwing a sad smile towards the new dancer, Wanda shrugged. âI wish I knew.â
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The start of a new job carried numerous amounts of stress and anxieties, of hidden fears that you wished to push far down until their disappearance. You werenât used to going out and putting in effort for anything, always living a sheltered life where anything you wanted was simply bestowed upon the palms of your hands.Â
Your dream of being a teacher confused your parents. They simply couldnât understand why rather than taking over your fatherâs business, or perhaps becoming part of it, youâd choose to go out of your way and put more effort into a career when you already had one set in stone. Although they disapproved at first, it was relieving how they eventually came to be proud of you for molding your own path.Â
Of course no one ever told you of the stress teachers were put through on the daily, much less of the rather adventurous manners in which some decompressed after what had been a harsh semester.Â
âCome on, itâll be fun. Youâve never even been to one of these before. Trust me when I say youâll have the time of your life.â
While you had only worked at Westview Elementary for a few months, you could easily feel yourself trusting Maria. She was a mathematics teacher with her room right across from yours, a quiet educator who during breaks made sure to bring out the life of the teacherâs lounge. It was the first person you had gotten close to at the school, that alongside the gym teacher Carol Danvers and her young assistant, Peter.Â
âAre you sure?â You eyed Maria incredulously as she pushed you through the doors of the club, smiling at her coworkers who followed along. âHave you ever been to a strip club?â
âWell, not this one, but I heard only good things about it. Their star dancer is something else,â Maria responded with excitement, âI, uh, have a bit of a thing for redheads.â
Although you didnât know it then, it was a sentiment you too shared.Â
Entering the club was a rather out-of-body experience you had never lived through. Seeing the flashing lights amidst the darkness made you hiss from the sudden pain upon your eyes, but as they darted towards the main stage, they ended up widening.Â
Upon the first sight of a mane of red, you couldnât quite easily shake away the feeling of longing and desire. It was your first time seeing her and yet you knew it was her you wanted. And nothing would dare stop you from getting what you wished.
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While your coworkers spent most of the night throwing loose bills on stage, Maria quite enthralled by a certain redhead which caught her eye, you remained rigid upon your seat. The once dancer that took your attention moved around the stage through her set, her outfit adorned by bills, some much larger than others, peeking through her waist of breasts that you felt guilty staring at for too long.Â
Even with the self-proclaimed Black Widow dancing by her, Mariaâs eyes averted to your ragged state, frowning as you didnât tear away from your focus. Smacking your shoulder playfully, she yelled at you through the music that drowned her out. âAre you okay?â
âYeah I was justâŚthinking I guess,â you shouted back, and yet never did you turn to Maria.Â
She took notice of this as she followed your line of sight. When she came to find what you were taken by, the woman smirked. âThatâs why we came here. Apparently sheâs very popular and, well, I thought you might like her. I would offer to get you a private dance but, you know, teacherâs salaryâŚâ
âItâs okay,â you fondly responded. Before your arrival you had taken the liberty to gather some funds for the outing. You never thought youâd use them all in one night, but youâd spend whatever you needed to get her to so much as look at you. âI think I got this, thanks. Just enjoy your night. Maybe I can get you a private dance with her.â
As the night went on, it was you who blessed Maria with a privacy dance from the Widow herself. You had enough money to spare, and seeing your newly found friend carrying a goofy smile as she was dragged backstage was far too enjoyable to constitute as a waste of your earnings. While growing up, your family had forever been well-off. With all that they gave you, you could easily retire without even needing to work.Â
There was hesitation on your part, but after a smidge of apprehension from a flushed Peter and a thumbs-up, he was who gave you the confidence to request a dance from the clubâs most notable dancer. And as you sat in the dark, dimly-lit room with only echoes of the music booming through, all you could do was pray for it to be all you longed for.Â
Never had you been one to follow your instincts in such a way. The way the woman had drawn you when you first saw her was like no other. There was no feeling you could easily shake away, you way youâd voluntarily tear your eyes from her frame as you sought out her services. Surely youâd had flings here and there, but the passion you felt upon merely seeing her was unknown, a mystery to your soul.Â
As you rummaged through your own thoughts, you didnât see the curtains of the small room be shifted as a huffing figure appeared. At least not until hands were placed upon your shoulders making you jump. âYouâre far too tense, darling.â The voice drifted closer as a weight was pressed against your body. âLet me help you with that. All you have to do is sit back and enjoy the little show I got for you. I promise youâll like it.â
Even as the slow, sultry music began, you shut it out as a means to bestow your attention upon her. Your mouth lay agape, heavy breaths being ragged out as you got a better look at the woman. Her red hair shone upon the fluorescent lights, dark lips ghosting upon your forehead as she straddled your lap. Her chest was practically bare let alone for her see-through skimpy outfit that you attempted not to stare at too hard. With hands merely hovering over her hips, you were left in awe.Â
âI, uhmâŚâ you didnât find the right words, instead stammering out incoherent babbles as your face turned beet red. âIâve never done this before, sorry. Iâm not really sure what to do right now.â
âItâs okay, sweetheart. I can tell.â Her giggle made your racing heart catch its breath. âJust relax for me. Iâll take care of you. Youâre in good hands, my dear.â
Sways hypnotized you without much effort. Melting against the faux leather couch, your arms were limp at each side of your frame. Flickering orbs were entranced by each slow movement. Scarlet, you had learned, carried herself with the utmost grace. She was a vision you mentally recorded, steady mannerisms recorded to be forever plastered upon the walls of your brain. Her alabaster skin was one that drew you in to so much as graze upon it, but the no touching rule was one you took to heart.Â
The tune was made for her dance. The woman, only slightly older than you, alternated between swaying on top of you before she mounted your lap, her nearly bare breasts brushing upon your face. With each passing second your arousal only grew. Being in close proximity to the goddess Aphrodite envied was intoxicating. You had paid dearly for the private session, but the tips youâd give her would be grandiose in comparison.Â
âYouâre perfect,â you found yourself breathing out. Within the dusk of the room you still noticed stretch marks across her barely-clothed breasts, arms, and thighs, ones that you gawked out while drool was held back. âJust look at you. Iâve never seen anyone so beautiful.â
Wanda had never been one to have such compliments thrown her way, especially not after having her children. âCareful, sweetheart, or else you may become a favorite client of mine.âÂ
âYeah? Iâd like that. You have no idea how good youâre making me feel,â you groaned when Scarlet grinded upon your lap. She didnât hesitate to grab hold of your hands before guiding them to her breasts, breaking her own personal rule only to allow you to squeeze the soft mounds. âIâm so glad I came here.â
There was a peculiar mark upon her abdomen that made you frown. A certain familiarity made you tilt your head as you absentmindedly felt your heart squirm for her. You didnât make note of it, not daring to put her in any discomfort. Instead you did as she told you â leaning back, Scarlet was the one to take the reins for the rest of the session.
Much to your dismay, the dance ended as soon as it began.Â
âThat wasâŚwow,â you were at a loss for words. As you sat up on the comfortable couch, you thanked whatever higher power allowed the small room to hide your need-stricken features. âThank you? Iâm not really sure what to say.â
âYour gratitude is appreciated,â the woman laughed, carefully stepping away from your lap with a hesitation you didnât notice. âMost people just slap my ass and ask me if I offer other services. Which in case you were interested, I donât.â
Hiding your dismay was difficult, and yet you took your time to fully compose yourself before reaching out. âIâm sorry you have to go through that. I canât imagine you getting to meet the loveliest people in a place like this.â Making small talk with the dancer would be losing her money, so rather than keep her busy, you handed her the remainder of the cash you brought with you. âIâm not really sure how much to tip, but I hope thatâs enough. Itâs all I have left.â
Looking down at the flurry of hundreds, Wandaâs eyes widened. Normally she had nothing but animosity towards her clientele, especially those who refused to treat her as anything other than a piece of meat, but she could there was kindness in you â something most individuals in the club desperately lacked. âAre you sure? This is a lot for just one dance. With this you could probably get the other services I was talking about with a girl down the street.â
âIâm not really interested in that,â you shrugged. âJust keep it, really. I hope you have a good night, Ms. Scarlet. Oh and happy holidays!â
You left before she could respond. Nearly running through the curtains and into the main area, you were glad your face was practically unrecognizable in the club. There was a deep need within you to go back into the lounge and make a move, to do anything to ensure you could see the woman again.Â
But as you saw Maria waving you down, you decided against it. At some point you wished your paths would cross again no matter what, even if it meant you returning to the club for a smidge of attention from the woman who caught your eye.Â
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âSo youâre not coming to visit me?â
With your phone pressed against your ear, you huffed. It was almost the norm with your parents. Although loving, they were not ones to follow typical familial traditions, especially not those that surrounded the holiday season. Another year, another disappointment.Â
âYour father and I are really sorry, Y/N. He has to attend a convention in France and Iâll be-â
âItâs alright, ma,â you shrugged as though she could see you. Waltzing through the packed aisles of the grocery store, you refused to let anyone take notice of your true feelings. Instead you threw a box of cereal onto the cart, shaking your head before paying attention to your mother once again. âIâll send out you and dadâs presents next week. Iâll prepare myself for another pair of fluffy socks from him, huh?â
âYou know him so well.â
The two of you amicably chatted as you made your way across the store dumping essentials onto the basket â at times adding self-indulgent treats youâd surely down while watching whatever showed up first on your television or grading finger paintings with full marks for them all. At times your parents disappeared from your life, not even showing up when you moved into the town of Westview, even missing your college graduation and hoping to make up for it by sending you a postcard from Matla with a check you didnât require.Â
Once you were done with your weekly shopping, you made your way towards the registers. Your eyes were downcast, the exhaustion from the days at the school catching up to you. Although you adored your students, at times they could be far too energetic for your liking.Â
âHey ma I-â before you finished your sentence, your eyes widened. Staring at the register you made a beeline towards, you quickly pulled back. Rather than take another position in any of the slowly growing lines you hid behind a shelf, only the top of your head and your eyes peeking through to get a better sight at the woman who stood scanning various items. âI gotta go now, ma. Something came up. Tell dad I said âhiâ.â
Opting to not wait for a response, your mouth was left agape as you hung up. There stood the one woman who had plagued your thoughts through the past week. The unmistakable scarlet mane was one you couldnât easily forget, much less the tender features that lacked the smoky, dark makeup she wore on the previous Saturday night.Â
Gulping down a knot of surprise, you ran to the self-checkout line. You refused to allow her â Scarlet herself â to see you. As embarrassment coated your cheeks, you left the store in a rush, perhaps forgetting items on the way all for the sake of avoiding the sudden object of your affections.Â
Although you felt a sudden wave of humiliation wash through you, a part of you longed to see her again.
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On the day of the meeting with her sonsâ teacher, Wanda opted to double her coffee intake in the morning alongside lexapro. The mere thought of being sent back to the one place she despised, her years from elementary through high school spent in constant torment, brought her back anxious thoughts she couldnât easily shake awake. That alongside her lengthy shift at the club on the previous night would make it impossible to get through the meeting without backup.Â
She made her way through the disgustingly colorful hallways she knew so well, passing the lockers she was once shoved into even at her then-young age. Rolling her eyes, Wanda only wished to get it all over with, to leave before her shift at the grocery store began â she was already far too late as it were.Â
Of course she didnât count on the familiarity of the face she saw through the small window of the classroom. Frowning, Wanda knocked lightly, all before stepping inside without daring to wait for an answer.Â
âIâm sorry Iâm late, I had a long shift and I-â
âYou?â As soon as Wanda heard the accusatory voice, her eyebrows furrowed as she stared up at you with confusion. Only a stammer later the words were salvaged. âYouâŚyou must be Tommy and Billyâs mom, welcome!â
When Wanda gazed at you, you gazed back.
Ever since the small incident at the grocery store, you found it nearly impossible to go through another day without the image of her, of Scarlet, grinding herself on top of you. Guilty washed upon your being as you came to realize its perversion. And when you thought you were finally safe, there came another version of her. You refused to believe a parent of two of your students could be the Scarlet, so rather than assume it was her third life, you imagined her to be some sort of twin much like her sons.Â
The two of you chatted amicably, your smile forced over your features as you refused to let her see any sign of awkwardness within you. She wasâŚdifferent from the woman, someone who you refused to compare to her. Her face lacked an ounce of makeup, hair pristinely put into a messy bun while she donned a classy, yet casual outfit that screamed that of a mother. Even then, you deemed her to be the most beautiful woman on the planet.Â
âAnd what is it that you do, Mrs. Maximoff?â You questioned, gulping down a knot of fear.
âItâs actually just Ms. Maximoff â Iâm divorced,â she corrected. âAnd, uhm, I work overnight sometimes.â
âOh that must be exhausting.â Of course it was, you had seen it firsthand. Mentally slapping yourself, you longed for the floor to swallow you whole.Â
You felt bad for putting her in a situation where she mercilessly fidgeted with the rings on her fingers, staring down at the floor âYes, very. I also danceâŚat my job.â
âThat sounds wonderful. Iâm not a good dancer myself. I got two left feet,â you joked, shaking your head with amusement as you took in Wandaâs solemn expression. You couldnât pinpoint where her reservations came from, her body tense as she stared down with cheeks tinting, their hue mirroring that of a tomato. Itâs when you frowned, gave her another once over, and as your confusion grew you-
Oh.
Oh.
âI know itâs not the most usual thing, but it helps me get by. Itâs not easy being a single mom, especially when my ex lives very, very far away. The boys donât know, obviously. I justâŚdonât really think itâs a conversation I could ever have with them. Iâm not exactly ashamed of what I do, but I get itâs hard for people to take in.â
As she sat before you, you were left speechless.Â
Garnering your verbiage back had its difficulties. You jumbled through your words, the infectious anxiety making your head spin as your fear-stricken smirk flashed to her. It really was impossible to have any sense of normalcy when the dancer who had given yoh a private show sat before you.
âYou look familiar,â Wanda frowned as she pointed out, and just about then you could feel and hear your fear racing. âHave we met before? Did you also go to this school?â
âUhm no, Iâve lived in the city my whole life,â you choked out. âMaybe if we dim the lights a bit you mightâŚâ
âOh my god.â
You never meant for her embarrassment to creep up as she looked blankly at you, and for a moment you swore there were small tears forming over her eyes. Wanda knew, she knew. Her life was easily broken up into three â her daily occupation, being a mother, and her shifts in the night that only her ex-husband knew about. Otherwise she made sure to upkep privacy for whoever long she could, never allowing her lives to spill onto one another, at least not until she met you.Â
âI, uhâŚâ Wanda was at a loss for words. She knew she could trust you, she felt it as soon as she waltzed through the door as she easily spewed on her secret life. What she never expected was for you to know already, to have been with her in a rather intimate manner that she, surprisingly, didnât regret. âI have to-â
âPlease donât go,â you begged, and Wanda stayed. âFuck, I know this is going to sound weird, but I havenât been able to stop thinking about you. It was just a dance, I get it, but I feltâŚsomething.â
Wanda snickered trying to lighten the mood. âA lot of my clients feel that something, honey, but thatâs not part of my job description.â
âNo, no! Not that. I mean I felt a connection, which, yes, I realize might be dumb. I just havenât been able to get you out of my head. Not in a weird, pervy way, but in a I-want-to-take-you-out-for-dinner way. And then I saw you at the grocery store and maybe Iâm just romanticizing everything but-â
âYou know about my other job?â For a moment Wanda imagined herself to have a stalker, but gazing into your eyes realized youâd be the first joyous threat sheâd have.Â
âPoint is-â you didnât let her speak again out of personal embarrassment. âIâm not going to tell anyone. I can only assume discretion is really important in your line of work, and although that thing happened, we can just forget about it. Really, Ms. Maximoff. Iâm not here to make your life harder than it has to be. And we already discussed the matter with your sons so, uh, I guess youâre free to go.â
Impulsiveness had always been Wandaâs undoing, but seeing you hold her up on a pedestal and being kind to a total stranger made her heart swell. âYouâre sweet, darling. Does this mean I can still get taken out for dinner?â
And as soon as she spoke the words you thanked whatever early Christmas miracle ensued to give you such a wonderful present.Â
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As the holidays loomed over with December coming through in full-force, you found yourself to be lucky by Wandaâs side. It was strange, even awkward at first as you accustomed yourself to being around someone slightly older, much wiser and the mother of your students at that. You had become enchanted by her body, and yet it was her mind that made you fall each second, even if far too early in what you couldnât even deem a relationship.Â
The first date you had went well. Even if you stammered through some sentences, something Wanda found endearing, her radiant smile never left her features. She had to find time from her busy schedule to go out with you, and even then it was a short-lived event before you drove her to the club before grabbing a snack at a nearby cafe. You wanted her to be safe, but even with a lack of words, only squeezing the womanâs hand tenderly, she knew what you meant. Watching her leave made your heart light itself on fire, yet you knew it wouldnât be the last youâd see of her.Â
The second one was much longer, with Wanda inviting you to grab lunch with her after her shift at the grocery store. The twins were with their father that weekend. Between the laundry and cleaning around the house, she found time for herself for the first time in years. There was an unspoken air of guilt. Wanda hadnât been one to settle for romantic relationships even after her divorce. The most she had were meaningless one-night stands that ended with her humiliation only increasing. Sitting across you from that restaurant table made her feel a sense of warmth she hadnât experienced in years â if ever.Â
By the third date Wanda knew youâd make a permanent mark in her heart whether you chose to stay in her life or not.Â
âI donât want you to pay tonight, really,â she said, shaking her head as she grabbed onto your arm. It had been weeks since you began going on dates, getting to know each other through numerous conversations had when she picked the twins up and texts when you werenât together. While worried constantly over her financial situation, Wanda suddenly didnât hesitate when it came to either you or the twins. âI got it. Youâve already paid for the last two dates and I-â
âI donât mind,â you chuckled. The two of you made your way across a nearby town. It was a small one, not too far from Westview where the streets were decorated with numerous shining lights and decorations for the holiday. You dragged Wanda to a local movie theater you found, promising that whatever she wished to watch, youâd humor. âHave I told you about my parents?â
âI donât think so.â
âWell, theyâre basically rich snobs to put it lightly. Iâve been well-off my entire life, and I am not one that loves all that expensive luxurious shit. So it makes me really happy to pay. And if it makes you smile, then itâs worth it,â you held her close, still finding it strange to embrace her in such a manner. It was rushed, you knew, and yet you couldnât care. âPlease let me pay. It also makes me feel good to know I can spoil you rotten, pretty girl.â
Wanda held the door open for you when you arrived at the theater, shaking her head with amusement stricken upon her features. âPretty girl?â
You didnât miss the way Wandaâs eyes lit up when she was presented with the concession stand, remaining far back with wide orbs that longed for bouts of sweet and popcorn â it had been long since she last felt such child-like joys. âYeah. Youâre a pretty girl, Wanda. Hasnât anyone told you?â
The answer was clear upon the phantom hiding beneath her face. Rather than delve into such darkness, Wanda squeezed your hand. Fingers interlaced themselves with your own as though it was second nature. âSo, tell me more about your family. Then Iâll tell you all about mine.â
From the moment the two of you bought the tickets to the laughter you held at the concession stand as Wanda waddled off happily holding her snacks, you told her all about your life. There was not much to tell, not enough moments of adversity that you knew others experienced. For a third date you knew not to throw in details that would make her run for the hills, but also give her a clear view of who the real Y/N was beneath the shroud of an elementary school educator.Â
She received all the details about your upbringing â the pressure your parents forever put on you before it eventually dissuaded, the understanding nature of your peers when you came out to them, something that you noted made her flinch for a half-second. The one thing that truly caught her attention was the mention of a dog, a family pet who still resided in your parentâs place in the city.Â
âI had a dog once â Sparky was his name,â Wanda mumbled as the two of you sat in the dimly lit room with nothing but a few people scattered around. âI, uh, havenât seen him since I was���â
Even as Wanda trailed off, her words dying and falling limp upon her lips, you had a smidge of an idea of what she meant. There was not much she told you, but from the slight information she threw your way each time you saw her, you knew there was no bridge built up between her and her family that wasnât her children.Â
When the advertisements rolled by signifying the beginning of the film, your focus was on her. Wandaâs eyes flickered over the flashing lights of the movie, green orbs amazingly rising as you gawked with adoration. Squeezing Wandaâs hand, you softly ran your fingers over its back. Within the noisy dark room you could still hear your heartbeat alongside hers; it quickly became your favorite melody.
For the first time that night you shared a kiss with Wanda; and for the first time that night you realized love was something you finally earned, not given to you.Â
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On the last day of school you felt that for once in the last few months you could finally catch your breath. Snow trickled down the sky, freezing itself over the town that lay in a cold blanket of white. You shuddered each time you went outside, even if numerous layers covered your body â even a scarf Maria had been kind enough to knit you as an early holiday present.Â
Time was spent aimlessly lounging over your couch, the central heating of your apartment turned up to the max as you defrosted beneath numerous big fluffy blankets. Between the snowfall and paralyzing low weather, you could barely find the courage to leave the safety of your own place. Bingeing whatever movies or shows came on, you came to enjoy the quiet, lonely time with yourself. At least during moments where you, much to your dismay, had to separate yourself from Wanda.Â
During the nights she slept at the club you barely slept. Getting to know the woman meant slowly growing fond of her, your worry skyrocketing at the mere idea of her alone at such a place. There were guards, and Wanda promised you that the girls all looked out for one another, but you were well-aware of the dangers some of the clientele brought. Helplessly you tossed and turned each night until she sent you the one âgot home safeâ text that allowed you to fall into a deep slumber with the knowledge youâd hear of her on the following day.Â
Christmas had never been a big deal within your family. The clear rifts between you all torn by your parentâs absence were far too large to cover with a simple commercialized holiday. While their refusal to visit your newfound home stung the depths of your soul, you knew to brush it off and pretend for it to be fine. You had done it as a child, it would not be difficult to carry out in adulthood.Â
Rather than throw your focus into a holiday youâd inevitably spend alone, you averted it to the newfound object of your affection. With each passing day since the beginning of Chanukkah Wanda not only feasted with her children, but received a gift from you.Â
âYou should come over on Christmas,â Wanda offered you once through the phone. The twins were at their dadâs place, and during the time she was lucky enough to be free from her occupation, the two of you could, even if not physically, be together. âI want you to come over for Christmas.â
âWonât you be at Visâ place? I mean, I know you donât celebrate but-â
You could hear Wandaâs smile even through the phone. âIâll be home all by myself. I want to give the boys some time alone with their dad. He deserves time with them too.â There was a pause, and for a moment the skipped beat of her heart was deafening. âI know weâve only met a bit ago but Y/NâŚI would be happy if you came.â
She knew of your parents, of the pain you hid which they elicited upon you each year. Wanda didnât dare mention it unless you gave her the greenlight, and for that you were thankful. With her, everything felt lighter â it felt right.Â
When Christmas Eve came you didnât notice the extra pep in your step. Your smile was not easily tarnished from your features, especially not with the snow piling up by the inches upon the ground. Carrying a mountain of gifts, you giddily drove down to Wandaâs place. There was a smidge of sadness within you knowing the twins would be present, but it had been her who urged you to wait. The last thing she wished was to be hurt again, and never would she put any ounce of love over that she shared for her sons.Â
Kicking at the snow on the ground, you traced the path you knew to be towards Wandaâs front door. The neatly wrapped presents, courtesy of your motherâs teaching, wobbled over your anxious, freezing hands.Â
âWhen I told you to come over I assumed youâd think to call me beforehand,â Wanda greeted you with a wide smirk, her head popping through the cracked door, a face full of makeup, while her body lay in the shadows. âHmm but I have to say I missed you.â
âI missed you too,â you admitted. Going in for a kiss, you were disappointed for it to be only a small peck, but intrigued by the mystery of it all. âIs this a bad time?â
âUhm a bit. I just have to rush to get ready, honey. I thought I had more time for it,â the sultry voice Wanda solely reserved for the club was in full blast, and for once you could happily listen to it without the backdrop of music. âYou can come in, but I need you to close your eyes. Iâll let you know once Iâm done, alright?â
âAnything you say.â
Youâd agree to whatever she wished if it meant leaving the porch where your coat, pants, and boots were battered by the snow that grew into a violent hail. Once your eyes were closed, you were dragged by Wandaâs strong arms who left you waiting at the door atop the doormat. You couldnât help the amusement that came out while you attempted to clean your boots without watching, all while you could hear the distinct sound of high heels clacking against the hardwood floor as Wanda seemingly ran away.Â
Patience had never been your forte, much less when you were fully aware of the secrecy Wanda was far too bad at hiding. From what you knew was her bedroom came a soft tune, and the urge to take a small peek only skyrocketed. You opened your eyes slightly, familiarizing yourself with the house you frequented when the boys were away, but as soon as you heard the woman rushing back towards you, you shut them.
âKeep them closed, baby,â Wandaâs voice was hypotonic. Even if you humored the idea of disagreeing, she wouldnât allow you to. âLetâs leave these here and you come with me. Promise you wonât peek?â
As she took the load of presents from your arms and placed them by where her chanukiah lay, you nodded. âI pinky promise, Wanda. Now tell me whatâs up. You know Iâm terrible with surprises.â
Surely that was true, but as soon as you were thrown into her bedroom, your heart raced. Wanda let you sit atop a chair in the middle of the room, the lights dimmed out as you could tell through your eyelids. Breathing in an unmistakable scent of lavender, your nostrils were in heaven. The beat you previously heard came back, only in full blast and keeping you grounded in place.
Hovering before your sitting body, hands atop your own that gripped the armrests, Wandaâs lips ghosted along your face. âYou can open them now.â
Before you were struck by lightning you were able to take a peek at the state of near-nudity Wanda was in. You knew her âoutfitâ to be similar to those she wore in the club, only in your favored color which you knew full-well she had only recently bought. Her heels made her much taller, full breasts in perfect view before she swooped in like a hawk and claimed what was hers.
Kissing Wanda was intoxicating on its own, but when she kissed you, your brain short-circuited and awaited hours until a proper reboot. She took charge, a confidence she usually lacked soaring through her body as she cupped your flushed face with her hands. Fingers brushed against your burning cheeks, bloodshot nails leaving tiny marks youâd proudly carry.Â
Lipstick was smeared over her face, and yet you kept kissing as though your life was dependent on it. Her tongue swirled in your mouth easily, but as you came to your senses, your own fought for dominance. Hips were gripped, a small moan drawn out from the depths of her throat that awakened the animalistic being inside of youÂ
âI thought I should give you an early Christmas present. Youâve done so much for me in these past few weeks,â Wanda hummed as her tongue swirled over your wet lips. âLet me help you now. Sit back and relax, sweetie. Scarletâs going to make you feel so good.âÂ
Seeing Wanda dance for others or even having her dance for you at the club was nothing compared to her doing so in the privacy of her bedroom â only a few scented candles shedding enough light on her voluptuous body. She swayed on top of your body, her ass grazing your lap before she grinded herself upon it. Hands lit by flames were everywhere. You couldnât think, much less formulate proper verbiage to describe your ever-growing arousal.Â
The no touching rule was one you respected, but all bets were off as Wanda placed your hands on her hips and nodded your way. It was exaggerated for your own entertainment, but each time you groped or knedded any area of her body, she let out a breathy groan. Her backside was fondled, pulling her towards you only to capture her lips with a more forceful manner. You had yet to see her in a full nude glory, and yet the knowing stench of arousal drove you mad. You wanted, no, needed to have Wanda.Â
âYouâre so fucking hot,â you couldnât help but mumble. âLook at yourself, Wanda. Iâve never seen anything so perfect.â Grabbing both of her breasts at once, you squeezed tenderly until her nipples hardened and poked through the fabric of her loose bikini top. âI need you so bad right now. I need toâŚI have you, to show you just how beautiful you are.â
Running your hand over her stomach, admiring the adorable rolls upon it, you made her blush for once. âBehave, honey. You wouldnât want me to regret letting you touch, huh? Be a good pet for me and do as I say.â
You tried, you really did, but there was no chance of success as you watched and felt her dance over you. Aphroditeâs jealousy over Wanda was rampant. The woman gave it her all. She climbed on your lap, holding your shoulders for balance, with a smirk across her features and her breasts keeping your face hostage between them.
With each minute that passed your need for her grew. She gave you a treat at least, allowing you to be the one to untangle the knot of her top with guided hands before it inevitably fell to its demise. When you came to see the beauty beneath the fabric, you nearly saw the light then and there.Â
Wanda unknowingly drove you to the brink of insanity as her nude breasts brushed against your body. Her hands did quiet work to remove your own clothes until you were left in nothing but your shirt and underwear. Kneeling before you, she placed kisses over your inner thighs, face nuzzling upon your skin as you licked your lips.Â
âIâm ready,â she told you. There was no need for further explanation. Instead you drew a hand down and tenderly pet her, Wanda leaning in to the touch in peace. âI need you now, Y/N. Wonât you be a good pet and-â
She didnât finish her sentence as you grabbed a fistful of red hair and tugged her away gently. Throwing her over the bed, you didnât miss the amused laughter that came from her as you removed the last few articles of clothing from your body.
As you climbed atop Wanda, she stared at you incredulously. âAnd what do you think youâre doing, sweetheart? Hmm where is this confidence coming from? Not that Iâm complainingâŚâ
âIâm returning the favor,â you breathed out raggedly. âYou lay back now and relax. Let me make you feel good, baby.âÂ
When you took off the remainder of her skimpy outfit, your mouth went dry as though the Sahara Desert resided within it. Exhilaration shot through your being as you stared down at Wandaâs shaved sex that she attempted to hide between hugged milky full thighs adored by stretch marks.Â
Hands traveled all over her skin, your eyes closing as you trailed your way across the map youâd forever remember in your mind. With each lingering touch her hips, with a mind of their own, gyrated. You could barely slide your fingers past the valley between her breasts without her crying out in pleasure. You were quickly obsessed with the responsiveness of her body. Tugging, squeezing, and groping her breasts drew the deepest moans, you found.
With your mouth dropping kisses over her chest, ensuring that you focused primarily on her taut breasts and hardened rosy buds, your hands went to wander off. One kept her hips steady, digits finding her stretch marks that you traced with their tips, all while your dominant hand moved towards the puffy, flushed area that glistened beneath the hold of her thighs.Â
âLet me touch you, Wanda,â you urged her, your voice husky and deep as though you swallowed a shot of her essence. Kissing your way up to her jawline, you let your tongue explore its way until her lips were swirled against. With her plup, wet mouth ready to be devoured, you towered the woman with all your might. âAnd you know we can stop whenever you want to. Just say the words, alright? I want to make you feel good â feel comfortable. You tell me what you want me to do, and I promise Iâll do it.â
While it took a few seconds to build confidence, Wanda nodded in awe of your own. âI want you inside me. I want to feel youâŚI need to feel you. Iâve been thinking about this ever since we saw each other, since I gave you the dance. I wondered what it would be like for you to fuck me. Itâs embarrassing, but I have to admit the thought has helped me through some lonely moments when itâs just me in this dark room alone.â
At the implication you giggled. âWay to rub my ego.â
âYouâre welcome,â she pecked your lips, foreheads mixed together as your fingers began descending over her glistening cunt. âI hope I didnât interrupt you. I was looking forward to having you inside me.â With newfound conviction, Wanda tilted her head. âDonât you want to fuck me, baby? Or would you rather I tell you about the countless times Iâve touched myself at the thought of you?âÂ
That was enough to get you to absentmindedly begin rubbing Wandaâs cunt. Her bulbous clit was tender to the touch, but more so when it came to the arousal it elicited from the woman. The foreplay was not enough, even if with each flick her back arched and her pussy rubbed against the palm of your hand. Looking down at her gaping hole that oozed her juices, you knew it was the only way to sate your hunger.Â
You got Wanda aroused enough that her juices dripped onto the sheets. Your mouth continuously left multiple love bites on her skin that you knew sheâd wear proudly in the privacy of her home, but was required to hide at work. Her legs were parted far enough to shyly wrap themselves around your waist and pull you closer; with a lack of words Wanda begged for more.Â
âRelax,â you said. âEverythingâs gonna be okay, baby. I'll take good care of you.â
Forever maintaining your promises, you did as Wanda wished. When you first slid a pair of fingers within the confines of her velvety walls, you let out a loud grunt that matched your loverâs. She was tight, her cunt adapting to the adoring feeling of you stretching it out for your own amusement. From her ragged state you knew she wouldnât last long, but youâd be sure to make the best of it for the sake of leaving a good impression.Â
âOh fuck youâre so tight,â you spit out. âBaby youâre so warm. Your pussy is practically swallowing my fingers whole. Such a hungry little thingâŚâ
âY/N,â Wanda whined, brain hazy with far too much lust stricken over it. âMore.â
âIâll give you what you want.â You planted a kiss on her blushing cheek. âIâll give you more, my pretty girl.â
Once she felt ready enough to take you, Wanda rolled her hips. It was a sign to let you keep going, to begin sliding yourself in and out, watching in awe as your hand dripped with her essence that coated your soul. You thumbed at her clit, stimulating it gingerly until you saw Wanda visibly relax.Â
Being inside Wanda was unlike anything you had experienced before. It was soft and sweet, wet and warm, but more so night and day â the time you could spend absolutely worshiping her until exhaustion inevitably took over. Moving within her was difficult as all you yearned to do was remain deep in place as you fell to your slumber atop Wanda; the two of you forever connected as one.Â
With a steady pace you set, youâd surely bring her over the edge in moments. Your teeth sunk into her supple breasts with love, marking them as though they were yours to own. Her moans against your ear drove your ambition forth. They were the push you needed to curl your fingers deep in her cunt until their tips hit her sweetest spot â with the howl Wanda let out, you were sure her neighbors would show up at the door to complain in minutes.Â
ââM close,â she sobbed, tears of desire pooling at her eyes as she lazily began grinding herself down on your hand. âIâm gonna cum, I-â
With a searing kiss you shut her loud noises of desire down. Her walls clamped down around you, squeezing you tight as the knot in her abdomen loosed. A lengthy, powerful orgasm shattered itself through Wanda, leaving her breathless and without a sane mind to properly register the gift you bestowed upon her.Â
You were breathless messes clinging to one another for dear life. Wanda came undone, her clammy cheeks brushing your own as in her state of haziness she repeated mutters of your name. Her lips planted sloppy kisses on your, thanking you for the love you gave her â a happiness she lacked since her adolescence.Â
âThat was amazing,â you spoke in her honor. âDid that feel good, baby? Are you okay?â
âI wanna go again,â she slurred â and for Wandaâs sake youâd do whatever she wished. âPlease?â
Her pleas are what drove you further. You nipped your way down her body, her tummy rolls worshiped as they came from a true goddess you adored. Wandaâs insecurities from her slowly aging body were rampant, but you would never dare see her with anything but desire. To her she lacked the beauty of a younger woman, but to you she was the only one you could ever have eyes for.Â
At the first taste of her pussy you became addicted. Your fingers remained knuckle-deep within her, her walls warming them as you began timidly lapping at the wetness before you. The sweet nectar was one youâd grow you obsess over. She was delicious, your tongue just needing to burn against her sex rapidly as you sought out more.Â
âOh my god!â She squealed. âThatâs it baby, just like that. Your tongue feels so good- so fucking good!â
The words of affirmation turned your movements into vigorous ones. The tip of your tongue swirled over her clit before you took it between your lips. Lightly suckling the bundle of nerves made her upcoming orgasm intensify, Wandaâs hands gripping the bed sheets as she pounded her fists over them with a need for release.Â
Simultaneously you pumped your fingers in and out of her gaping hole with your tongue running across her flushed slit. The rhythmic grinding against your face did wonders to increase her arousal. It shot up to the sky when you so much as pressed at bulbous clit before allowing your teeth to delicately brush at her cunt.Â
âCum for me,â you let out the muffled command with a mouthful of pussy. âBe a good girl and do as I say. Come on, Wanda. I know my sweet girl can do it.â Rubbing your thumb over her swollen clit, you nodded her way. âI got you, princess. All you have to do is let go.â
In your hold Wanda came once again, only this time her exhaustion took over as soon as the orgasmic wave grabbed a hold of her. She tossed and turned, screaming until the euphoria settled into normalcy. Hands shivered as her skin was set aflame. For moments you resided in your given place until she relaxed, and once you knew your lover to be blissed out, you gingerly removed your fingers â much to your dismay leaving her cunt gaping and searching for the fulfillment you handed out.Â
âYou did such a good job. Iâm so proud of you, Wanda,â you told her as you kissed your way up her body. Reaching her face meant lovingly nuzzling your forehead against her own, your lips coated with her juices that she tasted when begging for a chaste embrace. âThank you for letting me do this, for trusting me with your body. Youâre fucking amazing.â
âYouâre even better, honey,â she murmured. Wrapping her arms around you, Wanda pulled you down until your head fell on the pillow youâd soon share. âI have something to ask you, but can you promise beforehand that you wonât freak out? Itâs okay if you say now, I justâŚâ
Wanda trailed off, making you frown in confusion as you interlaced your nude body with her own. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI want to be your girlfriend,â the redhead blurted out before stopping herself. Soon after the words spewed from her mouth, she averted her eyes, the blush in her cheeks intensifying by embarrassment. âIf thatâs okay, I mean.â She sighed, shaking her head at what she deemed a bout of stupidity. âWeâre from very different worlds, you know that, but we still have so much in common. Weâve only known each other for a few weeks and look at us now. Here we are spending Christmas Eve together, you got the boys and me some presents for Chanukah and youâreâŚyouâre amazing. I donât know how else to describe you. I canât stop thinking about you, Y/N, and part of me really hopes the feeling is mutual.â
âItâs incredibly mutual,â you replied, shifting down to kiss her neck right above her pulse point. âI want you to be my girlfriend. I know itâs dumb, but god I want to show you off so bad. Of all the people in the world you chose me. You, Wanda Maximoff, chose me. Now that really rubs my ego.â
With raised eyebrows Wanda shot you an amused look. âWouldnât you want me to rub something else?â
The two of you shared a mirror bout of laughter, clinging to each other with adoration. âWe can work on your dirty talk if youâd like, but right now Iâd rather take a hot shower with you. Itâs almost time to light up the next candle. If itâs okay, could I help you with it? I know Iâm a goy, but I want to celebrate this with you. Maybe I can watch?â
At the usage of the traditional term, Wanda beamed. âItâs best if you watch, sweetheart, but if you want to help out, I still havenât wrapped the presents for the last two days soâŚâ
âIâm on it!â You sat up straight, turning to Wanda and reaching out for her hand. âNow come on. I swear Iâll turn into a goddamn icicle if I donât have a hot shower now.â
The final days of the holiday season you spent glued to Wandaâs side, and even as the beginning stages of your relationship passed through, you remained devoted to her even more than when you first saw who would become the true love of your life.
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sweet - part 1: rafe cameron x kook!reader
pairing: rafe cameron x kook!reader
read part 2 here!
inspired by lana del rey's song, "sweet" âĄ
summary: growing up with your protective older brother, topper thornton, has been challenging yet comforting. until recently, have you been starting to see your older brother's friend, rafe cameron, in a new light and your relationship with him starts to change.
word count: 2,324 words
author's note: thank you so much for reading this new series!! i sincerely hope you enjoy :)
p.s. next chapter includes smut!!
warning: cursing, mostly fluff!
"topper!" you called out, your voice sharp as it bounced off the walls of your large kitchen. "topper, where are you?!" frustration bubbled up as you roamed through your house, checking room after room. the faint thrum of loud music reached your ears, pulling your attention toward the home gym.
with a deep breath, you shoved open the door to the home gym, the music instantly blasting at full volume as if it had been lying in wait.
"topper!" you yelled, your voice barely cutting through the pounding bass that seemed to vibrate the very walls.
dumbbells, resistance bands, and foam rollers were scattered across the floor and in the center of it all, topper was doing bicep curls with his dumbbells, completely immersed in his conversation with his two friends, kelce and rafe. you had absolutely no idea how they could even hear each other with that loud of music playing.
"topper!" you shouted again, louder this time. he froze mid-curl, finally noticing you, and a little startled yet annoyed at his younger sister for barging in.
"what do you want, y/n?" he barked, as though you were the one intruding.
you marched straight to the speaker and turned the volume down to a level that wouldnât have the neighbors filing noise complaints. the music dropped to a faint hum.
behind you, kelce was pumping through incline bench presses, his grunts in rhythm with his reps. rafe, meanwhile, was bent over a barbell, effortlessly pulling through a set of deadlifts.
"are you kidding me?" you snapped, spinning around to glare at your brother. "topper, you ate my food in the fridge! that was mine!"
he rolled his eyes, tossing the dumbbells onto the floor with a loud thud. "god, y/n, relax. itâs not a big deal. i'll give you cash and you can buy another one that's freshly cooked anyways."
"youâre so selfish, you know that?" you said, folding your arms.
he snorted. "chill out, y/n. here..." he pulled out his phone in his pockets and started frantically pressing the screen. you felt a vibration in your pockets and brought your phone lit up to your face to see a notification,
"'top' sent $100"
"that should be more than enough. go get yourself snacks if you want too. whatever will make you shut the hell up."
growing up, topper had a habit of finding ways to annoy you whether it was stealing your food when he knew youâd been saving it, blasting his music in the middle of your movie nights (with yourself), and even leaving behind his messes for you to clean.
and yet, in his own way, he cared about you. like the time in elementary school when you scraped your knee during a particularly bad fall on your bike. youâd been crying, more out of frustration than pain, and instead of teasing you for being "soft," he had come back minutes later with a band-aid, your favorite snack, and an awkward pat on the back.
there were moments when he let his guard down to be a good older brother. moments when heâd pick you up from sports practice, or buy you a bag of clothes after a long day, or cover for you when you accidentally broke the vase that one summer.
since then, topper had continued to care for you in his clumsy older-brother way. sure, your parents mostly favored him but their expectations for him still existed. they expected him to excel, to lead, and to be a perfect role model for you, especially since he was (exactly two years) older. topper carried the weight of their demands, which often translated into him pestering you with the same energy heâd picked up from your parents. like now.
"why donât you just go and hop on your bike now, huh?" he said, cracking open his water bottle as though the solution was obvious. "go grab something to eat, chill out, and leave us alone."
"itâs literally freezing outside, topper," you shot back, already regretting coming into the gym.
"youâll be fine,â he said, smirking as he leaned back against the bench.
and before you could deliver your next scathing comeback, rafe came in, setting down his barbell with a clang. "iâll drive her," he offered, shrugging casually as he wiped his hands on a nearby towel. "itâs too cold for a bike ride, and she looks like sheâs about to bite your head off, dude."
truth be told, youâd always kind of liked rafe cameron growing up. unlike most of topperâs other friends, who barely acknowledged your existence, rafe was the one who always made an effort to be friendly. heâd always greet you when he came over, ask how school was going, and sometimes even share a laugh at topperâs expense with you.
and then there was that one memorable time, back during the ninth-grade, when youâd gotten stood up for your first high school dance. youâd spent weeks picking out the perfect dress, building up the courage to say yes when a boy you liked asked you to go. but when the night came, heâd never shown up. you had sat on the couch, trying to hide your disappointment as topper and his friends teased you about your "special night".
rafe had been different, though. heâd walked into the room, taken one look at you sitting there all dressed up, and without missing a beat, said, "iâll take you." youâd blinked at him in response, a little stunned. "what?"
"iâll take you to the dance," he repeated, a faint grin on his face as he shrugged. "youâve already got the dress and everything, right? might as well go."
topper had rolled his eyes and laughed, but rafe had ignored him. twenty minutes later, he was in a suit jacket, standing by the front door, waiting for you like a proper date.
that night, he made sure you didnât feel out of place, even though you were nervous and embarrassed at first. heâd danced with you, cracked jokes until you were smiling, and even pretended to be your date when your friends asked questions.
when the night had finally wound down, rafe hadnât dropped you off and gone home like anyone else would. heâd offered to take you out for a late-night snack. so, the two of you had ended up at a diner near the city, picking at plates of fries and sharing stories while the neon lights flickered outside. and for a brief moment, it made you forget all the times you felt like an afterthought in your family, while your older brother was the center of attention.
that night had turned into one of those memories that stuck with you dearly. and though rafe was still the same cocky, laid-back guy, he had an empathy that maybe only you saw. and by the way, your older brother made the decision to gather himself and his friends, including rafe, to "confront" that same boy who stood you up.
topper groaned, rolling his eyes. "fine. go, whatever. just let me and kelce finish our workout in peace."
luckily, rafe was already grabbing his keys.
"câmon," he said, his voice low but firm. "i could use the break anyway."
as you climbed into rafeâs car, you glanced around the messy interior: empty water bottles, a stray jacket, and a faint scent of mint and cologne. he turned down the music as he started the engine, his movements smooth and unhurried.
"you okay?" he asked, glancing over at you as the car warmed up along with the slightly loud noises of the air conditioning. his tone was casual, but there was an edge of sincerity in it that comforted you. "yes," you muttered. "thanks for this."
he smirked, his eyes briefly meeting yours. "donât thank me yet. topper for sure owes me for this one."
you couldnât help but laugh a little, the tension from earlier melting enough to make the ride bearable.
as rafe pulled into the familiar parking lot, you realized where he was taking you: the same diner youâd gone to after the dance. the neon lights flickered outside, casting a soft glow across the empty lot. a wave of nostalgia hit you, and you couldnât help but smile at the memory of that night.
inside, the warmth of the diner greeted you, and the smell of greasy fries and fresh burgers filled the air. you both slid into a booth, and rafe didnât waste any time before he ordered. you hesitated, but eventually chose something simple, the kind of comfort food you knew would hit the spot.
"you know, this place actually isnât half bad," rafe said as he looked over at you, his voice light. he gave you a quick smile before shrugging.
you laughed, feeling a little lighter. "it's actually really good!"
as the food arrived, rafe handed you his jacket, noticing you shiver. "here, you look like you could use it." you blinked in surprise, but his easy, nonchalant gesture made it feel completely natural. you draped it over your shoulders, grateful for the warmth.
the ride back home was quiet, the sound of the car humming as you leaned back against the seat. the warmth from the jacket and the full stomach made your eyelids heavy, and before long, you were drifting off, your head lolling against the window.
when the car finally stopped, you felt a gentle nudge on your shoulder. "hey," rafe said softly, "weâre here."
you blinked awake, your body delaying to respond. you looked like a complete mess with a little drool coming out and your hair bunched up, but he didnât say anything. instead, he gently slid the seat back, helping you out of the car.
before you could protest, he had already scooped you up into his arms, carrying you with surprising ease toward the front door.
"rafe, what the....?" you mumbled, still half-asleep and confused, but he didnât answer. he just chuckled quietly and continued up the stairs to your room. when he set you down on your bed, he tucked the blanket around you, his movements careful as if he were trying not to wake you completely.
"get some sleep y/n," he said softly, pausing at the door. "youâll need it."
your eyes fluttered closed again, the warmth of your bed and the comfort of rafeâs care wrapping around you. you barely registered when the door shut, but you knew, even if you couldnât thank him properly, heâd done something more than just drop you off.
you felt a sudden tug at your shoulders, and your eyes slowly blinked open to find your older brother standing over you, shaking you awake.
"oh my god, what do you want, topper?!" you groaned, trying to push the blankets over your head in a futile attempt to block out the morning.
"it's 10 am y/n," he said, his voice more annoying than usual, "you remember breakfast with our grandparents, right?"
you blinked a few times, still trying to shake off the fog of sleep. the memory gradually crept back into your mind, and you groaned again, this time more out of frustration than sleepiness.
"ugh, i forgot about that," you muttered, rubbing your eyes and sitting up. "why did you have to remind me? it's too early for this."
topper shrugged, unfazed by your groggy attitude. "because mom wants us there by 11, and you know how she gets when weâre late. i also know you take forever to get ready and clearly, you're not even close to ready."
you shot him a glare, already thinking about how this day was shaping up to be like every other which was full of reminders about family obligations. "fine," you grumbled, throwing off the covers and getting out of bed. "iâll go. but this better be worth it."
"no wonder you're so tired," he said, clearly annoyed. "i bet staying out late with rafe last night did you in, huh?"
you groaned, sitting up a little, now fully aware of the teasing tone in his voice. "it wasnât that late," you mumbled, trying to sound convincing, but you knew he wouldnât let it slide. "and maybe if you didn't eat my food, i would've slept at a decent time. and your friend actually had the decency to help me get that food back."
topper raised an eyebrow. "sure..." he paused and gave you a concerned look.
"and iâm not exhausted because of that, topper," you snapped, rubbing your face. "iâm just exhausted because you woke me up too early."
he let out a little laugh, walking toward the door. he shot you a teasing grin before he left. "you know, if you didn't stay up snacking with him, maybe you wouldn't be like this right now."
"youâre a pain in the ass," you muttered under your breath as he disappeared, but you couldnât help the small chuckle that escaped. you knew he was just being his usual protective yet controlling self, and maybe, just maybe, there was a hint of concern underneath the teasing regarding his friend's relationship with his little sister.
you heard the door suddenly open again, with topper lingering by the hinge, his hand hovering over the handle. "by the way," he said, his tone still calm, "we go in thirty minutes. so be ready and at the car."
"i got it," you grumbled, not looking up from where you were half-draped over your bed.
topper didnât wait for a response. he just turned and walked out, leaving the door wide open.
"topper, are you serious?!" you called after him, your frustration mounting. "close my door!"
but of course, he didnât. typical of him.
you sighed in annoyance, getting up to close the door yourself. and with the door finally shut, you hurried to get ready. you took a deep breath, grabbing your belongings and heading downstairs, ready to face whatever the day had in store.
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i want to request a riki fluff drabble! soulmate au but it's the reincarnation type where they receive or dream memories of their past when they reach a certain age.
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Eternal Bond
pairing : riki x fem reader ŕ¨ŕ§ content / warning(s) : fluff, enemies/rivals to lovers, past lovers, soulmate au, riki calls you his sweet dove, highschool au ŕ¨ŕ§ word count : 842 ăť archive
synopsis. in a world where everyone has soulmates and gets memories of their past lives when they turn seventeen, youâre completely shocked to find out that rikiâyour biggest rival since elementary schoolâwas actually your soulmate in your past life. back then, you were his kind, devoted fiancĂŠe, a noblewoman engaged to a rebellious prince, and the two of you were totally in love. but in this life, all you and riki do is compete, pushing each other harder every year. á˘..ᢠlev notes : thank you for requesting this â anon <3 i had a lot of fun making this! hopefully you like it. my requests are very much open so feel free to send one <3
you had braced yourself for it since your birthday months ago, but nothing could have prepared you for the shock of remembering your past-life memories. the truth that your past self had been engaged to him, to riki, was something you could barely wrap your head around. he, the rebellious fourth prince, and you, the kind and loyal fiancĂŠe. it seemed unrealâespecially since, in this life, riki was your biggest rival, the person youâd been trading snide remarks with since elementary school, and someone you were constantly trying to outdo.
but the memories didnât lie. he was your soulmate. that fact settled into your mind, slowly softening the sharp edges of your rivalry with him. it was confusing, but no one else understood why youâd suddenly started holding back in arguments or why youâd bite your tongue when heâd tease you in class. it felt silly at times, but the warmth from your past-life connection began to weave into your present self, and no matter how much you tried, you couldnât hide the change.
riki wasnât an idiot. of course he'd noticed. you could feel his gaze on you more often, watching you closely whenever your paths crossed. there was a spark of suspicion behind his gaze, as if he was waiting for you to slip up. as much as you feared heâd figure it out, there was also a secret thrilling hope that he would. so when december 9th rolled aroundâhis seventeenth birthdayâyou couldnât help but wonder if heâd remember his past-life connection as quickly as you had.
the day came, and you tried your best to avoid him, slipping through the halls and sneaking into class a few minutes late. for the morning, it worked. but you knew that wouldnât last.
lunchtime came, and you slipped aawy from class into the library, hoping to find a quiet spot where you could just be alone for a while. you settled into a corner near the back, buried in a book, trying to ignore the anxiety stirring inside you. but then you heard footsteps, and when you looked up, there he was. riki.
he stood by the table, arms crossed, a glint of determination in his eyes. you froze. âyou canât hide in here,â he said, his voice casual, but you could tell something was off. he wasnât leaving.
riki walked toward you, and with each step, your heart raced. before you could react, he slid into the chair across from you, leaning in slightly.
âcare to explain yourself?â he asked, his tone sharper than usual.
you blinked, feigning innocence. âexplain what?â
he raised an eyebrow, his gaze intense. âyou know exactly what i mean. weâre soulmates,â he whispered, low and filled with frustration. âand i find out now of all times? you couldâve told me earlier.â
your heart hammered as you nervously glanced around the library, thankful it was mostly empty. âi didnât know how youâd react,â you said quietly, looking down at your hands.
riki let out a frustrated sigh, the tension rising. his eyes were no longer playful. âso you thought youâd just pretend nothing had changed? watch me get all confused about why youâve been acting⌠different lately?â his voice dropped, and his gaze softened for just a moment. âwhat, you thought i wouldnât notice?â
the silence between you both was thick, charged with so much unspoken emotion. you avoided his gaze, biting your lip. âi didnât want to make things weird⌠especially with how weâve been.â
for a moment, he didnât say anything, his eyes studying you carefully. and thenâbam!
he leaned in suddenly, placing a hand on your wrist, his touch sparking a reaction deep inside you. you jolted slightly, memories flooding back in waves, overwhelming you.
he tilted his head with a teasing grin. âyou talk too much, you know that?â
before you could protest, riki closed the gap between you, his lips brushing yours in a gentle kiss, almost hesitant but filled with all the weight of your shared past. it was as though time had folded in on itself, and for a second it was like the two of you had never been apart.
when he pulled back, his smile was faint yet triumphant. âmy sweet dove. youâre still as stubborn as ever huh?â
you stared at him wide-eyed, your heart racing. his words, that pet nameâit felt so familiar, so right and yet so foreign in this life. âyou⌠remember everything?â
riki nodded, a smirk tugging at his lips, though it was softer than usual. âevery last bit.â he leaned back, crossing his arms. ânow that weâve got that sorted, what are we going to do about this little rivalry of ours?â
you blinked, a laugh comes out of you unexpectedly. âmaybe we can take a break from it⌠just this once.â
he chuckled, raising an eyebrow. âiâll consider it⌠for my dove.â
and for the first time in this life, you felt something stronger than rivalry, something that bridged the gap between your past and presentâa feeling that maybe, just maybe, love could make its way through everything.
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no oneâs ever had me (not like you)
joe burrow x reader
description: after a tough week 5 loss in overtime, joe comes home to you angry and confused. you try to make him feel better and comfort him, letting him know youâll always be there.
warnings: nothing too bad, but still MDNI. (makes me uncomfy.) lots of angry joe, a bit of fluff, semi-spicy kiss. mostly angst.
word count: 1.8k
note. hi hi! this is my first joe fic/blurb so i hope you guys enjoy it. sorry in advance that lowercase is my aesthetic. i used to get yelled at for it in elementary school. i love you guys. who dey!! (title & plot are lyrics from so high school, i love u mother taylor.)
pacing. you were pacing back and forth in front of the television in joeâs living room, watching the seconds tick down to end regulation time in the game. it took everything in you not to turn it off.
you watched as the minutes, seconds, milliseconds in overtime ticked by, hoping and praying your boyfriend and his team could pull out a win.
you felt your heart lurch as mcpherson went for the field goal and the ball wasnât in the correct place. wide left. you knew it was over. you continued watching, frozen in place, as baltimore did everything they needed to do to score. they made it to field goal range, kicked, and won the game. your heart was hammering against your chest. your breath was coming out in short puffs.
after valiant efforts from joe and the rest of the team, the bengals once again took a loss at the very end of the game, something that kept happening to them this year. you knew joe would come home upset.
watching the post game interview was going to be something you dreaded today. joe took his seat and began talking to the interviewers, answering their repetitive questions and talking about what needed to be done to fix the team, what could use work next week.
you rested your head in your hands and blew out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. âoh, joeyâŚâ you whispered, seeing your boyfriendâs clearly upset glare on the screen. you couldnât wait to see him when he got home, but you were unsure of what his mood would be.
after the interview was done, you turned the television off. âi could start some laundryâ you thought, at least thatâd keep you busy until joeâs return home.
you made your way to his bedroom, which honestly felt like your room too, and gathered all the clothes that needed to be washed before taking them to the laundry room. you tossed the laundry into the machine and then added in your favorite scent beads and detergent before turning it on and closing the lid.
âi can tackle dishes nextâ you thought, heading for the large kitchen. of course you couldâve loaded them into the dishwasher, but something needed to keep you busy and washing dishes was always strangely cathartic to you.
you popped your earbuds in and started listening to your favorite playlist before tackling the chore. once dishes were complete, you vacuumed, watered a few plants, and made yourself a snack. finally the washer beeped, so you went to switch the clothes over.
as you were switching them, joe arrived home, pulling his sleek black car into the garage before locking it up and heading into the house. listening to your music and keeping yourself busy helped lift your spirits some, which you hoped would aide you when joe finally made it back.
when he didnât greet you upon entering the house, you knew tonight would be a tough night.
you peeked your head out of the laundry room to check for a clear coast, and it was. tiptoe-ing your way down the hall, you made your way to the kitchen where joe still was, his back facing you.
you cleared your throat softly to get his attention, but he didnât move. you could see he was scrolling through his phone, you worried he was reading negativity that was being spewed about himself and the team.
âjoey?â you called, your voice sounded smaller than you intended.
âwhat?â he snapped, turning to face you. you flinched at the tone of his voice, taking half a step back. internally he berated himself for scaring you, but his post-game mood was too foul to turn off now.
âi know itâs silly to ask, but are you okay?â you question, looking up at him from across the room.
he ran his hand through his short blonde hair before blowing a snarky chuckle through his nose, scoffing at you.
âam i okay?â he snarked, locking his phone and shoving it in his pocket. âwhat a great question! you sound like the post-game interviewers!â
the bite in his tone was starting to affect you, but you didnât want to leave him alone just yet. as much as it hurt, you knew what he needed in this moment was to let this anger out any way possible.
âtalk to me about it.â you pleaded, walking toward him and placing a hand on his forearm. he rolled his eyes as a response. âcâmon joey, i know youâre mad but you canââ you donât get to finish your sentence before joe groans out in response, a loud âUGH!â before lobbing his water bottle at the wall. youâre shocked it doesnât bust a hole through.
âwhat is there to say, hmm? what do you want me to tell you that the world doesnât already think or know? we arenât looking like a championship team right now. everything weâre doing is never enough for success, and here i am, 27 years old and being called washed up.â he chides, looking down at you. his voice booms across the room, making you feel only inches tall.
your expression drops, and you turn your gaze toward the wall as tears well up in your eyes. joe takes a small step toward you, his hands flexing at his sides. you can tell he wants to reach out to you, touch you, apologize to you for scaring you.
âiâm sorry.â he says softly, hanging his head. youâll let him make the first move. he steps toward you again, bringing a hand up to your shoulder, testing the waters. when he sees that youâre still receptive to his touch, despite his atrocious attitude, he moves his hand to the back of your neck before pulling you into him for a hug. you instinctively reach up and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him into you.
both of you stay like that for a few moments, just holding each other and feeling each other breathe. joeâs face is buried in your neck and your hand is scratching slow soft circles into his hair. you hear him sniffle and you pull away slightly, trying to get a view of his face. he looks up at you with red eyes, tears falling down his cheeks.
âjoey, baby,â you comfort him, âitâs going to be okay. youâre going to be okay.â your heart breaks seeing him so upset.
he says nothing, but leads you out of the kitchen and to the living room so you can sit down together. he plops onto the couch and pulls you into his lap, burying his face again.
âi just feel like iâm failing them. iâm doing everything within my power, and it doesnât seem like enough.â he rasps, muffled into your neck. you say nothing, knowing he needs to get this out. you run your hands down his biceps as a gesture for him to keep going, that you understand.
âthe whole world thinks iâm a fluke. they think my play-calling is shit, they think i had one kick-ass college season and that i made it to the nfl and choked. when does it end, you know? we took our team to the superbowl and what happened? we lost. it just feels like iâm stuck in this rut and i canât get out.â
you sit for a moment, processing what he said. his words hurt you, just as much as you know the thoughts hurt him.
âi hear you joey. i really do. but i have some things iâd like to say, if thatâs okay.â
he nods, expectant eyes raking over your face. âiâd love to hear it, baby. please.â
âfirst of all,â you start, playing up your sass in an attempt to make him laugh, âyou arenât washed up. people who think you are most likely sit on their couches and rot all day long while youâre out here training and conditioning your body for the physicality of your job. i think youâre in your prime.â you pause, squeezing his biceps for emphasis.
ânext, you canât take all the blame. sure, youâre the leader of the team, but it doesnât all fall on you. itâs very noble of you to do that, but you donât have to shoulder it. you played your heart out today. you all did. iâm so proud of you.â you move your hands to his face, cupping his cheeks.
âlastly, fuck what the world thinks, joe. you know how good you are. i know how good you are. your parents know, your teammates know. other players in the league know. youâre incredible. youâve got this, and after all is said and done i will be here. win or lose, iâm here, and iâve got you.â
his eyes soften as you finish speaking. you donât get a verbal reply. his hands reach up to cup your face, pulling you into him for a long kiss. his lips are soft against yours and it doesnât take long before his hands are slipping up the back of your hoodie and rubbing along the exposed skin of your back.
your hands stay on his cheeks, loving the feeling of him being so close to you, his body pressed into yours. âi. love. you. so. much.â you tell him between pecks, feeling him smile into the kiss. one of his hands returns to your face and then tangles into your hair, tilting your head slightly as his tongue drags over your bottom lip.
he slowly slips his tongue into your mouth, gliding it against yours. after a moment, you pull away for air.
âthank you for that,â he smiles, stroking his hands down your arms, âfor all of it. i needed that. i love you too. and iâm sorry for scaring you with my temper.â
âitâs okay, mine can be worse.â you jest, poking him in the ribs.
he pulls you down so youâre both laying on the couch before pulling his large cable knit throw blanket over you both. âletâs put it out of our minds, get takeout, and watch a movie.â you suggest, and he smiles in agreement. the two of you get cozy and pick your movie and dinner, remaining snuggled up on the couch as you watch and eat.
âyouâre right, you know.â joe finally speaks again, as the movie nears its end.
âi usually am, but enlighten me.â you laugh, slipping your hand under his shirt and resting it on his abdomen.
âyouâve always had me. every turn, every bump in the road. every time i feel like iâve made the biggest mistake, the biggest failure of my life. youâre there. you talk me through it and you put me in my place. no oneâs ever had me like you have. i love you too, by the way.â
a soft smile spreads across your face as you reach up to stroke his hair again. âditto baby, no oneâs ever had me, not like you.â
he leans down and presses another soft, sweet peck to your lips. everything was going to be okay. you always had each other.
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