#this was a bad idea. a reeeaaaal dookie of an idea. just absolutely not chill at all bro.
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floral-hex · 1 year ago
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Writing is stupid! It’s dumb! It doesn’t make any sense! It’s all just jumbles that don’t mean anything and I hate it forever goodbye!
#needless to say… writing is not going well 😒#like… hmmm… these are words at least… not sure if they’re good words tho…#like like… is this even any good? it just feels like I’m writing and it’s just… there. it doesn’t mean anything.#and I thought hey I’ve thought about this story literally every day for the past two years at least but I still don’t know how to write it#how do I get from scene a to scene b? what even is scene a? really that’s it?#it’s all just words!#I hate words!#it feels like gibberish! it makes sense but it feels like it makes no sense! does that make sense?#I’m writing down words and sentences and they seem like they make sense and flow but I look and look at them and I just don’t know#do I even understand what I’m saying? what does anything even mean?#this was a bad idea. a reeeaaaal dookie of an idea. just absolutely not chill at all bro.#is this why people ask friends to look over their work?#I don’t want to do that! noooo!#it’s gotta be perfect and edited and smooth and amazing bc anybody can write I know but I don’t want to be ANYBODY#hey here’s this dumb goober getting eaten by wolves! but it doesn’t even feel eventful or meaningful or any kind of ful.#frustrated… grumpy… grumpstrated…frusty…#I think needless to say I’m not gonna hit 50k words this month 🙄 but I’ll keep slowly trying anyway#why not. I’ve got nothing else going on.#fuck books!#you can ignore this#and I love you.#text
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